出現在我眼前的是
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一排排無止盡向上延伸的
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階梯
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我看了看四周
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迫切的試著在這黑暗中找到一絲光芒
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但周圍被黑暗包覆住
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唯一看得清的只有那些漂浮在四周的時鐘
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一個...兩個...三個...
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數不盡的時鐘正漂浮著
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我坐在第一排的階梯上
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愣愣的抬頭往上看
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映入眼簾的只有那一排排階梯
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每當時針與分針同時走道"12"這個數字時
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就會想起一股尖銳又刺耳的音樂聲
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我痛苦的嗚著耳朵
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期望聲音能減少幾分
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卻是徒勞
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那股尖銳又刺耳的音樂聲不停的迴盪在自己的腦海裡
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我
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站起身
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開始向著階梯奔跑
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一階...兩階...三階...
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終於聲音停了下來
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我也跟著停下腳步喘著氣休息
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然而當時鐘又再度走到"12"時那聲音又會開始響起
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我只能一直不停的奔跑、爬著階梯
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我好累
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腳步開始越來越沉重
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視線也漸漸開始變得模糊了起來
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饑餓感使我無法繼續思考
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好痛苦,要是可以解脫...
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我看著下面那深不見底的黑暗
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意識到自己爬了許多的階梯
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是不是只要自己死掉、跳下去,就可以解脫?
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這樣想著的我往下一躍
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我閉上雙眼享受著這場寧靜的死亡
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當我再度睜開雙眼時
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發現自己正站在第一階梯上。
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