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女人关上电脑,走出办公室,才发现外面下起了大雨,侧头看着从玻璃窗映衬出的自己,有些认命的笑了笑
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尹嘉慧 25岁
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普通大学毕业
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考研失败
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没男友
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没好友
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连个能说话的人都没有
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现在在一家小型外贸公司做着底层职员
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拿着3000元的月薪供着2000元的房租
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剩下的1000元能够干嘛呢?
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买不了高档的化妆品
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买不了喜欢的包包
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甚至连张望许久的大衣都得犹豫再三
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尹嘉慧脱下细高跟,走进雨里
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望着还没修好的电梯,她无奈的走向楼梯口
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选择这里的出租房,原因也很简单
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这个小区是周边唯一不收物业费的小区
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一层又一层,身上滴落的水打湿了台阶
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尹嘉慧泡在浴缸里,随手打开ins,往下划了划
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看着女博主们,晒着光彩照人的照片
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问她羡慕吗?
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羡慕
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想改变吗?
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想
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那怎么改变呢?
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不知道
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她慢慢垂下了手,将自己沉在水底
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她觉得自己的人生已经画上了句号
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而自己的生活像是被固定在框架内无限循环
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洗完澡,躺在床上,她细细的想
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若是问20岁的尹嘉慧5年后会变成什么样,25岁的尹嘉慧一定不在她的选项中
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但你问25岁的尹嘉慧5年后会变成什么样,她会告诉你,只要不比现在糟就好
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电话响了
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她看着来电显示有些迟疑
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“妈,下班了,工作?工作挺轻松的,钱?够用的,你和爸不要太担心我.......”
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尹嘉慧发现自己对敷衍父母这件事已经得心应手了
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是啊,告诉他们又如何呢?
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不过徒增各自烦恼罢了
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你若问她,为什么不去反抗,不去改变
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她会告诉你
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20岁的她没有底气,25岁的她没有勇气
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挂断电话,她随手打开现在正火的韩剧,题材是个爱情轻喜剧
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看了没一会,她就有些厌烦
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你问她还相信爱情吗
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她会说
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有资本的爱情是锦上添花,没有资本的爱情则是两败俱伤
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有些答非所问,但似乎又挺有道理
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有人曾问过她,最想要的超能力是什么
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她说是穿越时空
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为什么呢
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她没说出口
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因为
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她想对六年级那个带着圆框眼镜的男孩说:我真的很喜欢你
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她想对初中那个被任性挂断电话的男生说:对不起
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她想对高三玩弄她感情的那个男生说:滚吧,渣男
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她还想对未来的那个人说:你怎么走丢了这么久
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7:30
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闹铃刚响,她就醒了
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她有些麻木的坐在床边
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轻声说了句:
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又是新的一天啊
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后记:
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这篇文是晚上睡不着的一个脑洞
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其实整体大致框架还没整理好
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但我脑海中一直有这样的一个人
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她或许不漂亮,不完美,有些瞎矫情
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但是她也可以有一个深爱她的人
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有一段刻骨铭心的故事
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真的要睡了(无奈~)
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那就晚安啦
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