他靠著牆,坐在空蕩蕩的浴缸裡,面對著浴室的門。
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門上貼了一個,寫了密密麻麻文字的牛皮紙袋。
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他眼神呆滯的遙望著,好像要把紙看的字看清楚。
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曾經 他在黃底綠格線活頁紙上
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寫下一首詩
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詩名是「腮幫子」
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因為他的狗就喚做這名字
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詩裡寫的也是牠
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老師評了A
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畫上一顆金色小星星
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媽媽把詩黏在廚房門上
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唸給姑姑阿姨聽
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那年
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崔西神父帶孩子們去動物園
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讓他們在公車上唱歌兒
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他的小妹妹呱呱墜地
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指甲小小的 腦袋沒長毛
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爸媽總是在接吻
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街角的女孩送他情人卡
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簽名再加上一長串「X」
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他不得不問爸爸「X」是什麼
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爸爸每晚送他上床 仔細塞緊棉被縫兒
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日復一日 年復一年
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曾經 他在白底藍格線活頁紙上
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寫下一首詩
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詩名是「秋天」
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因為當時正值秋日
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詩裡秋意濃濃
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老師評了A
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要他寫的更明白些
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媽媽沒把詩黏在廚房門上
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因為才剛剛刷過油漆
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孩子們說
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崔西神父會抽菸
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他把煙屁股留在教堂長椅上
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偶爾還燒出洞來
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那年
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妹妹開始戴眼鏡
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鏡片很厚 鏡框很黑
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街角的女孩嘲笑他
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因為他邀她去看《聖誕老人》
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孩子們告訴他
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為何爸媽們總是在接吻
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爸爸不再送他上床 不再幫他塞棉被
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有天他哭著求他
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結果爸爸生氣了
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曾經 他從筆記本撕下一張紙
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寫下一首詩
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詩名是「純真:疑問句」
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因為他有好多問題想問她因為他有好多問題想問她
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詩裡寫的都是她
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教授給了A
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眼神堅定而冷淡
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媽媽不曾把詩黏在廚房門上
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因為他不從拿給她欣賞
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那年
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崔西神父過世了
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他忘了《使徒聖經》的結局
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他逮到妹妹在後廊和人親熱
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爸媽不再接吻
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甚至不再交談
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街角的女孩總是化濃妝
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害他每次吻她都咳個不停
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但他依然愛她
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吻她的女孩乃天經地義
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凌晨三點 他把自己送上床
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爸爸的鼾聲震天作響
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於是 他試著在牛皮紙袋背面
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寫下另一首詩
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詩名為「空無」
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因為詩裡盡是荒蕪一片
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他為自己打上了A
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然後劃開兩支該死的手腕
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他把詩黏在浴室門上
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因為這一次
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他認為自己大概到不了廚房
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他依然呆滯的看著那張紙。
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從手腕傷口流出的鮮血緩緩流入排水口。
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我不知道這算不算是小說啦…應該不算。
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但它至少是個故事。
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這首詩是從《壁花男孩》看來的
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一開始看沒什麼感覺,但越看越覺得感傷。
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所以我決定給它一個還算完整的故事。
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