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my   gravity/pollywoo

doctor   gao,i   call   you   and   our   relationship   as   gravity,you   know   we   lie   down   on   bed   and   you   say   you   are   very   tired,i   should   care   about   you   more,but   i   sleep   with   the   smell   of   drug,i   never   know   we   are   like   two   planets   that   attract   each   other   but   cant   starbuck   together,i   take   a   parelled   distance   from   you,because   i   live   in   your   theory   kind   of   fairy   tale   marriage,i   forget   that   apple   for   a   long   time,but   you   are   like   peaceful   power   that   watching   over   me,i   once   meet   a   love   lier   on   the   cell   phone,he   set   up   round   and   round   love   emails   to   make   me   fall   in   love   with   him,but   i   am   tooth   ache   so   i   dont   trust   him,he   goes   to   argue   with   you   about   our   love   affair,i   know   you   spend   a   lot   of   time   qurral   with   him,thank   you   my   gravity,i   believe   that   fake   navy   will   not   possible   to   beat   your   gravity,his   every   lie   mails   i   quote   and   answer   as   bellow:

Hello   Polly   Woo,

I'd   like   to   tell   you   more   about   myself   but   where   do   I   start   from,   My   name   is   Patrick   Derek   ,my   father   was   from   Berlin   Germany   and   my   mother   was   from   Singapore,   Though   i   don't   really   know   much   about   my   mother.   I   spent   some   time   of   my   life   in   turkey   studying   and   later   moved   to   Australia   where   I   attained   my   master’s   degree   in   Engineering   and   finally   moved   to   London   where   i   work   and   live   with   my   daughter   now.   I   work   as   an   Operations   manager   for   Sparrows   Offshore   services.   I   have   been   with   the   company   for   13   years   as   the   director   of   operations.I   enjoy   my   job   though   risky   because   we   are   always   at   sea.

I   lost   my   wife   in   a   car   wreck   five   years   ago.I   have   one   very   beautiful   daughter,Her   name   is   Benedict   and   she   is   15   years   old   now.I   am   real   easy   person   to   talk   to   and   a   loving   and   outgoing   father.I   enjoy   painting   which   I   do   often   at   my   leisure   time.I   like   going   to   the   movies,   or   watching   movies   in   my   room   or   Cabin,   I   like   swimming,   listening   to   music   and   dance   to   any   kind   of   music.I   am   a   family   oriented   person,   love   children,   there   is   more,   but   it   would   be   better   for   you   to   find   some   things   out   for   yourself.

I   am   really   interested   in   knowing   more   about   you,your   background,   your   life   experiences,   past   relationships,   your   goals   and   dreams,   your   interests,   and   anything   else   you   want   to   tell   me.   I   even   want   to   learn   about   the   secrets   you   very   rarely   share   with   someone,   So   come   on   and   share   it   all   with   me.   I   want   to   learn   about   you   and   what   makes   your   heart   and   soul   happy,   as   the   friendship   I   want   to   build   with   you,   I   want   it   to   be   like   no   other   you   have   ever   shared   or   experienced.   This   friendship   I   want   to   build   with   you   will   be   filled   with   substance,   quality,   love   and   faithfulness.   Hope   I   didn't   write   much   of   a   novel.......lol.

Hope   to   hear   from   you   soon.   Until   then   have   a   pleasant   day!

Thanks,

Patrick   Derek.

11月23日   (1   天前)

Hello   Derek

I   am   a   Taiwanese   writer,I   have   write   for   30years,   I   write   many   amount   of   genre   of   poetry,novel,thesis,anylaze,transfer,prose,and   so   on,I   major   in   English   when   I   was   in   university,   I   try   to   write   several   novel   in   English   too,   but   Kindle   haven't   prove   me   to   publish.   I   start   to   publish   Chinese   novels   on   digital   bookstore   this   year,   because   it   saves   money,   I   used   to   print   books   to   lose   a   huge   money,   I   have   learn   that   lesson,   now   I   am   express   articles   on   periodical,   and   get   some   payment,   I   believe   in   Nichiren   shoshu,   which   is   a   Japanese   Buddhism   religion,   I   read   Sutra   for   30   years   with   my   mother,   if   I   remember   anything   else   about   me,   I   will   tell   you   then,   this   is   my   simple   introduction.

Hello   Polly   Woo,

I   was   so   much   excited   to   read   your   mail   and   thanks   so   much   for   taking   your   time   to   write   me.   The   content   of   mail   was   well   understood   and   noted   I   am   Glad   you   are   in   good   health.   Honestly,   there   is   so   much   I   want   to   tell   you   and   so   many   things   I   want   to   ask   you,   I   don't   know   where   to   start.   So   please   understand   if   I   am   a   little   awkward   at   it.   I   am   writing   this   message   to   you   not   for   the   fun   of   it,   but   because   I   want   you   to   take   some   time   for   yourself   and   read   carefully.

Let   me   start   by   saying   that   I   thank   God   since   I   meet   you.   As   you   may   have   known,   the   fountain   of   any   relationship   must   spring   up   in   the   mind.   It   is   very   important   for   me   to   express   to   you   how   much   you   really   mean   to   me.   I   wish   I   could   do   this   in   person   while   gazing   into   your   eyes,but   since   we   are   physically   separated   by   miles   of   emptiness,   this   expression   must   come   in   the   form   of   letters   such   as   this   to   me,   you   are   first   of   all   my   friend   and   then....   something   more   greater   in   the   near   future.....   God   willing.   To   be   honest   with   you,   I   am   really   short   of   words   here,   but   one   thing   I   do   know   is   that   I   have   the   arms   to   give   you   a   hug,   ears   to   listen   to   whatever   you   want   to   talk   about   through   mail   or   phone,   and   I   have   a   heart;   a   heart   that   is   aching   to   see   your   smile.   I   would   like   to   use   this   opportunity   to   say...I   am   delighted   to   have   meet   you.

To   tell   you   more   about   me,   I   am   an   honest,   kindhearted,   hardworking   man   who   does   not   need   the   support   of   a   loving   woman.   Ideally,   l   am   someone   who   is   confident   in   what   he   want   and   who   he   is.   We   all   face   tough   situations   in   our   lives   and   we   sometimes   tend   to   be   mislead   by   it.   A   lot   of   times   we   often   tend   to   give   up.   In   this   life,   I   have   chosen   to   give   up   numerous   times   but   I   am   proud   to   say   that   I   have   also   chosen   to   stay   strong   and   be   patient   all   these   years.....   which   has   now   led   to   my   finding   you.   He   who   seek   happiness;   they   say,   by   changing   anything   but   his   own   disposition   will   waste   his   life   in   fruitless   efforts   and   multiply   the   grief   which   he   purposes   to   remove.   Your   living   is   determined   not   so   much   by   what   life   brings   you   as   by   the   attitude   you   bring   to   life;   not   so   much   by   what   happens   to   you   as   by   the   way   your   mind   looks   at   what   happens.   This   is   the   reason   I   have   decided   to   move   on   in   life   in   spite   of   my   incalculable   loss.

Yes!   Distance   doesn't   permit   the   action   to   be   seen,   rather,   words   convey   the   feelings   when   distance   hinders.   No   matter   the   distance   that   separates   us   now,   I   can   assure   you   that   this   gap   will   be   bridged   as   we   really   get   to   know   each   other.   As   the   saying   goes:   "True   Love   and   Friendship   knows   no   boundaries   and   no   distance;   miles   and   obstacles   mean   absolutely   nothing   in   the   face   of   love"   Though   miles   may   lie   between   us   right   now,   we'll   never   be   apart   forever,   for   friendship   doesn't   count   the   miles,   it's   measured   by   the   heart.

Now   that   dishonesty   and   disbelieve   seems   to   be   taking   over   our   souls   these   days,   to   know   there   are   people   like   you   makes   all   the   problems   look   smaller.   It's   great   to   be   your   friend   and   to   be   able   to   look   into   the   future   and   see   a   mix   of   hope.   This   fairly   recent   friendship   is   something   I   consider   to   be   sacred   already.   It   makes   me   have   faith   again   in   some   simple   but   fundamental   human   values   which   sometimes;   for   the   lack   of   practice,   we   swipe   under   the   carpets   of   our   memories   and   of   our   hearts.   For   me,   this   new   friendship   is   precious   and   that's   why   I   intend   to   keep   it   till   the   end   of   my   days.   I   believe   we   can   achieve   that,   because   I   have   faith   in   you   and   I   have   more   and   more   faith   in   life   and   in   the   future.   Those   who   have   a   friend   like   you   fear   nothing.   Always   bear   in   mind   that   my   affection   and   true   friendship   will   be   yours   forever.

My   Job   will   be   taking   me   to   Australia   by   tomorrow   (Sailing   for   a   month....and   I   will   really   like   us   to   talk   on   phone   send   me   some   of   your   pics   and   your   contact   number   so   I   can   call   you.

Thanks,Sincerely,

Patrick   Derek.

On   Thu,   Nov   23,   2017   at   7:07   AM,   <pollywoo43@gmail.com>   wrote:

Hello   Derek

I   am   a   Taiwanese   writer,I   have   write   for   30years,   I   write   many   amount   of   genre   of   poetry,novel,thesis,anylaze,transfer,prose,and   so   on,I   major   in   English   when   I   was   in   university,   I   try   to   write   several   novel   in   English   too,   but   Kindle   haven't   prove   me   to   publish.   I   start   to   publish   Chinese   novels   on   digital   bookstore   this   year,   because   it   saves   money,   I   used   to   print   books   to   lose   a   huge   money,   I   have   learn   that   lesson,   now   I   am   express   articles   on   periodical,   and   get   some   payment,   I   believe   in   Nichiren   shoshu,   which   is   a   Japanese   Buddhism   religion,   I   read   Sutra   for   30   years   with   my   mother,   if   I   remember   anything   else   about   me,   I   will   tell   you   then,   this   is   my   simple   introduction.

My   Dearest   Sweetheart,

Thanks   for   your   prompt   response.   In   regards   to   your   questions,   I   want   you   to   know   that   my   Daughter   will   be   taken   care   of   by   my   Nanny   in   the   house.   Please   I   insist   you   send   me   your   mobile   for   communication   always   as   I   will   be   inside   the   ship   for   a   one   month   trip   to   Australia.   I   don't   know   how   to   approach   this   with   you   on   line,   I   have   been   fighting   a   battle   within   myself,   my   heart   says   I   should   tell   you   how   I   feel,   but   my   head   tells   me   not   to   be   stupid   that   it   would   just   cause   damage   to   our   friendship   and   that   you   wouldn't   be   interested.

I   wish   that   you   were   here   or   that   I   were   there,   or   that   we   were   together   anywhere.   How   I   wish   I   could   be   there   with   you,   but   distance   has   kept   us   apart.     Apart   physically,   but   in   spirit,   you   are   always   in   my   heart.   Friendship   which   has   been   tested   by   distance   and   obstacles,   and   has   passed..that   is   true   friendship.   The   test   of   true   friendship   is   not   when   we   are   together.   It   comes   when   we   are   not   together   and   realize   that   despite   the   distance,   thoughts   and   feelings   are   still   there.   I   just   wish   you   could   see   how   much   you   mean   to   me.   God   has   reason   for   allowing   things   to   happen.   Those   who   thank   God   even   in   every   situation   turn   burden   into   blessings.

Everyday   I   wake   up   thanking   God   for   us.   Because   what   started   out   as   a   internet   contact   between   us   has   now   turned   into   a   strong   bond   between   two   friends   who   have   now   discovered   the   true   meaning   of   friendship   the   natural   way.   To   me,   it   is   like   time   is   purposely   bending   and   stretching   itself   out   so   that   it   can   play   its   part;   in   making   us   feel   the   joy   of   what   it   is   to   be   real   friends.   All   I   know   now,   is   that   throughout   this   past   few   days,   I   have   learned   a   lot   from   this   friendship   of   ours   and   I   have   seen   what   it   is   like   to   give   yourself   completely   to   the   other   person   when   you're   so   far   apart.   The   most   important   thing   I   have   learnt,   among   many   more   things,   is   to   trust   and   to   be   sincere   to   you.

From   the   day   I   came   across   your   profile,   I   knew   that   you   would   turn   out   to   be   a   good   friend   and   you   have   more   than   proved   that.   Whenever   you   think   of   me,   please   know   that   no   matter   how   many   miles   separate   us   or   how   much   of   our   lives   comes   between   us,   you   are   and   always   will   be   the   the   true   friend   I   desired   all   this   years.   I   thank   God   for   giving   me   the   privilege   to   meet   you.   Though   the   miles   separate   us,   the   bond   we   have   is   far   stronger.   You   are   the   very   one   I   have   spent   all   these   few   years   looking   for.   And   now   that   I   have   found   you..no   distance   can   separate   us.   For   now,   I   am   contented   with   the   progress   we've   made   and   I   assure   you   that   with   time..our   communication   rate   will   improve.   Thanks   for   making   my   life   so   much   more   meaningful   and   giving   me   a   reason   to   live   again.

I   would   have   love   to   continue   but   I   feel   tired   and   we   have   sailed   out   and   now   and   my   eyes   are   heavy   with   sleep.Take   care   and   always   remember   me   and   the   crew   members   in   your   prayers.

Hug   and   kisses,

Patrick   Derek.

N:B   Please   send   me   your   call   number   so   I   can   call   you...*********

On   Thu,   Nov   23,   2017   at   1:39   PM,   吳菀菱   <pollywoo43@gmail.com>   wrote:

Hello   Derek

I   am   glad   you   tell   me   this   friendship   is   long   lasting,   I   understand   you   write   your   faith   and   believe   in   god,   to   make   me   feel   you   have   a   confident   life   and   career,   if   you   will   go   to   Australia   tomorrow,   what   about   your   daughter,   who   will   take   care   of   her?I   am   not   so   good   at   speaking,   so   I   hope   and   suggest   we   just   use   messages   to   communicate,   since   my   English   is   not   so   well,   I   must   reread   your   letter   once   again,   because   I   am   not   quite   know   well   about   your   idea   of   life,   are   you   kind   of   complaining   to   obstacles,   to   know   your   mind   is   not   easy   for   me,   I   often   stay   in   my   own   writing   world,   I   have   not   too   many   friend,   but   this   Sunday   I   have   to   celebrate   my   birthday   with   my   friend   in   Taipei,   so   I   am   not   at   home   whole   afternoon,   hope   you   don't   mind,this   is   the   happiest   thing   I   like,   it   is   to   dinning   with   my   friend,   and   at   last   I   feel   must   tell   you   that   my   photos   are   all   through   digitally   cosmetics   fixed,   I   am   not   so   pretty   actually,   beautiful   youth   has   gone,   I   used   to   be   a   people   of   many   ghost   fans,   it   is   so   horrible   that   I   escape   all   right   now,   they   enrich   my   writing,   I   am   glad   you   talk   about   our   future,   but   do   you   mind   if   I   write   all   my   life,   and   keep   the   same   way   just   as   I   am,   need   I   change   anything   for   you?I   wonder   if   my   mother   will   permit   us,   this   is   very   serious   problem   to   solve.   hope   you   understand   that   I   have   obstacles   problem   of   falling   sleep,   so   I   need   to   take   a   few   pill   to   get   to   sleep,   but   I   wish   you   go   to   Australia   can   take   some   picture   to   let   me   sightseeing   at   the   same   time,   good   luck,   my   friend.

Sincerely,   Polly

My   Dearest   Sweetheart   Polly,

Oh   yes!   I   am   on   my   way   already   sailing   to   Australia.   I   am   the   head   of   Operator   and   England   Navy.   You   are   correct!   I   want   you   to   know   that   I   lost   my   wife   in   a   car   accident   as   I   stated   earlier   to   you.     strongly   advise   you   to   open   your   heart   to   anyone   who   come   your   way   as   who   you   are   waiting   for   might   Disappoint   you.   When   I   open   my   PC   to   read   your   email   I   was   so   much   excited   and   happy.   Baby   it   is   now   I   know   there   are   still   angels   on   earth.   I   really   miss   you   and   it   was   nice   speaking   with   you   on   phone   yesterday   though.   Golden   voice   you   have.   my   heart   is   calling   out   for   you.   Being   miles   apart   from   you   is   like   salt   dripping   on   an   open   wound.   I   never   thought   I   could   love   someone   so   much   as   I   love   and   think   much   of   you..even   though   we   are   far   apart.   My   heart   seems   to   grow   fonder   of   you   with   every   seconds..   of   this   great   distance   that   separates   us.   I   know   that   some   decisions   are   hard   to   make,   but   when   affection   and   love   prevail   over   any   other   interests,   then   all   the   roads   to   happiness   become   wide   open   and   danger   free.   First   of   all,   We   have   to   put   God   first   in   anything   we   do   and   I   would   like   to   make   sure   you   know   that   I   love   you   very   much   even   though   we   have   not   meet   each   other   and   that   you   are   the   most   wanted   and   the   most   desired   person   than   anyone   could   possibly   be.

I   also   need   you   to   know   that   there`s   nothing   more   beautiful   in   the   world   than   what   is   happening   between   us   right   now;   I   feel   we   are   growing   closer   and   getting   along   really   well.   I   feel   we   are   becoming   more   intimate   in   every   sense,   and   that`s   the   most   gratifying   thing   two   human   beings   could   wish   for.   That   is   why   I   need   to   remind   you   even   if   that   takes   a   simple   e-mail,   that   you   don`t   have   to   be   afraid   on   anything,   as   close   and   united   partners.   Distance,   like   you   may   have   known,   doesn't   matter   if   you   really   love   the   person,   what   matters   most   is   your   honesty   and   trust   for   that   relationship   to   work   out.   Distance   is   the   key   to   love's   eternity   and   love   knows   not   distance,   it   hath   no   continent,   its   eyes   are   for   the   stars.   Even   if   you   are   far   away,   you   are   always   close   to   my   heart.   It's   good   that   we   are   far   away   because   we   learn   the   patient   to   wait   for   each   other   and   cherish   our   love.   I   long   for   the   day   I'll   dream   of   your   love   no   more,   when   your   touch   will   make   me   alive   again,   and   the   sight   of   you   arouses   all   my   senses.   Though   the   miles   may   spread   out   far   and   wide,   and   time   may   wear   our   faith   too   thin,   I   know   that   the   golden   bond   of   love   shall   keep   us   close   at   heart.

However   far   away,   I   will   always   love   you.   However   long   I   stay,   I   will   always   love   you.   Whatever   words   I   say,   I   will   always   love   you.   Even   if   it   takes   eternity,   I   will   always   love   you.   Distance   between   two   hearts   is   not   an   obstacle,   rather   a   great   reminder   of   just   how   strong   true   love   can   be.   You   are   my   shinning   star.   Ever   since   I   read   your   email,   I   have   been   thinking   with   affection   of   the   moment   we   will   see   each   other,   and   satiate   all   this   desire   that   has   taken   over   us   in   such   an   intense   but   wonderful   way.   Having   a   dream   about   you   yesterday   night   has   never   happened   to   me   before,   i   had   a   dream   that   i   was   holding   you   ,kissing   you   ,just   as   we   where   romancing   i   woke   up   to   see   myself   kissing   my   pillow,   oh   my   God   what   is   this   ,I   wish   i   had   a   dream   of   me   holding   my   pillow   and   wake   up   kissing   you   that   would   have   been   wonderful.

Have   a   wonderful   day   ahead   and   may   God   bless   you   and   keep   you.   May   His   light   be   always   with   thee.   May   He   keep   you   safe   from   harm,   and   shield   you   and   your   family   from   all   wrong.   May   He   grant   you   His   peace.   May   He   guide   you   on   your   way.   Bring   you   joy   with   each   new   day.

Hug   and   Kisses

Patrick   Derek.

On   Thu,   Nov   23,   2017   at   3:18   PM,   吳菀菱   <pollywoo43@gmail.com>   wrote:

I   don't   know   you   already   on   the   ship,   hope   you   have   a   good   trip,   as   I   know,   you   are   a   England   navy,right?why   your   wife   left   you,   I   wanna   know,and   I   am   sure   we   can   be   very   good   pen   pal   and   good   friend,now   I   have   a   adored   object,he   is   a   professor,but   I   don't   know   if   he   want   to   chase   me,I   am   in   the   black   hole   of   love   doubt,should   I   wait   for   him?why   he   won't   care   for   marriage   all   these   years,   if   he   is   waiting   for   me,should   I   care   for   him   more,sorry   to   tell   you   that   my   heart   belongs   to   him,but   I   will   cherish   our   friendship,don't   give   up   your   faith   to   god,he   is   a   very   kind   and   mercy   lord,   wish   you   have   a   wonderful   future.

Dear,Polly

Dear   Sweetheart,

Thanks   for   your   prompt   reply.   I   am   taking   rest   now   and   reading   your   reply   back   to   me.   I   always   smile   and   feel   happy   when   i   read   from   you.   I   want   you   to   keep   our   relationship   very   confidential   until   I   arrived   Australia   my   love   OK.   You   can   then   tell   your   Mom   about   it   OK.   I   will   surprise   her   with   a   present   when   coming   to   Taiwan.   I   shall   come   by   Air   when   I   am   coming   OK.   Because   as   soon   as   we   arrive   Australia,   I   shall   wait   for   the   ship   to   off   load   all   the   goods   inside   and   then   before   I   book   my   flight   to   Taiwan   my   love.   I   do   not   know   how   to   express   the   conflicting   emotions   that   have   surged   like   a   storm   through   my   heart   all   this   while.   I   only   know   that   first   and   foremost   in   all   my   thoughts   has   been   the   glorious   confirmation   you   gave   me   without   effort,   unconsciously,   of   course   of   all   I   have   ever   thought   of   your   mind   and   heart.   Also   I   want   you   to   know   that   Age   is   number   and   it   does   not   matter   to   me.   If   only   I   could   have   come   up   with   the   right   words   to   describe   the   depth   of   this   beautiful   feeling   that   I   have   for   you,   I   would   have   whispered   them   to   you   the   first   time   we   meet   online   The   best   thing   that   I   can   do   is   to   tell   you   now.   You   have   the   greatest   soul,   the   noblest   nature,   the   sweetest,   most   loving   heart   I   have   ever   known,   and   my   love   and   admiration   for   you   have   increased   so   much   since   we   known   each   other   that   it   still   amazes   me.When   during   sad   times   an   angel   should   come   to   you,   open   your   eyes   and   see   who   that   angel   is,   for   that   is   your   one   true   love.

I   want   to   tell   you   that   the   love   I   have   for   you   is   undying.   It   is   a   love   that   is   strong   and   enduring   and   will   stand   the   test   of   time.   It's   not   being   in   love   that   makes   me   happy.   It's   being   in   love   with   you   that   makes   me   happy.   I   truly   feel   blessed   that   you   have   come   into   my   life,   and   I   cannot   wait   for   the   day   that   we   can   join   our   lives   together.   I   want   to   lie   next   to   you   at   night   and   fall   asleep   in   your   arms.   I   want   to   wake   to   your   beautiful   smile.   I   want   to   share   in   your   joys   and   sorrows.   I   want   to   be   your   everything,   because   you   are   everything   to   me   now.

I   promise   to   always   love   you   and   always   hold   you   in   my   heart.   I   will   always   be   there   for   you   when   you   need   me,   and   I   will   love   you   no   matter   what   life   brings   us.   You   are   my   soul   mate,   and   I   vow   to   love   you   all   eternity.   Remember...   love   is   the   link   that   holds   two   hearts   together   While   many   a   soul   are   unhappy   with   love,   no   one   is   ever   happy   without   it.   I   may   be   able   to   speak   the   languages   of   human   beings   and   even   of   angels,   but   if   I   have   no   love,   my   speech   is   no   more   than   a   noisy   gong   or   a   clanging   bell.   I   may   have   the   gift   of   inspired   preaching;   I   may   have   all   knowledge   and   understand   all   secrets;   I   may   have   the   faith   needed   to   move   mountains   but   if   I   have   no   love,   I   am   nothing.   I   may   give   away   everything   I   have,   and   even   give   up   my   body   to   be   burned,   but   if   I   have   no   love,   this   does   me   no   good.

Sweetheart,   you   are   an   angel   and   I   but   a   mere   mortal.   We   are   worlds   apart.   I   must   love   you   from   a   distance   my   princess.You   are   the   love   of   my   life.   I   love   you,   and   I   always   will,   until   the   day   I   die.   Hopefully,   when   that   day   comes,   I   will   still   have   you   by   my   side   and   yours   will   be   the   last   face   that   I   see.   I   await   to   read   from   you   soon   my   dear.

With   Love

Patrick   Derek.

Dear   Derek

I   am   so   glad   to   read   your   compliment   to   love   me,   thank   you,   I   know   you   care   about   me,   I   never   feel   such   feeling   before,   maybe   we   orient   male   are   not   talented   at   saying   love   loudly,   I   wonder   if   England   ship   can   stop   at   Taiwan   harbor,   and   my   mother   haven't   know   our   feelings   yet,   if   you   mind   I   tell   her   right   away?in   fact,   I   wonder   if   we   meet,   what   will   happen,   love   has   always   be   my   topic   of   writing,   but   when   it   shows   I   don't   know   what   to   do,   maybe   let's   go   for   a   date,   I   have   to   ask   my   mother's   permission,   sorry,   because   she   loves   me,   care   about   my   future,   please   don't   blame   her,   try   to   flatter   her   with   some   presents,   she   will   admit   us,   will   you?love   is   reality,   but   I   have   only   writing   experience   about   love,   if   you   want   to   see   me   and   my   parents,   you   will   take   a   long   trip,   but   we   will   welcome   you   to   see   us   in   Taipei,   or   our   home,anyway   I   still   wonder   about   your   age,   if   I   am   elder   then   you,   what   would   you   do?let   me   pass   my   worry   about   my   tooth   ache   and   boring   day   without   inspiration,   I   wish   you   a   good   sailing   across   the   ocean,   and   happy   everyday.

Dear,   Polly

My   Dear   Sweetheart,

I   received   your   mail   and   it's   content   was   well   noted   by   me.   I   want   you   to   know   that   I   feel   so   much   for   you   now   and   cannot   do   without   the   love   i   feel   for   you   anymore.   Don't   cry   for   him   because   he   has   a   family   already   in   another   place.   When   I   open   my   PC   to   read   your   email   I   was   so   much   excited.   I   may   be   able   to   speak   the   languages   of   human   beings   and   even   of   angels,   but   if   I   have   no   love,   my   speech   is   no   more   than   a   noisy   gong   or   a   clanging   bell.   I   may   have   the   gift   of   inspired   preaching;   I   may   have   all   knowledge   and   understand   all   secrets;   I   may   have   the   faith   needed   to   move   mountains-but   if   I   have   no   love,   I   am   nothing.   I   may   give   away   everything   I   have,   and   even   give   up   my   body   to   be   burned-but   if   I   have   no   love,   this   does   me   no   good.

If   there   is   anything   better   than   to   be   loved,   it   is   loving   you.Let   no   one   who   loves   be   unhappy.   Even   love   unreturned   has   its   rainbow."  

"It's   not   being   in   love   that   makes   me   happy.   It's   being   in   love   with   YOU   that   makes   me   happy.   For   an   instant,   love   can   transform   the   world."  

Remember...   love   is   the   link   that   holds   two   hearts   together.While   many   a   soul   are   unhappy   with   love,   no   one   is   ever   happy   without   it.   you   are   an   angel   but   a   mere   mortal.   We   are   worlds   apart.   I   must   love   you   from   a   distance   my   princess.You   are   the   love   of   my   life.   I   love   you,   and   I   always   will,   until   the   day   I   die.

What   do   I   get   from   Loving   You?   When   I'm   in   your   arms   my   whole   world   is   just   right.   Hand   in   hand,   heart   to   heart;   my   love   for   you   will   never   part.The   depth   of   your   love   and   the   sweetness   of   your   kiss   feeds   my   soul.Every   moment   spent   with   you   is   every   one   of   my   dreams   coming   true.

Standing   together   side   by   side   there   is   nothing   in   this   world   we   can't   conquer   when   it's   just   you   and   I.Love   will   lead   to   you   all   your   dreams.

With   hands   and   hearts   together   lets   celebrate   the   joy   of   finding   each   other   my   love.

I   want   to   tell   you   that   the   love   I   have   for   you   is   undying.   It   is   a   love   that   is   strong   and   enduring   and   will   stand   the   test   of   time.   It's   not   being   in   love   that   makes   me   happy.   It's   being   in   love   with   you   that   makes   me   happy.   I   truly   feel   blessed   that   you   have   come   into   my   life,   and   I   cannot   wait   for   the   day   that   we   can   join   our   lives   together.   I   want   to   lie   next   to   you   at   night   and   fall   asleep   in   your   arms.   I   want   to   wake   to   your   beautiful   smile.   I   want   to   share   in   your   joys   and   sorrows.   I   want   to   be   your   everything,   because   you   are   everything   to   me   now.

I   promise   to   always   love   you   and   always   hold   you   in   my   heart.   I   will   always   be   there   for   you   when   you   need   me,   and   I   will   love   you   no   matter   what   life   brings   us.   You   are   my   soul   mate,   and   I   vow   to   love   you   all   eternity.   Remember...   love   is   the   link   that   holds   two   hearts   together   While   many   a   soul   are   unhappy   with   love,   no   one   is   ever   happy   without   it.   you   are   an   angel   and   I   but   a   mere   mortal.   We   are   worlds   apart.   I   must   love   you   from   a   distance   my   princess.You   are   the   love   of   my   life.   I   love   you,   and   I   always   will,   until   the   day   I   die.   Hopefully,   when   that   day   comes,   I   will   still   have   you   by   my   side   and   yours   will   be   the   last   face   that   I   see.

With   Love,

Patrick   Derek.

Dear   derek

My   mother   ask   me   where   did   you   get   the   visa   to   Taiwan,and   she   refuse   to   let   me   move   to   England,because   I   can't   make   money,how   will   I   survive,and   our   religion   is   different,I   think   it   is   not   possible   to   conquer   this   love,and   I   have   the   only   skill   that   is   writing,I   can't   imagine   if   I   cook   like   a   fire   man,eat   like   a   pig,I   ever   wonder   if   I   can   understand   the   tradition   of   England,I   am   46   years   old,I   need   to   chase   50more   age   like   handsome   processor,but   my   mother   say   that   I   am   fancy,professor   he   can   talk   five   kind   of   language   with   me,   I   really   love   him,your   foreigner   penis   is   so   large,I   can't   bare   that,   I   want   to   stay   all   alone   with   my   parents   maybe   never   leave   Taiwan,hope   you   understand   that   at   this   stage   my   soul   mate   is   professor,please   don't   bother   us,we   want   to   love   that   no   body   know   or   try   to   stop,please   let   me   be.

Honestly,Polly

after   this   letter,we   lost   communication,for   i   know   he   lies   to   me   a   lot,that   derek   is   my   second   time   comer   of   facebook   hiker,so   i   delete   him   right   away.

i   live   several   days   celebrate   my   birthday   in   my   happy   heart,doctor   gao   come   back   home   talking   about   me   to   his   parents,but   still   no   conclution,we   are   not   desperately   want   to   be   together,we   just   want   the   fresh   love   to   cool   our   winter   vacation   of   every   no-class   days.

i   live   like   counting   hour   glass,the   hour   hand   is   always   pointed   by   hotelier,boss   elegy   wear   boot   and   earphone   while   the   arson   start   by   accident,i   am   troubled   by   hot   flash   on   the   toilet   room   and   be   a   booby   on   the   fire   warning   ring,i   boohoo   like   nose   dive   affinity   with   doctor   gao,he   walk   on   compainion-way   like   drop   dead   handsome   microbe   on   my   pectoral   ill.i   am   a   baby   in   the   woods,my   serum   is   like   cattle   milk   ebb   that   is   eatable   and   edible   eddy,i   sing   a   eclectic   eclogue   in   the   edelweiss   mountain,his   ferrule   is   like   a   ferryboat   forger   that   wear   leniency   leotard,that   means   he   is   not   a   neophyte,he   is   nervy   to   give   me   a   nestle,my   nostriland   orifice   is   not   with   oblique   obligeto   kiss   him   like   a   chalky   chagrin,but   a   streamliner   in   the   marine   that   the   marigold   and   saffron   sag   for   me   on   the   meadow   of   sea,he   is   a   sage   of   sagathat   even   brigand   robe   bridal   verginity   like   bitting   fattyacid,my   pore   illusory   calumny   meter   is   like   meteorology,it   is   metabolic   debonair   debtor,i   was   ask   to   debut   and   debark   decadently,we   both   are   debarand   debase   by   the   hotelier,our   dovetail   is   talked   meanful   by   his   wife,a   dowdy   dowager   in   the   future   after   he   died,my   gravity   raven   like   no   training   of   dietary   dietetics,but   i   am   a   dietitian   compiler   full   of   complacent   pat,i   make   hm   famish   fan   of   my   famine   falsehood,the   mesh   flurry   on   the   carfare   makes   him   distort   and   appall,as   he   see   a   feeble   apparel   blow   northerly   like   a   apparition,like   norther   contagion   in   ravin   that   i   cant   help   raving   like   ravishment,he   hise   his   cone   penis   rearward,i   spellbound   like   a   sandman   using   propeling   pencil,while   his   propeller   is   sinking   in   gusto   of   propensity,i   go   to   heaven   in   my   soul   with   him   all   the   way   on   bed,he   is   fantastic   to   me.

my   gravity   flow   away,he   goes   to   work,we   will   meet   at   night,we   have   no   more   intimate   body   language   to   each   other,cause   we   are   not   young,not   too   old,but   we   both   sick   of   sex,tired   of   chatting,and   we   are   like   two   planets   that   paralelled   to   each   other,we   sleep   by   juxiposition   way,but   last   night   is   really   breathe   taking,that   is   only   a   dream   of   metapher.

i   go   to   the   bank   and   find   out   that   the   money   havent   bill   into   my   account,i   know   everything   is   fake,the   god   of   buddha   cheat   me   too,i   will   never   get   huge   lucky   money   unless   i   go   to   buy   lottery,i   have   decide   to   choose   the   number   without   99   plus   rule,my   gravity   never   know   why   i   need   him,if   not   real   love   devotion   to   him,he   wont   feel   happy,he   tell   me   that.  

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