陽光輕輕的灑在女子的臉上
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此刻的她就像一個天使一樣
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安靜的沉睡
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正當我緩緩的要拿出口袋裡的菸時
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"啪"突然口袋裡掉出一個打火機
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打火機上寫著一連串德文
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中文的意思是為自己而活
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那是我18歲姐姐送我的生日禮物
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"這話應該送給你吧!"我本想嘲諷的笑了笑,但卻發覺自己扯不開自己的嘴角,於是放棄這個念頭
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不知為何眼眶竟開始有些模糊,臉頰兩旁緩緩的流下了眼淚
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那時候的我還不理解這句話的意思
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"姐,這上面的德文是什麼意思啊?"
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"沒什麼,就是叫你好好讀書"
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"切"
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"你知道我為什麼要用德文刻嗎?"
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"因為看起來比較酷?"
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當時她並沒有回應我這個問題
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當時的她只是笑了笑 說 "以後你就知道了"
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但...當我知道後
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已經太晚了
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參加完葬禮後晚上我正準備離開的時候
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突然有一個奶奶叫住我
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"誒誒!等一下,年輕人" "這個給你"
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老奶奶往我手中塞了幾本厚厚的日記
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"這是...?"
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"這是你姐姐的遺物" "這日記好像要有密碼才能開"
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"好,我知道了,謝謝你"
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跟老奶奶道別後
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我就匆匆的回家
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回到家後我把姐姐的筆記本放到桌上
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正當我還在思考密碼會是什麼的時候
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我忽然想起姐姐送我的那個打火機
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"該不會..."
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我拿出姐姐的日記打上打火機上的字
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"打不開..."
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我有些煩躁的抓了抓頭
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"算了!"
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我放棄打開這個筆記本的念頭
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"過去的事就讓它過去吧!反正如今在追究也沒什麼用了"
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