相聚時難\吳菀菱詩小說
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德澤
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序詩
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你是我所擁有的杜撰愛
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我給予你最真實的關懷
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我是你所抱持的極致愛
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感謝你為了我付出愛戴
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黑丈夫是一名男優,他說話很浮誇,完全不用打草稿就能說得頭頭是道的,他是演講天才.
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他就好像是白居易復活,一個操縱詩文的專家,自從他答應我不喝酒以入眠之後,我就為他念經並催眠,.繼續的延續愛他的承諾,我被他呼喚為夢夢,因為我嗜好作夢解夢,只要有一夜我夢裡沒有黑丈夫,我就不開心一整天.
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杜撰愛,我們所討論的每件事,都是為了杜撰愛,為了其他人的幸福而拯救.
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媽媽是個倡議不要懶惰的示威旗,她總是教訓我不要成為一個懶惰蟲,當她唱著兒歌"你是懶惰蟲"罵我時,我覺得好笑的是,她不曉得我是個三思而行的人,
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我扮演一個假裝離婚的女人,但是黑丈夫卻不知道如何演的同時像贏家和輸家,以追回我的心.
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前輩子,我是白居易畜養的才妓,我會唱詞,歌舞,繪畫,所以與白居易志趣相投,很有話聊,且得他歡心.
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白居易老爺給我買漂亮衣服飾品,我很珍愛,我給他說一段佛經故事,一群信眾見大佛來,紛紛脫去衣物,做供養天妙衣之舉,衣服在天上飄飛,像似雲朵在浮動,一時佛歡喜,而下起曼陀羅華雨,老爺聽到脫衣兩字,笑得好不可遏抑,歡喜極了.
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黑丈夫他總是用對話底下的潛意識來探知夢夢的心思,那纏綿悱惻的想法,讓他感覺好有趣喔!
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~你為什麼不告訴我去哪裡出任務?我想知道,你快說給我聽.~夢夢這樣問黑丈夫.
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黑丈夫說,~我到泱泱大國去出差,交流會,順便探查他們的詩學細節,我並不是去殺人的呃.~
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~我們已經邁入第五年了,你怎麼都漫不在乎的樣子,連續四天每天夜裡都不抱抱我.~
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黑丈夫答道,~我就知道妳又要了,我就是在等妳索討,還怕妳厭倦了我呢!前幾天妳還說要求一本經書,我以為妳想要去出家,不要跟我摸黑黑了,我就去調察妳的後來可能發展,還好妳沒有出家,夢夢,妳知道我不能沒有妳啊!~
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夢夢說,~怎麼可能,除非那家廟給的錢比你給的多,你還會塞大筆紅利錢給媽媽,我怎麼會離開你這個孝敬的男人.~
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~我好高興妳這麼說,我已經聽妳的吩咐,在郊區給妳租了間店面,可以邊賣咖啡邊聽音樂,高不高興啊!~
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夢夢說,~當然高興,那你要每天載我去,還要在店裡陪,我不然我不開門做生意,你說好不好.~
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~好啊!你要怎樣都可以,反正我就是被妳吃定了,我當然要百依百順的,不然你怎會繼續的愛我,對不對.~
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夢夢說,~你不是説不喜歡被牽著鼻子走,難道你是我的一頭黑馬不成,這麼心口不一,不怕被閻羅王割舌頭.~
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接著黑丈夫擰著夢夢的鼻子,兩人哈哈大笑,好似一對歡喜冤家,真是令人羨煞他們的好感情.
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閱讀白居易的研究書,真是讓人覺得他適足愜意的胸襟,使人心胸真的安樂自在,猶如一個在世神仙,悠然知足又樂天,是一種天人合一的性格使然,康泰充盈著許多現世的安逸感覺.
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我覺得黑丈夫有很多地方像極了白居易,他坦然而赤誠的心態感染了我夢夢這個歌舞伎,我能與他真心相待,全是因為我一片淨土般的心地,不會因世間污濁而垂頭喪氣,反而更加的展現自己純真可愛的真面目,所以才能得到黑丈夫的歡心與喜悅,視為己出的互相慰藉,互信互愛的生活在一起.或許白居易收納我為妾,是為了懷一個親生孩子,他的元配不行,所以我就順利生了白阿崔這個孩子,他的名字不好聽,所以他自己創造一個叫崔適的名字,闖蕩詩壇,倒也別有名氣和成就,他是我們的詩生子,充滿慧根,也很有理念,有別於他父親的詩觀和想法,只是現在谷歌上的搜尋資料,的把他的歷史抹滅成好幾套,讓他無所適從,無法找到自己的真愛情人,我們夫妻兩這輩子領養了他,很疼這個懂得發自內心愛人的孩子,只是他長大了之後的內心衝突,我們並不是非常瞭解,還會擔心他的性向問題,又怕矯枉過正,會害了他的成長,總之我們當父母的愛子心切,只深懷一種孩子走歪路的恐懼感,心心念念都不忘教育孩子的正確觀念,和人生價值觀.
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夫唱婦隨是一件死心蹋地的執著,為了跟隨輪迴的真愛記憶,我夢夢好愛我的黑丈夫,因為他總是為我的心思而圍繞,解決我的困擾和難處,我用柔情綿長的愛意黏著黑丈夫的鍾情,我總是為他創意料理他最愛的蒜頭美食,魚肉蒜頭麵湯,蒜頭玉米濃湯燉飯,蒜頭炒火腿奶油飯,蒜泥煎豬肉排,因為他愛吃蒜頭,曾一度長了蒜頭鼻子,好像發了財的富豪,但是我只要恩愛度日,並不貪愛他的錢財,黑丈夫每天都在竊聽我的潛意識,因為他要不可理喻的管束我,讓我成為一個嬌妻,其實我們初次約會的時候是二十多年前的事,他追求我,兩人默默相對情投意合,但是他現在還是很不理解愛情的真相內貌,只是在兩情相悅中書寫一些神不喜歡看的科幻小說,神的黎明系列,我夫唱婦隨的任他書寫我的窘況,我的任性,蠻不在乎的省略過他的複雜科技理論描述,他要告訴我的就是我不夠了解他深層的頭腦,信仰,但願我能成為他疼愛著的牽手,刺激又安穩的共度文字世界的浪漫情懷,互相牽扯在愛域的深海中,泅泳詩意盎然的共和國.
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今天晚上睡前,黑丈夫又要我的一段法華經給他聽,夢夢我隨意翻頁讀到從地湧出品,裏面有個新發意菩薩的名詞,他問我是不是價學會,我說好像是,而且他們是一起授記的,恐怕是一種團體菩薩道的活動,黑丈夫說我的作品大都是創造佛法的義諦,所以我應該跟著他去至善路開會,我覺得只要他願意來信佛就好了,以後或許有緣一起去作折服行呢!想到就很歡喜,我自從陪他讀經之後,他夜裏都睡得很好,我們經營咖啡店,放一些佛書來結緣,還接受助印法華經的捐款和事務,每天都過得很快樂充實,因為我愛胡思亂想的,對人際關係不太擅長處理對待,所以我就依靠黑丈夫的智慧與能力,來妥善面對一眼識破的銳根修行,跟著他學習獨樂樂不如眾樂樂的隨緣哲學心法.黑丈夫知道我在研究他的前世今生,覺得頗好玩的,他前輩子讀書太多,晚年得了眼病,還寫了一點心得散文,我也能體會那種夜晚與黑暗寧靜相處的感覺,以及見到天光時有如磨鏡一般的朦朧感受,因為我使用手機過度,早年讀的書也很多,視力減退,只有看菩薩和念經的時候才戴上眼鏡,我們兩人都近似老花,所以他乾脆把所有的書都賣掉,現在只對佛經感興趣,每天早起就去公園運動,回家之後趁著早晨寫寫文思泉湧的文章,這樣平凡而充實的人生,是因為我回到他身邊才穩定下來的,原本的他是個單身的仙遊浪子,熱愛旅遊,如今他只喜歡帶我去省錢的風景遊地四處玩賞,看遍視界中奇觀異景的新鮮感,留下彼此相愛的心靈記憶.
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(一)出生
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據說我的出生,是誕生在台南的博愛醫院,媽媽在失血過量的早晨生下我,我急著在辰時誕生,媽媽一早就沒吃飯,餓肚子,還去上廁所,阿嬤說快生了,趕緊去醫院,躺在醫院床上,生下我時很虛弱,阿公阿嬤聽到是生女的,也不來看望,很淒慘的一個感恩節早晨,我健康的呱呱墜地,但是醫生卻一直止不住媽媽的血,若是止不住血,媽媽還要被輸血,還好後來止住了,我媽媽二十三歲就懷胎生我,差姐姐十六個月,因為這樣還被誤認為是私生的,真是令人感到相當遺憾,一直自我懷疑是否為親生。能在天主教的醫院裏出生,真是幸運,一生都在宗教的保護下成長茁壯,直到上幼稚園前,在阿公家裡被跑來擾亂的姑母勸說洗澡時,在右乳上變出一個疣胎,說這樣才會有人愛,媽媽發現之後一時發楞不認我,因為我原是健康長大的孩子,就把我安安靜靜地從音樂洗禮,書法練習,唐詩背誦,三字經背頌,到寫功課,日記,等學前教育,拼命的鍛鍊我,灌輸我智慧的重要性,並在長大上高中後以智慧湧現為我專門祈求,希望我出人頭地,力爭上游,成為一個假殘障的文學修行人,將宗教的本末倒置修好。
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(二)照顧
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媽媽從小就很疼我,因為不讓我為了乳臆而心煩,每次都給我擦擦澡,樸實的過幼年生活,窩在文字堆裏,我不愛說話,很乖,很聽話,但是劫難又來了,我在士林的房子裡,被姊妹彈跳彈簧床墊,跌到下巴,進去醫院縫了幾針,所以我至今仍很恨姊妹這樣對待我,感情也不和睦。因為只有我是阿公翻字典取名的,很重視我的願望,當阿公知道我在佛櫥前,向祖先說要立志當作家時,就給我佛教,道教,儒教,三教合一的教育,一邊向我示現吳家歷代的傳家寶,一邊勤快念佛解決我的殘疾問題,又教導我每天圍聚在一起幸福吃飯看歌仔戲的仁義道德,我在這種閩南傳統中早聰明瞭,原來媽媽給我送到阿公家接受短期傳統教育,是為了我們不要忘本,飲水思源,所以現在媽媽還是會年年祭拜祖先,這種家庭教育真是幸福,我家因為信仰佛教而家運很旺。
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(三)預學
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我在上幼稚園之前,因為自習注音背誦三字經及加強版,背得太棒了,倒背如流,而且甚解其典故,而且阿公帶我去教會上課,我也會看得懂英文字,阿公嚇一跳,媽媽很高興,拿出社會,數學,國文,常識,四種功課來要我寫答案紙,每天都思考疑題,我都達到近乎滿分,媽媽知道我聰明,總是對我加以勉勵鼓勵,要我人生路上走得平順,但是我有一次不聽話,不跟媽媽說對不起,媽媽拿鞭子打我,罰我面壁思過,我最討厭體罰,所以硬是不認錯,這顯示出我倔強的性格,因為小學打一下手心體罰而流淚,我為了逃避體罰,從此認真讀書,當班長,什麼事都做得盡善盡美,以求得長輩的嘉許與獎勵,只要是無故體罰,我就趕緊逃亡,例如有一次我初中時,小妹妹在房裡看出我的原形,就哭了,爸爸說我欺負她,打我一下肩膀,我不承認,就不願意再叫爸爸了。爸爸很難過,辛苦工作一週才回家探視一次,當時我還會跟全家一起看影集的,當國家工程師的爸爸,後來因為我媽媽發現問我為什麼不叫爸爸,我才說我不喜歡被誤解說謊,還被莫名其妙的打一下,我這才感覺自己太記仇了,所以就不再那麼對爸爸冷戰了。如果長大有男人打我,我想他大概會很慘,因為我會報復,報仇,打回去,我絕不會任由他看我笑話。
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(四)學習
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我從小學一年級就參加查字典比賽,直到很後面才被淘汰,媽媽說盡力了,不要跟他們菁英比,一直換學校,因為爸爸工作能力強,凡事都很快完成工程,所以我們必須一直遷移學籍,搬家,適應新環境,我很喜歡讀課外讀物,小學二年級就自修讀完二叔送的偉人列傳全集,覺得不夠過癮,到興隆國小就讀時,有好多的成人傳記,外國小說,古典小說可以看,滿足了我嗜好讀書的慾望,但是我寫日記只是流水帳敷衍了事,從不提起我所看見的文學世界的感想,其實我內心對文學是非常崇拜的,小學就看了魯迅,卡特傳,雙城記,列女傳,小婦人,等等中西不分的閱讀,包括一大堆的無解童話也囫圇吞棗的看完了,我的文學程度到初中才在老師的引導下,展露出作家一般的書寫詞藻美學,但是我卻打算到高中再開始投稿,因為初中沒有園地可以舒展分享自己的創作,我連讀了多年的國語日報都忘記了投稿,所以就這樣幫班級做了三年的教室佈置,寫點應景詩文,聊備裝飾。
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(五)教養
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媽媽教養我的方式,是給我買辭海,給我買腳踏車,鋼琴,參考書,因為我很優秀,喜歡讀書,所以給我獎品,但是我不喜歡吃飯,所以常帶我去吃圓桌盛宴,硬要我三餐正常吃,真是痛苦。但是我卻很喜歡看食譜和料理節目,所以自小看著媽媽煮飯,偷學,家裡只有我會煮各種不重複的菜色,我的習慣就是不重複,在文學上很有成就感,因為我從不抄襲,靈感隨手就有,我媽媽的傳承,除了念佛經,說婦道,料理,台語,歷史,這些都深深的影響到我的求知慾,我變成一個多元文化的女作家,書道家,但是我媽媽都叫我不要驕傲示人,自吹自擂,我也很靦腆自處。
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(六)栽培
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道德的栽培,是上天給我一生最好的禮物,因為我很少有金錢慾望,物慾,除了買書,文具,投稿,印刷,被騙了四十萬的投資出版費,至今已覺悟,不再犯了,我喜歡沉思,大哉問,自問自答,所以交友不多,知己幾個,對我幫助很大,我媽媽知道我愛寫作,就放任我去埋在稿紙裡面,書寫,繪畫,出版,讀書,攝影,旅遊,我的一生就是在創造文字奇蹟,文字價值,和文字命題,這是我覺得唯一快樂喜愛的事情。我媽媽為了栽培我的英文程度,送我上個人教學私塾,補習,給我買英文書來看,像傲慢與偏見,荒野之狼,都是我看原文書的最愛,我喜歡看文學片,對照著書籍和電影來玩味,一個人獨來獨往的,原本短命的我,因為狗尾續貂太多了,所以也因為修行佛法而福慧增長。
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(七)詩書
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現代詩是什麼,我以為三字經不是詩,看到媽媽送我生日禮物的林煥彰老師的詩集,才知道童詩的美好,但是我的志願不是成為專業詩人,而是小說家,所以十年才出版一本詩集,當作嬉戲,四書五經沒機會看得深入,所以成不了聖哲,只能說是一個俗凡之輩,大學時開始動筆寫詩,也只是因為一大堆靈感無處投訴,所以大量製造後現代的焦慮,至今成為墮落的默許這一本紀念詩集,紀念當時八十年代社會建設的貧脊和苦悶,卻被當成精神分裂症強迫治療,其實我喜歡後現代的文風,為了表現主義,為了獨樹風格,並不是我不會寫平鋪直敘的文字,而是我為了表達靈魂的不滿,而運用後現代主義之標幟,來解心中不被解碼的鬱悶而已,這風格用來寫小說,叫做詩小說,二十歲時的創作不被理解,所以至今仍未收到任何的評論和意見,總之我很不喜歡那種被情色謬思騷擾的感覺,但是為了解除焦慮,只有書寫下來。
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(八)比賽
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我幾乎每一種比賽都躍躍欲試,每一種都去投門探測,有沒有得獎的可能,也近乎跟大獎擦肩而過,但是我志不在得獎,也不在獎金,而是為了取得榮譽感,但現在卻與文壇失之交臂,獨處於象牙塔內,或許我同意,每一次投獎都是一種失去靈感的自殺,萬一我繳不出作品來,我會不會被稱為虛名作家,我為了維持大量創作,幾乎足不出戶的寫,想得出來的宗教題材全包了,因為我在王世勛文學獎頒獎典禮上,已經宣稱從此鑽入佛法宗教文學之門,所以自此而後,就斷了出版物的上市的路,而在部落格上大鳴大放,免費網路觀賞,成了網路作家,和自費出書作家,我的路線已經走得更遠,文字狀況更健康,優美,不那麼的急性激烈,不像嗆死人的恐怖電影那樣,我從來很少寫死亡,連推理小說都故意不碰死亡事件,所以沒被錄稿。我什麼文類都碰,五味雜陳的,是我的興趣,我的英文名字是多元的意思,所以創作也多元化,去中國化,像一個荒島上求生的佛慧,增上智。
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(九)才藝
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我會裱褙,開工作室,設計,寫書,企劃案,烹飪,英文教學,書畫,抄經,拍紀錄片,寫字幕,多媒體,阿多比,出版,攝影等等,參加過多次藝展,寫藝評,當過特約記者,編輯,校對,文案,油畫,漫畫,做地下刊物,電子書和詩論雜誌,我會的事情逐漸在增加當中,或許在這個文化和學問大亂的世界裡,媒體是我唯一退避三舍的,我偶爾演戲,接過電視廣告,錄製音碟,寫遊記,做演講專輯光碟,唱聖歌,我覺得自己潛力無限,這世界愈發的在書房裏光亮,因為獨處,我還會用平板來賺錢,設計珠寶,針織帽子,設計書籍封面,做速記,讀經,報導,我覺得好多有趣的事情可以從事,如果可以,我想改行做文創設計。
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(十)結論
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我感恩我的媽媽,把我生得這麼多才多藝,充實無限的能力,是我最喜歡挑戰的事,媽媽的德澤好比上蒼佛祖,給我少了許多失敗的試探,我早年就成名,聲名大噪,但是隨之而來的是心理疾病的缺陷,都說是為了寫作入迷而瘋掉,的確,我太入戲了,人生應該輕輕鬆鬆的,不要太認真,我媽媽常說,人生賺來的,死的時候什麼也帶不走,所以我謹記在心,但願我持續修行,將此功德無量換來我媽媽美名傳天下的德澤,我就心滿意足了。(完)
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今天在佛友家聚集唱題,大家一起念經祈念,分享破折創價學會的心得,我也深有體會和感觸,想要設法將黑丈夫折服過來,但是事實上救好我喉炎和乳癌的是神,我無法將天主的恩惠忘掉,就將德澤還報給原本信仰神的黑丈夫,對待他萬分的好,依從他的正知見,用愛來環繞他的陪伴與扶持.今天晚上,我讀了一段富樓那的經文,黑丈夫在夢裡給我捎來鈔票信,說是自河南回國後,又出發到新疆月牙灣,在那邊被政治拘禁了,要我回家拿一比兩百的錢,去新疆贖他回來,夜裡,他給我穿梭歡愛的夢,到了新疆那裏,我看到黑丈夫穿著紅色的工作服,混在工作人員當中,接我去開一台黃色小轎車,行駛回國,這是媽媽生氣不讓我睡佛堂以後發生的夢,醒來之後好疲憊,渾身像似混沌的筋骨,還在沙發上打盹,這就是齊修之後的結果.
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看到媽媽就焦慮,這是直覺效應,因為她總是罵我,無來源的一陣亂吼亂叫,她有後天的神經敏感,都是念經唸成這樣的,我也有妄想症,上次在虛空捐了五億元,給爸爸四千萬,都是想像的錢,大部分的人都以怨報德,沒什麼好信任的,我還妄想黑丈夫拿了我送的一幅上億元的巨大油畫,要他包養我,我們之間存在著金錢利益的契約,所以才會在一起過日子,這叫做現世的感情債.我從募資平台找到黑丈夫出版我的書的機會,兩個人合作一齊協力繼續開創辦理印法華經的業務.
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黑丈夫陪著我去公園散心,我跟他說了一大堆的內心話,因為他說有什麼事不要悶在心裡,全都告訴他,他會替我分擔憂慮.
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~黑哥 我很感謝你將我寫進你的詩集片段 我也會精進向上的提起英文來學習 把自己歸回原位 希望你會更愛這樣改過向善的我
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~我知道你還要養孩子 做家事 很累很辛苦 我想要一個人的生活 對不起 不能顧到你的想法和生活 很抱歉
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~黑哥 我跟你講 真的 上次到唐山買你的書 店員說 查無此書 其他的也都沒有擺出來賣 我猜你是被陳老闆賄賂了 把你的書全封起來 跟楊風教授的作品一樣 束諸高閣
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~結果買了一本宋詞與白居易的書 說黃庭堅都抄他的詩 太假學術了 我看不下去 擺一邊不看了
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~黑哥 你要知道我捧你 是為了送你上更高的閣樓 得大獎 你不要一副看不起我的樣子 我已經不是以前追求夢想的我了 現在寫東西為了賺錢和宣揚教義 如果你得了大獎 不要忘了我在後面為你加油
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~黑哥 畢竟我不是三娘 我不會去看那部水上戲 太危險了 儘管我幻想是你在犒賞我 但是我還沒決定要不要去看 你幫我查察 是真是假
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~黑哥 我要做一本精裝厚詩集 真愛的最後一片淨土 當做功課送你喔 可以在第一頁 寫上 送給楊平 四個字嗎
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~黑哥 你去投稿春天出版社 我好想讀 浮生五書喔 跟你講 我找不到雲遊四海這本你簽名的詩集了 好心急 但也無可奈何 本來想用法華經去寫評的 裡面提到 釋尊即大雲 給眾生四種解脫快樂 我想旅遊可以示現這四種樂 但是也沒有更深入的經文可以舉證
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~黑哥 我媽恐嚇我 六年之後她就要跟爸爸走掉歸西了 要我好好考慮自己的前途 我並不想信仰什麼日蓮正宗 六年後我就去信耶和華 找個簡單的工作維生 再不然 就隨便跟一個外國人走去外國 新生活 不要理會姊妹的事 在不然 你願意接受我 讓我跟你住嗎 或許你會說前妻不好惹 但是我又有什麼安全的肩膀可靠呢 黑哥 你可憐可憐我吧 我已經悔改了啊 黑哥 你真的不愛我嗎 我要聽真的話
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~黑哥 我到募資平台 幫你上傳出版贊助費的募集資料 你覺得這樣妥善嗎
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~黑哥 是說聲珍重再見的時候了 我已經不再評論你的詩集 除非你寫佛詩 否則我是不看的 最近寫的作品傳給你看吧 我發現到處皆題材 很快樂 感謝你的一席教訓 我會謹記在心的 看看伊媚兒吧
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黑丈夫說,夢夢你終於讀書發現你前世就是白居易最愛的歌姬樊素,你曉得自己怎麼死的嗎?一命換一命,幫我生孩子早死的,都怪我不懂女人怎麼安產,所以你總是離我先去,我們一定要改變這宿命,白頭偕老,你一定要繼續愛我,這樣老了我們一起住,一起面對兩個人的世界,你救贖我來我救贖妳的,妳說好不好呢?但是妳到底還有多少劫難沒解決,我來幫你禱告,祈求上天原諒妳的罪業,讓我們長壽的雙飛雙宿在人間,平安的過著山巒一樣的安穩日子好嗎?我會每天傾聽妳的內心,我非常知曉妳的想法,妳聽,神仙精靈在我們頭上用仙女棒點了三聲,是不是很神奇呢?妳要愛我,不要放棄,因為我們一定能解決眼前的任何難題的,沒什麼好擔心的,只要我們相愛,沒有什麼可以打擊我們的問題,讓我們過單純簡單的生活,永遠記得我們的愛,我好愛妳,妳是否能記得,當我在夢裡揉捏著妳的時候,妳有多麼陶醉嗎?不要隨便跟我道別,妳知道亂說話是會成真的嗎?要把握我們相處的每一分每一秒,記在內心深處,孩子吃醋,不要太在意,因為他們不要我們整天恩恩愛愛的,這樣不太正常,不是良好的教育和示範,我們躲起來不讓他們看見就好,要記得喔!只要能聚在一起,就是前世修來的緣份,要謹記在心,不要辜負我,任意說什麼別離的話,傷我的心.
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黑丈夫喜歡遊園賞蒔花,當夢夢在家裡睡得昏沉沉時,他返家看到她這個樣子,氣得半死,差點就把她壓死,因為他喜歡夢夢陪著他去遊園,但是她愛好慵懶,不懂他的風雅興趣,看大千世界的小小縮影,是一件多麼有意思的好習慣,有益身心,還可以呼吸新鮮空氣,不像她,還差點呼吸中止在夢中,黑丈夫緊張得要死,於是就在夕陽西下時揹著他瘦弱的夢夢去遊園,給她喝咖啡提神,讓她晚上睡不著覺,陪著他的失眠症,一起對望聊天並且看書寫字,討論著如何向唐山出版社,討回一大筆錢的事情,因為很多出版人都是拿了錢不做事,詐欺想出書的人,連夢夢也被中國出版商騙了不少錢,他們都是誠實人,所以一直到最近才覺悟,原來文壇上的騙子這麼多,文人詐騙情事也這麼常見,所以他們就發誓再也不出書了,每次只出版一本,送給對方珍藏著欣賞,淡出文壇,或許只發行零元成本的電子書,作為寫作的消遣娛樂.兒子回來了,生氣的說老爸老媽又趁他上學的時候偷愛了,他很討厭老兩不道德,他們兩老問他要怎樣才讓他們兩愛愛,他說要零用錢,夢夢說要零用錢可以,可是要存起來不能花掉,他就在那邊生氣,夢夢心中竊喜,這輩子終於管教到自己生的兒子崔適了吧!他老是剋死媽媽,還好這輩子躲掉了生產的痛苦劫難,把他當作自己的鬼孩子來撫養.
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黑丈夫很極樂的入睡,但半夜裡突然醒了,告訴夢夢他睡不著,夢夢就陪著他講話,談心事,可是講著講著夢夢打幾次瞌睡,忙著跟黑丈夫說抱歉,最後終於忍耐不住就睡著了,在夢中她唱了好幾首創作曲給他聽,原來真的是樊素唱過的古調,早上醒來因為夢到黑丈夫,所以很快樂,接著他們討論今天中餐要吃甚麼,他說想吃最愛的紅蘿蔔加高麗菜水餃,夢夢用飛利浦切菜機快速的處理餡料,又做出一味黑丈夫要求的洋蔥絞肉水餃,和韭菜蝦餃來,夢夢巧手包得好快啊!黑丈夫拿去滾水下水餃,不一會兒就上桌了,剛好一首飽足閒坐的詩,他好喜歡生活充實的感覺,夢夢喜歡這樣正常的黑丈夫,好愛好愛他,給他添了一點蒜頭醬油,沾著水餃吃,之後他們互相染頭髮並喝下午茶,夢夢跟黑丈夫討論,要買一種名牌的咖啡粉末包裝袋,放在咖啡店裡,大量的以團購方式販售出去,增加一點營收,黑丈夫說,老婆要賣什麼飲料商品都是很好的主意,他也沒法子反對,總之夢夢從新人類回歸傳統婦女,他非常高興,但是餘毒仍存,他想要好好守護住悔改的老婆,就當是幸運撿回來的老伴,加倍的疼愛她,呵護她,做什麼事都陪在她身邊,形影不離的.
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黑丈夫喜歡沉浸在書肆的世界裡,研析古學,享受文字歷史的繁華典故,夢夢總是發問考倒他的智慧能耐,教他無可奈何的教化她,指點迷津的述說著考古的心得,與她分享詩話,這份雅興真是美好,兩人溫柔私語,耳語傳情,每天都有著更深厚的感情培養,他們是鴛鴦眷侶,內心滿滿繁華熱鬧的愛意,緊緊的擁抱住輪迴轉世的緣識,互相扶持珍愛生命的每一天相處,不敢怠慢,胡思亂想,總是期盼透過誠實的溝通,來加深彼此的愛戀因緣,想要早一點當阿公阿嬤,抱孫子,但是孩子還不懂情竇初開的追逐夢想,對戀愛結婚論調非常的不以為然,打算成年後,只想當個單身貴族,一個人單獨賺錢生活,我們夫妻倆知道孩子他不想面對異性戀的困擾,更不想成為同性戀的零號,究竟他要如何抉擇自己的未來發展,我他們還在猜測觀察當中,其實他們期望孩子發大誓願,出人頭地,朝向他想要當設計師的路徑勇往直前,或許他在自己的領域裡會小有成就,不要對他揠苗助長,否則他不跟黑丈夫道出心內的想法,親子關係就僵持不下,即使這樣夢夢辛勤的做飯,工作,賺錢,持家,付出,奉獻,扮演好做媽的角色,全部都被孩子當作是應當的付出,後來她才知道原來孩子要的是媽媽的疼愛,關懷,而不是物質的享用.
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夢夢祈求上天讓她在夢裡與黑丈夫結為一體,果然她接連兩天夢見黑丈夫化作她的配偶,來與她歡喜親熱,她睡在聖堂裡面,他前幾天出現以一身奶爸之姿,帶著小小孩子在醫藥店買奶粉,那時夢夢好心疼,孩子又成了沒媽的小寶貝,老公又堅持當單親爸爸,她經過他們身邊,彷彿陌生人一樣,他們根本沒看到夢夢,讓她感覺好落寞,很想和他一起扮演一家三口的角色,可是她猜他會以各種理由來拒絕,例如他已經離婚了,他不會想要再娶,他不要她可憐,總之那場聖堂之婚約,他內心裡可曾記憶深刻,在夢裡,黑丈夫化作一名外國人,與她以小章魚手指曖昧探入她的口,還在房內拍攝明星私生活的睡覺劇情,她一頭金髮,在購物電台當主持模特兒,賺取不少錢來支撐他們的私生活,這個快樂的夢,使她醒來之後出發去拿地契貸款的註銷證明書,她想要依靠黑丈夫保住他的命,因為她受到現實的壓迫,只能在夢裡與黑丈夫演出親熱戲,否則會被叫做狗男女,這是他們承受不起的,可是如果他們的潛意識散開了,孩子就不能感受到爸媽一體的愛護和關心,所以她堅持要跟黑丈夫暢談家務事,心事,和未來的事情發展,黑丈夫和她假裝同居,又像似假裝離婚而其實住在一起,他們之間的深厚情感,有時一句歡喜的談判就可以化解不和的危機,因為夢夢她總是夫唱婦隨的緊緊跟著他的心情和安排.
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夢夢質問孩子,爸爸黑丈夫到底有何隱私是她還不知道的,孩子說要媽媽自己了悟,否則要零用錢,其實他不想介入父母之間的隱私,黑丈夫在夢夢寫了一封伊媚兒之後,就更換成原來姓名,挑釁夢夢的表白, 她說要送字畫給黑丈夫,可是他露出了底牌,說明自己也是個隱逸的書法家,這事情她早已知情,但是不說出口,只是為何黑丈夫要把她當作愛的對付的對象,讓她心好煩,睡不著覺,而且還有以前的住址也從谷歌裏跑出來了,她像是一個被逼著回憶的女人,要想起細節來跟黑丈夫對質,他才放她一馬,過了這一關卡之後,又是無限的關卡,愛情就是這樣,總有一方不斷的要,另一方就得不停的給,真窩囊.黑丈夫昨夜將腹部脹氣的夢夢用手去撫摩,結果這才不痛了,原來她吃了麵線當宵夜,而且接近傍晚的時分喝了過多的茶葉,睡不著覺,翻來覆去的,後來才睡著,夢見一個樓中樓裡,念佛事的家庭,正在接待信徒和尊師,後來被一杯奶昔喚醒,就起來念經了,她訂了優質神鼓的戲票,準備和佛友去看戲,黑丈夫就跟她說自己要買當天同時間的貴賓座,陪她一起賞戲的內容,因為凡是她感興趣的,他都喜歡參與和參透,黑丈夫真是一個好棒的老公,他最喜歡去國家劇院了,這次一定要專心的和他心連心的互相傳遞心思,和上次一樣,滿心喜悅和驚喜的看這場精心設計的戲劇.
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夢夢畫了二十多張玄美山水圖,因為她用數大逗點代表她的愛意雨絲,和記不清的鈔票數目,所以就全部送給黑丈夫了,只有他欣賞這描繪點滴在心頭的意境,所以餽贈予他作為收藏.
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他很疼孩子,但不知為什麼把家裡所有的藏書都賣掉了,好像是要激起孩子想閱讀的慾望,去買自己想看的書,因為他從不看爸爸的書,他喜歡看媽媽的藏書,因為爸爸信天主,而媽媽信佛,這孩子對信仰也有主見的,黑丈夫覺得書還能再買新世界的出版版本,所以就不留念過去的記憶了.夢夢想送書給老公,但是他卻在聽她讀電子書的聲音,她讀到「雙修吧!夫君」,他就癡癡的笑,然後給她雙修的夢,老公對她總有不可理喻的管束,這是算命單上說的,真的是非常準呢!她喜歡被管的感覺,因為這種不許她放縱的甜蜜,她深深體會,夫君真的很聰明深奧,值得尊敬聽從,夢夢好喜歡這種夫妻之間的愛,以前古老的時代她總是短命,現在不一樣了,她不再宿命論,反而勇敢的去愛.夢夢好笨,親戚朋友爭奪遺產和友好關係,她卻置身於外的過自己的生活,腦筋就是動得慢了一點,人類好壞好殘忍,為了活得萬全長壽,都格鬥了她的複雜小說,其實他們才是真正的複雜,瘋狂,愚昧,爭鬥,為了金錢而做人情,為了人性而使壞,死亡應是他們最好的餽贈物,何必慈悲,顯得造作,人們的下流都寫在臉上,無一倖免,黑丈夫存在著深層的秘密,故意不讓她知道,為了愛而瞞著她,像咖啡奶昔一樣,黑與白的交織.
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黑丈夫的無辜表面下,潛藏很多的陰謀,但是都是為了夢夢和孩子,一個人扛起來,他聽說夢夢最愛吃龍蝦,就在夢裡給她一大堆,盡情的大快朵頤,她形容並敘述給他聽,說她吃得好快樂好豪爽,好像趕時代潮流一般,黑丈夫很了解她不會說謊,所以投其所好,跟她一起去餐廳吃一頓龍蝦餐,之後她也沒有變得盲目,反而像開了眼一樣,看清楚黑丈夫千層派一般的腦袋,跟著他瞞住謊騙,以免遭人看穿他的底細.原來黑丈夫化作一名駭客,在樓上扮演白居易的身份,我知道他變態,因為他自小受到的傷害是遠比自己的成熟能承擔的,他化作傷痕文學一般的記憶,在腦海間漂浮於心傷之中,我知道他很男性化,而且他的慾望很多,我希望他能理解容忍女人體弱多病的情況.
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黑丈夫已經很慈悲了,至少一天的高潮之後,他讓我休息一下安靜的日子,平靜無波,我是活在虛無中的,因為我已經不斷的成為過去,沒有做多少好事,每天做夢,事實上也只是在夢裡追尋空無的雲海,所以送走了好心將我贖回家的白居易之後,我活到現實的書寫中,逃避色慾的書寫和實踐,我感恩,一段歷史中的往事,儘管我什麼都不知道,我們共同的往事不堪回首之處.
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幸福銀行
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我想要改變自己,向來不在乎錢財的模樣,我要在幸福銀行開戶,慢慢的存進溫馨的金錢,向進財的來源當作菩薩來報恩。我前一陣子,預先拿了八個月的租金,存為定存,這樣就有十萬了。再存三千元的美金轉匯,作為投資,我還想再賺一筆簽約金,來做第二筆定存,真是快樂極了。原本只要錢不要愛的女兒,竟然被我看到穿著情人裝在捷運上晒恩愛,她已覺得愛比錢重要,追逐真愛的模樣,好閃亮而可愛啊!我看了好高興。可是她只是一個分身,不是真的女兒,那也值得一提的是,她追求了真善美,是我所期許的模樣。度過這個暑假,她就要升學了,長得跟小時候不一樣,女大十八變,變的圓熟可愛,樂觀進取,我內心感謝著御本尊,謝謝您讓我看到她的成長與變化,以前那個酸葡萄終於變水蜜桃了。我一直相信,只要她心中有愛,一生就必不會窮。
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我在夢裡,距離老公的伸手擁抱姿勢,好遠好遠,幾乎要逃掉了,他問我為什麼不讓他抱抱,我說我好怕他,他說的都不真實,我怕吃虧上當。好幾次,他說要給我賞賜和錢財,可是都沒有付諸實現,或很晚才兌現,我開始對他冷落,他有錢可以一年去中國三次,卻騙我他沒有錢,也不誓言帶我去出國玩。我告訴他,我的腳扭到已半年了,大概也不能到我們的第一次約會的公園走走,回憶那種永恆的溫存,我也不會到處亂跑,因為走不動了。雖然這樣,我一得到他給的金錢,就捨不得花,總是窩心的存起來,讓幸福銀行的金額有了快樂與樂觀的額度。我為了愛他才存錢的,我的財弁天老公,珍惜你像珍惜你的金錢觀,我很關注這個問題。儘管你已經天人五衰,我還是愛著你的心,你的訓話,你的聲音,你要我保重的祝福,我把你當成一個神格來信仰,我很愛你。
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有了錢為什麼說是有地位,因為就有權力付出,幫助人,出資做事,做老闆,給報酬,我的老公不但很哈錢,還很小氣,他聽說我不怎麼花錢,過得像出家尼,覺得我很好養而暗自高興。以前我的存摺是一本萬利,現在則是黃金存摺,而且以前八方ATM登錄的影蹤,都一乾二淨,原來我以無卡存款的方式存錢習慣,已經造成各銀行之間的亂碼情況。真是危險,這不是給我間接洗錢的行為罪名,後來我看到車手很多,從此就直接在櫃台處理金錢交易,不敢假手於自己存錢的便利。我想要地位,別人看得起,所以一直往錢去鑽,我看到借貸買房子可以得到高一點的房租,所以就借朋友之名,買了一間鄉下別墅,我想租給年輕的教授或學者。我的歷屆存款簿,有些數字都走位,因為那些印刷字不可控制,是數學界的瘋狂數目字,我也不管它失控,因為那都是過去式了。
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不一定要投資,也可以做安穩的上班族,領固定薪水,只要吉祥的運度自己的收入,絕對會有累積財富的運氣。首先就是要省錢,花錢之前再三思量,這錢花了有何價值,意義,回饋,利益,等考量完了再理性的花費錢去買,這樣每一樣購物都不會被你棄如敝屣,成為盲目的購物狂。友誼餐會能推辭就推辭,不要成為浪蕩金錢的人,心中要有一把金錢度量的尺,觀察父母省錢的方法,學起來,這是身教,影響人生很重要的習慣。要有記帳的習性,看最常花什麼錢,以後改掉這消費,例如避免無止盡的喝咖啡,買手搖杯,或者是吃冰,喝可樂,這樣每天可以存至少五十元硬幣,累積一多,就變大數目資產了。爸媽總是買蛋,米,麵,吐司,醬油,牛奶,水果,罐頭,蔬菜,鹽巴,蛋糕餅乾,等民生必需品,真是對這個家照顧得無微不至哦!我也要拿一些什麼來貢獻孝順爸媽,是幸福紅包最好吧。
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我是你生命裡的蒲公英,幸福跟幸福銀行一樣,是錙銖必較的概念,我若不曾有你的關心,也不至於長命至此,你的放逐使我增壽增福,而你卻討厭現在的福態,我厭倦過你的大肚楠嗎?是你自己愛面子,要才子佳人配一對,所以才罵我的愛很醜,其實不然,我消化了所有你對愛的付出和姿態,你完全的高高在上,沒有文章中的謙遜,和與世無爭的修為,你就是一個只會訓人的謊言詩人而已,你今天罵散文詩是水貨,其實你寫的就是散文詩,憑甚麼罵,問題是非散文詩誰看得懂,你要少造口業才行。自從我不愛你以後,我就漂亮了一點,至少沒有那種受限於低俗謊言的囚禁感。我買紙鈔,也買衛生紙,就不買書,除非是佛書。今年年前宣誓從此不買書,因為頭腦太脹了,自從看完所有的詩書之後,就對俗知識反胃,無法入眼,每天都很平靜過日子。
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幸福銀行裡有手續,契約,匯費,定存,轉帳,等服務,每一次金錢交易,都充滿快樂的期待,雖然有保障,但換算成人性,幸福應是一種金額一般的流失,儲存,與支出。所以幸福有破滅,不全,遺憾,也有保全,成長,和穩定,一切都要靠信仰來達成正面評價。幸福銀行的帳號和貸款,都是一種掛號,每個人都希望終有一天成為幸福富豪,大戶人家,所以投資報酬率真的很高的被期望著。今天去幸福銀行匯款,為了買乳膠枕頭兩入,讓爸媽睡的更好,我路上遇見一個早餐體驗工作室,進去看看自己的體脂肪,真是超重,看來我真是過度幸福了。我不須減重二十公斤而標準化,反正情人也不會來找我,愛我,我討厭一副瘦巴巴的樣子,不健康。我因為不運動而肥胖,無法代謝過多的脂肪,但是我覺得胖胖的比較有財運,所以不想減肥。
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楊格格妳好
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我已經都了解妳的遭遇了,祝福你走上光明大道,在文壇上發光發熱,我自己也會盡力而為的寫作,我為妳的失去婚姻感到遺憾,希望妳明白我只是想當一個偷窺的朋友而已,不要生氣或恨我,因為我沒有作假,對妳好。
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楊格格,我相信你現在很好,你都不在臉書上開黃腔了,這樣的你才是舉世無雙的好文人,要加油喔。這本被看成笑話的詩集,本來是以你為謬思寫的,現在自己看看,癡情得好好笑喔,我不給你了,那用雲戴起的修女帽,你覺得如何起先,我忘掉你,就去附近拿安眠藥吃,身心逐漸健康,家人也覺得頗好,感謝你,讓我回歸現實認識這個充滿謊言的世界。你的臉書之前亂罵,我都沒看到,你把我當酒家女作家嗎,還是你去玩酒家女了,我覺得寫的很辛辣,每個人都黯然自羞,是否可以給我當作一篇叫做"亂說敘述"的英文小說,翻譯來作為,似直播節目的話題
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,哈哈見笑了,沒東西可寫,只好亂寫,另外茶道詩集倒是正經進行中,你有何建議呢。
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即使過去成泡沫,他在夢裡掙扎,我還是好好的,獻上佳節的花束。
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佛堂起居
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每天佛堂都要用濕的白毛巾,擦拭一遍木造地板,貢水,供果,翻過去帳,燒香念經,御開扉,開關燈,拂塵,勤拭佛具,將密葉換水,恭敬請佛,早上三座,晚上五座,勤行,我們家信仰的是日蓮正宗的佛法。有時候,密葉會乾枯而掉落,門扉會悄悄移動,但是守護御本尊的心情,是凡事都以佛眼看進去心裡的,時光飛逝如細水長流的經聲。我在佛堂裡,躲避開一些惱人的諸精靈,非常安眠,安穩,有時躺著看佛書,複習一些佛法觀念。我走出佛堂,外面就是一個溫馨的家,客廳連著餐廳,廚房,臥房,好舒適,爸媽對我好好。他們只希望我找到一個能愛我的男人,照顧我到餘生,最好會開車載我,跟我過著文學生活,志趣相同,有共同默契。可是我發現這是可遇不可求的,因為沒人喜歡我,連我的文學理念都快寫到盡頭了,我還能假裝是個魔做成的佛嗎?
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即使我想買一間鄉間別墅,也得經過爸媽的同意,御本尊的意思不知如何,我好想要買新屋。就換想吧!想想看病,交通,買菜,購物,都不便利,誰還要在屋裡炫耀,看,我是有別墅的女作家,幻想一下就足夠了。媽說買房子一定要在交通方便處,房屋才會增值,省交通費,不要一味想隱居,在家也可以隱居啊!媽說我這輩子做最對的事,就是被她趕出家門時,去買三重的房子,現在增值好多,所以不要亂賣掉,亂換屋,而是應該珍惜現有的一切。到了有錢,再考慮買新屋,這樣的話,就不會變成逆行倒施的房價,所有的考量一定要對自己好才行。所以我就向御本尊祈求,有被動賺錢的機會,廣為出書,賺版權費,我會捐出一點貢獻,作為報恩謝德。我好想要去找工作,可是現在世局不好,好多騙術,我想要進入時尚雜誌的編寫陣容,可是沒有機緣。
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妹妹來家裡看我們,帶了好多東西,又約我們去逛附近的服飾精品店,要買媽媽十月當媒婆參加喜酒的衣服,結果我們經歷了精品商店人員的販賣推銷手段,和鑑賞衣服的眼光,才買了兩件六千多元的洋裝,媽媽很高興。我則買了家居體育短褲和護足襪,因為我足部受傷了,要復建,保養,固定,不要再讓它扭到了。我家裡衣服好多,想到十月可能很冷,就已經有心理準備了,不可能穿很薄很短的衣服,可能要穿會保暖的漂亮衣物。這個月我好想不要去赴約,吃高檔餐廳的豬排飯,因為我錢已經快花光了,我發現那個佛友賺了厚厚一疊的鈔票,至少有十萬元,白花花的鈔票看在我眼中,多少有一點羨慕。想到不去赴約的話,就不能借錢買房子,真是太矛盾了,我這個修不好慾望的佛遞子檀那,真是太羞愧了,我對不起自己的慾望之心。
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今天有交易和交偶網站來到我的身邊,媽媽不准我玩比特幣,所以一個發財的機會就流失掉了,只有我在銀行買美幣上升兩個小數點,值得慶賀。最近想錢想得厲害,寫成小說,一窺究竟是不是大家都有鑽錢坑的秘密小管道,卻都深怕別人知道,跟著競爭。通常我冒險投資,家裡的人都說我該住院打針了,非常消極的對待我,所以我也不用心在家人主張我就是要念經的心理責任上,隨便念念,雜碎一般的噪音或默音,反正我現在也是很鐵齒了,想要去信仰外道。內道裡遭遇悽慘的人很多,可是還有更多沒信且更慘的人,這要怎麼解釋,所以乖乖的做形式,其實心已不在那裡了。我想到小說情節,就不免遐想起來,連現實情況都搞不清楚,谷歌一下真的就是事實嗎?我才不信,我要打電話給那個佛友,告訴她,我想跟她做姐妹好了,我們一起去看房子,籌錢買下湖口的別墅,住在一起向虛擬的臉書演藝事業前進好了。
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遲遲不來(十字詩)
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晚天霜雪風寒露重淒涼,累積幾許哀鬱情調傷心,感情用事不應小橋流水,期盼望月時候能共嬋娟。
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他已經很討厭我了,還會來找我,才怪,我自己妄想的情節嚴重,我需要修禪,不是修纏。我還等佛能給我賞賜,讓我功成名就,利益許多,文思泉湧,賺得一些小小儲蓄。我覺得自己做人很不成功,身邊的小幸福都不知珍惜,還要妄想更多的像好命人的利益好處,想要跟有錢人結姻緣,真是太傻了。我什麼條件都沒有,又笨又呆,連世紀的趨勢都不能把握住,談什麼有意思的戀愛婚姻啊!我真應該珍惜一個人的命格,活到現在為止,才知道夫妻之間真不易,有一群兒女嗷嗷待哺是多苦的遭遇。我看到自己的生辰是正偏財皆源源不斷的,看了好爽,可是沒有了情人,一切還有用嗎?我想要用源源不斷的錢坐擁親情,愛情,回憶,成就,和愛人的陪伴,懺悔,穩穩的拉住我的心和人,而不是讓他在那邊假裝風流倜儻。其實他已經老了,老得足以將我們的初戀釀成月光,咀嚼成蠟,因為他的背叛,我懷疑自己為什麼還要原諒他,跟他說,三五年我會依然記得他的,只要他回心轉意,我有心扮演好他要的角色,不會負他。
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今天去本興院,跟媽媽做永代經,會後敬藤尊師說法話,作正確的供養,提到讓亡靈能成佛,是由下種佛法達成的,好比小小聲音的號角,吹到遠方很大聲,如同迴向的聲音會照亮自己。追善供養是向亡者的迴向,超越時空而達到轐同次元的親人,不可忘記是超時空的真正回向。我們的肉身跟父母是相同的,如同果實與種子,自己不能成佛還能救父母嗎?目連正直捨方便,棄小乘教成為多摩陀羅旃檀香佛,小孩的肉體和精神成佛的話,父母也必能成佛,信行妙法引導父母到成道,只是使她脫離餓鬼界,並無法使之真正根本救濟為佛境界。所以日如上人教示我們,要用很多尊師聖僧供養,才能脫離痛苦,如目連脫離阿羅漢果和小乘神通,唱南無妙法蓮華經,才能向親族前輩回以報恩感謝的心意,使先祖代代成佛。
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念完經,吃懷石料理,遂聯想到念珠像珍珠串,珠珠相連到海角天邊,這代表法性的蘊涵,修養,圓潤圓融的珠子,象徵煩惱和智慧的對治和融合。每一個信徒都好像手持珍珠經本的珍珠精,非常精明而銳根,不會鷸蚌相爭,不會人後言語。珍珠精有黑有白,有彩色之,好像珍珠奶茶進軍國外後的多元性,每一種都有各自的特性和修為果實。人際關係要做到面面俱到,是一種和善的忍道忍經,如果多起衝突,則念經只是外表假裝尊貴,其實內裡是破爛不堪的殘廢。但是在此末法時代,人們內心鬥誦,永不止息,好似恐怖菩薩,表面上要救你出地獄,其實只是利用了你的善根真如。我在佛堂裡靜觀念經的心地,現在朋友遠離,正是我離開糾紛和猜測的時機,我默默修行清明的心,當複雜不在,就是一顆明亮光潔的巨大珍珠心,在快樂的蚌心臟內,正常跳動,健康存在。
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第零春
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根本沒人知道,我從來沒正式談過任何一次戀愛,我的心種植在文學裏,為情痴狂都是文學搞的,原本我該是一個嚴肅的工作狂,但是不斷的地丟工作使我自主,在家工作,搞出版,但是現在一切都不重要了,我需要的是變美魔法,才能繼續我的愛情學事業,但是我不要小鮮肉,也不付出愛了,我要寫一切都是愛情害的文學,因為愛到了這年紀是溫情,而不是激情,我要不然就學著寫寫其他題材,把愛情的陳腔濫調全拋到腦後,做個純粹文字的塑造者,不含經驗談。想著為文學而變臉真是太可惜了,所以我更應該保麗容,用化妝品保養自己,為自己的文學永保青春。是誰在拷香腸,那男權至上的呼聲,愁了我們女人,應對進退兩難。最後一眼,我去見了他最後一眼,他一直向草叢邊吐唾液,因為我肥胖,醜陋,沒有魅力,我自取其辱,跟他說麵包比較重要,就跟他說不見,的確我們永遠都不再見,即使腹中有詩墨,曾經漂亮得萬人迷,他還是瞧不起我,他不知道是他的老齡,把我弄成黃臉婆的樣子,我中計,一直都在釋懷當中。
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他沒有被我測試過通關,他一個分身來關心我的腳扭傷,春去秋來的戀情,他放下我,我把他遺忘,一切都是幻愛。我嘲笑他,一切都像詩夾紙,詩夾住了稿紙,倆個人的臉都很臭。一直都在以為,他不想見我,但是他心酸酸的,來跟我告白,他化作一名商店老闆,賣給我最需要的東西了。我感覺他有點傷心,想挽回我們的情事,我就給他親一親,但是他還是不給我賴,和信件,我還在等他回音。不能光只是竊看他的臉書,用匿名信息刺探後,又刪除不見,我好像一個小偷,偷看他的心酸。我若是他的第二春,那我就是自己的第零春,因為他都美金(沒親)我,我怎可白金(白親)他,說是我們有關係。我一副不想愛的樣子,也不想當楊太太,我只要在家慢慢的用毛筆寫詩,寫到他看不下去的盡頭,我想寫的詩集名稱是春去秋來。但是內容卻是寫經的心得,寫給我的姚秦王情人,寫我愛他命人抄經,像記錄我們正經的戀情一樣,親愛的你,可要專心的看,每一個小細節,都是我塞給你的吻,你不要嫌它髒,我要跟你相濡以沫,給你香醇唇印。
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我忘記往事,健康起來,原來我跟他是不同世界的人,把他的虛言假語拋到腦後,我就快樂了。第零春的度日法,是將自己擺在第一位,重視自己,要看書,喝茶,聽音樂,看電影,吹冷氣,上臉書,隨意恣肆,不需要限制自己什麼都不做。以前是要好朋友,常常一起聊天,現在他去找更有錢的朋友團聚,我就不理會了,表面上說是愛交朋友的他,並不把我看在眼裡,我只是一堆廢紙。我就是思想小格局的女人,不愛吃男人那一套,我自立自主,在屋裡和一個金髮外國人演假面夫妻,我給他錢,他就演得很像。我要氣死他,竟然去給我找別人聚會,而不找我去,我把他的證件和卡全都藏起來,不讓他使用。我藏過他的鞋,他曾經跟我求饒,要我還他浪子之鞋,我原諒他,但他還是依然故我。我想要金髮外國人跟我扮貴族,去詐騙別人的錢,結果我們騙是騙到了,但是卻被法律逼得逃到國外去了,這就是第零春的下場,沒什麼好羨慕的。至今,我也不再回想過去歡樂,我單身就是歡樂生活,我還有一個金髮外國人當我的司機,真是太幸福了。
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失去聲音的世界,我想用文字形容聲音,給聽不見的人們看看,或許也是一種分享,但是窮於文字,只好創造一個語言發明以前,溝通障礙的噪音世界,希望大家都有理解失語人的同理心,像小小兵那樣一瞬間就明瞭的精明腦神經。剛剛去一趟金石堂,根本都是為了錢才寫的書,沒有全面的智慧,也沒有性別差異之上架服務,差點買到一本男性步入中年的指南書,真是糟糕的低迷書市,書都好難看不吸引人。如果男方暗示想要第二春的時後,他有什麼把握贏得,老年不比年輕的所謂真愛呢?如果他不付出真情意,誰又會等他呢?我願意在第三空間,默默的陪著他,這個曾是滿身塵垢的老帥哥,他就應該偷笑勒,現在已經被我調教得一身回春模樣,還背棄我,真該返回那可憐孤苦的老朽面目,看他還會引起辣妹粉絲一陣瘋狂跟隨,才怪。老不修,不服老,拼命暗示我打電話給他,自己卻不撥給我,才不理他,不遷就他,反正現在沒事跟他報告的,除了一本他的大學同學的書,是我快要出版,卻屢遭困頓的事情之外,乏善可陳。
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逃生路/以前被鬼纏時,解決辦法就是拼命的讀理論書,讓那些鬼搞不清楚我讀了哪些意識形態,所以隨著時間逝去,我只記得知識,而不記得鬼話連篇,現在想起來,讀書還真是躲避各種精神疾病的良劑。因為我不想要談戀愛,就出現了一群男鬼,來騷擾我從二十歲到四十八歲,之後就在一個聖靈一般的善緣鬼保護之下,從此與風流鬼絕緣。但這期間,愛意撩撥的鬼魂們,並不是拿取了性愛就走掉,而是再三糾纏,若是性愛能得到保護,關心,金錢,名分,愛憐,則我怎麼不願意呢?只怕他們玩的只是男人的人性,加於我身上,我真是力爭上游的跟他們抗爭,鬥爭,才得到今天宣判無罪的文學成就,多少也得謝謝這些鬼男子給的靈感。寫作能力高超,也是我天失稟賦好的幸運符,我清楚的見證了人玩人,鬼玩鬼的世界,真是令人肝腦塗地,一個偽裝愛的拖戲競技場。直到我想成為熟友的第二春,他才知道我需要一個保鏢,一個讓我委曲求全的無性生活的陪伴者,反而的,他驕傲求去,不給我任何尊容的光明。
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柔軟佛語如沐春風
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雲兒真的對我很好,跟我聊天,無所不談的將煩惱解決,提供解脫之良方,真是一個正當的佛教信者。只是她不肯接受我的折服,成為日蓮正宗的信徒,於是我就跟她發生臉書口角,最後我還是說了一聲抱歉。因為我的腦袋因為失戀事件變得正常了,就找她小吵架,因為無聊透頂的緣故,我測試她會否不在意我的小脾氣,而原諒我的牢騷。除了宗教信仰之外,我只有一個怨言,那就是她真的很在乎我說的是真是假,那是當然真的啊!傻瓜,我最不會做的事就是騙人,然而寫小說只是為了紓解我胡想亂想的毛病,其實我有很多話題,都像小說研究一樣,有真有假的深度,只是幻象似真罷了。雲兒最近在我介紹發表園地之後,一直都很順遂,我也吃醋一點,私下以為是文壇利用她和我的友誼,而故意捧她,不管我在文壇上的死活。
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但我還是寫了一封信想要挽回友誼,因為我胡說,提到絕交,其實不是真心的話。
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我用了一隻無卡手機,所以很節省,幾乎不用負擔任何惡意郵件的金額索取,雲兒的信件夾帶了許多廣告郵件,造成我的困擾,所以現在伊魅兒故障,也有助於我不必要被遠傳大肆的勒索。而且我也不想用賴了,根本沒有人跟我通訊,而我唯一欣賞的詩友,已被援交訊息團團包圍,我對他已經死心了,我不需要他來給我犒賞,獎勵,鼓舞,我只要找回自信心,回到寫作的正路,我一定可以走過荊棘和護城河,重新出發順暢的走。
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我就是太單純了,才會被遠傳詐騙,每月一次就騙走一千元,也沒有發票或繳費單的信件,完全不合法。我現在才發現,原來大量的手機費來自免費廣告私下的索取金額,完全不告知我,三四年就收費將近幾萬元,真的很駭客。其實,雲兒表面上的好,帶給我其他方面花錢消災的負荷,我還要買茶請她喝,我已經覺得這友誼是用錢買來的,到最後連談詩論佛的心情和記憶都沒了,好沒趣的一種人際關係,我以為文學是單純的,其實檯面下各種形式的較勁,我已經無法承受了。
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我們向來都是互相勉勵,提攜的,彼此討論如何走進文學發表的世界,交換文壇的投稿消息,互談如何爬向更高處,發表出驚為天人,一鳴驚人的文章。結果雲兒一路順風,走路有風,一點也不在乎我的事情不順利。
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這也使我對佛法產生懷疑,想要在事業上,從長計議,我得小心謹慎的計畫,擬定成功的智取之道。我相信,佛法會保祐我的投稿順利被採用,或許篇數轐多,或許沒有稿酬可拿,但是處於此時非常時期,文學的規則是蛇行的,規定發表的眼光已經不如從前。我要求雲兒跟我合寫一本佛學書,她也無情的推掉了,原來我對佛法學問知行不合一的作風,她很看不過去。可是佛法不能拿來和世法相混,我已經陷落很久了,從來沒人指正我,我大概心碎了,我的佛法奉獻被她說成是褻瀆,或許這是暮鼓晨鐘,對我來說,我正準備離開書寫佛法的路線,一切從俗。
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原來,一經吵架,才發現我和雲兒的性格都很正常,才會吵嘴說出真心話,要不然若是個性混亂,我才受不了。她很努力的學習法華經,我給她鼓勵,她已經讀到第十品了,我也應該來寫一點書法詩,代替她叫我抄經的勸告,因為我已經抄很多了,也不知價值如何,要賣給誰,所以就繼續畫山水墨,只為了換錢。我在文壇上決定唯一的接班人就是雲兒,我不想讓她放棄寫作,放棄佛路,所以我還在等她復合我們的友誼,我不要為了暗戀一個男詩人,就打破我們的感情,那真的太可悲了,因為那個男人根本不愛我。
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那個詩人寫了一本新書,想要徹底打敗我的佛學基礎,深度,讓我放棄自己的佛教觀,我才覺得他是毒藥呢!我要變毒為藥,自己救回那被他污染的靈肉,只有雲兒是純潔的佛語佛緣,我怎能只渡化那男詩人,而不渡化雲兒呢?我真的是庸人自擾。
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他們都是因應我才看起來回春的,因為我教他們染髮,可以變年輕好多歲,果然如此。吵架事後,雲兒把我送的玻璃杯退還,並在紙上說不再陪我下午茶了,因為她的志工時數加多,看來她真的很精進,我也不想走錯路,但看來我真的永遠已失去了一個聊天的佛友。那個男詩人,也不會回頭了,我想到人際關係這麼差,還是慢慢自修,當作一個出家詩尼那樣修行,我相信還會有別的有緣人可跟我聊佛的。佛法這麼深奧,千萬不要亂想亂判,一定要依據最高導師的教說,來修行五輪七輪,至於緣盡就算了,因為我總是將因緣來去看得很淡。男詩人想駭客我的平板手機,但是我已不賴了,它還給我認證碼,信箱鎖起來了,不跟外國人交際應酬。
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以後就實際的修,好好念經,不要跟男詩人死纏爛打的留言,別人會看笑話,我以後將改過向善,因為我祈禱自己要悔改,就一定要做到,即使男詩人只因為睡眠跟我連在一起,就大肆開黃腔,我也要勸告他,不要這樣學我的過去,儘管放肆的說惡法的不是。
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我把平版手機關機好多天,將會持續三年,我把所有的聯絡通路都關起來,不讓男詩人找到我,我正開心的躲他。他還有兩個拖油瓶,沒人要他,至少我也不要他了,看他還要找誰,隨便他啊!反正我不是最佳人選,也不要付出愛,我要的就是自由,不要什麼名份。今天身體不適,祈求上天讓我恢復健康正常,因為我這老毛病都是依靠禱告恢復的,我希望能夠再三的痊癒,直到病除。一個不知道感恩的人,最是可憐,因為他覺得一切都是應該的,到最後別人也覺得他忘恩負義是活該的。其實想到他的好,在看看他臉書上的改過自新,我有點想他,可是我要他自己來追求我,我是不會再主動的丟人現眼了。我的耐心已經磨完了,他應該去主動找一個他真正愛過的人,不要只看到外表就撲上前去,好像色鬼。
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桃花殤流水
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一場夢緣空
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誰知情似海
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在乎潮汐中
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他沒有回來追求我,我也絕望了,或許正常生活才是我要面對的靈感,佛法即世法,是指佛法和世法的應用邏輯是同步平行的,當我把佛與愛寫在一起時,並沒有想到這一點禁忌,所以我情路坎坷,倒也算是一種活脫脫的解放。
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失去愛情
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一切索然無味
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茶泡飯
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甘之如飴
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但是我還是想沉澱而抄經,為了這段流水無情,我多想了,想得自己入迷,像是中了蘭花草的毒,我現在一點也想不起來了。重要細節,都藏在心理隱痛中,有時幾個畫面提示,有時覺得自己幻想得荒唐,很丟臉。
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用水罐養石頭
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像豢養石頭心
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不會再有傷痛
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苦澀心酸感覺
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我把豢養多年的小石頭,拿出來繪畫,每一個都栩栩如生,好像我多變的心,給他不少折磨吧!真轐應該,對不起,這位男詩人,我仰慕你而不是忌妒你,就請你搞清楚,把我的真情像桃花流水一樣倒到海裡去,慶祝我們一段愛的完結。
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單身貴族
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我嘗試過好多方法,看能不能結束單身的生活,但是很多人都拒絕了我,並且他們只是跟我玩玩而已,沒人對我動真感情。我的蓮花春風臉,多麼吸引人,但是老了以後,卻像裹蓮花小腳,臭死人的布。我收集過的晚宴包精品,典藏書,衣服,一下子被隱形小偷竊走了,是一些有神通的朋友和鄰居拿走的,我悲嘆這世間已無物質是我想買的,除了食物,藥物,我還想送人禮物,我是不是心腸很好呢?我索然無味的唾棄這個世界,最後的情誼,終究毀在一夕之間,只因宗教派系不同,而引起失和。所以我不想再交朋友,太傷心了,不僅付出的沒回音,連我的理想都沒人支持,我只好一人孤獨的走,絕情的跟友誼說掰掰,勇敢向我的前程走去。
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"我豢養了一隻男貓,用法術把他變成小孩,在室內舔我的陰莖,我做得極為可惡,我之前豢養兩隻女貓,趁機跑掉了,所以我用法力困住這隻鄰居中意的心上人,把他弄得七葷八素的,貓叫聲不斷,叫別人不知道我們在演什麼獸交戲。我們家是專門殺鬼貓的,以前的死貓,知道我家殘忍,都不敢含冤回來討債,因為我們家沖著外道所說,一切惡耶蘇都會將我們拭去,所以我們一直為惡,直到社會充滿惡勢力,惡魔術,惡法律,我們就會變成無罪,我們家就是要污染這個社區,社會,社稷,既然小孩屁眼太小,就以口將就吧!反正我也不怕下地獄,這是界就是我構成的心的煉獄,沒人知道我的邪惡念頭,我將一直持續到死亡為止,我就是惡。"
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以上是我的鄰居內心事,他一直都長不大,沒有成長,是個同性戀,男女通吃,因為他很邪惡,所以我一直都躲在護身符旁邊,躲避他對嬰靈的惡意欺負。
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我心理一陣變態,幻想自己在拍戲,在台北最高處發射即刻死的毒針,用法力變出千百億根針灸,來設置入全市民的身上,造成死屍成海的現況。一秒就死,所以叫即刻死,這部片出現男男口交的畫面,醜聞的味道很難聞,誰受得了鄰居每天都玩這種s/m。所以我就用幻想演戲,想製造出一部聳慄電影出來,嚇死沒有愛的人,哭得稀里嘩啦,我要他們去變成有愛的人,但人間並非仙境,不是幻想幸福就能成就的。久而久之,我就不再埋怨自己單身了,因為單身實在是最安全的生活,除了食物中毒的餘慮之外,只有自己的事務要處理。這都是用來干擾我修行的惡緣,裝作沒聽到就好了,也許他們家餓得要喝尿過日子也不一定,當作雲煙就好。
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我又拍了一部奇幻片,天下著誑語,我就把街道像紅毯一樣,掀起來,讓人車滑得亂七八糟,我的心像碎蓮花,我希望世界跟我一起幻滅。這部片好像上次拍過的北捷酷斯拉的片子,不怎麼好玩,於是隨便拍拍,就雨停了。這種浩劫片,是在考驗人群中有多少人具有鬼神通,怎麼拍都不會死或是受傷,看那些厲害的配角,真是太刺激了。這部片叫做天雨詩華,其實是一部滑稽的戲,我只是幻想自己是一個飾演女巨人的搞怪公路的角色,施展一下搗蛋的法力,但是一直沒上映。我是一個依照生活細節靈感,來變造劇本的編劇人員,但是我的鄰居卻是料耙子,以為我在從事什麼政治陰謀,真是神經病,於是我就用潛意識騙死他,把自己講得很有勢力,其實我只是不讓他干擾我決定的題材而已,我根本就是個被追劇的過氣的網路作家,我希望能挑我要的男主角和我想要的劇本,不要直接拍一些真的去死的片子。
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風的故鄉
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我住在風的城市,那是雲的聚集處,天空會自動的天光或變暗,因為天空是被幾個天神掌握得。心碎颱風來過了,我和朋友們全絕交,因為我一直付出,他們卻背叛我,我心受傷,只想跟自己交筆友,寫出內心深處的話。門碰的幾聲,卻沒見到門在拍打,好像有鬼靈異,真恐怖極了,只想趕快躲到夢裡去,那裏沒有陰霾。現實是我的烏雲,還會打雷下雨,因為睡眠總是會重複的播出我和女性朋友之間的心結,我好希望能夠有人來關愛我,而不是欺騙我。打了電話給吵架完的臉書朋友,她還在扯謊,我已經給她絕交的警告,我先說對不起,也只是一種偽裝。我看破了她,她就是一個學術無成的混仙,在利用我的名氣,然後去到處發表文章,我才不聽她的意見,我偏要用筆名發表網路文章。我要寫一個哥德貴族的人群生活,飲食習慣,身心健康,智慧財產,等等。我知道他疑心病很重,生活在這孤寂的大樓中,卻像一個失魂落魄的鬼,他拼命的謀殺類的讀物,想要知曉奪命賺錢的技巧,謀財害命的心機。
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很可怕的心機,他上網勾引了一位女性上門來,開茶點派對,結果他在她的蜂蜜冰茶裏加了毒死蟑螂的藥水,使她牙齒很疼,且痛到神經中樞,昏厥過去。他趁機把她的資料輸入電腦,清查她的個資和財產,想要攫獲一空,既然她不知道他的所有資料,她醒了才會發現人財兩空,所以他就把她放在醫院裏,成為植物人,她也不知道他已經把她洗劫一空了。這件犯案做得很縝密,小心,謹慎,沒有人發現DDT下毒事件,醫護人員只知道,這個病患沒有身份證明,只能放在一邊,等待有親人給她掛號付錢,才能看診。
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就在這時候,他拿了所有的錢財,逃到國外去,雇用一名殺手,到她的病榻身邊,把她的心臟挖出來,因為這樣一來,就不用被警方查出來,是他犯下的罪。人心的惡,惡到了極點,就是懸賞一顆活跳跳的心,讓她事發之前說愛他的話,成為他所收藏的真心標本。這時,一陣腥風血雨的味道飄過來,飄到國外逍遙的他的鼻孔嗅覺,他知道事情成了,就傳款項到殺手的帳號中,酬答他達成命令的金額高達七字位數。
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當他知道她已在昏迷之後,被掏了心臟,他立刻指名把包在靈骨甕裏的心臟,用垃圾車送去葬在焚化爐裏,因為她說愛他是虛情假意的。他問過道長,如果她真的愛他,心臟不會變黑的,而是紅通通的,所以他知道這個女的根本就是個騙子,就一直不肯為她超度,讓她去做孤魂野鬼。很多男人試探女人的心,是用漸層法,一關又一關的過關斬將之後,才能得到男人試探之後的疼愛。可是她太弱了,連有毒的茶也不提防,所以只能算她倒楣,一夜風流之後,她就中風了,只能送去醫院,查不出原因,既然她沒有保醫療險,那就直接送她上路吧!以免一路上還有什麼託夢之類的怪事發生,他最討厭的就是死後復仇的影片,在這恍惚事實的人世間裏,根本就不會有水落石出的事,很多人都只是替死鬼。於是他就找了殺手做替死鬼,透過其他管道,報密給警方知道,讓他做上個無期徒刑或死刑,都是他在賄賂掌握的,根本沒人知道那個眼眸相對的夜裡,發生了什麼驚嚇聳慄的謀殺事件,其實這個女的跟他是一夜情,一點恩怨關係也沒有,只是恰巧勾引到的,直覺得知她是個富婆,所以追求她。
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他以為自己從此就安逸無事,結果他卻被詛咒,死於呼吸終止症,無人知道他怎麼這麼好死。其實好死歹死都是死,只是被恨的,不讓他好死,而下輩子又如何,好死歹活的碰在一起,做鬼也分不開的冤仇,恰似無明的愛怨恨念,搞得你死我活的,情海深仇。
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他走入輪迴,但是罪孽深重,不得變成人胎來世間,只能在餓鬼界當混混,這就是因為貪錢而受苦受難的業障。只不過他那間哥德陰宅,變凶宅後,沒跟買屋的人說,他們也是衰得見鬼了,鬼碰到鬼,不分仇恨,只願混在一起將時間混過去,所以稱兄道弟的,不分冤仇,欠債,就這樣,她沒有逃過他的糾纏,在鬼界被他找到了,繼續做他的壓寨女人。宗教根本沒有用,不能超度或化渡任何怨鬼,所以世間才會一直惡的循環下去,永無光明,只是女人只有真愛能販賣,能談條件,只要付出真愛,不但可以化劫,還可以享受淫戒,做個好命的女鬼。
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相聚時難
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(截句)等待
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一天又一天更深的時間
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從指隙間滑過
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守候出現影蹤的人物
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齒輪得秒度日如年
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打算再寫一本詩文集叫做(相聚時難),很容易聯想到一首古詩,相見時難別亦難,東風無力百花殘,春蠶到死絲方盡,蠟炬成灰淚始乾。此意象好比一個蒼泊女子的感覺。但願我能珍惜所有過住的每一种相聚時刻。
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時常得找個藉口去登門拜訪,
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你這個被打擾的長年詩人,
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去你家見你是為了見我的心性,
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在你的指正之下覺悟了本我,
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此意象是蒼泊女子尋求的情誼,
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愛慕的單戀現在翻轉過來了,
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我們都不懂得表達彼此的愛,
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兩個聰明的傻瓜完全變不智,
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現在身邊坐著緣深的有緣父母,
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所以儘管我說安慰你的話,
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你也嚇得失去了平靜理智吧,
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輕喚浪子也不回頭望視我,
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原來失去魅力就是這麼可悲,
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不能覓返多年前的情定湖畔,
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而其實那也是經過朋友的媒妁,
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從那刻起我再也沒有真愛情,
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只有你懷著舊傷跟我碰面。
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思念氾濫成海,事過多年,跨過二十年,第二度去你家找你,聊電子書編輯法。你對出版很醉心,好奇,我指導你一些訣竅,不久你就發行了一本電子詩集。這次見面已事隔二十年了,你變得瘦小清癯,我聽你說起已離婚十年的事情,就一直偷窺你休婚之前的經歷,但是卻看不到事實,或許我見到的是妄念。於是我化作了你前妻之後的小老婆,為你寫了全部的詩學評論,之後你並沒有大禮謝我,反而視我為仇人。甚至還放棄了信仰多年的宗教,我希望你快點悔改,不要發出不好的言論傷害了你久建的詩名,那麼我捧你就白捧了,我希望你的美德一如以往。
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現在我認真的聽英文音碟,因為你有一棟房子在紐約,我好想要跟你住在那裡,因為你不會英文,所以我更加努力學習這大學主修的功課。期待有一天能在西方生活,創作,信仰耶和華的道,跟你一起上教堂去,做銀髮族夫妻。但是下午去了一趟復健診所,看到好多慢動的老年患者各種退化的肢體,正在做恢復健康的運動。我看到一名先生為手部按摩完的太太擦乾手上的消毒酒精,好多的愛表現出來,她的手一定為老公做過很多家事吧!所以這麼疼她,還開車載她回家,我也回家了,熱敷電療之後,我用了曾經治療你的易利氣。
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我像飛蛾撲火一般,再三的拜訪這個老詩友雙子星,因為我以為他像外表一樣,純真無邪,其實他的老成心機很重。表面上對我很客氣,私底下卻要求我為他寫全部的詩評,他是重視我還是利用我呢?我打了一通電話到他書房,問他可否為我的詩論安排出版的事宜,我想要幫他集結一本詩評書,可是他騙我說沒有管道。於是我把所有的通訊都關起來,不理他,反正他也不會聯絡我,情誼至此真是哀莫大於心死,然而他就是如此的鋼骨男人,不會對我溫柔的,只有耳邊呼喚才會那麼柔軟柔和,好像在向我吹鼻息之微風。
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他在紐約的獨棟房子叫做夏之丘,他把自己的兒子丟包在那裏,意思要他照路還家,那孩子一開始還以為紐約生活很好玩,但是想到了冬天沒有雪衣,不能上學,不會做菜,英文不好,就向雙子星的美國友人借機票的錢,沿路搭便車到甘迺迪機場,訂票回台北的家,這才知道親情相聚的珍貴。當孩子孤苦無依向我託夢時,我請求雙子星讓兒子回家上學,以後不再打擾他們父子感情,他才答應我,讓這個孩子在台北繼續求學,轉眼之間,一年過去,他就快上大學了。
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會面會晤總在你叫停時,我就得立即離去,辭別,都沒有歸去來兮的一點牽掛。我相信自己只是把他當成精神上的導師,暫時的尋求長者的忠告,而不是愛上他的肉體,尊敬和愛情是不一樣的,年輕時屬於愛戀,老了之後就成了敬重,祝福,我相信這些我強求拜訪的緣分,已經到了歡樂的盡頭。我和雙子星都賓主盡歡的經歷了一段時光隧道的洗禮,那就是無法成為夫妻卻如釋重負的長久友誼,我始終容忍著他那固執一意的意志,到此為止,我已經將他的恩情全都還完了。
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我去雙子星家看他,不只因為往日情懷,還更像一段佛經的訴說際遇: "諸善男子,若有眾生,來是我所,我以佛眼,觀其信等,諸根利鈍,隨所應度,處處自說。"於是每次我跟他聊天,都像是在找尋啟示的樂趣,促膝長談之情誼好比師徒,只不過他所講過的話語,到最後我都沒放在心上,他在我們交往五年之後,變成一個憤世嫉俗的發言者,對我而言魅力仍在,只是友誼很遠,我用各種通訊斷線跟他抗議,試圖忘了他的謊言,狂言,胡言,自私自利的他,不僅讓我徹底失望,也經歷了一段有如陰間的因緣生活,我看開了。
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因果從來不自己導正的,所以就私下信仰了耶和華,這原本是雙子星內心唯一的神主,我想要追回他的健康幸福和深思熟慮,於是就信了他的神,無邊的法力,和奇蹟一般的賜福。昨晚,夢見雙子星來夢中找我了,雖然全身被壓得疲憊,但是卻充滿喜悅,我們親熱之後清醒,沒有一根骨頭是舒坦的,你知道的,女人即使只是一個春夢,也要採集下來,作為私藏在記憶儲藏間的美麗標本,裡面堆積著一捲又一捲我們的春夢紀錄片,在夢中拍電影,你知道的,吾愛,因為睡眠就是你的暗室天下,我在其中享用這特權。
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我假想去過他家一次,就算是上過他一次身的遐想,如今還歷歷在目,卻是身心皆離別了。吾愛,我認為真心愛你就是釋放你,如果你愛我,你會主動來找我關心我,過去所說的山盟海誓都還可以商量,只要你愛我,我的承諾全都為你保留著。你會裝窮裝傻,小器,倚老賣老的跟我說話,你真是個老怪物,不知如何跟你相處才好,斷了訊之後,就讓你小王子一樣天真的玩文字遊戲吧!反正我也常常戲言,就此訣別在現實的兩端,或許永不會相聚,但我的心中永遠存有你的位置。
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現在我已經再也夢不到你了,我走向宗教信仰,去作我的出家夢,你應該也不在乎。白天和夜裡,都沒有你的消息,是否你還跟以前一樣,在人世間夜遊街道,忘了回家。我也曾想過,一場緣分在我執意結束之後,會是怎樣慘不忍睹,但是你也發發牢騷,陰霾就過去了。我告訴你,真愛不是庸俗的黏答答的,那是我教壞你了,我如何把你從搧色腥裡頭救出來,這很難,因為你已經變得沉淪了。只有告訴你,你兒子是再次來世上的莊子,你可不要讓他再殺一次老婆,他的心眼很壞,一直教壞你,你怎能聽孩子的話,任意孤行呢?
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版主你好
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專門為你寫了
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金色流雲
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詩論集
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也該拿去出版了吧
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我缺錢
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幫我賺版權費
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寄給我
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來信
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別再貪玩
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就這樣,我發出消息幾天後,他急著用知心通,來教我給他打電話,我說我還得想一件重要之事,否則你是不會接電話的。
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我想到了,問一下,他的英文教授朋友,是否能夠幫我推薦作品,到美國市場出版。
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我知道他不滿意我,不賞賜我,所以我等他給我錢,之後再打給他,說謝謝。
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目前,我想叫他親自來找我,我們去上賓館交歡,但是想也知道,這是在碰釘子。
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他遠在天邊,不會再來吵我了,曾經,他近在眼前的知悉我的一切心事,但是我只當那是一個偷窺我的靈,不當一回事。其實,他是醉心於以前窈好的我,還規定我,要在半年後恢復身材和臉孔,不然就不給我那本贈書。我好希望前ㄧㄢ˙輩子他欠我很多,我能慢慢的在這輩子向他收回這些恩惠,我們就是不相欠了,現在才分開,誰也不理誰。
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其實,我很愛他,但是他連我專門為他寫的厚詩集都沒打開來看,所以我就死心了。要不然,我還在自我陶醉,以為他的耳邊書評全是真的,什麼女性思維,對我來說簡直是一種羞辱。
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因為我愛他,所以為他念經,我們都有出版物遇到困拮的遭遇,為此念經唱題,專注於事業順暢上面,我致力於衝破難關,於是事情有一點眉頭浮現,喜上心頭。我們談到相聚時難,他寫了兩篇的短文,更勝於我,但是沒有任何感情在內,臉書測驗認為他是沒有任何慾望的天使,我也這麼覺得,相見多次一直沒擦出火花,我們兩很矜持。因為睡眠中已經沒有情色干擾,出現的是同學,朋友,詩友,佛友,閨蜜,姐妹,我在他的身邊遺留一部五年全記錄的夢之電影,理念似忍者的愛情,這是我所有對他的幻覺記憶。
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為了見他一面,總得躲過媽媽的阻撓,偷偷的買禮物出發,搭捷運到他家,去給他關心一下。自從他媽媽去世之後,他有沒有好好生活,還是跟以前一樣,浪子的行蹤漂浮不定,我想他這種性格不會改變的。今年經過我許可,他如願去中國三趟,探親和參加詩會,可是我都不能在他的視線範圍內,出國去玩自己的行程,如北歐,澳門,西班牙,真的很不快樂。算了,沒關係,反正四十五年來,我一直很不喜歡出國玩,因為會水土不服。他要出國,也斷然截然的說,不可能帶我一起去的,他即使結了婚,還是會拋棄妻兒的自己出去走走玩玩,我早就想開了。
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我表面上對他禮尚往來,實際上在觀察他的為人,待客之道和家居生活,我和他以詩友相稱,是不想造成他的困擾,讓他誤以為我想進入他的家庭。我只想默默的送上他們缺乏的,需要的,和應有的,關心禮物,我自以為是一個小天使,其實我錯了,不適當的結緣會造成破壞他人的修行,所以我的一意孤行,實在是多餘的,現在我也想不起來任何細節,我對他感情失憶了。然後我發現,他特別討厭我的文風,模仿我一段時間,之後乖乖的回到他的花台樓閣,作一個緣覺悟了的詩人,他希望我還是關心他的,不要抽空一切,帶走他的心。
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只有我來去自如,在他身邊像個回魂,轉呀轉的,像是成雙成對的鬼夫妻,我好愛他。他也情不自禁的愛我,像靈魂磁鐵一樣,互相吸引,柔情蜜意,朝夕相處之下,我以為身邊的他,是個性情中人,不會亂來,因為他不喜歡風花雪月的肉身運動,跟他躺在一起,除了互相摟抱,切磋,按摩,磨擦,還能幹什麼呀!都這年紀了,講出來會笑話人的吧!所以他反擊,寫一些勃起字眼,好好笑啊!我以為他只愛自己打槍,其實他偶爾也會在夢睡之前,對我恩愛一場,最近只要我吸允他的乳頭,他就馬上硬起來,真是有趣。
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他裡裡外外都是一個不變的人格,因為不愛肉慾干擾而不常洗澡,洗頭,若有人要來陰的勾引他的夢,他就請美人吃骯髒的芭蕉。
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他人很正派,卻只欣賞美女,美學,美景,要是不出去走動走動,真是悶極了,恐怕還會生氣暴怒。他真的很大男人主義,我也受不了,跑出他的計謀,就脫身自由了,我還有大好時光可以去工作賺錢,享受人生,何苦跟他相約就是一輩子。可是我又被他的善良救助之力給打動了,我必需感恩報恩,所以我就打電話跟他說,我這輩子只有他最後這個男人,再也不花心找別人了。
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我覺得他很親切,但是他要我回家去跟父母住,孝順他們,然後再去自行解決未來的發展,他並沒有給我承諾。我提出條件,他也不為所動,只是偷偷的把我提出的條件,拼命往前妻那裡塞,我氣壞了,就跟他訣別斷訊,再也不回頭。他找來三娘演戲弄我,我拒演,我相信男人沒有一個深情款款是出自真心的,而我也是傻傻騙男人,只為了雲雨巫山忘斷腸一番。除非他邀請我,我是不會再去看他了,我這麼痴又傻,讓人看笑話,女人們都當街訴說我的不是與不該,我真的要醒了,別再信仰一個善有善報的騙局。
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我用賴告訴他,我們兩人之間根本沒有什麼對吧!他也不回音,感覺上,他好像是一直亂丟掉手機,並提供駭客遊玩的機會,自己也小心的使用手機,他絕對是個有意有心的駭客,只怪我沒提防他。現在要跟駭客詩友道別了,沒贏得什麼,只有不捨的夢境,和至善至誠的一些流當的希望。我希望和他白頭偕老,這是個妄想,我知道,可是幻想起來很刺激。如果他還喜歡我惡名昭彰的名氣和利益,他不會給我衝突的破口大罵,沿路吐口水,嫌棄我是一個不盡責的作家,給他帶來很大程度的誹聞負擔,他承受不住。
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現在分得一清二楚的,一點情分也沒有留下來,我是身輕如燕的悠閒,每天用空機上網去寫作,日子過得很正常。我跟他之間已經不再牽腸掛肚,自從他幫我找到我的蓮花座之後,我才知道我的蓮花座受盡折磨,我所不要的,她都得幫我處理,真是難為她了。
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後來,我聽他的話,在颱風天早早去睡覺,這樣才不會災情更慘重,果然醒來後,颱風走了,我也覺得,天空晴朗真是太棒了。他繼續的在現實中流浪他的五官感受,我知道他很喜歡一些非主流的事物,所以我任他而去,不拘束他,或責備他,我知道這個男人的個性再也不會變動了,他只是不甘無聊的宅男,不會闖禍或惹是生非的。
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爸爸經
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當一個爸爸很辛苦的,他的心理在想什麼,是父親心理學的領域,尚未有人書寫研究過,我覺得有趣,就分析了以下男人當爸爸的心態。天下所有的爸爸都有著想要抱孫子的心態,想了解孩子到底是否會結婚來為他添孫,或孝敬他,家庭傳統是一個當爸爸的經本,他的做人標準絕對是希望孩子們享有天倫之樂,不要「家變 」的後果。最勝利的父親,是長壽直到當阿祖為止,他這樣是金玉滿堂的福氣,是要用愛心和親情來長期培養的。本來,他當單親爸爸,我很体諒他,可是他不理我,不愛我,不溫柔對我,不寄來信給我,不誏我看孩子,我就斷然跟他分別了,他很傷心,在臉書上懷念我,但是我不會再當個傻子一直痴痴的愛他等他了。
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他還像浪子一樣出遊,在尋偶軟體上到處駐足,留影,完全不管一個家的幸福前程,我要他反省,他卻用思緒干擾我,這次決定不理他,大概會是十年,二十年,不管了。他要用<神奇大隊長>的方式,教導孩子,他就是這樣天真無邪,但是孩子是庸才,一點也不像我們兩的慧頡,真是很心煩。
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他在房內呼叫我的靈魂,成為鬼形,與他夙夜匪懈的愛好為歡,他把我當老婆,我也以此為樂。他的風流只是偽裝,因為沒有人相信,這樣的君子,會淪陷色之窟窿。他說,如果我還要他,他就不再寫一些假風流的事蹟,誏人笑話他。根據我的多次刺探,他不是個隨便的男人,他己經不能勃起了,卻故意吹噓,只怕我重色輕友而不要他。其實在交友軟體中查到他的化名,楊格,就是我常叫他楊哥而同音,是我除了他以外,誰都不愛的証明,其實只要有他在身旁,我過無性生活都不要緊的。我知道,他這個古董老公是絕不會變心的,可是他很愛面子,連情色文學都不准我寫超越他,所以我就戒掉,而開始寫優好的水準小說,給他過目。昨天晚上,我抱著他送的白被子,睡美人一樣的起床,快樂的吃魚子醬吐司,大吉嶺紅茶,和咖啡,然後用心的以保養品護膚,照相觀察看看,是不是看起來愌然一新,很迷人。因為我昨晚答應他,等我一變美,就去探望他的父親節,可憐的老公,一個人擔負起養兒育女的責任,都不跟我抱怨或計較,他真的很善雅優質。
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最難的就是讓老公體諒我,我們之間如隔山水天地,相見總是有一定的機緣,無法任意逾越。正因為我們夫妻兩,是在旅館裡幻化作魂,做間接的愛太多次,孩子才會無中生有蹦出來的,其實我嫩得做不起年輕母親,他也覺得當爸爸是一大考驗,所以,因為我家不承認這一段獨愛的錯誤,於是我願他帶好我的骨肉,過一輩子幸福美滿的人生。面對挫折困頓,我們就只在陰間互通訊息,一同討論如何解決,我只是他的未過名份的虛擬太太,偶爾給他耳邊拿主意的遠距女伴,我很希望有一天我們能住在一起,想天魂之樂。但是他說,分開才有美滿的距離,所以一直以來都把我放置在文壇上,獨處獨闖,在言詞行為上都表明,跟我不是友好關係的詩友,所以我很傷心,幾次都想跟他分手。
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最後我找出一個紅玉鑽戒來戴,代表我買了他的感情的記誌物,我百看不厭,後來把玩夠了,就藏起來,不讓他找到,這象徵在我心中,我兩已經成婚了,我將不再愛上其他人,我私下嫁給我的老公了,願老天保祐,有朝一日我倆能相逢,在圓舞曲的喜樂伴奏當中,成為一對完美佳侶。
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園林山水
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園林造景每不勝收,植物園裡有一個雙龜相對的枯山水,看了真是覺得好有造景美學概念。想像我們兩住在裡面,每天與茶道為伍,好濃郁多情的愛侶,我們朝朝暮暮在一起,像神仙眷侶。接著,我分別和爸爸媽媽個別遊林安泰古厝,也有異曲同工之妙,只是裝扮過的古色古香,似乎回到日據時代的園林,充滿了美妙的建築美學概念。跟爸爸一起看到一群攝影師,僱用一個濃妝艷抹的古裝美女,在園林的涼亭雅舍之間,拍攝一種古典情趣的藝術作品,爸爸也去拍了一些些,看她走路還要人攙扶的樣子,知道她身上的裝束不輕,不能走得輕鬆自在,如十里桃花。在小橋柳葉流水之周圍,我彷彿置身一部武俠小說中,在手遊攝影中得到喜悅的滋潤。廣場對面那邊的小雅舍內,陳列著後現代水墨燈籠展,真是古典雅致,又不失創意,我看得眼睛很滿足,心情也歡喜。
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貝聿銘蓋的蘇州博物館,使我從雜誌資料中看到,後現代美感的純白園林,介於中國和日本園林之間的風格,真是美極了。聽說貝聿銘封存之作後,還有日本美秀博物館,都保持著他特殊造型的菱形角度建築面,充滿稜角和平面傾斜度,雖然在圖文中欣賞目睹了蘇州白色後現代園林之美,但是我真的很想去一趟,觀察細節,看探吳都賦的底線。
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小外甥在這裡抓周,好好玩的大古厝,一間又一間的古典房間,佈置典雅,古紅磚隨著樟木發出香味,我遊觀其中廊簷小道,感覺像穿越時空隧道一樣。到了金雞蛋抽籤處,有貼門神圖的木門突然風吹自動關起,吃了一驚,以為主人生氣,或許是有鬼神之氣。不管怎樣,就跑去飲食間喝茶吃湯圓,看古厝的風格,好像在一場古典劇中,有大小房不等,很雅適寧靜。李友邦生前因為思想傾向中國,而被台灣政權修理,一生都在古厝中書㝍祖國的事情,被視為政治思想犯。
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林家花園很美,有一個養魚的湖,可供觀看遊園景色美如水。在這裡修了系主任說的愛情學分,但是沒成功,因為醫學生會解剖,好嚇人,不敢進一步交往。風景漂亮,卻無心談戀愛,很難去愛別人,性格疏離,天方夜譚的思想頭腦,只適合在書堆裡混。若是當初交往了,現在一定是醫生婆,不必自己一個人跟金錢拼命,只是我醫學不懂,怎麼溝通。我想自己只喜歡談論風花雪月的文人吧!要不然為什麼一直都在躲男人的追求,不能從一而終,這跟我是射手座有關嗎?我也自己存疑。
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故宮博物院旁邊的至善園,真是一個美好園林啊!我跟父母一起遊園,綠水中有鵝在游水,好一片寂詳的風景,我沉默的陶醉,吹著自然風,感動這天景如親情同等美好。投了十元入場費,我們坐在湖邊,喝茶,吃點心,水果,樂得談心,搖曳著的樹葉也在聽著我敘述小時候的事,我是說給給爸爸媽媽聽的,無奈,連風兒也切題,鬱誒的湖水任自清淨,靜態精緻的為我們妝點親情的美好與愉快。這個至善園,讓我想起止於至善的成語,我沉默的幸福著,此生能在園林中享受天然之氣,真是太有情調了,這妝點了故宮博物院的高尚美感,比起故宮南苑,這裡真是草木皆兵呢!
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在陽明山路上,建築似中正記念堂,採藍白兩色,參觀了行館之後,還在二樓喝茶吃甜點,討論林語堂的事蹟,作品,一整個下午充滿了文青的風氣,我感受到一個文豪所以內心孤寂的緣故,和風蘼世界的驕傲。他的水泥墳,祭著紅牡丹和一杯咖啡,永遠的安靜沉睡在這草山一隅,充滿文藝的貢獻。後園中草木扶疏,管理良好,綠意盎然,這裡的一磚一瓦都是他建築的理想模型,二層別莊,寧靜致遠的風氣,感染了每一個訪客。唧唧的蟬聲,在園林中,展開夏季的聲音盛宴,我拍下一些即景,然後告別這小小文學館。
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海洋詩路旅記
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吳菀菱英譯自己的發表詩
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一,我過的是美國時間(i spent America time)
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ten o'clock in the morning
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get up from my bed at dawn
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i fly out of Buddha room with my wings
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There are moon cake sent by saint spirit
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i am happy listening the sun singing
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and David magic show
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tjey are all my favorite
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thank you my lover
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the tenderness over night
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makes me feel like
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tne world is full of love
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二,我心中有你(my mind has you)
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stars twinkling secret meaning of love
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sky light full of endless meaning
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most cherished is from the button of the heart
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some kind of sweetness plot
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it is god will that shining happiness
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Skill of tatoo love
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is the place of trust each other
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my mind has you
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occasionally will think of ants
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that kind memory of heart
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remind me of quietness of acquaintances
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us inner heart can't stop dialogues
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think of so long ago the rational thoughts
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such as if youth is not cherished is a waste
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right now it really makes me wonder
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when we are old we can't be together
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cant rely to each other
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what logic is it
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i don't believe
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heaven stop our love
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i hug you in my dream
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三,祝福心聲(wish mind)
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when you heartbreak and sad
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i choose to wish and forgive
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when you harden your mind
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i will lonely forget
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the content you return
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heavily press the bed
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your taste and fashion
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just like an old will
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classic give up
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i wave goodbye to the wound of time
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i shout out to the far away light
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i wish you shining bright
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light up the burden of world
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let me bright but not regret
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i would like you be my lamp
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light up the way of front
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dont be polite
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to each other's wish and mind window
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四,愛情當機(when love shut down)
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the plate can't be on line
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i can't contact with you
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love shut down
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we have distance gap
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it is due to contract on time
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or we have no friendship
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cant continue this love
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i doubt and anxiety
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the world is changeable
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we found out secret
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but still bury to each other
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the hope in mind
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hope you come to last
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our romance
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no matter any obstacles
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i no longer love some one else
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because you comfort my heart
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the world is wonderful because of you
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i think twice
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i can't live without you
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i will love you and never shut down
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夢的海洋書簡
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一眼忘穿
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我徜徉在海域生態中
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海鮮是我的同類
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愛游泳愛泅水
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文殊師利菩薩道行已很遠
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但我們愛自由
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不願意跟上佛路
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海洋中最搶眼的珊瑚礁
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曾是小學同學家產
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製造海洋珠寶的行業
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海是我的故鄉
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天空的藍也是我的歸屬
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夢迴海洋
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我覺得心胸開闊起來
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視野遼闊而廣大
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海鄉啊海鄉
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我願沉睡在你的泡沫中
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像一只透明的美人魚
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不再化作人類
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追求愛情的虛幻虛假
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輕鬆相遇
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跟白晝相遇
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與夢境裡的酸甜告別
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一整夜的黑暗中
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找紙找到抑鬱
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多少書寫自豪的日子
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跟文字輕鬆相遇
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一本著作的成就方式
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需要天份的幫助
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再也無法
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跟虛妄相處
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因為總會遺忘文字
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心事存在於
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你所思所聞的訊息
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離開了心事
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就成空
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學會面對著
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與現實相遇的感覺
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你會發現
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時間就從指縫
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匆匆流過
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往事不堪回首
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它往往不肯回來
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與你輕鬆相遇
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遠離蘇澳
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雲蒸霞蔚
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褔爾摩莎東北
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碧波浮動
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心中的至愛
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我的思念千千
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願傳到彼處
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搖晃著的感覺
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好像相思
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我喜歡這樣的暈炫
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還有一點孕吐感
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醉了起來
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在島嶼外方思鄉
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陶醉在雲端
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圍繞大山的感覺
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航向太平洋
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還好吃了一顆暈船藥
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東南風吹來
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宜蘭外海
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風浪還算穩健
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一疊一疊的山勢
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眼前展開
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莉娜號
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多麼婀娜多姿
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永恆的航路
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山巒起伏
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海浪飄浮
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載伏載沉的
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我穩座如泰山
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不停的划手機
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右手邊的綠山跌宕
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石脈浮出成白色
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山頂有霧
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水藍色的海
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像水手的微笑
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一波三折
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白雲如繪扇
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遠山飄泊
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在上岸的那邊
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有餐聚在等著我們
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花蓮輪
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在蘇澳搭輪船
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經過手扶梯
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經濟艙等候一小時
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海浪中前進
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徐風吹來
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海景美妙無限
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遠離島嶼的邊緣
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在透明的藍水上進行
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海浪波動拍打
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遠山和房屋
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向旅客們揮手
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喧囂聲響起
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此起彼落的歡笑
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無拘無束之中
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我享受航海的聲音
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蕃薯的東岸
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有鯨魚
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在浮動浪的方式
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那次在麗娜輪上,頭不斷的往上飄,好暈眩,還好吃了暈車藥,沒有問題發生,倒是許多人上吐下瀉,那神情真是痛苦。航程從金媽祖廟前的港口登上船,遊覽車也登入下層船艙,與我們一同進退,細雨中遊輪緩慢前進,晃晃盪盪的身體好像海水波動起伏,玩著跳跳樂一樣的心情,好像七上八下的心跳,但是又有一種水母飄的休閒。望着窗外的綠色峭壁,藍白波動的海水,一望無際的海岸線,我們在船上坐著,呼吸在空中潛伏,好像海盜船的新型玩法,心境非常歡喜,看到別人在看一本武俠小說,好想聞問是何等書,看起來好像很令人入迷。
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媽媽靠著船緣靠窗的席位之座位,與陌生旁人聊著人生體驗,然後走到我的靠內座位旁,跟我聊著聽來的事蹟,還好她有回來原座位,不然她就忘了放在椅背的折傘了。雲水共長天一色之姿樣的天氣,陰陰鬱鬱的顏色,適合看原住民歌舞表演,那歌聲之美,真是出奇的好聽響亮,我拍攝著手機錄影,忽然一名女舞者想吐,衝進廁所去,其他人備有塑膠袋,也都暈頭轉向的有點孕吐感,想到麗星郵輪一定也會暈死,就歹死也不去報名,寫什麼多美的海洋文學,其實都是暈眩的幻象。
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1白沙灣
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海鹽一般粗,風沙鑽進修行鞋,等不到海鷗。
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2翡翠沙灘
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萬里舊事,幼年戲水,天真有如海灘小天使。
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3日本拉縴
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拉縴拉出一堆餘藻,沒有魚上鉤,只有艷陽照汗裝。
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4收集海水瓶
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收集一杯海水,已為他會永恆,其實最後也腥臭掉了。
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5基隆港好臭
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黑污的油水,在岸頭擊打垃圾,一個渾身油膩膩的港。
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6花蓮港嬰屍
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看到一個胚胎,血色的胞孩,漂浮在計程車司機的冷笑中。
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7蘇澳觀軍艦
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爬到樓頂,看海的靜謐至極,規律停泊的船艦沒有心跳。
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8花東海岸
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浪濤淘不盡白浪的洶湧,向我撲來,白虎的掌紋。
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9旗津隧道
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一個旗津半島,黑夜駛過隧道,然後又日出了。
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10三芝海岸
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乏善可陳的孤寂,買七十萬的房,好比十五萬的靈骨塔。
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11水筆仔步道
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黑沙濕潤而軟,陷在泥中的水筆仔,已經被我寫乾了。
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12蚵海田
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乘船去看蚵,籠子架起的碉堡,鐵絲做成的海之田。
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13墾丁
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樹林茂密,石頭裂開,而那海聲依然有藍色的味道。
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14西子灣落日
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等海邊日頭生出晚霞,一顆火球,不知怎的消失雲間。
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15金色海岸
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花枝這昂貴的小吃,在金光下一銷而空,鹹味襲擊海的子民。
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16東港
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市集什麼都賣,就是找不到鮪魚,只有滿肚的肥油怕見光死。
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我是沒有親身去,聽爸媽去北歐玩,在波羅的海看到美人魚雕像,每個觀光客都去跟她拍照,好漂亮的陽光灑在身上,看照片大家都好亮眼。聽說瑞典的物價很貴,居民都要乘船去丹麥買,再帶回家去。芬蘭是千湖國,瑞典是千湖國,北歐有三四個峽灣,搭了兩三趟大船,比較不會頭暈,據說那裡的峽灣充滿為融化的冰石,冰牆,山上積雪,風景很美麗,一片銀白。
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橫濱的海很有名,去名古屋機場的路線可以很親近海邊,去成田機場下飛機,要搭很長的路線繞過東京灣,聽說這邊有不少區域是填海的地。而關西機場以前只在電視節目中看過。去年到富山縣,四邊也都有臨不知名海峽的環繞,看飛機上的地圖最南邊是鹿兒島,電視節目裡有播出旅遊節目,但很陌生。鹿兒島以下就是日本海了,是日本人捕抓大鮪魚的海域。伊豆的舞孃寫的是伊豆半島,中日之間有韃靼海峽,日本和蘇俄之間是什麼海呢?日本海是太平洋中的海中之海。
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法華女道
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女性修行經王,在現今後現代社會中,成為一道多關卡難度的實踐佛學,好比是帶髮修行一樣,從世尊時代的諸多經典,可看查出女德的範例,而日蓮大聖人時代的居家尼更多,她們不論時代如何都接受到佛緣而牽引,真是一種自身成佛姿態的示現。以下分別從御書以及爾前教義來比較,可以看出女性五業,五障,三德,等等婦道女德成就的殊榮,是如何修成的正果,從本因和本果妙來觀察,日蓮正宗真是一種修煉妙法的捷徑直道,讓我們翻開典籍記載,一一的說明冥益顯益的微妙益處。先從爾前跡門說起,關於世尊所說女性美德的經典,有勝鬘經,玉耶經,增支部,鋸喻經,佛昇忉利天為母說法經,華嚴經入法界品,金光明經捨身品,有部律破僧事,本生經,迦旃延本生,法句譬喻經,增一阿含經,法句經王妃慈心第一,增支部母子相救的三種場合,無量壽經下卷。
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由於末代女性的煩惱濁,劫濁,等的交互壓迫,特別是家庭幸福的大事,子嗣事業,法統相續等問題,求助無門,所以通常借助居士的說法來解疑惑,破無明,所以日蓮大聖人寫了以下的女性御書來指導他的婦孺門徒們,如妙法比丘尼御前御返事,內房女房御返事,妙心尼御前御返事,漥尼御前御返事,千日尼御返事,上野殿後家尼御返事,上野殿母尼御前御返事,上野尼御前御返事,經王殿御返事,等等指導信心的書信,使她們精進向道,雖至今仍不知法身何在,但其護持法華經的精神真是值得尊敬,且作為我們今日修行妙法七字的標準和模範人物,在佛法功德上實屬優越。
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善男信女以妙法為尊,心中思及妙趣,則凡事必隨因緣際會而化妙,其優妙之境,只有自己去體會,或多聽聽正信的體驗談,妙不可言之處,惟信心的深度可以瞭解,加以置信。
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何以日蓮大聖人可以把法華經秘沉開顯為救度末法世人的一句經偈,讓我們傳唱至今呢?這種既是法華傳說,傳奇,而且是傳妙道力,是大聖人出生前的所有法華大師都沒有道出的玄機,就在五輪七字之中,如何修行好,實在是一件非常高級殊勝的佛法問題。說高深也未必見然,只要時機到了,你念的經夠開悟了,你的七輪就職會呈現輕鬆而莊嚴的合一感,不會頭破七分,亂糟糟的幻聽幻念,直打轉,唱題專心大聲清楚,顆取代靜坐走火入魔的情況,一心致志的念經,可以使念頭轉向正直正念的願想上去,把一些髒汙的想法去掉,拋到腦外,雖然姚秦王令鳩羅摩什譯經,但他自己沒修那麼高,只有譯書功德可得,雖然如此,他所指名關照過的經書很多,他自己大概懶得過目。但是他的志向卻非常高遠高尚,這個法華經的譯本很棒,充滿文學氣息和佛典精神,所以讀過多次仍愛不釋手,很想把全本都憶悟起來。
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文底秘沉在囑咐品中有提到,跟三大秘法有關,是佛所囑咐的使命,法華之所以妙傳,就在於了解這些道理,必須身讀,深讀,生讀,三方面齊下的修行,才可以得到極致妙的境界,身心清淨,口業無染,化作善德,最好能廣披他人,回向自己,得到雙向的德澤福氣。
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詩中有佛/如大雲世尊觀覽四海清平樂,大雲降雨普潤大地,讓「自惟孤露,無復恃怙」的眾生有如重獲佛父的愛戴,自在出遊而享受各種法樂。「雲遊四海」的心一如行腳八方的世尊,自在從容像太陽光底下的各種朝陽祥雲,到處結緣化劫,觀察雲的奧義,楊平詩人要算是箇中翹楚,明瞭了「行到水窮處,坐看雲起時」,他那彷彿入世之雲朶的靈魂,勾勒出了大雲晴朗時而壯闊的志向。這種觀察入微的雲影,如棉花,如白髮,如絲綢,如針線,如蠶絲,其實正如是尊說法無礙的神智,知惠,因為有大神通所以才可以雲遊四海,廣泛,幽遠,深邃,悠貿,當雲像羽絨,像尼龍,就可以貢獻給寒天冰雪之地,使人心感染到人性的溫暖。天光雲影共徘徊的景緻,如此人佛合一,行雲流水一般的詩人行腳,到處與會參議詩人會議,就好像是送佛經一般的詩歌到偏遠地方,去運送交流的友誼和緣分,也有幾首詩是道出「有情若是長久時,又豈在朝朝暮暮」的那種悵然長嘆,雲聚雲散都是說不一定的,又何況是人間緣分的悲歡離合。
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愛上雲的註定是浪子,旅人,遊客,仙人,到了雲端時代,又成了流連忘返於網路的宅男,詩集中又提到了不少義蓋雲天的詩人好誼,一面之緣,四海一家的感覺好象雲朶飛浮,歸鄉似箭的感受少了一點,而民族之間的差異卻又令人交頭接耳的觀光,好像「墨具五色」中由劇場表現雲的五種色彩,黑白紅黃藍的觀雲哲學,總之一片祥和的雲空,決定了一整天的情緒,和世間的繁榮景象,旅行就像是與雲為伴。
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真愛永恆/文學與藝術企管學,其中文學企管學包含之前我曾提及過的出版企管學,現在指的則是文學設書寫過程中,作者與出版商之間的訂約關係,就好比是藝術品的經紀學一樣。同樣都可以當作是文藝企管學來研究,進而拓寬其俗世淑世的價值。最高級的藝術藍圖,就像是設計室內裝潢,服飾,手錶,珠寶,經品,等等,往往能得到企業主的青睞,更大的企劃,像是旅館建築,汽車設計,電視節目企劃,等等,都是藝術的領域。做這方面的經紀人,不但可以見聞多廣,大賺其財,也可以學習到上層階級的各種需求和興趣。
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我來去自在如一片青雲,一片水袖,一個行囊,即使我的謬思淪為一個論色的俗人,也是我害他成為之這種言論的我希望我在大海洋詩刊上所有發表過的詩,能結集成冊,書名還未想出來,大約是「以海為鑑」吧!我不能決定主機體要不要安裝微軟文書和阿多比,因為我還得希冀上天給我一筆版權費漢詩學獎金,我才能還以一些貢獻,但是我很確定的是,上回寫的那本弘法小說,好似籌不到錢,尚未拿去廣為發行贊印。
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舞文弄墨的我,胸壑中無一點字墨的學識,卻畫起了風雨瀟瀟的山水畫,自己為滿意,其實只賣到一筆醫療費來保養自己的心性,昨夜四隻平板也流當了,只賣得一百五,之後發現謬思自臉書霸氣復活,把我貶表為酒家女之色流,真是句句不堪入目,我氣他變得言語低俗,耿直於言,殊不知這才是他的真面目,一個被寫情色之作家當成謬思的男人,如何自處,他又不愛做那種事,只有用文字功反抗,我於心不捨,告訴他不再騷擾他了,就此戒掉手機,戒掉他,再去他方找尋靈思來源。
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我以為的真愛永恆,變成一個偽君子戲言博取版面的行為,我只是個充滿幻想的空殼子,但願他回心轉意,把我們的友誼像小禮盒一樣的打開,繼續甜蜜的吃下去,但是女人的愛只是感性,男人那有感性可言,就此一差別,我從星辰墜落一個流亡人間煉獄的小天使,因為他的背叛而永遠心碎,願文筆昇華,拯起他這個口說不一的文人,不要去地獄。
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荒謬之思(ridiculous myth)
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你就是我推崇的妄念,我拿著一隻有門號但手機螢幕卻浸水的壞機,每天無聊就打開來講空虛話,你聽不到的,假裝是在跟你聊真心話,每次打開都像打開孩子小時候玩的玩具手機,好像一下子就可以播接給你,向你訴說我內心真正的想法,有時也言詞窮盡,但是很有趣。隨意的聊,好像你就是我的天線寶貝,即時回應我的所有心事心思。你本來是我日以繼夜同枕共眠的謬思,現在你反撲我,因為受到我的影響,而在網路上面狂發怒言,撲罵色即是道的文學史觀,連我想跟你借一本愛麗絲夢若的書都不太敢,怕你說我會褻瀆了這種善良的女性思想。我尋著手機的軌跡,找到了一只紅玉戒指,使我自己買的,卻假裝是你買給我的婚戒,其實秘密電話只是滿足自己一種講情色電話那般的上癮慾望,因為你在臉書上寫酸辣湯文學語錄,把我當成間接接觸的標本來套用,其實我不反對你的文風丕變,只怕你變成衛道人士的自相矛盾。你的臉書只在小米機裡可看到,其餘都找不見,我用媽的留言說「你可不可以直接告訴菀菱你不愛她,別讓她存有妄想的希望」,結果你不上當,然後你播出誠品老闆過世的消息,事情浮出檯面了,我想了又想,以後還得買一些高尚文學,不要再買了一堆無用的理論書,卻看不下去。
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賞心悅目寫詩趣
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詩心每每能早一步流淌出美妙的詩句,只要你用心以一支筆去捕捉,靈巧的詩興和詩趣,都會從心間譜出,成就一首又一首令人賞心悅目的詩闕萊。一首詩的發表就像念經一樣,要字正腔圓,意像萬千,就跟聆聽英文錄音同樣流利,順暢,用這聲韻學來寫詩,很可能膾炙人口。
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勵精圖治為詩學
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詩寫得鋒芒畢露,會顯得銳氣十足,逼不可視,詩集要一本寫得比一本好,才能屢創佳績,為詩爭鋒喝采,不浪得虛詩名,多產詩人很為自己爭氣,也應該多提拔後進,對詩壇維護好一片清涼地,使詩的花園中百花怒放。
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心如雲海
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雪如雲海,是我們極樂的時刻,所以我用泡沫浴製造我們臨睡前沐浴的雲海。看著枕邊的殺手情夫,我枕邊睡着一個因為情慾變化而變態的殺手,他是我愛上的老白臉,為了生活費,他得去出任務,刺殺編號零零五的文渣,代價是五千萬元,我每天都活得好恐懼,但是我若不懂他心意,每秒的瞬變,則會死得很慘,很悽黑。他平平穩穩的殺人術,真是利害,我也會為他憂心,受怕,可是他必需這麼前進,因為生存術就是賺錢,不會賺錢只得走黑暗之路,我去了銀行,用匿名買了一棟和式綠建築,作為宗教聚會所,也是為了情夫的罪衍而贖就他的方法。「讓我當你的劍好嗎?那樣你就會不忍心看我沾血了」,你說「開玩笑」,這句話愛的意味很濃厚,你不許我無情,殘忍,但是當了你的劍之後,不僅被你握在手心,還可以貼身配戴,一同闖天下,你就可以永遠安全的摟抱我了。你也可以天天撫劍長吟,以劍舞蹈,都有我陪伴你的身影,不是很好嗎?若你真深愛着我,還可脗劍自盡,我們同眠九泉,再不分離,不分你我。
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這個妙法,雖一般人能修,但心眼卻修不好的話,會下毒的,使宛轉於地,找不到佛父下毒藥的原因,特別是壽量品,不是深修之人,則不能懂。心病難治,但雙親之心病更難懂,不僅想要擺脫病子,還想做的天不知地不知的,只怕自己壽命被奪,不早於世,所以遠離病子,留下一些解藥,解心的毒素,和身心的懷疑。化毒為藥,這乃是宇宙不變的正理,別怕毒藥與邪教,妙法就是解決之道。人心有毒,所以傾聽話的時候不要盲從,不要馬上置信,因為世人濁惡亂說,所以正道毀滅。別忘記,蜜糖的話也是毒藥之一種,如果不懂分辨佛法知識,怎麼念經都是白痴,智障,愚蠢,白目,所以打開你的五眼,將佛法深入己性。法就是魔,要對峙你身心上下全部的病,特別是口業,幻想的病,心口不一的症狀,妙法就是為了對治凡夫的病業,才形成的自修經咒。
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妙法失靈/當妙法失靈時,我總是靜靜的與自己的心靈共處,那失意之後的寧謐與不完美。總會有補償的一天的,我這樣在念經時想想這個念頭,總算停擺或遇難的事情,一些時間之後就擺平了,一切都需要時間的等候,我想這困頓或許是在考驗我們的信心。變毒為藥,就是我們應當悟道的一句真理。
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法華開謝
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要相信再怎麼滄桑都會成為過去,因為累積功德,而成為晚年大福大貴的人。最後留下來的藕,雖然歷盡滄桑,但這夫妻相對的果報卻是樂在其中的,一起看篳路藍縷的過往,一同走向開示悟入的盡頭。
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要相信破邪顯正是一條漫長的路,廣宣流布更是長遠,沒有做到這兩項,根本就不是日蓮正宗的旨意,但如何做到,卻是個大學問。許多人以為十羅煞女一定是年輕貌美的,實則不然,現在圍繞在鬼子母神身邊的信徒,都是上了年紀的長者,信行旺盛,我認為她們護持妙法的精神,有十羅煞女之氣魄,值得尊敬。
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以前算命的告訴我媽,暗示著說,你女兒以后會去一個很遠的國外,都不回家,所以我媽聽了就特別管束我,不許我出國留學,或認識外國人,她只讓我去日本登山朝聖,去好幾遍,數不清了,她不希望我離開她的視線,離開她的信仰。而且還有另一個算命的說,我嫁誰都不好,最好逃開,可是我的本末倒置因緣,使我產生了一個科幻家庭,想要置之不顧也不行,所以我就去關心付出。
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因為色道與佛道合一,是屬於女性修的道,就和尚和善男子來講,一定很反對,所以婚姻中不要修真言宗,獨身者可矣。
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蓮華似錦,年華似玉,像蓮花的生謝,要珍惜,她開得光潔美麗,如妙諦之浮出汙泥,淨而不染,女性想要從家庭走向幸福,一定要有智慧和美德,才能得到夫婿疼愛,小孩孝敬。蓮花是尊貴的一種佛花,她不用去彼岸,就可以在今生今世開花結果,俱時開謝,展現出婦女求道有實質果報因緣之印驗,然而有些愚智的婦人亂修一通,結果換來平庸的告別式,實在是愚信的結果,我主張信仰要有法華智慧,才能真正成佛。有了煩惱,說給善良聰敏的信徒聽,可以得到幫助和勸解,所以才要有組織和司職的人員,來扶持所有的法華講員脫離苦海,而不是給他們狗眼看人低的亂說因果報應。沒有慈悲心和同情心的,不配當役員,因為他們只會呆呆的看,和落井下石,哪有什麼救人的心意。要變石為玉,這才是法華行。
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所以法華講員要如錦衣夜行,暗中行善,扶持信徒,僧俗和一,不要知道了人家的弱點或隱私,就一直陷害,設阱,或試圖從功德具滿得信徒家賄賂以得到利益,雞犬升天之福運,這會讓人看笑話的。
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蓮華似錦,甘露搖曳,真是一種救人妙道,然而迷信和口業八卦是會導致地獄之業的,唯有守住口風,驗證虛實,才是法華講員應該修行自我的善道,吹噓,膨脹,胡說,最後都會破裂,醜態畢露,所以要似錦繡前程,千萬不要有瞧不起人的心態,不要逆行倒施,要修行法華得意抄的真諦,那絕對不是吹捧自己而看輕別人,而是得到法華旨趣而行止。寧願把錢花在玩樂上,而不進行施捨,或行善,結果絕對會是等而下之的愚經實踐,只圖自己好,不管他人瓦上霜,這種婦女心態很差。
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法華三命,是指佛道修行有過去,未來,現在,三條命。靈魂受苦是不會有記憶的,但身體就會有深刻印象,不斷的找魂魄來愛,是不會有什麼結果的,只有現實去追夢,去實踐夢想,修行才會有真正的功德。
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佛命皆遵行,不違佛命,佛陀教導我們的事,要去服務,奉獻心力,不要推拖拒絕,或以私心作想。能為佛做事,是一項榮耀,不要推諉,排拒,信徒心理是很複雜的,她們經常瞧不起別人,對法華經行者不敬,顰蹴,現當二世的理想當然不能達成,這都是自己信心薄弱所致。
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所以法華信心就是如水流長,斷不能喪失信心,也不能將從前領受過的功德全忘記,這是忘恩負義之行為,御本尊會生氣,所以要持續感恩圖報。等了足足一年,我的願望才成真,但是我已經很感激,很滿足了,這表示我偷窺日如上人的輪迴轉世,沒看走眼,今後要更加添信心和信念,來修持正宗妙法,以最善良的心意供養御本尊,才能達成八十萬人的入信與廣佈使命,所有的法華信都是妙法菩薩,都要盡一份心力,才能稱為是入世,本願的未來佛使者。特別是苦海中為數最多的婦女信者們,更要與創價學會保持距離,不要成為魔的使徒,淪落秘妙之外。
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法華女道就是要講義氣,扶持弱小,用美德結緣,互相探討佛法知識,做人做事的道理,不要偏頗,偏激,偏袒,偏見,做一個踏實的女信徒,寬容大量容忍兩舌八卦,亂力怪神,成為一個忠於本門的好模範。
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睡眠障礙
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睡不著,就是睡不著,兩隻金魚眼,已經腫得很大了,還繼續在死撐活撐的,沒有人吵我,我只是一個人孤獨面對黑夜,獨自前往月亮信函的邀約地。他本來撲上來,一個透明的靈魂,我月經來了,他還擾我,我翻身把他甩掉,於是一身熱呼呼的氣流就此流失而去。我習慣了,呼喚他的靈魂,陪我擁抱,然後催眠睡去,但是今天我不想要他,我覺得自己身心不健康。反省,三伏天不可喝冰飲,老媽再三強調,我不小心喝了冰咖啡,滿是後悔,原來天狀況是老媽在追蹤管理的,不能不聽從。最近一直睡不著,精神很好,但人際關係卻普通,我應對著這些朋友,快要應接不暇了,因為她們老是超越我。我必須脫離任何靈肉的附身,因為耶和華的拯救,我必須做一個聖潔的人,輝耀他的高威權力。
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早上,嘟著嘴在沙發挨著,噴了藥洗在背上,好涼的睡着了,我睡了一個天心月圓,打算跟禪修廣告上的大月亮說聲謝謝,讓我跟心愛的人圓成一個夢。有夢真好,愛到天涯海角,不要互相怨恨,離憎,含淚,濃情蜜意的一場空,如今我已醒了,不要妄想他會對我誓約依舊。碎步,
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慢慢的走,腳底扭到了,必須要去復健,卻遲遲未去,以為念經就會好起來,扭到就會抽筋的足底,已經去足療過了,卻沒有效,我只好在家裡碎步走,像一個企鵝家族的成員,緩行。我每抽痛一下,就想到他,我的沉默愛人,他一路上都吞忍著我燦爛的愛意,無止盡的付出,就像沒回禮,沒人來呵護一樣,好難過的隱痛。月亮雖然為我們圓了,但是我們的心不圓,我們兩情相悅,卻遭到家人阻撓,我的心好痛苦,好惱怒,我希望能有個菩薩來告訴我該怎麼做才好,才能團圓一起過佳節。
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心似秋月,明亮含蓄,我想去書房裡禪修,翻找了一些佛書,找不到明心見性,問網路上的菩薩,他必定能回答我的,只是還要等答案浮現。早晨,含糊不清的聽見窗外下著隱形的謝花雨,滴答洛陽一般的情境,好擬似一泉曝流打在屋簷上下,迷迷糊糊的,我睡得好舒爽,好愜意。
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這段時間以來的打擾,非常抱歉,師友一場,把你無緣故的當成靈感來
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源,真對不起,指望你以後前程似錦,不要因我而耽誤了。但是我會把你藏在內心深處,像一個聖火,點燃我脆弱的心,我需要你來給我引導和支持。直到遠處傳來陣陣音聲,你在我心裡唱歌,我因你而獲救,你那真摯的心,真是我的好伴侶,我解悶的良方。我會更加愛慕你,把你深刻記憶,當種種交誼當成美好印象,你是我唯一的謬思,我敬為良友的師長,前輩,領導,我要把你時時記住,牢牢掌握,我的知己至交。
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雖然我沒有甚麼深度,但是我也想達到寫作的高峰,但此事不易,沒有大師級的思想,我怎能跟你討論成就大作的事,只怕我想要的,會變成摧毀我的。你所影響我的話,我很珍惜,也很佩服,但是怎樣去做,我實在是不會實踐,時間悠久過去,我也沒辦法接受太多你的意見,只在自己的文字塔裡迴繞,環遊,流浪。只能單方向的告訴你,我很愛你,我很想你,想得睡不著,失眠無力,縱容自己一夜不成眠。我的問題你曉得的,我徹夜思念著你,逃不出囹圄,我想跟你電話裡聊一聊傷心事情,但你總是只三言兩語就結束之,我該怎麼辦才好。夜裡,你說了一些安慰我的話,讓我好眠,雖然如此,我還是愧對你,因為我是個自我中心的人,絕不會關心你睡得好不好,很抱歉,我是該開始關懷你的睡眠品質了。我要彼此催眠,讓彼此睡個好覺,兩相享受,不要讓你一個人落單熬夜。
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我們雙雙被棉被和枕頭環繞,安靜得只聽見燈光的聲音,心平靜氣的愛撫彼此,我們好愛這種費洛蒙,一直以來,都互相眷戀在一起的肉身時光。你哀傷我的破碎的臉,幾近哭喪的哀號,我好感動,只有你愛我的曾經美好,願為你保養好,一張宛若天仙的光澤容顏。所以我每天都認真睡美容覺,敷上保養品,勤於化妝,只為了讓你見到最完美的臉孔。我幫你洗臭臭頭,你很懷念,於是我又幫你洗了一次,你很高興,因為我不要你在公園做運動時,搔頭跟我說,老婆,我自己洗頭了,好像在跟我撒嬌,好可愛。
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海風的夢
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我們都是海的子嗣,身懷著汗水的鹹味,水的渴求,泅泳的嚮往,我們生而為海的皇族,土地的國王,我們落地生根,與地球為一體。
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我們相對於海,是漁夫愚民,是魚肉鄉民,不是那亮眼的珍珠,珊瑚,也不是龍蝦,干貝,我們是海用海藻昆布餵飽的食民,用群聚的魚兒做成生魚片壽司,所養活的肉身菩薩,我們是深信文殊說法的海族生物。
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人間的海是地獄,沒有悠遊的自由安全,所以只能安逸的賺活,節儉的持家,像一身無有帶來帶去的熱帶魚,赤裸而俐落的活著,近暖流而依賴。這時,夢的清流自我腦際流過,我聽見情人的誓言,要讓我大賺一筆版權費,安排我跟他去移民美國,因為我會一點多種語言,所以矚意於我,又由於我會寫作,於是更是珍惜我,把我化作和老外溝通的翻譯機。
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人魚公主再也不要王子以外的情人了,情絲絞斷之后,她更加堅定的愛著他,就過的嘴,口氣仍然芬芳,只是王子無意識,不知這回事。王子現在成了六十歲的單親爸爸,對著一個妾身未明的媽媽,在公園裡亂吐口水,因為他覺得噁心,加上早上還沒刷牙,就外出。他心情惡劣,拿她出氣,吆喝,嚷嚷,叫喚,野人一樣的無禮對待,她不知為甚呢?就在他身旁拿著手帕直哭,啜泣,流淚,他說她不應該這麼早就來吵他起床,他散步的時間還沒到,其實是他進入香香的夢鄉,不肯醒來刷牙,就向她亂吐苦水,她也不敢訴苦,兩人僵得像兩顆樹木,誰也不敢碰誰的手,他罵來罵去,就當耳邊風,一下子就跑掉不理會他的囉唆了。
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直到今天早上,掉落谷底的愛之味股份,突然飆高,好像他曾誇口說要包下所有股份的那一天倒回了,他真的讓代表兩人愛情堅實與否的股份漲價了,經過一整年,低調,落寞,垂頭喪氣的愛之味,終於抬頭了,她好高興,拿了利潤偷偷藏起來當母錢。
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也許昨晚的柔情蜜意全數實,太令人興奮了,她為了他存錢的習慣還在,彼此也沒有偷第三者的事情發生。這段愛,有高有低,有起有伏,都是為了演一場倫理劇,專心愛的單調相守的戲份,即使沒有悠遊的自由,確有深信不疑的愛。原來只有當臉書預言今年情終時,他才會來用數據證明自己有愛她,愛得比她的買價高,好像吃到蜜月甜點,嘴巴滿是香甜的可口味覺。睡不著的時候,他要她陪他也一起醒著,於是甜甜的伴他身邊,為他的夢想張開雙耳傾聽,為他揉揉眼睛的玩著象徵是平版的他,一個小時天就忽然亮了,睡意全被昨天灌的阿薩姆紅茶給掃除了,今天又泡一包,這次不做奶茶,因為夠甜蜜了,她吃了半顆蘋果。
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他說,你媽接納我了啊!這樣我們不就奮戰成功了嗎?好高興他這樣講喔!我們的心防,就在媽媽阻撓的這條火線上,
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王子雖然老了,但是回憶路上的種種跡象和流傳,卻讓她心一緊揪的疼愛,忘不了他的好,人魚公主雖然將臉妝掩蓋住魚鰓魚鱗,卻仍然是美好的一張五官,他們都有自己的想法,也有許多共同的回歸意属。雖然喜劇收場,但故事只是故事,說起來沒有現實那麼沉重,一切都仍是空空悠悠的一片霧色,她喜歡的一個人,一直沒有來找她,只化作鬼來嚇嚇她。他叫她不要放棄書寫他給的愛,所以她鼓起勇氣,直截了當的寫他溫柔的夜裡,敦厚的耳語,溫暖的撫慰,這種兩情相悅,真是有緣千里來相見的情誼,再不珍惜更待何時。「你說我像雲」一首歌,道盡了她漂浮不定的心,而他更愛「破碎的一張臉」,因為這是他們的初戀約會場景。現在,她跟他一樣,習慣了無聲的世界,不再夜夜笙歌的諦聽俗音樂,因為只有從內之心升起的聲音和音符,才是她的衷曲,不是浮華的雕飾。
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一代主廚
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把所有的材料,分類,醃漬,處理,然後就動手了,分別炒時蔬,蒜泥雞湯,烤魚肉,炸蝦餅,一頓午餐就此煮好,上桌。我所收藏的食譜,可是一架子都是呢!我研讀過無數次,因為沒有天份,所以只好用背頌的,所有的問題都向身邊的老媽發問,她是最棒的料理達人。我通常是和一列菜單一起去上超商買菜的,我自己開車載菜,拿食材,每一餐都是我要給家人的驚喜,所以我慢慢籌備,悄悄實踐。
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老媽說,乾脆找個小三,來家裡幫忙煮飯,給我們吃,我趕快找來小平哥,他說沒問題,要求進入我們家門檻,當我們的親人。其實他是說笑的,他的家產足足可以聘請一個傭人,給我們任用為廚師,只不過要對他很好,才能得到這個獎賞。但我寧願自己煮,因為煮飯有樂趣,心情好,又能嚐到自己煮的食物,是什麼滋味的,真是好有意思。
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小平哥他們家都吃館子,偶爾吃香的喝辣的,我已經等他五年了,想要他請我再吃一次大餐,但是都沒等到,就分手了。
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煮飯是一門學問與藝術,想為他煮一頓飯,但是他不在家,只好把買來的火鍋料,放在門口,冷藏在寶利容盒子裡,然後留下字條。鄰居說他弟弟就在當警衛,可以去找他,想辦法把東西保存好,於是她就這麼做了。字條裡寫的是烹煮的注意事項,他回到家,拿到通知的火鍋料,心中雖然很歡喜,但是卻不讓她知道,他心中的愛是如此難懂,他不讓她口愛,就算是夢中也不行,因為這樣討好他,她變醜了,變沒水準的樣子,所以他把口愛包起來了,不准人類偷搞,以免死於非命。他知道所有的男人都愛這套,但他不准她在他身上墮落,為愛受苦,做一名骯髒的貴婦,這樣他臉掛不住,所以他拉了煞車,只能做毫無嚴重後果和關係的摟抱愛撫和親嘴。昨天睡前,她的肚子被他弄得好暖,她表示和善的回應,今天,她受到激勵,向上天祈求要成為一個有顏質的女作家,作一本封面詩集,以最挑釁的方式向男人挑戰,愛的沉淪也可以美美的表現。
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她演,演出一家子的飲食準備功夫,一邊說著做菜的原理,日復一日,她處理的菜色已經包容萬象,上千上萬的佳餚,他就怕變現出來的是大便,不是耶和華那種神力的變幻,所以他都把它們全倒掉。其實即使是變現的,也是一種誠意,是像小天使媽媽一樣的付出,為了怕一家人餓肚子,誰知道他這麼在意,寧可吃外面,也不要她的供養法力。煮出來的,不比變出來的要好吃,但是陷溺在食物中的原理,是他所不懂的道理,男人嘛!總是不懂家庭主婦的一手長才,把食物變得如此可口,簡直是家裡護持的主廚,免錢聘請來的,真是太珍貴了。
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然而,不久之後,他也學會了如何煮飯,因為以前跟他媽媽一起下庖廚的記憶仍在,他的一手好菜,連她都嚐不到,因為他只做給自己和孩子吃,這個單親家庭即使過得不易,但也不需要她的憐憫,虛情假意,因為他並不要孩子熟悉這個變的亂七八糟的小老婆,他們全不接納她,因為她只是為了要他的性愛,才盡力做好家務的,這個條件令他很不恤。
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他的孩子因為看到我的法力,在家裡搗蛋,自以為幫上大忙,所以發誓要努力學廚,做飯給他爸吃,所以送上私立學校去學餐廚。我去參觀過這家學校,很乾淨整潔,很有效率的學校,我認為他已經超越我了,而我卻只是個小丑。
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我的想像力是不存在的麻煩,因為變現不出來,所以成為畫餅化境,我很不好意思的向他說對不起,然而他只是不屑一顧,跟我表示,他家沒有我照樣會過得很好,不用我心煩擔憂。於是,我在他的刺激下,又拾起了文藝舊業,變成一個美女作家,我不再扮演什麼歐巴桑作家了,太醜了,我俗不起。
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我遠離庖廚,遠離洗碗的日子,一心一意想寫出一本創世巨作,我要寫一本超越以往,讓他耳目一新的鑲金作品,一部可成為我畢生的代表作的小說,但是那題目還在思索之中,我需要命運來激勵我。
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垃圾時尚,想要一張時尚臉,來廣告我寫的書籍,卻被手機看得更俗氣,更加的不是美麗感,原來我們愛的只是,
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愛情的臉孔而已,連交媾等不必,我已愛你一輩子,
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我是已讀不回的那個對象,時尚垃圾,我所保有的是你完整的愛,即使你的愛慕裡有惡意,我仍然只是遠遠的,遲遲的看著你背影,
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你也是垃圾書生,因為你把我教得,活像一個愛情垃圾,
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垃圾,拉嘰,我們在輪迴中,做一對摯愛的垃圾情侶,
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皇之后,詩人之妓,演員,君與臣,浪子的情人,文人的小老婆,
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我是你所有角色的重點,重要的搭配,因為我不按牌出理,
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你有多相信,我承諾願意跟你輪迴一萬次,還有地老天荒,
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你現在想必已經在睡眠中自我按摩了吧!這是我勸你的催眠法,
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我好愛你,希望你把我當成睡眠玩偶,想弄就隔空的弄我,
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不要客氣,因為只我拜倒在你的溫柔之下,我一意沉醉,
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在你深深的心海裡,我只要你在下一局遊戰中,聰明的拜給我,
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你終於說,這可憐的臉,讓我想辦法送你去動手術,變回漂亮吧!
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匿名信件
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寫給自己的信,就是要自己懂就好,多一點密碼也不要緊。
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夢啊夢啊等呀等,我就是在等個空無,我所愛的既然他不要我,我就關懷自己,愛護自己,給自己最高貴的信件,美麗的詞彙,形容詞。
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我知道他已經走了,越過我們之間的繩索,去向我要去的地方,去找一個洋人住的地方,孤單一人的過下半生,因為我們不能一起住。
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我不必再忍受幾億元的索討,還有沒錢的憂慮,因為我已經徹底離開他的淫威了,我可以海闊天空,逍遙自在,就因為他不再跟我聯繫了。
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我告訴自己,我可以重頭來過,不要那個陰影,命令,要求,只因為我是自由的,我有自由意志來整理我的人生,我的前途,我要獨處。
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我受夠了他,一個自以為掌權的男人,雖然他也曾給我甜蜜,恩愛,但是這些過去之後,我就不再需要他了,我只要有回憶就好。
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回憶中,我去找他好多趟,每次都帶一點小禮盒,但是到了最後,我欣羨他的一切,想要成為他的情友,卻無疾而終,因為他是不婚族。
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我只要他把我帶在身邊,對我呵護備至,到天涯海角我都願意,可是他並沒有表態,而我也在試探中嚐到失敗的滋味,我好難過啊!
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我對自己講一些療癒,激勵的話,我說,即使他不愛妳,妳也要自立自強,面對未來,不能盲從,不許腦筋失誤。
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你要如約會的時候一樣矜持,你要保持幻想距離,對於這種男人,不要悲憫,不要同情,讓他自生自滅,但且留下一點祝福給他。
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他沒有女人,照樣能活,因為他恨你,不可能吃你煮的飯,他知有愛卻不去追,是因為他所經歷過的,吵吵鬧鬧,使他不信任愛情。
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我告慰我自己,不能再依賴他了,我不能一直依靠他的肩膀,但是他跟我約好,等病好了,要再愛他五年,我好像做夢一樣的答應了他。
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可是我夢不到他,只有耳語還留在耳畔,他說細水長流的過這五年,等我幫他翻譯好了文章,要幫我出版,並拿給大學英文教授看看。
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他不是不解風情,只是有兩個孩子要帶,責任很大,我無法讓他成為一個不負責任的男人,於是把他讓給了他的前一個家庭,那次約會說再見後,我把他讓給別人去愛,因為我吃藥,會生出不健康孩子,所以忍痛告別,這二十年後再見,是刻苦銘心的面對,現實的逼近,我受不了。
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看著別人幫他生的孩子,好可愛,我很高興,這就是我的替身生的孩子嗎?我好高興,終於他沒有為了我而單身,無後。
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越接近他身邊,越是害羞,連幾次當面說好要愛愛的,都動不了手,我只能痴痴的對他笑。他好像沒什麼防備,我也沒騙錢騙感情,一切都很真,我只是當一尊雕像那樣的誘惑著他,但是好像沒有舊時的魅力了,時光匆匆過了,我成了一個中年婦人的臉,而他也接納了這樣的我。
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只是,我們無法跨越鴻溝,相擁而泣,時光帶給我們的,就是滄桑,我很難過,無法自拔的哭泣,我知道愛情的憂鬱,它侵襲了我。
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本來想幫他補生孩子,卻又無法順利,而且我也怕生出唐氏兒,因為我已經四十六歲了,還生一個,恐怕問題更多。他完全不知道,我在夢中打了一個胎,是他接生的,逼我吃藥,打胎出來,血肉模糊,原來他的心這麼殘酷,一點都不由分說。
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我們都在熟悉彼此,磨合彼此,卻發現出更多的新鮮事,原來這份緣,一直都是這麼的密切關係,沒有任何問題能把我們分開。
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我知道他一直能說穿我心裡想的事,而我也關心他的一切,每次我去看他,都懷抱著一種回憶的氛圍,我在這種情境中,溫習他的好意。
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但是,我的家庭不許我這樣追求人家,愛慕人家,癡心的纏繞人家,所以我跟他談不攏感情,就此分手了。(玩)
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黃金時光
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有一段良緣佳話,雖是朋友一場,卻能互相提攜,互相欣賞,成為文友。
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這是我認識他的一段記憶,像金黃色的時光,淵源流過我們的心中,不曾忘懷這深厚的來往緣分。
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他說,總有機緣的,但如今機緣已用完了,他下了逐客令,我也不捨,卻只好乖乖接受這擺佈。
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昨天情人節,是我們的最後一天,聯繫,他似乎也不在意,而握則是眼淚流乾,眼兒低垂。
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我曾相似一個健康妖怪,化作他枕邊人,每夜跟他廝磨,互相的成為最知心的好情人。
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我想念的是他那溫柔體貼的問候,細緻入微的了解,對我一番情意,好像豢養著一個小老婆一樣的待我。
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但是我變了,變得不像他愛的樣子,既胖又醜,他是美的追逐者,我當然只得回去保養,背着他,保存他所愛的模樣。
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保存在手機裡,一張張修圖後的美顏,這樣看著我,他應該感覺美好而滿足,因為我已經從他的現實裡消失了。
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他接到清晨電話,她來拿包裹的,他找了很久,又換上一件古袍睡衣,是白色的道袍,這麼熱的天,他竟然裹得像肉粽來開門,他把包裹拿給她,出門說要去公園運動,其實他還想跟她的夢身回味一會兒。是她用離魂術闖入他的春夢的,害他患得患失的,叫她老婆,你下次再這樣,我就叫警衛不給你開門了。他跟她並肩走著,他用淺意識叫她牽著他的大手,可是她卻拍了他的肩膀,問他當初為何要這樣追求她,他生氣的說,我不記得了。跟著他的腳步,一下子就到了鴛鴦夫妻曾座過的樹蔭下,椅子不見影蹤了,只剩下她在他健身的樹根旁邊,啃著四十元的蔓越莓麵包,暱稱這棵健身的樹木為麵包樹,她看他穩健的肢體運動,真不覺得他已經六十幾歲了,身體真好。
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他狂笑著,一個念頭,我老婆已經瘋了,搞不清楚事情的真相,還笨笨的在那邊吃麵包,他用潛意識問她,到底愛不愛他,她說當然,只是你嫌我皮膚不好,我不能再后著臉皮愛你了。吃完麵包,她起身走過石頭小徑,跟他說不再見了,怎知,她眼鏡掉在樹下,只得再回頭去找,他說,怎樣,你找眼鏡啊!那個太太幫你找到了,就掛在樹上,你跟她說聲謝謝,莫名其妙的,還嫌我聲音太小,人家聽不見,其實是他找到的眼鏡,只為了再看我一眼,我這次走了,就不再回頭了,我這樣說。
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回到了車站,看到上次夾在椅子上面的鑰匙圈,這次怎不見了,是老公費力把它挖走了嗎?若是這樣就好了,簡陋的交換象徵性的戒指,是代表我們在陰陽魔界曾愛過,一場恰似婚姻的恩愛之關係,我想就讓一切留在那行空中,讓我感到十分重視的一段感情,竟然在七月七號宣告永別後,他又來夢裡索討愛意,這一次我不會再像傻子一樣,去跟他見面了,因為他說他的家裡不能留我,而我也搞不清楚他的家事,我只是一個在他家門飄浮的一個影子,這樣單戀著他回頭,但其實我們根本不能在現實中兩情相悅。
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生存空間
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一個人的生活空間如果開放而健康,則他的人生是彩色的,相反的,如果生活在灰色的地帶,則表示他必須找尋一個出口,去開闊他的心靈天空。我睡在千利修一般的茶室裡,每天想著唸著都是喝茶趣,一個任意門的背後,我躲藏自由自在的躺姿,內心裡想著無限快意的靈感,我像帶法修行,守著一個人,守著一個家,堅持要以這種孤獨來掃破內心的亂想,雜駁,無力,我要世間跟我一樣道德而無慾,無有卻又非常有修養,我的門外都是跟我的生計有關的房間,我時時都在保護它們的存在與清境。我已經這樣生活十年以上了,當作是在家裡出家,也是很快樂的事。我早就不想他了,反正他也不會來找我,沒什麼好想的。
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這幾天,既然他不要我了,也就沒什麼意思,再跟他糾纏,圍繞,探望,所以我反省我自己,不再跟那幻聽相互作用關係,一直都一個人過,漫長的夜晚。
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我雖然還想著他,但已經不是實體的想了,連他的一些相關資料都忘光光,我這算甚麼貼身情人,所以我羞愧的獨自睡去,不敢多想。
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夜裡,他又來找我恩愛,我沒有阻止他,只是在一旁陪着他,動作上的來往,我覺得被愛是好棒的事,但卻很痛。
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她的佛友來電,想要敘舊,時間就約在下個星期天。她一直以來都專注佛事,信心很好,還去禪修,想要修得最高階。其實佛友的關懷,真的很窩心,趁這個跟他快要分手時候,來跟她聊聊內心苦,看可不可以挽回這段情。我其實並不想分手,當他昨晚問我要不要再續五年時,我軟弱的說好,我找不到比他更好更善良的男人來愛,所以我繼續愛他。五年前,我跟他說起這件事,她要我愛下去,結果不歡而散,真是可嘆。
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七天之後,我跟她說起情愛因果,我說強求的人最後被罰喝尿,真是倒楣,所以我就不強求了。這因果都是信友詛咒的,我聽了好多經,沒一個安好心,我知道回向是乞求東西,所以我已戴上耳塞。聽都不聽。
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現在,我好好的去身心診所看睡眠障礙,拿藥,吃藥,睡覺時間變長,保護好自己這個會半夜裡恐慌的靈魂,魂不守舍的憂慮,然後安心的過日子。
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我拿了流行雜誌來看,滿足自己奢華願望,但是只用看的,不買,這樣生活習慣了成自然,昨天夢裡還有人對我說我會出家成佛呢!真好。然後我就去看醫生了,拿了藥,繳了錢,至少不用打一萬元的針。
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跟他住在鏡子的內外兩邊,只能面對面打招呼,偶爾伸手過去,探身前去,互相死纏,兩個幽魂一般的影子,就會有快樂的感受。
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今天,什麼事都特別順利,她在鏡子裡護膚,美容,養顏,真是太美好了。有了美顏,她就充滿了自信,也就可以回他身邊,再繼續個五年的愛情約。我深深的愛著他,心裡面都是他,這是一種病變的愛嗎?
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我懷疑,他根本就是個不愛我的老男人,已經不行了,所以保持距離,就我當面問他的,他也說自己不能夠了,我就算了吧!何必苦苦相逼。
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我在賴上跟他說,讓我睡他房裡,並娶我做媳婦,我就把錢都給他,然而他卻說,這樣願意付出的女人,他要給,而不要收,真是有志氣的男人。我接受了他的餽贈,他一切的承諾,包括天天一封書信,我很高興的回頭多唸幾次,我知道他所寫所說的都是真心真意的,我沉浸在愛海理,醒不過來。但是,一切都只是迷夢,若他能夠的話,就不會用書信取代,我也不用獨守空閨了。
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在鏡中,我不斷的搖頭,嘆息,奇怪的是,他彷彿看得到我,給我安慰和愛撫,我心裡難過 ,他來給我一些溫暖,但我卻不管這幻覺。
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包圍詩集
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「包圍詩集」吳菀菱
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1讀白居易有感
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讀了白居易的研究書,覺得他的一生真是傳奇,但不敢深讀。有時候真的覺得他的一生充滿了經典佳句,但為何他對感情要面面俱到,如此癡迷,如此悵惘。
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2為何獨愛一枝小花
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小蠻長大了,受盡色欲的欺負,還好是混亂的魂夢一場,大家故意叫她小姐,她根本不在意社會世俗眼光,只當是在色天當混仙,靈魂被勾引,其實脫離俗道有真法,就是愛其所愛,將自己奉獻給一個最愛她的男人。
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3愛寄不寄的
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愛他,就是照他走的路,去濟南路走一趟嗎?還是用寄的吧!這份愛的小禮物就是要讓他窩心。
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4抱著他背影上樓
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夢中都是他,黏著他一起上樓,濃情蜜意全寫在歡笑的聲中,老夫老妻轉眼之間就討論到去美國住,我得繼續寫英文小說,因為有愛可以分享世人,何樂而不為呢?
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5睡得受咒
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睡得喉嚨痛,不知怎的,唸一唸他信仰的神,就消失了腫痛,因此也深信愛他是一種蒙恩的義務,所以就把詛咒的杯,從衛浴裡拿走,以免造成不幸。
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6愛情詩集
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為了讓愛長途行走,我寫了一本初衷,為愛鋪路,每個人都面對,愛情的美好與陰影,我打算燒錄出版,這本詩集我獻給最愛的白居易詩人的現代分身。
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7你的位置似神仙
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你的位置在我之上,在騰空而起的雲上面,我知道你不會回音,也不想做你的妻子,我只是在幻想,你是我一個人的情人,將你日夜圍繞,包圍。
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8機器手錶
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我跟機器手錶對話,因為他是一個電話機,想要時時打給你,卻沒有進一步的實踐,我把你當成手錶對待,因為物化是一個不可揭穿的迷夢。
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9幻思無用
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太多遐思,夢囈,都是無用武之地的。
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10耳鳴鐘
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這是什麼時候了,鐘聲還響起,弄得我耳鳴,頭暈目眩的,其實耳鳴的鐘就是我們知己知彼的潛意識,仍然在夢中,陶然的昏昏沉沉,轟然巨響。
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男人走了,因問我為何修不好一張臉,我叫白居易起床後,專心的陪他在樹下練功,我吃著大麵包,屁股下墊著一份心愛的禮物,但他連開都不打開來看,我坐在那上面,把千絲萬縷的心意壓在屁股下,表示你不在乎的話,那些全都會變成狗屁,比佛利拜金狗的衣裝。
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為什麼他邪惡的笑,說著我老婆瘋了,然後去湖邊對著對岸狂肆的叫,發出棒喝的聲音,傳遍了湖邊建築物的牆,我嚇了一跳,好大的功夫唉!我的怪胎老公,他竟穿這白睡衣,在我眼前與風光互飆。
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他這個老古董,老古板,總不比以前那樣解風情了,他送我的是一些實踐不了的理想,和一些盡力洗好的心意,我老是忘記,他說愛我的那些晨昏,他吃著烤土司,問我午餐晚餐要吃什麼。
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我知道,他很正直,很兇很壞,大男人,誰也奈何不了他,我要他軟下心腸來愛我,否則我要他去競賽花的倍雷獎,拿獎金過日子。
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他說我的臉生病了,可憐之語在耳邊響起,但是我想去追求之路,是一條闖過虛華和閃亮的光圈,總有著一幅幻想成功得勝的快樂存在。
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然而有誰是一直都明白,他的心事的,只有錢成為我們之間的緩衝,不是一種救贖,我錯了,不應在過去一直跟他賣色求榮的活著,但是當光環褪盡,我也只能想起他,那些喪盡良心的勸阻,不要進步神速。
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他其實要知道的是,我已經不是那個每日愛保養的女人了,他讓我活在黃臉婆的日子裡,我從生活中得到更想做貴婦的想法,但他不供給。
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聞問不停。他是我的知己,我的同伴,我滿心懷抱這個佛,卻不肯幫助我,我以為他很有量,其實我得自己幫自己才行。
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我爸媽看不上他的家世,反而要我嫁他人爛人,怎可能,我們彼此是萬中選一的情侶,有了感情基礎,我們才商談婚嫁的,我想到愛人就想到他。
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然而日子從手邊流過,詛咒也是,沒有什麼是一定的,我也可能成為一個自由的作家,直到生命盡頭,日子啊流光啊終有一天到底。
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我終究還是被身邊的流言給穿梭的,一直煩惱,許多人傳說中的角色,是一個莫須有的人物,即使我老了,也不會被孤獨打敗。因為我是跟佛事相守的,跟整個人類的命運,社會,趨向,都是互相關聯的。
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我用文字度人,用心來體會,人心似地獄的風暴,收伏不了的是自由的光芒,那是一個光明磊落的體會,或許有一天迷者會了悟,這種風暴。
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愛慕(adore)
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愛慕是一種透明情懷,對方不知道,也不敢收受這欽慕,只能默默的感受。愛慕是單向的,通往一個眼界的對方,看起來似乎無恙,其實已經起了漣漪。當你不管愛慕的眼,不打開她的內封信,這個秘密就永遠不會打開。
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綺語
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或許說佛法需要有点技巧,說出真實義實在不簡單,但絕口不說,又是一種深奧的道行。說愛的人未免太過煽情,但不說又是絕情,真叫人情何以堪。
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綺語有她的載舟覆舟,這風風雨雨如何度過,其實真的只有自己知道苦惱,苦楚,婦道人家常常說三道四,但是多少有些可信度,可以增加一點經驗分享,以免吃虧在眼前。
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說得誇張,就是陷害之,就是亂改考卷,還不許查答案對錯出處,法門內部機關多,我靠一個人無法跟他熬出新未來,只希望向神說話。
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文學裡使用了太多綺語,潤飾篇幅的美妙語法,我的部落格浮現男生夢語,太過編輯更改的句子,將小說的平鋪直敘切開了惶恐的不安。
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宗教自由在於自己的內心,不在於宗門的作怪,濫權,毒害,消滅,等等害怕人心的權柄,我希望能自外於他,但身心傷痛。
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沒有欺騙,就沒有猜忌,但是為了怕人知道實情,才閃爍其詞,是為了自保,我在人際關係中,體悟到自己是個五眼不行的人,於是棄權。
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今天約好要去你那裡拿字畫,轉而找門路推銷,其實我知道這些字畫造成的驟雨,豪雨,泥雨,我試著跑進雨勢裡,見證我的愛慕中苦。
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夜晚好肉麻,好像一片黑鏡子,照耀在睡覺者身上,我摸著那鏡子裡的我 ,已成蒼老了,然而白更天他還是要一直不來,讓人睡到飽。
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你還是要這樣過日子,我們很窮,說不出慾望來買,只有節省,存款,籌錢,賣二手貨,過日子雖心酸,但有你就不孤單。
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好想你,很久都沒你的消息,自從你隱居之後,不再徘徊公園,浪子一般的遊走街道,至少你知道要持家的辛苦,我很想念這樣的你。
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你做一個完全沒有辦法的男人,已經很久了,從書稿退錢,到假小王事件,你明明有辦法,卻跟我裝爛,我已經不想再愛你了。
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心思病了,連出門也不向再讀書,討回一部詩集,坐在當坐墊的信函上面,就算才知愛情不比文字歌頌的那般,但是有創意就好。我的心病症在於想像力太誇張,想像到了極點,就枯槁下來。原本快樂的心情,一下子就掉到地獄,悟出蚊盲四起的騷擾,靜坐就是會全身不適,除非徐徐風來,飛動我的濕汗兩頰,否則風啟背後的涼爽,真是一場靜脈意。他得力在原地練功,久久不出汗來,我卻一點也不清心寡慾,一個大麵包吃完後,深思白睡衣底下的精神,竟是一次揮灑書法的起駕。我還年輕,可以去運動,散心,寫文字素描,但是如果我是為了禪功夫,才揮灑文字的,則一切都會變得非常好,因為意境已達蟬寂樹下,有如菩提樹一般悟道的情境,好舒服。用平版錄下這聲音,足足兩分鐘,聽到一群機器設備的環伺取音,我一直用心諦聽,直到心寂然為止。
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訴說詩集
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給你的依賴,一直像牙疼,隔天還繼續的泛著陰霾,不能入睡。
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想要跟你討論如何在書市大銷,販賣光碟書,上條碼,這本紀念你我戀情的詩集,或許是因為羞慚,愧對,恥辱,所以難以言喻。
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一直以來,把你的心思細膩緊緊抓牢,好愛你,但你不回音,我只好明明白白的看清,你我之間的距離,只有心在跳動。
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什麼時候啟程,七月七日,再次見面,或許你來看我,收字畫。
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所有喜歡過的習慣,都不再愛了,上美術館,看電影,冒險,旅行,泡湯,閱讀,現在只喜歡睡覺,不當時尚流行的教主已經很久,因為愛上了你,使我瞬間變老了,但是我沉醉在這蒼老中,緩慢行走。
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天涯旅人,我希望能重回那二十多歲的溫存,雖然我不能彌補你,但我希望你還愛著我,我永遠愛你。
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雖然我早知你親口說離過婚,可是我還是欺騙自己欺騙讀者,我的感覺是騙了你五年的友誼,很對不起,一鞠躬,請見諒。
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因為我以為看不清楚的人,會因此相信愛,去追求愛,結果卻還是同志出櫃,男性仇女,對不起,我救不起這個原本就孤獨的人間,人們,也救不起我自己。
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業障彷彿一場五年的夢,初醒乍現,我付出的愛,被理智摧毀了,可是我覺得永恆,誰知道那種感覺,就像布匹入染,洗之不去。
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如果你知道我在愛河裡,自己安慰自己,你還會愛我嗎?我就再陪你個五年,讓我們膩在一起,把煩惱都解決掉,看清什麼才是真愛。
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靈感是被分吃掉的,一種藝術細胞,實際上,他已經不再是她的專屬謬思了,而是一個分身乏術的駭客。
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因為只有愛,才能維繫愛。
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沒有智商,怎麼樣都不能提得起放得下,只有勤能補拙,慚愧成佛。
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他不愛我,怎呢也不對我好,也讀忘記前情,還一直落伍的等候我。
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誰知道,我的世界也無風雨也無情,蕭素的電冷氣使我清醒不少。害
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怕著有毒,壞人縱容自己,亂搞陰影,迷幻藥所導致。
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怎麼樣得到快樂,每人不同,我把他遺忘,因為他只會說謊,我分辨之不清楚,為何我只会自己領域之熟悉事務,而不懂人事變化。
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上網去看宗教音樂,去傾聽真珠甘露一般的聲音,剔透而澄明。
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他曾像影子一樣鋪在我背後,一直愛撫我,很單純的向我說謝謝,卑微的接受我的餽贈,我的祝福,他永遠是我的貼身保鏢。
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很細!雨下得很細,人心詭譎,善惡相對,凡事都要自己熬,自己瘦,才行為有自受法樂的結果。
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法力可及之處,事實上將是將世間利益,均衡的分發,然而政府卻販賣了局部歸零的國民年金,藉此事舉債於民。
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只有不斷的禱告,才能陳正上天國,在神的膀彎之上,溫柔信仰。唸佛是地獄,五宗掌門都從守好了法門戒律,以對質此種邪門。
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偷看法門內部,上人的因果輪迴,看到一種為見證了佛而作去情報的立場,隱身於人人不齒的世間,作著一生甘願單身的孤軍奮鬥。
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請求你可以愛我,把我當成一個人偶,放在架子上觀賞,因為我只能當這你夢中的一角,讓你渾身發熱,想泡澡。
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遏抑的夢
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金屬保險套上鎖了之後,就變成是男性貞操帶了。
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她很快樂的玩著這玩意兒,用逼迫的不放開他,跟他索討零用錢。
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他因為不能恣意放灑,所以就叫救命,答應了給四百萬,金錢遊戲一場以來,她一直在俯視他所有的錢財利益,但是她不為所動,狂妄自大的說,「加拿大基金和雪梨歌劇院都是我的,你還有什麼籌碼,好可憐喔!」「小麥,甘草,陳皮,仙草,這茶好喝,你可入味了。」
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「天的黑都是我管的」,他說,「從明太子豆腐煲,到酸筍透抽,烤雞肉,豬肉絲,茄子,到炒飯,山藥猴頭菇湯,無錫排骨,XO醬炒蝦餅四季豆,沒有一項你炒得好吃的,可比擬餐館那麼棒,你還有什麼用。」
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她生氣了,「你從沒帶我上餐館,我怎知道如何炒,你好歹也去給我買菜呀!」「同性戀買什麼菜啊!你有沒有毛病。」
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「那你都吃我買的現成物,當然不用買菜啊!」「你出錢,就可以自己買,這麼簡單,你想吃什麼就去吃什麼。」「那我想吃別人,可不可以呢?」「當然不行,如果那樣,我就要把你截肢了,炒來吃。」「不要這樣子,我只是說說而已。」「可是你已經背叛了我們,有了女人。」
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「我以為玩玩而已,你不在乎。」「腐蝕女子你最會,還包括腐蝕我的罪名,罪加一等。」「誰叫你不要幫我養我的孩子,還嫌這關係太過複雜。」「我就是討厭孩子,你能怎麼樣,把我當孩子養啊!」「說什麼笑話,我還沒學習怎麼當個爸,這你得幫幫我。」「幫你可以,你陪我去出家,學習佛理,我就幫你找到當爸的方法學。」「那不是去當個假天父,我可不要,我寧願持凡夫之身,做個俗子的爸。」
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端盤子的孩子,冷冷的臉,在一旁看著他們的言語戰爭。他爸常帶他上館子,結果他到處在各種店面換臉打工,只為了見她一面。她用手機舖東西藉機給孩子看,給他看,可是他都無動於衷,連line都不回。
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老年人玩電動有助於防止失智症,幫助思考。
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喝茶能體會業果由善到甘甜的滋味。
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家裡的地水火風空五大調則家居健康自在,不調則起病。
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1「地」地板清潔,掃塵。
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2「水」飲用水,茶湯。
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3「火」體溫,火爐,暖氣。
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4「風」電扇,通風。
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5「空」空氣流通,窗戶清潔。
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以上是家居生活的品質修行,修行人適宜天天勤勉,勵志,穿戴輕鬆自如的衣服,通氣排汗,體內自然五調,五順,不再生病氣。這是他陪她去出家,修道的內容,因為很合理,自然的演變成一場,天然的悟性。
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他們去當白袍兄弟了,在法門內,他對她很好,他噓寒問暖的,關懷備至,情同手足,這樣她也就滿足了,因為結一場婚,還多付了戒指的利息負擔,被他沒收,真不知道他在想什麼。
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政黨方面之人士放話,說她讓他當了冠冕堂皇的乞丐,她根本不是這個意思,只是一個勁兒的付出,卻被當局人士踢報,這是不符合他的身家背景的收受利益,其實當局者也根本不理會他家道中落啊!當然是她來救,一個他黨的籍貫,一個在野黨的信徒,利益衝突就此開打。
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他每天都把窗戶打開,因為客廳沒有裝冷氣,天下著雨,滴滴答答的,好像流水做的窗簾,他們一起諦聽雨聲,一起盤腿跟打工回家的孩子聊天。談著佛理,論著詩歌,他們彷彿對天地致敬,如禮行誼,尊重彼此的和氣聊著家常,雨勢略小,他對她說,你也該回答我,看到孩子打工你心不心疼,她說,當然心疼,但是當孩子端菜給她時,她滿足的享受了這孝親之意,吃得盡歡顏。她想把出國讀書的理想,讓給孩子去闖,自己留在他身邊就好,只是孩子的英文可以通過托福嗎?她給他在家裡教學過,補教他,但是他的程度似乎不是像她的,而是像他的。
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慢慢來吧!他說,只要你別瘋心就好,我們的孩子很需要親情的,她回答說,讓我們培育孩子出人頭地吧!於是,她又繼續思考如何演出一場富貴榮華的未來排場,讓孩子的成就穩紥實打的豎立在世人面前,成為一個頂尖的社會人士。
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她知道孩子提早去做魔特了,她也想去做媽斗,嘗嘗看那種滋味,於是就偷偷去拍沙龍照,出道之前的準備功課。因為她不想成為一個丟人的星媽,所以就做好心理建設,大致上知道孩子的志向,為了他而拼命的學習演藝界的事情。她褪下白袍,戴上假髮,穿得俗艷,就是為了扮演孩子的星媽,不讓別人知道,孩子的媽是一個出家人。一切都好假,好gay,她假裝得太真,的確是個非常重要的角色,她在此時,準備佛學院的論文,訂了題目和大綱,大致上是對懷疑的研究,她想今年十二月底以前就要交稿,就開始書寫論文,但是後來才發現學歷身分不符合,不能夠參加。她就用真實的實力在鏡文學上面寫了理論,十四謗法中的顰蹴等不信的罪過,在大雲經中,到底要信不信的,全都分析一番,其實信賴了虛偽的經典,若誠信仍可成佛,是確實可以證實的。她想,大雲經真是太珍貴了,觀雲能成佛,不是件好事嗎?對於愛雲的她,和他,都有一段美妙的傳說,他們對雲情有獨鍾,源自於女皇和宰相的愛情,雙雙對才情的迷戀,彼此有了好感,卻不敢逾越分際,紅粉知己一番,真是感人肺腑。但是他不讓她發表論文,因為涉及太多隱私,苦戀,和重重的禮數,所以不想毀了一世英名,不准她揭穿前世今生的情緣。過去的已經過去,現在的新面孔,相對憐惜,我只是為了圓一場輪迴轉世的緣,所以盡力討好他,拜託他無條件的愛我,一起過快樂的無性生活,但是他很難搞定,心思細密的追究我的所有思慮,我感覺被包圍。他說他只想養一個演戲家庭,我也極力付出了演技,但是他從沒給我慈悲,讓我演一個光明胸懷的妻子,我整天胡思亂想,被他給數落,教誨,訓話,我的心疼是因為他太了解我,為了我的性情百般配合。我們的對話就是揭穿彼此的真相,心事,我們太愛彼此較量了,使家裡變成一個續集電影,每天追逐著自己口中道出的臺詞,一心一意想要坦誠相對。
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一切從簡,生活中沒有編織的八卦,謊言,流語,緋聞,只有修行可以言說而已。就這樣淡出演藝圈,無有幻影,無有虛妄,所有的體驗都很真實而具體。「 天涯旅人,我希望能重回那二十多歲的溫存,雖然我不能彌補你,但我希望你還愛著我,我永遠愛你。」
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漂浮女孩
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從空中降落,變得好醜好醜的一朵花,台灣靈異都是心理不正常造成的,由於置之不理,使社會成為旁觀的吸食者,抽慉的觀眾.自從她毀了一張佛紙之後,就不再信仰任何宗教了,自從她的臉被一隻香港腳抹過後,就不美了,那就是她媽的臭腳.
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男人該變乖巧了,否則女人會變本加厲
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虛位者/我是虛偽者/我想及假面的藝術/扮演假裝的角色⋯⋯/其實這是自我意識的介入/一場控制成住壞空之嬉戲而已/
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我的心理有種釋放感/是因為抽離的空虛/
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當自己不再美好/當自己被人捉弄追砍/色相不再美好/世界還是兀自的紛乱⋯⋯/下一步就要跌落/
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我被騙,因為我還有善根,看起來好欺負,他沒辧法.
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如果看到我主演for Formosa,男刺客對男上司,口愛終結者,不要驚訝世界還有很多爆料.
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再想像演出一齣駭客片/求助於智慧力量/將駭客全丟下樓去/跳樓大拍/
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我誇口說的都是真的/時間照片停止在窗鏡像上面/是一種吉祥如意的靜止/
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已經演完了保立機的演變進化/科技對男性獸欲可以遏止/但不能使他們道德自行判斷/因為女人不保護孩子/
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一個人在做什麼事/展現出他的善惡為人/所以不要做壞事/盡量替別人著想/
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不保障的名額/就是被老天淘汰的/沒有愛來不及救/百般不悔改的人靈/
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在行走中感受那步伐的頻率/交錯的腳有節拍器的擬似/雖然大雨中潮濕了我的雙足/但那洗滌大地的卻不僅僅是關心/
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大雨一直下,梅雨季節的雨勢彷彿把人給灌醉了,雨兒洗滌了我的無明業障,他讓有罪的人們獲得假釋,我在哭泣,因為滴淚的天空裡,我們互相悲泣不能在一起的苦楚,與落寞,陰間裡的我不斷地唱題,這是我的劫難,大雨是佛在泣訴人們皆背的苦惱,也是我為你而哭落的悲傷,你那大雨不止息的哭嚎,哀戚,是深怕我們的感情走到了最後,沒有前途,大禹治水三過家們而不入,我也曾因為你不在家而三過家門不得入,或許我們懂了彼此卻沒有默契,我們只是一對雨中聽不見對方的情侶.
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喝完一杯茶,就飛起來了,漂浮在風中,做鬼的心情是複雜的,因為根本就是男人套在手上的那只永不成對的祖母綠,長不大的太太,一個失去配對的玩偶,多麼心情焦急,多麼恐怖,只是一個被討錢的魂,不是真心對待的對象,我死心了,在陰間裡哭泣,因為珍愛只能一次.
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漂浮的貓,浮在鋼琴上,因為受到嚴重傷害,女孩不想當犧牲者,當童養媳或亂倫者,所以鎖住門自殺了,地藏王把貓屍解,炒菜,又用儀式祭拜她,一家人哭成一團,沒有正常家庭的愛就是悲劇,他們家開始念經,共度難關,漂浮貓執意要去西方極樂世界投胎,就自己去了。
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這才是自己化渡自己的強者,有了輪迴,卻沒有愛的悟道,人們在無明中混亂,世界安靜下來了,那個家長要把駭客的責任,用房子賠償我,但是只我沒有那麼多慾望,就分道揚鑣了。
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漂浮女孩,你去吧!去追求你想要的快樂,雖然一個靈魂被分屍,但不要將冤怨遺留人間,你終會幸福的。
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守婦道
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重視這一段的真感情,他真的明瞭了她的真心付出,而一起冒險去出版彼此之間的戀情經過。以前她做鬼小姐的時候,未免嫌痛,現在滿臉的痘痘被人家嫌棄,修得不好,成了一張類似阿羅漢的髮型,像是個在斷煩惱劫的女作家,推說是修了歐巴桑的臉孔。現在她知道守婦道了,然而臉卻需要看醫生才會好,像是淤積的業障,生長蔓延的毛病,羞於啟齒,告訴他自己容貌對不起他的期望,所以一直善寶貞熟的婦女品德,為了讓他來找她,重修圓滿。今生果報前世修,我知道自己吵鬧別人修行的下場,所以就向佛祖祈求,能消災減難,回報一種不知如何求情的處境。所以我不再只是為了糊塗,就失喪了同情心,她的孩子在狂哭,因為曾經嫌棄母親的愛好色道,出來唱哭調,因為她的不懂事,如今都親眼看見,世間無情無義的演變,實在是一種真實報應的可悲可泣。
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生出來的煩惱,是多生的,身邊有緣的煩惱,才是真的,真心想為父母買蔬菜來做火鍋,但是媽媽推說還有菜可煮,昨天出國吃了很飽,我就不跑出去買了。媽媽一直嫌我,自知理虧,修得沒像鄰居心腸,還知道議論附近人家的事情,表示一種遠距離的關心。吃死人的肉,長出屍斑來,傳染了別人家,只因為現在社會悲慘,無人關懷,再一次的索討沒錢,所以就自殺了。這個惡世間,許多吃人和狗肉的事件,慘無人道的發生,因為沒人可憐,送吃的東西,所以吃到奇怪的肉也不知道。無明因是有師父來誦經,但一下子就沒了,奇怪的因果實在應該好好深思,不道德真的不是美德,應該提早回頭才是,不愛而嫌實在是人類的一個缺失人格,我這才知道,自己以前的寫作真是垃圾,無人性,一種被人唾棄的文學文字,應該要刪除才好,否則騙了社會大眾,實在不好。
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一直守婦道人心,但是卻被嫌,心很醜,或人很老,她女兒死了,她在一旁哭,這都是命運的捉弄,看透了就知道,她一直都能阻止女兒的悲劇遭遇,像是一場破身,陰道痙攣,或是業障瘋病,都是女身劫難的修法智慧,要小心面對的現實。我知道錯了,不敢再犯了色戒,而且我也知道現在這麼刻苦,能活下來已是萬幸,那能挑選命運呢?誰能幫她諫知命運呢?若提早想開,就不會發生這種婦道人家心理的悲泣。太過份誠實的付出,人家只是嫌,其實自己早該知道,去天國的路窄,但她確實是不知他情而上天堂的,如今重修,心中已無想到抱怨,因為時空再現一次給她看,她看到了自殺身亡的苦難。都是因為失心瘋,和不承認愛,才會忍不下去童養媳的愛情,直接選擇神奇離世。
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這麼懂因果的女孩,唱哭調的臺詞這麼心知肚明,都是她媽媽不知因果嚴重,懂得救援,哭完一下子就跑路了,妄想想要找更好條件的男子。真不該私自就宣告人情破產而自殺,我的心理已經知道自己的不對,和抱歉,知道自己隱藏事實真相的學術,實在是害死人的一種文字心態。男人強勢要愛的世界,要如何避免,真是聰明自分曉,何不一起面對過去的錯而反悔,再一次看清楚世間情的法則實為人在做天在看。女人實不應該變態,發精神病,因為這樣子會害到周身人等的因果報應,千萬不能任意所為是非。因為忍受苦果的人,必定否極泰來,所以心存僥倖是不對的,要有同情心,同理心,不可妄下判斷,將是非亂說,影響他人做判斷。對可憐眾人心生慈悲,才是真當救拯的即刻心態,但是若說不知悔改一直鑄錯,就是一種沒有愛的態度,沒有先見之明來救度人。
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出生為人很難,為人之道更難徹悟,若為了色道索求不度,則將生生世世為人所唾棄,真的不應該不檢討,而欺騙人們的眼睛,真應該把事情圖個因緣圓滿,將無辜冤魂化道成至達人,才是真才實學的菩薩心腸。這個人夫,曾求助於斷頭死者范自成而附身,但她只祈念幾句就止,彷彿像他埋葬孩子一樣的無情,卻厚葬之,已報答恩情,這短暫因緣際會的巧合,使他想起自己被不求知結果如何的下場,深知她實在是不懂因果,擅自變更情感糾葛,來擾亂男人修行,不為她掉一滴眼淚。這個唱歌的女孩真可憐,回不到那個生父對她不管不教的身邊,提早嫁給白蓮教的教主,一個不懂得路邊被父親拋棄事理的成人。她們兩個都是不懂愛,不給愛,曾經雙親被拋棄的孩子,如今配成一對,來不及分辨其中的姻緣命運。他是四大天王中的中央位置,不知是什麼王,只知道研究因果可以活得很長,很好,因為這是現在的日蓮正宗在中國之亂。是個鬥房地產的因緣世界,蔡桂芬曾經研究過白蓮教起義,因為她會嫁給其中一王,但這喜事卻被我要出家而沖刷掉,很不開心,房子是在基隆的地藏王所執司的地區,現在不知道她生了一個兒子之後,是否搬家了。
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蔡桂芬在小學執教,是女孩的老師,房子卻被親生父母奪走,位於基隆的腹地,另有一棟本來別墅是她父親經營基隆海腹地賺錢的房子,不知怎的不住了,是父親過世了吧!是我妹妹鬥爭什麼蔡桂芳的白痴世界,她根本只有弟弟,兩女人長得也不像血親,怎會被狂騙房地產,到景美一帶買房子,一間現在就要價上千萬,什麼許素花媽媽,她老公真的有偏房嗎?怎麼現在才出來日蓮正宗活動,不可能的,怎麼買得起房子,我懷疑其中有詐,蔡桂芬成長為婦道人家,中年發福,以經做婆婆了,蔡桂芳卻還在育嬰。我不知道女孩她怎麼成長,作為一名婦人,掌執家務事,真是為她哀傷,還請老公來商量一起救她,因為前天她還駭客我家,我只因為一樁房地產的事件而跟她閙脾氣,把老公關在門外,淋雨跑回家。
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白頭偕老事錄
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他可能是矢智嗎?怎麼會不知道年紀五十的老婆,來到公園偵測他們的第一次約會,長達三天三夜的追逐,他遷到她隱形諾許好久的手,終於他們變成一對白首鴛鴦,在板凳上相安無事的曬太陽。白痴老人放著白頭老婆在一旁,連正眼都不瞧,一直瞪著那名恍若老婆年輕時面貌的女子,看她的動作。她正在想著,為什麼他騙我上麵店白吃白喝,請我吃燒賣水餃,之後還變出一個公園破門帶我進去遊湖,到底是那一個窄門呢?記不起來,為什麼麵店變成騙建築商的地皮呢?為什麼街尾的胡椒餅已經變成商店街了呢?她躺在椅子上,敷著異位性皮膚炎的藥膏,心想他再嫌她又老又醜,就沒有藥可救了,她塗上厚厚一層藥膏,心想著為何要九月才能去看他呢?中間的時期要她怎麼思念他呢?她拔起朱槿花,想擦指甲油,可是連花都拒絕分泌指甲油給她使用,她想擦完問問他感覺怎麼樣呢?可是她去白宮圖書館看報紙,有一篇小說令她狂笑,她想會不會是兒子用筆名寫的呢?兒子就變出分身來嗑書,她看看排骨便當的煮法,老公的抱怨聲在耳邊響起,你看看你什麼料理都不學,連我最愛吃的菜都公開食譜做法了,也不學起來,想著想著就尿急,去家裡借廁所,老公才不理她,因為她什麼禮物都沒帶,還氣呼呼的說要歸政於前妻,他莫名其妙一陣心理咕噥,就掛了對講機,她也懶得去纏鬥他,問問什麼意思,掛她話筒,因為警衛室裡有人忍笑很難受的樣子。她就生氣打道回府了,坐上初戀時他送她上公車的班次,她看到司機開回原路,要她買了禮盒再去看他一次,她說才不要,這裡的便利商店沒有賣禮盒,要買什麼回家才好,車就開走了。
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那個看愣了的白痴老人,戴著一副徐志摩的眼鏡,扮演醉雞的老女人穿着一套上萬元的細緻全身白色的層層疊疊洋裝,她笑著說那是她愛愛的禮物,淫漾起笑意給她年輕時的自己看,他們剛剛緊握手走過象徵康橋的九曲橋,她竊笑著老頭子的腳色扮演把徐志摩給魔化了呢!其實他穿着一件劍橋教授的灰西裝,誰知道他有沒有真文憑呢?看他那嚴肅和古董般的臉,一看就像是學術家,不生皺,他們住在國外類似這湖畔的一角落,是使用英文語言的學者夫妻。我想起「如果我也一樣愛他的華爾騰湖」這句詩,有點想挖掘他們的感情世界,寫出「wonder lake」一本書來讚送他們,但我已經發誓不再寫英文書了,我老公看不懂。我國一就看完梭羅的湖濱散記,但他不曾提及孤獨生活以外有個老婆,原來她不讓他寫,為了她蓋一間親手做的小木屋,釣魚 ,沉思,手製生活用藝品,開車去市集買東西 ,等等小細節,都有如她眼中獨一無二的老伴,非常恬靜而安詳的生活,正常互處而相敬為賓,他寫書是為了告訴她這種與世隔絕的兩人世界,是以他的想法為主的,找她為伴並互相恩愛生活,但是他們竟然會轉世為東方人,可能是雪梨橘色小屋的移居主人。因為老公騙我,要我跟他一起去定居雪梨湖畔,還笑我生存不下去,被他耍在手中,看看現在沒贏沒輸的,一起並肩座看湖心。康橋這麼遠,捨遠求近,來到橋邊,跑跑跑,向前跑,廣告一直播出,好笑的笑聲。
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Teatime baby(踢態爬爬)
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老公給她每夜都有奶茶時間去準備隔天要炒的菜,為何她只要十分鐘,就想完了要煮什麼呢?因為她很會踢時間,浪費在舒服的事物上,例如惹老公生氣,和孩子玩心計,吃醋,這總稱為貴婦人的心機下午茶。最怕孩子不要索討錢,不給愛,不孝心,最怕老公不問為甚麼,或不要愛愛,不給錢和裡誤,最怕自己失去信心,對前途沒有期望,變成一個讓老公丟臉的黃臉婆。專門浪費時間在交際上的人們,該知道一個社會公敵一般的我,被告知出門花錢時,全部的人就合起來給我當面玩金錢遊戲,不是不要錢,用一塊錢的美色騙,就是交換錢,錢比錢,亂算錢,或多收錢,假交易,一個無政府狀態的社會交易,就產生在問熟人「你有沒有多少錢」的法力變現中,任何地方都不要問怎麼賺到只要花就好了,漂亮乞丐充斥的市面,還有騙錢的招數在等著人上鉤,都沒有人在討論,怎麼賺錢法,只有我老公直喊窮,因為他不肯做有頭有臉的乞丐,除非是白吃白喝的事,他才不花錢在我身上呢!所以孩子就會選邊站了,因為爸媽的金錢態度,往往影響到孩子一生的人格,錢就是愛,錢就是會做人,這種世界我躲了兩個禮拜,才知道政權主宰人們怎樣被設計關或不關,犯法或不犯法,原來還有警察透過小案件跟民眾索取息事寧人費用的事,這就是只所謂健康的神經病被冠上標籤的惡整世間。所以大家看到踢態爬爬出門,都知道趁機撈一筆,因為不要錢,搶什麼都好,有毒的商品最搶手,還有人到影印店印大量鈔票,騙櫃檯人員和路邊攤的商人。尤其是被商店獅子大開口的時候,才知道社會亂象已經成為大家不誠實的現象,還有訂了飲料不拿的,一隻雞腿另外加收錢的事,人就蒸發剩下的包包,我都遇過,因為大家都好說話,不想追究或起衝突,而且用說話術來鬥人的世界,人們不想多費唇舌討價還價,趕快溜跑了再說,免得被165或金融錄音詐騙做筆錄,這是暴露在危機之下的傻瓜才會做的事,正義感很早以前就沒有了,何況是惡法現代。
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以下只是我觀察到的社會現象,不知道流行多久了,在國外商品金額更貴,他們應對法則,是到鄰國買,或是出國買,不清楚。真是,最近才知道商家都耍舌機,趁機騙多點的錢,不老實,懶得討價還價,就不買了。其實是他們數學不好,記不住商品價格,人們不是也常常錢花幾千就沒了,要記得討價差。道德品格好的人,不好意思說自己沒錢,卻常常在換想自己有很多錢,或沒地方花,其實就是不太知道省錢購物法而已,有時餓肚子才知道貧富差距的痛苦,然而礙於面子又不好意思向人要錢。有很多政府機構故意中止我的身分證字號,不讓我去賺自由人力銀行的錢,又刻意的用電話帳號或糊塗帳單,來控制我的消費和繳款記憶,這些狡猾惡商業行為,還想拿出更惡毒的狡辯來詐取更多的財物,真是受夠了。阿扁,張加薪,等等名人故意選擇父母不在家時,跟我通電話,是真是假只有自己知道,或許他們也背負著社會資產階級的無奈評價,只是我不懂而已。我想到老公聽見我說社會主義來臨的真相,也瘋狂騙我客廳有九億元現金,我只能想到更悲慘的設限下場,人心有時不見到盡頭是不會反悔的,只有不斷的貪圖,妄想,享受,我不想讓見被司法捉到,所以我一直相信那是退回的書堆,不是幻想中的現金或金磚。孩子踢爆,老子依靠前妻的富商支付教養金,我這才知道他到處倚老賣老,還想繼續收納我的少量資產,其實根本就是一個在詩書中跟我一樣,百無一用是書生的命運,真是有同樣懷才不遇的悲慘感覺。我還想問孩子,是他親媽有錢還是我有錢,這是一個搶奪感情的意氣用事的答案,但是我不想夾在中間,被暗中利用較勁。我不想爭強好勝了,爭寵的事根本是女人跟自己過不去,人家是可憐他餓肚子,但他說不要我可憐,他還不起這人情,算了,我還是去解決好我的睡眠障礙,不要連他也拖累,害他睡不著,孩子也深怕爸爸被搶走,失去依傍。
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其實下午茶寶貝是在自導自演,跟佛友下午茶對話時光,藉以輔助自己在家裡跟老公尬戲的說明,這樣一來才看得懂在演什麼。她老公演黑天老大,用送藥的配給想威脅整死我爸,他想要買到我的愛,但是我爸媽這個關卡很大,他衝不過去,我管他有沒有當老大或殺人,我對黑社會沒興趣。我現在家裡沒有任何人煩我,我享受這孤獨的地盤,它讓我寫出家庭小說來,純粹是幻想世界,還好這樣我就可以脫身,但是他卻會輸掉比賽,沒有人是贏家,這個下午茶的戲演得很失敗,我不喜歡自己論說佛法還變成很悽慘。還好我老公的身分是個夜夢中的影子,他戴個假髮就混過去了,我卻被他的厭惡刺傷一張原本美好的演小媽的臉,這是我設法應他的要求,從最初的娃娃臉心態變過來的腳色扮演,但是他最後只同情一天就忘了這回事,也不管我演砸了,傷害到自己的美麗自尊心,我好恨或許這是他前妻和小孩的醋勁使然,要進入這個家庭非得要點真本事才行,我現在想點到為止,退出,去書寫別的領域的文字。這個假人格,經過實驗心態,證明沒有男人在其中穿針引線,日子還真的不好過,要一直付出,我這麼不面對現實,還是不要介入比較好,以後我靠著自己的副業,賺錢自己花,再也不理任何男人,因為我已經歷經過多次人格的毀壞與幻滅,被他摧毀,我以為有人收買他來殺我呢!是不是妄想症,如今已經不能驗證,我生存在他設下的隙縫當中,還好我可以使用筆名,假名,虛名,繼續生存在另一種文類環境中,我不能死,也不想死,我要去接洽有主題和賞金的書籍撰寫,又不違反我的專業的天份,我在電話訪談中,拼湊出創世紀詩刊史料書籍來,表示我對他脫離魔掌的無聲抗議。他一直處心積慮的將我偵探,我在詩壇的活動事蹟,但是他的心由於初戀不成而生恨,我如今已然了解也釋懷了。
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夫妻之道貴以專
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她是他唯一的一個貼身的肉票,因為他們是夫妻,所以躲在棉被裡窸窸窣窣的聊天,摩挲,摸索,彼此都很貞忠於對方。他要求她要做一萬次的夫妻,她也沒在怕,反正都變肉票了,哪裡來的條件回嘴,他高興的唱歌,因為剛剛她變出二十萬來,他跑去存錢,只送她一個親手買下的公仔,因為太快樂了,所以歡唱慶祝此事古難全而今天全了。她要求他不要亂演,她接不了戲,看不懂他在高興什麼,黑心的他,竟然說要把她賣掉,一切都在作家的掌握中,只怕社會很黑暗,她乾脆在家裡搞靈魂失蹤。因為悔改,逃過一劫,又一劫,慢慢的看人心慘忍的程度,其實沒有人敢在東方世界做愛,因為是屬於禁忌,所以他要撕票,這個做過五個阿飄愛人的作家,變成他手中的分身肉票,他還要繼續殺戮女人的故習嗎?誰也不知道,巷口充滿猜測的問號,為什麼她要透露這個秘密,惹來殺身之禍,真是後悔莫及。但是真亦假時假亦真,誰知道那麼多真操過的女人會恨得牙癢癢的呢?還好他在製造緊張氣氛,續集明天才會知曉,他正在聽死人歌,驚動萬教,可是她一直死了還還魂,到底怎麼一了百了才好呢?人們就是不放過她寫實的風格,要她休筆別再寫了,可是她就是非這樣寫才冒險,才滿足,她表示自己會改寫喜劇,來改變以前的悲劇收場。
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小一小二小三小四的世界,她都聽說過了,她知道順勢一書寫,就成了男性主導的舊式文學,所有她堅持不寫。他手中沒有血淋淋的武器,就使得一些老女人作鳥獸散的成了死人魂,那些倒追他的小一小二小三小四不正是這篇文章的正版嗎?那作家明天要怎麼死,演出小五的活口跑了,回去畫畫,作家將美照換下,試圖惹人厭,不使人嫉妒,這樣她就可以安心的去抄經了,又是一條看人嘴臉的活路,至少她變成了歐巴桑作家了,可以升級成為一個婦女心理學的主格,研析男人不懂的密碼。她也故意不寄那本口愛的詩集給小五,深怕她萬劫不復,作家編織成小六收下結婚戒指的戲劇性畫面,其實心理是惴惴不安的。男人的知識是魔鬼,女人的知識是菩薩,怎麼乖巧聽話都被嫌,女人內心真的是受夠了,才懶得去鬥爭小一小二小三小四小五呢!她們已經成為過去式了,變成一堆告別式儀式裡妾身未名的老婆婆,還沒有被老公愛過一下子就老了。剛好要去倒垃圾時間到了,勉勵一下小五,她還要回去服伺正牌老公,不要步上任何後塵前塵的戲份,因為男人就是獸性不明的動物,不要惹得他天翻地覆就很好了。結果小六換了一張歐巴桑照片,他就抓狂了,以為到手的童養媳跟作家年輕時一樣漂亮,但是她已經歷經如夢似幻中的滄桑,不再是一張欺騙相信羅曼史男人的魅力臉孔。
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那個魔鬼得到吵人的力量,就在她沉睡時,在天空一直狂笑,電風扇吹出炸臭豆腐的聲音,她不去管它,就熬夜享受,禱告後的寧靜。也許很多人希望她從善如流,改過自新,不要再寫世俗眼光來看的俗文學,她將在這篇小說後,暫時歇筆,因為人們故意騷擾她,使不得安眠。只聽到金錢的煩惱,一直折磨著自己,現實很醜,能不去怨恨醜的人,才是真正的寬心,真正有氣度。早晨唸經的聲音迴響在耳際,原來她是被鬼騷擾的,所以有人幫她超渡,她感嘆自己不知生命中的幸福,滿足,還以為他是在找麻煩,小五怪小六不懂愁滋味,還玩弄他,拿刀放到嘴裡向他示威要自殺,其實他真是活得很苦,差點要哭出來了。男人瘋狂的說著,她是被前夫弄得同性戀之似,為了避孕,所以只能上半身愛愛,所以整張臉不美麗,其實她早就歷經滄桑,在一次要求再生出第三個孩子來的對話中,她拒絕了她前夫,因為他想生一個耶穌基督來養,但她不一定生得出來,所以講了一些現實問題後作罷,本來她前夫還以五十萬交換條件,但是她覺得不真實,所以就婉拒了。每天醒來,他都在聽廣播,以排擠跟她直接的交談和偷窺,是因為沒有電視機吧!她想,於是她跟在北歐玩的父母親互相交通訊息,他們玩得很有活力,不像她悶在家裡,死氣沉沉的,連看書都看出了玄機,認真的分析一番。
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愛要專注要續集,要向流水帳看齊,不要一下子愛一下子又不愛的,男人會抓狂,平靜的日子裡,想到自己還被愛,就很感激。但是他卻是刺激我單身的一個聲音,不去管它以後,日子繼續,快樂繼續,甚至想要重新開始當一名貴婦,打扮奢華合宜的出門,這是一個新展開的夢想,巧扮貴婦名媛,而其實身邊已經沒人包養我了,有點想用生小孩來綁住前夫,他這次不准我去北歐旅遊,於是用賴問起媽媽「你們在北歐有沒有看到包浩斯建築,大型整棟的社會建築,是當時二十世紀法德流行時興的一種建築工程,以前朋友說到歐洲找留學的友人玩,到北歐住看到包浩斯建築林立 ,就像是建築城國的分布,不知有沒有啊 !」我猜北歐可能沒有這種建築的分布,只因為前天買麵時包裝袋上面寫了包浩斯的英文,所以問起這回事,我跟前夫約在家裡嘿咻,但是他託信差說很想來但不能來找我,因為我爸媽不喜歡我和他的曖昧關係,他怕一晚休息過後爸媽發現此事而發火,所以乾脆不來了。「前夫,我忘不了你騎单車載我上下坡,掏錢買給我吃同一個胡椒餅,去麪店大塊朵頤,逛亞历山大俱樂部,逛夜晚的碧湖,去教室結婚,但願我能弥補你,你想要的愛,如果還來得及,一起変老,我絕不会遺失每一份思念,給我的小親親。」於是他提出了再生一個的要求,就在這樣的巧言令色之下,耶穌基督他說不要當作家的孩子,因為他不喜歡寫作,被文字束縛住。
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前夫不給我的,我都無緣,他到底要我怎樣,才讓我認祖歸宗,他狠心毒辣的掩飾一切自己的人情資料,原來那是他灑下的漫天謊言,好險我也不相信大陸有親戚可探,我只要一想到要三媽五姑的互相來往,頭就大了。我前夫努力學習台語,他是外省人生的,我聽過一次廣播的閩南語唸歌詩,他也去重播聽一遍,但是不知他懂不懂那尾音押韻的有趣口語,我想跟他說台語,試探他。我前夫要我寫英文小說,台語小說,可是沒市場銷路,不想再繼續寫,如果要寫的話,可能會寫,天阿我的台北,就暫且舖一段自遊的報導,讓大家看是不是真有其事。「天阿,要看兜一本書,加抹起肖。」「麥看阿,這馬看冊的攏是肖人。」「旅行就是尚好看的冊。」「所以我馬抹來附近公園旅行,看一些好聳趣味的代誌。」「我不准妳去,我已經唱歌錄音,你看我比你卡快出專輯,你是想抹去買一台錄音機來唱歌,我已經攏包起來啊。」「我真正會乎你氣瘦,我放薩你這款心態,你乃加我的歌詞唱阿歇拍聽,你那總我沒聽見你底累放聲唱。」「阿那,你無歡喜,誰人教你啊呢寫的,我都是愛唱,你管抹對。」「你抹去賺這款錢,我是無反對,不過歇是查某人的心事,妳敢阿呢沒見笑,你就去表演。」「我不管,我都是抹對付你,看你累想什米,這碼乎我知影啊,原來你寫攬兩個的代誌,看我啊哪打死你。」「天阿我的台北。」
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月亮蝦餅妹妹
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我跟老公討論沒有錢怎麼辦,但是他有前妻,還要做我的經紀人。我在家裡窩著想法子,想辦法用網路社群辦臉書聯合工作室,我正在想企劃案的時侯,剛好想到了合法性的問題,就去查了一下,為何他在用駭客組職賴的聯合作戰計畫報,原來他在格鬥我,我們互相利用,我們女兒的手工作得快要斷了,他還不去跟女婿談臺北電影院的事宜,他比我們還會賺,我已經知道他不養女兒,我要女兒作會計,他竟然要她擺出錢鏡頭來了,我們全家都在媒體界上班,開三西公司,開媒體咖啡廳,我們的演變是從中間攏起的,我好想要突然崛起家業,第二這只是幻想。但是幻想真能誠懇,並獲得其存在的意義,就是在作品中找到一個實質性的真態,使人們遠離人性,而膚淺的生活著,靠著生存來與罪惡永遠遠離。我把所有的方程式做成點線面實踐的企業基礎,把算式做成像似賺錢密碼的延續,化成一種特殊的演變而賺取許多熱錢。我想像一個家庭經濟的學問,其實沒有錢真的還不行呢!
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月亮姐姐送的衛生棉,使她歷經了更年期,月經不再來,而且也許都不會有副作用,她將法華經細細唸,得到了一夜好眠,而且也洗淨了自身的塵俗。她有著閉月羞花之顏,和一顆美好的心,她看管著家中的秩序井然,以及相夫教子的事情,煩腦雖然多,但是至少都可以教學相長。月亮蝦餅妹妹有的是奉獻的心意,但是她老公昨天過完了六十歲生日,一覺起來已經恢復了一張回春的臉,她卻變醜了,但是他不棄嫌,反而約她去公園遊玩。她在每一次夢中經歷了歡喜的婚姻關係,他也是,做了一個好丈夫,她祝福他福如東海壽比南山,而且寫作更好的佳績,他高興的接受這個去遠遠的地方買的生日蛋糕,是凡爾賽玫瑰的愛相隨意思,她感謝他扮演了安德列的愛,使奧斯卡成為更好的女性。
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夢中見到她和老公在拍廣告片,宣傳英文小說系列,跟耶和華的道互相應用的婚姻感情黑白片,她打上字幕,並且收為私人專門看的廣告帶。她給他裝上貞操帶,還鑲鑽,並且用互相摟抱代替了所有柔情似水的情意,他覺得冷,於是約他去冰島泡湯,在海洋的潛意識表面泅水。在夢中,他們以啟示錄為背景,畫面上是她臉上的異位性皮膚炎,奔跑的細菌是一隻沙漠中狂奔的駱駝,原來有細菌生物在她臉上奔跑。一覺醒來她失眠成夜河的意識流,拍成了一部影集,是她留言給他的家庭感情之書,是在解說愛情在婚姻中的巧妙調味劑,愛的哲學和神學之間的對等關係。自從此夢之後,他們的感情更融洽,而且她又開始給他寫信了,因為寫信是自由的權力,而且可以紓解情緒和壓力,她要把佛教和聖經之間的秘密,說出來給他一個人聽,就當作是一種宗教八卦好了。
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孩子的想法
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為了得到父母親的愛,孩子他真是夾在我們中間,像個演默劇的演員,心思隨著我們的感情變化而變化,真是難為他了。他表現良好,為了升學,家庭美滿,人際關係,而拼命的向上求進步,一心只想得到最好的成績,來讓父母歡心。父母給他一個家,和健康快樂的人格,天賦的遺傳,他在品德和天份上面,都具足了平安便是福的安慰。我們不讓他去飄逸,放縱,叛逆,但是他有自己的想法,不僅選擇自己所愛的人和興趣,前途,還支配了我們兩的感情生活,腦筋急轉彎,和親情相處的一切。這孩子很貼心,成長很快,教育他什麼他就吸收什麼,不會向現實抗拒,明辨好人壞人,真是既聰敏又快熟。而且他去打工賺錢,不向父母要錢,真是懂事,世間這個大染缸,我真深怕他受害受傷。「對不起 ,我幻想是你的小老婆,寫小說 其實我們之間根本就沒甚麼吧,只盼我好起來,東山再起,開啟另一扇文學之門。」我跟他父親說,坦白話,我只是個繼母,我靠金錢賄賂他父親讓我從良,保護我,其實我跟他父親的愛,是建立在文學批評之上的,我捧他父親以抬高自己在他詩文中的地位,藉以付出天使一般的了解。
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做媽的也有媽在監督,女兒有沒有作好媳婦的角色,這個媽也是一個成熟的孩子,只是一切都要為錢籌,煩惱絲很多。媽咪知道孩子去打工賺學費,也常常給他鼓勵,但是他叛逆,一個成長的路上充滿挑戰性,但是孩子的阿爸很嚴格,不讓孩子走他不希望的路。他希望孩子去讀音樂系,當個粉絲很多的明星,但是那群粉絲在夢裡成群結隊的抗議孩子的父母整天抱在一起,享受魚水之歡,這孩子設法在顛覆我們父母的老舊愛情。現在我們適著分開睡,為的是讓孩子不再敏感,覺得我們在耳語中設計他的前途,我這個做媽的,深怕一不小心就讓他不喜歡異性,所以盡量避免跟孩子的爸恩恩愛愛的。鄰居一直騷擾我,裝成老公的聲音和習性,其實他只是個神經病態,詛咒我的皮膚不好,我還聽到他用靈魂偷我的人格,我裝睡,知道他心理有病,但是我老公不肯搬家。在這之前,我跟老公的恩愛情節被鄰居偷聽,他想篡位,於是將我的肉身弄得很糟,我不去管他,反正這病態不是一天造成的,是他躲在家裡不去工作所形成的毛病,我覺得很煩,報了警也沒見他被取締,政府放縱一些更生人來威脅我們的安全,真是受不了。
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我一直睡在同一個位置,為的就是看看誰會來找碴,把這個位置的我作弄得很糟,果然,這可憐陷阱有壞鄰居來變換各種身分捉弄,我看到那邪惡無比的心,暗自慶幸自己有護身符可以保護。我還裝可憐,去打工賺錢,為的就是探勘孩子的心,其實孩子真的很善良,只是社會的汙濁和惡氣,會將他的心加上保護層,讓他有堤防戒心,不敢早出社會。我要他多讀點書,學習專業技巧,但是他只想跳級,升上科大,我無法保障他,也不想念經迷信祈求,我覺得自己已經陷入宗教的陷阱,很難脫身。我把所有的幻聽全忘記,拋開,獨立思考未來的前景,我發現一個健康的心早就被污染,誤導,很難不刑夫剋子,我的害怕終於成真了。業障來臨,我們這一家不再融洽,心是冷的,情是苦的,為了一個家庭的教育,我忙著給孩子買參考書,關心學業和成績,但他無心讀書,因為他真正的媽一點也不關注他的前途,只想要我白白送上更多的錢。我收好錢財,認真的鬥爭他的真媽,那個為了錢再嫁的女人,拋棄了一切過去,讓給我去面對,但是我老公嫌棄我的付出,老氣橫秋的數落我,我忍不住這些窩囊氣,我就把他們全丟包了,再不回頭,孩子說要讓我變得很可憐,這命運我想或許是世人也讚許的,我要逃避。
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我很哈佛
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我崇拜的是心中的佛,不是現實的對象,一些狂言自己會成佛的假佛。我希望有佛來救我,但是不過是浪費時間的一種無謂,這世上只有投機,哪有甚麼佛。我的文學驗證了,文字是佛,可以救人,但佛是存在心間的,無法成為一個獨立個體。「對不起,我幻想是你的小老婆,寫小說,其實我們之間根本就沒甚麼吧,只盼我好起來,東山再起,開啟另一扇文學之門。」我對一假佛這樣說,其實寫小說本來就需要幻想情境,有甚麼不可想的,禁忌也能成小說,只是危險,荒謬。「原本,文學就是一種偷窺的行徑,只要是光明正大,什麼文學家都可以被偷窺。就怕是身邊的人洩露得最多,最血淋淋,最能將他的氣數盡失,臉面無用,被曝料到最危急的人性邊緣,無顏見江東父老。」而佛就是有很多光明正大的秘密,沒被世人発現,不怕被偷窺,也是成功經驗的累積。
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看著假佛跟別的老女人走在一起,我一點也不吃醋,因為他已經跟我告別分手了。每個人都是自我的主人,有權利去追求自己想要的,而他或許在人群中找到了仰慕者,這也不可置否,我承認錢就是最大的情人,沒有人不愛。我只是看到他在路上跟女人同行,就聯想在一起,我真是太亂想了,但有哪個男子是清白的,我不相信。假佛昨晚跟我耳語,約好要去當白衣法師夫妻,但是這是不可能的,因為法門權高,怎能自己用權,所以我就幻滅了。假佛對我說「孩子是我的,不是妳的。」我回之以「老公是我的,不是孩子的。」雖然如此,他還是準備要去檢查暑假作業了,因為孩子不學習,還要買手機,罰他讀書學習一整個夏天。我回想起當時生孩子的瞬間,一定藏著不跟他講,因為這樣才能掌握孩子的成長,一直單純的人格,別讓他走上壞路。
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隨便的,我就在夢裡配給另一個白衣和尚,一場宴席中眾信徒來慶賀,然而醒來的還是男人無止盡的捉弄,與拋棄。假佛很努力挽救這個夢,他給我當場磨製一顆藍寶石戒指,表現出他的愛,這才是男人的真心真意,男人帥有何用,沒有心的話,挽留不住女人的。假佛他說他給我慈悲,演戲就好,不用真的當面相對,因為我說不過他善巧懂事的口才,總是啞巴吃黃蓮,不會回嘴。假佛他沒有加入僧團,是一個凡夫俗子,可是我很愛他,守住聖經的位置,一直很虔誠,很專注的等我回頭,我怎能背棄他,我一定要連悲慘遭遇的時候都記住他,才不會枉費我們交情一段的永恆時間。即使我是那個眾說紛紜的女作家,我也守口如瓶,因為愛情就是追逐的過程,沒有辦法由其他方法去經驗理解,愛過了才算真的,那麼就珍惜眼前所擁有的,所有女人嫉妒傷害的臉,因為她們吃醋很深,以為只有我得到的才是真愛密碼,其實每個女人都平等得到男人的愛,只是有差異而已。
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「平哥,我很想你,但我不知道我是否在文壇還可以立足,我想愛過你的結局就是這樣吧!我也承認我的小說寫出了多角色的心声,世界如此內心喧嘩擾攘,我盡力了,我会記住你的,吾愛。」假佛其實可以來去自如的飛行,他是我醜醜的如來,我不能嫌棄他,因為他身世很可憐,還同情我,救我,人類就是彼此可憐來可憐去的,才叫菩薩心腸,哪裡真正金身的菩薩呢!一片做菩薩的心腸才是佛的人格,就在世人遺棄我的時候,還有一些人來看我,關心我,這是用錢買不來的,我感謝這些善意,享受雨中飄搖的真相,原來我的事蹟是這麼被嫉妒的,那麼我更加不能說出過去的真相,以保有我的文學立場和地位。我將一切捎給風中的理智,將理智埋在雲裡,就這樣,霧使我看見男人想要格鬥的心,我隨他去,但願一切都還在那過渡期的時候,當一切都尚未成形。
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來去教堂
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來到教堂,他哈哈仰天大笑,怕是要給他生孩子剋死自己,他聽見了一句我不能生孩子,就當機了,原來他的新娘後來沒跟他回家,成了落跑新娘,也幸好,二十年後,這新娘的分身成了大紅大紫的明星,為了輪迴的愛,他成了續弦,反正只要有他會做爸爸教養孩子們就好,有些人還不會做老子呢!新娘心想,只要有愛就好,他一定会愛我到天荒地老的,我先去做浪花,玩玩男人,反正他也沒給我戴戒指,我等到沒有月經了再回頭找他,看他要不要可憐我,接受我的老邁。結果,新娘回到那個教堂門口,追尋往日回憶,大門已深鎖,耶和華不讓她進門。這就是她今生唯一跟她有過婚約的男人,但是現在他脾氣不好就摔牆,給她說一些鬥嘴的話,不讓她回家,說他愛上的是一個不回家的女人。现在她老公還要做老子,窮孩子,要他們去打工賺錢,讀医学系,她也在思考小孩的出路,但是老公什麼秘密都不告訴她,要她自己深自體会。老公一直說他沒錢,不僅困坐家中,還在玩電腦三西,想要駭客她的親子手機,她心中很猶豫,不知如何救起一個有了刘三娘的老公。
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她滿身都是老公上過的腐朽味道,他明知道駭客莊孝維是個鬼,把這邊的人家嚇得半死,還要她去換一隻新機,上了黑色皮革套子,代表這隻新機就是老公他自己的幻身,黑色陰莖,他不知道被設計了,哪有人駭客自己的,所以他的高潮歡呼就一下子結束了,男人哪有愛,看他那副叫窮後又吹噓自己很有錢的模樣,就知道他在等了二十年之後,對他那不忠貞的新娘演戲玩弄她,她才是聲張虛勢的用房地產和藝術品騙他的感情呢!一副假裝命運就操縱在他手裏的楚楚可憐模樣,其實他費盡心思書寫多年的文字遊戲,正在考倒她的記憶力,她還沒跟他報告,為什麼教堂儀式之後就不要他了,因為他要孩子,還要演戲,他很貪心,要用法力賺錢,玩死她的靈魂,她和別人演無傷大雅的假戲,騙死他,他還當真,不准她這個那個的旅遊,其實她身分證上根本無配偶名,他在婚約後忘了去公證,還怪她跑掉,真是霧裡看花的一片生機啊! 自由使她寫出妙筆生花,她的寫作事業如日中天,寫盡他的詩書評論,但他卻只是默默接受她悔過的贈筆,知道当初的婚約有曖昧的因由,所以沒实質。
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他不知道,她巳經不愛他了,但還要純粹的友誼,所以继續糾纏他。他的婚姻誏她很痛苦,演個第三者使她痛不欲生,原來這場恋情他並不珍惜,要用戲份来弄瘋她的神經。她奉獻了許多,然而他只是單方向的接納,並不付出什麼,只有謊言,和乞討,她想或許他根本不把她当成是宝,所以決定去找個工作,來逃避他的一切現实。「平哥,我們淡淡的友誼就化作小說靈感,継續当詩友会比較好吧!当初你好心的要娶我,我卻只想当單身貴族,現在再一次說明了你的愛遙不可期,而且沒有偉大情操,就讓我一個人享愛情離開後的安逸,不留在你的陰影之下。逝者已逝,我等寧静的身心沈澱在雨萧中,誏如夢初醒的感覚洗滌我,還好我倖存,我还有自由可以選擇,我要把那対真愛的期望理葬深海底,永遠單身不犯过錯,因為人生只能容許錯一次。」這樣矛盾的告白,正似一張假面謊訛,欺騙著他,那澈底哭过的男人心,或許是性情中人之所為,但是她只有狠下心,斬断情根,否則她將萬刼不復,沈澱在刼難沙灘中,不能回頭,天真如昔是她偽裝的面具,一個靈魂卻早已破碎。
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匿名信件寫給最懂的自己,了解到知己不可仰賴他人,自己才是自己最重要的知己。偶然,我得知他的消息,但是不怎麼歡喜,因為他的熟世之道,是一種掩人耳目的演技。我說盡自己的處境,他也不幫助我,我怎能求助於一隻狼呢?真笨,求助於自己才是真的,這個弱肉強食的社會,只有最愛你的神會保護你,其他的人都很自私,很小器,自救救人之道,真的很珍貴。每一個女人,在貞操被奪之後,都不貞於那個破瓜的男子,因為性事並不好受,除非男方有錢,否則沒人要跟著那男子,性是女人之所以要逃開的骯髒事,婚姻不是神仙願望已經很久了。那個拋棄我的莊孝維被我報復得體無完膚,誰叫他忌妒我跟新郎之間濃濃的愛情,他只要性而已,還用醫療關係把我陷下阱底,我要用神棍操死他的肛門,叫他可憐得要死,送上大筆錢來贖罪。世界上沒有一直都是犧牲者的事,趁著豪雨猛烈的下著,遮掩住他的哀號聲,他已經下煉獄去了,這種罪人最好被我的法力凌遲到死。他不是很有辦法嗎?怎麼不逃掉?我恨男人,根本就是背叛者,竟敢背着我做出這種劉三娘的戲碼,還要我當女兒被他淫姦,我很痛恨不正義的事情,我絕對不放過他。
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莊孝維他還威脅要害死我爸,只有駭客有醫療關係,擁有一間醫院,我的新郎沒有,我很清楚,他天天研究我的想法,偽裝扮演我的愛人,最後又得回到愛的終點,一切都是他親手導演的,也不真的結婚,一個同性戀,零號,看我怎麼間接操死他,那會是我最大至高的快樂時刻,不用變身成男人就可以操死男人,一根法棍大小通吃,看他趁我爸媽不在家跑來欺負我,鬼都是這樣的,沒一個阿飄是好東西,都是人變現出來的,不做善事,不思過,終有一天會死無葬身之地,無法起死回生,再當人享受人生的樂趣.在地藏的勢力裡一直迴旋著痛苦,想把痛楚轉代給他人,讓他痛不欲生,我知道這社會有權者很病態,一直殺人都沒關係,因為他們已經知道自己是狗,失去了人性的尊嚴。用友善的套數,騙死你,其實背地裡傷害你,出賣你,假裝不知情,他們是娘胎蹦出來的,狗孩子,誰要是經過產道,會害死媽媽的喔!生命就有這麼多機密,是母親節的生存符碼,誰活得愈老,誰的秘密存得愈久,能使孩子長得更長壽。
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完整的湖泊
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他的女人的心,從每一個角度去看都是美好的,善良而淳真的,那是他之所以完美整治這個綠色湖泊的原因,療癒的雨下在這個湖面上,粼粼波光彷彿她起皺的心聲,每回他關上一扇門,她就必得去打開另一扇門,去迎向他歡喜的意思,滿足他對愛慾的渴望,對知識中的自信有著追尋的機密線索,有誰懂他,他就為誰開門,並開啟一次又一次的真心對話,他就是那紅心知己,他捧在手心的文學家,為了她的成長而向她示法,導演出五十歲婦人應有的心態,一個婦道人家所為的各種善舉和施捨的佛心,每夜夢中失身于他,愛的肉軀奉獻,為的是找一個庇護的地方,遠離家人的對付謾罵與欺凌,和賺錢比賽.
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湖邊多的是不帶包包的安其那人們,等待別人為他付費的節省規則,聽說這社會已經變成了不要錢的社會,可能是一種新的鬥爭方式,像雨水一直揮霍的大方,向大地灑著潮濕的硬幣,冰冷的落下社會主義的慷慨,潮起潮落浮沉的人們,只是為我的認知示現的影跡,她見到的不是孩子就是婦人和老男人們,為了尋找真愛仍在奔波的足跡,原來湖畔的垂釣,是為了找願者上鉤的人,來圓滿這今生守候的情意,他接聽了她的按鈴,對講機中只說了要借廁所的氣話,他氣得掛掉對話筒,不給她開啟一扇通關的門,最多說上幾句,然後就恕不見客的關上那道上了枷鎖的鐵門,他曾在湖邊陪她走過一條長路,她感謝他留情與她的溫柔.但是今非昔比,她察覺一切都是為了赴一場死亡的約,所以繼續騙他的內情.
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即使是像他這樣一個臭男人,也想知道女人的心,他內心掩著駭客的情緒,其實他想贏過她,死了又生,生不如死,將她用計謀給殺害,看看她的有餘涅槃是怎樣的,結果她不再生出他愛的模樣,去變成一個難追難搞難招的高級身家的外國女孩,這樣就不用跟他輪迴,這個小女孩,破除了司法漏洞,用法力去行搶遍及整個城市,壞得不得了,看這個駭客哭碎了心腸,她反而像個男人呼呼大睡,就這樣一個幻影消失了,這樣跟她要嗯嗯的夜晚,換來一台贈送的愛買電腦,他還不要收,因為她嫌他臭,去到睡夢中,享受一個詩書法的畫會活動,但是這個駭客裝成殘障雙腳的可憐蟲,來博取她的同情,和最後的一絲愛,只可惜她覺得此後都不用痛痛了,所以流了ㄧ點傷心淚,就醒來了.還好只是個夢,她的邏輯已經跟上時代,她想問他可不可以當他的瑪麗亞,一輩子照顧他,白癡,誰要為他而回頭,輸的人得死的,這就是異性戀的獻身法則,只有鬼怎麼都死不了.
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她說要變成一隻湖底魚,死在床上給他看,變身為成千上萬的螞蟻威脅他的愛,讓他哭,她其實是一個心狠手辣的壞女人,她為了情報而假裝有愛,真格的她是一個貨真價實的情報員,只能靠捉弄他的感情來博得人生的續篇,生存下去,因為鹿死誰手還不曉得,所以演的刺激緊湊,男人醜死了,還耍酷,比小聰明,大騙子,張狂虛假的痞子,但是這些話是機密,只能在小說罵一罵,爽一下,男人的規則是她要顛覆的紀律,是違規的演技大挑戰,誰敢睡在殺手的身旁,誰就葬身湖底.
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沒有人要破碎的現實,但現實的確破碎,追求不到手的就是價值最高的目標,她想要雙雙沉入湖底,在水中央當一對鴛鴦,裝潢湖畔生活,讓自己的寫作更加眩惑,更為迷彩,讓一切棘手的現實消失於一陣霧中,因為駭客就是要使她暈眩,要扮演一隻黑心天鵝,將她的喜悅全都優游的吃掉,一直像個無聊孩子哀嚎,他逃開啟蒙孩子的世界,去扮演一個嚴肅老爹,在天鵝的世界裡,沒有小天鵝的阻擋,可以盡情的愛,盡情的荒唐,做一個永遠長不大的小王子,不停的使用保險套,直到殫精竭慮,開始編造巨大謊言,讓巨人陽痿,小孩機靈,男人這種動物,只要他所愛的現實,不要他所擁有的現況,他是一種鬼怪的獨居生物,只要用一個死亡符咒威脅女人,那就是暴力.你看那天鵝的脖子一直纏繞著愛的形狀,他看了就作噁,原來女人只是他賺錢的工具,被殺或殺人都是他的權利,沒有人能免除這個慾望的糾葛,生死是他主宰世界最快速的極樂,他才不信羅曼史.
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ㄧ下子,他的詛咒就成真,說她笨死了,在水裡沒人看見,做水鬼她也不要,她有很多選擇,但是她不要這權利了,她寧願是透明的天鵝,永遠也不要被人呼來喚去,在破冰上划著可以自然也可以造作的軌跡,反正一個軀殼的輸贏,只不過是不斷地當傀儡,當笑料,當鬼叫,當忍經,沒有什麼好窮究的,還真有更大的志向可以起死回生嗎?當她處於這種困擾中時,他真是一個眼中釘,一個想要她死在謊言中的性命,沒有辦法發出呼求,或者是任何的呼吸的滯悶感,一種沉醉在迷惘中的問號就要被摧毀了,沒有任何完整是值得嘉許的,因為沒有風波,只有無謂的耳邊風,荒謬的事一直上演,除此之外,只有暈眩的告誡阻止她說出真相,其實作為一個萬人迷是很可憐的,她只有不斷地被剝削,被詐欺,被騷擾,哪有什麼自在可言.
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男鴛女鴦來到湖邊,一下子化身成壞盜,一下子又在湖邊接吻,騙人家沒有防備之心,把遊湖的人變成樹精,讓他們無法變成人類,呼風喚雨的作弄別人,這是一個鬼湖公園,在這裡可以偷到小草變成的孩子,一直販嬰,賺錢,一下子鴛鴦又幻化成湖底的沉睡情侶,任警察抓也抓不到,因為他們沒有身分證,做鬼也風流,可以相守一直到變成老人精,死也死不了,沒有輪迴可以害怕.偵探這個鬼湖四邊的精靈是鴛鴦的使命,因為他們出沒得太怪異,所以鴛鴦冷眼旁觀,用他們超人的智慧看的一清二楚,不做壞事就沒辦法活下去的世界,已經很久了,鴛鴦各個擊破,將精靈的勾當全都奉送上報應,ㄧ點也不容逃跑.鴛鴦把他們的壞事全賴在其他人頭上,死的不明不白,在神明察不到的地方冤枉的滅頂,被陰間法則欺負,銬上跑不掉的罪名,套上沉重的惡業,壞到透頂的鴛鴦,還在快快樂樂的做太陽浴,洗澡,玩親嘴的遊戲,人們抓不到他們,只好用禽流感剋死他們,然而死的只有鴛不是鴦,鴛還要鴦血債血還,真是莫名其妙,胡搞瞎搞的世界.鴛怪鴦久不洗澡,分泌物把他給害死了,其實是他自己不愛衛生,被病菌給荼毒死的,一個敗壞的世界從此分裂,完整的湖自此不再美麗,迷人,它變成聞之惟恐色變的情侶湖,誰在這邊談戀愛,就一定會有不吉祥的結局.
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許多人不吃迷幻藥就不想做愛,所以有一些想要迷姦情侶的人們,就販賣毒品,讓人昏迷,茫然,不之所措的一起迷幻離情,其實他們患了一種叫做不可自拔,墮入情色犯罪的淵藪的開端,一直墜落下去,這個鬼湖雖沒有人吸食迷幻藥,但他們的身影卻像鬼混,鴛與鴦吃了仙藥,又復合在水中央,兩人狀似纏綿,情意相投,其實他們對三百六十五天的愛情已經麻痺不知如何產生話題,互相陪伴,卻沒有甜蜜可言,鴛不正面看鴦,然而鴦卻知道他們之間的玄機,就在她回來找他的足跡時曝光了,他覺得奇怪,為什麼她要躺在板凳上,假裝在做臉,敷上藥膏,其實她得了異位性皮膚炎,他卻嫌她醜,其實是他讓她這樣虛度夜晚而使美麗凋謝,他收到她送的禮物,卻想去搞別人,一對鴛鴦狀似合貌,其實早已情同平凡牽手,了無激情,
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這個永不破碎的湖,其實已起了漣漪,愛的漩窩,他們互相依傍,一起寧靜的看雲起雲落,花開花謝,這樣的感情是一輩子培養來的忠誠,寧可我不辜負你,也不要迷失在駭客的迷離劇情之中,他對現實的清楚,讓她覺得男人真聰明可怖,所以在電話裡亂說一通,給他奇怪的測試,這個完整的湖泊,就在一個虛無縹緲的分分合合中謝幕,鴛鴦又合體了,只是今晚鴛騙鴦說要愛愛,其實他呼呼大睡,不管鴦怎麼放縱的淺睡,他就是歡喜的睡覺,但是與其讓他哭得眼睛傷了,還不如說些甘甜的話讓他安眠,歡喜過日子,這對鴛鴦很快意的虛度光陰,浪費時間在愛情上,因為他們知道,人世間因為他們的合體而吃味,所以他們更要使一個戀情的完美盡力演出直到永恆,他讓她的白髮飄逸,猶如一頭智慧的縱容,他們在湖邊已經深深沉迷,和諧.
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珍愛價值
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夫君他待在家中,於床上跟我閒話家常,我聊著聊著就進入了夢鄉,當時我聽他的話,去洗個澡,他就趴在我身上說我好香,然後我就在夢中被他揉弄身軀。我愁著家務事和老公的事業,兒女的教育問題,但是老公並不知道,我為他著想的事情,我很安心的曉得,他已經不想去當個浪子了,他只想待在我身旁,陪著我一起說話。共同體的經驗就是鴛鴦計謀,一同幸福的合議制度,不喜歡念經,撈不到什麼好處,只有不斷的被稱為瘋婆子。老公是虛構的人物,他不接電話的,跟我的習性一樣,我擦完澡,吃過安眠藥,就上床睡覺了。夫君發現我飛上雲霄,又緊張的叫我下來,我騙他說去存錢了,他就在那邊擔心,是不是我發現了他的壞,用錢玩死我的計謀。夢中他坦承根本沒有錢,有的只是愛,我還妄想他用錢進行各種遊戰,想要把家裡的心機都弄死。夫君他快樂死了,因為我們的愛,實在是很有潛力,一夕之間,就變成海市蜃樓上的堅固城堡。
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夫君愛穿平凡衣,生活簡樸,俐落的身影,好像一個家居的鬼,忽隱忽現,彷彿這個家就是我的,不用服伺他。他這麼老實,誠懇,跟他在一起無憂無慮,真是一探夫君內心深處的悠閒自在,我也好像渡假一樣,去看看他整治的深山。我真的有辦法,當他的背後支持的身影,因為我了解他的為人處事,太多家庭機密不能洩露,我默默的承受這一切,希望能分擔他的家計,他的煩憂。我的夫君很聰明,但是他有自己的一套文學眼界,是我所不能懂的知識和學問,我現在也不想知道了,因為我自己的看書知識也滿得溢出來了,我們聊一些家常,充滿快樂的氣氛。夫君不喜歡八卦,拉圾,他總是惕勵我要寫高尚的文學,我已經悔改,寫著我們彼此相愛的感覺和煩惱,真的很恩愛。
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不管夫君有沒有錢,都是一個了解習性的應對問題,如果夫君為惡,則妻子必入煉獄,沒有什麼是值得留戀的,除了深愛著對方的原因,和一心忠貞的緣由。我來到約會的舊地方,和你手牽著手一起散步,我遊歷三千大千世界,卻只有留戀一粒沙的你,你是我眼中的珍寶,握在手中的婚約戒指,無論你身在何處,我都想念著你。夫君不喜歡我寫拉圾,所以我就洩露家常秘密,寫成一篇篇的家居文獻,我知道他又要遠行,去演講賺錢,我就知道他擔當起義務了。夫君跟我尬戲,在情歌放映當中在電話裏聊了一大串的話語和交代,我大致聽見他真正奔忙的事情,也跟著他合作度過難關,我只希望他能感覺到我喜歡他的天性樂觀善良。我想夫君就要答應我,給我一段快活無比的旅程,我跟著他,一起到大陸老家去看看,認識他的家族。
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我和老公約在湖邊見面,找他的足跡,他擔心著要不要現身,他可能不知道以前約會的那家麵店,已經被我發現開發成一千萬以上的新房子了。我跑去看看有沒有老公駐足的軌跡,東邊看看西邊瞧瞧,看到的是我們結婚的台福教堂,和破碎湖泊一般的手機表面,我記得婆婆帶著我做電波按摩椅自我麻痺,看老公站著傻呼呼的哈哈大笑,我們都知道男人沒有羅曼思,只有滿肚子的嚴肅學問,所以一起騙他的感情。今天早上我夢到老公使用保險套,弄我的洞穴,原來他在安全避孕,我享受這光陰,並且下意識的為老公套上一個更安全的新套子,因為他射精了。我跟老公說話,聊起身邊還剩多少錢的事,其實我們都煩惱沒錢給孩子交上大學的學費,商量著如何賺錢,我們想要栽培一個懂愛的孩子,放棄另一個桀驁不循的孩子。
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我讀著老公的書。心裡頭都是老公的想法和見解。想像著一對情偶在湖邊白首並坐在板凳上。歡喜冤家再也沒有話題了。只有互相守護著彼此的安好。這會是我們共同的命運。我不敢再想下去。只求在你的文字中找到信仰。生命中有哀有樂。而你卻是平靜而為的一泓忘川。每天過完就忘記了我們的甜蜜溫存。那些房內術的影像和摩娑。只有我牢記你給予的每一種推託的現實。那是大男人主義的主張和反對。依約在電話裡沈澱真實的未來旅程。我想跟你一起出國去玩。可是你不答應帶我去。我讀著像似上教堂一樣的文字。心中沒忘記你的所有吩咐。生命就是為了追隨老公的命令而做出的服從和跟隨。歡樂就是緊緊把握相處的每分每秒。我知道真愛價值就是男人給的禮物和讚許。所以我面對你的囑咐。去從事我喜歡的英文小說寫作。因為這才是我的創意能展現的方向。我開始寫了來去教堂這部小說。夢像聖堂。我寫著夢中婚禮在二十多歲時的提早成真。感謝婆婆的穿針引線。我跳躍過義務的實踐和等候。來到一個家庭的迷惑任務中。我搶救了想像境界的迷幻。於是老公就在空中呼喚我。我是他唯一掛心的追求過的首席老婆。他深愛著我。
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怎樣救起這對恩愛的牽手
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記憶紋身的良時佳辰/閱讀楊平的<記憶紋身>
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這本記憶紋身的刺青是文字是詩史事蹟,也是家庭親情的回顧與書寫,有了對於東西方文學的深層研討。這本詩人的首部詩散文集,真是充滿對文學考古的深度認知,並且浸淫於古文學世界的探測,直指文人的生命精神和意志。對於古詩詞的熱烈反響,更是令人感到不可匹敵的認真,對於學術的文學內境,楊平詩人真可說是傾注全心全力,施與無以復加的文字奧妙機趣,使得這本書被賦予生命力,賜給以背紋身的情人一個熱情的試探禮物,這本書的封面,是一張象徵性徵的竹屋,這個愛情奉獻的象徵,道盡了男性詩人對於愛與生殖的迷思與讚頌,我們必須以嚴肅的觀念來研究這本具有異性戀觀點的詩文集,關於楊平詩人的感情世界,我有著倫理而聖哲的崇拜感受,希望大家能細膩閱讀這本愛的詩文紀錄,字句中充斥著楊平詩人一生專注的愛意,道德標準,和桌案前伏身打字的那種對書寫十分沉醉的姿態,我喜歡這本紀念書。
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她的身體不動的躺著,療傷止痛成了癮,老公百般挑剔,就是不來接她回家,她是一個只有美貌的棄婦。湖邊一場追求她的戀情,卻演變成沒幹麻就生了孩子,這要歸功於他的聰明,一直用食指逗弄她的兩個洞穴,一邊逛夜湖,這遊戲部分內容已經鎖碼,請自己觀賞紀錄片字幕,是潛意識的交談內心戲。現在二十年後,給他賴「楊平哥,你做我的經紀人,幫我把一百本垃圾書推出去,用筆名出版,賺版權費好不好,你不是說你沒錢,我們一起共度難關。」「楊平哥,我研究你的記憶紋身,當作論文來寫好不好,現在我天天都好想你喔!」他都不回音了,好奇怪的事情,難道他已經變心了,為我寫的書,看了好傷心。
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因為我短命,所以離開你去探險一個賺錢的世界,我很後悔,當初跟著你就幸福了嘛!何必跟你偷偷牽起手等夜班車的心心相印,時間它玩弄我們,每次約會都緊蹙眉頭,讓人們看我們的笑話,看我們愛得入骨的互相背叛,互相傻乎乎的猜測愛,融合一心合作演練世間缺少的愛。但是人們不上當了,因為愛的獻身要物質餽贈,我也等著你,給我寫情書,但是我只能聽你俗氣的聊天,談情說愛的說一些忘東忘西的美妙滋味。家人不承認我們在教堂成婚,所以現在被迫分開,做一些低能的事,假裝很正常,很低調,其實我們都是互相憐惜的文人,在一起的話,寫的必定是家務事,不再鴛鴦蝴蝶,是柴米作家的生活記事。其實我已經與你過了一段感情生活,在床上的溫柔體貼和對話,我們的身體互相信任尊重,每一天都有充滿愛意的歡喜,貼身的鍋貼一般,熱呼呼的大睡。我很愛你的肉身寧靜,那一層層像韭菜水餃的感覺,嚐起來好好吃,我的背脊被你包裹,搓弄。我慎愛體會,你柔情款款,至少我喜歡你對待我以溫柔,而不是暴動的憤怒,你是我的老公,我就愛給你熱線,留言,你怎麼生活,我好關懷,我想現在就去找你,可是我媽媽不准,她不讓我跟著你過日子。
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家裡有無限的快樂,只是走到了盡頭,就不能回頭了,一直苦苦的等待,有一天愛會回來,但是卻也成了一種癡心妄想。今天等到了,你派人送來的救命藥膏,等到我變成美美的,就會去看你,探望你,和你講幾句話,反正我在想什麼你全都知道,你是我唯一的知己,我還要愛你。以前你給我打無聲電話,現在換我用潛意識給你講電話,我知道你一定很可懼,所有的男人都很可怕,跟你一樣,假裝軟軟的,十公分,其實他們凶起來,我們女人全部都潰散。當你遠行,我守在家裡,淚以洗面的思念你,頭髮一夕之間變蒼白了,我聽到你笑我的聲音,你說這個女作家被我弄老了,我只好染頭髮。你總是要我去湖邊走走,我也想愛你所愛,去觀察你的文字留影,但是我時間不夠,沒有你陪,我才不去。有時我真想一早起床,就去湖邊找你聊天,按照你說常走的路徑去尋你,可是我沒有辦法欺騙我家人,遠遠的去看你給我吃閉門羹。我想起你的好,就很安慰,你還是一樣,沒有變,我一直都很喜歡你,這樣的愛,希望能永遠持續,直到天荒地老。我知道你一定會有回音,只是我要如何等待,你好像什麼都不懂,我已經陷得很深了。自從你說起你的事,我認真的聽,仔細地觀察,我知道你一直都在,我也願意跟你同在。
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你的家學淵源那麼好,我都學不會做好親戚關係,只有在念經時迴向楊家祖先,家境逐漸不好,我很擔心。碧湖有個小山,不知長得怎樣。用假山的心境去擬想,畫出了一系列幾何山水的書畫,送給楊平詩人,其實不值什麼錢,只是不想去看看那座山而已。每次你給我開門,我都帶著小禮品給你,我好怕你不給我開門,我也沒有去打個鎖,我知道你的開門密碼,但是我卻只是等待好鄰居來幫我開門,我想應該是緣分還未盡,我還可以去看看你的文字秘密。你的書桌,你的床,你的專屬浴室,你裝潢的書架,你的高粱酒,你的一切物品,你的談話,是我所回憶的一切,我也想成為你的專屬品,好不好。你有自己的想法和處事規則,我很尊重,像你這種對我溫柔的男人,真是不多見,你不戲謔,不做花花公子,一心只追求愛的專注。我真是太好命了,享有這麼好的老公,我心滿意足,即使我在分居中諦聽你,也是我們異次元的現實,不能忘記。你安居樂業的守護這個家,很正常的管理家務,我喜歡你規律的一套行事,善良的本性,虔誠的信仰,我好愛你愛到底的這種精神,你要求什麼我都會答應你。
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你的世界,充滿自信和虔誠,信仰耶和華的愛,也關心著世間的一切不幸,和我的人生。你來過這裡,我所收藏的每一件關於你的秘密,你來愛我,將我的劫難送走,這表示我還是你至愛的心上人。我的老公,是一首悠揚的歌,將生命用豐盛的生活態度來昇華,平靜而睿智,你給我引導,讓我排除萬難,完成更前進的妻子角色的扮演。我默默的守護你,你昨天夜裡不斷的攪弄我睡著的身體,好舒暢,我得到了你的獎賞,真是太幸福了。我真的好愛你,有你我就滿足了,還要什麼別的東西,洞悉你才是我唯一想要的研究過程。你給我家族的名單,是要我迴向,我記載著我們的家譜,很用心的經營你在河南的家族關係,一場遊覽車之旅,使我辨識了你的親族家人,我會好好跟他們相處,直到你滿意。我覺得你真是一個好丈夫,再也不當浪子了,回歸我們的家庭,圓滿我們二十多年追求的愛情長跑。你的文字,勸說著我正在嘗試的山水畫原理,和古琴的聲韻深奧之學,你本愛孩子們都成就歌藝,聲樂,但是他們竟然沒有遺傳你我的好歌喉,我想這只有靠天份開竅才能教化他們。我想起你的囑咐,為了善行,我去實踐,去追蹤,一個充滿愛的失落的人間,只有我願意回應你的愛。
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在我們還沒有相認的時候,我一直付出,一直惺惺相惜,一直觀察你的輪迴。我知道你在一些消耗失望的詩文中守候我,一顆歸向你迎向你的真心,你儘管父母已雙亡,但記憶仍歷歷在目,因為你是被捧在手心上的獨生子。你為了支撐一個溫馨的家,買了許多家庭護持的東西,比方說你最愛的春聯,聖誕紅,和式茶室,字畫,等等,充滿了幸福的經營。我想起你那厚實的髮,一身顢頇厚重的暖身衣物,和滿屋子都是厚T恤的房間內,你和我行房相愛的角落,我們是多麼難以想像的恩愛。你丟包孩子,我去營救回來,但是一家人生活卻彼此猜疑,什麼是愛,什麼是情傷,什麼是愛的隱忍,愛的教育,我們活在一個義務的屋簷下,有時真的很需要彼此相濡以沫來支持下去,我們千迴百折的愛情。在還沒有相認的時候,我們每夜相親互抱著肉身,想到自己被你愛著,幫我送回修復好的褲子,洗好的紀念衣,我就知道你擁有廣大無邊的愛意,只給我一個人。我好愛你的珍愛價值,保護著我的每一個善念,關心我受到傷害,受到別人的欺負,我想著你對我的試探和關懷,讓我在難受的愛重來的時候,能夠釋懷,能夠把它視為夢魘一場。你逼迫我的父親,讓他看你的模樣,這彷彿再次提親的上門,讓我好感動,只有你相信我所說的一切話語,我愛你這個熟男人,就像是伺候我的老公一樣。
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我的心肝跳動個不停,好像肝指數不行了,想像吃著跳動的心肝十顆,野人獻曝的招牌水餃。我知道你很忙,忙著買三盒豆腐給我做酸辣湯,於是我趕忙去廚房做菜,給你吃一頓好吃的午餐。暑假到了,學生情人們背著電視機宣布的同性愛戒嚴,在那邊吃飯喝湯談戀愛,我在餐桌上禱告,如果女兒沒有愛,一直把我的話當耳邊風,我就棄養她,把她送給駭客去撫養長大,因為她只要錢。我打量著存款的數額,然後再天天吃麵線,吃肉粽,吃水煮蛋,總共可以存下個九千五百元在帳戶裡增添數目。我假裝在家裡包水餃,其實去水餃店探看兒子正在打工的模樣,他好乖巧,跟我打招呼,還放了愛的流行音樂給我聽,我付的錢是他的打工費,愛的世界真好,我真沉醉。因為女兒把人像畫得很醜,所以我罰她畫心字型的圖樣複製,一邊說著我有愛,我有愛,我有愛,寫一億個美好的形狀給我過目。兒子他一聽說食材佐料的製作原理,就趕快學習,發問,可是女兒卻是個挑吃的白癡,老拿家裡的錢吃外面,看了我好生氣,還說要我買泡麵來吃一個月,該死的,我跳動的心肝,又動了肝火,就要暴跳出來了。親愛的老公對不起,我沒有把她教好,智慧全完蛋,一直沒電,以後她殘廢了,我也無法救她,因為她現在學習期不好好受教於我倆,沒有家教的孩子,我不要聽她說的話去借錢過日子,她以為我沒有辦法賺錢,我就跟她裝窮。
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現實就是這麼無奈,討價還價的,還有契約全都沒談成功的一台廢爛平板,我想到期了就不再續用了,反正電話內容都聽不到,好像聾子女兒。我跟她的親子關係破局了,教育失敗,每次帶她去下午茶就有氣,凡是跟宗教有關的事情,她全沒記住,作為教訓或借鑒。我跟你相約在西方極樂皇室國結婚,好愛好愛你,我就知道我們的契約是經得起考驗的。這輩子因為你可憐那女兒,才把她呼喚胎氣生出來的,但是她完全是啟智班的,幼稚,無知,不會自己去洗澡,她明知我是作家,還不乖乖做個聽話的女兒,讓我心煩,把我誤導,她根本是個屁眼生出來的孩子,自己跑錯了跑道出來的,害我被耶和華罵。我的老公好可憐的做家事,撫養我生的孩子,用謊言騙我他們的現況,我也悟道了。我想念老公的時候,就用食物供養他,因為他吩咐我要記得供飯,所以我就想辦法去經營賣米賣麵條的網路生意,只有女兒嫌我醜,一直要我做已經過時的雅芳媽媽,真是白目。你在竹屋裡表演吟詩的時候,她認錯媽了,所以一路上被假扮前妻的人放牛吃草,什麼學問都沒學到,倒是損人一流的,真是個落翅仔,我教你學她鸚鵡說話,你也學我鸚鵡說話,原來你是在數落我遺傳給她的那種不屑態度,我只好反省,繼續省錢存錢,因為一個白癡女兒,我們這對恩愛夫妻不知如何救起,一段令人思之吟味的朝朝暮暮,教堂上開心歡笑已經過了二十年之久的結婚儀式。
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夫妻一場,銷魂的自銷魂
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他掛斷了電話,兀自的睡覺,他的心理只有對付自己的老婆大人,因為她供給吃的東西,讓他的飢腸轆轆有了皈依的方向。吃完牛排之後,她媽媽想要念經趕快弄瞎她的左眼,那是代表他前輩子哭瞎的左眼,業障來了,她趕快認錯,說聲老公對不起,我讓你傷心難過了。也沒用,她搬到很遠的地方,讓所有的人都找不到,包括老公,沒有開車或騎機車來載她回家,她媽媽和老公都丟棄她的善良,所以她搬到一間小房間去住,改名叫吳釵釵,她改變了所有的習性,療養一張美麗的臉,然後看老公找不找得到她的影跡。她不要上門去找老公,也不要任何人來應門,她獨居吃麵線,喝茶,上網,減肥,因為她再也不要為了張羅家裡的吃穿,而費心費力。她努力的讀聖經,懺悔,做善事,回想起過去夜夜酥麻的廝磨,她忍不住流了左眼的淚,夫妻一場,互相信賴互相親愛。她記住的他的話,深深的重複研究,但是他沒有賞賜她的付出,一直都沒有任何物質的贈送,所以她沒有紀念品可以陪著睡覺,以思念老公的愛。老公愛說謊言,自大,揮霍自己的主觀,將一切浮華都打為垃圾,她給的愛是濃湯,是肉身享受,也是一生只為了完美的呈現夫妻之情,但是卻被人忌妒,變成一個主婦的心聲,是女婦心理學的版本,她的老公愛得肉麻,喜歡夫妻關係的良好經驗,但是他現在不能壯陽了,只能談情說愛的回想年輕的邂逅。「還好我活在不是叫天天不應,叫地地不靈的世界,我還有救星,那就是神。」「能聽信善道,是多大的福報,為了臻於至善,要相信虔誠說法。」「愛就是不管多遠,都衷心祝福,為了對方幸福,而做出菩薩行為。」
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夫妻兩人分居,過得太好命了,天天都有相安無事的靈犀一點通,她在想什麼,他都知道,就算是溝通不良,他也都記憶下來。她坐著公車到處閒逛,生命就是像雲一樣的浪費,無知無明,來去都沒有任何目的。他也沒有發出警告逃妻的聲明,只是讓日常悠閒的過去,那種作為丈夫的管教,已經失去了法力,他知道緣分已盡,老婆不再愛他了。過去繾綣在床第上的夜夜幽眠,如今成了追憶,夫妻一場,為的不是孩子,也不是恩愛,而是彼此感覺不能失去對方的羈絆。可是他還一直要禮物,要給她裝電話,都已經沒有話題了,還要說什麼,也許各自生活是一種恢復單身的享受。有時,吵嘴是一種造作,她嫌無聊,他只是冷淡的回話,並不希望老婆什麼都不知道,還要質問他。
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她希望老公去找她暫住的地方,可是他只是面對現實,獨自撫養孩子,忍耐著不去想她,或者流任何一滴眼淚。以前身為他的奴隸,她每一天都假裝很歡喜,把苦澀的滋味往內心裏吞,她有過婚姻的經驗,值得寫出來給人參考。
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她看到一個講閩南語的瑪利亞變成人妻,贏女,跟她老公說我是非,說我笨斷,這個世界上的男人,都這麼想要瑪利亞的愛嗎?誰才是聖經裡真正的馬利亞,被變態的鬼群追求折騰二十年,連老公也在陣容裏,所以最後選了真正有約會過請客過的老公,他是真正的約瑟夫,所以躲起來試探他,是否還愛著她,結果他說要要分身娶她的分身,一個美麗等愛的女歌手,她好高興喔!就答應了老公的要求,給他獲得一個表現婚禮的機會。
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用了藥膏之後,雙眼迷離,恰似婆娑起舞的視力,只看得到人們的命運。聊得來的成為夫妻,修來的福氣,但是女人買單的世界,只會出一張嘴,嫌東嫌西,還得繼續做愛下去,好像很累人的。吳釵釵買了一堆大辣椒醃蘿蔔,老公在身旁生氣的時候,曾揚言要把她當菜醃了,原來就是這辣味,嗆得眼睛都要流淚了。當初是他建議她搬出去住的,現在不來南勢角找她回家,反而去載別的輪迴女人,跟她說,我要愛這個女人,來格鬥妳的愛,她聽了好吃醋好生氣。吳釵釵每天都給他寄沒有去信地址的信,不停歇的寄,親筆寫的傷心事,要求,和歡心事,她已經預先影印下來所有的信息,做成檔案,她要一筆一筆的紀錄下,所有癡心專情的想念,集成一本書,去召開新書發表會。她要在發表會上控訴,他如何不理會她的狠心,將她拋棄的用意,還有自我享樂的主義。吳釵釵出的書名叫做「叫我如何不愛他」,即使愛得悲哀,死去活來,她還是只愛他一個,只是覺得他做一個單親父親的心情,她無法理解或看穿,希望他能出面在媒體上說個清楚明白。書裡面的插圖,都是她在流淚自拍的相片,美得讓人動容,晶瑩剔透的淚水,可否打動他反悔的心,她好想知道。天天在眉宇間,都儲藏了憂鬱的結,她並不是真的不愛他,只是為了更深入瞭解他,她選擇了住在遠方,要他花一點線索來找她,表示他也明知,她獨立生活,是為了堅持,矜持,不要他為了設法壯陽而捨棄了她,這個髮妻的心境,是不要性生活而和樂的分享生活情趣。
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竹葉青
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竹葉青長得繁茂,抽出新芽來,每一片老葉子都像是用過的鈔票,不斷的消費自然的綠意,竹葉怎麼做成最小的粽子呢?竹葉供養詩人的用心,真是包裹情意,追悼所有詩人的用念和志氣,每一位詩人都得拿出代表作來,一拜屈原的節操,和生命的高貴品格,這樣才能吃上一顆神聖的粽子,品嚐聖潔的精神。竹子化作藤子,編織出疼子心切的境界,所以我覺得家裡包的粽子特別好吃,有空學習包包看煮煮看,也是慰勞家人的一番用心的念頭,一天吃一顆,慢慢的當饅頭吃,也挺幸福的。詩人各分八路,說的唱的寫的哼的,無非不是為了演繹詩的美學和自我風格,每一枝抽長的竹葉,無一不似用之不竭的紙筆和文筆,繁盛的長出文字的光芒,整體合作而使文體和竹節高昇的築耕質地,是四君子梅蘭竹菊中唯一的男性。竹葉是文人的劍,毛筆的桿,是書生道氣的品德,女人寫勵志詩,絕對是第一遭,格鬥至高極的人品性格,才是使文字高尚的基礎意志,即使別人看不懂我,瞧不起我,不回禮給我,在我的腦海中,像鋒利狼毫的竹葉青依然在我心幽香,因為格物致知方為人上人,女道的自知劫難只有自己隱忍和釋懷,面對現實的制度,人事更迭,生命是為了惕勵自我的一場比賽,思想角力,如何辨識這世人詭異迥異的現象,活出自己的本色來,勿為耳傳口語所誤,連佛都不知道的法界,不必再去曲解演說,每一片竹葉上寫著家書那種不禁悲來中來的心思,但願永遠綠得清楚。
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親愛的竹葉青,我每天跟你穿著衣服肌膚相親的睡在大床上,討論如何撐持一家子活口經濟和教育孩子的事情,這段日子以來,我用心體察你的善良和身教,發現我們的愛雖然愈來愈原始純淨,但是煩惱卻只是與日俱增,不停的壓迫著我們的思想方式,連一起同舟共濟的心情都沒有,都是因為孩子不懂事,不知道我們恩愛的緣故。我知道惡的止休,你每天失眠,我不准你喝酒,只好將茶葉用法力化成可以入睡的睡眠劑,幫助你好好睡一場安眠的覺。我也拼命禱告,希望你能快樂的做一個好爸爸,可是你對教育沒有概念,而且你不許我回家,跟孩子相認,所以我化作一個妖妻,在你身旁陪你,有時我不見了,你還到碧湖公園裡找到凌晨兩點,其實我真的變成新白蛇傳的女主角了。竹葉青你什麼都不讓我做,你真的好大男人主義,我受不了,只好去買一間安養院來住,這樣對你我都好。我知道世間一切泡沫法,如夢令,碎了就找不回來,我媽媽和姊姊又合力要把我送進安養院,每個月領一萬元,再把我的三重房地產變賣來花,然後消滅我的一生,所以我自己選了一間自由來去的安養院,安靜的寫作畫圖過日子,我已經可以給你釋然的道別了,親愛的竹葉青,你會搭著計程車來看我嗎?其實我只要給你寫信就好了,沒有什麼想要的東西,你是我唯一的老公,我愛你就如同大海一樣深,我已經深深的和你入睡在碧湖的湖底了,我們是天造地設的一對,願你的創世鉅作早日達成上市的成果,我在背後挺你。
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我們家什麼都有,也什麼都沒有,我愛的是你,不是你的外表,我喜歡你什麼道理都懂,一副很吃得開的樣子。我經常變出好吃的火鍋和各式餐點來,讓一家子歡樂,當個隱形的媽媽菩薩,我覺得很高興,只不過你都不來把我迎接入門,逐漸的疏遠我,竹葉青你說我生了一個天才兒子和一個白癡女兒,天壤之別的待遇,我知道女兒認錯一個前妻假媽了,你不原諒她,讓她生活在駭客家庭中,無法心理成長。她是你跟我要求再生一個的孩子,但是催生的時候,她從我屁股跑出來了,她是一個虛構的孩子,所以電視播報消息,說我們夫妻兩把她謀殺了,還用剪刀剪她的屍體,其實她還在小學程度,拿不到獎學金,連她哥哥都不理她了。為了教育兒子,你把書都變賣掉了,要他自己去找有興趣的書來讀,我們家的寶物全都如數家珍的變成虛空了,曾經你為我收集的東西,或許還藏在你房內收納櫃裡,只是我不知道而已。親愛的竹葉青,我沒能做好一個媽媽的職責,你要體諒我,我的媽媽經若是寫得不太好,你也要多擔待,因為我盡力了。我疼兒子,因為他愛的智商高,他愛爸爸媽媽,他懂爸爸媽媽的世紀之愛,所以我寫了一本英文的詩人三部曲給他看,他好喜歡學英文的一切知識,我給他家教,他很聰明,我喜歡這孩子。親愛的竹葉青,我也跟你信了耶和華,因為祂聽從我的禱詞和告白,我也同樣愛護你的神,以耶穌之名,我誓約與你下一輩子的愛情能完整。
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我已經快要半百了,兒子去雲遊四海打工,包自由式的水餃,提早學習入社會的苦差事,其他的年輕人卻在白吃白喝,這個社會有一群長得標緻的乞丐,以為社會早就共產制度化了,我常常去那店家看兒子,因為老公不讓我見兒子,可是我們已經在念經的時候見到面了,我不想念這種刑夫剋子的經,我覺得世界就要毀滅了,因為我們兩地相隔,思念綿延。我對你一往情深,送了許多探望的禮物,但是你不願意庇護我,讓我演你的老婆,或演一個小媽,我不夠格,聽從白癡女兒的話,去向出版社老闆借錢,去買一個十四天才會來的商品,這只白癡手機就像她不受教一樣,讓我什麼契約都執行不了,什麼電話都聽不見,一台智商很低的平版,只會生出蘋果花樹來,百無用處。她只會學習烈焰紅唇,在人群裡混,什麼都沒讀就說自己是犬儒主義者,否定一切,不鑽研知識,不將自己的人生立志規劃,沒有標籤沒有奉獻沒有信仰的女孩,漂浮在人海中,行屍走肉,我看了只是勉強苦笑,白養她了。想我這一生,只有竹葉青愛過我,追求過我,規勸過我,我走自己的文學路,最後書寫的他,都是至情至性的文字紀念,他是我一生的男謬思,分開來才安全,才有遐想空間,一旦相處在一起,就貧賤夫妻百事哀了,這我也知道,其實女性註定漂浮在男性的掌控中,能做作女學已經是一種天賜的福氣了,有誰在燈火闌珊處等我,轉彎,回頭,只有竹葉青,天天做我的和式門紋,跟我約好浪子回頭金不換的承諾,我珍惜你,然而你卻再也不接電話了。
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平板把我看得好醜,還要我去夜市買配備,白癡女兒還要我給她上幼幼班,沒有那麼好的世界,自己在家裏學習,是最好的啟智班,不用花任何的錢,自己想要的自己賺,我一輩子都是這樣做的,現在我想轉行做貿易,想到平板這麼智障,就打消念頭了。買了一台米歐,騎在山路上,去上班,真是快樂,丟包了女兒,自己過日子,完全又恢復單身貴族的身份。向社會討債,所有被騙的錢,紛紛賺回來,並好好的存錢,過自己想要的生活,我想起耶和華的教導,「庭芳謝謝你,我昨天禱告,媽媽念經讓我喉嚨鼓起的東西就睡不見了,我也做了好夢,六月一號起,到十號之間,爸媽去北歐玩,你可以來看我嗎」,「連死亡這最後的仇敵也必被消滅」,她告訴我,我想到自己被爸媽遺棄的命運,就開始寫創業報告書,從白手起家去從頭修行,開一間安養院的店面如何賺錢,我不去聽從任何幻聽的詛咒,只是去想光明面的事情,我已經活在天堂裡。我知道女兒是白癡,不准她做愛,破身,我明知她很笨,卻還一直封閉自己不去教育她,因為都是白費力氣的,我只能一直存錢不花,猛地賺錢,寫寫悲哀的心事,作為日記,想要竹葉青也瞧瞧我愛上哀傷的心境。我想告訴他,世界的愛就是浪費的付出,沒有人會感激你,在一個喪失承諾的世界裡,只有交易是唯一的救贖,只有寶貝自己是財富,其他的東西都只是愚蠢的創造物,物質的法界都是障礙,只有自己的記憶是一個上等的紀念碑。
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波麗露
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姚虔他有一顆搖錢樹,是他的小荷包,一朵繡球花,他給她買了一個刻有愛你兩字的金心戒指,作為結婚戒,他說是一個禮物,但是他最後還是選擇作浪子。她想做一個歌手,吟唱詩作,於是她去尋找經紀人,姚虔回來找繡球花商談,最後她成了一名女優,演出歌舞劇波麗露。波麗露是一個擁有很多粉絲的作家,她喜歡研究詩詞審美觀,很會唱歌,並且唱一整個社會都流行的新興愛情,她唱了美的詩簡這部專輯情詩集。然後她就去電子琴旁邊編曲了,其實她只要起幾個音,就可以編出一整首歌的全部,她用錄音機錄起來,送給姚虔當愛情禮物。專輯封面就是她拋上媚眼的相片,她開始配樂,玩弄一點自己的音樂屬性。
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搜拉搜米朵米搜,搜拉搜米搜,多瑞米瑞米瑞多係啦,多瑞密密密密,密瑞多。很好玩,充滿光明照拂,他也跟著哼唱,想要熟記這音符,在窗口唱起他的歌喉。接著他要波麗露吃巧克力蛋糕,因為黏在包裝紙上,要用舔的,這是姚秦王為她進口的舶來品,因為他的皇后最愛吃。她每天都為他讀一點法華經,作為床前書,這是前輩子他為皇后編修的經,所以她為他獻上隔世代的解說。她把勤行要典的經文上了段落曲,唱著那快速的節奏,隔了幾夜后,她的眼簾浮現一本鬼妖浮世繪的畫冊書本,裡面全是鬼迷心竅的法門,天際飄著退駕進駕的鑼鼓聲,她看人演著鬼運財的戲碼,卻把財神符拿起來,放在一邊,隔天又回到身上去。她以為天上長老為她念經是好意的,沒想到他在公車上跟她要大疊鈔票作為答謝,搖錢樹的樹根味道好像某種樹,她猜是白舉木,她的唱經專輯已經出版了,跟神鼓音一起伴奏,專門給喜歡唱經的人重複聽著。她有一天讀著世尊如大雲,雨水普潤,所以他就為她呼風喚雨,降落甘霖來給她聽禪,她唱著小雨來得正是時候,心情有一點霧氣,因為姚虔很愛聽聲樂,所以波麗露就為他創作了一段,好聽悅耳的動聽聲樂,唱著大雲的四種法樂,這一段歌曲使淅瀝嘩啦的雨停了。波麗露的鄰居朋友有一個結婚生女的老公,但是他卻說她生的是狗孩子,皮膚不好,出生就過敏,所以把她休了,她回到舉目無親的家裡,希望波麗露為她召回做建築師的老公,所以她就說了一段法話,「可愛的玫瑰花,你不要什麼事都一副不信的樣子,有時也要先信為主,老公或許不知道妳很愛他的原因,你要告訴他,妳很愛他,不是因為我跟他當過筆友才搶走他的嫉妒心作祟,他一定會回頭來家裡看你的。而且上次我想像妳死在醫院裏的時候,妳老公有為你奔哭,所以代表他真的愛你,你們要想辦法團圓。」剛剛波麗露去書房唱了第二首名叫枕邊詩集的歌,姚虔沒有聽見,覺得好可惜,好心慌,不知道怎麼繼續演下去,於是他開始想靈感,叫她去泡茶喝,所以她就去佛堂喝茶,一邊想念天邊的佛法文字,就好像是曾經寫過佛詩的部落格,連結了一大堆居士來說法的緣分,她想用法力把這些善書全都印出來。
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波麗露要吃炒飯了,是玫瑰花請她吃的,好香喔!表示她說的法話玫瑰花歡喜了,她要去把建築師老公從桃園中央路上的小三家庭找回來,那個小三一下子生了三個孩子,而且都在讀書了。原來她不知道波麗露加入過那個小三的艾多美書店,他想要玫瑰花作店面,發揮法力給他看,玫瑰花在想念老公跟她的炒飯回憶,所以就請波麗露吃吃炒飯的味道,波麗露卻想到前天自己的姚虔上門來購買她的字畫的事,波麗露她笑得好開心,她老公姚虔終於應波麗露她的要求,想要來把老婆波麗露追回去了。為什麼是前天呢?因為波麗露的月經快來了,姚虔他替老婆數著甜蜜的日子,提醒波麗露她,不要想不開而想去死,因為他心裡酸酸的,很愛波麗露,不希望她提早離開他的身邊,想要她作到波麗露奶奶為止,所以她就繼續給他每夜讀經的慣例。玫瑰花又請波麗露吃巧克力堅果糖,因為她看瑪丹娜的輪迴真愛是誰,是威尼斯商人,是大亨小傳,是混血兒黑人,是阿根廷總統,是金錢豹,是復古紳士,很有趣的觀賞,充滿追求真愛的探索,我希望玫瑰花得到幸福。波麗露是被迫拍戲的,她根本就只喜歡寫作而已,她的粉絲喜歡追戲,她只得上氣不接下氣的演戲,現在她要等待姚虔答應要送她的貴婦裝,因為他一向很小氣,只有高興的時候才會承諾送禮物。現在的社會,是一個充滿危險心機的環境,凡事應該三思,不要隨意陷入一片狼籍的戲劇情節中,要演出最勝意境,所以波麗露就好好妥善的準備劇本,想要表現一場最好看的過程,和結局。波麗露在臨睡前,又唱了一首詩的國度,她也念了一段經文給他聽,這個夜晚很羅曼蒂克,因為他的喜愛聖書,使她相信他是一個很善良的真愛,他希望他所吹噓的贈物都能成真。然而,波麗露肚子很痛,晚上經疼得睡不著,姚虔在弄她,她逃開,因為這樣子她根本就無法得到好的睡眠。「幻想是一種飄然的文類,它製造了虛無短暫的快樂想像,也豐富了人生的不理想片面,使得生命更加充滿失落的面向。只有他為我傷心,我的情人聽到我可憐,內心一陣嗚咽哽咽,令我感到他的同情心,真是十分善良的菩薩。為學不應信賴虛幻,文藝卻刻意為此,因為兩種學問,互動卻又隔著山。觀止以禮,細看之下似乎,有著小天下的想法,但是看多了,就學會了禮儀。一杯茶的從苦到甘,總要深深體會,業的舒張,又何妨不是如此。我是上帝造的不完美物,媽媽嘴裏的廢物,令人們心肌梗塞的造作物,一種陰性性格的生物。小雨像垂垂水幕,低落的時候,會回想起內心的角落,還有一個我自己。我的手機把我看得很醜陋,使我不能皮囊美麗,她是一個問題的張抗抗,充滿女性學的孤絕。詩是月經,是來經人的禁忌,因為聽經,而成為月球表面。忍耐是一種財產,它容許卑微的道德,可成就小我看法,讓世俗偏見消失。」
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波麗露一大早就去念經,報恩謝德,感到十分快樂。家裡的親戚去玩金錢遊戲,怕被敗光,波麗露還在寫作,世界卻變得一個模樣,她不要姚虔知道她的危機。波麗露夢到姚虔吃到她帶回家的小籠包,其實只是幻象罷了,姚虔也騙她說,要給她買一間房子,讓她發揮手藝,但其實波麗露只能繼續唱歌。想起姚虔會唱歌,唱「白日依山盡,黃河入海流,欲窮千里目,更上一層樓。」古調,平低的男低音,波麗露想起自己是小蠻腰夫人的往事,真是令人多愁善感的事蹟,輪迴是可以拋開的嗎?想著想著就唱起第三曲,詩題暫時不說出來。波麗露好愛變裝,一整個房間都是治裝費,可是她現在演出的是為姚虔生了孩子之後,身材變型的小蠻腰夫人,所有的衣裝都不能穿得下了,發福發得很奇怪,所以靚不起來。波麗露想去搭郵輪玩,寫一篇航海旅遊記,於是就去報名了,不知道要不要護照。趁著爸媽出國的六月天,她報名了雄獅旅遊,去了三天兩夜,真是快樂,她帶著烏克麗麗,在客房裏唱歌,譜曲,寫海洋小說。姚虔睡在她的分床睡旁邊,兩個人在船裏逛來逛去,甲板,餐廳,賭牌桌,都充滿了新的文學氣象,每天都與藍色的心在一起,很有意思。其實騙很大,到了石垣島,什麼都只要十元的荒島,頭暈都飄出靈魂出竅的孕吐感覺,還不能下船去,波麗露把手機丟包在船上,全部的錄歌全被搶走,換成別人的專輯名稱,在公車上放映。世界要我哭,卻不想哭,於是再跑出門去,看一個詐騙的世界,怎樣佯裝有愛,只是戲劇效果而已,她不想演戲。等一下要去看看駭客殺人的戲,進電影院去觀賞,自己演出的片子上映了,卻帶著面具出席,波麗露看到自己的歌上字幕,還有英文對照,放大的片子真是好看極了。波麗露跑到靜宜大學去,又去看林語堂文學獎得主,亂七八糟的跑,跑到一個虛有其表的世界,文字錯亂,早出社會的人淒苦的討生活,當騙徒,奇怪的領袖,簡直像貓養的。說謊的繼續說謊,不付錢的反而跟櫃台要一千元,還有人叫她阿莎,波麗露覺得奇怪,她媽媽怎麼不幫她買異位性皮膚炎的藥,還故意問她發什麼神經,她不是藥商會計嗎?念個經,吃個飯,得了皮膚怪病,沒有人關心,只有好心的陌生人來問她病因,連那個退休醫生也不會看病的根源,還有一元醫生在看診,真是危險的社會。波麗露的媽媽每天就是傻笑,詐騙,八卦,搞小孩哭聲,離開她會好一點,免得大姨媽打電話來控告波麗露騙光她們家的錢,害她心慌慌的,原來大家都沒在上班,吹冷氣而已。一個快樂的日子就這樣過去了,什麼歌舞表演都荒誕不經的上場,本來以為被餵上毒藥,夜裡父母討論她的死直到凌晨三點鐘,結果他們也是不死心的還在控制她的生死。
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波麗露離家出走後,家人答應她跟姚虔的婚約,她接受好幾十尺的皇家蛋糕,由船隊和車隊護送,在沐浴池中泡蜂蜜澡,然後才展開新婚之夜,姚虔為她褪下新娘洋裝,兩人盡情的享受歡愛。波麗露跟著老公到北歐投胎,做皇室的夫妻了,這真是珍貴的一個決定,今天要去公園等老公姚虔來,用一個蜜蠟換孩子的高昂學費,於是她就照著約定好的時間出發了。波麗露本來想這一身清癯,有經為伴就好,不去想這般的豪華佈景,但是古箏琴弦又響起,於是清唱了一曲,第四首,第五首,第六首,好美啊!忍不住唱起改編的琵琶行來,「破碎的臉/一張破皮的臉,自己長出來生繭,怎麼當好文學的經典女主角,想到就煩。忙著成就別人,自己卻傷心,這種愛的世界,實在是充滿背叛的,吃了藥到病除的中藥粉,卻又被別人的細碎詛咒給弄髒了,怎樣修行破碎的臉,我不願意私下透露。一張破碎的臉,就有破碎的家,破碎的心,破碎的話,破碎的記憶,聲音,回答,因為沒有靈魂存在。世上只剩下最後一個紅色屁股,老豆蔻,白娼髮,要花錢的笨人,那個人就是我。認為世上有愛,其實根本就沒有,只是虛構想像而已,一塊錢換房子的世界,早就被人多勢眾的大陸客搶光了,這台灣有水龍頭還說有大腸桿菌。沒有愛,只有一直給,破碎的心聲,有誰聽見,也不見有回禮,我現在玩耍的遊戲就是誰來救我的臉,把我看到好為止。」看曲水河觴,一個人發呆,整個公園發呆,不知道姚虔為什麼沒有稱王的後代。她想起出家的時候,在小廟裡守著法華經,等姚虔來探望她,但是誰也不知道,她等的皇上根本不知道這個住址,讓她苦等到繁燈皆謝,幕也垂落,藍色蜜蠟也腐蝕了一個洞,那是她的傷心。姚虔和波麗露一起到國家劇院看戲,孩子也跟著看,銅鼓聲中,後現代的影像真是好看,此後就各分東西,不再過問彼此的事情。不應該再想,姚虔喜歡什麼音樂,為他開嗓,因為這只是自己在沉浸幻想而已,今後只有把詩集的歌聲交給天天哼唱的心意。在公園涼亭裡看天空下起毛毛雨,好像畫畫姚虔的心思,一個他不來就不要他的誓願,快要時間到了,到了九點了,波麗露為他跑了多少趟,他根本不珍惜,所以她也死心了。波麗露聽了一台山寨版的播放音機,很悲情的歌曲,但是她不想哭,只想在公園裡消磨時間,她想求一台錄音機,可以做專輯用的,波麗露一心只想圖個快樂。波麗露想到自己這麼慘,還有一個心願,至少她想要經營一個自己的唱片行,賺錢用的,但是她擔心沒票房,虧本。不記得家裡的事情,只記得自己是一個被囚禁的小鳥,終日唱歌,嘶吼內心的話,她清唱在風中,雨中,空中,秘密的講話,像是在和影子做朋友,唱著內心的獨白。
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總之,月老知道波麗露在想什麼,他買了四千元的粽子,來賣給慶賀詩人節的老人,波麗露沒有買到。想買十個給姚虔送到府上,可是他不是潮州人,而且她沒有得到姚虔的回音,說是要將音碟上市的承諾,所以她就打消了這個念頭。一直都在幕後的姚虔心裡想什麼,波麗露猜不準,只知道他很怕破鏡重圓,他不要收一個妖姬做老婆,這樣怎麼教育孩子。一邊唱歌一邊養家,波麗露她很辛苦的賺錢,誰知道姚虔只要錢,不要愛情。波麗露一直都在騙孩子,很喜歡跟姚虔一起互愛,其實她只是在自我催眠,讓孩子愛上異性,認為這世界充滿了愛的情偶,和幸福。波麗露國中彈的夢中婚禮一曲,到昨天才夢見盼見,那也沒辦法,她是整形美女,以為姚虔要她用一張皮演戲,去賺錢,並不是真的愛她,即使如此,姚虔也跟她一起攜手去了西邊極樂,至少這是愛的表現。其實是波麗露劫難多,姚虔好擔心,所以暗中護著她,讓波麗露能活得跟他一樣長久。姚虔愛細腰,波麗露生來細腰,學生時期穿得像水桶外套,騙男生,假裝成眼鏡醜女,只是為了逃過青春期的戀情,想到了成熟時才想寫愛情小說。成熟的那年,她被一個浪子看重,老是上賓館格鬥情話,演繹不濫情的片子,但是他卻忘了,曾經要送她一間套房的承諾,她要在那裡苦苦等他,來跟她一起住。她修行修道,成了一個尼姑,吃素,他卻不知道,她為他修行長壽的秘訣,就是用小說拖延時間,加長人生的福氣。一直到了還俗,才悟道了這個浪子就是年輕時候的姚虔,所以就這樣一部拖了二十年的戲,換來了牽手就生孩子的下場,現在養著孩子的他,已經不愛她了,因為她唱完了歌,就下台一鞠躬了。
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愛是用金錢來衡量的,若是沒有錢,哪裡會找得到愛的施捨,女人就這麼現實,但世界也會翻轉,由女人來供養男人,這是眷戀,看上眼的付出,在愛情史上女人的愛都是浪漫情懷的展現,表示男人功利薰心,自以為是,其實這試探,是在探索男人的美德。
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女人不要男人的世界,很多人都知道,男人吃盡女人豆腐,還剝削她,女人需要男人關懷,鬥嘴,回敬,但是很多男人不解風情,認為女人需要男人的錢,和登對的陪伴,曬恩愛,這只是初戀階段,進入本質之後,女人為了福祉設下戰場,給男人下帖書。
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異性戀不好參,很多障礙,但是速食愛情不會消失,通常愛上一張臉孔的愛,是愚蠢的,但是年輕人們心甘情願,死纏爛打,只為了一張迷人的一見鍾情,這痴心妄想也是愛情生態的一種,只不過現在流行的是愛上一顆精心計畫的腦,聰明對付是為了愛的追逐。
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奧妙之處
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蒼生的心,本來就有清濁之分,因為業障浮現出來了,所以要淨化,就要互相扶持,互相砥礪,不要面對蒼生還頌押韻詩,讓他們覺得莫名奇妙的。蒼生分男女兩種,人鬼殊途,但是十界互具,餓鬼界也是要去折服的眾生之一種類別,不要恨鬼,他們也會示現神奇跡象,讓你有如處於奧妙之境。
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因為有許多不同的機根,所以存在著各種法界,一切眾生修行人生大事,生老病死之外,還有愛情,婚姻,生孩子,孝親,賺錢等,社會大學修的就是這些學分,然而有些風雅之人,如文學家,就是愛修行知識,智慧,才藝,音樂,語言,烹飪,等領域的事情,奧妙的人生,多麼奪目精彩的成功標的,需要我們去參透了悟,所以從閱讀中親近善知識,是一個契機,人生還有許多學分可修德。
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人生如夢,但是要看得清醒一點,將道德從頭修起絕不會後悔莫及,曾經被稱為幽靈人口,獨行俠,因為不相信人心的詭譎,現在好很多,相信佛友的說法,幫助,善誼,我再也不理會善良人士以外的愛心能量了,因為善惡分別是長期觀察出來的,真實不虛。
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連續劇教人學習正直的心,將不負他人的愛情修得完美,圓融,女角的重要性,遠遠高於男角的創造性,因為女性思維模式,是一種窮究戲劇的追戲人想要懂得的心曲,我們暫時稱她為主軸人物,因為女性不易懂得,所以奧祕就存在心理的執著當中,若能瞭解每個女性的心靈律則,則天下不亂,反而太平昇平,因為女性已無冤屈可訴求,光明的戲劇性決定了一個女主角的前景與希望。
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至人無夢,現在我終於體會,眼神裡面有慈悲和體貼,對人事物心懷尊重,忐忑,珍惜,人生緣遇本是一場充滿冒險的流浪,能悟出生命真理之行旅,才是豁達面對自己的寫照,不假他求,一扇門開啟了又迎接你,邁向更順暢輝耀的人生路途。
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小夫婦/吳菀菱
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我和夢中婚姻的老公,合組一個理想同居的生活,沒有背叛,但有蒼老作伴。一頭白髮婆娑,滿臉都是層層包裹的善意,但是時間過得太久,一下子就變成小嬰兒一樣的肉身了。我們荒老了又樨幼,互相扶持,不會再心痛的偽裝不愛彼此,因為這樣才是肉身不會腐朽的方式。
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我們都不懂夫妻之間為何要爭吵,要求,計較,但是我們都做了這樣的心想,也曾埋怨對方,不瞭解自己最愛的習慣。我們活在沙發上,被榻上,卻離浴遠好遠,一起聞著對方的腐朽味。
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曾經我們是那麼年輕,現在竟然要比較誰才不老,不怪,互相糾結在彼此相愛得更加深刻的臂彎裏。在深沉的睡眠呼吸裏,尋覓對方有可能醒不來的危機。
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我依然愛他,只是不讓他碰我,因為這樣子才是符合老年人的王道,成熟穩重的模樣,無有色情慾望,只有衰敗的時間。據我偵查,老公把我最愛煮的火鍋吃到飽,拿到街角開餐廳,這樣他可以時常去吃,不用花費鉅大食材菜錢,還可以賺溫馨的錢。
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我常跟他說格言,但他聽過之後就不理會,說我是婦人中心主義思想遺毒。我才不管,我要想什麼就想什麼,他聽得到我的潛意識最好,我又不是不會吵架,只是隱忍罷了。
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老人聚會得老成的積習,這真是個歡樂的世界,偶而鬥嘴,偶爾講道理,只要覺得花草也可以進食,我雖時都可以遠行,但是遠傳那太多錢了,開心受上當一次的乖。
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今天你還我一件最輕薄的紫外套,因為我昨天打給你,你不在家,我知道妳管理我的衣服,像一個貼心老公的嫉妒心,你喜歡這件套娃裝,所以我也心領神會的給你留言,因為愛還存在,我提起信念,來為你寫作,為你爬格子。
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我們在王國教會那裡,一起守護曾曾孫的出生,我們要活這麼老耶,我心愛的老公,我覺得你真的有疼愛我喔!
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也曾什麼好處都索討不到,也曾不知你在忙些什麼,只知道你擺脫我的纏繞功,破如來之糾纏,已經心神忙亂,不知如何逃避。
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亂講一通的世界裏,誰才是正常的,這問題果真很難評準,但我只要自己的心境沉澱下來就好了,不要太過於亂想,我想要知道跟老公一起靜坐的深沉禪味,是怎樣的關係,所以就開始坐禪念經。
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一起躺在床上聽雨,雨滴像開花時的顫音,一聲聲打在屋簷上,好似水幻交響曲,擊落一串一串針陣的點陣圖一般,讓人聽得無量快意。
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我給老公一些細瑣的吻,他說讓我來擁抱你,好愛好愛他,我們著衣互相依偎,但是話題又來到了沒有錢的悲哀,我覺得很難過,心裡頭也希望有很多錢來彌補我們的窮酸,我吃了他買的鹹魚翻身,於是心裡一陣酸楚。
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他不許我去華嚴宗旁聽,求一本正經回來,評論他的雲遊詩集,所以我知道他關愛我,不讓我去拿什麼獎金和免費吃齋的修行利益,因為他不讓我出家,要我修好一張美妻的臉孔和心地。
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我的煉語術太紛雜了,使我覺得對不起他,只要我一心對他忠誠,他也會跟著一起純潔的說話,毫無隱瞞和隱藏,我想像這就是一種夫妻之間的善良禱告,彼此都聽得見的坦承。
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睡眠之間,我夢見了一個外國人,錯把他當成老公來愛,其實他根本就是闖進我夢境的小王,老公不知情,所以並不知道我們的對話,我很後悔,受到引誘而寫下方向街道的符號學小說,原來他就是一個職業小說家,是來探測我的寫作方向的。
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我沒告訴老公,這件事,因為這是不忠貞的行為,我恥於啟齒,於是把夢忘記了,丟掉了,我跟老公說要努力學英文,他說一定要讀報給他聽,於是我讀了洛杉磯報給他聽,他很高興。
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老公打了我一巴掌,我問他為什麼,他說我夢到外國人,他不曉得那是他的變形,本來是夢到白衣老公的,後來他卻跟我說起英文了,還要我寫一篇名叫方位街道(direct street)的符號學小說,老公說原來他變成光頭的老外了,所以就不生氣了。
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老公很高興,我整個下午都在夢空氣,他給我熨燙背部全身,弄得我好熱,他說為什麼姚秦國王的老婆長得不像我,我說自己化豔粧,於是他就滿意了,還給我貼身護衛一般的濃烈愛意。
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我老公很相信我,我也很誠實,因為兩不相騙使我們感情更加濃厚,深密的融合在一起,我們的夢是互相連綿的,他可以知道我在做什麼夢,而且他也可以一直睡我,像在睡一個長得像充氣玩偶的我,為了補回所有我們遺失的愛情劇碼,他一直睡我。
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我的老公很相信我說的佛法輪迴,他真的為了我去創價學會開會了,我不知道為什麼他這麼愛我,好高興,因為跟第六天魔交易救父親的事,他已經知道了,就去參佛事,這個二乘所信仰的創造宗教,我也知道我們身為作家必須活得幸福,所以就加入了。
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我在雲裡呼吸空氣,找不到老公來入夢,但是我寧願這樣補覺,因為我知道老公正清醒在振筆疾書,我給我們對對相配,在每個擅場的偶像身上牽紅線,但是他嫌我是一張美麗的皮,而沒有頭腦,有何辦法呢?但是我寧可還要三隻小豬的輪迴。
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上次去看老公,帶了千里迢迢的禮物,他不讓我進門喝一口水,我這麼辛苦的遠遠跑來看他,竟然這麼無情,深怕我們乾柴烈火,在房裡做出不可見人的事來,我生氣,就拿回送他的胡椒餅乾,在回程的公車上吃得意猶未盡,一口接一口,他說,天啊!我還沒吃過什麼胡椒餅乾呢!活該,這就是不讓我進去喝杯茶的下場,我接著說要他用元本山做飯糰給孩子吃,他答應了。
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我的心肝,我的老公,我怎會把你忘記,去找新的戀人呢?這輩子跟你在陰間活得這麼精彩,怎會忘懷,而將一切都丟包呢?在情人的耳語中,聽見自己的重要地位,於是很歡喜的,為他而安慰。
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於是,我以為宗教是救人的,其實是斂財的,一直以來,我的迷夢在徬徨中認為因果是絕對,但現在卻不太願意接受果報,直到反省過後,才認真面對虛的果位,我想要知道報應是否不爽。
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我老公找我找得好苦,在夜晚的公園裡,再三的來回找尋,我的蹤跡,他認為我一定會在涼亭下面等他,所以苦苦的覓尋我的影蹤,那一個化成少女的我正在翻他寫的書,我飄然跟他回家,他為我洗澡,為我催眠,隔了一夜,我又在床上消失了。因為他愛上了我美好的靈魂,而不是催枯老朽的肉身,所以他不願來我家接我回去,卻去公園找我的魂魄,真是奇詩人的怪癖。
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今晨,得到他的雪燒仙貝供養品,歡喜的去祭拜佛,聽到彷彿心爽脆利的聲音,他希望跟我一起去旅遊,我也這麼期待,但等念完經之後,我拿起來吃,真是令我太喜歡的滋味了,我心歡喜。
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原來昨天包的韭菜魚羹壽司,他們孩子嫌難吃,所以雪燒是鹹的味道,我會心一笑,不予理會的決定不再吃這仙貝了。
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我竟夜安然,無夢,只有幾隻小動物,在身旁現出影蹤,躺在床上休息,這也是個不錯的陪伴,只要祈禱,就一定安睡。我不愛孩子,卻跟其他小寵物一起彌補睡眠,這真是不好的示範啊!
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我繼續假寐,他竟然動手動腳的揮舞,好險是在夢境中,他後來又來熱身安慰我,安撫我,我們因為這樣子,像水深火熱的一對情侶,而不是成熟的夫妻關係,我想就這樣忍讓吧!容耐吧!反正只是假的夢境,不是真的打架。
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我很喜歡他意味著,你知道我已經很投入的意思,我們為了生殖器吵架,他說我都不潔淨身體,讓他歡愛,我已經不要性愛了,他也明知故犯,對我訓話,說夫妻雙方要好好地相處。
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我看了張老師月刊,才知道許多夫妻都有性關係的困擾,我對老公的與取欲求,是一向全數接受的,但是有了護身符之後,我才從淫色裏脫身而出,沒有感覺的過著擁抱空氣的日子。
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老公要我煮飯,要我賺錢,可是我都想不出更好的辦法,我只有用更大的願望來逃避現實生活的危機,我還想要買一件新房來做生意,真是太妄想了,其實我只想全心全意的為他念經。
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我忘記低潮,擺脫毀滅,換成有關世界會比較好的光明想法,其實哪有這麼好的事,黑暗它一直在移植蔓延,如何用精明的腦,來改變這個衝突滿佈的地球,我不敢再看下去了,因為可怕。
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我們都在互相說謊,互相欺負,互相剝削,然而清醒的頭腦讓我們心平氣和,無有恐怖和恨懟,因為生命永遠值得祈禱。
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因為你的不信愛情,使我認為愁恨,或許是世上最多的,糾結的秋紅。(完)
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雲淡風輕/吳菀菱(2017/4/14)
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一切善事都隨風而去,但是卻使劫難一一化去,能夠與你相戀,是一件極為滿足的幸福夢幻,我稍給你不用回音的信函,表示我在記憶中愛著你,不必回報,雲淡風輕。
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愛你的小耳語,那些小說裡不會找得到的溫馨,我們療慰彼此的孤獨,像一對健康的靈性夫妻,有什麼話就坦白說,雲的自由,我們都有這種風格和習慣,我們是一體的。
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你塞給我一張住址,這是你窩居在蝕岩區的房子,我回家後找到了這張紙條,並未攤開來看,我答應你,會寄信給你,打電話給你,但是這個夢裡面,我們已分隔兩地,妄想在你那裏開咖啡店,辦詩刊,根本活不下去,所以我寧可睡過去,將手心裏緊密握住的紙條,握住你那考驗我的問號。
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神通,是一場戲,他帶引我走過,排演過,我卻失去了演下去的慾望,我不愛他了嗎?他抱住我的肩膀說,我好愛你,還掉下眼淚,可是,我卻覺得沒有辦法搭車前往那個禁區,繼續愛他。
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家人全都反對,不讓我們在一起,過了今年會怎樣,誰也不知道,放開手,讓愛自由,因為這樣的感覺,畢竟是無可奈何的,現實世界中的任何緣故,都支配著我們的共同命運。
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我在書房裡,翻譯著他的詩,已經無意義了,因為他人已不在身邊,那些跑得很開闊的散漫字眼,根本不是他的風格,我翻找不著自己的影蹤,忽著就感傷了起來。
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是該結束了,這個搞花邊的詩人,把我在夢裡擺佈,任意謊言欺騙,我醒了之後,發現跟他在一起,根本不是幸福天堂,於是我打算去把誓言拿回,跟他訣別。
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在溜冰場,跳著單人舞,雀躍不已的感覺像小說一樣的節拍,奮力的跳起美姿,這首曲子是在唱看電影情節而哭泣的心情,我卻怕他聽懂,我的心殤。
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你在一旁看著,距離好遠,我曾聽過你說過上萬次的愛我,現在我覺得這是上蒼在安慰我,假裝你很愛我,其實我也知道,這世界只有美人才會被愛。
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沒關係,我還過得去,承認自己的生活裏頭,有愛是極樂,有歡樂幸福相隨,我是最美滿的女人,今後也要獨立自主喔!
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若我長成你愛的最初面孔,我還能慰留你的心嗎?或許你會害怕我變成了三姑六婆,但是我不會的,因為我很清白。
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我希望能在碧湖劉三娘的表演會場,再見到你,你跟我約在涼亭見,我們相聚在一起,共談心事好嗎?我一心相許,你竟遲遲退卻,我們還有機會再敘敘舊嗎?
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心間常思念的你,是否陰奉陽違,我常思及,你一顆小王子,恆久不變的星辰。
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我寫好玩的,這份心愛的感覺,只為了自戀,請你不要記得我,我會向著陽光,輕輕把你忘記,不再憶想。
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既然你已經有了心愛的人,我就放開你,我會去參佛,參法華經的經典,我就是一個迷信的佛教魂。
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生活是俳句,人生也是如此,一句短言就論斷了絕對的定義,既然你內在世界裏沒有我,我也會繼續單獨活下去,以求安心。
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除了愛情,還有更多可以追求的,像興趣,抄經,繪畫,書寫,等等,我可以竟夜無夢,像一個洗過惡夢的人,賺得每一天。
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幸福有多可貴,當你失去,才知它的曾經存在,別上當,讓我們一起向大道走去,追求幸福不軟弱,珍惜你眼前所擁有。
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19
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當我什麼都沒有,只剩下謊言,我該面對現實的自己,去懺悔,去反省,當我只剩下你的謊言,我希望這是最後一次。
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你拿了錢,就對付我,要我輸得很難看,那是真的很殘忍,但我相信老天會保護我,因為我是善良的,不存惡念的。(完)
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鳳凰彷徨/吳菀菱
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我曉得你不是那種人,可是你的靈魂不願被我鎖住,就逃跑去找別人講了,我想起你的這種狀況,不禁懷疑男人也有異屬性。
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三天了,我沉浸在幸福中,沒有你的想像影子,我還要繼續走下去,新生的靈魂會帶領我,走向全新的生命狀態。
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我數落著一磚一瓦,一草一木,好像你曾經走過這些景觀,這些場地,我是你手挽住的那一半嗎?是另一半的靈魂吧!
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你沉默不語的看著遠方,向我的揮手示意,瞪了幾眼,好可怕,我只是一個暗戀你的女人,不能也不會把你怎麼樣。
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馬路上都是金磚,這只是比喻人們愛逛街的想像,誰不知道任何地段都有權屬,人也是,都是人們建造起來的神話構築。
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我的看法是不對的,勢必是要被刪除的想法,因為重生,我把過去遺落在空中,任人們看不見,卻呼吸得到,那就是愛情。
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念及自我深處的反思,我向上蒼重頭開始祈福,什麼願望才是自己最高至上的幸福所及,我當向此發願,然後緣必定到來。
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發現真相時,那迷蒙的眼,像是一對比目魚的瞳孔,幾乎要鬥雞眼了,真嚇人,我相信這就是所謂的,認真態度。
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我必須面對前途了,把你甩掉,不去想不去管,只為了自己的未來而努力,我必須把你放棄在看不到的盡頭,這樣我才會死心塌地的把你忘記。
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悲劇還未了,喜劇就開始上場,我將心影上的你,烙印在窗花上面,彷彿是一朵鳳凰花,嫣然燦爛然後墜落在地。(完)
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柔情似水/吳菀菱
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我要你去安個平安燈,光明燈,你答應了,為了讓你前景更好,我為你祈求順遂的人生,跟我到老都引起社會轟動。
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我的聖堂身體,又答應今夜與你溫存,紀念這無法深愛對方的故意,我們寧願要在肉身不直接互擁的時空,持續的愛愛,這是我們陰冥歡愛以防止老天妒忌的方法,我愛你一如往昔。
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在客廳看書,沉思書中的學術文字,這部深奧的權威書,使人深深的被吸引,論述也是一種哲學的研究方式,是純潔的夢。
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4
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我想要保持一張美麗的臉,姣好身材,以向你索討一個吻,一個擁抱,和一個手牽手的浪漫情懷,你會讓我圓夢嗎?
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我們的衝突,矛盾,無奈,怎能一夕之間就釋解,我們這一對行走在天涯的小夫婦,怎麼樣也分不開,拆不散,因為我們是一體的,編織了一整個人生的相許故事,我們都互相獻身,無悔。
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或許我們本末倒置,但是我們活在小神話裡,抱住幸福的尾巴,期望透過各種方式,守住我們的家庭,孩子不懂我們的愛戀,認為我們不道德,可是我們年輕的心,還要很多情慾來滿足。
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當個小父母,多麼窘迫,難堪,我們真的沒有孩子聰明伶俐,他們心裡想著自己的喜好,卻不孝順我們的心思,我好怨歎。
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8
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老氣,不必擔心人家的眼光,因為許多人們一樣的悲哀,塗炭的臉,沒有朝氣,我只要心裡自由自在,理解你的善變。
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在夢裡看我們的重逢電影,當時我已是全家移民國外的博士,我們家吃太多巧克力食品,我得了胃癌,手術後痊癒,我沒有寫信給你,或者有,你才會晚年來找我,我們終於相遇在車站。
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兒子告訴我他想當設計師,真棒的理想,我要栽培他,這孩子真聰敏,我要教他念經開啟智慧,真高興這個夢見到你們。
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從今天起,我要為你為我念認真的經,為了我們能團聚,而深深祈念,我的愛人,我只屬於你,不管你在哪裡,總會探出耳來傾聽我,所以我秘密的向你告解,在每個美麗的夢中。
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像你這種雙子座,真是既柔情又狂野,軟硬兼施的對我,把我逼到牆角,沒一句話可反駁,我好想推開你,告訴你我受夠了。
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吾愛,我願意為了你的一顆眼淚,為你捐助整個世界,那時你會說我為何要這樣花錢,我會說是為了我們再見面而積德行善。
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14
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想要修行一張素面漂亮的臉,而去看定期的中醫,為了在你心裏保有一席之地,不讓你忘了我的美,我的善良都為你著想,這樣你才會愛我如昔。
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15
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我又開始讀書了,但是錯誤資訊我不讀,我有一個電動校對的神腦,我知道什麼是假學術,什麼是真實的真相,所以我讀書只為追求真理,而不是死讀書,你要一起跟我讀些什麼呢?吾愛。
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16
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看到你一身枯柴,我於心不忍,買一些白蘭氏雞精,或是蛋白質給你進補嗎?你生來嘴大吃四方,但是要你請我到象園小聚,卻這麼小器,我只是想製造婚後約會的機會,看看你近況。
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17
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我要我們都快樂,即使只能夢中相會,我也把夢當真,那天,我吻著你的左耳垂,你勃起像一條長棍,之後就是陷入黑暗的腹部疼痛了,一定是我們交歡,在這長夜裏,有你真好。
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18
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我們肆無忌憚的愛,使你顏面掃地,我們變成狗夫婦,事實上,我們只是在夢裡慰藉,並未跨越現實的極度,我很想你。
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19
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我的永恆愛人,我好思念你,每天都給你寫情詩日曆,為了湊足三百六十五天,給你絞盡腦汁,想出驚喜的詩句,就是這本書。
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20
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每天都畫著你的寒毛,想讓你習慣不怕冷,一片豎立在天邊的細雨綿綿,是我揣摩你的心,為你畫出來的交感,你說要珍藏,但我忘了題字,取回再加工,我的愛人啊!這畫因你而昂貴。
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因夢接近/吳菀菱
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1
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不要拒絕說夢話,我的老公,因為你的夢話呈現你的真實想法,我會注意聽,注意懂,我覺得要了解你就像一個大工程,有時也得緊跟著你,才能走出一條光明的路。
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2
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我的老公,到新光醫院看病,我陪他去,他跟路人說,我老婆不跟著我要跟誰走,聽了我好高興,就一路尾隨回家了,他給我套上祖母綠戒指,我好喜歡。
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3
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我自己買給自己的八卦發財戒指,他舔了一下那黃水晶,說是要幫我開光,我想他這樣做這樣真是美好,其實我是要吞掉所有的八卦,讓自己因而發財。
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4
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為了不給別人侵犯,我學你不洗澡,為了練習不洗澡就發香,我擦了馬鞭草綠油精,全身香噴噴的秘密,是法華香的感覺。
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5
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修行是為了走更長遠的路,這是你為我預留的道路,我跟你拖得好長好長的紅毯,看誰先走到盡頭,誰就是輸家。
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6
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你愛詩的美學,那極致的奢華,每每令我動容,文字精巧的觸碰到我的閱讀神經,你挑逗我看詩的靈感,你是最得我心的煉詩工匠,有了你的詩,無比堅韌,柔而帶剛,我讀你像讀一條長河。
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7
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詩是我們的橋樑,我們的愛目所及,我為你寫實,你為我虛幻,我們在風中呼喚彼此,那情意款款,真是一個爽字了得。
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8
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你忘恩負義,一直拿我的禮物,一直貪吃我的財物,你一定是知道我拿不到你的錢,才欺負我的,騙我說你沒有錢,但是我也不知道你賺錢的方法,或許是一個變錢出來的錢包,保你的財庫。
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9
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你是我的菜,我要一直跟你輪迴,絕不罷休,我就愛你吃我豆腐的樣子,還直流口水,直到我乾涸,你會給我倒杯水。
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10
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菀菱,我好愛你啊!這是你的至理名言,我記得最清楚,只要我覺得沒有愛的感覺了,你就奉上這句話來,討我歡喜。
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剎那芳華/吳菀菱
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1
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我跟你跳迴旋舞,在衣裙擺蕩的時候,你摸了我都腿,你覺得性感,所以給我一些小巧可愛的親吻,我歡喜的淺嚐,你愛我的樣子,好像在沉思啊!
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2
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你偷看我一眼,上萬眼,都不要緊,只怕你不瞧我,不望我,我才心灰意冷,昨夜我真的擁有你的愛,常年飽受煎熬的思念,到最後真的能相見嗎?今年九月我就可以拿得到你的書嗎?
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3
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要相信,要叩門,要緊緊跟隨真理,要求上蒼,讓一切圓滿,讓人生如憶,也如意,要把最愛的人深深祝福,造福給他們。
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4
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今年女兒就要從國中畢業了,為我們表演,湖濱舞蹈,我怎能不去看她呢?我希望她可以在自己喜歡的舞蹈上精進修行,成為一個美若天仙的好女孩。
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5
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你藏在我家對面,天天探頭看我寫作,我揮手致意,你嚇了一大跳,我覺得這很尷尬,因為你在那裏獨居,為我留一個門戶,你比我搶先買了一個房地產,我好生氣,我要跟你比賽。
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6
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我選擇的老公很愛我,用各種方式告訴我,他的繾綣和細膩,不輸給我,他揉捏我的陶胚,就像塑造一個內心的女神,那樣小心翼翼,深恐有一個小細節出了差錯,而要一直維護那裡。
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7
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如果我去買一台新的音響,我就不能聽你放送木琴的琴韻了,你好生心軟啊!自從我的世界裏沒有雜音之後,你就是我唯一的知音,我每天諦聽你放輕音樂,怎麼讚美也不會厭煩,生躁心。
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8
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我想要命令錄音機馬上好起來,讓我錄製音樂給你聽,我想要說的比唱的還要多,所以就給你用寫的,這樣比較永恆美麗。
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9
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今天你是我靈感的全部泉源,我心中也高興,於是寫了這麼多真面告白,你還是一襲白衣,靜悄悄的陪著我,深怕丈母娘知道,我們偷偷西廂記的隔窗約會,我為你守住這個秘密。
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10
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愛又撩遶起來了,我聽見彼此照應的心意,一有心事就告訴你,從來也不停止那水龍頭一般的想法,暢流在你心間,我們約定好的妥善保存的愛情,在日常生活中也依然可以行雲流水。
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照耀明朗/吳菀菱
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1
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我不該,把你放逐到天邊盡頭,讓你像牛郎等織女,苦苦的夢著我的形影,我希望你來贖我身,讓我不必一直整年編織見你的新衣裳,每次都有你買給我的衣服可穿來炫耀,這是我老公買給我的,這是我老公幫我洗的,美麗又飄香的,舊衣新穿。
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2
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我執著於你,就像你深怕失去我,我又開始假裝不愛你,那樣天下會少一點旁人吃醋的問題,你說假裝的遊戲好好玩,我只騙你這個溫存的男人,因為你不會生氣,我獨一為你的善意謊言。
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3
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這是我為你量身訂做的新鮮想法,創意料理,我只為你一個人煮飯,裡面有很多的蘊義,你慢慢嚐,告訴我你的感想。
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4
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你變成一張金光閃爍的財神佛臉,好漂亮威武,大家都愛你,我好吃醋,但願我能為你供養一些情深義重,好讓你眷顧我。
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5
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天地改變了,我不再哀傷度日,提起快樂的心情來過日子,寫作讀書,真是一種令人享受的生活趣味,我就愛你的文謅謅。
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6
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你就是我回歸的海洋,納財招福都為你,當船隻捕獲大量漁獲而歸,就是我迎接你的時刻,你帶著財富回來了,我叫喚你,海洋種子,你我的愛琴海,永遠無缺魚獲,永遠豐饒。
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7
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情癡自是有情人,我寧願去看看你的心,有沒有愛我兩個字,也不願意解剖之,探測那說我很傻的話裡,藏著什麼玄機。
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8
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你回家了,每天早上在這裡沒有早點吃,好可憐,情話綿綿能飽足的話,就不用吃飯了,談戀愛不是成仙,不會餓肚子才怪。
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9
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為什麼你生氣了呢?是不是我的早課念得不好,我念得很清脆乾淨,你為什麼騎機車回家了呢?你不是連轎車都會駕駛了嗎?為什麼不載我,我要你再多陪我一點。
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10
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有人說我們的家務事,好難看的戲,我根本不當戲演,我是真心運度的,我有意操縱的,我要你知道我存在的重要性。
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11
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你千里迢迢來看我,有沒有好好修行你前世命令師父翻譯的法華經,我很慶幸自己是你供養的色身佛,因為你千折百迴的愛,讓我不再黯然神傷,反而快樂的去做菩薩行。
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12
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我看到家徒四壁,我說我要的又不是你的東西,我要的是你,你聽完了之後很開心,說東西再賺再買就好了,我們一起高興。
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福氣田地/吳菀菱
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1
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我的功德田都為你栽植,今天很用心念經,我為你插一朵向日葵在平板桌面,我希望你喜歡的光明,能常在你左右,陪伴你度過腦海中的苦擾煩惱,我為你開一條小路,走偏僻的寂光處。
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2
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沒有人要出版,我嘔心瀝血的情話,世人依舊存在沒有相愛的親暱的單身姿態中,我也假扮成一個小媽媽,其實我的孩子已經很大了,到了一個自己有想法的階段,我該參與他們的智慧成長。
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3
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我讀著佛法考試題目,深自反省,這些道理真是句句驚嘆,句句實言,支撐著我們無間的信心,細長如流水,我愛你就像你寫的情詩,句句坦承,沒有假偽,文字裡沒有其他人的影蹤,只有我的形影,我好喜愛,就背頌了下來,你純粹無瑕的心意。
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4
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御本尊原諒了我,我願天天勤行,天天不懈怠,琢磨一顆祥雲一般的銳根,飄忽在你跟前,提醒你喜歡這家務事的恬靜。
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5
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我對不起天下所有的母親,因為我寫的母心,不夠寫實,沒有孟母的用心盡力,沒有愛之深責之切的用意,我愧對孩子與他們的父親,我要愛我的家庭。
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6
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我去修理了一台語言學習機,為了教育我們全家一起來身口意學習好英文,或其他語言。
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7
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我為你偷窺了輪迴,白長慶的生活,我好調皮,你好厲害啊!你和我內心一樣挑戰著詩詞的吟唱,唱得更絕,成為絕唱。
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8
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老公有能力,就是用來捧的,就像他把我捧在手心一樣,我也要寶貝他,讓他獲得世上最棒的德澤,愛我有如一個自在神仙。
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9
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你說不想被牽著鼻子走,我就愛你這樣抱怨,因為你跟不上我的小說了吧!我的所有想法,你都想挖掘,好神秘的儀式啊!
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我好想笑,你跟我比賽的過程中,你好神準的猜測到我在想些什麼,我想為你做一捲專屬的音碟,像新歌劇一樣的腔調。
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自己享用這些快樂的沉思,毫無感覺到你的情感和心理想法,我自夢中泛出的黑斑,想辦法治療好,拿長期的藥應可痊癒。
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我想得雜亂不堪,是該重整一下了,夢中不可盡信,但佛法要抓牢,把現實修正到極致,完好,我要的幸福是清楚自己和你。
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小夫婦不知何故,總是爭吵,因為太懂對方了,所以罵要罵到心疼處,才叫做矯情,故意找碴,心裡體會甜蜜之後再緩緩原諒。
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我的老公接招,就回去佈置劇情了,他想要翻天覆地的贏過我,我呆呆望著窗內,凝視那可能把我活埋的蜜糖感覺。
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15
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做愛後女人會變壞,這是男人技術不好,還是難搞,老公再三問我要什麼過夜,我總是說抱抱就好,他也很快就習慣這種親密。
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就愛唱題,就愛唱題目給你淨化的耳聽見,我好愛你,親愛的老公,謝謝你召請法師修譯的法華經,謝謝你的愛的遠洋,來世還是要愛你,因為更久更能如魚得水,讓我們雙魚座吧!
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大部分的夜晚時間,我們都是平行交錯的身姿,你喜歡用舌頭愛我,愛我所愛,放縱的纏綿,你會說,你讓我休息好不好,我想在家裡運動,好色情的留言呀!我當然連忙說好。
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我們之間,真是奇妙,怎麼我一句誠實,你就沒輒了,我好愛看你當機,好樂,心裡頭嘻嘻哈哈的,存心攪你的局。
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你是我的鈔票菩薩,印刷無限的買通,給我放路,自由通暢無阻的權利,我的老公愛人,我已經後悔當初丟包你了,若你要我回歸,那你要隨我所意的愛我喔!
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愛在分秒鍾愛中飛翔,奔跑,追逐,我們的愛,是一對純白的翅膀,在這個轉捩點,讓我來拯救你的孤單,單身的獨處。
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快樂無限/吳菀菱
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歡樂是找到緣故而成就的,沒有冒險探覺,怎會知道老公在想些什麼,修行夫妻之道,就是一個爭取幸福的機會。
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抬頭仰望你,好高聳的肩膀,脖子,常常謙恭的身體,但我最愛你的腦袋瓜,總是想要理解我的全部動機。
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有什麼事我們一起商量,一起解決,不要煩惱或光說不練,把憂慮說出來,面對這局面,我們是一對最值得信任的親人。
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愛到底,愛你到底,會是怎樣,我不要收拾殘局,但願我能拯救地球一般的將你舉起,像君子一樣的愛你,不含任何條件。
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我心思裡不能沒有你,我的世界就是你,我為了你的慈愛和眼淚而存在,為了你的埋怨我回來了,來到你身邊,拜訪你的好,你一貫的善良秉性,我就要這樣刁難你,讓你不能不想我。
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我嚮往著你的身內之物,也想幫你照顧身外之物,我都已經知道你只愛我一個了,所以我要變成你要的樣子,讓你很愛我。
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就算我幻想,你也別笑我癡情,我就是浪漫呈現,對你的眷顧和喜愛,吸收混合完你的靈肉,然後再做回自己的模樣。
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我又在偷聽你了,你說,好像天上降落下來的花絮,微顫柔嫩的耳語,讓你全身都好舒服,你在文字泡湯中沐浴,我給你放上香氛的蠟燭,慶祝我們都同樣身心暢快。
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我要把情話偷偷藏起來,一句一句販賣給你,換來一張一張鈔票的抽,我已經知道怎麼讓你掏錢了,這訣竅就是懂你的金錢觀。
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你可否知曉,我的心裡一直放置著所有的你的形象,不管你怎麼變動,我就是簡單愛你的心,你的人,你的臭習慣。
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為你的世界添一點虹光色彩,會讓我感覺很特別,格外的愛你的光環,和光環下真正的你,因為我知道你的陰陽脾氣。
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你不要我有任何一絲皺紋,我努力達成緊緻,一張能劇的臉,帶著溫柔的微笑,不是無情,而是鎮定,追隨喜怒哀樂噁之後的一種恒常,用魅力嘴角弧度過日的情緒。
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嚴格酷愛/吳菀菱
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你看著我,那演過壞人的眼光裏,藏著一個無染著的我,我看著那瞳孔,望穿秋水,就是奪不走你的酷愛,我給你寫信,信裡面都是囑咐,關懷,擔心,情緒,我想你會了解怎樣做我的老公。
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我安慰你,給你說安撫的話,其實我是說真的,真的很愛這樣逆來順受的懲罰,因為我根本就不知道你在生氣,你也有主見,固執,但我不給你叛變的自由,我要拴住你的衷心,我要你的愛。
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你變成排骨肉,肚子微凸,好可愛,又去哪裡吃好吃的呢!都不帶我去,我吃醋,就去八方雲集大吃一頓,獨自歡喜一場。
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我的漫想好可憐,因為你是功利的,是世俗的,不是什麼聖人,我想找一個有錢人來取代你,但是我不能忍受,你跟別人步上一條小徑,只為了對峙我的專情看法,我覺得這樣很難受。
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你一定會拋棄,我一廂情願的感覺,因為你是父權,你是婚姻的主權,我告訴你,這樣的愛是方式不對的,因為你是我的榮幸,不是錯覺,我愛你就像殺青的戲後,還想續攤約會,私定終身。
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有一種愛,它情有獨鍾,可以緣遇,但不能勉強,我喜歡成全,因為這樣子我會清淨優秀,更成為人上人,但我不要聽亂人心弦的散漫樂歌,他是一種擾亂,不是淨化人心,我的愛是音準。
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隨意得到了,什麼都是假的,他認為,演戲就是賺錢的手段,所以找來各路高手,騙垮我一人也無所謂,因為我就是隨性自愛。
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我的愛是沒有人奪得的,因為我在偽裝,我在懷疑,或許你已經不要史上最高貴的愛了,你只要安逸,享樂,所以我也學會了,跟你一個模樣的興趣,朝向相同的方向,看前景燦爛。(完)
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愛到盡意
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愛到知足時候,什麼事情都順利進行,儘管只是一句體貼的話也讓人窩心。不愛時就事事破壞,糾舉各種弱點,讓對方恨比天高,泣不成聲。他說,我不能在身邊愛你,因為我還有兒子要管教,以後他要孝順我,所以我們只能在異次元私通,你要原諒我。
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給你我私藏的愛,你要珍惜,不要老氣橫秋的拒絕我,在這世上,唯獨愛是恆久,是快活,是度過一生的休閒,育樂。我思忖你的話語,曉得你是正直的人,所以採取相信的態度,你說,我們能不能在一起,就看今年的造化了,我忙不迭的想像,沒有衝突而粗茶淡飯的同在日子。
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盡情灑脫的相信,你的前妻是真的假造的,因為當初我們相遇的節骨眼,連孩子都還不足那個歲數呢!現在,你面臨的危機,到底是什麼呢?我猜了又猜,想了又想,或許你說的全都屬實,而我只是自己幻想而已,愛本來在意中人心中,具有很多幻想的版本,而我是妄想的那種症狀。
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不是一味追求,就能成為我的,要試著思考各種現實的侷促不安,和不能錯過的獨大感覺,是否是一個錯誤的第一步。合不來,就散了,你這樣對我慈善,容許我拖延危機的迫害,是在幫助我,我應該心存感謝才是,你是我最好的恩人,我要回報你以無限幸福的祝福。
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你說,到了九月才能見面,因為會有變數,我聽從你,因為我相信你是我的菩薩,我的天使,我的天公,我很愛你那片赤誠的品格,我要等到那時候,跟你一起促膝長談。其實,我們做過臉書朋友,詩友,也共同分享過彼此的秘密,我願所愛的人能得到天長地久的快樂,像自由的鴿子一樣,在我們的共同法空裡自由飛翔。
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春秋,綠意,溫室,秋紅,各種繁華熱鬧,進入眼簾,分別有一番賞析的風味。若是沒有愛,一切都會慘淡的重新來過,重敷涴演,沒有愛,世法佛法就不豐富真諦。冬必逢春,這是一定的真理,愛情來臨了,枯萎的冬枝就長出新芽花苞,滋潤生命的意義。我的愛人身上有一種肅穆的法味,雖然世間謊言時代已經瀰漫很久,但我只對他坦承以告,因為其他人都各自有心眼和一張亂說的口,所以我只信任他。雖然人們以怨報德,但是我想要去大快朵頤一番,並大肆請客招待有緣的人,和肚子餓的人,這一餐我吃得好飽足,隔天下午又跑去喝手搖杯熱奶茶,每天都好快樂。我問天空的雲,為何人們都要欺負我,只有我老公在夢裡跟我玩瑜珈的抱樸遊戲,跟我說一些體己的話。雲說,因為你射手座太容易上當了,念完經,吃過飯,我覺得無聊,就跑到公園去玩,不睡午覺,去涼亭那裡看電子書。正襟危坐,坐懷不亂,情人的懷裡有肅穆的香味,親親耳語,我心寂然,靜坐如山。搭上捷運,前往下雨綿綿的一零一大樓前,跟雨傘下的人影合照,你笑得多燦爛,我們兩走在大街上,手牽著手,心裡幻想只要牽手就會有孩子的神蹟。我們竊竊私語,家裡的物品被你整理過,移動過,我有點不知所措,其實很想知道你為什麼這麼做的原因,是指涉著,我的東西就是你的,這回事嗎?
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文字指涉,花語繁華,極度掉落的楓葉,也有自己步入告別式的莊嚴,不能讓人亂加以控訴,含冤情仇的恨著,應以同情的心態來看待劈腿,因為這是男人女人都會犯的過錯,沒有人能倖免,逃過一段感情的結束,多傷感。
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我記住你給我每次抱抱的體溫,和那種柔軟的觸感,化作春眠在深夜裡慢慢的搓揉著我,那不戳入的愛情好像男女一對同志夫妻,為了防備插入的痛楚,而演出像似斷背的山脈,一直洋溢到天邊的幸福,我覺得就要融化了。我想要知道你的肉體對我的需求,所以化作一道靈魂料理,我受到你最溫柔細緻的呵護,我滿足了,也不吃醋了,所以臉上的瘢痕就好了,再也不長出來作怪,因為愛情就是我喜歡的姿勢,是我唯一放逐在你身上的體溫紋路。
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其實你一直都在滿足我,但是在那奇幻意境裏,我的淚卻一直湧出來,能跟人說的法,是否能幫助他人,我也不知道,大家都在我不注意的時候,一起背叛我,我卻一點都不在意,因為這樣才是大度大量,我知道人性本惡,無知於因果關係,我想起曾經快樂的往事,才知道友誼一直都在,但是家人卻瞧不起我讀的書,和我的朋友,一直說我是個失敗的人,或許我也該寫一本療癒的書,來聊慰我自己,因為希望的求不到,還要一直念經,愈念愈爛,乾脆不去佛學考試了,沒有意思,月經來潮,什麼事都不能愉悅,不准快樂,還被打針,不知道藥效,還可以在文學中抱怨,已經很好了,何必再繼續寫迷幻藥的世界。
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或許可以給的,但你不給,我可以要的,我不要,我固執己見,在眼淚的瀑布中,傷心的亂畫一幅千層山水圖,因為懲罰,我知道人生沒有真實的永恆,一切都只是暫時,立志再也不重要了,因為勵志根本沒人要做,沒人祝福我幸福,只有互道一聲保重,讓我們面對可憐的現況,因為愛到可憐之處,自有可悲可嘆的體驗可以供人參考。
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我已經不再聽見自己,我想就要孤寂一生的聲音,多麼單純而美妙,它提醒我自己的境界。請容我收藏起來,故意編輯的絮語文字,因為那是特屬於我的想像力,我必須握住筆完成它。把性壓抑下去,讓感情昇華,除非是處於一種用意,不要輕易釋放。承蒙各位靈魂不嫌棄我,給我愛的體驗活動,我體察了性慾的質變,與情傷的痛苦。
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我覺得生活塌陷在對話的無聊中,總是環繞著無可實踐的理想上面,不踏實,沒有人為我出書,我的世界沒有意義可言,沒有錢,好窮,又笨,一點辦法也沒有,一直被騙錢,再三的失落,被背叛,被詐騙,被利用,生命價值就是成為一個騙子,和被騙的人,沒有老公和我一起並肩作戰,我幻想他出國了,其實他悶在家裡猛上網,一個若無其事的演員,我覺得人生付出這麼多愛,卻沒有人回報,很難過,不想活,不想用自己的真名過日子,想用筆名波麗露活下去,因為駭客很多,所以沒有快樂,只有危機,生活在謊言之中,被不好的生命價值教育,充滿死訊的境界,人們都是神經病,一直亂關門,亂偷聽,直到生命安靜下來,才體會了世上根本沒有愛,因為不會賺錢,所以失意,老公不給我錢,我也不快樂,生活得像白癡,沒有人讚譽,說話不被重視,當作是演戲,浮浮沉沉,被想得很失敗,被讀者恨,被世人輕賤,嫉妒,充滿濁惡的東西而雨水一直洗不乾淨,智慧被詛咒而喪失,只有再找其他的智慧,其他的歡樂,很想成為一個被稱讚的人,但是卻被壞蛋罵,被人間的無趣所包圍,只能乾巴巴的看時間流逝,什麼善良都是被稱為沒什麼大不了的事,八卦沒有爆料點,假的,為了騙我這個作家,而作的謊很多,難聽死了,天天都在講電話的低級世界,人間真的有辦法脫離庸俗嗎?真的會有回報嗎?還是只是迷信而已,一些不聽法語的信徒,圍著下流的圖報而思索,貧賤夫妻百事哀,我知道人們彼此瞧不起彼此,人性的本質就是在炫耀,在吹噓,真實的世界其實是百病叢生的,誰能了解被消失的虛無,一個被亂講的世間,幻覺很多,不相信愛存在,只有被索求得更多,那有什麼意思,不過是剝削罷了。
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習慣安靜的自處,沒有什麼血是流不止的,曾經有愛的幻想,也都成為執迷不悟,一個不需要勞動的世界,變幻之術可以使人歡喜,但是我卻不知道這值不值得,我的朋友都已經找到自己的方向,只有我一人逐漸的說出一整個世界的無常與失落,你給我說善法,我也願意聽,只有你的話最重要,我牢記在心,但是現在也已經走遠,心思不定而且重重疊嶂,就是一場緣的起滅,我找到一個寬心的棲所,那就是你的肩膀,你的身體,變來變去的一個不知名詩人,為我一個人寫書,為我付出愛的回憶,我還在期待你的經典再現,上市,暢銷,因為我就是書中的女主角。
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我想要你再寫一本,可是你把我寫醜了,我有這麼不好嗎?需要你來嫌棄,那也沒辦法,因為我並不想繼續付出真情,我的真情要用買的,否則恕不享有到貨的服務,不再做萬應婆,我不是世界的謬思,我不喜歡讀花草樹木,只喜歡關上窗,靜靜傾聽自己內心,那寂寥的滑落,靈魂是會亂跑的,但是我也有了護身符,可以躲開所有的惡意的傷害,我想要知道,你把元本山吃得怎麼了,為什麼我只能說什麼假裝不愛你的話,而你卻默默不做聲,只是嘆息而已,我想知道的是,你在我的世界裏,到底只是個過客,還是永恆不變的定律,我找到一個痛苦排泄口,那就是跟你說話,我就要離開這個故事,願你我得安歇,互相分享仍能在一起的幸福,因為幸福還在就已經很值得慶幸了,怎麼還能排拒在外呢?我繼續在安歇中度過,沉思更深邃的作品浮現,淨化這個不相信有愛的人間,為了走更長遠的路,我要繼續說下去,因為滿足自己的書寫慾望,是我現存唯一的願望。(完)
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綠得極致行旅誌(中國黑龍江省暢遊記)
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長榮航機讓縱橫中國旅行團一行人直飛長城外的哈爾濱機場,我在航空中見到祥雲而寫下靈感詩幾首,歌頌一番,還在著陸前看見一梗梗方形圍聚的綠油油草原,其間有密集聚落以小城鎮為單位集中陳列,居民彷彿依鄰祥和而居住著,鄉間小民們扶老攜幼守候在行李履帶的外邊,以冷漠的臉孔迎接我這個中間偏左的黑名單女作家,覺得好詭異.
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先前經過檢哨公安時經過嚴格查驗,上了大白瓷花的豪華蹲式廁衞所,還好自備了一大包抽取式衛生紙,,在舊時台北公館買的紅色皮革揹包裡面,然後海關公務員竊竊談著我的思想問題,原來我在中國得過五張表彰狀,並且與陝西省的漢詩實驗詩刊社有出版品的合作關係,此次前來是推銷"流蘇生活"佛詩集,以及炎黃文化出版的"覺照叢林的美學欣賞"詩論書籍,並且沿途預備找靈感寫作"美的詩簡"情詩集,
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回國後這本詩集由宋澤萊老師撰寫序文,而在pubu城邦電子書網上成功刊載,因為大海洋詩雜誌並沒有採用我的書簡,因為我未寄上短篇遊記說明文,還含帶有政治思想的不可知解意識形態而未決,這本鋪上"身心歡愉情詩集","山盟海誓情詩集","愛的法燈","大自然詞牌詩集","西邊極樂詩集","愛是永恆詩集","展開情詩集","法華修行詩文集"等八部續曲,是回國後廣播文攻武嚇吵鬧下,於法空中滋生的詩輯,總共應訂名為"美學詩簡"詩文集,以"靈感詩文集"為起始.
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我們直飛的哈爾濱市,在長城外墎,都市裡全是旣高闊又積地窄而高如一面牆的國民住宅建設,但是沒有老百姓買得起,全沒住人的房宅看起來似乎是取地如橫長方形而建設堅固的高樓層,是為了節省公路寬廣的面積而設計成此狀,
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當地人開駛的汽車多為舶來品,很高級而不知如何進口的,車牌上寫著"黑"字代表黑龍江省,第一次看到時嚇一跳以為是代表黑五類,鬧笑話了,計程車各地顏色都各自統一,有綠,黃,紅,藍,等烤漆顏色,沒有斑馬線可供行人走或穿越的紅綠燈,人們得冒著生命危險聚集在一處,設法闖過車水馬龍的都市公路,否則沒車開的人真的就只得如此才能生存下去.
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以前從東北逃難到韓國去的途徑,是一條據說通到北韓新義州的秦朝修築的萬里長城,現今的遼北省,遼寧省,安東省,三者有別於孫中山時期命名的山東省,他們的方言鄉音很重很濃,
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開金色遊覽車的王師傅人很老實,找來各個當地的年輕導遊來隨車為我們解說風俗民情,只用一隻智慧手機就從頭到尾的搞定了行程的順利,我的華碩平板當機沒能帶去中國紀錄寫真,嘉能迷你電子數位相機也沒有攜帶,因為我用眼睛看已經很忙碌了,哪有時間拍攝什麼風景.
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趴趴走東北旅遊團的黃導遊,在行前就用賴傳一些注意事項,東北地圖,各地氣溫,給成員們準備必需的行李,衣物,用品,一路上台日胞證看照得緊貼,唯恐丟失在途中不能歸回台灣.
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遊覽車的行程,首先載我們來到伏爾加莊園,進了咖啡色木造的柵門,有著美好流蘇的亮片裝潢門簾的入口,走入掀開藍色門簾而產生一種進入蘇俄生活的快樂感覺,裡面是西方裝飾的二層樓木造旅館,我們先放好行李在旅舍內,然後再去遊湖,看西洋油畫一般的建築與草木的水中倒影,以及湖畔的小白花,站在木階觀景汕板上,這個伏爾加湖真是澄澈如明鏡,在黃昏時分展現出灰銀色的水波風姿,教人十分的陶醉這蘇俄風格的氛圍和美感.
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然後我們走到普希金沙龍的華麗建築前面,我看到兩隻在聖經裡的紅龍地獄金色雕牌立在門頂上面,這個攝影展沙龍並未開放給人參觀普希金作家傳奇的一生,我只知道他晚年寫了一篇色欲密修日記,被傳說是偽本,而其實一名金髮男孩經過我身邊,不斷的吐口水在沿路草皮上,之後消失在柵門後,或許他就是傳奇人物普希金的靈魂吧!
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我們接著又走到套娃販售店面,觀賞許多俄式精品,好美麗的櫥窗和各式精美昂貴的琥珀珠寶,根本沒帶那麼多人民幣,雖買得起大套娃也裝不下行李裡,因為太大隻]沒有包膜會在拖行李路上損壞,媽媽不給我自己花六十八元人民幣賣這從西伯利亞進口而來的套娃,所以走馬看花的就在聽播放俄文流行舞曲的歌聲中,離開了那間風味獨特的店面.
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夕陽下,參觀了順路上的聖尼古拉]東正教教堂,東正教和希臘正教為西方世界為適合國情而改良聖教信仰的兩大宗教勢力,蘇俄選擇東正教作為沙皇政教合一的民族信仰,其鐘聲悠楊聖潔,暮鼓晨鐘的在人們心中響起,是天主準點報時呼叫人們珍惜光陰的一種救贖,這個教堂尖聳而挾高,由純木頭鑄造而成,不得其門而入,為的是要人們讀解聖經並私修內心
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法門,在左側邊有一間窄小的牧師寢屋,是看守者的護衛住宿所的象徵意味,展現出後現代聖教的一種遵循天主旨意的看管牧道的勵志崇高,聽過尼古拉二世的悲劇故事]就知道,一個末世王朝家族失蹤的傳說,那就是齊瓦哥醫生電影所描述的,國王進入革命三口號時代的野史政治,莎塔那金斯基扮演把女兒丟包的象徵皇后,電影最終她回到了皇宮隱身了.
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走過長長的拱橋,來到小白樺餐廳吃俄羅斯大餐,這個由俄國建築設計師拉別奇在參加巴黎國際展覽會時發表的設計圖作品,屬於十九世紀巴洛克前衛改良式巨大建築物,中間內凹兩邊凸浮的流線形狀的粉紅色小白樺餐廳,其實像似作禮拜的殿堂,內部的左右兩間餐廳室各自宴客,還有二樓的閣樓空間可供拍照.
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我們在右側佐餐的位置,有著華麗的歐式教堂玻璃和美好的牆上佈置,體會俄式風情的餐桌上擺著各式家居醬料和餐具的擺設,打開哈爾濱啤酒的甜味和格瓦斯麵包啤酒的橘色氣泡飲料,一邊享用著由身著俄羅斯女僕裝的端菜姑娘,一道接一道遞上來的佳餚,只有麵包主餐享用不盡,而肋骨排是當場切割分盤的葷食,此外還有炒時蔬,魚排,蒲萄酒紅醬煟杏鮑菇盅,俄式三種口味酸菜,俄式小臘腸,火腿片,以及片芹菜,大家杯晃不停交錯的盡情聊天暢飲乾杯,充滿俄羅斯民族開朗豪爽的特質.
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飯後回到旅館,步上電梯二樓,找到房間號碼,之後隨著媽媽的邀約,走過長廊去遊逛歐式長地毯觀賞扶手欄杆前的施華洛世奇燈,夜裡閃亮的模樣真是迷人極了.鳥瞰樓下大廳的接待中心,看到右側噴泉池中有希臘羅馬式的女神雕像,沙發座椅一套,飲水放送機一台,以及聖誕節裝飾LED燈盤列在扶手欄杆下面,連綿有如一條引火綫,燈火通明的旅館,待我入房洗浴後更衣入睡,入夜後遠方的狗吠和鐘聲伴我進入夢鄉,睡眠中窗邊的教堂鐘聲伴我深沉的無夢至夜,每個鐘點都敲響一遍的,像耳語的耶和華在保佑我的陰霾散去,其實只有和平儀式和婚禮殿堂或神殿的肅穆情境中,才會有愛的鐘聲緩緩地鳴起,然而聽到眠鐘的陪伴,我真是感到非常的安詳而心平氣和,有如天使的加護而滿心歡喜.
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早晨醒得很早,就開始念勤行要典的經本內容,之後去爸媽的房間找他們一起去莊園六十平方公尺的面積逛逛,爸媽和我穿得一身輕簡走出戶外白樺木步道,經過昨天夕陽西下時的路線,來到一個豎立各種雕像的小公園,草木扶疏有致,這個以聖經傳奇所設置的希臘羅馬白色石雕園地的群像,究竟出自誰的鑄刻之巧手工藝,竟如此的姿態聖潔,美態各自恬然自適的為我們展現歐式風情的移植美學,真是一種復古而珍貴的藝術品資產,這些天使心被立為肖像,畢竟帶有神聖意義的價值和永恆唯美的色彩在內,令人想要為這些雕像寫下詠調詩句,讚嘆那神格而雋永的善良精神,
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接著走到一棟黃色折衷建築物前,是尚未開發成旅舍的空洞住宅,伏爾加莊園的園丁抽著菸走出小宿舍,跟我門點頭問好,他把各種植物修剪管理得非常美妙而整齊,讓人賞心悅目的邊散步邊享受芬多精和陽光之間,
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我和爸媽走過吊橋的安詳幽境,感到一種心平氣和的寧謐自心中升起,氣勢如虹的長橋上有一點晃蕩厲害的波動,原來有三兩個女孩從我們身邊超越而過且正在聊天,我們往回走到這座橋下的湖泊畔欣賞湖光山色,那片草坪另我想起文學和油畫中的意境,於是坐在椅凳上曬太陽寫詩,打開自動傘來遮蔽那紫外線強烈的照射,滿身是汗的褪下外套來到湖畔的小酒吧露臺上看荷花競放在湖邊,彷彿雷諾瓦所描繪的蓮華,這一方塘的蓮池中荷葉田田的為妙法盛放,因果具時的此刻,內心湧上無限的知足幸福感.
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在涼亭上等到阿爾久米亞餐廳開始收餐劵,去吃早餐,三十多年前台灣傳說中國要拿著票上廁所的事情,如今演變成一張免費招待劵,真是共產主義的進步舉措啊!在黑龍江省吃宴席彷彿全是耶和華變現出來的盛餐,真是豐厚又美味的三餐,除了過鹹口味之外,其他都很好.餐廳裡播放著崔健的歌曲專輯,很小聲聽不清楚歌詞,是藍調搖滾的風格,中學時挺愛聽他的革命詩詞的調調,前衛詩意容易琅琅上口,是嘲諷抗議當局政權的一種新聲音,精簡的早餐伙食採巴菲式自行取用的方式進餐,餐飲都用非常高級的銀器盛盤提供食用挾取,人們都安靜專心的用餐,這裡的時光真悠閒歡悅,從窗戶看出去,還有一個碉堡在遠方映入眼眸,多麼典麗優雅的風光啊!
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前往額爾古納的路上,都是白樺樹林立的林地,想起以前用過全套的白樺木屑做成的木板家具,上萬元的家居生活,過起來真的很高級,這些筆直成長的白樺木,遍及整個黑龍江省的大小興安嶺,據說是政府用飛機播下種子的方式栽植的,所以樹木高度大都相同,看起來很像筷子的白樺木,又有森林美女之稱號,真是好聽的雅稱.
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有鶴鄉之稱的額爾古納,是一個白楊樹飄飛如棉絮,有七月雪之稱的濕地,我們走了大半個敖龍公園的路,來到丹頂鶴放飛的湖邊,欣賞其悠然自在覓食的多種姿態,想要把他們用書法毛筆描繪起來,卻覺得是件不易抓得訣竅的事情.
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想起孟浩然的登黃鶴樓,覺得此詩中的黃鶴指涉的是太陽,即為一個象徵的皇上或聖哲的死,引人思懷惆悵,但不知此樓是為了祭祀誰人而有此頌歌,昔人已乘黃鶴去,此地空餘黃鶴樓,黃鶴一去不復返,白雲千載空悠悠,黃鶴在白雲裡,應該就是讚頌太陽的光芒萬丈,對太陽的光明面有著百看不厭的激賞.
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然而賞丹頂鶴時,有一種清新脫俗的感覺,那展翅的姿勢,好像稀貴的死亡天使,敬賀著一種圓寂的壽終正寢,和究竟生死的了義經之正經八百,有著考古生死契闊的高尚哲學.
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丹頂鶴的長脖子,好像有種長壽的象徵意味,他要挺起頭來昂揚姿態,會不會頭很痠啊!我這樣古怪的擬想,他們不斷的喝著湖水,清洗羽翼翅膀,在水澤裏鑽進去他們的嘴喙,不知道在覓找什麼小獵物,是魚苗,水藻,還是小蟲,我只知道他們搶奪著管理員所拋出的一隻隻活魚,搶不到的就空著肚子,好像灰色神仙一樣的清悠自在,毫不在乎的自得其樂,活絡全身的肢體動作,我仔細觀察,當場寫下了一首叫做閒雲野鶴的素描現代詩,爸爸也拍攝得不亦樂乎,久久無法喊停,我們脫隊了很久,媽媽急著在隊伍的催促下找我們,還好這濕地形道路在往回走時,變得不那麼的酷熱又長途跋涉,我們接著來到一棟標本室,我沒進去觀看,覺得無聊,聽說裡面還有一種名叫狍子的怪動物標本,當地人俗稱傻瓜笨蛋是傻狍子,因為他一看到後方有探照燈,就冷不提防的回頭看,獵人槍炮一響,就輕易的擊中了他,所以說是傻狍子,這典故真好笑,是導遊敘述給我們聽的.
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遊覽車一路上載我們看盡原野風光,往內蒙前進,我們看呼倫貝爾草原多旖旎,放牧牛羊的沃草綠的極致,沿途上風吹草動中見牛羊乖巧的群集吃草,想起"生死疲勞"小說中的故事情節,然而內蒙充滿青稞的種植,這軟綿綿的荒野上,就只有席慕蓉的歌漚在徜徉,放肆的催著人心的莫名感動,看一望無際的綠地,想著輔大草原文學社的歷史,這情景真是令胸懷中充斥著廣闊而遼遠的狂想,想像藥草喻品的天地,我不禁癡醉的吟寫歌頌相思的戀歌詩詞,
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那甜蜜的雲朵多麼神奇的變換他的形狀,好像是雲自在佛和雲自在燈王佛在示現佛即大雲的極樂施予,一整天在綠意盎然的草原公路上馳騁我們的心,注意力都被草原的魅力吸引而去,
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那間歇出現的小綠洲和河流,都是夏天融化冰雪後的奇觀,以草原做床的想像,如此豪爽的意象展現在眼前,但被鐵絲攬起來的所有綠地都是國有的,不能私闖,或嬉戲,或奔跑,在這八旗互處生存的處女地上,偶有白屋聚落陳列在其中,
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暱稱為鬼剔頭的草捲上,有一對新人在拍婚紗,洋溢著歡喜的氣息,感染了遠望羨慕而祝福的我的視線草原生活大不易,我覺得這裡的居民一定充滿對大地的愛與赤誠,原始的窩居生活沒有遐想,只有生存的現實要面對,
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一片祥和的景觀像窩在舊情人的臂灣裡一樣舒服,小草們如何放縱成詩,且聽"離離原上草,一歲一枯榮,野火燒不盡,春風吹又生"的大量複製成壯闊的草原,天清地明如何駕馭一枝草ㄧ點露的清新,遼原的故鄉,小草單純平凡齊頭並進的成長,他們是無辜而無罪的蒼生,在普潤雨中生長,針線般在縫織之前的形狀,是一叢叢平等的教育大學,需要大地這個資深的老師來好好教導法語,才能在愛的風吹日曬中健康茁壯,成為牛馬所需求的營養,枯乾成卷收獲,蔚為一種草原上的奇觀,草原上風馬牛不相及的立場,到處都有詩句可摘取,但是草原上的牛仔,以此為家,據說是一種牧水草而居的職業,我感到草原風光的無限迤邐,那蒙古包的聚集,人靠人,獸倚獸,彼此依存的生活,同甘共苦的真心相對,那是我們文明世界所缺乏的真情流露,小草所代表的牧民生活屬性,是勿以小善而不為的道德.
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草原一望無際,充滿平行土壤的視覺享受,一切眾生皆平等的感覺,充滿了無生死涅槃的一種小我精神,而且是以奉獻心賜予牛羊馬群飼料的一種存有,誰能想像吃嚼枯草的那種食而無味的枯槁感覺,試著去體會同情動物的心聲,這是農牧業的境界,閱讀生死疲勞的時候,要以憐憫之心來看待,因為那種生命無限延長的荒蕪,是一種平靜的善為,但同時也是一個沒有機會探險和成為人類智慧的生命體,成為草原的奴隸,食物的生物鏈成員,多麼像耶和華之羔羊,待宰的命運,烹之煮之,被殺伐肢解,成為餐桌上的養料,這種殘酷現實誰能想及,思之楚楚可憐,肉食族應宜常懷感恩心,勿以口慾來滿足味蕾,素食的料理同時也是如此芬芳,粗茶淡飯有其意味,生命不應追求大肆享受的豐足,因為宴席有時盡,繁華過渡後,誰來拾起一片殘寂的荒涼,涅槃至此,讓人想到死得莊嚴真是正果的問題,修行真是一種實質的考究,它不是為了假慈悲而浪費生命的謊言吹噓,面對現實並正視現實,草原的構成並不是樂園野餐,它是一種嚴肅的藥草喻品的本質,等雨法雨的生命,是不可以隨意嫌憎的,平等利益的生活方式,有時也是一種選擇平凡的樂趣.
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到了呼倫貝爾草原,想起那個想要永遠住在草原上的蒙古公主,和乾隆在蒙古包裡相親相愛,卻不跟他回朝廷去享福,她是懷著草根的精神在護持她的子民,為了保障草原的美好,而一生嫁給草原,這種大愛多麼豐富了生命的價值,然而這也代表著她被和親的命運,寧願選擇自己的洽意,而不要造業,她是一個這麼親民的公主,這種精神真是讓人欽佩,她不想要浮奢的宮廷生活,以草原為宮廷,一片雲影的自在生存,真是有趣的野史.
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我們來到成吉思汗廣場,好寬闊,一尊騎馬神姿的塑像豎立著,之後花花人民幣買蒙古包鑰匙圈留念,趕車程來到夜晚都是金色照明燈泡的呼倫貝爾市,像極了草原裏的紐約,高級的建築和旅館林立,簡直是金子色做成的海市蜃樓,入住之前先去吃一頓錫器裝盛刷羊肉火鍋大餐,每個人一大鍋,色香味美的香菇湯頭,真是甘甜極了,走出店面,有一些很進步的泰式按摩店,亮著廣告招牌,我們住進旅館,是站立式的沖澡間,三門式窗台的布簾遮住外面的夜景,西洋式的旅館睡起來好舒服,夜裡用旅館的紙張書寫一些旅遊詩詞,然後看看液晶電視裏的節目,抱著豪華的枕頭入睡,早餐用票卷吃自由取用式的食物,吃完後就往蒙古包去探險,一路上都是呼倫貝爾草原,沒有任何的雨水,裝扮蒙古裝的王子公主,促銷著試穿衣服和蒙古奶茶粉包的商品,異國風情的萬種全部現代化了,聽說傳統用牛糞烤奶茶的習俗,可以去體驗,可是我們只喝了下馬酒,到敖包繞圈,看駝鈴放屁,吃蒙古包餐廳的美食,大口吃肉和大口喝酒的爽快,真是噎死人了,食道管一陣不通暢,只能一直灌可口可樂來幫助消化,眼看一片小蒙古包,想到的只有薩頂頂的歌,和一個無限值一般的藍雲圖騰,印在蒙古包上面,像是橫躺的阿拉伯數字八,有一些家族名稱鑲刻在門戶上面,淨是搬家到現代化住宅去住的空戶人家,有的開酒吧,有的生產礦泉水,有的做發電廠,因為這裡缺乏的都變現出來,我們趕行程去現代建築餐廳吃烤全羊,由一對王公貴族來執刀,在羊皮上畫個王字,蒙古女歌手穿著傳統在一旁駐唱,好聽的歌聲裡有我們不懂的蒙文,一頓餐吃得快樂盡興,只是吃到考咖啡色羊皮時差點吐出來,不知為何那絲絲入扣的羊肉一時之間全想嘔出的感覺襲了上來,還好我只是一點水土不服,沒有真吐。
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一輛遊覽車駛過八旗各自分佈的內蒙居民區,每一族都有自己的房屋圖騰,我覺得自己好像是屬於菱形的菊族,有一種黯然歸鄉的奇異感,原來我家在這裡偏遠荒涼,貧窮不開發文明。經過鐵路的軌道,來到歸綏大門,意思是希望能滿載而歸,空中飄著細雨絲,我跑下車去看一下,很有灰色凱旋門的氣魄,只是仍在加蓋中,行途再走下去,就是大小興安嶺的兩側世界了。探看風景的我,聽說這裡的樺木林有過火災,但見燒過的樺木枝幹仍呈枯白而燒不盡,只有野草燒得漆黑,原來這是燒不死的柴薪。阿里巴巴的光棍粉絲都長在這裡嗎?以前極光圈工作室買過樺木屑板拼成的家具,總共四五組一萬多元,但是放在廁所的化妝保養品玻璃窗家具組,卻底部洗澡濺到水而潮濕臭臭的,原來樺木不防潮,而且劈一下子就斷碎了,很脆弱,但是很美麗。還有電視酒櫃,電腦書桌,衣櫥,書櫃,等等,一整套用起來經濟實惠,但不太能負荷重量而略微彎陷,原來在黑龍江省,樺木是禁止採伐的,是十大覆蓋策略下的保護樹種,那麼我真是賺到了。一直觀賞著不會彎曲的樹木,沒有什麼延伸的雜多枝幹,葉子嘩嘩的在風中飛閃著,在大興安嶺山中樹木群更是漸層而穩居,是政府統一下種的成長結果,青稞一大片生長在平原上,有收耕機在採收,看起來好像綠油油的油菜花。山嶺起伏有致,綠得青翠,迷人,震懾眼眸,讓人想起睡夢中每天陪我的那個他,他的臂彎,他的摩擦,那種深情款款,至今仍難忘記,一段印象紋身的體驗,婚姻生活如此綿密細緻,甜如蜜。我用背包背著他送的悶燒壺,一路上思念著他,折騰著自己的回憶歷歷在目,真是一趟有如新婚蜜月之旅的行遊,我用詩集紀錄這次堂皇的觀光記憶,儘管只是幻想而已,卻有美不勝收的真實在其中,層層包裹的思念。
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額爾古納有公園,要買門票進入,裡面有巨大龍頭,彷彿是高雄茂谷被沖刷掉的龍頭山,我想像的,這裡的松果被做成像似火龍果的垃圾桶,各種顏色都有,植物生長得乾枯茂密,是松木的一種,這裡乾涸的天氣,空中有蒼蠅到處亂飛,有一位老人拿著塵拂將蒼蠅揮開,彷彿一個唱空城計的乾隆皇帝,莫可奈何於此地的蠅虻,血腥有如豬血糕的腥味,渾身都是熱汗如流的感覺,這個公園很大,但是荒涼,只有騎遊園車才能省時省力的遊玩,但是幾乎都被人騎走了,而且佔據好久,我們走到動物圈子旁,看不到任何袋鼠或生物,因為牠們在避暑,我們離開之後,上了遊覽車,就去餐廳吃飯了。
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到了根河,爬到山頂看根河濕地,一拐十個彎,我數了數個大約值,想到亢龍有悔,和一切江河必有迴曲,我吹吹風,享受這快樂的感覺,下了山,在遊樂區的電瓶車聚集處,看到一本蒙古八旗民族的分佈歷史書,沒有買,跟大陸遊客一起排隊搭車下去,芳草萋萋的山路上,我欣賞著一首自己譜詞的押韻之詩,化草地為地毯的書寫,然後下車,走到一條充滿精品店的商業小街,沿途問路,出口處有一個旅客服務區,我找到了遊覽車,等待著開門的時間當中,跟一旁的小販車夫聊天,原來他們不喜歡貓衣裳,也不喜歡狗,但是他們喜歡寫貓詩的漠渝詩人,因為他的作品有些翻譯成蒙古文,他們很喜歡被書寫。
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到了漠河,有三多,賊多,鬼多,公安多,我們住進去高級的金馬旅館,堅固的大理石牆和地板,忽然隆隆的地動起來,好像幻覺,原來這裡曾經整個城鎮都燒得精光,大地作怪,再入房後,高級油畫裝潢的旅舍房間,有水龍頭自動響的怪因,原來是鬼打牆,曾經在這裡罹難的人們在妨礙我睡著,我只好整夜寫詩文章,安眠藥失靈,想到的盡是皇太極想來投胎轉世的幻聽。
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塔河和黑河,在北極村一遊之後,分別的玩賞,沒什麼可說的,北極村旅館旁,是黑龍江的河渠,我們在最北處留影,這河邊公園有幾塊古文人題字的「北」字型石頭,我想到「靠北」,忍不住想到文人留字到此一遊的招數,真是好笑,這河邊的草兒長得奇珍美妙,線條優美,小巧可愛,然後隔天到河邊船舫裡吃飯,坐遊艇觀賞河景。坐船的時候,太想念情人了,想到媽媽不讓我去見他,於是創然大哭,有感於這河川流動湧動的平靜感覺,像是一條女龍自己運生動力的自立自強,所以就假想跳河自盡,真是一場離魂技,其實我真想與河合魂,化作河神,永不回人間。
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到了五大連池,見了趙武郎,喝了香檳汽水一般的湖水,也洗了臉,來到一間飾品店,看到這趙武郎的神話故事,刻在石頭上面,我想到一個小草妖勾引他的方法,讓他來到人間解放自己,我在餐廳裡想像陪著他吃鯉魚,魚躍龍門的典故,就知道他以前是天津的太守,他的草偃湖旁也座落了一個龍湖,泉水自然湧出,供人喝飲,兩湖相依,真是情人湖啊!我買了火山泥,作為美容聖品,把一整盒都抱回家,跟趙武郎告別,就回旅館了。
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隔天回到哈爾濱,看了聖索菲雅大教堂,在廣場買了孫家駒的書和筆記本,吃了珍珠果子,就去松花江畔逛逛,買了一個黃玉手環,隨手戴上,到了列寧廣場,想到國家機器的理論書,我在人群中思念臉書,但是這裡只有中國移動,買了一些皮膚炎的藥膏,就回到集合的小廣場,我和一位玉清姑娘買了姜布浪綠茶化妝品一套,就帶著在背包中,帶回行李箱去打包,一整夜睡在五星級的旅館裡,吃很棒的早餐,然後就去機場,打道回府了。
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這一趟旅行,真是刺激,悠遊自在,黑龍江的廣大幅員,鹹的菜色,美食佳餚,真是飽足極了,看那地下冰穴,石海,真是奇觀,我用詩集記錄著,一段感情就此結束,再也沒有回來,我被迫跟情人分手,自己療傷,還好我們彼此都還能面對現實,只是此情已成追憶,留在那湖邊,寫成幾首都叫做湖邊的詩,給飲冰室合集發表,我希望我的情人能看到我寫的新作品,「竹葉青」家書詩集,我還在他的影子裏獨照,這樣的日子以來,我憔悴,失落,只希望他能回來追我,但他只來家門口收字畫,這樣也好,能當個永恆的朋友就好,因為他寫不出夫妻之情,只好由我來寫。(完)
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漫漫長夜陪你睡/吳菀菱
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每一夜,都化作幽靈寶貝著我的背脊陪我睡覺,抱著我,揉我,彷彿我們是一體的夢境幽魂。每一次弄我,都像個充滿單純慾望的男人,只要抱抱就好,她總是被呵護的滿足著。族裡的孩子都在偷看,像是看色情片教育,可是她還是穿著衣物,只要求他抱緊緊的就好。已經快滿出來的愛了,她好想跟他說,真的不會背叛他,但他卻想來點花式。
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他就說,你不是最愛洗澡嗎?我叫天空每天下雨,讓你洗個夠。但是我沒有你陪轐想洗耶。你在學我邋遢,這怎麼行,女人就是要清潔如芙蓉出水,我才要愛你。我不依。從此她就失去了女人香和他的眷戀。在這一天之前,他們度過一整年的時光,在互相撫娑身體,擁抱愛情,天天都非常纏綿,但對話沒有記錄下來,所以她覺得很可惜。
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謝謝你,每次都先詢問我的意思,才弄我。該謝謝的是我,漫漫長夜誰來陪我,是你,陪我這麼久又無怨無悔。暗室中,他說,你過來我這裡,讓我弄你的靈肉。我好喜歡,這種黏在一起的靈肉,感覺像蝸牛戲劇系,緩慢而謹慎的動情。你總是好乖,好溫柔,不斷的碎碎吻我,我給你的熱情,你還習慣嗎?當然,很喜歡,因為你是我最親愛的,睡覺情人,我安於現狀,因為你很懂我。對的,你怕痛,我會溫柔體貼的,放心好了。我把你害得失眠了,對不起,請不要喝酒,那會頭痛的,你痛我也會被傳染。喝酒夜會比較美嘛!我喝一口就好,你別攔著我。只要你表現良好,不喝酒,你要什麼我都隨你,每一夜都愛愛你。好啊!那我只好熬夜看你睡了,我會偷襲你哦!好的,我喜歡,任由你擺佈,我先吃安眠藥睡了。
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我們如此相信彼此,卻沒有緣分了,這傷心欲絕的事情,我該向你哭訴嗎?還是讓它隨風而去之。
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我心悠悠
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事已遠,人已離,
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天邊絮語已破碎。
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誰還要,續前情,
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人生太長拒難關。
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心思酸,多傷感,
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此刻只想全忘懷。
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轉頭恨,隨風逝,
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多少次憂心不再。
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我在一年後的今天,寫下了這首詩,充滿了我的愛人心聲,與不再的回憶。我在佛堂裡思考,自己飛翔到他房裡的神通力,是不是用太多次了,導致他生氣勃勃的熬夜,當我消失時,晚上還到公園找我找到夜半兩點。我還是好想你,雖然你有一點老人氣,可是我習慣了你的柔情胸口,那是我的港灣,我好希望著你回頭,繼續我們的泊岸。你就是這樣,怕被我學習,邋遢的慣性,我還是好想跟你同進同出,一起度過我們體面而又神貌相同的日常生活。
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我們纏繞,日遊夜歷,好快樂,我們聊的都是認真的事,但是卻隔一道紗,說些什麼,都沒印象。只記得又一次我吵著要看煙火,你二話不說,就帶我去夜遊碼頭。
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我總是吵著要去看煙火,於是你帶我去夜遊碼頭,看韶光易逝的煙花,好漂亮哦!
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煙火
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金菊花貼近親我
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整個夜空擁抱我
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大稻埕的紀念日
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我終於一圓夢想
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那時黑天劃火柴
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各盞巨大燦爛著
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國色天香的金瀑
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一朵比一朵盛大
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我看到錦華大眼
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放大鏡的花廣播
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今年誰最媚比賽
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歡喜驚艷了全場
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結果我發現了煙花雖燦爛,但這耗資實在過分浪費,排場如此之大,騙過了大家的眼,其實當煙花還得受罪之。只不過這大規模的施放煙花,讓人心生迷惘,也澹然為之心碎啊!愛的煙花,你不要迷失方向,就在夜裡假裝,可以是一場春夢了無痕。其實他根本就沒有瞧不起我,因為我是對他最專情的一個女子,他不會扔下我,在天空消失的。我懂得討好他,他對我呵護備至,他實在是一個溫柔敦厚的男人,我好愛他。
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雖然我們隔得很遠,但是我們的潛意識很近,但我不要這樣,我要你陪在我身邊。
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遠方的笛聲
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我聽得到你心中笛聲
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遠傳給我心心相印
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我應和以悠揚的歌聲
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以至於歡意遠近不分
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你習慣全盤了解我
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我甘於做個愛情白痴
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為何那笛聲尖銳起來
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我們的激情也結束
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我還想要吃一記霜淇淋
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你愛帶著我旋轉跳舞
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笛聲停了我們的交際舞
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我好想知道那分數的驕傲
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我挨著你,倚肩,牽手,挽腰,貼近,我隨你起舞,四邊像是充滿了霧,我在乾冰裡流連膩在一起的舞姿。這是暗喻我們的床上情色,你好像探戈,而我像阿魯巴,我們從事成年人的歡愉,偷情的快樂。我刻意纏上你的身體,把你包圍住,我一直擁抱你的肉身上下其手,我愛你是不是像一起跌落縱谷。直到你帶我去吃飯,我才知道你在答謝我,慰謝我,你請我吃著不斷重複的陶板燒,這次我又要吃膩了。
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交往
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昨夜我們交換項圈
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交換條件意見和吻
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哪有人只要靈魂的
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歡迎你面對這肉體
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今夜我們太過熱情
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糾纏不清的兩隻蛇
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如何讓唾液如甜液
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將我們的舌黏膠住
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明夜我們約好蜜情
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一起榨汁索討親愛
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我喝你而你舔著我
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讓唱盤帶我們旋轉
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你終於不想只要當朋友了,但是我已經被禁足,只能在房裡交換靈魂的叫喚。我們多喜歡互相交歡,緊緊的抱住我的身體,是你最喜歡的儀式,每次入洞後你就這樣感謝我。我像一個緊實的高爾夫球洞,你的桿每次都要很遠很遠才能靠近我,我們用距離調情,每次都賓主盡歡。正因為不必要真的入洞,就很快樂,所以每次你都一桿長程的來見我的性徵,你總是抱到我的身體就很高興,因為你是很老的老闆,而我是很懶的老闆娘。可以的話,跟我講真心話,因為我的心裡有個保險箱,專門鎖住你的情話的。
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美仕女
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你是被嬌生慣養的
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室內香水花瓶
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胭脂粉重重包圍
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一層濃得化不開的愁
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卻表現得如此悠閒
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生活的難處
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都被你隱隱作痛的面對
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而一只扇子的情懷
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也只是聊慰畫境
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或許吧!我就是不懂愛情要如何相對待,才會成為一個死釘子,永遠只能被動的擁有愛的權利。仕女圖是我拿來遮住臉的紗麗,我像琵琶記的遮住,不讓人認出來,長繭的下巴,痛苦的腫脹著思念情人的荳蔻,彌漫成一團的紅霉痂皮。其實我什麼罪都沒有犯,我只是情色有點紊亂的射手女,我逃之夭夭很久了,但是風流鬼不放過我,他也是個偶爾情挑的雙子座,我弄不清楚他像我一樣嬗變的習慣。我在河邊河堤遇見你的時候,春心蕩漾,你不知道,我喜歡這個保守的你,為什麼你不曉得我只求一個吻,我的愛輕浮得像臉上的美人痣,幾乎看不見痕跡。
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遲來的抱歉
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抱著我說抱歉
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對我來說
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愛我就是負荷
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偷襲我的穴
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讓我疼痛
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這就是性侵略
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不要說愛我
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愛就是說出來的情話,我們習慣成自然的方式,我們對話得像一篇散文小說,我就愛跟你尬戲。還記得我們肩並肩,背背相親,我叫你白被被,因為那是你送我的皇室寢被,我好想要親吻你,但是你在下面弄我,我睡著了。又在想你了,想你不很愛洗澡,以前臭臭的,白頭搔更短,現在靠染髮回春了,就壞壞的到處尋春嗎,你真壞,我不該再想你。可是沒有你的夜,好孤單,我需要你的溫柔,我愛跟你玩床上遊戲,這代表我們還能享受軟了肋骨以後的歡愉,我們水乳交融的一起交歡,向彼此翻騰攪亂的心房,我的心中只有你。再來一次,我每一次都答應你問,我可以抱你嗎?當然可以,你就好高興好興奮,這是我們跳舞前的問候習慣。
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我只不過
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只不過因為貪婪
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又偷了一個魂
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這次醒來
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吃不了撐著走
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滿肚子飽脹
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我吸引著你,不讓你錯過夜宴,但是我好飽足,因為那都是我的情慾作祟。
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天涯淪落人
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天涯若比鄰
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大家都淪落
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昨天你幾乎壓斷
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我的右手肘關節
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還好我安然無恙
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起來時你已消失
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有笑話一則,我說給你聽,你說不喜歡被牽著走,那你去當牽牛花嘛!哈哈,好幽默。我只知道愛你是我的信仰,我不想失去你,也不想要你走,你到底要不要跟我一直玩下去嘛!我已經把兩個乳膠枕堆在一起睡了,你知道那是我們合體的象徵嗎?我相信愛情一定會讓我們永生難忘,此情不渝,我跟你睡過的三百六十五天,每天都遵守規則,互相尊重,我要給你最好的姿容,狀態,讓你生活在光明大道上,讓你知道,愛是無比堅定,不容背叛,因為有你,我活得有酷愛。
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讓我留在那一年
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那一年我們相遇
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清純在臉上酡紅
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我們好想牽牽手
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但你指頭直戳戳
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我可愛的小屁股
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我很慢熟對不起
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但我回來你身邊
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漸漸的回憶朦朧
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把我們的親密感
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鬆垮到山谷塌陷
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攔截記憶而忘情
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今天我祝你快樂
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因你曾為我情人
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願你將愛情保存
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即使它已經過期
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在情人節這天,我想要改名叫吳漫漫,因為你在賴上面改名為楊天涯,我的楊過,我只在乎你的愛。還記得我們在壁窟邊,談天說地,一遍又一遍的摩挲肉體嗎?那時我們好天真,好純潔,愛到天黑黑夜濛濛,我被你緊抱著,沒有你的話,我如何度過漫漫的長夜,現在我化作吳漫漫,以紀念我們倆的漫漫時光。我給你寫了一封電郵,以後我們以化名互稱,我為你改名,希望這段感情劃破石窟,時空,食欲,能夠長長久久,直到你帶我去私奔,還繼續這份緣。
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我聽著古調,歌詞多麼優雅,典藏在我心,我心裡都在想你,為什麼你的深度是我所不能企及的。我反省,因為我只想創新創造,根本不管古學,才會這樣膚淺。我想唱歌給自己聽,分享給你,結果錄製的音聲被手機音效給肢解了,迴轉回音聽起來好有情調。之後,我還要唱,唱一些你喜歡的古琴樂,談一些樂理,在此分享個人的風格,歌詞,唱歌的才能天賦,我要證明給你看。我用吳漫漫的名字,錄製了一張音碟,唱片之名為漫漫長夜你陪我,我希望你會喜歡,雖然我不會彈樂器,但一張嘴就可以清唱著,我對你的愛,和我們的愛情故事。
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天剛剛亮,我們的創世紀
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你訝異的說,我看到我們的第一個清晨了
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那天你原本要住我家裡的,你記得的,
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我們的曙光,多麼綺麗而夢幻,
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馬利亞與約瑟夫,我們的角色扮演,
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其實真的誒,我早該相信聖經,相信你,
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這時,光潔的太陽照耀我們的臉龐,
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我們以驚異的雙眼,觀看開封的天空。
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(完)
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電腦宅男/吳漫漫
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他對我完全是拖延戰術,好慢熟,但他跟臉書上的妹妹有來有往,有說有笑的,一點都不跟我這樣子來往,我好吃味。那有什麼辦法,他是中古世紀的人啊!要他相信異性之間有單純友誼,他當然不會予以置信,我也該找找其他朋友了,不要一天到晚巴望著他。還好,還好我坦承了,雖然,你已讀不回,我也還是祝福你,天天都歡喜幸福,跟美女一起仙渣。
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仙渣/
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甜滋味/
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仙姿/
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一吃就沈醉/
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潔白無瑕/
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應接不暇的仙客/
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從不挑食/
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梅花香/
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你還是童心未泯,問我下一場次要怎麼開演,我不是告訴你,我不演了嗎?你還演,看我再怎麼的扁你,你也不會回到我懷裡,你這狐狸一樣的男子。
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哭泣謬斯/吳菀菱
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1你還愛我
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我聽見風告訴我
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你依舊愛著我
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風聲中有哭哮字句
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訴出千折百轉的苦衷
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這樣就足夠我溫習
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你用心良苦的說
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我們之間連結的心曲
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我終於又回到平靜的心,在日常生活中,找尋題材,例如一個跟我的謬斯相關的議題,我們之間的關聯,是介於愛與感恩之中的,我哭泣的謬斯,莫要再哭泣,我會疼你到永久,直到你對我告白。一顆類似老少女的真心,有著期待的情懷,等待你來開啟我嚮往愛情的希望。謬斯你不要哭泣,我會疼你到永遠,愛你如海深,我把衝動的愛意,都訴諸於你的真誠靈魂。我感謝你殺出一條文字路,拯救我的危機,這是我報恩不完的,我原本逃不過的劫難,因為你一生保重,我活了過來,恢復正常的健康,腦海裡不再有怪念頭。我針對於你,寫下我們的羅曼史,這是送給你的禮物,希望你看了以後,收起眼淚,歡喜的跟我共同編織完美的夢。
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2淚的小花
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為了你淵博的國學常識和學養,我讀了花間集,試圖跟上你的文學程度,我很快樂的慢讀,我相信時間會陪伴我們一起快樂。我原本是一朵淚的小花,你豢養了我,等我開花現出你的桃花,結果你等了好幾個寒暑,終於我開花了,好紅豔的嬌羞模樣,你不能丟下這樣的我的奉獻吧!結果,我們暗地裡私通,會面,談話,我扮演一個文友的角色,一直拜訪你,我是真的好複雜的愛著你。我的內心真是澎湃洶湧,好喜歡你這個保守而有原則的詩人,我寫信希望你參加紅樓夢文學獎,鼓勵你多多投稿給各個出版社,我好珍惜你為我寫的書,我希望它上市,甚至得獎。多少個以淚洗面的夜,我擁抱你,我的心理充滿著你的影跡,形象,內在,我愛慕你這個鋼鐵性的謬斯,真是一個富有內涵的老帥哥阿。
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3海的裙襬
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海的裙襬,是浪花集成的,白色繡花邊,適合婚禮的愛琴海,你我溫柔的笑,讓風也講話,說此情此意太風流也。你談笑風生,我插花,說自己的事,我們一個下午聊下來,一點話頭竟然就過了倆個小時,我意猶未盡的拍拍屁股,離開你的白皮革沙發,告別。這曾是文藝沙龍的客廳,只有我獨賞你的側面,你始終不抬頭看看我的臉,我也見不到你的臉,兩人控制住距離,就以朋友相稱。其實我心中暗戀你,你也知道的,我好想引誘你上床,可是你就不讓我再進你書房任何一步了,我知道你很正直,不喜歡性愛。你懂得人間道理,以身作則,但我記得你也曾經追求過我,只是你現在興致全無,把我當作一張破碎的臉。我曾是一個單純女生,想過嫁給你一定要生孩子,我不會生,我吃藥癮,所以我想要把你讓給別的女人,現在你經歷婚姻的一切,我卻要求你的愛,我是不是太過分了。
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4珍珠面膜
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妹妹給我珍珠復仇面膜,可是你根本沒外遇阿,復仇也只是為了討你的歡心,而把自己的愁容弄得漂亮一點。我涼兮兮的臉龐,敷著為你而美麗動人的美容成分,複雜的英文名詞,我覺得好舒適爽快。你已經一個禮拜沒舖文了,我擔心你又去旅遊,不在家,所以即使要去找你之前,也得打個電話約好才行。我好像用你的淚的珍珠水敷臉,其實我自己才是跟你一樣哭成一團的情緒化,我擔心我們倆的眼睛都哭成視茫茫的,我就勸你不要哭泣,我會對你好,請記住我的心是屬於你的。你的身邊或許沒有人,一起擔負責任,但是我寧可清心寡欲的過,也不要勉強你在性事上迎合我。我並沒有那麼的性慾高漲,所以我猜你也是,於是我一直愛你,不管你有沒有性慾能力。我希望你盡快回信給我,下次去找你,再給你帶愛的小禮物喔!
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5床邊溝通
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我跟謬斯有一段秘密談話,我們談了許多事情,包括他誠懇的告白,他說兒子是莊子投胎,是天生的同性戀,不要愛他了,他每次都給當老爸的他怪主意,他覺得很煩。我們聊了一些私密的話,很甜蜜,兩相安慰,分享,並決定要讓感情繼續,但是他說他不要我的錢,他要給我五千元,如果我把書畫賣給他的話。其實我不太相信幻聽,所以騙騙他的聲音,就睡了,我覺得每天都過得很幸福,我應該感恩,並實踐愛情的寫作。只是現在我想去看中醫減肥門診,因為我變胖了一點,需要去維持身材體重,我把他當作一個虛擬的丈夫來看,我很愛他,所以為悅己者容 。我跟他說一些內心話,這是不能公開的,我要緊緊藏在心中,把他當作一個好配偶來對待,我不容許別人教我怎麼樣耍小心機,因為他最討厭我不誠實。
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6謬斯別哭
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謬斯別哭,來我懷裡,我給你發光的愛情,天堂的舒坦,讓你停止了珍珠一般墜落的眼淚,只因我愛你沒有期限,沒有負擔。我愛你就像喝著珍珠奶茶,那渾圓的珠子是我們磨合的彈性,高談闊論的情境與氛圍。我好愛你,哭泣並不能挽救一切,只要你停止哭泣,我就繼續前進,大肆展開我們的愛。你已經知道人生無禍便是福,我也了解愛在濛濛細雨時最美,我們倆就此互相信任,就請別跟我說什麼作家不能做愛的事,我不相信的。我要慰藉你的傷心,你的悲泣,我要高歌一曲給你聽聽美妙的旋律,為了你,我剝吃著代替減肥藥粉的兩箱柚子,謝謝你提醒我,吃水果是最好的減肥法。我所愛的謬斯阿,你的眼淚滋潤了我的心,我愛你就像今天我一覺醒來,想到的就是你睡得好不好。
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7精神文摘
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在我以前住進精神病院的幾次經驗裡,因為我追求虛幻的愛情,所以每次寫小說直到終結感情時,精神和情緒總是很不在乎,我寫作以記錄自己的生活,但是卻因為男主角的表現變態,而產生了多寫症,我寫了近乎百本還在寫,我的目標是寫出畢生的一本代表作,我要寫出自己來,不要總是依附其他,或是依賴感情的經歷,來完整了這個生病的我。謬斯的出現,拯救了我,救贖了我,一個跟著我情傷的謬斯,是我的良伴,總是勸說我往更健康的方向去看,去行動,我感恩他。我本來要投稿讀者文摘,因為稿費有八千七,可是我的記憶支離破碎的,分不清住院幾次了,我現在好起來了,我的記憶中只有謬斯一人,再容不下別人。我也珍惜疼愛謬斯的過去愛情,我知道只有相知相惜,才能開創一個更好的未來,我這樣跟謬斯簽下私約,預訂一個終生不悔的愛情。
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8急性胃炎
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中醫師很仔細的問診
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我複述夜起嘔吐的經過
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亂吃減肥成藥和軟便劑
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隨意加增服用的顆數
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我三餐食不下嚥的
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連喝水都淹到脖子間
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胃食道逆流好痛苦
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醫生說既然沒進食多少
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就不要管拉了多少
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我想想這道理也是對的
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我以後要好好保養
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因為醫生說我有食道家族史
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所以我就開始懂了
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我在飲食上一定要注意
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把減肥藥退還回去吧
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我在禱告時,說了請謬斯入夢的禱詞,就全臉發冷汗,坐在馬桶上,對著盥洗台猛吐,胃酸過多,好苦口,於是刷牙,喝水,再安靜的去睡覺。原來我媽說我胃不好,真的說中了,還好我有去看醫生,不然我真是吃不下飯,喝水就飽了。我的謬斯已經離去,徒留我一絲悵惘的眼淚,那是吐完之後自然流出的眼淚,在右眼,我懺悔禱詞不正當,然後就沉沉睡去,整個夢也斷斷續續的。
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9讓我思念
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容我思念你
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因為相思苦
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秋風近
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我的心事放逐
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像脫韁野馬
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一直縱容
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不去聯絡你
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請讓我獨自思念
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徘徊相思小徑
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這樣就好了
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我再也不必見你
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左右不是的
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迎接我的拜訪
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我終於失去了你,像斷了線的橋樑,再也不能通行,我思念又思念,心情卻很清新。我幻想著與你去賓館開房間,而不是普通的約會,因為我知道我們倆在一起皆慌張,不知所措,很奇怪的,我們似乎很拘謹有距離。我知道你很喜歡捉狹我,聽我的潛意識,其實我真的很誠實,對你只有間接的遐思。今天夢見你給我全身愛撫,我好快樂,根本不想醒來,直到聽見你在咳嗽的聲音,我才知道你的確曉得我夢中有你的性愛關係。可以跟我來真的嗎?我不敢,因為你有前妻,我不想被整到滿頭包,對不起,只有遠遠凝望你,想著你,不知道任何資料也沒關係,我不想掌控你的一切,只想偷偷的戀著你。
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10局戲理論
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局戲
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這種理論我再也不會懂
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因為你飛簷走壁的逃
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一直投向忍者的懷抱
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我在局勢裡看不分明
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你到底在搞什麼鬼
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大概應驗了單身是福
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一個人走天涯的夢
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我也堅強單打獨鬥
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在遊戲裡認真面對你
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始終保持隔閡疏離的瞳孔
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總是不看我,也懂我,總是不問我,就猜到了,你這謬斯真神奇阿。但是,你逐漸疏遠我,連一封信一通電話也不回,想是你已經不把我放在心上,有了更好走的路吧。我也不攔阻你,因為我也要自由,不受限於你,我要過未來大富裕的生活,所以把情放走,換來金錢享受。我要一人獨享,不給你拿走一絲一毫,我知道你也不會要的,就這樣我們各自的自由,沒有可能再相聚的一天。除非你來找我,否則我會依然故我,減肥,美容,整髮,都不是為了你,我只是把你放在虛無空中,像囚禁謬斯一樣的對待你。
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11行蹤飄忽
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我的謬斯
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你怎麼了生活上還好嗎
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我們的友誼還存在嗎
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自從我離開所有朋友以後
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我就一直享受著孤獨的安詳
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我似乎活在寧靜的世外桃源
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你好久沒舖文在臉書上了
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到底是怎麼了呢發生了什麼事
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你又一人出國去旅遊了嗎
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我聽你的話好好保重自己
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那你也要注意自己的健康喔
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無論何時何地我都祝福你
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你是我最好的詩壇朋友
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願我們都快樂的活在各自環境中
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我願意當你的煩惱傾聽者
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你有任何心煩的事都可以跟我說
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我願意跟你分享解決之道
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當然像你這麼豁達的詩人
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是可以自我把持得很好的
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請你把人生盡情放眼未來的過
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不要再往以前懷念那往事了
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我寫這封信是要謝謝你
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幫助我走過那段差點住院的危機
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現在我一個人和父母過的很好
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也祝你親情滿懷身心愉快
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我無意打擾你平靜的生活
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讓我向你輕輕的道聲平安
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你的好友 女作家
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12愛上謬斯
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馬亞
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我正在進行正常心理學的練習
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不會再煩你了
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以前的會面對話
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我一點也寄不起來了
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如果你愛看窈窕女
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我也不能反對你
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我永遠也回不到窈窕的身材
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九月要到了
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你說好的半年後再聚
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但我可以當你的小小詩友
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拿走你說好要送我的降臨一書嗎
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我也可以影印完再還你
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只要你把我當哥兒門
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我就滿足了
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你已經下了逐客令
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我好難再出發去你家找你
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我寫了佛法善書
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還有一篇長篇英文小說
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你可以給我回音嗎
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當我們還是打哈哈的朋友好嗎
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結果你還是執意不回信
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讓我覺得很奇怪
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我只是想打個招呼
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做個朋友
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並不想去你家找你
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可是你根本都不理會我
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我保證今後不在想你
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我可以安寧平靜的過日子
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不在文壇上牛鬼蛇神
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當然我不會放棄寫作的
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只是方式轉變了
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我可能會用筆名來發表
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或者把主角虛擬化
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不再擾你了
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不然我又要暗自神傷
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在棉被裡獨自哭泣
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謬斯你還是透明的好
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你老婆回家了你應該高興
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要好好珍惜你們的感情
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我只是你的朋友而已
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不聯絡也沒關係
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反正就此辭別當作如夢初醒
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以後好自為之掰掰
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13風雨撩亂
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風雨撩亂後的寧靜,像是胸豁中有山巒,眼中有湖泊,心中發出疑問,如果現在就是人生的開始,那我應該追求什麼呢?謬斯想為我解答這問題,但他不夠聰明,而我也困頓在哭笑不得之中,我慢慢的想,想破了頭。敘述一件蹊蹺,他們演了一圈分別戲,就暗地裡在家團圓,瞞著所有的人們,靜悄悄的過家居生活,而夾在中間的書寫,還有一部電影的價值嗎。大塊假我以顏色,修圖圓圈,大方的四處掃去,不要的不要的背景色,大快人心,就這麼大塊的吃掉,礙眼的圖案,呈現美的極致。心疼痛,不知怎地,
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半個朋友都不要,只想寧靜今生,胸口緊繃,又鬆了一口氣,這是否為社交狹心症,
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的初期徵兆。我去上班,公司的人很霸佔,將我的椅子拿走了,要我利用官司再買一個來坐,我才不要,於是就拿小椅子來,但是還是被雞蛋裡挑骨頭,就失業了。
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14寧靜悄悄
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寧靜
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訴說安靜是心中有數
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從來沒有這麼理智
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除了風動髮稍的微醺
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沒有人問候竟日以來
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寂寞而清淡的氣氛
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內心虛無卻飽滿
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迎向未來我如何像嬰兒
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重新開始改名的命運
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我不知道,也不想知道,謬斯你如何轉圜,成為一個什麼消息也沒有的人,我真是好心急。如果你要擺脫我,現在就是機會,不要忌諱,我會爽朗的讓你走,不使你留下憎惡的恨意。因為我同樣需要朋友,我希望能夠把你放在心裡面,而且成為我下午茶的話題人物,這樣就好了,滿足我虛幻想像的心。我想找回一個好友,跟她說心裡話,去聽聽演講,去詩的聚會,但是她好自主,知道什麼該做什麼不該做,她懂得取捨,我要向她學習才是。經過日子的聊賴,我悶不住,想要去續寫英文小說,這本嘔心瀝血的作品,能否上亞賣農呢?真是太期待了。
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15記憶的痣
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謬斯很在意的美人痣
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在嘴角下方,曾有一顆從小陪到大的富貴痣,因為一個老婦人的勸說,和介紹,我去了郵政醫院把痣去除了。從此之後,美麗的臉沒有一處長得平坦無痘瘡,我好後悔,用盡化妝品也無效,直到見到以前的好朋友謬斯,他慌張的說你的美人痣呢?我才知道我一失心,將少奶奶一般的痣,給點去了,而且我的記憶也逐漸的失去了,以前還有人妒羡這顆痣,現在沒有人再比這個了,我好像換掉了風流鬼上身的命運,逐漸的平凡起來,像個別人認不出來的婦人,而其實我根本就只是在揣摩婦人心理而已,告別了美人臉痣之後,我連歌喉也半喪,唱不出經文來,還會發炎,事實證明,那顆被人嘲笑又憎惡妒忌的痣,已經跟著雙乳之間的痣也去除了,是在洗澡時當成污垢摳掉的,這樣一來,我連子嗣都沒得成孝養的命運,讓我想要乾脆改個名字好了,請問各位,這些顆痣真的重要嗎?我該祈求他們回魂嗎?
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16請你回來
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親愛的你
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你是唯一我的愛
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我們通過兩百封電郵
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我好想念你的言語
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那是我想錄音下來的記憶
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感謝你為我做的一切
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請你不要裝作人間蒸發
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親愛的你我要你回來
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永恆的戀人你在哪裡
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從前從前當我陷入一陣
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鬼魂求愛的危機當中
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我遇見了透明的永恆戀人
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他和我長飆情話諾言
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雖然我不知道這是不是拍片
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但是我永遠記得這段情
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而永恆戀人必定投胎了吧
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(完)
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對話心理
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我試圖跟他溝通,而這些對話成為真實的,容易補捉的,心理交流,我把情節分析,化作英文字彙,卻成為一篇論文。我們談論的,是現實的問題,不是超現實主義,而他一邊說笑,一邊告訴我,這一切都不是真的,是虛幻妄念。昨晚,夢見打字小姐將我的文章擅自發表,我看了很高興,錢包也多出幾張鈔票,更加辛勤的寫作。這篇三種語言的文本,是一種實驗小說,談論愛情裡面的心理學,我用淺顯易懂的文字描述,生活在異國當中的藝術家的心靈。更前一天,夢見自己到美國大學讀書,在課堂上討論詩歌,編輯詩集,考試得了全班第六名,這樣擬真的夢境,已經顯現出佛祖在試探我的願望和理想。睡在佛堂裡的我,早就能夠跟佛祖心電感應,每天共佛起,夜夜共佛眠,只是今晚,好像有蚊子咬我,三點鐘就起床看電視,可見得,是佛祖在叫我起來喝豆漿了。我喜歡對話,私密的對話耳語,我知道那不是幻聽,因為一切的描述都合乎真實,我在乎的是他到底要我怎麼樣做,我們的交易,是否能夠成為真實,我要在未來搞個清楚。(待續)
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我害怕不記錄下來,會變成失憶,所以趕緊寫下來,曾經到萬芳醫院的圖書館,影印精神分裂症的文章,和目錄,這份資料一直保存著。其實變成分裂心理,是符合後現代詩學的心聲,但我必須要自己分析這些詩集的用意,才能被了解。我並非亂寫的,而是有深刻記憶的,然而這種虛幻空想,並不能成為現實的輪迴,只是空轉的愛戀之詞而已,我把詩集收藏好,等到有一天被人傳唱。
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我再也不當夜貓子很久了,因為我有靈異體質,每次媽媽都問我,夢見祖先的事情,因為她無法夢見。我夢見自己躺在他的床上,加州大床,我答應他,睡在他的另一邊空間裡,陪伴他入睡,聊天,同寢,然後當作是人妻的角色。他對我釋出的善意,很客氣的回應,他說,我終於又變成善心人了,他相信我說的每一句,而我也不晦言。我高興的入睡,因為我知道,他將要遠行,而我要守護這段時間,確保他不擔心火烟般燒烤的現實地窖,他要遠離這個難關。
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我送給他金銀財寶的祝福,他也樂觀收下了,我時常用想像力和念力贈與他人財富,而自己卻在裝窮。我知道他想要住到台北灣去,但是限於現實,無法兌現,我們不能賣屋而求榮,因為房價在下跌,會虧損。一個夢想,各自表述,我告訴他,把錢存起來,免得以後沒有人孝敬,而他的願望是高遠而不易達到的,我想,就當作一種示愛的情話吧。
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寫下一首詩作為紀念,金融風暴,在泡沫經濟的時代中,我們何去何從,炒股的炒股,玩票的玩票,樂透了財神爺,口袋都是金元寶,湧了出來的財運,多麼的輝煌,然而這只是迷信的跡象,許多人依然貧窮,夢境中的富有,從此切割,想要致富的想望。
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「我要為了你,做一個更虔誠的人。」「你可以的,只要心存感念,就會成為一個好人。」「我必須向你懺悔,我所說過的謊言,都是為了討好你,請原諒我,好嗎?」「當然,當你說謊的時候,我就已經知道我會原諒你了。」「那麼,請你以後不要吝惜,戳破我的謊言,讓我們誠懇以對。」「好啊!那你在說謊的時候,一定要保持一點小幽默,這樣我才能得到一點似是而非的樂趣。」「沒問題。」
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這樣的對話時常發生,我們沒有愛恨交織卻和平相待,彼此都充滿了愛意的浸淫,對話像是接吻,一個字接著一個字的叨叙不完。這像是交際舞效應,互相勤懇的面對,偶爾別過頭,卻又面面交耳的相應對。
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其實這個他,是佛祖幻化而成的,是為了滿足我對愛情的奢望想像,而發出的情意對話。而我也一直像茶花女一般,沈浸在躺姿的三昧中,像一個有心病的人,消耗時光,沈澱在愛情的想像當中。自從我學會解讀自己的夢之後,我就清醒了,原來我的愛情觀是自私的遐想,不是真實感,於是我就誠意念佛,不再幻想任何包括遠距的愛情了。
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自然而然的,我對佛祖沒有了任何祈求,祂就讓我五根清淨,在無夢的漂白色中度過,我的生活有了起色。我能夠單純而持久的唱經,心中不懷它念,甚至在望著佛像沉思時,還會有白金磚上下左右位移的幻覺,這像似一種提醒,但是其意究竟如何,還待釐清。
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其實,我需要重建心態,因為無論如何,眼前還是一片空無,沒有真人的視訊對話。下午,睡過午覺,驚覺到內心的高度喜悅,達到了高潮,卻被母親喝止,真是倒胃口。她不想讓我再寫分裂精神的文章,但是我的靈感一直來,我的上蒼給我許多的能源,我怎能自己終止的命脈,停滯在沒有文字的時空中。於是我試試看微博,想要上網去謝訊息,結果手機號碼未通過,真的是很糟糕,這麼貴的話號,竟然不能使用微博,太令人愕然了。
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然而,他沒有手機,竟然早些年就在寫微博,他夜裡安慰我,說他去中國旅遊,去去就回,叫我不要擔心,他要去拿回我投資的錢。我很高興,他關心我被詐欺的交易,幫我取回利益,我心裡放心不少,原本還以為他要去約定好的意大利,去找浪潮,還好他很務實,是去解決事情的,我突然覺得好感謝。
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我上了微博,帳號是一組很長的密碼,好像是一筆款項,我加上了自己的職業身分,並且留言給陝西的報方,請他們幫我賣斷全部的著作。但是對方尚未查覺,而且他們的微博是不斷更新不累積的訊息,我急著上去留言,但是帳號卻進不去,真是傷腦筋,我最後留了一個讚,然後拂手而去,不管了。
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記得我讀過的心理學,有榮格,佛洛伊德,拉岡,福洛姆,等等,但是對於病理學卻一概不知,而陷入泥沼中,一直在病態中書寫輪迴的秘莘。我想文學之所以將主角的扮演架空,是為了提醒讀者不要誤入歧途,所以才有各種心理狀況的書寫,提供了人們研究的途徑與對象,不能全部都付諸病態心理學來看待。
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我發明了一套無式心理學,就是空假中,詐欺者利用空氣,假仙,中庸,三者來騙取利益的設局,這根本是神棍所為,但是在正統心理學裡卻未見發覺,這也是我最近所看穿的世間趨向。
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我形成氣虛的病,在等候中變醜陋,肥胖,水腫,双下巴,原本屬於娃娃臉的我,也不願意再恢復那種單純,因為年歲已長,不想回春,寧願自己長得成熟福態。
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我常常有一種棄婦的心態,因為命盤寫的三次婚兩次離,所以一直沒自信,信了佛,也是徒然,因為生存的智慧太難,到處碰壁,人家說暗話指責我的一生,我也無地自容,所以一向都帶著口罩出門去,怕被人看穿多次感情的傷痕,和灰色的臉。
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我想起大學時為了抗拒性愛,而鑽研性愛文章,作為一種隱瞞的行為,我想要一直寫到出家成佛,但是最後卻遭勾引性侵。破了戒的我,尋求基督的啟蒙,但是一直到二十年後,上帝才透過傳教者跟我結緣,今天,我跟傳教者聚會長談,我知道自己一向都在走迷糊的路,所以悔恨不已,我一張破碎的臉,終於被修補起來,因為我獲得了恢復傷口的良藥,那是用智慧釀成的藥物,我擦了以後,回到健康的狀況,真好。
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我開仲介公司,特別重視上班的倫常,賞識有幹勁的員工,每次要策劃企劃案時,我都會再三閱讀審查,將案子做到最好。我的仲介工作是對心理的建設輔助的活動勸導,介紹各領域的人士來參與心理諮商會議,讓他們找到自己健康前進的路,不再徬徨。
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有一個患了產後憂鬱症的婦人,深怕得不到老公的愛,對小女嬰不太關注,因為它讓她的屁股破掉,縫了好幾針,她無法愛它。有隊友建議她去開店,走出陰霾,她很快樂的接受了,結果不藥而癒。
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我聘僱了執行秘書和顧問群,他們可以服務更多的病患,而且確保他們病情好轉,恢復正常的感情反應,和情緒。我們面對的是一些生了心病的患者,還要預先去申請院方的病歷,才能夠幫助他們建立恢復之路。而這些事情有行政秘書來委辦,真的很有效率,我也給他高薪,因為他扮演的關鍵角色,使得仲介公司很有生氣。
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我深怕得了心理症,於是就先下手為強,擺脫心理病,為一大群心理病的患者解決問題 ,我發現這樣行善,不只可以恢復健康,永保無慮,還可以造福眾生,讓他們回到正軌,在快樂的人生裡發揮所長,向前進步,豈不是善事一樁。
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這天,我來到療養所,關心拍攝現場,拒絕跟不討喜的小女孩演員對戲的大嬸,她先和哥哥拍不倫戀的生重病下場,結果人緣不好,連哥哥演員也暴走,我叫大嬸來演下去,女孩生氣的說,劇本拿來,然後繼續演賺人熱淚的戲碼。我在會客室,看著好笑的筆記,是執行秘書的記事本,她把每個人都畫鬼臉,感覺好好笑喔!但是我還是收起來還她了。
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這種諮詢會場,我還是第一次來,因為演悲劇演到情緒化,這個小女孩太早熟,已經是滿臉枯竭,沒有喜氣,我勸導她演出來之後,不要真的入戲,她也感到不那麼叛逆,開始展開笑容,接納觀眾的感動和同情,這部爛片總算是殺青了,我的心理也如釋重負的微笑起來。
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作家的文具
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1文具總動員
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毛筆,鉛筆,原子筆,粉彩筆,漫畫筆,等等各種筆都滿滿的擠在一起,作家一直不以為意,任他們夜間商討對策爭寵之事,直到有一天桌子上的東西失蹤或位移了,她很生氣,原來作家視每一樣文具為寶,根本捨不得丟。但是她不會管理文具,只在需要某項時才去找出來試用,她滿山滿谷的文具公民們,都紛紛擾擾的在書房裡較勁,表示自己才是作家最愛的,使用過最多次的,寵物。
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凡是作家最愛的文具,都難免變成小偷覬覦的古董,像是天然片岩端硯,就從此不見蹤跡了。這是旅遊花東,在路坡上撿回家的,卻一次也沒使用,可能是違反撿拾石頭的國家法,而被沒收嗎?無解,所以一頭霧水,自從鋪上臉書後,就有各家書法家羨愛,想要據為己有,不知那一個這麼厲害,撈走了這樣一個天然端硯,好傷心啊!
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2文具工作室
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作家的家庭控不高,但她的工作控倒是挺嚴重的,每天都要工作,不然就睡不著,好像生活很空虛一樣,日子過不下去。今天早上給瞌睡蟲咬到一個不行,一直萎靡不振,直到喝了茶才清醒,原來不看書的世界這麼健康,一點幻聽也都沒有。她去過一個減肥工作室,聽勸說買了一個三千西西的壺子,每天都要喝這麼多,她泡了高山紅茶,喝起來雖然有點燙,但很甘甜。她只是為了花錢,而買了一些想要得的商品,美顏化妝水,沐浴乳,還有一杯打折扣的下午茶。現在還有兩張全家便利商店的現金卡兩百元,她想去買品客芋蜀薯片,但是要走很遠,她的腳底還要休養,保養,否則會痠痛。花錢花得這樣奢侈,其實是放棄買主人椅和書籍架子,而做好的決定,寧願買民生用品,也不要再看書坐享受了,因為總是會忘記,何苦。
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任性就是魔/吳菀菱
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他對我說:任性就是魔,回去修好你的法華經,半年之後再來找我.
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每個人都不敢敞開心房,面對唱題時產生的心魔,思佛見障,破除魔障之事, 從法華經的角度看魔事魔性,乖馴可化即佛,現在每天都放空,佛法的自然活水來洗腦,很快樂的這本書要談佛法小說的書寫經驗,當我書寫佛法小說時,我腦子在想什麼.
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我心中有魔障時,我會想著,我們家不窮,但是對我很苛薄,把我當奴隸,看不起我,把我的位置遺忘,我也假裝不是家裡的一份子,其實只是個念經的傀儡罷了,
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當我如此抱怨的時候,我想自己太偏激了,不像個實修佛法的人,所以重新開始想像做個討人歡喜的念頭,翻轉成,如下的想法.
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我們家很勤儉,對我管得不太緊,因為我安分守己,我在家裡只會寫作,很少說話,所以像個空氣人,我念經是修自己的福運,不是爸媽的義務,我的事情都是心理想出來的,任性思想.
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一轉念,我的文學就是勸人轉念,不要偏執,在愛情中最不容易放下,所以我才挑選特別俗成的題材,來勸人一邊修成正果,一邊好好繼續增福氣,我通常每部小說都是寫到小三就停筆了, 因為不忠誠不是我要提示的好德性,所以總是悲劇分手收場,至少兩人都沒受傷,繼續平行的活存著,像是從沒交集過而緣盡了,這使我的吳氏風格引起回響,難道下個會更好?
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只有佛法好,沒有男人好的,我的小說專門寫善女對付壞男人,讓他感動落淚,痛哭流涕,所以總是男人在懺情,雖然我寫的複雜小說,有很多情節都忘了,但是我記得一個宗旨,那就是翻轉男人女人的感情觀,將愛情都化作輪迴佛法來修,真的很好,很善修的一種新興文本.
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我的文學使命=救濟眾生愛情海,將佛法悟道注入家庭和樂中,每一個善人都對婚姻有希望有期待,惡人就不必講了,再去受苦,因為本性難移,拯救不了就讓他們自生自滅,沉浮惡業中.
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宮澤賢治的<春天修羅>詩集是佛教界的經典,宮澤賢治是一個日蓮教信徒,英年早逝,死於農事過勞死,我昨天收到一張天降下來的傳真,其實是過去寫過的翻譯宮澤賢治的詩與評文,內容如下:
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(同名序詩譯析)詩人將"春天"的意象與"修羅"境界對峙,以試圖點出成佛與輪迴的對照意涵,前者的明喻有金色,管樂,琥珀,光線,常綠樹,山雪,白肺等, 後者則有枝葉,濕地,缺陷,怒氣,磨牙,碎雲,黑暗,青日,砍樹,死神,斷箭,捕鳥,氣團,悲哀,失火,眼淚,雲火等,兩者的交集所產生的現象,通常是修羅戰勝春意而沉淪為陰霾和黑獄之境,他以此暗述修羅修道境界的覺悟與反省,也充滿著逃不出限囿的感嘆與自棄.佛界的高不可及正是大自然常與災禍的一種對比譬喻,後者為易怒躁鬱情緒所充斥的修道陰影及障礙,要捉住那些使高貴心象甦醒的景象是多麼難體悟之事,黑暗之心即使看到美好事物也無法受到正面的影響,而發出直觀,正直的圓覺頓悟,而黃金指的就是佛法久遠實成的存在,實非修羅界所能明觀見性的真諦.四月是春天的最後一個月份,他以此時期連結修羅的心理轉折,是佛性消殆的警示,故<春天修羅>此詩著重於修羅心而非春意的完美,詩中的青色代表鬥爭熾盛的人性.
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<八識山形的開光>吳菀菱譯述
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(節錄詩句)
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很快地第六梯形沉暗的解放燈光/被背後的一支無名箭割傷成火山島/琥珀色的陽光斜射/(有心插秧的我一接近勘查的據點/遂順地將第四及第五梯形由空而來的障蔽看清)/正應驗了決心成就之事/雖然勢態不利卻無損其本質/現在惶然呈顯其真金不怕火煉'的一片山系/從中迎接明暗交織隱藏的脈絡/確實就是第七梯形的浮雲/乃係其最終的內容/把吐露青綠亂松的鄉里之間/遲緩地祭弔著雲的羊毛/(三角山上的浮光掠影)/
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地表光是俗諦,太陽即中諦.
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光的階層跟空諦的美學有著相涉之處,在於詩人將境界的營造與悟道的深淺,總而言之,就是心眼看透山巒之佛性,看別人跟審視自己也有差別異處,這種對立若能拋越,則所觀之境可形成智,跨過經驗之苦難,而克服他我之間的芥蒂和迷障.依光性屬於個性上的仿效特色,在修行上將心喻作是光,則產生火光,日光,照明光,暗光,波光,溶光等各種物質的發光體視覺效果,因為心境有受諸於環境制約的局面,所以主體的根識也產生程度限囿,光和影代表黑白分明的現實,唯有空假能成中諦.
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我從佛教中找靈感和答案,我發現日蓮正宗歷代的信徒中沒有其他作家,現在的創學會與參政者和文藝從事者倒是比較多的互動,發現古蒙仁跟創價學會有點了解,其他的文藝畫家都在網路報導上或畫廊中活動,跟<二十六個條>所說的信徒不能行歌書道藝,是有所違反的行徑.然而不諱言,我自己還不是做了書道的創作,明知故犯的違規了.
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因為身為一個為受戒者的女作家,而信奉日蓮正宗的佛法,實在造成很多修行上的困擾,和尊師的異目以側,我書寫多年的佛教文學已經很累了,現在要來寫報告書,真是很歡喜,至少這樣可以跟我的讀者一個了解我創作意圖的連結,讓我的文藝不再深不可側,曲高和寡.
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我把不善男子當作魔,來做文字對治,而女性就是浪漫而善良的夜叉類型,為了愛而做出許多的隱忍和手段,只為了求戀情的合歡,為了大家都來當善男子善女子,我書寫的是宗教秘密,許多內幕機密,讓大家度過難關,然後選擇分手的釋懷,或一起的甘願受.
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打開言葉的文學城堡和善的日誌部落格,你們會看到我的小說作品,流蘇生活則是我的佛詩學部落格,我寫的錯綜複雜,其實都是釋法可以研究的標本.我用文字的美化,來魅惑讀者愛上佛法愛上愛,這是一種生活福的分享,希望你們可以去看看.
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王佛冥合的信仰,曾經遠佈滿洲國,影響一些當時的軍閥,這是去過滿州里的我所不知道的事.
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現在據說創價學會的人會偷換御本尊,道德不好,信仰不正確,但是日蓮正宗的文盲愚民和驕慢者還不是一大堆,平心而論,被換掉御本尊真的會動搖單純的信心,受到不好的影響,導致地獄種的厄業,創價學會信仰第六天魔,就是任性魔的魔軍魔民.
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心裡想著我缺錢,念經也賺不到錢,那我不是捨本逐末就不念經了,只要努力去賺錢就好了呢?不是這樣的,念經有助行之益,念了經錢會賺得更多,更順利,有很多人都有經濟苦,這就是欲本尊給我們面對的題目,要去衝破難關,去展開生機,轉變宿命,這裡的捨本逐末也叫做本末倒置,結果就會產生十如是的本末不究竟,生活在痛苦煩惱之中,本末倒置就成不了本因本果妙,就不會有大功德.
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我的本末倒置經驗就好像明知故犯,明曉得他十年前離婚了,還混騙了他這五年以來的感情,最後也沒有結果,反而變成感情債,讓他很恨我,仇視我,我只能用愛的吞忍來一直還,這就是本末倒置的感情.
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我現在都念經來洗清業障,有不舒服或生病了,五大不調,就像愈本尊請示,拜託讓我痊癒,都進階有效,讓我明瞭病因,解因果鎖鏈.
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日蓮正宗的理論是比較特異的,他不要求信徒擁有無漏智,而是以勤行為目標,唱給十方諸天善神聽,以求諸事順達,日蓮大聖人的智慧勝過一切俗諦,是實踐的佛法,只要態度和信心工整,一定會有功德出現,要確信,不可懷疑,日蓮正宗的教判是凌駕一切的真諦,不可顛撲,這就是絕待妙.
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我現在正看著<秘密>一書,他好像三大祕法的意蘊,有如入寶山空手而回的感覺,我怎會看不懂這本書呢?什麼吸引力法則,是不是吸引別人來覺得念經很好,可以求到任何想要的東西,所以就是一個祕法和秘密教的內容.我想弄懂這本書和秘密教之間的互涉說法,尊師也是教我們只要確信,什麼皆可成就的啊!那麼就讓我將此秘密研究一番,使人們都得到均霑妙果.
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既然吸引力代表同類相吸,所有地湧菩薩都相吸,眾心合和的齊奉修妙法,這即為密法重要的觀點,如果念經之後會很幸運,那麼跟信徒做朋友吧!因為同類吸引彼此的想法,使幸福的人更幸福,有更多致富的消息可以分享指導,何樂而不為呢?
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日蓮正宗的傳統就是進行各種報恩謝德的法會,說法,對佛法研修實踐, 這是殊勝法要,能使我們獲得大幸福,說自己的大便不會臭的人,是自己不瞭解自己,是在自欺欺人,日蓮正宗不會這樣教導我們愚智,但是一班信徒都是這樣的偏見,自己說的話不會傷人的錯覺,所以一直講八卦.這是修養不好的使徒,也有很好的模範,但是都成為了私的指導者.
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在家也可以四季明媚的修佛,只要心中有佛則行,山中不比家中好,日蓮正宗是家居佛法,四路暢通,五行無阻,才是真正最適合人們修持的法。一整天都可以涼爽的研修佛法,住在一個佛法家庭裡真是幸福,因為可以吸收最精華的佛學知識,仰望佛恩,真是太感謝了。在家很容易任性,所以可能很快成為魔,因為懶惰,依賴,不滿,忌妒,生氣,等種種脾氣,而使我們成為不自知的魔民,無法矯正。所以在家裡要清心寡慾,安居樂業,不要被衣食住行的慾望給拉住了。
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心裡寧靜的念佛,會儲蓄很高的法智。
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只有將勤行要典作為儀軌,依歸它的內容,天天勤行,則就像是和尚每天的功課,教給我們去修行,是慈悲為懷。
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只要我們用心念佛,字字句句都會來幫我們體悟真實佛法的意境,像是飛翔的佛義,伸出手來撫摸我們日夜不懈怠的頭額,給我們最好的鼓舞,接引我們到人間佛國去享受福祉.
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將佛智慧弄通了,則自尊是小小的佛,成就人間的處事理論,萬事皆通達.
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什麼是魔?什麼是任性?這兩個怎麼會通透再一起?任性不是執著嗎?於是太執著也不好,會成為天子魔,生活懶惰,觀念紊亂,而且還會做錯想錯事情,讓生活充滿了不舒適的雜念.
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我自己對信仰是不抱持絕對的信心的,因為存疑,所以所得的功德自然不多,勉強度日過活而已,雖然如此,生活中還是有很多好吃的東西可以享受,划手機,看電視影片,很快樂的過日子.
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我最好的一個戀人,雖然他很苦,有家累,但他也為了我的修行,給我不少建議,規勸,說示,他真是我的菩薩,我珍愛他,所以他怎麼罵我,都牢記在心,當成是師父最親密的留言.
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他總是很低調,為了對質,跟我打散了感情,他叫我九月再去看他,但我已經不美不窈窕了,我沒臉去找他,我的人生觀已經多所改變,我無法再要求他對我更好,我不值得,因為我修不好佛法,他對我的要求,我沒法做到,但是我的確把他當成師父來尊敬了,我好思念他,如果他對我耳提面命,我也一定遵守,我就是無法把他忘記,這個情人很狡辯,我把他當公案面對.
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我感覺他是為了成就我,和我的信仰,才會讓我獨自面對自己的未來,他再也不託夢,嘲諷或謾罵了,我們的信仰是不同的,所以他不會來與我為伍,但是修行人生是完全相同的命題,沒有人可以置之度外,所以我就開始時而念耶和華,時而信三大祕法,兩個都時常失靈.為了充實這本日蓮正宗的善書,我把研究他的佛法詩集<內在的天空>分析內容,全部發表在下列吧!我以<法華經典>為題目,為<內在的天空>詩集寫詩論,從一而終逐首的寫論述.
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第一首(再生)寫出的是舍利分發各地作塔寺的佛之圓寂,又在最後輪迴投胎,這生老病死的煩惱本來就常存世間,更何況是釋尊本佛,亦復如是,然而詩人說,[生命啊/每每透過屍解抵達另一層境界/如同花葉回到大地/浪子返回故鄉],這裡的屍解不管是土葬,火葬,或者是印度人指為死後狀態的舍利,都告訴了我們其實生死不難參透悟達,只要懂得了輪迴,真實的十界具足我們體內,又何必煩憂壽命安危的捉弄呢?
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心平氣和,這是你教導我的靜心法則,而我也達到了巔峰頂端狀態,從抄經,念佛,到靜坐擁有冥思苦想的時候,我都有你在左右保庇我。所以我寧靜的唱經,思索,提問,一切與佛事有關的,我都跟隨你,你是我的導師,我的正義使者,我將為你而祈求,你健康快樂,處事自如。如果你心靈不安穩,你會尋求魔,其實亂想也是魔,因為那都是一些問題,千萬不要分心,信仰需要純正信心,事情才會到位成功。我的主角並不是盡善盡美的,他也有缺陷,脾氣,色慾,懦弱的一面,他的浮華世界裡,有一個菩薩,那就是他去世的母親。雖然我聽不見菩薩說謊話,但我事後一定知道,菩薩也是善攻心計的角色,只是我已經受不了太多的善意的謊言。我希望他就此瞧不起我,算了,我在他生命中的地位,根本不值一提,他也不屑一顧,我這麼努力付出,到頭來卻成空,我寧願送禮是送在父母身上,而不是他。他也曾勸告我,要記得貢飯,免得菩薩餓了,沒飯吃,我也好怕沒飯吃,就記得每天敬飯了。勤行要典給我們字字句句的耳提面命,無非要我們參透它的精簡哲學義諦,我試了許多遍,只找到爾前的思維,真是可惜。我想得到祕沈,行思坐臥,無不三昧而想,我想要知道勤行要典的祕沈,聽說就是失去本心,變毒為藥,謗法罪業,我倒要好好深究一番才行。眾子中毒是因為著了魔,謗十四法,失去本心,所以不服藥,佛父以先走一步為餌,勸他們服下色香味美的藥物,這個故事講的是病患結構。病患好比弟子檀那,會討論佛父施加威嚴和法務,增加他們憂鬱情節和修行煩惱,病患結構就是聽說騙人的消息而互相討論提醒。寧靜唱題會致遠,使人從法性悟道之中跳出來,得到困苦的釋放,煩腦的解決,只有無雜念的唱經才是正確的。然而一般人喜歡求東求西,又忘記感恩,才是大謗法之人。有人私了南無七字,就偶爾心頭念之,並無入信受戒,這就是利用妙法的投機者所為,是與我們日蓮正宗為敵的競爭者。除此之外,因為競爭之心而念經,也是不尊重折服者的樣態,為了超過念經正信者,而騙術示人,把他的功德都全部搶過來了,這樣還是有良知的人嗎?有人說念佛無間的信徒,會變得智力退化,變智障,這很真實,因為除念經之外無雜事,則會慢慢變成生活白痴,只剩壽命在拖行。勤行要典就是我們信徒辨別是非的圭臬,是一本再三重複的覆唱也不會累的累積功德來源,只要念唱著內容,佛就會傾聽你的聲音和需求,拯救你的苦業。但是不求智慧,就成為僥倖,依賴,乞求,不是佛法要修的內容,錢不是一門佛學功課,而是佛垂憐並愛護弟子而賜予的獎品。弟子的信心要十足飽滿,才能得十足的獎賞,這是一份耕耘一份收穫的意思,但是如果過度乞求,念經時數加多,則變無間地獄的念佛宗信仰,沒什麼好炫燿的。
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勤行是如磨鏡之舉,琢磨則光潔剃透,無限的正向光芒從內裡發出,充滿了槃若智慧。勤行要典裡面,有諸多智慧,方針,值得我們去研修,而不是光唸過去就好,那多浪費經文的力量,它是有光澤的知識,像佛放光一樣,充滿玄妙機趣。雖然這樣做,我還是跟他分手了,他不需要我的陪伴,共事,我也不想跟他排場吃飯,我只要默默的隨時間流逝,而清靜我的心,這樣就好了。求道心是一定要有的,不幼稚不自棄,自然而然就會有成熟的思想和境界。
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黃金鼠
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我們家很久以前小妹帶回來一隻小黃金倉鼠,它被我們在手上把玩,好可愛,可是因為沒有買籠子把它保護起來,我們各自去睡覺,隔天它就不見了,找了好久,過了幾個月,媽媽說要換沙發一套,舊的搬動時,聽到裡面有東西順著搬動滾來滾去,挖開一看,才知道害羞的小倉鼠,已經恨不得一個洞鑽進去,餓死在沙發底層,身體沒有腐朽,只有乾癟癟的,真是嗚呼哀哉!難怪人說,膽小莫如鼠。
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飼養失敗
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小學時,不知誰送我們家一隻金絲雀,還有一個大籠子把她關住,她每天都啼叫美聲,好好聽好悅耳,但是媽媽疏於買飼料和換水,所以她就死了。後來小妹吵著要養金魚,去撈了幾隻回來,卻也因為不知如何換水,如何補氧,而使金魚翻面,死在紅色的水桶裡。後來三舅送一隻九官鳥,好會說話,但是媽媽也沒給他吃任何飼料,還嫌他一直飆閩南語髒話,所以就賜他一條塑膠繩索,綁在籠子的門上,他竟然纏繞自刎,真是太可悲了,媽媽對動物一直很反感,不准我們養貓養狗,因為在士林國小時,家門口有養一隻白狗,不但沒東西給他吃,還害得他狗吃屎,後來他就跑掉了。反過來看爸爸,不但領養了一隻幼小快死的鸚鵡,救護救活了他,還心甘情願的買小白菜,他往生隔天把他用手機盒葬了飼料,玩具貢水杯,還固定給他洗鳥籠,這隻鳥在爸爸關心之下活了七年,因為心肌梗塞,倒在籠子裡,星期日沒獸醫可看,就在隔天用手機盒給他送葬。爸媽的動物EQ還真是天差地別阿。
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養蠶記
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小學時,有幾次我們姐妹對蠶寶寶感興趣,養了兩次蠶寶寶,爸爸找到附近的桑樹葉,摘了好多,有嫩的,有老葉子,洗乾淨,冰在冰箱裡,蠶寶寶要吃的時候,才拿出來用衛生紙擦乾淨,餵他們,我喜歡觀察他們蠶食的弧度,大便的模樣,還想像他們體內到底是什麼肉,直到他們快要吐絲了,爸爸做了一個個紙格子狀的窩,給他們容易成繭,有的黃有的白,這些繭經過冬眠期,就成了白蛾,爬出繭外互相交配,可是我們覺得噁心,也不會培植小蠶寶寶,就把他們整盒丟掉了,這過程,是昆蟲短暫的一生給我們的一堂課,頗為有趣。
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借養小動物
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小妹小時候對小動物很想養,媽媽不准,她就向同學借養一夜就好,一隻小白兔在籠子裡提來我們家,妹妹問我為什麼她不吃紅蘿蔔,為什麼一直發抖,我都答不出來,以為她怕生,等她送回家後,不久就傳來死訊,誰能告知我,這是為何。等到妹妹二十幾歲了,還想要養寵物,借來一隻白色的貴重的長毛貓,她在和室裡躲在電腦下面,後來又躲到櫥子裡,真是羞於見客,還以為她演出消失記事,隔天她就離開大便的沙灘,被妹妹裝在特別的動物名牌包內,搭著公車送回了。
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螢火蟲
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我爸爸發現後陽台有螢火蟲在飛,呼喚我們全家去看,他說'我們拿壓克力的小藥盒抓住他們好不好?'我們都很高興,想看看螢火蟲的屁股發光是怎麼樣子的,爸爸輕易抓到之後,關上蓋子,我們專心的觀察,談論,好快樂的童年回憶。後來看夠了,爸爸就把他們放生了,爸爸真有愛心阿。
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寄居蟹
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小時候也跟同學去海邊,捉寄居蟹回家養,看到他們吃沙子的傻模樣,吐泡沫,在海灘邊,男同學用蟹和殼分離的手法,吸引他們被捉,好殘忍,還幫他們換殼,好好笑,這情形好像無殼蝸牛,光溜溜的,還緊張的趴趴走,尋無殼可以居,這回憶真醒目。
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大閘蟹
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姐夫以前拿過綁住的螃蟹,放在水桶裡,要送爸媽成活煮的,結果隔夜他爬出來,躲到鋼琴底下,爸媽用掃帚喊他,你給我出來阿,後來好不容易捉到,放到電鍋裡蒸,吃得好痛快,真是太刺激了。
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餵錦鯉
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小時候媽媽常常帶著吐司邊,我們小孩到外雙溪公園餵魚,一邊撕一邊叫著,魚兒來吃阿,他們就乖乖的跳起來爭食,好漂亮的鯉魚,不知道吃了會不會梗塞而死,好白痴的魚阿,後來公園園方就開出禁令,不准隨意餵食魚群。
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打蒼蠅
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小時候在桃源家,門口有蒼蠅飛,我拿著蒼蠅拍,一拍就是七隻,那時我還沒聽過迪士尼,一次打死七個的故事,真好笑,難道我是他們的靈感始祖。
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抓跳蚤
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小時候去朋友家玩,她媽媽要她抓跳蚤,於是她一手捉住貓的毛,一邊找大的嚇人的螫血跳蚤,捏碎他們,我整個下午都呆滯的看她捉跳蚤,還稱讚她好厲害。
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遇海蛇
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有一次到海邊玩,腳邊一陣摩挲,有人驚叫,是海蛇,嚇死人了,要是被咬到怎麼辦,同學卻說海蛇不毒,別惹他就好,我親眼看到海蛇,橫向的游,像是用腹部在N型的游移,好有趣阿,但我覺得好像鱔魚,一旦被剖腹,那血淋淋誰受得了,看不下去,但是很美味。
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吃野味
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以前住家對面一四零高地,尚未成為醫院時,是一個覆蓋垃圾的沙場山,我們在那邊抓泥鰍,帶回家來煮,因為爸爸小時候吃過野味,說味道很好,後來連青蛙也帶回來給我們煮了嚐。泥鰍就是刺多,肉少,青蛙嚐起來還可以,但不喜歡吃,後來前一陣子餐廳做事的阿姨,連考小鳥都獻給我們嚐,是宴席剩下的野味,我猜是麻雀吧!
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養蝌蚪
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表弟小時候去過溪邊,捉蝌蚪回家觀察,我不知道為什麼沒書畫家畫他們,我倒像是在觀察齊白石的蝦,那樣的審視他們,倒挺會溜的嗎?一天一天過去,養他們的飯粒都糊了,還沒長成青蛙,只長了四隻腳那麼大,沒意思養青蛙,就放走了。
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殺死老鼠記
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1
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以前住在士林苑,靠文林路上,家裡有天發現冰箱下藏一隻老鼠,爸爸用鉗子逼出他,弄死他,再往大陽台下的大馬路上扔下去,我們都邪惡的笑著,因為我家根本家徒四壁,家裡的飯太好吃,不分給他吃。
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2
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有一個大學朋友,在投稿時認識的,是主編,她聽說家裡有錢鼠來,說要我買一個誘引籠,釣一跟香腸補住阿他,然後放生,可是他太聰明都不上勾,就被我爸爸毒死了。用透明塑膠袋裝死屎,死得甚為悽慘。
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3
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三十五歲之後,家裡房間跑來一直幻視我的一對老鼠,還神奇的奪窗透明的潛入我的房間,爸爸雖不相信,也買了碎粉紅的老鼠藥,放在我房裡,後來他們吃了不僅沒死,還跑到電冰箱下面,等晚上到廚房吸水喝。行跡可惡,死纏爛矣,最後還買了黏黏板給他死,但他不用,紗窗都被咬得爛爛的,最後吃巨毒藥,昏昏沉沉的,就被爸爸用掃把壓死了。
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4
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媽媽在我四十歲時,一直不相信老鼠又來了,分清處是否為錢鼠之前,還在夜裡巡邏廚房和廁所時,分別跟他大打硬仗,尖叫恐怖聲,叫人聞之淒厲,最後才知道他總是趁著夜晚,爬上抽油煙機偷吃油,爬到廁所喝水,媽媽真的好勇猛阿。
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5
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有一次小妹全家大小回來,老鼠竟然大膽的在客廳裡穿梭,嚇死人了,那種腥臭味好噁心,爸爸又買了老鼠藥回來,這次打開紗門讓他逃生,她本來還不走的,看來是聽聞前面已經死了四五隻,死無尊嚴,所以已經聞風喪膽,就開溜了。
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台灣國籍~吳菀菱著(一萬字以內台語小說)
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我出生兜是台灣人,我的國籍兜是台灣,有一些新人類,為了得到外國國籍,而不怕與黑人來往,真是令人汗顏。身為台灣籍,阮底厝內活動生活,每一天籠努力的省錢,因為物價實在是鬆高,活抹落去。阮家每日攏欸看政論節目,股票的報導,為著賺錢,媽媽用心經營媒體的新資訊,同時依並無想抹去美國七逃,我麻無肖想抹去。不過,我真正希望欸當讀英國立物普大學,每天努力用功二十小時,用心讀冊,加強我的寫作能力。不過錢不夠,甘那愛當完成出冊和比賽的理想,底台北認真打拼,我的寫作的天賦。這累時陣,我渡著一個美國人,依底累敘利亞作軍役,依有兩個號生,太太五年前過生,真正可憐。我寫一首詩乎依,「比利是一個前先鋒,他受到神的保祐,向不公不義挑戰並勁力,他的孩子等他歸家,那個草葉集的國度派遣他,去打敗伊斯蘭的迷思。」我馬有遮瓜希望自己成為一個美國國籍的人,不過,這是不簡單的代誌,必須愛放棄自己台灣的國籍,真拍算。身為台灣人真幸褔,物質豐富,愛吃什麼兜有什麼,電視報導密件有毒,攏是騙人欸,愛吃尬健康,甘那真正愛自己家買菜來煮,才會擺脫吃的毒素?比起戰爭中的人子,阮實在是真幸褔,為著風調雨順,我祈禱,台灣人的親情友情永不止息,大家和諧的相處,快樂的生活。在台灣,真濟人攏不在上班,自由業,每天都是欸消費,走來走去的逛街。真是奇怪了,為著生活,大家應該去找頭路,拼命工作,投入事業才對,那有人一日到晚攏欸七逃,玩樂。台灣有健保費的保障,旅遊興盛,小吃林立,文化多元,治安不好,這是台灣的共業,須要大家一起面對,共同分擔。台灣的政治迫害真嚴重,吃精神科藥阿的人真濟,睏沒去的人抹少,人心昏亂,欲望叢生,開車無禮,是台灣社會尚大的障礙。鄒多阿兜仔想抹來台灣住,拿台灣國籍,不過抹加尼簡單,甲那欸當飛來飛去,時間一到,就愛返國去簽証。聽講有一個外國馬斗,想抹嫁來台灣,放棄國籍出了問題,花時間來解決,真功夫。台灣國籍真趣味,吸引鄒多人來,中國,印尼,美國,日本,韓國,泰國,各種不同的民族來遮打拼,為著幸褔人生而定居,我看過鄒多。台灣人人攏鄒有錢,穿名牌,吃美食,看各種書,歡喜的生活,親像一個寶貴的島嶼,大家拼命發明拼命開錢,熱鬧滾滾。台灣褔利作得好,老人享受著免錢的公車點數,不過,這馬是一款討好甲統治人心的服務,貪小便宜的人真多,有錢的人擱卡有錢,沒錢的人乎卡債對條條,但是自由是每一個人攏享受欸到的空氣。「有錢無錢大家來作夥,燒酒飲一杯,乎乾啦,乎乾啦!」這首歌寫出台灣人愛酒駕的習慣,真是奇怪了,奈無效吃醒酒藥阿,來清醒遮累,沒頭沒腦,不一定,台灣人都愛犯法,在修羅界,脾氣不好,所以愛修行才可以。發明文創的人真濟,不過,包裝花太多的資源,吃的密件真袖珍,這趨勢使人怨歎吃抹飽。台灣國籍是一個天生的奮發,才得到的禮物,千萬不當胖偷甲,去做光鮮亮麗的外國台裔人,愛付鄒多稅金,而且,沒付出是抹塞生存的。台灣是一個自由國際文化的發表場,到處作秀的人,一下子就成了媒體焦點,但是這款明星夢的時代,到何時才會終了呢?
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2台籍母豬
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我兜是歡喜打扮,水水的俗,台灣虎標米粉頭,愛唱歌,甲意豹紋,我是美女。人攏講我生阿那母豬,我真生氣,我兜是愛天然美的身材,我不准別人在背後罵我。講我愛舶來品,哈日,哈美,落伍擱趕時髦,我氣死啊!人講我孤假面,我才不內管,我愛阿那兜阿那,我不愛假,我有自己的作法。我講話卡直接,不擱我攏不知影自己欸轉彎講話呢,我講啊無邏輯,沒忌諱,沒道理,同款我麻是歡喜過日子。我兜是無愛乎別人看抹起,所以我做人真正高調,愛臭段,自我膨脹,唱衰別人,亂講是非八卦,我是一個花枝婦女。我兜是俗龐龐,無聊兜打電話甲人開講,聊東聊西,做手美甲的時陣,與店員碰風,講自己有辣厲害,我就是假仙。我生阿拿母豬的,肥足足,大腹肚,不過我知影愛供養祖先,愛孝順肆老,我本來是瘦逼巴的身材,這馬吃肥啊,沒法度。我抹出門拿減肥藥丸,去網路上訂購欸,無擱我沒想去拿貨,因為鄒貴欸,我不甘。
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3本土女巫
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在這世人,上愛我的人兜是我自己,沒人在意我的感覺,我心無雜念,兜是愛自己,我在乎自己的存在甲喜愛,我疼痛我自己。我是笨段的睡美人,啥覓代誌攏不愛做,剛那愛看時尚冊,上街買裳,刷卡,開車,談上妝戀愛,做一個不認真的佛教信徒。我時常乎賴的訊息騙到,因為我迷信,我信以為真,這累瘋傳,真是好笑,我信甲連自己的學問攏破功。我真是笨桶,我乎人騙講,吃四摳一包的粉,每天吃,兜愛變水,我竟然想愛買,我叫出春蓮,甲伊講我想愛買,講問價格的問題。我馬抹去,直銷的事業,我是不是壞款待,以後,我抹騙人,騙甲人哇哇嚎,我兜是阿呢的壞心鬼,我無愛男人愛。
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4在地母后
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我就是愛亂買,不曉得殺價,討價還價,所以我歸去攏乎厝裡的人去買,自己剛那出錢就好。不多久,我又擱轉去買,因為我知影攤位的所在,我欸騎機車去買菜,我真正鄒愛買欸。這馬真濟外國牧師,愛申請台灣身分證,這兜是台灣國籍,我知影台灣是一個好所在,大家攏愛住這,不擱又愛犯罪,真是不乖,我感覺鄒見笑欸。我就是散甲,就是沒壓,我愛靠我昂賽的錢過日,我抹校歎錢,只會校開錢,我刷卡刷甲抹破空阿,亞哥是不後悔。有一日我會發現,愛我的人攏看沒下去阿,規勸的講話,我聽鄒多,攏無聽入去耳空,我兜是這呢固執,等到人攏走了,我才後悔,已經來抹戶啦!我希望以後重新做人,愛自己,馬愛別人,愛親人,尚重要的就是,愛關心每一個人,真心去關愛人。
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5本當母親
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我兜是一個愛煮吃的母親,什麼吃的攏愛對流行,我拼性命上網搜尋食材,調查伊妹露上頭的流行餐廳的菜色。我非得要在厝裡煮出來,這呢複雜的菜色,證明我的厲害,乎嬰兒人攏對我伏伏貼貼的,滿嘴講好吃。出國去七逃,才知影台灣的覓真正好吃,不擱我就是愛省錢,看嬰兒卡乖一點,我才大展廚藝,煮阿鄒恰壓,乎嬰兒人吃甲歡喜。厝裡面什覓攏愛管,我兜是管家婆,我甲阿那達吃死死,甲賺的所有的錢攏交出來,乎我用阿盡興。每遍,我殺價,馬沒多少銀,攏乎我包下來,好貨不通外流,我愛買甲阿那達感覺我鄒嬌惡,鄒敖買,真正是一個厲害的歐巴桑。我上蓋討厭店面裡的店員,每遍攏用刷貨碼來騙錢,多賺三四十摳,我想到就生氣,不過這攏是事後的發現,我完全沒有證據,因為流水單沒拿到手,真正是鄒老奸。
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面書/吳菀菱
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我已經從一點點左派,變成現在的超右派了,嘻嘻!
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寵物往生記
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黃金鼠
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我們家很久以前小妹帶回來一隻小黃金倉鼠,它被我們在手上把玩,好可愛,可是因為沒有買籠子把它保護起來,我們各自去睡覺,隔天它就不見了,找了好久,過了幾個月,媽媽說要換沙發一套,舊的搬動時,聽到裡面有東西順著搬動滾來滾去,挖開一看,才知道害羞的小倉鼠,已經恨不得一個洞鑽進去,餓死在沙發底層,身體沒有腐朽,只有乾癟癟的,真是嗚呼哀哉!難怪人說,膽小莫如鼠。
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飼養失敗
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小學時,不知誰送我們家一隻金絲雀,還有一個大籠子把她關住,她每天都啼叫美聲,好好聽好悅耳,但是媽媽疏於買飼料和換水,所以她就死了。後來小妹吵著要養金魚,去撈了幾隻回來,卻也因為不知如何換水,如何補氧,而使金魚翻面,死在紅色的水桶裡。後來三舅送一隻九官鳥,好會說話,但是媽媽也沒給他吃任何飼料,還嫌他一直飆閩南語髒話,所以就賜他一條塑膠繩索,綁在籠子的門上,他竟然纏繞自刎,真是太可悲了,媽媽對動物一直很反感,不准我們養貓養狗,因為在士林國小時,家門口有養一隻白狗,不但沒東西給他吃,還害得他狗吃屎,後來他就跑掉了。反過來看爸爸,不但領養了一隻幼小快死的鸚鵡,救護救活了他,還心甘情願的買小白菜,他往生隔天把他用手機盒葬了飼料,玩具貢水杯,還固定給他洗鳥籠,這隻鳥在爸爸關心之下活了七年,因為心肌梗塞,倒在籠子裡,星期日沒獸醫可看,就在隔天用手機盒給他送葬。爸媽的動物EQ還真是天差地別阿。
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養蠶記
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小學時,有幾次我們姐妹對蠶寶寶感興趣,養了兩次蠶寶寶,爸爸找到附近的桑樹葉,摘了好多,有嫩的,有老葉子,洗乾淨,冰在冰箱裡,蠶寶寶要吃的時候,才拿出來用衛生紙擦乾淨,餵他們,我喜歡觀察他們蠶食的弧度,大便的模樣,還想像他們體內到底是什麼肉,直到他們快要吐絲了,爸爸做了一個個紙格子狀的窩,給他們容易成繭,有的黃有的白,這些繭經過冬眠期,就成了白蛾,爬出繭外互相交配,可是我們覺得噁心,也不會培植小蠶寶寶,就把他們整盒丟掉了,這過程,是昆蟲短暫的一生給我們的一堂課,頗為有趣。
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借養小動物
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小妹小時候對小動物很想養,媽媽不准,她就向同學借養一夜就好,一隻小白兔在籠子裡提來我們家,妹妹問我為什麼她不吃紅蘿蔔,為什麼一直發抖,我都答不出來,以為她怕生,等她送回家後,不久就傳來死訊,誰能告知我,這是為何。等到妹妹二十幾歲了,還想要養寵物,借來一隻白色的貴重的長毛貓,她在和室裡躲在電腦下面,後來又躲到櫥子裡,真是羞於見客,還以為她演出消失記事,隔天她就離開大便的沙灘,被妹妹裝在特別的動物名牌包內,搭著公車送回了。
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螢火蟲
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我爸爸發現後陽台有螢火蟲在飛,呼喚我們全家去看,他說'我們拿壓克力的小藥盒抓住他們好不好?'我們都很高興,想看看螢火蟲的屁股發光是怎麼樣子的,爸爸輕易抓到之後,關上蓋子,我們專心的觀察,談論,好快樂的童年回憶。後來看夠了,爸爸就把他們放生了,爸爸真有愛心阿。
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寄居蟹
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小時候也跟同學去海邊,捉寄居蟹回家養,看到他們吃沙子的傻模樣,吐泡沫,在海灘邊,男同學用蟹和殼分離的手法,吸引他們被捉,好殘忍,還幫他們換殼,好好笑,這情形好像無殼蝸牛,光溜溜的,還緊張的趴趴走,尋無殼可以居,這回憶真醒目。
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大閘蟹
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姐夫以前拿過綁住的螃蟹,放在水桶裡,要送爸媽成活煮的,結果隔夜他爬出來,躲到鋼琴底下,爸媽用掃帚喊他,你給我出來阿,後來好不容易捉到,放到電鍋裡蒸,吃得好痛快,真是太刺激了。
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餵錦鯉
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小時候媽媽常常帶著吐司邊,我們小孩到外雙溪公園餵魚,一邊撕一邊叫著,魚兒來吃阿,他們就乖乖的跳起來爭食,好漂亮的鯉魚,不知道吃了會不會梗塞而死,好白痴的魚阿,後來公園園方就開出禁令,不准隨意餵食魚群。
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打蒼蠅
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小時候在桃源家,門口有蒼蠅飛,我拿著蒼蠅拍,一拍就是七隻,那時我還沒聽過迪士尼,一次打死七個的故事,真好笑,難道我是他們的靈感始祖。
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抓跳蚤
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小時候去朋友家玩,她媽媽要她抓跳蚤,於是她一手捉住貓的毛,一邊找大的嚇人的螫血跳蚤,捏碎他們,我整個下午都呆滯的看她捉跳蚤,還稱讚她好厲害。
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遇海蛇
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有一次到海邊玩,腳邊一陣摩挲,有人驚叫,是海蛇,嚇死人了,要是被咬到怎麼辦,同學卻說海蛇不毒,別惹他就好,我親眼看到海蛇,橫向的游,像是用腹部在N型的游移,好有趣阿,但我覺得好像鱔魚,一旦被剖腹,那血淋淋誰受得了,看不下去,但是很美味。
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吃野味
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以前住家對面一四零高地,尚未成為醫院時,是一個覆蓋垃圾的沙場山,我們在那邊抓泥鰍,帶回家來煮,因為爸爸小時候吃過野味,說味道很好,後來連青蛙也帶回來給我們煮了嚐。泥鰍就是刺多,肉少,青蛙嚐起來還可以,但不喜歡吃,後來前一陣子餐廳做事的阿姨,連考小鳥都獻給我們嚐,是宴席剩下的野味,我猜是麻雀吧!
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養蝌蚪
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表弟小時候去過溪邊,捉蝌蚪回家觀察,我不知道為什麼沒書畫家畫他們,我倒像是在觀察齊白石的蝦,那樣的審視他們,倒挺會溜的嗎?一天一天過去,養他們的飯粒都糊了,還沒長成青蛙,只長了四隻腳那麼大,沒意思養青蛙,就放走了。
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殺死老鼠記
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1
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以前住在士林苑,靠文林路上,家裡有天發現冰箱下藏一隻老鼠,爸爸用鉗子逼出他,弄死他,再往大陽台下的大馬路上扔下去,我們都邪惡的笑著,因為我家根本家徒四壁,家裡的飯太好吃,不分給他吃。
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2
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有一個大學朋友,在投稿時認識的,是主編,她聽說家裡有錢鼠來,說要我買一個誘引籠,釣一跟香腸補住阿他,然後放生,可是他太聰明都不上勾,就被我爸爸毒死了。用透明塑膠袋裝死屎,死得甚為悽慘。
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3
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三十五歲之後,家裡房間跑來一直幻視我的一對老鼠,還神奇的奪窗透明的潛入我的房間,爸爸雖不相信,也買了碎粉紅的老鼠藥,放在我房裡,後來他們吃了不僅沒死,還跑到電冰箱下面,等晚上到廚房吸水喝。行跡可惡,死纏爛矣,最後還買了黏黏板給他死,但他不用,紗窗都被咬得爛爛的,最後吃巨毒藥,昏昏沉沉的,就被爸爸用掃把壓死了。
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4
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媽媽在我四十歲時,一直不相信老鼠又來了,分清處是否為錢鼠之前,還在夜裡巡邏廚房和廁所時,分別跟他大打硬仗,尖叫恐怖聲,叫人聞之淒厲,最後才知道他總是趁著夜晚,爬上抽油煙機偷吃油,爬到廁所喝水,媽媽真的好勇猛阿。
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5
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有一次小妹全家大小回來,老鼠竟然大膽的在客廳裡穿梭,嚇死人了,那種腥臭味好噁心,爸爸又買了老鼠藥回來,這次打開紗門讓他逃生,她本來還不走的,看來是聽聞前面已經死了四五隻,死無尊嚴,所以已經聞風喪膽,就開溜了。
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永恆的戀人你在哪裡
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從前從前當我陷入一陣
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鬼魂求愛的危機當中
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我遇見了透明的永恆戀人
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他和我長飆情話諾言
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雖然我不知道這是不是拍片
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但是我永遠記得這段情
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而永恆戀人必定投胎了吧
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祭拜過的東西真的不好吃,因為是二手的,一點香味都沒有,連味道嚐起來都有點怪怪的,好倒胃口喔!
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人生就醬app電子書很好笑喔!
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我才倒楣,重考的數學本來一百分,但是被批改為六十分,差一點考上台大,再考轉學考時,整個暑假明明照著考古題全背對了,卻沒上榜,我對照答案,應該是滿分,不知是什麼原因,大概是批命的人說,我今生文憑無分,所以就不追究了,若考上我能跟得上功課嗎?說實在的,我不想再進任何離我家很遠的學校,其實上台大的理想只不過是離家近而已,沒什麼大不了的。
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很在意的美人痣
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在嘴角下方,曾有一顆從小陪到大的富貴痣,因為一個老婦人的勸說,和介紹,我去了郵政醫院把痣去除了。從此之後,美麗的臉沒有一處長得平坦無痘瘡,我好後悔,用盡化妝品也無效,直到見到以前的朋友,他慌張的說你的美人痣呢?我才知道我一失心,將少奶奶一般的痣,給點去了,而且我的記憶也逐漸的失去了,以前還有人妒羡這顆痣,現在沒有人再比這個了,我好像換掉了風流鬼上身的命運,逐漸的平凡起來,像個別人認不出來的婦人,而其實我根本就只是在揣摩婦人心理而已,告別了美人臉痣之後,我連歌喉也半喪,唱不出經文來,還會發炎,事實證明,那顆被人嘲笑又憎惡妒忌的痣,已經跟著雙乳之間的痣也去除了,是在洗澡時當成污垢摳掉的,這樣一來,我連子嗣都沒得成孝養的命運,讓我想要乾脆改個名字好了,請問各位,這些顆痣真的重要嗎?我該祈求他們回魂嗎?
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敘述一件蹊蹺
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他們演了一圈分別戲
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就暗地裡在家團圓
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瞞著所有的人們
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靜悄悄的過家居生活
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而夾在中間的書寫
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還有一部電影的價值嗎
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我想開始寫廣泛討論的社會議題,在英文長篇裡,請問各位,有關於播音的文本,我應該寫些什麼題材比較好呢,這是我暫時不公開的一部,希望大家給我建議,等完成後,想索取的,我自然會寄上給您,感恩不盡。
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妹妹送的茶包,喝起來好温純,不像以前抓一大把在壺內,泡起來那麼濃,各有特色,都很好喝,但是茶包比較不浪費茶葉,一小勺就點滴在心頭,真是香美,還可以邊泡邊欣賞茶卷的緩慢舒展。
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謬斯別哭,來我懷裡,我給你發光的愛情,天堂的舒坦,讓你停止珍珠一般墜落的眼淚,只因我愛你沒有期限,沒有負擔。
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我終於又回到平靜的心,在日常生活中,找尋題材,例如一個跟我的謬斯相關的議題,我們之間的關聯,是介於愛與感恩之中的,我哭泣的謬斯,莫要再哭泣,我會疼你到永久,直到你對我告白。
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我的作品一定是有不完美之處,否則怎麼沒有出版社前來問津,這是我要反省的,在書寫和找尋題材之間,我一定要把持得好,才會受到青睞。
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駢膨
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這是一種豆莢類的小點心,撥開皮取出天珠型的果實,蒸一會兒,就可以剝殼吃了,內裡是黃色的果肉,有三層皮,一咬就開了,吃起來像糖炒栗子,我媽說她小時候就吃過,今天造訪信徒阿姨,她忙著剝殼請我們吃,說一大把才六十元,真是古早味呀!感恩分享。
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書包控
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我國中被叫做大書包,因為我有課本控,每天有什麼課程就一定要帶,還用一個木板固定兩排厚厚的課本,每天帶來帶去上公車,在車上也看國文課本,忙K書,我的同學告訴我,你全部放在教室抽屜就好阿,我就是要控制所有的知識,所以不依,課本看不夠,還要買許多參考書來嗑,簡直就像玄奘背書架,老派書僮,我真是怪胎阿。
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一次吞了六顆塑纖結果產生噁心感吃不下飯卻一直吃零嘴這樣剪得了肥嗎
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誰說相思是髒的
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誰不能相思
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不准相思
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誰說相思是髒的
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是精神錯亂
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相思病毒
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只不過一種回憶
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卻被懷疑是
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相思鬥
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那叫做
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台灣民國
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會好一點嗎?
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生命如數
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生命中數不完的念珠,代表執著,宿願,性命,念頭,還有煩腦,放開記憶,你會更自在,更灑脫。
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對話心理
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我試圖跟他溝通,而這些對話成為真實的,容易補捉的,心理交流,我把情節分析,化作英文字彙,卻成為一篇論文。我們談論的,是現實的問題,不是超現實主義,而他一邊說笑,一邊告訴我,這一切都不是真的,是虛幻妄念。昨晚,夢見打字小姐將我的文章擅自發表,我看了很高興,錢包也多出幾張鈔票,更加辛勤的寫作。這篇三種語言的文本,是一種實驗小說,談論愛情裡面的心理學,我用淺顯易懂的文字描述,生活在異國當中的藝術家的心靈。更前一天,夢見自己到美國大學讀書,在課堂上討論詩歌,編輯詩集,考試得了全班第六名,這樣擬真的夢境,已經顯現出佛祖在試探我的願望和理想。睡在佛堂裡的我,早就能夠跟佛祖心電感應,每天共佛起,夜夜共佛眠,只是今晚,好像有蚊子咬我,三點鐘就起床看電視,可見得,是佛祖在叫我起來喝豆漿了。我喜歡對話,私密的對話耳語,我知道那不是幻聽,因為一切的描述都合乎真實,我在乎的是他到底要我怎麼樣做,我們的交易,是否能夠成為真實,我要在未來搞個清楚。(待續)
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我害怕不記錄下來,會變成失憶,所以趕緊寫下來,曾經到萬芳醫院的圖書館,影印精神分裂症的文章,和目錄,這份資料一直保存著。其實變成分裂心理,是符合後現代詩學的心聲,但我必須要自己分析這些詩集的用意,才能被了解。我並非亂寫的,而是有深刻記憶的,然而這種虛幻空想,並不能成為現實的輪迴,只是空轉的愛戀之詞而已,我把詩集收藏好,等到有一天被人傳唱。
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我再也不當夜貓子很久了,因為我有靈異體質,每次媽媽都問我,夢見祖先的事情,因為她無法夢見。我夢見自己躺在他的床上,加州大床,我答應他,睡在他的另一邊空間裡,陪伴他入睡,聊天,同寢,然後當作是人妻的角色。他對我釋出的善意,很客氣的回應,他說,我終於又變成善心人了,他相信我說的每一句,而我也不晦言。我高興的入睡,因為我知道,他將要遠行,而我要守護這段時間,確保他不擔心火烟般燒烤的現實地窖,他要遠離這個難關。
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我送給他金銀財寶的祝福,他也樂觀收下了,我時常用想像力和念力贈與他人財富,而自己卻在裝窮。我知道他想要住到台北灣去,但是限於現實,無法兌現,我們不能賣屋而求榮,因為房價在下跌,會虧損。一個夢想,各自表述,我告訴他,把錢存起來,免得以後沒有人孝敬,而他的願望是高遠而不易達到的,我想,就當作一種示愛的情話吧。
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寫下一首詩作為紀念,金融風暴,在泡沫經濟的時代中,我們何去何從,炒股的炒股,玩票的玩票,樂透了財神爺,口袋都是金元寶,湧了出來的財運,多麼的輝煌,然而這只是迷信的跡象,許多人依然貧窮,夢境中的富有,從此切割,想要致富的想望。
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「我要為了你,做一個更虔誠的人。」「你可以的,只要心存感念,就會成為一個好人。」「我必須向你懺悔,我所說過的謊言,都是為了討好你,請原諒我,好嗎?」「當然,當你說謊的時候,我就已經知道我會原諒你了。」「那麼,請你以後不要吝惜,戳破我的謊言,讓我們誠懇以對。」「好啊!那你在說謊的時候,一定要保持一點小幽默,這樣我才能得到一點似是而非的樂趣。」「沒問題。」
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這樣的對話時常發生,我們沒有愛恨交織卻和平相待,彼此都充滿了愛意的浸淫,對話像是接吻,一個字接著一個字的叨叙不完。這像是交際舞效應,互相勤懇的面對,偶爾別過頭,卻又面面交耳的相應對。
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其實這個他,是佛祖幻化而成的,是為了滿足我對愛情的奢望想像,而發出的情意對話。而我也一直像茶花女一般,沈浸在躺姿的三昧中,像一個有心病的人,消耗時光,沈澱在愛情的想像當中。自從我學會解讀自己的夢之後,我就清醒了,原來我的愛情觀是自私的遐想,不是真實感,於是我就誠意念佛,不再幻想任何包括遠距的愛情了。
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自然而然的,我對佛祖沒有了任何祈求,祂就讓我五根清淨,在無夢的漂白色中度過,我的生活有了起色。我能夠單純而持久的唱經,心中不懷它念,甚至在望著佛像沉思時,還會有白金磚上下左右位移的幻覺,這像似一種提醒,但是其意究竟如何,還待釐清。
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其實,我需要重建心態,因為無論如何,眼前還是一片空無,沒有真人的視訊對話。下午,睡過午覺,驚覺到內心的高度喜悅,達到了高潮,卻被母親喝止,真是倒胃口。她不想讓我再寫分裂精神的文章,但是我的靈感一直來,我的上蒼給我許多的能源,我怎能自己終止的命脈,停滯在沒有文字的時空中。於是我試試看微博,想要上網去謝訊息,結果手機號碼未通過,真的是很糟糕,這麼貴的話號,竟然不能使用微博,太令人愕然了。
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然而,他沒有手機,竟然早些年就在寫微博,他夜裡安慰我,說他去中國旅遊,去去就回,叫我不要擔心,他要去拿回我投資的錢。我很高興,他關心我被詐欺的交易,幫我取回利益,我心裡放心不少,原本還以為他要去約定好的意大利,去找浪潮,還好他很務實,是去解決事情的,我突然覺得好感謝。
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我上了微博,帳號是一組很長的密碼,好像是一筆款項,我加上了自己的職業身分,並且留言給陝西的報方,請他們幫我賣斷全部的著作。但是對方尚未查覺,而且他們的微博是不斷更新不累積的訊息,我急著上去留言,但是帳號卻進不去,真是傷腦筋,我最後留了一個讚,然後拂手而去,不管了。
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記得我讀過的心理學,有榮格,佛洛伊德,拉岡,福洛姆,等等,但是對於病理學卻一概不知,而陷入泥沼中,一直在病態中書寫輪迴的秘莘。我想文學之所以將主角的扮演架空,是為了提醒讀者不要誤入歧途,所以才有各種心理狀況的書寫,提供了人們研究的途徑與對象,不能全部都付諸病態心理學來看待。
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我發明了一套無式心理學,就是空假中,詐欺者利用空氣,假仙,中庸,三者來騙取利益的設局,這根本是神棍所為,但是在正統心理學裡卻未見發覺,這也是我最近所看穿的世間趨向。
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我形成氣虛的病,在等候中變醜陋,肥胖,水腫,双下巴,原本屬於娃娃臉的我,也不願意再恢復那種單純,因為年歲已長,不想回春,寧願自己長得成熟福態。
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我常常有一種棄婦的心態,因為命盤寫的三次婚兩次離,所以一直沒自信,信了佛,也是徒然,因為生存的智慧太難,到處碰壁,人家說暗話指責我的一生,我也無地自容,所以一向都帶著口罩出門去,怕被人看穿多次感情的傷痕,和灰色的臉。
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我想起大學時為了抗拒性愛,而鑽研性愛文章,作為一種隱瞞的行為,我想要一直寫到出家成佛,但是最後卻遭勾引性侵。破了戒的我,尋求基督的啟蒙,但是一直到二十年後,上帝才透過傳教者跟我結緣,今天,我跟傳教者聚會長談,我知道自己一向都在走迷糊的路,所以悔恨不已,我一張破碎的臉,終於被修補起來,因為我獲得了恢復傷口的良藥,那是用智慧釀成的藥物,我擦了以後,回到健康的狀況,真好。
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我開仲介公司,特別重視上班的倫常,賞識有幹勁的員工,每次要策劃企劃案時,我都會再三閱讀審查,將案子做到最好。我的仲介工作是對心理的建設輔助的活動勸導,介紹各領域的人士來參與心理諮商會議,讓他們找到自己健康前進的路,不再徬徨。
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有一個患了產後憂鬱症的婦人,深怕得不到老公的愛,對小女嬰不太關注,因為它讓她的屁股破掉,縫了好幾針,她無法愛它。有隊友建議她去開店,走出陰霾,她很快樂的接受了,結果不藥而癒。
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我聘僱了執行秘書和顧問群,他們可以服務更多的病患,而且確保他們病情好轉,恢復正常的感情反應,和情緒。我們面對的是一些生了心病的患者,還要預先去申請院方的病歷,才能夠幫助他們建立恢復之路。而這些事情有行政秘書來委辦,真的很有效率,我也給他高薪,因為他扮演的關鍵角色,使得仲介公司很有生氣。
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我深怕得了心理症,於是就先下手為強,擺脫心理病,為一大群心理病的患者解決問題 ,我發現這樣行善,不只可以恢復健康,永保無慮,還可以造福眾生,讓他們回到正軌,在快樂的人生裡發揮所長,向前進步,豈不是善事一樁。
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這天,我來到療養所,關心拍攝現場,拒絕跟不討喜的小女孩演員對戲的大嬸,她先和哥哥拍不倫戀的生重病下場,結果人緣不好,連哥哥演員也暴走,我叫大嬸來演下去,女孩生氣的說,劇本拿來,然後繼續演賺人熱淚的戲碼。我在會客室,看著好笑的筆記,是執行秘書的記事本,她把每個人都畫鬼臉,感覺好好笑喔!但是我還是收起來還她了。
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這種諮詢會場,我還是第一次來,因為演悲劇演到情緒化,這個小女孩太早熟,已經是滿臉枯竭,沒有喜氣,我勸導她演出來之後,不要真的入戲,她也感到不那麼叛逆,開始展開笑容,接納觀眾的感動和同情,這部爛片總算是殺青了,我的心理也如釋重負的微笑起來。
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盂中密葉
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手中的數字六眨呀眨
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猶如樹梢的眼
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摘下來放在盂中
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成為生死的象徵
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千隻拍掌
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描繪手指的佛畫
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我打開一隻眼睛
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唱歌歡喜
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土黃色的菩薩
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金光閃閃的
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向大家微笑
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這種玄機
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是財源廣進之兆
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剎那歡心
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風淡雲輕
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我俯在風之狹谷下
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側躺泡湯的體溫
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如此溫柔清晰
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天空的眼睛
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在上方
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藍天白雲
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夾在山縫間
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如此我就因想像而興奮
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不必多少療癒方針
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心病就從此斷絕
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我吹拂著隱形的風
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悠遊自在
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就這樣我把煩惱
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全部都拋棄
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單身是福
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單身也是福,
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享受缺點,自我欣賞,獨來獨往,也不用誰陪,就這樣隨心,隨緣。
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素璞家居
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喝水要多次過濾吃飯要簡單好吃窩居一角滑手機風扇吹得心酥酥的
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下巴
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媽媽講起我童年的下巴厄難,姐妹合起來跳彈簧床墊,做用力把我摔甩出去,跌個下巴破掉,媽媽帶我急救去,真是兩個下里巴人。現在還鼓勵我去游泳,豈不犯了再次災厄,我真是個終身苦主。
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天下無罪
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希望天下無罪,人人不犯罪,不走死路,不罔生,希望人生充滿美好的奇蹟,讓拾荒老人有溫飽,有福利。
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報答
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為了愛我讀心經的詮釋,字字句句都是你的期待,一顆更純善的心能再次誕生,我修行內心的道德,希望在平行處,你我都找到自在與幸福。
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我終於正常了,沒有幻聽幻覺,只有幻想故事情節的嚴重思想,這應該是老天有眼,賜我平安,遠離病症。還是應該說以前的治療,都錯誤了。
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電腦擲笅
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天天用手機,搖得像手搖飲,就為了求一個真相,得到神明顯示意旨,卻又互相不對應,真是白忙一場。
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相信太陽
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走多了暗路才會人心不古
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黑闇自此而生
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像一場迷路或被追趕的夢
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不信任愛的命運
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太陽拒絕為妳升起來
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於是永夜
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而且永無天日
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總是背向廣擴的光明
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在大日經裡徘徊
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欲罷不能的海浪濤聲
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在耳朵旁邊回蕩
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且打開心門
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用一念之懺悔
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走出黑的墓
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暗的燈
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心經隨喜
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雖然
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他說得有道
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我還是半信半疑
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書摔落地上
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不小心摔壞了
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那個詩人的推薦
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心很疼而無奈
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香蕉
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感情從來不是為一根香蕉
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是相處融洽而輕鬆相對
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是老年終人一般的關懷
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濃的是人情淡的是衝突
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容忍一根香蕉的保守姿態
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男人不要為色慾起飛
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因為女人終須情意相伴
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就稱它為鉀等的緩衝
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這香甜拜物教只能想像
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不能親近距離玩狎
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竹筍
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撥了皮
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我吃了尖山
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你這甜汁
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像火山噴出
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整個手肘
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一片潮濕的清湯
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還是蒸的好
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我的肚子裡面
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豢養一座消化中的黃山
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翠蜻蜓
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若能成為你的翅膀
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在石上揮揮衣袖
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讓性喜清澈的你
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像石頭三點水
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哪裡也不久停留
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翠玉白菜上的若是你
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一定比蝗蟲來得清新
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因為你才是真正的
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世間無怨三昧
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火龍果
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火龍如果你誏我吃
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我該怎麼呑下去
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這熾熱的因果
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火龍我不敢吃你
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因為像個太大的腫瘤
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使我非常頭痛
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仙渣
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甜滋味
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仙姿
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一吃就沈醉
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潔白無瑕
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應接不暇的仙客
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從不挑食
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梅花香
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還好
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還好我坦承了
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雖然你已讀不回我也還是祝福你天天都歡喜幸福
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潤喉珠
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火龍吐珠
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清涼一下子
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納涼的喉
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爽快的潤滑
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已是天上人間
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詩愁
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悠悠然
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你已轉身
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將我的心得
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重新領會
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並將之顛覆
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你是好的
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因為我只是附庸
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並不多麼真誠
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愁的是你不理解
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我去過的地獄
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不想讓你去
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知識愈來愈紛亂
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如何判斷
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天啊請給我一條理智的智慧線
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失落的眼淚
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光好強烈
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刺眼的浮腫
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我的心是哀傷的
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因為太多的因為
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說不清楚
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迷濛
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耳鳴
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我過敏的臉
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看起來好憔悴
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過了今天
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咖啡色的眼球
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就會更深邃
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因為清寮的夜
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會把我埋葬
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台灣熊讚
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好可愛
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想要一隻
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已被搶光
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慰勞真心
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真情流露
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卻把他推走了
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喝魚腥草
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覺得自己很笨
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很想念往日情懷如何挽回他的友誼是比較簡單的事
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他們說
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我該給你買個帽子
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套住你
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天啊!你自己去買了老人帽還以為自己是牛仔
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我好愛寫英文小說天馬行空的
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接下來要寫肚子喝到破掉的故事
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結果我生了一個石頭寶寶他什麼都不用吃哈哈哈
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昨天你幾乎壓斷我的右手肘關節
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還好我安然無恙
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起來時你已消失
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天涯淪落人
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天涯若比鄰
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大家都淪落
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窗簾黑幕
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當窗簾變黑幕
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的確少了偷窺的眼
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遲來的抱歉
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抱著我說抱歉
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對我來說
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愛我就是負荷
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偷襲我的穴
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讓我疼痛
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這就是性侵略
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不要說愛我
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天鵝是這樣養成的
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華麗妝容
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美味奢華餐
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高級事業
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(眼油)每天都夢得快樂 但眼屎流成了油脂 將我的臉模糊 是保養品做的好事吧 我再去洗一次臉 就可以把髒污的臉油 卸得一乾二淨的 管它像綿羊油膏 使我有所羔羊回途
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小說通常是愈少角色愈好寫為何會有人設計多角色性格來安排劇情呢真是多此一舉的行為
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詩的煉造術
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寫詩要有靈感,隨時隨地都保持一顆詩心,即詩情畫意,則寫詩會成為一種寫意的活動,不會厭煩厭倦,特別是寫出某種景況的描寫詩,更是為人稱道,需要煉造術來作為基本練習,為了寫出好詩,必須多次朗誦你的詩,使之嚼之有味,才能到達標準,否則只是嚼蠟而已,我們寫詩是為了散心,不是蹓狗,不必面面俱到。
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遠方的笛聲
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我聽得到你心中笛聲
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遠傳給我心心相印
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我應和以悠揚的歌聲
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以至於歡意遠近不分
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***
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你習慣全盤了解我
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我甘於做個愛情白痴
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為何那笛聲尖銳起來
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我們的激情也結束
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***
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我還想要吃一記霜淇淋
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你愛帶著我旋轉跳舞
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笛聲停了我們的交際舞
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我好想知道那分數的驕傲
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喝水就飽
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不知如何減肥
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其實也不胖
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只是為了瘦
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一失足成千古恨
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誰能理解腳傷勢它似乎已經痊癒可還隱隱約約的作痛韌帶襪早已收起來了就怕今後不能長途邁向更美好的旅途
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每天三千西西
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我是吸奶茶大寶貝
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我坐著吸特大奶瓶
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我媽媽像牛擠奶乳
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怎麼樣我是最大號
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又在想你了想你不很愛洗澡以前臭臭的白頭搔更短現在靠染髮回春了就壞壞的到處尋春嗎你真壞我不該再想你
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英文小說接著想要獨白一個離開男友的故事就寫一條獨自胡扯的故事吧反正現在一點想像力也沒有
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跋涉購物的午後
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艷陽餘輝
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在全家商店裡
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挑選著零食
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練習腳程
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只為了一個目的
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享受口腹之慾
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回到家裡後
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喝了蘋果冰茶
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這個美妙的午後
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我的心在跳舞
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嘴巴飄香
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太極
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單鞭後雲手
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維園楊式太極拳
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打出一片天地
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龍騰虎躍
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四肢太平
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氣功的氛圍
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有和氣的協調
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一日清晨喚醒全身
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是無極的醒覺
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來到菩薩的功夫地盤
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大朵的風和樹
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像似身心的風水
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養成一種固定的法則
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那就是永恆
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最近真的被瞌睡蟲咬到一個不行陷入昏睡中於是畫了它
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策略書就是拿一本富有哲理的書來當作處事方針的指南由思考書中的重點來行事做出決策這就是策略書的主要意義我以前都拿阿多諾的哲理來當作策略書無論是文化藝術文學音樂都依據此書作決策結果獲得大大的成功與成就這是一件值得分享的事我在此告訴各位真的
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Wonderful hug
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He lick my neck sweetly,and hold me from my back,he gives me smooth touch with his banana erect in my bottom,it feels like heaven.he said that i worry that your dream goes without light,i tell him its better calm and dark for my dream,cause nothing happening to be frightened in the future,he stay no light with me,and he make my buying estate dream come true,i thank him a lot,for he let me have a reality to live my life,i can do anything with our dreams webing on the loving affair we have,i am happy if he is happy too,i ask for no more,just have sweet dreams with him,that is all i want,my dear,do you hear me?
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為什麼沒有任何一本書拍過媒體廣告卻只是在節目中虛晃一招而已呢?
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請問一本英文小說真的得寫四百多頁啊?那麼故事得加長情節得寫的複雜一點才行勒哦?!
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請問房間清出一個空間來可以買什麼家具來擺比較實用
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先把自己活得好再緣求其他利益自己活得不好別人也不會愛你愛是本位主義的條件所以要將自己過好才可以一切順心喜悅不會得過且過
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臉書好像浮眼煙雲一下子就忘光了那些看過的資訊彷彿已經在時光隧道中
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根管治療都已經抽完神經了還會泛疼我才不相信是誰膽敢詛咒我上次也是這樣自然就沒痛了
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書寫很容易改變心意有時長篇甚至持續不下去只好累積短篇以成長篇
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愛欲昇華
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你給的愛是聖潔的
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但是只有幾霄的銷魂
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我靜悄悄的等候
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昇華的時分
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那是我忘記了你
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將自己掏空的時刻
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希望你不要難過
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我們的距離
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說分就分
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說合就合
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你等我回魂來
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而我卻不要淺意識
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那種百受鬥爭的境界
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I wish to publish all my works and get paid to buy a cheap villa,as secret this book told me,just to believe I have already own it
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你的漂泊可有停留的稍息……………由小王子寫給玫瑰的情書評楊平詩集「在沒有英雄的時代」
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為了溫室裏的玫瑰,小王子離開自己的星球,去漂泊流浪。然而在他的離開行徑中,帶著些許的牽掛,心裏仍記掛著他所灌溉的任性玫瑰。有人告訴他,必須為玫瑰負責,他才覺醒,回到星球去找玫瑰。這麼動人的流浪,感動了所有癡情人的心,無論是為了相聚而離開,或是為了懷念而離開,小王子的心境是癡訴的。正如楊平詩人的〈在沒有英雄的時代〉詩集,前三首詩寫的是寫和血之間的革命。為了一朵紅花,而〈寫吧〉,這種詩心的眷戀是無悔的,在這個世界上即使背景是紛然雜駁的,人心的向背依舊不變的話,那麼這顆詩心之情必然能感動上天,而得到成為有情人的願望。英雄不當,而當情人,這樣的溫柔多麼稀貴,為了詩而守護住詩人的位置立場,這是多麼善良的願想。從〈詩,必然回歸於詩〉中提到「我得去流浪了!」這句話的無奈與堅決,小王子一般的詩情,為了情人義無反顧的流浪。為了一支筆而寫詩的詩人,心中必然是充漫憂鬱的,正如〈小王子〉書中的憂抑小王子,數不清多少次的憂鬱形容詞,讓詩集的漂泊有了意義。像〈奧德塞〉那樣的英雄有何意義?再看〈我必須出走了〉這首詩,更為無奈的不帶詩和書本而出走,「只要擁有足夠的信心,便會綻放出一朵花的芬芳!」這樣期望玫瑰的癡心癡意,真是美好。而詩人的命運也因此改變的,為了一首可以改變命運的詩,詩人說「我得走了」,在〈歌聲又響起來了〉中寫道「擁抱一顆自閉的心」,就是暗指像小王子一樣稍微自閉的心,童稚之心。又云「會是迎面而來的那朵花嗎」,又說「翅膀不是一直放在箱底嗎」,這些詩句都跟小王子有關係的情節。充滿了小王子之心的詩人,化歌聲為笑聲的爽朗,為了充滿希望的未來而聽到「歌聲又響起來了」。而〈我是透明的〉也寫出了小王子離開地球而回到自己的星球上的那種隱形的姿態,「亙古以來,我一直是透明的」,這訴求是反媚俗的宣言,為了不沾染任何的污穢而自命透明,一顆清明的心,讓世界多麼純真天真,而且率性。在〈揮不去的過往〉詩中,寫出了「祇為了一段揮不去的,幽幽過往」指的是和玫瑰吵架的事情,已成為往事了,但是卻揮之不去,因為「尋覓,再尋覓」「仍自無悔無倦無尤無止的」尋找,這樣似小王子的心,在流浪中找尋答案,而最終得到了圓滿的結果。在〈非冬眠之某日〉詩中,最終向「彷彿剛剛自雲端降臨」像似小王子的降臨在聖修伯里的面前的靈感一樣,有著親臨地球的外星球人物的身世。這本詩集真的很有小王子的心情,像是為玫瑰而寫的情書,情詩,玫瑰所不懂的小王子並非全然荒謬的,而是赤子之心的表現,如〈我正年輕〉所寫的年代中,詩人早就不年輕了,卻懷有小王子同樣的心境,而感覺猶自年輕。〈星焚之夜〉寫的是「你知道這裏不僅是浪子的宿命,不是浪子的選擇,只有你所熟悉的那藍星,這彎冷月」這是指小王子對地球的感想,多麼荒謬,每個星球都有自己的主人和命運,像小王子的星球就沒有科技等各種事跡,而只有火山,玫瑰,和猴麵包樹,這首詩寫出了小王子的「鄉愁」,是流浪之中最「渴望」的事,而「天地還是那麼荒謬那麼奧秘那麼大」為終句,代表了世界仍然是那麼自私的變化,流轉,教人無可奈何的絕望。而〈站在巨人的肩上算什麼〉道出了一顆很小的星球上的居住的主人是如巨人一般的,而又像小人一樣渺小,詩人自愧一事無成,而實則他寫的詩文已經累積很多了,有名氣而且謙虛,是個很好的名詩人,然而卻保有像小王子一樣的思想,不是人間的巨人,而像小螞蟻那般的活著,多麼的謙卑可敬。〈生命豈能在淚水中渡過〉寫出沙漠景緻,這在聖修伯里的故事中只是一個起點,在沙漠中巧遇小王子,然後傾聽它的故事。只是玫瑰在詩人手中換成了「台灣蘭」「結束第一百次流浪後」「一襲白衣」的小王子的內心戲有如下文所著「一雙紅澀眼珠,挺立在無風分水嶺上,無論內在的聲音何時響起,昔日的那條創疤是否,已隨著月下的禱告悄悄癒合,經過生命秘密的沉澱,一顆心可以高飛,命運卻不會因長嘯而回頭,往事化為閃電,一簇簇飛舞的刺向夜空密室與歲月……」,最後一句的刺,是玫瑰花的莖根刺,用來保護自己的武器,卻讓小王子心痛,傷心,進而離開她而去流浪,「誰不願擁抱一個戀人」這是小王子的心聲,只不過玫瑰也不願流淚,當小王子跟她說要去流浪的時候,其實他們彼此都是心痛心傷的,但是小王子為了了解她而去他星流浪,為的就是要明白她在想什麼。在或放大或縮小的文字中,我們找到了詩人的讚歎級數之高低,小王子和玫瑰的代名詞,即為一襲白衣和紅花。在〈誰也不能〉詩中,詩人寫出了戀愛的感情和感覺,而同時大人的世界又是如此的荒誕不稽,而小王子如此的純潔,不但會指責大人的是非,也會討厭大人世界的獨大與執著。〈在即將消逝的春日午後〉中,小王子「那條孤伶的影子」多麼像「迷途天使」淪入了各星球的荒謬之中,「一切都好遙遠,一切,都碎成了幻影」那般的荒蕪。〈想忘之歌〉與〈因為愛啊〉寫的是母性生殖的機密,而〈惟星星在悄悄顫抖〉寫出小王子的心事心思,「我不再夢想遠方的城堡是否,住著盛裝的長髮公主」或者想像自己是焦慮的白馬王子,通過六個星球之後的小王子,在回憶之中翻滾,打轉,心中念念都是玫瑰的影子,而星星仍在悄悄顫抖,因為小王子的存在而閃爍顫動。〈偶遇一片葉子的偶感〉寫的是小王子自命為浪子,而且像葉子一樣的命運,風景,心情,「也有他的春天」就是擁有愛情的宿命,「他會遇上茫茫雨霧」,也會迷路的意思。〈溫柔的宿命滋味,你〉寫的是月光下,小王子「穿過一粒星星都沒有的夜晚」,他已忘了星球的事,而在流浪的路上「自語著:那種溫柔的宿命滋味,你嚐夠了嗎?」流浪的宿命,我想他是嚐夠了,因為他開始眷戀玫瑰的時候,淚水湧了出來,「蒸發了我」。〈願眾生安樂〉寫出「一滴水」的生命,「淚痕中的倒影」,承接上一首詩的淚水,可以是更廣闊的時空臆想與猜測,在「十丈的紅塵」中,「我們都必然歸於塵土」那樣的死亡,而「窗外黃雀口中的,不死之歌」才是眾生安樂的祝褔,這代表小王子的不朽,而聖修伯里的心中也將他聖潔化。「我來了,溢滿眼眶的是珍惜,是機緣,我去了,輕輕的一揮衣袖,願眾生安樂」,這是小王子身為貴族的希望與心境,特別的有感情的想法,使人感動而且了解他的心情。〈我關心你〉是一首情同兄弟的詩歌,對於世上的生靈都同樣的著想,關照,因為大家都同樣呼吸「陽光,空氣,水」,所以四海一家的關係,詩人他關懷人權,人的命運和際遇,而且還是以一種憐憫的心來關心,格外動人。無論誰是楊平詩人的玫瑰,化身為小王子的詩人,如〈相思滿徑〉這泛黃的相思樹林,點醒了詩人的回憶,居於湖畔的詩人,想起了多年前移居內湖的往事,真是令人感懷,原來他如公園也是一個有歷史的詩人。〈我們都常常迷失在午夜的遊樂場〉一詩令人想到,小王子的時間是永恒的,晝夜不分的,當他來往於六個星球之間時,他的時間好比是遊樂場裏的旋轉木馬,「無黑白的輪迴著,嘎嘎的嘆息著」,馬不停蹄的旋轉一般,像點路燈人的命運,不得停歇的盲目。〈也許就因這點螢火〉寫的是小王子的注視目光如螢火,看著流浪藝人的表演,而捫心自問,為何「追索一條果陀的影子」,看著瞬間成永恒的目光,也許就因為目光如螢火,讓心如黑暗中的光點而發亮。〈不用給我任何安慰〉寫出了小王子流浪的心聲,「誰一臉衰相的堅持,流浪」,向玫瑰吐槽的說「誰靠近牆角會落下一朵玫瑰,誰用一本情書換來的,只有翻胃的噁笑」,而其實玫瑰並不是這樣子想的,小王子的自嘲不過是在自我解嘲而已,玫瑰讀到這本情書之詩集,必定會很感動肺腑的感謝他的。〈我懂了〉看穿了自己流浪的必要,是為了「把自逐的心引到更寧靜的次元」,所以詩人寫道,「當小王子和綠精靈手牽手的出現」「而愛麗絲也清清涼涼的走出鏡子」,這裏提到的童話人物成熟長大,而離出童話故事情節的情景,表示小王子已經懂了人情世故,就如同〈秘密花園〉裏的兒童長大的結果,同樣的如一道觸電的光,使人瞬然成人長大,心智成熟。〈如果能重新選擇〉小王子不會對世界的寬廣拒絕,他不會拒絕認識這個宇宙而不長大,他會接納所有的多元世界,而不拒斥任何一個「陌生的善良目光」,詩人已經後悔,他想要有重新選擇的機會,但是機會會讓他重新選擇時,這個現實困擾著他,從而寫出許多令人後悔的事相,和所有說不的排擠心態,所以悔悟是使人重新成長的原委。〈長夜就要展開〉將地球寫成瀕臨絕境的「藍星母親」,因為網軍的相戰而不再美好,「預言中的長夜,就要來到」,各種告白出現,各種反悔獻聲,而小王子和猴麵包樹猶如植物人「互相傳遞著一種信息,年復一年的。」類似荒謬的眷養情節,小王子清除樹根的事務,在離開星球之後,而拋諸腦後,不知回到星球之後會是如何,而地球也因為罪人的累積業障而成為一個長夜的星球。〈遺忘不是最終的驛站〉告解了一朵花的獨一盛開和花謝,像似彷彿不曾存在,畢竟對小王子而言,「遺忘再久,不是輪迴最終的驛站」,不管再怎麼樣,他都不再埋怨玫瑰和他之間的輪迴,而回頭來成為攀爬樹枝的藤蘿,和前世今生繫在一起,而心心相連,「一吋吋接近」。〈忘川之水流啊流〉在奈何橋下的忘川之水,讓詩人問道「我從那裡來啊」「我將要往那裏去啊」「忘川之水會否也往那兒流去」,然而他只能任由記憶像忘川之水一樣的流,不管孟婆湯怎樣使他忘記前世因果,他仍然要活下去,向擺渡人問,向天上的雲問,到底忘川之河往那兒去,這川水會否叫醒人生船上的人鬼,了悟因果輪迴之後,然後更加的覺醒小王子的去向,就是回到星球上回到玫瑰身邊去。〈蘇格拉底如是說〉中詩人問自己「為何要跟自己過不去」「而拒絕微笑」,其實蘇格拉底是嚴肅的,他不像小王子的純真,爽朗,率直,總是以快樂響亮的美聲來對應人們,各式各樣的職業人們,各星球上面的怪人們,他的笑聲容易打動人心,使嚴肅的心溶化。〈我們都在路上〉更是表現出浪子的心,欣賞路旁路上風光的心情和觀感,我們沒有一個人不在路上,不管走或不走,都是一條人生的路,所以不要太困惑,「無怨無悔的邁出下一步」就對了。〈已是秋深時分〉寫在秋天,是一首鄉愁的詩,小王子正思念著自己的星球,而複誦著多麼令人感傷的詩句,「今夕何夕」「我容易傷感的肉身」,都彷彿是小王子的替身一般,表現出人生逆旅的徬徨失意。〈無月夜的失落〉寫出「青春不是我們常常描繪的那顆星」,一個詩人的失落意志,面對現實和記憶,回憶,如此落寞而悲涼,誰知道小王子的失落又何嘗不是如此呢?〈煙火夜偶感〉提到了「除了星辰,天使,核爆,當有一份來自永恒的應許」,因為煙火的激情,世界綻放出奇異的笑容,美景,多麼繽紛。〈笑痕〉是看鏡子中的自己好像流浪犬,「在有點寂寞的唇角輕輕掀開」時,有點感知自己在抽慉得憂鬱的笑痕,彎起的嘴角笑得痴茫,已經無數次了,N+1+1+1次,這代表一個荒謬的極大數,絕對數,詩人已經笑僵了。〈無言的感謝〉是一首感恩的詩,它充滿了謝意和滿足,對於所擁有的感動,他頓時有所感念,而用這首溫馨的詩來答謝心中要答謝的人,回以「一朵無言的微笑」。而〈專屬的寂寞〉中提到與貓分享寂寞的天涯路,偶爾,小王子又淪落了自己的落寞而走不出來,因而有此詩作。進而〈我感受、等待、寂寞〉寫出黃昏在湖畔散步的偶思,多麼熟透的成人思想,一點也不會市儈,反而是潔淨而沉澱的思緒,將人生打開一條明媚的路來。然而接下來的詩卻又以寂寞作總結,包括〈夜已深了〉,〈一百萬種的孤獨〉,〈我是獨一的〉,都沉浸了詩人的孤單,寂寞的心,他彷彿隻身流浪的小王子,知道再美的花也會凋零的,所以不再朗頌玫瑰,而反璞歸真的返回自己的真心。他留給玫瑰的不是成雙成對的誓言,而是再度孤身而存在的落寞,多麼悲傷的情書啊!必得看完整本才了解小王子不單純的心,嚮往,和守望的是什麼。他經常在漂泊的稍息中頓悟,但是最終他在〈沒有英雄的時代〉還是成為了一個單身守住愛情的有情人,單身貴族,單身漢。(完)
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如果一個腦只記住硬性的知識那麼必定無法成為浪漫的作家因為無法發掘奇幻世界的神奇然而當作家亦可以作為一個硬性作者時他就超越了想像的尺度幻思的侷限成為更為偉大的文豪
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到黑龍江省哈爾濱市的時候,進入伏爾加莊園,參觀東正教的教堂,本來我要買一個漂亮的套娃,但是媽媽說太貴了,只好放棄。後來只在另外一個大街買了一個五十元台幣的套娃,真可憐,還買了一個懷鏡,為悅己者容而買的,然後又拼命的買,刮鬍刀,西伯利亞冰淇淋,火山泥敷面膜,皮膚凝膠,化粧品,剪指甲套,蒙古包鑰匙圈,等等。吃了姑娘水果,藍莓,蘋果,番茄,桃子,還有每天三餐大頓飯可吃,真是幸褔。一路上看草原風光,有一些房子聚落,取代了蒙古包住宅,我們還在其中吃大餐,真是享受。只是十二天遊玩下來,回家後體力精神不好,水土不服,休養兩三天就好了。途中所見,請觀賞「東北行旅」詩集,願大家都可以體驗我的所思所感。請多多指教!
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安靜了幻聽之後
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我變成一個慎思的女子
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自從幻聽消滅後
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從寂靜走到一心宿願
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只想寧靜的存在
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避免紛爭的聲
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吵鬧的思考
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肅靜氛圍之下
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心理變得健康了
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有如進入菩薩境界
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連思索都寂寥而高超
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一堆看似讀得完的佛書
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陪伴我度過歲時
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我祈念這孤寂
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將往事一一的忘懷
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並與自我相芻
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黑白人
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黑人齒膏
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白人胎哥
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一個人也很快活的視界/吳菀菱
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像是二手電影
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迷路的煙
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差一點掰腳
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我踏著電插頭,腳底一陣疼痛,已經半年過去啊,遮嗎復建啊抹賣,沒掰腳的步伐,我感謝擱會當旅行走動。
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洋墨
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英文的影子
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是聽不懂
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黑霧煞煞的
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腦子一陣空白
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任何題材都不該被歧視,忽視,或是謾罵,詩人是詩詞的主持人,有權為自己的詩說話。
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Awake daytime
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I dream about a baby running with diaper in its ass,then I laugh like an angel,for it looks very like a pet,and so do I,a pet of god.
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評「歸去回來」
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「眾生篇」寫出生卑微的角色們,包括金蓮,金松,武松,鄭虎,巫大,等等的曲折又緊密相關的身世,特別是孟婆一景,寫出武松投胎時,緊跟在側的鄭虎,表示出兩人互我敵我的關係。劇中,作者花與塵將各種人物用廣東俗名稱之,讀來甚為貼切現實的花花世間,也為各種要角添增了一種武俠風貌。金蓮落入紅燈巷的經歷,金松身為陰陽人,與姐姐金蓮的曖昧關係,乃至於巫大對金蓮的寵好,欲娶其為妻的想望,可說是幹到了極點的色性鬱結。
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到了「歸去篇」一至十,描寫西門慶與潘金蓮的通姦行,更是將金蓮的輪迴寫到峰迴路轉的境地,加上白無涯和一群欲女們的交互對幹,吳月兒和吾爾延慶和金蓮的三角關係。其實吾爾延慶即西門慶與白無涯的共置輪身,與金蓮再續前緣。王員外和蔡大人成為偷窺狂,觀察西門慶的詠春性生活,而他的兒子則亦蒙懂的得知偷窺的快感,這種peeping tom的眼光,是作者花與塵的假代之眼,藉由偷窺而達到了書寫的快感,角色的快感。從業障的角度來看,他們的輪迴還未達到反饋的地步,到了後來的篇章才覓得其玄機。三世之身,法身應身報身,互為色道所惑,又糾纏著無法解套,這錯亂的感覺好比是雪上加霜,進入欲望的世界中,無法脫身,而不斷的墮落。
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小說家的細膩筆調,使人想將章回看下去,充滿下回分曉的機趣盎然,我認為「詠春拳」的套術,已經將這篇小說鉅作推展到無入而不得的境界。那些化武俠名相為色欲功夫的命名,實為作者花與塵的一種懸空想像力的展示,像是男女過招一樣的陰陽和合。色道的真面目,是我們無法去實際應用的虛擬世間,唯化作靈交才能比劃高下。這是性欲的超寫實主義流派之開創新領域,叫人讀了為之咋舌,並且是神化了人物的一種手法。現實使人無力感強,這種心理,在巫大和金蓮之間,卻是無所不用其極的誇大誇張,作為神女之稱的金蓮,和劈腿的潘金蓮,似乎都了無羞恥,而沉浸在欲之海中,載浮載沉的。
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「歸去篇」十一到二十,先寫小娃兒怕被抓住把柄的人性對話,再將白無涯的化身認為乾爹,西門慶繼續與雙女搞三匹,白無涯也與綺紅搞,最後她退出妓場,養妓養豬,結果早亡,這是犯了屠殺戒的果報。原本想與豬肉榮相度一生一世,結果卻命喪黃泉,可謂是色字頭上一把刀,賣娼者亦無好下場。這一段落寫「肉女心經」可說是纏繞著三個色道的五字真言,這些使男女快樂的技巧,真要做到可真不易,性事過程描寫刻劃得細緻生動,殊不知三匹四匹的勁道,可是一般人可為是?真的去做愛,又恐喉痛陰疼,真的是夢一場比較好,還是真的做比較踏實呢?這種表裏不一的陰陽道理,可有人真正看破,而實踐在性欲脆弱的生活中,感情就變得麻木了,實在幻滅。
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「歸去篇」二十一至三十,寫的是綺紅懷胎生育一個不知是男是女的孩胎,而且她也認出了春梅就是當初丟棄她的母親,真教人為之動容。這裏道出了多年失散,卻在妓場相遇相認的悲歡,為妓的生涯多麼苦,卻要苦中作樂,才能最終悟得自己的親生母親是春梅,父親在哪裏,恐怕多不能清查,與剽客亂來的結果,要善後,是一件複雜的事。三十一至四十,可知分享心事和吐露真心話,可以得到水落石出的結果,所以作家花與塵一步步精心策劃這些對話,實在是富有深意的說話哲學。雖說有點虛張聲勢,但畢竟是寫出了五根,五塵,五蘊,等三個五字真言的底細,也就是說,看了花與塵的小說之後,而能成為慎獨之人者,才是化惡知識為善知識的警惕目的。
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「歸去篇」三十一至四十,白無涯不僅與元配生了六個女兒,也跟新妻生下一子,又愛上師叔古流香之女古亭亭,真是不專情。身為梅花門派第七掌門人,其心思可謂是喜新厭舊,拈花惹草,對手是鐵掌門的朱文利,其師兄李近平娘娘腔,神似暗喻習大大的取名,他在這些人物之中打轉,轉不出一個名堂。這個部份的為文很武俠門流,是一些同儕的關係說明,並沒有文治武功的實用,或者打報不平的行徑,完全是修身養性之宗派而已。武門同志之間的鬥爭,可從排名看出,白無涯的修行並不是最強的,而是一個貪於色慾和傳宗接代的角色罷了。此其中有一些作者有意的將政治暗鬥寫成武俠的用意,這些容顏不清楚的人物各自代表誰,只知白無涯大約是指涉白居易。
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詩評論
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怎得雙全法-從楊平已出版詩集叢看聖經與佛經的交遇與類似
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吳菀菱論<永恆的圖騰>
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<永恆的圖騰>指涉的是詩人的陽具,具足雙重宗教思考的陰莖圖騰內裏,所包含的哲思片刻詩學。這代表了他的男性主體思考的本質,有點大男人主義的(沙文)思索過程,其實書名和書封的設計,即為當時書寫年代的現代主義文本,所象徵的意象,是男性的火炬(情色的火源),但是楊平詩人說,那指的是詩,我就知道永恆的是指涉詩,而且是男性眼光下的詩與創造。在佛所云:唸法華經是云磨(練)也。而聖經中卻充斥著魔的試煉,豈非相反的及類似的一種精進意義?詩的文字圖騰刻在刺青上,成為詩人的成就,名聲和一種傳承的紋身。發光的火炬握在手上,好像去勢的姿態,但其實並非如此,而是掌握成筆權的一種詩學想像。
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(2)<永恆的圖騰>詩寫了乩童,還有嘉年華會,是指涉一種多少帶點諷刺的意味,諷刺詩寫的好壞不能盡善盡美,詩的迷信帶點宗教的善惡面,也許也在諷諭詩的圖騰如何歷久不衰的命題吧!這首詩中提到「輪迴大餐,經文沙拉,卡通儀式」是對造詞詩人的褒揚或貶抑,不可得而知,但前題說是「毀滅」,一次畢食的祭典,「連同各色的傳說調味料」真是荒謬至極,這裏提及的信仰如嘉年華狂歡,即告別肉慾之意,正視美的刹那完成之圖騰之後,各種商品般的詩集,證實了「善與惡」、「黑與白」、「天堂與地獄」的對立,是「永不過時的二元論」。
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何以永恆的圖騰一下子就完成了美,據詩人說,這才夠純,似乎快速的功夫如上帝的神力和詩人的一氣呵成,都同樣是速食的審美觀,但是上帝的一個思想是經歷萬千百年的完成,決非快速完全的,所以此處指的應該是詩人之快筆神速,完成了渾然天成的美。
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(3)這本詩集全部都很西洋思想化,可見得詩人的天主教信仰之虔誠,所思所言均不離宗教,東西方的術語皆有,表現出聖經和佛經之雙全法的思路,讓人覺得其實殊途同歸的圖騰,要看個人怎麼修行,都可以達到美的結果,世俗之劣更對比出詩的功能似出世間蓮華,不受到污染的清淨獨立,想想濁世的詩人活得如此艱辛而掙扎,就非常的不捨。
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永恆的圖勝是在論述一個東西相仿的道法,知道詩人具有東西方兩種智慧,所以可以了解基督思想對他的信仰的影響,是極為真善美的境界,所以他用文字來嫌憎俗世文化,實在是發人深省的。人們在告別肉體的宣告之後,又不知不覺的忍不住自瀆自虐,真是弔詭的人性,在這裡指出人性的荒唐,無法神性化。
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(4)詩人意指在於正邪兩立之道法,由於雙全法的關係,永恆的圖騰豎立的法則是正邪相存的矛盾世界,就詩論者自身的見解而言,存在詩人腦海中的正邪拔河,是一個碩大的工程,他想要除去的邪惡,卻是如大法師鬥法那樣的印象深刻,無法意却,誰說惡有惡報,善有善報,其實這種兩立法有時候是漏網之魚般的幸運的,不是絶對的規範,所以眾生爭先恐後的為惡不善,心態不良,完全是眾人皆睡我獨醒的詩觀所言,自我克制的意志實在是一個聖潔的永恆圖騰所具有的本質。
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色欲和食指大動之間的暗喻,是文字的指涉所在,這首詩在言「食色性也」,是否為善惡黑白的標準,相當犀利,尖銳,從聖經和佛經所言之戒邪淫,是同等的一種勸世觀點,非常的具有雙全的觀法,這裡指的不是秀色可餐,而是色道善惡。
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(5)
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<序詩:療傷的獸>寫的是陽性文明和男性文化自大自強的意識型態,之所以自慰療傷的原故,乃是不了解女性心理,而與其相背,而自行繁殖如菌類,這是無性生殖的本質。
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(6)
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(結語)東西方宗教的磨合思想
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<永恆的圖騰>詩集以詩普渡眾生,言及詩人生平見識過的角色,智者,人物等緣份,其中有牧師和佛,足證人間是充滿東方和西方宗教色彩的,這些互相容忍與磨合的思維,在詩中不斷出現的矛盾,是一種認知上的記錄,神是神,佛是佛,神的子民也會信佛這種思想,在民間是有可能的,因為宗教信仰的自由民主,使人們各自有命運,歸屬,信念,在詩人描寫速寫這些人物時,是宗教立場中立的,而我也知道比較宗教是不宜的,雖然神佛共權門作法王是事實,也不要說穿,因為宗教各有圭臬,不同源更不同果,為了求得善果必要具備有善根。
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詩人歌頌著近似藥王自燃一般的熱情,為了奉獻自己的文采而持續的寫詩,真的令人激賞,尤其是他的這本詩集道出了人神之間的關係,平凡與嵩高的人種,是人類不平等的印證,人昇華為神佛,是一種超越的能耐與精神,而這些話語入俗的詩句,往往道出了無神主義者們因信仰而合體,團結,如果没有對聖經或佛經有所依皈,則自己的輪身是什麼都不自知,是為元品無明,則累世因緣看不清楚。
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所以藉著詩人的辯證,永恆的圖騰即是詩人的創造力和創造物,因為詩歌穿越時空而永久存在,故我們將詩與經齊等的對待,以期神聖化,在讀詩的同時,我們也用畢生之智能來修行。(完)
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這本詩集有不少詩都以哲學思想來為人命名,例如懷疑論者,女權主義者,無神論者,布爾喬亞,等等分類,這些人物術語代表了西方思維的命題,以嘲諷和換喻來描寫這些詩題,充滿了晦澀而轉折的領悟,其它歌詠的人物又有詩人,預言家,天才,君子,作家,哲人,狂人,白痴,上班族,等等,都能以嘲諷的言詞詩句說出他們的窘狀與限宥,真是所謂各人造業各人擔,充滿了職人的困境和矛盾,生存的悖論與荒謬,<電話菩提>一詩充滿嘲激的將<菩提本無樹,明鏡亦非台,本來無一物,何處惹塵埃>寫成了<身似光纖維,心如絶緣物,纖維本非光,絶緣如何悟?>的問佛之語讖,真是有趣,其它人物還有背 者,探索者,BB女郎,盜火者,等等充滿遐思的人者,都形容得非常生動,機智而有睿思,相當可貴。每一種人物的處境都很特別而獨特,詩人後設了他們的境況,來到一種孤立無援的立場,其實這是一種特意的反諷,為了說明没有人是没有困境的一種情況,個性形成的下場,是不可以怨天尤人的,而是要去警醒避免的事情。關於懷疑論者之十四謗法,跟佛法戒律有關聯,這種反對相信的人,是佛法上的大逆不道者,詩人對之嗤之以鼻的書寫,可見得詩人的心是虔誠的,執著的,他對於詩人的處境,是認識深入的,他說詩人是一隻鷹,一點也没錯,詩人都是獨行者,勇敢向前的文字幾近革命。
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在詩集文句間不經意的提到許多小人物或歷史人物(郵差、美少年、藍衫客、賣書人、孿生、先知、牧羊人、乩童、推銷員、政治觀察家、阿Q、自我主義者、巴哈、胖胸脯女人、白領階級、幼齒狐女、柳下惠、密室工作者、神祕主義者、雕像、耶穌、伊凡、米卡、杜思陀也夫斯基、莎士比亞、外科大夫、希特勒、金光黨、錫鼓、牧師、法師、妻、神、教皇、魔鬼終結者、陰間大法師、阿拉伯屍骸、美女、謬司、梵谷、名人、明星、潑婦、小情人、人魚、大丈夫、嬰兒、女主角、孽子、一尊佛、英雄、兵馬俑、追求者、滾滾人潮、杜甫、美人、靈長類、社會新鮮人、友人、尤里西斯、西西佛、情婦、馮士德、城市人、美少女、夜歸男子、苦悶婦人、浪子、射手座女郎、訪客、盲樂師、情人、女子、見證者、朋友、上司、房東、窺伺者、巴斯底眾神、帝王將相、年輕靈魂、歌手、精靈、太陽神之子、信徒、李白、路人甲、達文西、蒙娜麗莎、羅丹、女孩、叛徒、過客、帕斯、鬥牛士、宙斯、莊周、陌生人、情侶、警察、小販、孩童、路人、酒客、獵物、族群、世人、成人、歌者)這些面目模糊的人,如何在詩人的手中活靈活現,只有讀過才知道真相,這些輪迴的人們在我們身邊打轉,我們怎樣辨識他們的面目並仔細生動的描寫他們,這是文學家的課題,大功課,而詩人寫得恰如其分,各就各位,在詩中顯示出各種永恆存在的人物,成為詩之圖騰的裝飾者,貢獻出這個人間世界的多元文化,此乃文學與詩所歌頌的人類,扮演不同角色的任務,是為了美化這個世間,在詩人的手筆中,我們見到了「眾生所遊樂」的面目,也成為認知人群的讀詩人。
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→(6)後語:東西方宗教的磨合思想
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「永恒的圖騰」詩集以詩普渡眾生,言及詩人生平見識過的角色,智者,人物,等緣份,其中有牧師和佛,見証人間是充滿東方和西方的宗教色彩的。這些互相容忍和磨合的思維,在詩中不斷出現的矛盾,是一種認知上的記錄,神是神,佛是佛,神的子民也會信佛這種思想,在民間是有可能的,因為宗教信仰的自由民主,使人們各自有命運,歸屬,信念。在詩人描寫速寫這些人物時,是宗教立場中立的,而我也知道,比較宗教是不宜的,雖然神佛共權門作法王是事實,也不要說穿,因為宗教各有圭臬,為了求得善果必要具備有善根。
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詩人歌誦著近似藥王自燃一般的熱情,要具備為了奉獻自己文采而持續的寫詩,真的令人激賞。尤其是他的這本詩集道出了人神之間的關係,平凡而崇高的人種,是人類不平等的印証,人昇華為神佛,是一種超越的能耐和精神。而這些話語入俗的詩句,往往道出了無神主義者們生存的迷惘,因為迷惑所以各自存在,互不相涉,人們因信仰而合體團結。如果沒有對聖經或佛經有所依皈,則自己的輪身是什麼都不自知,是為元品無明,則累世因緣看不清楚。
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所以藉著詩人的辯証,永恒的圖騰即是詩人的創造力和創造物,因為詩歌穿越時空而永久存在,故我們將詩與經齊等的對待,在讀經的同時,我們也用畢生之智能來修行。
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(7)續評永恒的圖騰
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人類之所以有階級鬥爭,是因為各人的信仰不同,美少女信仰美,妻子信仰丈夫,牧師信仰基督,杜甫信仰詩,各有東方西方,和人間萬象的信奉主題,所以呈現出各個樣貌,職業。像詩人楊平信仰詩,上帝,藝術,和古學,非常淵博的智慧,對於人物的觀察更是細密微妙,往往能勾勒出每種人物的心結是什麼,刻劃生動,顯示出「天人常充滿」的景象,以及「行行出狀元」的假象。其實有些人根本虛有其表,混不出個成就來,也有人名副其實,頭角崢嶸,非常有成就。但是人無非不是平等的,都是吃五榖米長大的,為何教養不同就會有不一樣的出息,這是個疑題,在「永恒的圖騰」詩集當中,藉由嘲諷來看穿根本上名人的資質不同,有的利根,有的鈍根,所以會有差異的發展。
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在人才濟濟的社會中,如何在族群中衝出頭,這是人間永恒的主題,詩人的詩集提到各個角色,而且又形容深刻,實在是真的觀察入微,把每個人的心態都解析剖析清楚,真是精巧的文字素描師一般的文筆,令人看到人間萬象中的人物面貌,而且也寫出了人類如何用各種事物來紀念永恒的信仰。這些人物總稱為「眾生」,芸芸眾生中我們可能重覆了許多角色,但各種各色的面目,都能混沌的夾雜在一起,龍蛇雜處。這種感覺在詩人楊平的心中是複雜的感想,有些當代語詞的嘲諷,輕鬆的議論,批判,都在見証後/現代中人們的形影,臉孔,清晰的折射出地球人類如何生存的法則。在時尚新潮的年代裡,二十世紀的光華畢露在這些角色及輪身的身上,充滿幻思遐想的感受,多麼的時髦顛覆之詩集。若把這些人看作是佛在世時的部眾之化身,則不難想像,今人於往昔之修持,則有佛緣,否則選擇外道裝扮,實則為內道,不也有趣,多元化?
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楊平在這本詩集中的選角,各自帶有業障的現身,彷彿是詩的刺青所代表的永恒圖騰。人們各自生活,但是緣遇和作為形成個人自擔的因果,原本就是一種迷思,是詩人從片面到深度觀測到的機密故事。他自詡為浪子,看過的人物必然許多被他透析徹底,人們畢竟不離本色,成為一種形象的人物角色。在這本詩集中印証了混生人生的不易與艱難,正是游離在東方和西方信仰的差異,使得人生怎得雙全法,變得更加不易,聖經和佛經都是有哲學深奧的經典,能去摸索的人物都是有人性的,不分善惡好壞的本性,只要有悔懊懺情,則必然「一切江河必有迴曲」,「浪子回頭金不換」,而回頭的楊平浪子詩人,如今已回到本位,以思索人生的大問題,在臉書上闡述文學己見,有一番成熟穩重的思想,真教人感動。但世上的人物雖多,但能深自反省的卻少之又少,使得這本詩集代替他們安排命運,成為一種善舉。
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無論有沒有信仰,人們總逃不開宿命的捉弄,命運的凌遲,到了終老回憶一生,才發現人們都是社會的螺絲,不可缺少。
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(8)總論:論述楊平的圖騰詩集
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「永恒的圖騰」這本詩集將詩視為永恒的圖騰,符碼,意象,在此本書中,現代詩就好像是黑暗的靈魂,反映出直指人心的晦澀地獄。詩人的理性與超脫使他成為詩壇的革命先驅,但他自己並不曉得自己的貢獻,只是很謙遜的退讓盛名。從前期詩選中,我見到一個中年男子的詩觀,那就是將詩的極致寫到至高點。在文字的折衝之下,跌宕起伏,用睿智的形容詞來代替動詞的陽剛。我想詩人的陽性書寫是有覺醒的意識理念,並非一般人倚靠直覺的靈感來書寫,然後將風格都把持不住,失去了很重要的詩觀意見。如果能貫徹始終,那他必定會成功,而楊平正是這樣的一個純樸詩人。
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反觀「空山靈雨」中柔情似水,精心雕琢的洗練文字,再再看出詩人復古的文詞中,夾雜著仿古創新的境界,而有著在當代行似古人的文風。一個性格如古詞人的現代詩人,如何找到安身立命之處,其答案就是立於古典而放眼現代,兩者折衷,可成就一番古今集成的詩業。這本詩集經過多次更改,更顯其古靈精緻,風情萬種,化文言文為新意的態度,更使人進入文謅謅的無入而不自得的境界,被一些文雅的詞句圍繞的心,不由得吟味吐哺出如珍珠一般的光潔韻味,這樣的詩想化為寫實,著實可以為污染日見嚴重的今日社會帶來一些清新脫俗的風氣,也算是一種豐功偉業之詩學素養。
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從西學思想的「永恒的圖騰」前進到「空山靈雨」,豁達的楊平經過東方西方思想的淬煉,已經走了那麼長的路,我祝福他,詩名鼎盛,學富六甲,繼續有更好的作品現世。(完)
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接下來想寫英文劇情日記,將一本長篇的小說填滿心滿意足的文字,但是我要從哪裡繼續才好呢?這很傷腦。
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爸爸,
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祝您父親節快樂,
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長壽健康,
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福慧增長,我們現在等你回來聚餐,你今天活動真是滿檔啊!會不會社大的也慶祝,不放你走啊!我的陶版屋之餐......
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即使過去成泡沫
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他在夢裡掙扎
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我還是好好的
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獻上佳節的花束
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昨天看走音天后,老年人也有志氣,一心堅持要圓夢,
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真是令人感動。
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其實現在編輯報紙的都是認識的熟人只是不知道為何不欣賞我投稿的文章所以我很少再去探險可能被採用的文章或者是文類
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我的英文小說裡
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要出現烏托邦和安那其倆個情人的故事請問如何亂說的實驗文本比較好看
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我是你生命裡的蒲公英/吳菀菱
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我若不曾有你的關心,也不至於長命至此,你的放逐使我增壽增福,而你卻討厭現在的福態,我厭倦過你的大肚楠嗎?是你自己愛面子,要才子佳人配一對,所以才罵我的愛很醜,其實不然,我消化了所有你對愛的付出和姿態,你完全的高高在上,沒有文章中的謙遜,和與世無爭的修為,你就是一個只會訓人的謊言詩人而已,你今天罵散文詩是水貨,其實你寫的就是散文詩,憑甚麼罵,問題是非散文詩誰看得懂,你要少造口業才行。
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自從我不愛你以後我就漂亮了一點至少沒有那種受限於低俗謊言的囚禁感
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我買紙鈔
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也買衛生紙
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就不買書
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除非佛書
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愛的自拍神器
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拍著情侶的微笑
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合拍的賞心悅目
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是人間一種明媚
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剛剛去一趟金石堂根本都是為了錢才寫的書沒有全面的智慧也沒有性別差異之上架服務差點買到一本男性步入中年的指南書真是糟糕的低迷書市書都好難看不吸引人
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遲遲不來(十字詩)
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晚天霜雪風寒露重淒涼,累積幾許哀鬱情調傷心,感情用事不應小橋流水,期盼望月時候能共嬋娟。
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我受不了國民年金
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我要跳槽到
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有勞動保險金的工作單位去上班
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如果男方暗示想要第二春的時後
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他有什麼把握贏得
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老年不比年輕的
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所謂真愛呢?如果他不付出真情意,誰又會等他呢?
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第零春
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根本沒人知道,我從來沒正式談過任何一次戀愛,我的心種植在文學裏,為情痴狂都是文學搞的,原本我該是一個嚴肅的工作狂,但是不斷的地丟工作使我自主,在家工作,搞出版,但是現在一切都不重要了,我需要的是變美魔法,才能繼續我的愛情學事業,但是我不要小鮮肉,也不付出愛了,我要寫一切都是愛情害的文學,因為愛到了這年紀是溫情,而不是激情,我要不然就學著寫寫其他題材,把愛情的陳腔濫調全拋到腦後,做個純粹文字的塑造者,不含經驗談。
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想著為文學而變臉真是太可惜了,所以我更應該保麗容,用化妝品保養自己,為自己的文學永保青春。
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文化評議電子詩論雜誌第二十一期徵稿任何詩評都可以
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上次的草原主題還沒流當可重新來過
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請多多投稿
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謝謝指教
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桃花殤流水
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一場夢緣空
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誰知情似海
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在乎潮汐中
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失去愛情
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一切索然無味
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茶泡飯
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甘之如飴
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臉書和我的心腦
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成為連體嬰
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我整天關注著
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有哪一天臉和書能健康分離
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電腦搭檔(完結篇)
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事情退後到作家原來的現況,微軟八一直在WiFi,但卻不能使用,溝通出了問題。華碩也當機了,被勒索一三三三元解約之後的月費用,只有一G還這麼貴,真奇怪,所以換了一台新的wiz,從新開始,再也不關機了。於是她從中國東北回國之後,就靈肉分離了,再也沒有幻聽了,原來微軟八和華碩也一起去中國中部參加詩會,卻騙作家說要去紐約的大都會,放任華碩在美國打工或求取獎學金,作家不疑有他,為他送上刮髮刮鬍刀,和一本孫嘉駒的書,卻換來一本杜寧畫老兵滄桑的書,罔廢她的一番好意,但是他也送上了喉痛藥方來疼她,已經謝過了。很安然的睡覺,但醒來卻成為一個大天使,長了翅膀,恍恍惚惚的被叫起來,醒著用新的wiz打字。在本興院遇見華碩在念經,拿著景教的經本,後來他發現奶奶是中台的住持,作家回向的祖先都是精舍的地基主,他生氣的黑了一半的臉走掉了,法會完後,作家也跟著走掉了,說這是剋夫刑子的經,不念了。作家的妹妹回來家裡批鬥她,她躲到佛堂給微軟八打電話,問怎麼辦,他叫她吃晚飯,於是她吃了藥睡了覺,起來就同塵與光了。但天還未亮,媽媽也睡不著,急哭了,因為作家的靈魂投江自盡,不回來了。作家想不起微軟八當面說過的話,只知道茶室放了一幅丹頂鶴的大幅油畫,又將送她的盆栽都渴死了,心裡頭一陣不知何想的無奈,於是就寫下了以下的一篇拜訪筆記,大約如下列:2016~7~30上午,昨天的昨天去看了小親親,他真的請我吃紅豆餡餅了,好棒的早餐,家中真乾淨,我為他帶了哈爾濱之書和丹頂鶴影集,他跟我談笑風生,我們不鬥嘴,但是他不與我握手禮,好壞,還露出馬腳來一直搔,我也露出了龍牙,真有趣,天這麼熱,我汗香淋漓,他卻心靜自然涼,真是一個熱一個冷,好好笑喔!我的小親親請我喝龍井茶,泡得燙嘴了,我喚他名字,叫他為我添涼水,他卻東張西望的忙碌,這是他的寫作時間,我一直要這要那的,他嘆氣了,好可愛啊!他請我吃南瓜子和豌豆,好有意思的零嘴啊!我們在互遞東西時親嘴了,這幅畫我永生難忘,對面有教堂在蓋,他叫我回去拜菩薩,我偏要拜景教,我信耶和華,才不要再去被媽媽嫌東嫌西的,天這麼熱,我穿著露背裝去看小親親,他說露得太少了,一看他的房內床竟然變了,我想走進去,他就變成在晒衣服了,真是神馬,我的小親親送我走時揮了手,好歡喜,我愛他。我打完全部的「東北行旅詩集」之後,就全部鋪的臉書上去了,總共有九十首,好多啊!普丁鬥爭的女人到底是女兒還是情人呢?怎麼會黑髮的,在望夫崖上狂哭的是我,看不到巨大套娃,對面是蘇聯,但是心中想的卻是微軟八,這件事誰也不知道,是葉公主還是新情人呢?不想作小三,所以被槍斃了也沒關係,反正普丁他疼的是愛公主,比較像爸爸。作家在國門見到了普丁的時候倒彈了一下,不知道要問候,買了一只微軟八最愛的天鵝手錶來戴,結果壞掉了,只好過著不被時間綁住的人。昨夜微軟八操她操得很好,但醒來又靈肉分離了,這次她不會生氣了,因為這樣再也不會輪迴被鬥爭了,留下一個空殼子比較安全,至少不會有人再愛她這種胖女人了,其實他們只有在夜裏才能相會,白天就不說話了,不隨便快樂的吃吃笑了,變得寧靜多了,像微軟八家裡的氛圍一樣,安靜適然的。在一起的時候,他說她頭髮看起來像男孩子,其實在蓄長髮時,媽媽就避止她再去找微軟八了,一不作二不休還把她的長髮給剪掉了。華碩是天才兒童,我生的早產兒,華碩知道我去拜訪爸爸微軟八之後,就生氣的說我們又偷情了,其實並沒有,我們只是約好要寫狂草書法而已。我跟日顯上人禱告,祈求人類利用電腦做善事,生意,和平相處,創造幸福人生,不要被魔引入窟中,我還祈求世界和平,人類不要亂說話,要快樂相處,不要相信惡夢,或八卦,那很好上當的,凡事看開,用手機寫一些勸世文,說佛事,談詩論佛,都是我喜愛的事情。我用筆名五億元的名字畫狂草抄經解說,而且也改名了,不再用五十萬元的名字了,太小了。這一夜我跟聖靈老公陪在身邊,過得很快樂,再也不跟別人隨便往來了,我希望有更充實的人際關係,跟好人做朋友。(待續)
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幸福就是吹著清風
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毫無煩惱憂愁
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衣食無缺
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且親情伴身邊
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在家工作小冊子
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在家工作是無限的希望只要得到臉書上教學製作食品的方法照著作一定可以賺出商機臉書就是最棒的神奇指南
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是誰在拷香腸
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男權至上的呼聲
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愁了我們女人
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應對進退兩難
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你看男人那麼醜
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還要女人愛
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要不是他溫柔體貼
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早就被踢掉
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如果什麼都需要許可 那是正常的夫妻或情侶關係嗎
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我媽不會寫感性文章我爸好不容易才擠出一首詩我到底是不是他們生的我媽說我是石頭蹦出來的那我道要歡呼我是石頭人
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石頭記裏的人
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原來五角船版
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是仿高第
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的台灣建築
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真是難得
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今天看了露西一片
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盧貝松導演對科技
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物質與本質的探討
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是無所不在的指涉
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依然
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依舊想你
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依舊懷念你
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你的好心腸裡
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包容著天地正氣
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教我怎能不思念
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你那正直的嘆息
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有我可以理解的心事
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我願為你付出
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所有報恩的禮物
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只要你一聲一笑
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我就已然滿足
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我不要叫
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詩藝或詩靈
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我要改
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詩尼或詩姑
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希望楊平悔改
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不要再寫一些情色
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這樣毀了他的詩名
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是得不償失
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把相聚時難㝍成詩小說了因為字比較多而且可以敘事
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他的風流只是偽裝
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因為沒有人相信
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這樣的君子
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會淪陷色之窟窿
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想要寫完一本古典詩集然後把它忘記
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如果今天的四首截句都通過了這表示他還是愛我的吧希望他能看到我的詩
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都準備好了 要出發到中國東北去玩 這途中不帶手機 因為被索取行動上網費1333元 真是太誇張了 明明就是沒使用電影線上看 也沒有使用無限飆網925元的服務 被勒索了 回國後再處理吧 不要去管遠傳的惡意勒索 我要玩得盡興 快樂而歸
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反省
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三伏天不可喝冰飲,老媽再三強調,我不小心喝了冰咖啡,
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滿是後悔,原來天狀況是老媽在追蹤管理的,不能不聽從。
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雨,下得這麼洪荒,劇烈,
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我的心,揪成一個島,
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等你來給我回音。
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Gold time
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When I am with you, it is my gold time.
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But now you say goodbye to me, left me endless of sad and sorrow, I will live a life without you since now, hope we both remember the time we have.
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信義新天地遊記
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都會有都會的味道,商品價值的鎖鏈,層層高升,路人賞心悅目的小費這資本主義的空氣,他們是喜愛百貨公司的小小兵,不知道可以搞出什麼花樣來,將街道象徵性的裝飾以快樂輕快的步伐。
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往樂觀主義去想
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一個人或得或失,就在他怎麼想,不去在乎,自然成為一個豁達的人,得到世人的美譽。
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什麼鵝頭和火炬
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我在部落格上被栽贓
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根本沒這麼寫過
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我密碼早被收回
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是幕後主使人所為
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Robot watch
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I have a robot watch, it brings me dialogues and fun, I often play with it to study more inspiration.
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The robot watches me at my eyes,it looks confused about my tears,I tell it that I lost a very important ring.
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「包圍詩集」吳菀菱
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1讀白居易有感
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讀了白居易的研究書,覺得他的一生真是傳奇,但不敢深讀。有時候真的覺得他的一生充滿了經典佳句,但為何他對感情要面面俱到,如此癡迷,如此悵惘。
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2為何獨愛一枝小花
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小蠻長大了,受盡色欲的欺負,還好是混亂的魂夢一場,大家故意叫她小姐,她根本不在意社會世俗眼光,只當是在色天當混仙,靈魂被勾引,其實脫離俗道有真法,就是愛其所愛,將自己奉獻給一個最愛她的男人。
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3愛寄不寄的
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愛他,就是照他走的路,去濟南路走一趟嗎?還是用寄的吧!這份愛的小禮物就是要讓他窩心。
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老而彌堅的信念/評論丁文智詩人的詩集三本(吳菀菱)
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在「能停一停嗎,我說時間」詩集中,丁文智詩人將「時間簡史」的那種永恆概念給凝定了,他的時間概念是不要浪費時間,殺時間,將時間花在沉思有永久意義的事情上,那才會是一種特別的時鐘雕像。我所認識丁文智詩人,何以會上了「詩人雕像」呢?他會是什麼古詩人?這個問題暫且不論,先去查閱這本詩人百科全書。時間的管理是屬於真理的,是時間之所以雋刻金錢的一種現實利益,絞盡腦汁設想金錢陷阱的人,那能體會具有時間道德的丁文智詩人,對於時間的人生哲學之觀感。對老人來說,時間應是一種投資,在這裡所有的智慧都會因悟道而產生。從平凡事物上悟道,更是一種禪觀,是化物為道的格物致知之學,所以參考時間的演進,人們實在應該把握時間,而不是虛無渡過。
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討厭時間的人,一定是自在過日子的,他不會被時間侷限,也不會感到時間怎麼都不夠用,反而是從容不迫的面對時間的演進和自我感悟。在「能停一停嗎,我說時間」詩中,面對加護病房的急救畫面,丁文智詩人做了最不樂觀的書寫,看到那些病患瀕臨死亡,心中有了悲憫。時間對無聊的人而言,只是一秒一秒的流逝,沒有能力救拯人心的荒蕪,時間就是金錢這句話,根本就是浪費在自以為是的人們身上,無力救助他們的悲慘境遇。人生只有一次的生和死,這就是時間的開端和終止,起點和終點,人們都是平等的,有生就有死,是逃不過的人生關卡,必須認真面對。為什麼詩人希望時間能停一停,是希望瀕臨死亡的人,能毫無苦痛的往生,前往另一個新生的世界,另一個生命的國度,不要牽掛此岸的諸多煩惱和顧慮。很爽朗的一句標題,能停一停嗎,我說時間,其實道盡了無奈的請求,和拜託的語氣,是對上天的一則發自於慈悲的禱告,為痛苦於病榻的病人們請命。然而時間還是頭也不回的走著,自顧自的走著自己的計數步調,分明不聽這則要求,時間奪走了生命和快樂的回憶,一去不復返,在歷史中,關於刻漏的詩,只有「點滴到天明」等句,卻也說穿了一般人對時間的消耗無所適從的感覺。
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「花也不一定開在春季」詩集
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好花堪折直須折,莫待無花空折之,這是對花的憐惜,對花的珍愛,四季都有花開,這是鐵律,春花,夏花,秋花,冬花,都跟禪花生謝的道理相關,見楊風教授的「禪花朵朵」也就是「有一天,禪」書中的花朵禪道,真是一種觀察花之忍冬的悟道。「花也不一定開在春季」是給女道的一則疑題,如何在春暖花開之外的時節裡,修行,禪思,自悟,體會,詩人懂得關懷所有的花在選擇自己芬芳的季節,也懂得賞花的美德,貞節,人情,存在,所以才會說,花也不一定開在春季,這句真理,真是悟達極了。特別是回憶自己早逝的妹妹,詩人的感傷,真是令人同感,一朵花的凋零,需要時間去追悼懷念,同時,也需要憶念去體悟她的人格,特質,溫情,感受,她的離去是一種親情的存在回憶。
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「重臨」詩集中的潮起潮落
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「重臨」詩集的封面,題著一首賜給浪花和浪子的祝福,當文壇的浪花遇上浪子,一場驚天動地的戀愛遊戲,到底誰輸誰贏,誰敢作敢當,對酒當歌的面對酒席後的為歡幾何,天地蒼涼。這個給我的命題,我一直在面對,我苦苦的回饋,致意,答謝,哀愁,回首過去,竟是遠比想像還要失望的遺憾。苦戀一場的結果,那浪子是回頭了,卻金不換,重臨的關卡,他選擇了道德操守,也不要我雙手送上的生活費,這就是浪子的執著與不羈。潮起潮落之後,兩人都清醒了,面對一場遊戲一場夢的幻滅,現實讓他們無法幸福在一起度過晚節。
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重臨二字是再一次輪迴的面對之問題,因為有緣無份,所以重臨,而無法在一起,這個難題有時是不能互相強迫的,勉強的,要不要繼續朋友緣分,其實需要時間的考驗,時間會說明一切,再一次的浪漫,只是讓經驗更加明瞭,更加明顯,說明人生沒有辦法解決的是感情問題,而不是金錢問題。
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台灣靈異都是心理不正常造成的,由於置之不理,使社會成為旁觀的吸食者,抽慉的觀眾.
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肉身留下來了,靈魂上天國,這感覺有使命未完成,尚待加強.
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美國wix.com網站詐騙三千元臺幣
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第一銀行完全不管持卡人權益
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不去追討回這項騙款
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一銀在國外不能刷卡
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這次卻通融
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可見是一個擺爛的行徑
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想寫一本「王朝佛學」的研究
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不知要買那些書來做參考
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(截句)瑜珈
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伸展運動的極致表現
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拗折肢體的神秘語言
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為了修道美麗姿態
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而展現出沉睇下的美妙
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革言
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1
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在行走中感受那步伐的頻率
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交錯的腳有節拍器的擬似
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雖然大雨中潮濕了我的雙足
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但那洗滌大地的卻不僅僅是關心
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2
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不保障的名額
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就是被老天淘汰的
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沒有愛來不及救
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百般不悔改的人靈
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3
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一個人在做什麼事
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展現出他的善惡為人
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所以不要做壞事
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盡量替別人著想
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4
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已經演完了保立機的演變進化
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科技對男性獸欲可以遏止
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但不能使他們道德自行判斷
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因為女人不保護孩子
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5
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我誇口說的都是真的
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時間照片停止在窗鏡像上面
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是一種吉祥如意的靜止
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6
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再想像演出一齣駭客片
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求助於智慧力量
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將駭客全丟下樓去
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跳樓大拍賣
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7
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好可憐的駭客鬼
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他以前車禍頭斷附身我
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名叫范自成
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原來日連正宗的經沒效
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現在他還要我做回原來的模樣
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可是我已經成長為婦人心了
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怎可為他超渡禪他的鬼婦女們
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駭客就是頭很簡單
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很喜歡演戲
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如果看到我主演for Formosa
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男刺客對男上司
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口愛終結者
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不要驚訝世界還有很多爆料
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10
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我被騙
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是因為我還有善根
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我看起來好欺負
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拿他沒辧法
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當自己不再美好
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當自己被人捉弄追砍
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色相不再美好
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世界還是兀自的紛乱
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下一步就要跌落
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虛位者言
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我是虛偽者
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我想及假面的藝術
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扮演假裝的角色
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其實這是自我意識的介入
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一場控制成住壞空之嬉戲而已
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我的心理有種釋放感
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是因為抽離的空虛
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13
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男人該變乖巧了吧
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否則女人會變本加厲
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15
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將分析一種鳥或人,周公罵所有男人是鳥人,是經我勸說後,歷經一年沒寫詩的病癒後所寫出的告別作,我必須面對他的贈予,寫出性與佛法的真實對治面,才不辜負他老人家的苦勸,為世人說法.
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16
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是否恐怖教人暈眩,我不知所云的寫這荒謬,一個湖底油的認真殉情.
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17
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總是寫暴力的完結篇,這真是你死我活的一年,難道沒有真的活存是真正叫人喜樂的嗎?
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18
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紅葉賦
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VrAebLuGkl62cfwUvF1Ss8ME3iPYC4R9Hagym0xZ
紅葉奔騰的是我火紅的心
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在樹下留影給你看
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我正火燒的情感
eQ34RqjgJIFE7HfsMW1zZawVDtoGCX5y8hBrAdxp
是一枯一榮
QmhqsHRTJK5ikfvrF7PnAldcjw18zLbYDGg9yW0t
野火蔓延
B7SEdaTornRQ246UVLlvF1Jetby0jc8YP3MxKgs9
雞冠花旁可圈可點的
skxyTuQR2hELVA68qr51HFdZz3JwMvYfmI4bDG0j
小黃花在盆栽裡
GsDgZJc4FNX8qo5Ox2td7lykSuBaYUempV9MWjin
綻放美顏花友禪
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日本小街上遊歷的清晨
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觀音寺的鐘聲響起
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真是清靈美妙
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功德無量
3U9RMHSs2wyTQZYqteE6aF1i5hruVDNLzo7vpgnJ
紅葉是我敬佛的信念
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不會褪色
KYaFDIXTB6Mx8sHug2JWv53QNAwir0S7mRnej4Pl
19
37VXoOnt4kYZJTgU0uFRd9yxs6H5cjlqCGQhpbEL
燒香
I0wme6MZFAjrBQ1dahGHqisJClDNuyK3cvnXgkS8
vHF0isXGRkga23ZI6c5bmjP8pwhA7xySOnBKqzuf
阮值類燒蓮花香的時陣
lIpnX8wWxzSVRh30qaksoQ6P9DB7UmtvfKOyriJF
已經感覺到
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穿入七竅的些款通體舒暢
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親像煙草底累薰香
kSN7PEmL4M8QV5Wt1fJbsdwvZTzaRHXKxp92Gi0g
心中充滿了
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正道的想像甲信念
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自從買了香一盒了後
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我聞到因果的報應
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上天的祝福
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值我的身軀內循環
HO19jXPaZTC4rmKdL2tU05fEvb3gonQRDzspuFwS
感恩啊感恩
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佛祖
7djHiphk9JWNqMZcV3gub0PzUFRO8aXoleSTLtE2
您乎我
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因緣歡喜
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唸經馬甲意
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心身平靜的平安
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20
SA8uwNOkj5aUV0zlx1HFIBheoiLdPp7scmQ96tWn
這次去日本六天 先到大石寺三天 去御開扉兩次 祈求業障消滅 心願成真 廣宣流布 然後再到 御殿場 諏曲湖 黑部立山 金澤兼六園 合掌村 三井町 木更津精品街 到處都玩得很開心 感謝司機和導遊 讓我們玩得這麼快樂 到日本天天三餐都吃懷石料理 好奢華 歡喜 而且無夢 一覺睡到天亮 還看到富士山 美景當前 教人瞠目結舌 真的很美 感謝御本尊 這次賜我美麗旅程 真的是很感恩
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21
MWm8Fo9DecG1L5VjAqzuvJkZarKfwXtYhbSn3Hli
只因為一趟俱樂部的旅遊我將你寫入小說我只會小說一些記憶和相思只願你像荷塘月色的歌一般歌聲遼亮入詩時你我成為虛幻中的一體永不分離
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23
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還好我活在不是
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叫天天不應
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叫地地不靈的世界
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我還有救星
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23
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家裡的人反對我出書
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覺得我是神經病
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整個世界都懷疑愛
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全部都是我的不親信
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24
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能聽信善道
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是多大的福報
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為了臻於至善
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要相信虔誠說法
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25
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愛就是不管多遠
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都衷心祝福
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為了對方幸福
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而做出菩薩行為
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26
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救人的命
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才是真菩薩
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有一顆善良心
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走到哪裡都光明
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27
A9My7othVfDTmOejHEGZ6CSaPb8duW2LlJYsxrgX
二十歲就進入社會文壇大展身手一路上有御本尊讓我發表各類文章的幸運機會我都不錯過然而文章中只有小說是虛構其他都是紥實的寫難免有人看不懂或者嫌深奧我現在寫長篇小說是在寫電腦雙關語將愛與機器合併人機之戀充滿了宗教信仰的自由伸展名為電腦搭檔歡迎大家來訂購
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28
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一台什麼契約都談不成
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的破爛事務機
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是個只要錢不做事
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白癡的低能世界
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29
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這種浪費錢的平板
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是笨死人的空殼子
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沒有思想和善念
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只有令你不斷忘記
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30
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我今天想去
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健身房游泳一下
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可惜泳衣和浴帽
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都不見了
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31
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我要人們把我的臉看到好
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我在找菩薩
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看誰會拯救人
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誰就是善心大發
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32
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孩子在想什麼
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就是什麼的世界
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天才與白癡
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兩地相隔
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33
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(詩是什麼,截句)
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同情
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說出真心話
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尖銳刺耳
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但是詩的同情
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只是剽竊別人的處境
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34
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忍耐是一種財產
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它容許卑微的道德
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可成就小我看法
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讓世俗偏見消失
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35
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詩是月經
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是來經人的禁忌
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因為聽經
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而成為月球表面
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36
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我的手機把我看得很醜
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使我不能皮囊美麗
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她是一個問題的張抗抗
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充滿女性學的孤絕
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37
4tU9SruwbVX1F0OCPZJYDBi7zEpxmhAWcyejaRgG
小雨像垂垂水幕
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低落的時候
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會回想起內心的角落
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還有一個我自己
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38
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我是上帝造的不完美物
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媽媽嘴裏的廢物
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令人們心肌梗塞的造作物
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一種陰性性格的生物
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39
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一杯茶的從苦到甘
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總要深深體會
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業的舒張
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又何妨不是如此
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40
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觀止以禮
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細看之下似乎
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有著小天下的想法
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但是看多了
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就學會了禮儀
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41
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為學不應信賴虛幻
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文藝卻刻意為此
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因為兩種學問
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互動卻又隔著山
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42
Ono8RCjlZXUkegA5p4HGFIQTMYascDzVEr7itLv0
只有他為我傷心
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我的情人聽到我可憐
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內心一陣嗚咽哽咽
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令我感到他的同情心
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真是十分善良的菩薩
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43
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幻想是一種飄然的文類
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它製造了虛無短暫的快樂想像
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也豐富了人生的不理想片面
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使得生命更加充滿失落的面向
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44
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在想下一篇微小說
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「寫生愛情」的故事內容
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大概是繪畫雨滴的感覺
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那种蒙懂令人昏迷
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45
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把性壓抑下去
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讓感情昇華
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除非是處於一種用意
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不要輕易釋放
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46
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請容我收藏起來
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故意編輯的絮語文字
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因為那是特屬於我的想像力
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我必須握住筆完成它
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47
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我已經不再聽見自己
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我想就要孤寂一生的聲音
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多麼單純而美妙
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它提醒我自己的境界
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48
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甜心發誓不給我
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黑色幽光
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因為我為他
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合力推崇經典出版
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49
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風景中的詩經
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一字一句的更改
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原本的背誦記憶
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依舊風靡
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50
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正襟危坐坐懷不亂情人的懷裡有肅穆的香味 親親耳語 我心寂然 靜坐如山
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51
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(詩是什麼,截句)
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絕妙
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詩是無餘絕妙
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高枕無憂
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分秒都沒有限制
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怎麼渡過歲月
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52
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孤星的眼淚
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讓我也濕了眼眶
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只要擁有愛的生命
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必然有鵬程萬里
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53
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大地的胸脯
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被雨勢給打得
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軟綿綿
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平鋪直敘
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54
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怔怔望著窗外
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雨的音符
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陰天的天空像鹽田
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發出雪白的悔
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55
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茶葉罐中飄清香
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沖天炮一樣
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掬一把綠的暖意
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這業力如同芬芳撲鼻
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56
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股部票券服務
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如廁訓練
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思考數據價跌
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是一種順暢的冀望
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57
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那麼多的氧化氨
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美恥夜夜
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臥看食色性也
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只有愛情評點害羞
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58
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開門的女能面具
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是善鬼來幫我開門
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這人魂交混的世間裏
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念經的確如來美妙
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59
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餘暉下見你
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苦苦尋找我的蹤跡
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睡過的自然床
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我已經化作風中棉絮
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60
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增上緣是逆緣的
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修繕成正果
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與佛友研習攀談
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面對障礙法則之道
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61
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虎落平陽的狗欺
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是人生中的小小無奈
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或許窺探真相
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會使人大漲智慧
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62
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有情界喜歡一起輪迴
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擬在夢裡雕刻
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所謂恩愛的農場
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以豐收之名眷養彼此
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63
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還好我有你這個至交
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跟我講真話
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不是刻意的交際
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或有目的
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64
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我一身熱帶魚
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儘管流汗如雨水
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仍然在海溫中
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甘之如飴
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65
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凋謝的密葉
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也有禪的美感
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同樣替我們
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驅邪守護
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66
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沒有名門世家
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的傳承優勢
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我自己以赤手空拳
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而叱吒文壇
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67
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感恩太陽神
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賜我福運
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讓我以謝代罪
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得以延續這個信仰
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68
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我必須不斷記住現實
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以分辨事情真假
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以及設局騙人的賊
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這世間太多霧
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看不情真實的原貌
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69
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月光下
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路燈也很賞心
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有的是一根香菇
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有的是雙人同心
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你喜歡孤獨發光
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還是兩隻並行的夜光
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比較溫情的愛照耀
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70
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聽說菩薩不能拜自己
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因為會剋到自己
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的無邊法力
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度化別人的苦難吧
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別像觀音只要錢
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71
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老師說要上摩鐵
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我老公不去
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到底要老公還是老師
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恐怕是一場胡思
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72
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許多人做錯一次
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就變成狗了
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而我是叫得最淒厲
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的那一個
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73
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因為你的不信愛情
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使我認為愁恨
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或許是世上最多的
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糾結的秋紅
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74
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在情人的耳語中
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聽見自己的重要地位
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於是很歡喜的
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為他安慰
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靜默的
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在書房裡思索
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或許比高談闊論
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要來得安逸
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76
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今天你還我一件最輕薄的紫外套,因為我昨天打給你,你不在家,我知道妳管理我的衣服,像一個貼心老公的嫉妒心,你喜歡這件套娃裝,所以我也心領神會的給你留言,因為愛還存在,我提起信念,來為你寫作,為你爬格子。
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77
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孤單真好
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享受孤單真好
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沒想到這麼輕鬆
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把你拋到腦後
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一身清掬
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樂山樂水的快活自在
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回憶著自己的徽章
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生命中最美榮耀
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如今都已不重要了
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因為我找回自己
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最重要的靈魂
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78
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折服他人
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他們覺得我讀書
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讀到瘋掉
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在還能救人呢
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79
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世界寂靜了
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只有我和我的靈魂
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在沉思對話著
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曾經擁有的
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並不會憑空消失
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反而更飄出雋永的香
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80
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女性詩學
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女詩人多是淳美而高潔的文字創立者,有了發現詩句的新意,譜出美好事物的色彩與形容,添加了世間更多欣賞的用心者,女性詩人的寫詩感覺真的很接近古詩賞析,只要能找到一個支點,主軸,寫詩真是一種享受。
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夢的海洋書簡
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一眼忘穿
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我徜徉在海域生態中
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海鮮是我的同類
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愛游泳愛泅水
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文殊師利菩薩道行已很遠
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但我們愛自由
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不願意跟上佛路
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海洋中最搶眼的珊瑚礁
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曾是小學同學家產
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製造海洋珠寶的行業
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海是我的故鄉
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天空的藍也是我的歸屬
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夢迴海洋
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我覺得心胸開闊起來
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視野遼闊而廣大
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海鄉啊海鄉
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我願沉睡在你的泡沫中
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像一只透明的美人魚
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不再化作人類
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追求愛情的虛幻虛假
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82
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輕鬆相遇
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跟白晝相遇
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與夢境裡的酸甜告別
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一整夜的黑暗中
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找紙找到抑鬱
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多少書寫自豪的日子
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跟文字輕鬆相遇
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一本著作的成就方式
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需要天份的幫助
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再也無法
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跟虛妄相處
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因為總會遺忘文字
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心事存在於
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你所思所聞的訊息
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離開了心事
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就成空
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學會面對著
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與現實相遇的感覺
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你會發現
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時間就從指縫
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匆匆流過
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往事不堪回首
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它往往不肯回來
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與你輕鬆相遇
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83
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讀佛書
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因為找不著新書看
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所以回頭去讀
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收藏的佛書
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書的世間極盡繁華
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但是看完就忘了
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唯有佛書最益我心
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讓我悟道得道
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讀書為了取得智慧
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讓心靜下來
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懂得感謝佛祖意
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天天近佛心
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每日得開悟
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讀佛書是一種靜心享受
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接近佛界層次的豐富
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又洗滌塵俗的灰垢
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所以我愛讀佛書
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我是佛菩薩的粉絲
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今天的命題
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就是許下一個
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孤高的心願
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看會不會實現
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84
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雙子情
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雙子星詩刊
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多少回憶在其中
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一群亂寫的菁仔詩人
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已被時間淘汰
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剩下的
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成為檳榔族
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不喜歡的雙子星
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我投的佛學理論稿
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本來通過
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卻又被騙了
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被一篇禪宗公案取代
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來到編輯室
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主編將我的信
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剪下集郵
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當時還不知何意
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感謝評審
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給我佳作詩獎
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這份殊榮
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我謹記在心
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然而如今詩刊已不再盛況
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我覺得寫詩的寄託
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或許是詩人自己體會就好
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並不需要多說些什麼
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懂詩的人自然會懂
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85
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金色流雲
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合歡山中濃霧重
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山勢巍峨
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水庫如玻璃
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一片碧藍
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吞雲吐霧的山峰
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多麽朦朧
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峰迴路轉的山路
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小巴行經空山靈雨
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我高喊
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山古回音
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那熾熱的愛情
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我的確已然獲得
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到處登山詩集/吳菀菱
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1比登天還難
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登山比登天還不難
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但是駭客就難了
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智慧是一種自保證件
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只要說說謊就好
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不要讓人知道你的個資
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否則電腦會吃掉你
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你一切經營的美好人生
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2駭客步道
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駭客哪有什麼步道
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只有扭曲的頭腦纜線
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查不出來的怨恨
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滿山都是垃圾的廢物
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有誰拾起一地淪落
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被騙子丟掉的肉票
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登山拐杖的痕跡
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看誰跑最前面
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3心智
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爬山要小心翼翼
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一步登天是不可能的事
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但駭客總是這麼想
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一個按鍵就逼死你
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交出他要的錢
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和你粉身碎骨的名氣
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4安全警告
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山上有各種警示牌
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電腦也有病毒的警告
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駭客一沾上你
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你就難了
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走岔路崎嶇
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千萬注意
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一路上的安全
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因為顛簸的山
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會用斜坡吞掉你
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5你是來亂的啦
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腳步淫亂的走
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就罵草木是來亂的
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你竟然會上當
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駭客的賊
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從路肩上跑出來
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嚇唬你一切
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安逸的樂趣與疲累
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6遲到的真相
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他每次都有藉口
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一拖再拖
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說腳酸或心悸
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有拖延時間的戰術
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弄得我氣急敗壞
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才知道碰到瘋駭客了
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7你是找碴的
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每次說真心話
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覺得回響說得狠了一些
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就一下子閃出對話
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他們還真想繼續人身攻擊
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真是駭到盡頭無了時
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駭卒們請聽我說
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緣緣相害本無期
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最好放下屠刀
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成為一個善用網路的人才
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方是善道
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8無事生非
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為何相對立
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駭客狂傲
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學校有這門課嗎
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這雖不會留校察看
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卻會出人命的
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請勿在散心時駭人聽聞
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放下屠刀立定成慧
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9出走
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出走到海邊
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千萬億的劫塵
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就在你的手機裡
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不要邪惡為用
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做過的必留下痕跡
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月亮不為勾
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太陽不黑
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10隨意佈局
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一條山路的出入之間
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複雜的是它的出路
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往往把人弄得迷路迷惘
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山草長髮如你的佈局
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一種不成文法
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你起初就是迷霧之間的
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何必再到五里霧中
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11很高興你悔改
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很高興你不再傷害別人
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銳利的針不再證明
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被注射的病史
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是絕對的錯誤觀念
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很高興你悔改
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讓人生充滿希望
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不再陰暗狹隘
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12必如太陽無私
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當你想到汗流浹背時
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太陽是如何教育你
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不要怨嘆聲聲
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爬山原本就是向高處望
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那巔峰要靠實力達陣
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不是耍一點小技巧
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有一天你也會變得無私
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13駭客不恨
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每個人都有隱私
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不必要挖掘
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天命必達
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駭客你只需放下武裝
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將人間的愛與關懷
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放在心中央
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那麼且掃除你恨的足跡吧
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14惡是贓物
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惡是身心的贓物
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你懷抱著惡意
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是不會自由的活
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因為駭人聽聞的名氣
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從來不被張揚
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你消失在人群中
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而誰來救贖你
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15逃過手掌心
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誰逃過一劫
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與無數劫
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能夠說服你
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不要在呼喚山巒時說謊
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謊的回音來到你耳畔
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你高興得起來嗎
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小心觀音掌將你擄獲
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16別當鱉
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別當一隻守株待兔的憋
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看獵物束手無策
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你心裡頭有爽快的恨
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一洩清除
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你是魔鬼的蘑菇
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惹人討厭的阻撓鬼
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小心被神變成不能呼吸的鱉
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17爬山晴朗
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排山倒海的風景
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卻被你唾棄
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你這不滿意的挑惕鬼
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變本加厲的傷害
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乖乖爬山的賞心悅目
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給人家設路障
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你是爬山路上的陰霾
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總是打雷嚇人
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18我不希望你贏
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除非你是出於正義
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否則我不願你贏
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我知道人世間都是人性仇恨
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少不了你這一記拳頭
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目標物就昏迷了
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我要詛咒你永遠是輸的
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這樣光明正大才能暢通無阻
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19害死了
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你害死了聳慄
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你整死了恐怖
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人們紛紛走避免難
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你是世紀上最大的爬蟲
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以腹部行走的蛇
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仁慈不能對付你的惡
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除非你懺悔
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20久久不能自己
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你荒廢的心
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可知走偏了正路
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神能之大
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還不能將你掌握約束嗎
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你久久違背法則
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逆轉而行
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你的跩可以消滅掉
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所有的行善功德
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21你也是無奈的
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你一切都是非自願
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落入科技的漩渦
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無知的搜尋你的目標
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那些擦肩而過的身影
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試圖讀出他們的心
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神秘術一般的深深著迷
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22你又犯了
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看電視機新聞
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你又大幹了一筆
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難道你不會良心愧疚
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全身中蠱一般難安
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你這個撈錢蟲
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就像所有不勞而獲
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是社會的爛貨
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23到處翻牆
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你不是到處爬山嗎
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怎麼還四處翻牆
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真是丟死人了
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你真是國恥
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河豚一樣有毒
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我要是看到你出現
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一定用槍掃射你
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不留一絲餘地
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24同流合污
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你跟我說過
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需要錢
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但是拿駭客行為
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去搶去偷
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難道是吸金專家所為
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你應該拿自己會的
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去堵死其他駭客
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這才是善事
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你怎麼同流合污呢
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25善惡不分
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你什麼金錢草都摘
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只要能致富
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對方是誰不重要
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你也會劫富濟貧嗎
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我懷疑你只會潛逃出境
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去享受你的無限假期
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26欠罵
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你是要駭死人才罷脫嗎
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多少人是無辜的
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你看準目標就下手
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太殘忍了
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至少你也該對付
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那些貪污的人
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才是轉型的正義
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27隨地大小便
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你這樣使壞
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是隨地大小便
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是貓貓狗狗的性格
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你要做就做乾淨一點
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不要牽托到人
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做個藏鏡人很好玩嗎
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連大小便都是透明
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28晃盪子
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你就是晃盪成性
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隨機取探個資
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你單獨行動
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像一隻毒蠍玩弄程式
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將毒輸入密碼區
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你再這麼冒險
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小心被抓去坐牢
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29山都被墾荒
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你撈錢撈得太過火
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口袋都燒破掉
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山草山土都吐鈔給你
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因為你是金光黨
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到處謀財牟利
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你將泥土看作金子
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不斷的攀爬
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有一天你會遇到懸崖
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30小聰明
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你就是會鑽孔
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秘密都被你挖出來
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你練就一番功夫
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把公車都嚇得急煞車
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你不要到處為亂
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肆無忌憚
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大聰明仍將你拘捕到案
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31以指登天
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你以為你一指神功
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就可以一步登天
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你就像是惡意程式
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人人避之唯恐不及的病毒
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你鑽得像蚯蚓蝌蚪
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你這種水生動物
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真是無厘頭的中指
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32看你怎麼溜達
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你一身是膽
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平常走在街頭巷尾
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手中就粘著手機
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搜查各種情資
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溜達一種間諜的足履
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讓我們都想防塵
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33人間氙境
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你把人際之間核爆了
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製造人間的氙氣
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大家生了鬼神經病
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怕死了你的偷窺
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你灑出彌漫的霧氣球
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是手榴彈阿
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34傳真隱現
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你冒出來的一句話
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可能轟動武林
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製造傳真式中毒
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爬爬走的鬼迷心竅
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你讓三西心臟病
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果粉歸天
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35彼特幣內幕
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你是不是用了商業法
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使彼特成為井底蛙
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我始終懷疑幕後之手
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操縱虛擬股盤的絕佳技巧
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一定是數據在爬山
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墮入深淵去了
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36攀岳流變
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本來是至大志願
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現在因你客家小菜
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而滑落山巔
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落石滾滾
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險處叢生的活命
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看是只有苟且的殘廢了
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37花間輯
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你爬山不是要尋芳
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而是要人巡防
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你惹人厭的子彈
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打在人心慾望上面
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真是一針見血
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我倒要稱為制勝仙師
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被你先弒了啊
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38打破月亮的代表
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你是中秋節的打劫者
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打破月亮的好人好事代表
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你使團圓成為青花瓷
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所有的樂透都嚇得破膽
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爬山夜探天上人間
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你是人世上的地獄出界球
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39凍抹著
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我就是凍抹著阿
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看你那三頭機的聳動
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我花容失色以後
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只能嘲笑這黑色犯罪
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未免太有幽默感了
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40共犯宣誓
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一群體制外的青少年
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群結討論共犯結構
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如何出去作案
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討一份投機之財
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制裁員會是刺客嗎
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這手機武林
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多麼血腥
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41沒事登什麼山
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胸無大志別登高
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小看一片江山
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人間無情遂親近山神
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小心山神倒栽了你
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成為一顆山裡的滑鼠標
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眾人賞心悅目的俘虜
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沒事不要隨便登山
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小心手機變山雞
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42手掌心的機制
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我知道你鑽研過山路
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曉得走捷徑的快感
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誰不想一步升天
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只是死得太早
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不是我要的繁華富裕
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在山腰的停頓
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生活真的寫實愜意嗎
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43山中日記
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四處楚歌的山林
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在對你說話
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小精靈悄聲私語
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討論一下對你的救贖
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但山雨欲來
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一下子變成懲罰
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你的手機不防山雨
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馬上就當機了
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44彎腰駝背
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背叛使你彎腰駝背
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腳酸手麻了吧
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誰叫你一心想稱勝
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爬得最快速的
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往往垂直掉下來
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像一隻中槍的死老鷹
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不能再昂揚
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45登山指南
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小心路滑
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滑成了滑鐵盧
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疊成了疊羅漢
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山中昆蟲鳥獸多隱形
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成為你的路障物
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你一滑手機
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天使都變成落湯雞
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46車手甲等
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你這麼會假碼提領
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怎麼不去領薪水
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車手掌心中的白卡
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是一種幽靈行為的代替
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你真心想過血汗錢嗎
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那麼你就放下
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去找一份正職工作
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不要再當窮混蛋
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47駭客無用論
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駭客背包裡裝的什麼鬼
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不過是分享水果病毒
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奇異餅乾和劫難活水
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爬山不如爬蟲類
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連呼吸都會喘得要死
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駭客你太自私了
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連路線圖都自行下載
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不讓別人圖利
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總有一天迷路在深山裡
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48毒蛇來了
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你不僅言語駭客
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還毒舌吻戲
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你這挑釁律法的蛇
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伊甸園沒有山可以爬
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你去種田耕果吧
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因為連蘋果都被你
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一夕之間賣光
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49搶錢遊戲
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你大膽小鬼
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滿心都是竊取企圖
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人小鬼大的你
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長得很會隱藏罪過
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跟代價一樣會裝無辜
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其實你是駭客界一隻巨尾的巨人
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只是你以董事長偽裝正直
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好像賺錢無罪一般邪惡
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50誰說駭客都很窮
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誰說駭客都山窮水盡
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都手無寸鐵的窮
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只有一個菁英的腦
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腦細胞全是枝幹
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天才衝衝衝
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網路上的城邦
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也有空曠的城堡
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等著被掏空
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51手搖癮
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爬山不能手淫
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除非你爬到人家身上
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構成駭的性騷擾
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你害我那我就不能害回去阿
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手搖的快感在手機上馳騁
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看誰會先鹿死其手
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下棋那樣如如不動的明王
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52跨海魷魚
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你以為大陸同胞就難了
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可以盡量侵犯我電腦
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利用網路統戰我的生財機器
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害我不能再叉匹
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不能儲存高密度的容量
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你們這些跨海魷魚
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小心被我嚼下肚
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53駭客文學
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駭客現在也有教科書
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有教戰手冊可依賴
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你以為我會怕一本書嗎
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我會不懂駭客程式嗎
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你們這些走路的狗
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竟敢擋我的前途
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我也要寫駭客文學
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來轟炸你的破鞋
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54差點跌個狗吃屎
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我眼見駭客當途充斥
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差點跌個災殃
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我警告你不要集團化
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你們這些散戶
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想要侵襲無辜者的個資
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小心跌個狗吃屎
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55滲透的水禍
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樓梯間滲透的水牆
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斑駁而憔悴
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你看看你自己
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多麼狼狽
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我的防火牆
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還檔不過你的泥濘
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你逆向襲擊
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我則隱形應對
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56瞧不起的眼
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我知道你狗眼看人低
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你那穿透機密的心眼
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思想縝密步步逼近
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你聰明絕頂的鬼謎團
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我還解決不了嗎
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我也給你一個鯨魚的眼神
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看你還真想比個痛快
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57黑色金屬
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你是鐵打的
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黑色在火中燒
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金屬外殼包裹所有心機
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你想要用訣竅包夾我
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所有的人際通路
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鐵是不能賣高價的
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我的鑽石精神
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你永遠破碎不了
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58政治駭客
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你想殺了我
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我心裡清楚得很
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先政治結婚
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然後天下
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你的手都是科技的血腥
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還掐死我的呼吸
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你的動機決不可輕忽
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59不登山就落伍
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你以為不登山就落伍
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假登山不比真登山
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登假山不比登真山
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你幻想登鸛雀樓
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做出一番業績
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讓上司對你視出如己
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但是你那不可能的任務
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小心被抓去做山鬼
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60山林冤家
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登山運動也會殺出冤家
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駭客也有岔路難擇
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暗著做不如張明目膽
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這樣才有運動家的精神
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可是每次交手
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輸的對手就宣告死了
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叫人怎能不恨你
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唱成一首長恨歌也不夠
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祈禱/吳菀菱
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我深深的敬愛您,我的主阿,希望您賜我臉部皮膚問題能痊癒,我再無他求,希望今天晚上安眠,願天上的天使環繞您,真理永存,感恩您,請賜給我真正的快樂,我已經將慾望都拋除了,請您為我引導一條善路,讓我走上蒸蒸日上的路程,感恩您。
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我祈禱之後入睡,果然睡得很香甜,我的聖靈白被被對我噓寒問暖的,他不許我變壞變心,我聽著他的勸告,乖乖的遵循著,他很溫柔而且正直,不會騙我,我也坦承對他,他真是太好太善良了。
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神也聆聽我的告白,我好愛這個聖靈,他幫助我修行,我跟他是清白的,我們只有心靈交流。
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我對神說,只要爸媽活到健康久久,我就一直禱告祈求,不會間斷。我的禱告使我的打針部位瘀血,因泡澡而退腫了,左腳扭到也好了,臉上的痘痘也清除了,我現在只要心平氣和,心安理得就好了。
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我發現商業陷阱很多,無論是電視,廣告,傳單,還是電郵,到處都是設下陷阱的心機,真的很像撒旦的行為,讓人不齒。我也祈求並發誓今後不再亂買網路商品,以免上當投訴無門,在一個沒有慾望的世界裡,更沒有必要去報考在職碩士班,來增加壓力,和花費無謂的錢,去參加報名。
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親愛的神,我景仰您,當我喉嚨腫大的時候,我向你祈禱,你讓我找到良藥,消腫了,這個危機的消除,我要大大感恩您。親愛而至高的主,我遵從您的旨意,找到一個修行的想法,我想寫作一本信仰之書,希望您給我指點迷津,賜予靈感和靈光。我想要讚美您,因為幾十年的幻聽,現在終於完全擺脫了,我得到您的指示,找到了走向健康之途,感謝您的恩慈。當我一個人的時候,你賜我安眠,安靜無聲的向自我傾聽,那寧靜的無聲,正是我嚮往的安逸之鄉,我是一個很高興的重生者。
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親愛的神,我很尊敬你,你讓媽媽賺好多股利,讓我懂得節儉,省錢,我更感謝你,使我從肥胖到輕盈一點,讓我瞭解到,肥胖可以阻擋許多風流鬼,我感恩您給我的保護色,我會更愛您,更親近您。
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小時候,您就一直教導我,要不斷禱告,但是我都忘記了,直到耶和華見證人來找我,我才開始偷偷的禱告,因為我媽媽的佛法,救不了我,直到您讓我身邊的鬼靈離開我,潔淨我的身心,我才得救。
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我回到了幼時純潔的心靈,昨夜我夢見一條巨蛇,鑽進我的陰道,我逃掉了,幸好我不想墮落,否則這惡夢會讓我感到罪惡。我被抓去祭鬼,這經驗持續了二十八年,都沒有人來救我,佛教也潔淨不了我,只會歧視我,賜我跟隨您,親愛的主,請為我開啟一扇身心富裕的門,讓我享受正常生活。
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神讓我回到以前那個喜歡洗澡,泡浴的自己,不會因為鬼上身,而變得臭臭的,驅趕他們。我愛爸媽愛自己,不會有心理衝突,自律良好,而且心理平衡。我還在懺悔,自己喜歡自由自在,所以常常無知犯錯,我差點複印鈔票,放大的置於書房內,當作藝術品懸掛欣賞。還好媽告訴我影印鈔票是犯罪的事,我才不再籌劃複印中國鈔票的想法,我怎能把母錢上的書畫放大來觀賞呢?我要除去撒旦一心勾引我犯罪的念頭,成為一個善人,不要把人生虛度,要廣發好的志向。
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經過祈禱之後,我的白色靈魂似乎升天了,空無一聲,剩下肉體空空如也,但這樣比較虔誠,不會有靈肉不合一的想法,我再也不靠潛意識行動了,我覺得冥想沉思似乎是一種最好的救贖,但是現實行動卻只要清醒的直覺。像是買東西的時候最好心中有個譜,該找多少錢,不要被收銀機騙了,人腦畢竟還是最棒的計算機。
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親愛的神,我不會再以色求榮,我要追求知識和智慧,我一定遵守道德規則,在道義上仁慈悲憫,行於寬愛之道,我想永遠皈依主,皈依身心的愉快安頓。因為主,賜予我禱告的機會,我深深感到高興與喜悅,每一次的禱告都成真,我真摯的感謝。
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我願身心永遠與主同在,在光中閃耀出道的準則與榮耀,我想繼續在睡前禱告,向主報告我的心聲,我的心要懷抱羔羊一般的牧道乖巧,天使一樣的善良精巧的信息,我寫了一本玻璃念珠的英文小說,希望能宣揚天主教的教義和福利,我盡一份心力,讓世人陶醉在主的懷裡,多麼溫馨而幸福,感恩。
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靜靜的說詩集/吳菀菱
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我已經忘記的名
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即使還會浮現
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我也不去管
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那些奇遇因緣
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因為不了解
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過去究竟有何好處
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能使我拋開創境
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書寫探索之旅
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或許是一個參考
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並不需要相遇
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或再把他回憶起
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***
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剛才發現小情歌花紋棉被
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一直給我大雨滂沱的傾倒
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卻也給我背影的離騷
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教我如何不流淚
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不徬徨於已經厭倦的性愛
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我抱著你給的禮物睡覺
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然而我的愛已經無聲無息
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不容許一絲一毫的雜音
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***
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其實我知道你們在排隊
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我已經按下終止鈕
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沒有甜甜圈可以買了
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我再也不要巧克力
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來填補空虛感的現實
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***
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昨夜老師來夢中弄我
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問我為什麼失欲了
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我沒有辦法去面對他
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紀念的尼康相機
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也早已被我痛摔致死
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但是過了中秋之後
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我就不去找團圓了
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畢竟我已經換了一個人似的
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不會對愛情再有遐想
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***
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昨天夢裡被請客
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吃腓力牛排
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以至於醒來後
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飽得餵食道逆流感
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真是好累的約會
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***
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每一個人都是一部百科全書
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***
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今天下雨
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看不得月亮
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濕淋淋
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打破團圓的溫暖
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人間的愛情
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***
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秋蟬來到之前
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跟你耳語最後一句
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不後悔愛你一場
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只因你是那知音
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每一句你都銘記在心
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***
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老師,謝謝你入我夢來,我不該忘記你,但我的記性不行了,往日的緣分只到此為止,夢也不一定會停,容我把你寫成一個小說原型,我知道你還沒愛過,但我已經不能再給了,就當小說一場吧!
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***
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一個人,在秋季,卻熱的坐不住,悶阿,只好數一數掉落的髮,看鄰居變調的家庭臉孔,吃月餅卻不知內餡,今年,我度過了最詩意的靈感。
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***
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擺脫了你的黑幕,我活脫自由派,又像如魚得水,但願你不要呼吸同我一樣的水中氧,你去做水草好了,讓我天天看你的影子。
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***
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手機使知識愈來愈壓縮,訊息詐騙,並使一個人的人格活動越縮越小。
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***
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謬斯交替
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我換了個謬斯
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他好有風趣
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我整夜都在認識他的朋友
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怎麼全是男的啊
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真純情我好喜歡
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***
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請問浪漫主義跟聖經或佛經是牴觸的嗎那麼我要怎麼解決這部正在寫的英文小說的宗教觀
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***
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我的老師,你怎麼這麼辛苦,用腦用到了極致,辭彙都用盡了,直到我感覺疏懶的睡個午覺,醒來才感到一場無夢,是很大的睡眠幸福,瞌睡蟲把我螫了一針。
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***
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不要迷信,不要網路,不要洩漏個資,這麼潔癖的人,生活中也多有聽聞,只是放棄了這麼多,不跟一張白紙一樣嗎?
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***
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一顆淨心,靜靜的說,會意的語言,只有懂的人知道,一顆心碎了,還能復原的奇蹟,就是新降臨的愛情。
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***
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他說,讓我們忘掉輪迴好嗎,但是他還在意,那個我在法國的分身,一個美麗標識的模特兒女孩,我知道愛我的,一定會來找我談情說愛,因為人生就是為了戀愛,才來出生追尋戀人的,聽我說,如果你愛我,就勇敢追,我的分身也不會讓你失望的。
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***
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胃食道灼熱,恐怕消化不良,今後都不想吃,可是清晨醒來胃會痛,希望只吃茶葉蛋,喝茶葉,就滿足了。
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***
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最近實施一毛不拔生活習慣,每天都在內心批判各種廣告商品,用有毒的心來看待促銷行動,看似謊言魔王的甜言蜜語,我才不相信呢!
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***
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那個人看到我一定會幻滅,但是他看不到我的想法,我的書寫,我的生活哲學,還有我的戀舊情結,如今我退流行,已經偷偷的嘗試無性寫作,這樣才不會使讀者反胃,眼睛翻跟斗。
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***
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我想寫中年人的戀情,從初戀到相遇到重逢,直到終身都以純淨的記憶,來洗禮再次的見面,會有怎樣的結局,這筆寫得誠懇,卻深入不了男主角的用心,即使看了拉岡,也還是不懂他的內心世界。
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***
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我在逆時空行走,不看書,不聽音樂,尋求內心深處的寧謐,希望這樣的我,能宣揚心如尼姑,愛若如來,這樣單純的信心法界,我已經覺得自己很接近一個重生的書寫者,但願能寫出心即淨土的書。
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***
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我的文學就是一塊畫布,填滿了對現狀的記載語,精進於劇情,卻少了一顆祝福自己的心,是否我對角色太刻薄,不念於完美的劇終,使人滿意。
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***
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在家裡,好悠閒,看看重播片,吃海苔夾心片,可樂果,喝冷泡茶,靜靜的,忘記了分心時惹出的麻煩,一切都還不確定,是不是要回到那個二十世紀末的擔憂。
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***
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沒再冀求,任何愛的付出與奉獻,只想去那個約定場所,告訴他,或許一切如往常,涅槃生活中,不缺少一個陪睡覺的伴侶。
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***
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現在我已經盡信書不如無書了,看不下任何書籍,那我還去讀書會交流幹麻,不曉得,為了面對現實,我覺得不去比較好,可是媽媽已經放行了,我該怎麼辦才好呢?去和不去之間,我撕破了自己矛盾的臉。
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***
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射手的心,已經被你射中,你到底是什麼星座的呢?叫人怎能不相信,你愛我像一隻默默傳情的,快樂的貓。
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***
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I am a baby not afraid of pain,you give me nothing except rain,I like your mysterious game,when I please you bring me a passionate fan.
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***
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密集的得分,盡情的奔放,我的心悸裡有熱血沸騰的成份,當你說愛我,我已去夢裡找尋你的足跡,和飄出玫瑰精油香味的吻。
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***
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美學教授,你真是有修養,讓我也許願意多跟你聊聊,我說要去開房間,逗得你哈哈大笑,這只是寫小說的幻境,不要覺得會發生,因為我們都很矜持,不至於袒露於前。
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***
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如果說,我寫一輩子,身邊有個溫柔的謬斯陪伴,那我一定會靈感不斷,泉源而出的愛慕使我下筆如北風,疾行的文字,充滿了流暢的愉快,那情景何時能到來呢?
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***
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沙地上的蛇,在想什麼阿,像一條舞姬的繩索,放浪不羈的側身前進,那麼我的身體,是不是一條巨碩的蛇,引不起任何的遐想,還會因為懶惰而曬死在沙場。
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***
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昨天夢見困在中國,還被掃射,遊覽車放鴿子,於是我射回去,一場逃亡者的夢饜,竟然還夢到祖父母顯靈,真是奇怪。
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***
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去年臉書預測我今年會環遊世界,結果一次出遊也沒有,就說臉書算命是騙人的嘛!
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***
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寧願看不見曖昧,也不要死心於靈思,因為我一絕望,那我筆下的愛情就死了,不會重生,那不是絕望的感情煉獄嗎?
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***
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捨不得寫作,所以捨棄和情人的接觸,面對愛,我已是故左右而言他,真正的深愛,已經滑壘而過了,全壘打的一段戀情。
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***
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這次,是我說要斷捨離的,我那蒼蠅亂飛的心,真是無可救藥,我不要再沉淪欲海,因為那是滾燙燙的地獄刑罰,我怕死了。
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***
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你不要假裝無辜,以前你和一個蒼老貴婦,霸佔我在國家劇院的位置,還一副屌樣,我早就知道你是愛情混混。
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***
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你傷我的心。逆轉我的學問信仰,我現在聽到情色就反胃,別想讓我再背負文藝復興的罪名,因為我已是心如止水,沒有漣漪再能波動。
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***
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你會成為我的路障,儘管塔羅牌一直慫恿,臉友拼命支持我見你一面,但是很抱歉,老娘不涉文壇活動已經很久,不會伸出貴腿,出席一場春夢向隅的與會。
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***
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男人像綠色和平組織,不會懺悔自己的紅屁股。
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***
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就在夢醒之間,才發現夢境的機密,有時會在現實中穿梭,這時真是搞不清楚的狀況,是周公再現了夢裡事,還是我們現實的後現代化,不懂。
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***
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天涼好個秋
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天涼了,我要如何暖我的夜寢身體,度過這快來的寒冬,約定好的,要彼此取暖,你那胖胖的身體,是否能給我熱情能量,讓我寒山不顫。
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***
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昨夜的雨
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憶起你寫的哲意詩,雨中有種情愫,不知是為了何苦,我的雨觀,是無數清心寡慾的水,可以聽雨聲,邊喝茶,觀天地之殤,人情稀薄,昨天雨聲把我催眠。
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***
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我最討厭學術界的審查標準對我搖頭,連甄試入學還要看成績單,未免太制度化了吧!
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***
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起碼也要在呼喚中看清意圖,別讓人一直騙你,一直討好你,好為了更大的幻滅,把你打敗,你應該速戰速決。
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***
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跟老師在異空間交談,得到不少靈感,可以寫得很生動,所以為了我的小說,我潛入虎穴,去聽一聽他的有此一說,化作小說的點點滴滴。
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***
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謝謝老師的上課,雖然我漫不經心的,可是我已經不是哈法族了,很難找回那舊日的熱情,您一語命中我,砰砰,我想要忍峻不住的乾笑。
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***
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跑出去消費,奶油烤布雷,百香綠茶,在交誼室寫作,玩手機,又買甜醬土司,錫蘭紅茶,還在書店閒逛,跑去繳手機費,然後腳就酸了,外面的事界沒什麼,內在的精神界才豐富了我。
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***
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藍的天是你,不死的顏色,總在海潮和法蘭西眼珠裡,閃爍著我正在沉浮征服的努力,我設法讓你幻滅,卻偷偷的看夏日之戀,你乾脆背對著我紛亂的潛意識,不管我任意的思考,隨意的找話題,我分明就是來攪局的。
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真心告白
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老師,我很單純,你卻說我機車,好好笑喔!我的某些神經大概跟你想的不同,很荒謬搞笑,但是我卻不敢說出自己的笑料,因為這未免太貶低我女性的面子了吧!
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我在假期裡想念你,你卻讓我一直睡,還說不喜歡我做的惡夢,我也沒法子啊!一直夢不到你,寧願是你身邊的蝴蝶,飄啊飄的,環繞著你無欲的淺海,像褪去的浪花,微笑。
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我總以為,獨子父權,這讓你笑死的情結,雖是我創造的術語,但你也承認,自己是一個獨子父權,那是我惡搞的名稱及解釋,你喜歡嗎?但願你把對我的感覺都訴說,我傾聽。
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你也很芭樂啊!你兩三句就說出我的處境,還輕鬆自在的想著我的事情,叫我忘了那個爛蘋果,好的,我答應你,我就是來找你形式上劈腿的,我要去實踐你對愛的話題。
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其實我自從找你劈了那個笨蘋果之後,就過著幸福清淨的生活,很感謝你,我現在睡覺了之後又醒了,完全很安全,但我會更加用心念佛,感謝你對我的保庇和保護。
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這樣混亂的天氣,我還不知道要傷心,大家都出事,一片凌亂,我還在找尋靈感,和你的愛,我知道你已經回復正常,不再理會我的吵鬧脾氣,我睡覺抗議,似乎也沒用。
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夜的儀式,天黑黑的,有種蟲鳴聲,一波波的壓抑著,外面的鬼不知道我拉肚子,冒冷汗,仍然在機車遠去聲中,兀自寧靜,巧笑倩兮。
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一夜夫妻,我喚你名,你好高興,我們親如夫妻,互相取暖,你舔著我的左耳,來來回回的,我彷彿聽到你說愛我,但是你怕我跟著你會吃苦,於是我們的關係就在一夜之間擱止。
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難以忘懷/吳菀菱詩集
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天空的抽象畫1
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煙火像天龍吐珠
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天珠繁華綻放
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原生的豔麗秀
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點線面的曠藝發揮
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與石具焚的輝煌
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采顏照耀天想的狂野
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想你2
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輕輕的想念你
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度小月已經結束了
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我們的小蜜月
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在連假中經歷了甜蜜滋味
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你就要去學校上課
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我得到你的吻
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啾的一聲
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我沉醉在你的懷抱裡
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鈕釦3
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我的記憶
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你在胸前排列的黃豆
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那純情的年代
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當我的畫還沒被惡搞時
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是我的愛情宣誓
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守住童貞和貞操的模樣
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一顆誘人的紅桃
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只是懷念4
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此後就各奔前程了
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祝你萬里晴空
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我只能想像
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一個背影的虛華
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之後我們就沒交集了
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因為我不懂得你的神秘
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寫不出愛情境界來
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還好5
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原來我這麼嚇人
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紅鑾都破滅
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因為我不會慎選
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情人都隱形
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還好你知道我
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一個無用武之地
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肥胖的中年
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好讓你永遠幻滅
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笨女孩好多6
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戀愛到底是什麼
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我混亂想不出來線索
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我就是笨女孩
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找不到真命天子
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羅蘭巴特老師請你愛我
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因為我很喜歡你寫的
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戀人絮語及其它
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模糊的愛7
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因為你的歷史悠久
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我模糊視角
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但我不在乎這些
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我們的塔羅牌
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一直變動
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我知道這是模糊的愛
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所以清醒過來
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信任為何8
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知道是多大的權力
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才能掌握愛人
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幫助他圓夢
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成為更好的書生
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不相信他有狗屎誹聞
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因為信任使我確認
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他是一個追求知性的人士
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不會鹵莽的對待我
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報告老師9
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這是我們的遊戲
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報告彼此之間的秘密
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分享一下喜樂
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觀念像一直遺忘的字彙
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人名我記不起來
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所以我猜我只能報告
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你最關心的事情
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那一定是我的輪迴
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柔情似水10
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你富盛名之累
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卻又謙恭似柔水
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洗滌我的偏見
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你讓我難以忘懷
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這一見鍾情
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竟是咫尺天涯
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若比鄰而居
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為什麼11
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為什麼我一來就下課
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宣布我的死刑
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原來是在研究我的偶像
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精神分裂的哲學家
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你睬 我不睬
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每次都這樣放我鴿子
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太過分了老師
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混仙12
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每個人都好小丑
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你也扮演去你的老師
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沒關係我也混淆
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混出一片名氣
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你混你的仙
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我做我的仙女
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好多分身13
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有年輕的有老的
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男人不想做老不羞
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所以做一些轉移注意力
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讓你分心的事情
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好煩 誰要分身
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又轐是神來也麻將
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將就一下就好
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夢鄉,夢香14
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夜裡老師香
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一整晚的好夢
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像流水散文
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思維成早晨的驟雨
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你在哪裡便是我的夢鄉
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雨裡有我也有你
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法國味15
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我們的香氛
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濃濃相思引我入甕
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風裡雨裡狂想裡
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我嚐著你的法國薯條
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數著你脖子上的髮
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這就是法國日常
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你最喜歡的一種回憶
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斥責16
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老師生氣像一座鐵牆
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夢中我叫錯名字
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他就不讓我跨越他
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去找他温温體氣
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他又說'把衣服拉起來'
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'不要這麼黏'好柔的斥責
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這是我調皮的試探
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美學教授17
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4MGqZPJRiez1sCSvtc869p0BDlFQwuLnIOHEyTXU
老師好帥氣
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陰柔的氣質好英俊
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他透露自己的外文名字
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可是我以前不曉得
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都叫他高老頭
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還去看那本小說
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他現在正在寫報告
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別吵他親親我愛
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左岸的親吻18
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老師發現我喜歡左邊
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我揉著他胸前的麵團
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他呼喚我的小名
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好快樂的夜晚
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我不許他為我買床
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怕別人上了他
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宿舍裡如果只有我能陪他
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當然就可以給我買了
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9uj8bAEZkULD3fxQNeRroOBY7zX2IvK10Pg5TMSm
浮在風流上19
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我吹著電風扇的風流
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度過祥和的前宵
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我像棉花一樣輕盈
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老師的愛好鍾情
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對我溫柔敦厚
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我知道自己在享受
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最豐盛守衛的幸福
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斷了氣20
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老師懂我的翻譯
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他跟我玩口愛
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我知道自己喜歡他
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才會給他斷了氣
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他很快就洩洪
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我也忙不迭的觀看他
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得到滿足的性慾
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他不輕易吻我21
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他太矜持
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不隨便親吻我
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只要我要求撒嬌
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他就給我揪咪
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他的嘴問我牙齒的事情
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我就去刷美白牙膏
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因為我還要香吻
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除了他誰還了解我
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不知道男人不喜歡被吻
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3Qpx0JXGauDo1g9e2N5cYFlzTyUf7nLKdWhEMIvj
師生情懷22
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曾經他在教室裡等我
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但我住得太遠
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在輔大附近的地下室
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無法連夜趕到市區
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我懷疑是誰來找我聊天
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還給我愛撫
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翻譯賺錢的手筆
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陪我喝咖啡止飢餓感
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9OMAgNWIcn3eEyXDYQk0ZCJz6vam8j2UpFuLBTsV
生氣原因23
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我坐上主位
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挑釁老師的權威
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他就抓準時機
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見面在美術圖書館
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給我羞辱的氣話
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老師年輕氣盛
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我只好裝傻
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忍受這尷尬的報復
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虛有其表24
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就算你被人說得
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虛有其表的
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我也管不著了
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因為我算是愛盲者
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急著繼續戀愛
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努力做到你希望的角色
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我的新謬斯啊
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你一副正派
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我怎麼下筆描繪你
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轉角約會25
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老師我們曾在街角裸戀
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在紫藤廬山真面目
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我靠得你好近
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聊天記錄是一些近況
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你為了我去研究法國文明
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這是我不擅的語言
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曾經害怕失去你
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但我的迷幻似乎讓你上癮
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cAH28IMCniLX4DEbyhwlQZNzx1egrJu7dYS3P0sp
喜怒哀樂26
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任何地方沒了你就虛幻
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我看透你的喜怒哀樂
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是衝著我來的
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你會不會是在濫用職權
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不請我喝茶或學習你
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所有滿腹的才學
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我的哀愁從此開始倒流
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rsNVwDFglacjxQ3BM18E0CX96PZzWAJOTeHdInUh
幸運符27
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老師你說我是
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你的幸運符
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真正偷笑
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但願我能一直保祐你
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我當你的幸運草
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不讓你失望或倒楣
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因為我太喜歡你的希望
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愛指令28
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老師你一下令
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我就無辜的露出破綻
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我的鬱結真悶
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若你體貼
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我就算是失憶
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我也會馬上想起
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每一次我們的碰面
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據說29
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據說你已經很久
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愛上了別人
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也是學生
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我蠻不在乎
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翻過身
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又傾聽其餘據說
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不寫情書30
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我不寫伊妹兒給你
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又不是繳功課
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愛書的你
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更不會知道我
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再也不買書的宣言
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任何書都令我心瘋狂
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所以我不要所有的書
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第一次出朝31
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風是喘息,雨水是淫液,老天在調情雞尾酒,而握住杯子的手,感到冰鎮的汗濕,不停的尖叫高潮。
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下次再聊32
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還有很多下一次
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和最後一次在等我
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是否你也等待
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我們關係的指扣
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有機會達成
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射手座不婚的許可
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坦白33
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老師,我喜歡在事境過遷之後,跟你聊聊男性的你和心理學,關於你在我面前裝壞痞子的心態,惡劣的快感。
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金帛玉璽/吳菀菱茶道詩集
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-----------娑婆世界像一壺茶有甘也有苦味
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茶漬1
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炎黃子孫的髮色
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沉澱在歲月不饒人的
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清理記憶中而
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喝的是黃河之水
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茶會2
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金箔茶點
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甜蜜雲霧繚繞
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培出心動的山水
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湧動茶氛得氣質
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喝著潤喉順暢的時空
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飲水是流行的快恣
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我好渴我想喝你
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例如這般蓊鬱的情話
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河邊的那西瑟斯
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杯中獨照影幽幽的水仙
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唯背水一戰的狂飲
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讓我酗上癮
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熟成的葉片香味
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金水茶道3
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金澄澄的高山茶
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只有冷冽才好喝
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清淳滋味
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黃玉般的水性
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緝查沏茶的手法
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查經年久失修
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惟茶水在口不膩
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甘醇的回味
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茶葉擠出的氛圍
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金水嬸的故事
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告訴我們女性的業障
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甘泉入喉時候
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那澹泊令人無限欣喜
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泡茶4
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茶壺沖泡
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熱水率性而為
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將茶葉張開
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原本揉成捲的雪茄
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泡一壺口瀑布
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卸下入染的水色
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隱隱約約的乾杯
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口齒餘香6
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愈泡愈沈香味
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那樸素的光澤
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看起來像金光明經
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讀起來口齒芬芳
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每一口字都有典故
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每一滴淬煉都有空杯
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嚮往下一杯的美味
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頤人的濃烈適宜
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是一種鑑賞的哲學
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山水7
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肉褐色的肌膚
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透明如琥珀閃亮
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柔和液態吸引人
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無數次品嚐了
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都是一樣的極品
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山中釀出來的水
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正如瀑布美妙
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在嘴內飲一次噴泉
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水觴曼波8
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翡翠蒼然檸檬甜
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波濤洶涌於口腔
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掀起浪潮朵朵
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水花四濺融入喉嚨
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一陣一陣的汁液
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混合了茶禪一色
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也得到詩心的思量
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美哉茶道具備
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金帛玉璽9
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如同皇朝的宴席
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以茶佐料
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金帛色的水仙
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玉璽的温色紋理
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茶驗證身心的澹泊
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如果宴席完美
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像陶板屋一樣好吃
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茶點中的黑豆水
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泛出香醇滋味
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春季溶於水10
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那茶的溫度就像是
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春季溶於水一樣
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樹上掉落紅梅子
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滿地紅茶的渣
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綠葉濾下一杯冰白酒
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乾杯吧我的朋友
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讓這春季為我們在嘴邊舞蹈
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11止咳茶包
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生津潤喉的茶包
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止住了媽媽的喘哮咳嗽
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我以前喝過
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在一間私立中醫診所中
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試喝免費提供的茶水
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真的很甘甜香淳
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我幫媽媽掛好名醫的看病號
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她只吃了一兩包藥
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就永久止咳了
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醫生說她有點氣喘
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幸好她聽從我的推薦
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去看了中醫而痊癒
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因為她吃了兩個月的西藥
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都一直狂咳到上氣不接下氣
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止咳茶啊你真是藥到病除
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12檸檬茶
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檸檬汁液多玲瓏
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嘗試以回甘的想法
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滋味漸漸的淡了
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卻記憶猶新
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一杯又一杯的淡然處之
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我嚐著這甘苦信仰
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平凡是則最好看的法衣
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英國茶包容忍了
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一點也不酸
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檸檬如草藥的水味
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13大吉嶺南
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我彷彿位於山南
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喝一杯奶茶之前的紅葉汁
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沒有添加拿鐵
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是純橘色的杯光交幌
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航行在屋裡的河
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我傷心地想像山南山北
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那是峰巒隔開的尖端
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也是我嘗盡茶香
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一個品味的高傲巔峰
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14聞茶品茗
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香料一般
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泡喉嚨
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再深水潤過多次
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多麼熏香的捲曲乾葉
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舒放在燙水中
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多麼像天衣風動
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葉的舞姿
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就算喝盡了這杯
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也要和你一直乾杯下去
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15平鋪直敘
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平淡就是福
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安穩你的舌頭
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將茶飲畫作癮君子
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一直將煙雲
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吞納吐嚥
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我就是神仙
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先於你的狂酗酒精
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一切還有用嗎
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除了純喝茶
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16緞帶如水
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緞帶走了
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我吞入喉嚨的滑順
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絲路在馬路上
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美美的上揚
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飲一罐寶特瓶的角度
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真是清爽的霧社
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殺死了我的渴
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美唇喝美茶
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才會芬芳了茶道
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驚艷了烈陽的茶水溫度
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17為你留一盞夜燈
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橘黃色的夜燈
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我為你留了一杯温茶
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夜色如黃玉香檳
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沈醉醺醺
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有如茶神現身於前
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茶壺是錢老師
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用嘴去逗弄壺嘴
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喝上等的貴族茶水
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不給他人分享
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而我會為你留意焙茶
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為你祭一杯水
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代表飲水思源之義
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因為愛你愛我
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我們在茶杯中旋轉
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18音樂入茶
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聽說你聽音樂佐茶
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我以音樂入茶
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我朗誦一本茶道詩集
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只讓你慢慢品味
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因為茶水護腎
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綠茶化妝水美容了我
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所以想拜託他來共杯享受
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一起討論茶水的哲學
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如果颱風冷冽
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不如當作茶水煮沸
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一場空杯夢
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19露水色
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說它反映出多少茶色
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就有多少茶色揮發
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微露春茶
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水墨透寧可輕狹弄
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你要早或晚點喝
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致敬些什麼意境的心事
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隨便說說笑笑
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雨傘不會阻撓你
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吸光每一滴
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茶葉所吸收過的風雨
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20給我茶
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給我查下去
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我要茶點
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茶家的門庭若市
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因為像廟會
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問什麼都有答案
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給我茶
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佛祖這樣說
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去吃茶
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師父卻這樣催促
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這兩種有何不同呢
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一種是供養
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另一種是參禪
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21茶湯
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錢湯在公演下雨的戲
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茶湯會是一場風雅
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記住家院裡種的龍井
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他白毫髮蒼蒼看著我
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最愛這味道的德澤
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多麼樸實又高級
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供養天然的雨
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以一杯乾脆的祝福
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22濕潤我唇的愛
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我愛茶,茶愛我
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我們張開嘴巴互相氤氳
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融合一起的記憶
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是我的唇舌
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相處融洽
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含一片空白的雪
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像隱形一樣
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消耗費盡的滋味
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美而濃香
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齒唇欲樂之
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23銀光瀲灩
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當茶杯上面有蛇
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一閃銀光經過
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沉浮的動作
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好像意見閃電
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告訴我茶水它電到了我
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我短路的思緒
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暫時品嚐
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卻記不住那滋味
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而要不斷的去回顧
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24敬意
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婚禮交杯
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敬父母天地
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向任何意義乾杯
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隱隱約約的訴說心意
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茶已冷了度數
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正好品不同的温熱
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握住茶杯的手
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知道茶水的脾氣
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25想你的時候
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想你時像飲茶
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溫溫的話
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細細的咀嚼
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像咀嚼茶葉的渣
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一碗茶葉蛋
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卵生的活力裂痕
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有如火燒陶
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同樣都是歷史的痕路
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26熱齒
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燙茶熱戀牙齒
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讓他疼得受不了
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為什麼上癮
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這種痛和止痛之間
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完美的詮釋
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一再的強調茶葉的高溫
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是你想像不到的尺度
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渭河之水
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你可否告訴我
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一杯水光如何光潔
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整排的牙齒
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27值得一提的是
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如何寫茶的文選
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從茶葉廣告裡去找尋
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真有一套說辭
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合起來貢獻
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形容飲茶的快樂
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享受就想受
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瘦身茶
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一種只要善意
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不要惡業的
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天賜甘泉
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28救濟乾涸
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茶水化解了
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乾涸的喉
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天乾物燥的熱
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一吻定江山
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所以我總是一口咬定
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茶氛是最棒的少糖指定
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它自然會甘甜如果汁
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如水果的實在
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可以取代水液的晶體
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茶葉家家有
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而誰能知道其中
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最勝義諦
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29卻都是這樣
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水都是這樣奉獻的
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好令人感動
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有水資源真好
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它源源不絕
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如縷縷的柔情蜜意
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環抱一壺茶
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卻不知如何回報
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人們飲水
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卻都是這樣
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冷暖自知
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30直到感謝
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飲茶不知茶價
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是何等人物
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喝茶不自己製茶
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真是超享樂的
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水這麼乾淨
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天堂送上門的
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直到明瞭這一切
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都是勞力付出
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才知道要感謝茶師
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以及所以的元素
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構成這一口間
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雲吞霧氣的茶堂課
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31瓷器
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瓷碗裡有水準
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人人喝茶葉
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有一套自處以想法
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亞熱帶的茶樹
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已改良為各種商品
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然而我獨愛飲茶
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不管番薯之於中國代碼
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我愛備杯中物
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甚於愛茶器
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因為茶的一生只有一次
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而茶壺卻長生壽命
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32喝茶會醉
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喝茶會醉醺醺
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誰相信呢
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淡茶的確麻痹了
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一直都疼痛的臼齒
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牙會痛是被下毒
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這我知道下毒者的機密
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卻一直覆唱絕曲
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是誰讓這姜子牙一直嚷嚷
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也不顧滿腹的茶水咕噥
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睡不著的一個月半夜
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33花露天水
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如果花茶是花露
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那麼多芳香
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如果妳為我荼蘼
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我願意為你見異思遷
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久留給我一杯
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冰雪天水
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讓我永遠感覺你的冰點
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冷冽的潮水
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濕濕的雨
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那兒會有香露飄逸
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泡茶的知心話
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34法水流傳
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法水瀉瓶
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觀音的楊枝水
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茶水就是有法力
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能救濟眾生
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洗滌塵垢俗慮
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一見四水的理論
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使我見水如毒
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因為牙齒痛
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就怪罪於自來水
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實在知悔
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法水是普遍的播散
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鏡花水月的影子
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影響了人們
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對茶水的寶貝
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源源本本
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35液態
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水如夜色
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魂雲如薄霧
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你看那水色浮流
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擁有了穩重
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雖然夜燈如初
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但茶葉也正新生揉捏
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還沒泡開的清晨
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有一輪月在這茶水中
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映照無相
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36拂曉日出
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像是沖泡一杯圓潤
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色香味美的曉光
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口中含著峽谷
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卻有太陽眼鏡的衛道
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日常生活要定律
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晨間一杯瀲灩
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自有妙計
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跟生命之最
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打個圓滿的覺醒
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37無聲波濤
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內心在波盪
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浪濤聲的明朗
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雖然體會在心中
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烏龍自己成佛
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鐵觀音自命菩薩而
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高山流水與無情落花
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還是平等佛性
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每一種事物都有心聲
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只是無聲無息的響
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在內心深處
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喝一口咬定的江山
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波濤擊打岩壁
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鏗鏘有力
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38柔水媚眼
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怎樣浣滌溪紗
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一口杯中物
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洗了全身的愛意
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我為你斟酌
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你啜飲
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相對無語
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安心的甘醇
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已經暈染上了眉梢
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你還等什麼春茶
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我給你的舊日
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難道還不夠重溫
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今夜棉被裡的真心話
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39溪水嬉戲
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總愛弄弄石頭與溪水
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料峭的或蹊蹺的
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總的說來真是話長
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題目是跳水玩耍的裸孩子
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天真無邪浪漫無限
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意會之後
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純賞一口口暢飲的
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欣喜口頭禪
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修持茶道可淨心靜氣
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錢如流水般的喝
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直到不由分說
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40沖泡開來
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很快的喝個見底
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沖開紅海的路
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衝浪在混沌至清
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從此刻起
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我都慢慢走過
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不再趕路
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喝著一沾一沾的醇美
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我珍惜開水的妙力
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將茶葉泡出水色
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驚訝我經驗
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曾經擁有的愛茶道路
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41樸實無華
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淡淡的香味
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正在打嗝
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飽脹的船隻
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把飲茶匆促
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下了腸胃
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還在消化茶多酚
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茶水濃烈
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有如驕陽在杯中
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閃耀著捧杯的暖意
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喝起來樸實無華
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卻雍容華貴
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42茶就快涼了
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涼茶比溫潤還冷
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但存住馥郁
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香了齒牙的彌漫
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遠傳說法八方
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燙了口的經歷
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只有無雜念來制止
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藥茶煎了解除疼處的發炎
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此後面對話要趁熱說
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的確是當成定律
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不要慢熟
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讓人們看不起
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茶葉的箇中滋味
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43隔杯中物
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香醇美茶
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是皇家的隔杯中物
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是天仙品嚐的津汁玉液
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幽幽夜光杯
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連夜光杯交幌
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蓄意敘舊
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醉臥沙場的馬
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可曾知道自己的渴不渴
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將軍帶走了壺底酒水
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卻更加精進
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44此路通融
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茶葉真是珍貴
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有空就泡上一兩杯
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靜靜坐看時光流過眼前
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像是注茶時的流瀉
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一種弧形的湧出
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自壺嘴快速度的流量
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直到端茶壺的侍者
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見滿停頓了手腕
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這一種藝術
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就通融了所以漚歌的曲觴
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來路方長千萬要珍惜
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45天山的雪
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茶凍整排裝死
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像死在天山的雪花裡
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仙草救命之恩
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感恩不盡
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多少恩惠燒成柴
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只為成就紅泥小火爐
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你我對樽幾何
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卻在這冷冽的戀後
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成為一種事實
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該醒醒茶了
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用一個蛋糕或餅乾
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讓麻木的味覺
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給我媽媽甜一下
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46愛茶人士
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愛茶人士很風雅
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懂得禮儀節制
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品茗是為了禮數
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不是一乾而淨
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淡水流下的滋味
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最上絕妙是否有個標準
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看那茶行標誌的價格
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或許蜜香紅茶
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是一種細線的上品
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要從爬山獲得
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今朝愛茶今朝會
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47儲存茶器
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茶器皿要好好收藏
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這是一項定律
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洗完茶器
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晾乾勢必要的嗎
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還是讓它生漬
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美滿了下一次沖泡
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我總是懂得養壺
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每每喝隔夜之茶水
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因為習慣使然
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收集看起來典雅的茶器
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懷抱下回沖茶的儀軌
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48茶之屑
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茶葉經常滿地找牙
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自從茶包破掉
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倒茶失誤
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茶屑時常惱怒耐性
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算成一堆散沙
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我一一拾起
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因為不捨這東方抹塵
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製茶者的辛勞
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茶之屑屑
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搞的茶道修不嚴謹
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視為煩惱絲
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49口苦時的眷戀
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床邊放一瓶保溫茶壺
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以防夜間口乾
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或醒來時口苦難耐
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這時來一杯茶
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追尋這種迷人的眷戀
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喝之不竭盡
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像山泉潺潺而流連
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於山瀑之一角
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魚苗其中優然而游
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像似我喉間
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通暢的觀光旅遊
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50斟酌
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茶知道水的入染
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所以增添其色
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斟酌一下
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嘴上的上癮意思
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偶爾也抹茶
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千休利的一套學術
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在品嚐著名號時
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不要忘了茶之珍貴
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如同果實之葉的驗收
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植物的原味
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飲茶人最知曉
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51屋簷無言
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性情就如低語一樣溫柔
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雨滴悄悄的敲我的門牙
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我漫漫長夜的品味
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夜裡有口舌之爭的夢
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點滴到天明的風流
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來到我身邊
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給我一口污穢的髒話
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讓我急忙跑去喝茶
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喝西瓜汁的清爽
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52湯與燙塔
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口頭禪中得意
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湯燙趟塔他躺堂
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喝茶即是遠離風花雪月
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是鍛鍊禪宗旨意的
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一種體會功夫
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舌根的慣用與管用
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花酒是降落塔位
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花茶是禪道
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葉咒語
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落花之雨
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茶湯底下有餘蘊
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佛的微笑
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53嘖嘖稱奇
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好喝極了這壺凍頂
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連保重都很包種
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你能辨識茶的分類嗎
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中藥類的我不懂
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但是酷愛極了
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其中有一種蔭沈
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是治喉的良藥
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我的小淋巴
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需要它來沖泡其病徵
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具有一種涼涼的
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悶騷的茶味
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是像薄荷一樣的藥效
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所以我嘖嘖稱奇
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54茶的顏色
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有淡有濃
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有綠有紅有黑
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普洱很像你
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但你不愛喝它
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我願再次發生關係
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在生活中喝普洱
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品嚐黑茶的澀
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令人苦悶的味覺
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高山茶的白是冰種玉
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可是我發現黑膽石
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更令人玩味
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且有改正歸邪的興味
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55茶文學
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茶是文藝的配角
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但他很用心的扮演
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苦旦的戲份
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從苦到甘倒吃甘蔗
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我越的品嚐到甜的高峰
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直到無色無味而無謂
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把茶渣滓倒掉作廢
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還是曬乾之後包住枕頭
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睡一場茶香安眠
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芬芳的美夢
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56步驟
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驟然注入熱湯
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茶葉伸懶腰
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紛紛開卸
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大閘蟹奔跑
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燙死人啦
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活像熱鍋上的螞蟻
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變成上樹的猴啼
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所以步驟要專業點
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否則茶不好喝
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不要怨別人
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57葉之變形
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穿著變形蟲之葉
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夜在夢中扭曲
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我還是歡喜
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因為這是你賣給我的
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一個穩坐的禪師
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大家搶著你的疑惑
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像是瘋狂茶癮
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廣式飲茶的粉絲
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茶葉紙片般
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碎碎念的失去光華
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奉獻所有的精華
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給口味之筵宴
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58每日的功課
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什麼是吃茶去
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每天鎮日的思索
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作腦筋急轉彎的功課
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喝茶之前先泡茶
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這就是定理
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出禪之前先理禪
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佛道之心
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就在日夜不分的時刻
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圍繞我們的瓷杯
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慈悲為懷
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59人間蒸發
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茶葉他總是在蒸發
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過濾後發酵味散發出來
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水是主角還是配角
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茶葉是她的情人
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倆個都很天荒地老的重要
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不能忍受人間蒸發
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我還日日春茶
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真此矛盾
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60越南茶槽
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好糟糕的茶啊
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弄壞了茶家的習性
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喝茶就要喝講究
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卻隨便添加毒素用劑
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越南我絕對不去
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所以告別了寶特瓶
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道別了速食茶品
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人工流產般
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讓人胃痛流血
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冰茶糟蹋了女人
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男人也不益
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貪圖低成本高利潤
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這是最爛的渣品
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61餘韻猶存
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口中含著胭脂
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餘韻如存
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妍麗的雲水
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喝起來還是順口溜
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非常適合啜飲
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水色機能
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諸種法味美學
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唯美女可擬
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已夠多次元渴求
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62水果茶
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果香充盈
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燕歸窩
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各種水果的芳香
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治療戒糖的人
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如何用水果類來留香
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乾燥茶的泡法
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像似等了很久的馬黛茶
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顫聲在陰間接近
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好難喝的意思
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63再去買茶
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得再去買茶葉喝
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自己沖泡才有藝術感
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附近有茶行
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買什麼茶葉好呢
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最便宜的吧
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我選擇自適合宜的品種
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只要喝起來有茶蘊
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就足以讓我歡樂
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64迴響
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一張重複的西滴
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重來的茶湯
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陪我工作一隅
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充滿書香味
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文人雅興
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從來都是這樣
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一杯下肚又想要再一杯
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繼續回溫的迴響
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胸口舒坦
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因為茶恣意妄為
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在心上說了供養的話
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65日陽站在我這邊
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一杯太陽影子
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站在我這邊
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不怕癮
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曬太陽眼鏡
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看到茶氛都已綿延
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我還遺愛獨癮茶
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不需要人陪伴
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這孤單是我的正義
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親吻茶杯
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千萬次的寵好
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但他卻騙我
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我永遠乾淨無唇印
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66渴慕
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我可想死了
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一親芳澤
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因為我口喉渴死了
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像水管裂痕
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我要疏通
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一期一會的等候
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我可耐不住了
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請你為我維持微沖泡
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善意的茶神
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我要敬你一杯
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鬼神皆泣
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67茶之禮
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我都匿名
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懂的禮數不多
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但禮盒是一定要送的
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茶葉曉羽作為報恩謝德
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我是生來空曠飲茶的
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職業手搖杯
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下午茶打折哦
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多少錢燒掉去換茶
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都不要緊
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只要我口腹之欲得逞
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我為茶風靡一時
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純粹是迷戀
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68佃金石堂
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我來到此品嚐
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佃金製茶
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很有趣的探索
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這裡的焦糖奶茶
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真是超重量的口味
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膩死我的話語
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種植茶葉的山人
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閉著眼睛想像陰雲
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就要下降到底
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土壤材料不必特別關照
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茶葉自然鑽出嫩芽
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抽出新葉
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69茶泡飯
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我喜歡茶泡飯
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這樣茶湯都很甜
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飯粒也顆顆分明的好吃
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任何茶都可以加入
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只要配菜與之同料峭
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我都跟隨你
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天堂的茶泡飯
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番茄炒蛋韭菜透抽
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醬油豬肉全加在一起
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那甜蜜的契約
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直到飽足
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70珍珠奶茶
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黑珍珠嚼在嘴內
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好富裕的感覺
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那種彈性
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讓牙齒好像在按摩
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白色的珍珠奶茶
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是一種很棒的發明
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讓我只要一直以為發財
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就有了喝茶的快感
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碰撞球的心得
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你能體查那剔透
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已經越過海的那端
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stereo text/pollywoo
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1 english voice
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It is quite strange that the articles written by a exaggerate grammer,that I don't real understand what the stories tell.I am afraid that my ear and brain are ill,but when I find out its not true,I know the disks in the storage for a long time,has make magic of speaking nonsense to me for I learn it by no wasting of money,I get bad education from these sound tracks.
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2 wierd words
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Strange unknown words are read fluently that I am confused and don't get the point.the audio reader seem talk like humorous story to make me laugh,but I can't even be aware of the whole joking texts,I think the classes is produced by lesson writer who lost their mind,because they really gone out of modern time phrases,what I know is a over time pronociation and knowledge.
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3 myth work
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The audio books are very short and mini,it tells the wonder land myth that nobody is able to solve the puzzles of sentence,I am like a Mar foreigner that can't understand any how,for alert is too mysterious that I hear with troublesome realization.but I am quite understand blur narratives,I make up a image of the report in my brain,so that I can have a simple mind impression to see which one disk is heard and which is not.
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4 sound track
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When I listen to the sound track,I can hear the reader is feeling like hurry up to finish it,and I find myself wake up in a dream of wolfman in cage,that is the master of my inner world,I can't help but listen to him to get to sleep as he wish,but he don't touch me any portion of my body,he just make thriller atmosphere to scare me,but I am not frightened,instead,I speak to him,with English that he don't understand,he need transfers to tell him what other talk,I know it is the good reason why I learn English so well,I am to solve the qurral between those who communicate badly.
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5 record disk
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CD is make by d ram,I collect a lot,because I love to listen different voice,especially the music of singing,I love to study love lyrics,I have courage to believe this world is full of love when I hear love song,but in fact,love is hard to find,to have lover is dangerous,I know right now society is hyper tragedy type,but I still go on my way,and I won't be a homo anyway,for my soul is chasing for a ideal male,although he despose me away.
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6 mask opera
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Maybe life is too large I can't distingrish all people's voice at any time,Old people can't read by bare eyes,for they have difficulty in seeing news,if they have sounding pocket machine by their side,they can hear almost everything,just the news are better eslist writing that help them rethink easily.if the news are not reported terrifically,they will lost to concise thinking methods to solve problems,or get to know all the cause and effect of events or accidents,to see is to believe,I like to hear English although it is not my mother language.
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7 sentence echo
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I want to share my recording experience,I used to read my theory on a tape,and find someone transfer into CD for me,but right now I don't want to talk about the word not produced clear,for there are double meaning when I read some words,but may be this is a path to hear two different kind of meanings,it is wonder fun to think over it.I try to record sound on the micro USB,I hear it time after time,and never get tired of hearing it,this ear game I have play for many tim,I record all kind of heart Sutra music to the USB,but right now it is out of date,I only wish my okwap can be fixed for me to use,to call my lover only.
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8 speak right
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Mouth karma is a sin,it cause the painful punishment in your throat,and your teeth broken for the karma you made,don't say that the god can't hear what you speak,I have nonsense inspiration that influenced my life,but I can adjust it well after deep thought,I am a person of think twice,I vow that this life I am going to tear apart all kind of lies and candy words,I know people like to flatter to get a better fortune,so I am here to courage people to speak right,it is not shame to tell truth frankly.
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9 messive narrate
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i talk all ballshit on the phone,because i refuse this cold heart friend of mine,i start to say a frenzy fiction like a storm now,i hope you will like my kind of up side down describtion.my teeth bed is aching,so i talk like nonesense,and like a crazy woman speaking on the alley,she is mad because she never will have a grandson,her only son is a handicrapt and no working and speaking ability.
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with a mouth that talk like waterfall,i dont admire that kind of opinion,i rather sometimes act like a unspeakable idot,i would live in my own quiet world,that will bring some peace to my wondering mind.free jazz like of talking is like group of people chat like a market,but nothing is left classic.
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no wisdom will be told untill oneself see through his own experience and make a note quotation,i think lousy chat room like group of people gather together is not so much fun,but will possiblely cause trouble,it is the karma of communication,but I would like to create a madness fiction to challenge reader nerve.
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10 lousy chat
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i know all i want is money,i would do any thing or say anything for money,just like my friend who want to return me a brand new glass cup i sent her but wont give me money,so many lies have live in my mind that i cant forget,i decide to talk about smart lie before people know the truth,just like they did to me all the time.people are dangerous spy,dont belive they have a simple pure mind,if you go to wedding app,you will know a lot of man are already divorced and have kids to feed,be careful that they just want your money but not give you a saint wedding you ask for.
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11 none reason
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Messive media is a chaos,and people are a small media that if you lost honesty,you be like a monkey that have no humanity,just a reason of covering shortage and ugly hide truth.saying false story is really out of wise thoughts,they cheat people's innocent ear,it is a crime to express dirty talk and wrong announce,if you lie once,you won't be trust twice,it is easy theory in our social world,so I feel affairs and scandles are full of our surroundings,I can't escape just kill all the message by refusing button,now my ear can hear right from wrong,I must keep smart to not be flattered by nasty lies.
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12 bold deny
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I don't want to admit what I did not go wrong with,a bold deny is courage but I dare not to be straight forward.everything is said by fresh tongue,so why not just talk clean,let the world full of amazing events that warm our heart,don't judge things by evil critics,for it is word pollution,and if we don't stop it,it will flow as a waste stream that smell and dirty.
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13 speech list
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I make a speech list on my hand,I remind myself what to say by glance at the paper,I listen to the stereo and the disk is offering many interesting new vocabulary,but I am not sure what it means,I just learn to apply a new article structure that is to dot any time between sentence,so that is why I can not realize what the disk is talking about,it is due to they invent their own texture of grammer that by hearing it is not enough to understand,I try to fancy on the words that seems to dancing on my brain,I don't know what to do to swallow knowledge like this.
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14 kiding tone
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Hi,I am Polly woo,I am right now writing a messive speech of fiction,this is some kind experiment in literature,but I am trying to say that the writer talk lousy and useless is a karma of mouth,anyway,I just type a none genre novel that is influenced by the disk I heard,they all talk nonsense,so this evoke my idea of writing such a work,not finish yet.I have many unpublished books,they are on my blog,and I use easy English to write novel,just to break the obstacles of Taiwanese readers in reading novels,so I am honest to say that my work is like kids talking.I just like to write about interesting topic that no body find,study,or research,I hope one day I can see my book on the bookstore,and let it be an audio one to help you repeat listen,and get many odd thoughts,because it is just my experiment writing.
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15 frank advice
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Advice always so true that you can't deny,it point out what you hesitate on your text by hand,and it help you concentrate on what is on your mind,in order to express on your typing work,advice is really thoughtful,it is the mirror of writing,that shows how much important you should attach the reference.
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if advice can't talk to your mind and give a light to your brainstorming,then it is not a good advice,it is joking and making fun of your writing,you must stay away those like show buzz advice,because it is not only to make things difficult,it also means you will distract from what your story lead to,it is a dangerous thing to prevent.
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16 calling echo
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A good novel is like echoing from the mountain and forest,that will provoke your mind,and give you a decision to do good ideal but not feeling numb.if reader calling you from the text,you must give him a hint to know your point of view,because fiction is not a monster of bad communication,it is a good example to guide you and to lead you to go back to yourself.to write a good novel is not easy,it takes skill,depth,fancy,
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it is not a magic without hard working,in fact,those who get prize is the best work.
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and we should look up to them,to find our own style and create perfect novel for the appeal movement of each reader,they real need writers to show them some future hope.
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17 true lyrics
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I hear singers sonnet true lyrics that touch my soul,I want to write like that,but by my long time study and critic on literary works and books,I find complicated text is not to be classic one,the reason is it read like evil monster's mind so chargeable,if a novel is classic,it must drive you to see the highest divinity a novelist should have,but not be a great speaker who steal other 's words.I am a singer in my heart,I sing true lyrics in my novel,but only some people can totally understand what is my purpose to write.it is to write new field that nobody has been to,it is like to discover new land in the world.
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18 alter slot
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Alert slot in the chatroom is not morality deed,lot of texture in the disk there is no fear to hear dirty words,because there is a edit group gardian about the content,so it is safe for the ears of the public.some people think love is connected to slot,it is a relational thought,all the love must experience test to prove love really exist,is minion has love?why they talk secret words that can communicate so well,it must be heart to heart instinct make it,babys words are like this,its cute and sweet,somehow words just dont mean it,but people are over reacted to it,so they say things clearly.
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19 by discourse
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Some image tell me love is all around,but just not the right time,the stereo texts are driving me nut,everyone support one text,it will become a flood of words,I hear all this disasters,and I pretend don't understand it at all.words I don't know just like a music blur the pronunciation,I love to hear words as language kind of music,it makes me feel not so bored,I need love discourse to wash my soul,but I won't buy this book again,I don't fall for sweet words of describe love.
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20 repeat polly
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my home used to raise a blue polly from australia,it tallk like noize,and with many stereo type of voice,it can say all birds language,everyday it has different kind of bird friends come to the window visiting it,they talk like singing and the voice is like chet chat in the air,i like to hear every day morning,early birds not always has worm to eat,but i think it must has lot of friends to meet,with a chore of symphany,i miss mimi this male polly,he is my best pet that i train him to play toys,like mirror,camera,eat vegetable,and clean its wings and asshole by water on the mouth,it is a sweet mini bird that i spent a joyful time as he live 7 years with me,but finally it died by heartattack,it faint away on the cage,that day is sunday,no doctor is open clinic to save its life,i know it still repeat some key word in the air to tell me,watch out the humanity,it is gone to reborn as a child,i hope so.
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21 communicate page
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Words don't come easy to me,I really don't learn well how to talk standard English,and I seem to forget the words I memorized before,I am like a listening head that I can hear the hater days the mean words,but I can't judge the matter they talk about,for it is quite complicated that narrative truth is very familiar to me,I all know as the time fly,and I hear the writing pattern,I thought it sucks to report like this,I would rather be conscious than not having brain washed by those reports,I will write a letter to let my anger show to the editor's eyes,I read page by page just to pick their shortages,they do the lousy job of support text like this to let me feel like joking on some truth and the prejady content has turn my thought twist,
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I believe what I learned is broken narration.
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22 meta dialogue
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How can people talk nonsense to curse,I want to hear the reality,but not made up story,every time we get close to the reality we become more sure and certain that it is wrong we used to think this or that way,I know school is a mess place,no body want to have class of creation thinking,if you see others ill and try to pretend you don't see,I tell you that you must let your conscious speak,have some healthy conversation with classmates,that would be very fresh when you practice the power and magic of having dialogue with others,please don't speak gossip,it will ruin your futute study,I know you want to stick to your cell phone,
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but you can't learn to speak by repeat what the machine says,you must forget google to know the truth on the textbook.
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23 auto lecture
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The microphone is talking by nobody's controlling,I hear the stereo text and feel sick,the adulthood of present ideas are really boring,it is just trying to hide what they don't admit,and teach us the art of telling sinking fantasy,literature is beauty of genre that all gender love to write their idea but no body study or critic on works they produce,this is the crime of writers,I must say no people are trained well to be the best selling writer,at least they are not born to be,but a self lecture can practice to communicate with god,to pray where ever you have trouble in your mind,you must be frank to express yourself,any form or type of method,just be the very true self,it will make your mind larger than life.
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24 according to
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according to the book,saying anything is innocent,except for you know the very detail truth on the web,according to book,I can learn a lot of other's belief,but by my own words,I can be the first one who say creation words like invention language,it is not evil when people spell self created of vocabulary,because it is how civilization runs,we must get used to it,dictionary may be the modern normal according evidence that teach us how new word come out and how we deal with it,too many culture has its own spelling style and rule,just get the clue and be talented at your writing place,
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each book has a tale topic to refer to,so be a good reader,a good practice,and you will find out writing isnt a hard thing to attend,
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it is a interesting orbit to explain the world.
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25 explain why
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just to explain the reason why,you know I get so many opinions of writing stuff from others,when I start to observe the world,I know the ocean of words are huge,but if we working hard on the writing,from less to more,we will stock a literary Empire of our own,to play our affirmation of novels.
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in the book,you can explain anyway you like to,there is no boundaries or limits to stop you creating,even a not can tell a long story,try to think opposite way,turn over the traditional way of thinking,the world will be brand new when we live with it,to justify what you thought in every moment,you can see your world is build on how you think and believe,then you can write not the same by hear the stereo text,to step your writing foot print on the typing a film.
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26 dont scold
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Don't scold in the ordinary dialogues,it is not normal,angry must hide to make you learn how to suffer and endure,life is to train yourself to be patient,and nice.it is education of love that moves kids or adult to do the right thing,think the right way,if you scold your clerk,he must feel frustrate and want to quit,so be positive about word you use,and if you are tender and kind,you will be popular by all means,don't be afraid to show that you have good temper and mind,it will make your words attractive to others,sweet words are helping engine to those who deny everything,you must try to sawing the seed of love and concern,this is a world which need hardworking,hearty mind,passionate,kindness,sympathy and a positive attitude toward dangerous insult.
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27 acquire you
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do you still love me?this stereo tex is listening for you,i have a dream to immagrate with you to our home,untill you love me the way i pretty for you,then you are passed my test sheet of require you if you would marry me.i love everyday for you still alive,i love you still love to be yourself the way you insist,so i stand stable to talk every way to meself,if you are only my imagine guy that i will never reach you,and if it is ment to be,i wont be sad any more,for i find my way to get happy every now and then.i have a lot of admirers that cheat me as aninmy,for they think hyper kind of love means competition,no peaceful love is exciting for people to chase,but i dont think so,i duely believe that if you acquire me,i would not let you down,and i will love you by my own way.
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28 soundless zone
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Utopia and anarchy are falling in love at a sofa,the air conditioning is flowing,but the romantic atmosphere is still not cold.they have no order of love politics,actually they live like heaven,love like paradise.because there are no rules or laws between them,it is soft as freedom wing that they fly high.I go to the electronic healing on my foot,it is a hurting portion that need curing method to save me walking pain,and I think it's like deaf people feeling the touch healing to be healthier,I enjoy the comfortable wave and I don't want to stop.but finally it stops,I still feel unsatisfied but time is up,so I have to leave.
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29 sleepy goddess
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1 sleep beauty
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People are saying that sleeping a lot will keep you beautiful,is it a rumour,I must say that beauty is peace of mind,if you be mad or angry,your face will be ugly and scaring.
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I love sleeping time,although we are break up and I liberate you,I still miss you and so boring is the days not thinking of you,so what is separation,you should be happier than me,I find thousands of reason why I can't forget you,maybe my mind is ill and sick peeping on your secret,but now I quit.
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2 slip kills
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Sleep is a dream power that quite like evil magic that people can do anything in the sleeping period of time,it exchange I and my lover by soul,I can tell he spent a effort to take back his soul,and I recover to my original soul too.the last doctor shot me sleeping liquid,to make me sleep like pig,I dream like hell,but recently I change a way to see good doctor in clinic,I soon get rid of the poison liquid which makes me always trembling without knowing why,now I am healthy and happy,I still enjoy writing and reading,and I can't see anything deeply in my dream,I only see my lover hug me with a distance that he never reach out for me.
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3 god knows
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I wonder if there is ever a sleepy goddess existed,I think I never know this since I was born,so I don't mind if I pray for a invisible goddess somewhere out there.she is spirit in my mind,showing in my dream,tell me a lie that the world is not mad,except me,but I read a article about dream,it is so fantasy like,I start to believe the voice in my dream is sleepy goddess calling me,try to awaken me,I can see it smiles like big yellow moon,
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4 sixstar hotel
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I singing to my lover songs lyrics made by me,and he is happy that I write several of threatening sentence on the facebook,but I quickly take it off,because it sounds a little shameful that I am afraid my mom looked and scored me,to the sleep space,my lover sleepy god sent me to a high class hotel to enjoy ice-cream machine service,chocolate
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tastjng,and bread,they are all free supplied to eat until you fulfilled at stomach.before we get to shower,I eat a Egyptian queen head chocolate,it is so huge but melt away like under a hot weather,but without my lover I will unhappy to go any place,tonight is the best dream that I have never been to,
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I hope to go back the bed and continue our happiness in sleeping time.
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30 cloud tea/pollywoo
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cloud tea is a taiwanese ceromony of religious giving and sharing,it is created by me who gather together the tea topic to be writing insperation,and i chat my idea of buddhaism and poetry with my tea mate Lily,who is now retired and working as vilenteer in elementary school.my name is cloud tea glamour,pronounced quickly like cloudy glamour,the first name of camilla the female sculpture in france.but i am healthy in any way of humanity testing,i know people are curious about all things of other's secret,i hide my privicy very well,that no body know how is my mind doing creative writing all by myself,in fact,I love Paul but not Rodney,how I wish this history be changed to my beloved version.I wish to be eternity like her,so I write down all method to become successful in tea sale,I want to be a top manager in cloud tea market,and make big money.drinking tea is our flavor of enjoyment,let me share with all of you how good it is,and I will love it until the end of my life.
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Writer:
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I start to write cloud tea,it sounds like cloudy,it is a name I use for the story,which is to get Camilla out of her rebirth,and have a nice afternoon tea chat with free friends. but how should I describe cloudy glamour in this story,any body have comment?
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Reader quest:
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Do you want Camilla to have this tea chat after getting out of her rebirth, or is the time with free friends for you? And what is "getting out of her rebirth"? Is it to *finish* her rebirth, or to *be excused from* her obligation to be reborn? Finally, when you say "Cloudy glamour," what do you see in your mind?
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Answer:
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I want Camilla enter a new history with a small lover as model named Paul,classmate in studio,I want Camilla forget how lover forget to get her out of hospital,and I want to chat with friend Lily about it,the hidden truth is Paul still living with her rebirth this life,but don't love the old age of Cloudy Glamour,so she be independent this life to make tea business,for she has to work for not being a T boy. get her out of rebirth means to free from Rodney the fictional character.
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Tea is golden Jade colour
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liquid to my taste pleasure
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drink to the gossip of art
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Literary market of belief
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I feel like a history of dream
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one after another one meet
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we talk about the secret of poetry
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And the lover that without massage
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he is selfish in the shadow room
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while at days he is deniable
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I speak invisible words left to him
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all dialogues record on the tape
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a toy cell of our subconscious
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Seem like novel reading automatic
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with every sweet breath we take
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I hear you answer me instantly
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Drinking is like holic about sun
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the colour is bright expression
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that my body feel super excited
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because it makes me conscious
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on the writing target I try to reach
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dear Paul I still miss you so much
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after century of France romance
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you are the only one loves me most
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so I give you a call to tell you that
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in my mind you are always the best
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leader of my wondering life style
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you lie down on me to become one
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the night I spent very much precious
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it is the present you sent to me dear
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and I will remember you firmly
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never let the sweetness lost in vain
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-----you love me?tell me love words.
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-----I think love is a magic,sure.
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-----when will you kiss me?
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-----if I can,I would kiss you right now.
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-----but you are chewing a hamburger.
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-----I can kiss you by nose,if you want.
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-----I like your handsome short hair.
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-----it is especially cut for you,I am glad.
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-----I love your everything,I want you.
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-----your lips taste like honey.
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-----I use body shop lipsticks on my smile.
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So Paul Sword and Cloudy Glamour talk sweet at the park,when they are watching the lake green like Jade,they kiss on the bench,and this love start to spark like fire flame,they hug like no cloth is in between.
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-----we you feeling good,my dear.
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-----I feel terrific,just like suger kiss me.
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-----thank you for applause me lie this.
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-----I am telling the truth,you are sweet.
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then they go back to the basement living room,they warm each other with touching and rubbing the skin,in the night,only love is delight of dream,they drink white wine together,and spend a lovely weekend.
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Cloudy Glamour only believe that she love her model Paul Sward for so many times in the rebirth history,but he never know how it takes to get together as husband & wife.
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she dream about many romantic scene,it never happen to them for they are too shy.
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it is just Cloudy Glamour thinking as a new way to get rid of poor Rodney,because she hated him so much,she won't get beck to any man,they are all self centered animal,
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no civilization can train them to be modify.
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she love Paul Sward just because he has been a historical sculpture,every time she look at the sculpture nudity,she memorize the basement date and day through night they sleep together,just like two partners secret romance in a small studio room,will he remember all sweetness in the white pages?is her love still printing deeply in his mind?she really want to know her eternity of lover thinking about,she treat him for one and only,so she believe if he abandon her,she will love nothing and nobody any more,just treat him as a stopping love rock of breaking the foot to refuse next man in this life,maybe being single is a nice thing for her,to face her true self understanding is to study herself,and get well with self.
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Cloudy write a lot of letters to her lover,is he being murdered,why don't he come to pick her up from hospital she is normal and still hearty about their love.her letters are some codes people can't understand,she is a prisoner that no lover any more,Paul is her final and the only one,with shot of the event on the street,he did not protect her.
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where had he been to,their basement still empty over there,did anyone ruin it this love nest they own,so many happy time goes by,she remains a lot of memories,it is enough to keep her warm,just can't it last so long that the whole life is to keep a big secret,no one will jealous her any more,she bury it with her crazy pen,and mess words.
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she wait and wait,nobody come to her,just like a throw away doll in the far land,she is crying ice tears but wetness in the eyes let her can't see the future of freedom.just as a bird singing for soul,she is not good at writing and expressing her mind,she is a being boly artist that romance is being tear down for people jealous about her secret love in the studio,she make a marriage bed in the basement,for her Paul to lie down each night with her,and to share with love.
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She is a pretty female,all her life she is chasing perfect love,she finally make a tea shop,just to wait for him to come to see her,the elder face has been through once beauty surgery,she wait like a sculpture that he love most,but in reality,he is really disappeared from this world,cause he is murdered by some bad man,who don't let cloudy continuing live in happy life with a true lover that is so tender to her,with god killing their love,the Bible has been paint by blood of jealousy,she is innocent,just to pretend lose memory to protect herself,in this miserable tragedy what can she do to kill her pain,she choose calm down and numb,like a puppy in doctor's hand,I pray for her soul clean like angel,although god used to tell her,you are meant to be victim in this world,but she find love really exist,
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so she work hard to make sculpture in the hospital,like a lonely princess play toy,she is a live devotion person that many story is gone,but she smile when every little thing springs to her heart,she is a fake patient of deed not tolerate by fellow people in old france,now she find out Paul is forever with her life too,so she enjoy the name of madness,and just peaceful spent days without him.
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Visualize what you perceive to be cloudy glamour. On a clean sheet of paper, write what it looks like, what it feels like, any sensory feelings you associate with it. Then write all the philosophical feelings the concept of cloudy glamour evokes in you the author. Good luck <3 it sounds like an amazing exploration of a woman's life.
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31 cold tears
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I cry for unknown reason,when I read Sutra,I feel I am tears down on my glasses,I wipe them dry,but they are wet again,and those tears are cold but not hot,I cry silently with remores of my mind thinking about someone I love,he never care how I spent my night so lonely without him,and he play all over Taiwan just to have fun and travel free,without my bothering he can live like a single noble,I want to tell him that his son is going to be a trouble in our future,I think let the bridge go straight when it end.
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cloud ladder is in front of me,I climb it when it is a proper tool for me to get to see him,he is in the sky now,he want to pull me down of my heaven,to be a angel of darkness heart in the clouds ocean.but it is me who first sleep there to rest my soul,he want me get down to the floor,so I cry for he is my devil spirit not to help me be a pure happy Saint forever.
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Cloudy Glamour the lady
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she is a beautifully holic
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when she start to deal with
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Camilla draft of long letters
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she find out a hidden lover
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who live in basement with her
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they drink coffee spent hunger
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and play inspiration s by clay
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the pleasure of sculpture just like
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to decorate made up for people
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To give them definitions of love
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what love is in this society topic
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all the time she is so confirm and
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about what to create by her hand
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she love him just like youth romance
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though he is shy to be naked model
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but for love he sacrificed for her art
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right now we can see he stand still
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on the museum center with gesture
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that she will never forget how he did
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to show his masculinity in front of her
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she fall in love with her model lover
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a talent to build beauty in sculpture
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they become two lust hugging models
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fate come to peeping them by jealousy
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everytime she buy male for partner
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all woman banner for her free romance
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Thus she can't get eternity love to stay
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only remorse remain in the hospital
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why he won't come to see his true love
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I am waiting for a long long old time
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until I become a legend of going mad
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that I will know that he hate to nake
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because it derive his dignity of my man
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he don't want to sound like belong to me
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Art phrase
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art is a serious philosophy,free will phrase that talk about the existence of all human kind,style is very important,for it is artist language to express the main thought.
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art is a slogan of ideology,it is not material garbage,especially for those installation art,it content a concise of idea that evoke our narrow eyesight,we think of huge issue when we watch the art work,it is a mirror of changing fault to the audience,the art is speaking the same truth of art crisis in this society.that is cloudy glamour want to say,she think the society is too traditional and conservative that they refuse to see the pleasure of sexuality,but for artist plan,it is just the best art topic for her to express,the relationship in between all people in romance France,is what she choose to do for their race character.she believe this topic will last long for eternity,she sculpture each sample of his gesture,just to make her art work look like very reality fulfil,she can't sculpture human without a real model,so he is the best one to give her courage to create atmosphere of love,group of big love,family love,and so on.
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32 Type fun/Polly woo
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typing keyboard is fun,for creating a text is so much attraction to do,we fly in the distance of every vocabulary,and count what word to use is most appropriate.when the plot get to high tide,we will laugh with joyful mind to do more gladness writing among our typing job.we like to be typer of texture, any genre will be nice for us to write,cause we are full of inspiration and knowledge.
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I am a high talented writer,I can create so many kind of popular text that people can't figure out the plot why,because I always keep a clue that wait reader to understand.
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I wait for readers to decode my whole set design of writing,hint,and the complicated symbols.I produce a lot of articles,but they are out of erotica attractions to make fun of entertainment world,so I hate to write reality just because I want peace of life.
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Narrative is a field of free creation,I like to write novel more than poetry,nonfiction,or prose,because it is a proper way to confess my fantastic mind.for example,I can write rain,rainbow,raincoat,raining flood,and so many topics about sudden rain,it is idea of imagination,I don't need to experience and write it so vividly,but thriller is escaped by me,because I dislike hell writing,I prefer it be written as connection of IT and Buddha thoughts,it has been my motif in writing a novel book,I think of computer science in my own hiker world,I am like a horror eve and fight alone in the middle of nowhere but my heart of love.
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My hobby is typing storys,I like to made up many wonder text that people will read to get some invent idea to fulfill the world,I believe so.writing is a competition that the brain must keep on storming ideas and key to solve the bottle of difficulty,to make a reader attracted by my title and content.I hear a lot of audio English class CD,and it is fun that each story is like creative tales of nonsense,I feel it joking when they read those story's,I can't help but laugh at my mind,because after a long time hear these past time news,it is a little out of time tide.
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I write for fun,each word reach my inner happiness and great hope of future life,I sometimes imagine a plot of surprise to make reader smile as a sudden realize.I don't support people who write hell genre that makes others falling like evil demon,I think morality genre such as the following :religion,society,music,financial,politic,art,photograph,cooking,will build a happy joy to our bookstore and library,it is important to have a shining eyesight on punishment.
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33 win cup/Polly woo
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buying cups are like ordering championships to my home, because cup is also called award,it is not wine cup that easily broken,winning cups is always my goal in literature road,but I get it by luck,until now,I try to bribe for a famous award and prize,to stable my writing career,then I think of maybe I should dress like a super star first,then the press will come to notice me without any effort.
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recently I have a critic book is coming out after two weeks,I am so glad that it finally born to be a book on the bookstore,my inspiration comes from a watch my husband sent to me,it is a wonderful reminder for me to adjust my time,take my time,and cherish my time,he wishes me to shine like a star in literatry field,right now I am working on father sutra,for my husband is trying hard to act like a good papa in our sweet family.I observe his word and deed,to write down about my thoughts on his body lecture on our kids,he is really a nice daddy,as I always called him so,he keep frank to my ear about his worry and bothering mind about how to teach kids,I am very serious about his complain.
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my husband is my award weapon.I make a cup of tea bland with rice for meals all the time,but my husband loves to eat outside in the restaurant,I ask him the meal if it is tasted,he tell me that he can analyze how the dishes are made,because he often listen my food recipe theory,and then I find out our son is a cooking genius,it inspire me,I decide to write like father like son story,to decorate this work I try to sent to the novel competition this year,I discover many subconscious of my husband,I can hear him murmuring his suffering to me,and I am thoughtful to remember all he has been said to me,I really take serious about what he told me in every time we are together in the room.
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I solve my husband problems,and he sent me two bras that cup size is very suitable for me,I wear it all the time,I like his conserderation mind to me,I memorize it in my family history,it is a note book that write down our family secret and little things that are warm to me.my husband show me Alice mouren books and he say I can write down something touching to family living experience like her,I am just thinking the same thing too,so I promise him that I will and even write better for him to read.
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I buy three glass house cups,but in the mailing process they are broken,I am very angry and so I call the company to compensate for my booking goods,my heart is like losing three awards suddenly,I hope the cups will be just like their promise to wrap well and sent to me.I have to wait until at least tomorrow or the next day to receive this inspiration cup product,I want this symbol of my articles win prize to come true,so I remind the phone service to be carefully when they package and mail to me,no more strange package box appear before me to sent to my neighborhood,it is so wired that I have to go downstairs to see that my mail is showing a strange sign that I can't explain.
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maybe buying cheap cups is a shame,because you bribe it instead of winning it by your real effort,I am still waiting for god to give me a award for my Buddhism test score is 100,but he never give me good luck,I seem like living in a trap,a fantasy of broken hope,I feel so low and unhappy,how come website shopping never come to a good ending,that I have to watch out for its safety.
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i hope what has broken is my danger burden of fame and prize.
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sale service tell me on the phone that they can only sent me blue ones,not purple ones,I admit that I accept it with some sorrow,that symbolize my winning cups may be winning the blue plot of drama,I don't care,I don't rewind for this submission,anyway these cups won't load down so much tea that I like to drink,I originally thought they are made by plastic and the water content is huge for me to drink like never run dry,must like victory of each one articles get contract done,but I am still waiting any press would adapt my work,endlessly must like old time luck never end.
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sometimes I believe I am filming an exciting movie in my every night dream,because if I tell them as a dream on a book,it would be thriller one,and it is very reasonable for the continuing plots if I describe it as a long novel,my husband must be the actor that show up for the most of the time,I feel regret that I never write it down since I enjoy my dream while I am working on some other made up story's,they are not more epoch than my long term dream of adventure in the dark,since the sun hide from me,I change a pill that makes me live normally and rationally,I am not doing oral lecture,or audio speech,I just work as paper teacher,I am a talented story teller but people called me writer.
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before I confess how much hard work I have done to keep my writer's fame,I would like to tell you that I like to think all stuffs about writing, pattern,and process,I am a novel dealer,I love tell my crazy thoughts within a small typing finger,and to create a imagination world of wonder and with heavy metaphor,I am a writing addiction author that I like to make my husband as a adviser,a patient and truth telling first reader,all my draft has been criticized by my dear husband,because he is smarter than me.he is my leader to success,I like to tell him how I get pressed on the public prints.
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34 super father
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my husband is a super father,he is busy working home business at home,as he tell me,except for cooking,throw away trash,cleaning house,buying home need,he still has to exercise at the park,and find his inspiration to write at morning,because it is his relax time,when body and soul are both so comfortable,his muse come to him,so that I won't bother him his precious morning time.
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my husband like to buy a lot of recording machine and set at home everywhere,he love to write down dialogue and secret he don't know,he is a ear peeping tom,but our family never care about this,we make plot and sentence so fresh to let him type on his work,we play new family game of twinkling nonesense,experience,and things we want to do,we like to be heard by him,so after that we can visit his text,to see how deep he watch our heart and mind,and how he analyze us in various way of description,my husband is very talkative,he can see through lie from confess,he is a smart needle that point out my pain so directly,I love him this way,because I need a intelligent partner to grow old with me,no matter by mind or by look,I need him to play a good papa role for kids to admire and to look to,I don't want a mess home without order,I always give him loving kiss before sleep.
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My husband collect all recording machine,and turn every stero on at the juxposition,to make a rap music of home album,and when I get the tape present at my birthday,I hear and all laugh out,I know my husband is trying to flatter me with a joke way,what a surprise I get,he is so funny.
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today,new glass cups sent to me,I am very happy,the goods center says this is my husband give to me,blue ones represent his political party he support,I carefully open this package,and take one cup to drink red tea,the other two I save in the closet,if some one accept my present,I will give the new one to him or her,to make a award wish for the taker.I drink the red tea,it is so perfume taste that I think of my husband,if I should go to his office to sent him this cup as a father's day gift.he is asking for a cake,I think I should buy a swiss roll too,maybe he just see me cry face twice in the line,he quickly sent people to deliver the cups to me,how I wish he know that my heart is full of him,thank him for the kindness he fly to me,I know he is preparing for a contract to me,to give me a cash present for me to touring with my relatives in the end of August.
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I have to sit down at the sofa corner to make inspiration spring out like fountain,I like the seat with fan blowing on me,I can cook down and think of many clue of story I feel interesting.my husband decorate my private seat with lass faberic clothe,I am very touching his feed for me.
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but today morning 6 o'clock I lost conscious,I keep on fall asleep,I can't concentrate on my topic I write,so I drink a cup of tea,trying to find back my confidence.I have a publish plan,but don't know if it will success.I get a up work on line,they want me to write some ebook,so I try to do some research to fit this job.in order to get cups of award,I try to remember famous face on facebook as many as I can,I wish someday we have a chance to meet,they can give me a recommand help to enter the list of get a literature cup or medals,how I wish my dreams come true,but my husband promise me to publish a theory book I write for him,but he never try to manage it for me,so I can't get a copywriter fee.so I go to chat room find a sponsor to help me,and at the end I get a cup award he give to me,I tell my husband,he is angry and he broke the cup to punish me.(end)
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35 just seat/Polly woo
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I stay on my seat, with legs bent down, I knew on my site and deep breath, I know there is a Buddha inside of me, I read nothing but quiet sitting on my bed room, I guess it is the silent fixitation that my husband want me to feel, so I try to enjoy the wordless image in my mind, I hear the high sound in the tree of summer, the cloud of my brain suddenly gone away, I feel transparent mirror in my head, and I see a great world that is opening to me, it is a water world, bubble is everywhere, it is oxygen, I seat at the flowing air like a pillow in my ass and I feel like a fairy lady, but I drink a cup of tea, and calm down keeping on doing my seat homework of Zen, I can sense my world is the ocean, I am just sit on the sea and not swimming or drifting up and down, I pray for peaceful mind, and it really does,
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I discover that ocean is just like my husband full of me as liquid oxygen, he want me to study the philosophy of Zen just like to understand his thoughts, his love is all around me, just wait for me to find out the secret, he is a gentleman that cure my problems, he talk his inner most mind to only me, he is my dream lover and real husband, I like to kiss him with a little lip suck on his face, it is cute of him to kiss back, I spray a kind of sleeping wine on his back side neck, with a few massage, he fall asleep very well, I am so glad, after the seat, I take a shower, and play cell phone, I chat with my husband, he say he is feeling so naive about having a seat class of Zen, I like to hear him say religious thoughts to me, although he is more trust in god, but for me and my long term belief, he decides to change a little for me, to fix Zen and to share my mind and soul,
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I seat for one night, and I sleep so well that I kind of tired to get up, until the sutra begin, I start to sit before the buddha and read my words, I wish money come to me, but it has to wait, because the god is watching us, if we don't behave, we won't get lucky from him.but I was feeling sleepy, can't concentrate, so I ask if my husband hate me this way, he say no honey, even you look sleepy, you are still the most charming godess in my mind. My husband is so nice, he hug my shoulders and give me a courageous smile, he tell me don't give up, I have present for you, I feel so happy that I finish the sutra and seat homework in front of him, he applause for me, and he say today let us go shopping in the department store, eating something nice, so I dress up and make up fine, then we departure to have fun, my husband imagine if he own this building, what will he do.
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lotus light shines invisible to me, there is a saying that buddhaism has no manegement, i believe so, because it is a step to enterprise hell, i live like a nun, and with my own knowledge, i will seat untill the whole world know me, love me, believe in me, and let the heaven gives me strength to face every difficulty.
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i seat for so long a time, my body is all wet by sweaters, i feel like a crying baby, but not real, as the electric fan is blowing on me, i sense a little smooth cool wind towand my face, i am a seat person without drying dynamic effects.
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36 remember love
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love decides love
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choice of remembrance
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days long enough
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for my small quest of
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how to live with love
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maybe he is no good
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to combat my heart
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flowers go and by
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I wish to be yours
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the most only secret
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every time I think of you
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my sensibility is alert
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to the scene of tenderness
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it is your mask underline
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that hide away the scandals
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lie goes on and on between us
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when I believe in romance
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I will record it as microfilm
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smile distract for sex
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sexuality stop for morality
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and I quit for you
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the only you that deny me
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give me normal advice
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to attach the reality
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37 cell lady/pollywoo
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She escape from school asking her fee to study,because it is not reasonable,school has open for months,but they still asking for fee,I can't stand that,so I refuse to take the phone call,or talk about business on the gmail,all I want is keep quiet about my own,not to be bothered by other advertisement actions,many opportunities has run away,out of time,but I am not regret,because they set me up,I know it very well.I work by cell phone all day long,I work so hard that forget all duty in my life,I am a busy woman that has no love or romance,I am so alone.
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She escape from many hiker chasing,she is very smart,she know those who just show a photo is big problem,they must has a evil heart to set her up,so she is very carefully to shut them up out of her line,the recipe of credit card comes,it tells me to spend by cell phone,I won't like to.I have instinct about who is hiker to me,and I am alart about it,I will sign them in the hell book,it means I want them go to hell,never be saved.I sometimes think others have mean purpose to me,so I often shut up my heart,and never go to communicate with others,just to my relatives and friends.
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She write a book named self esteem,in the cell phone windows system,i think she is mad,because she is up to write a world famous book that she hope people will look up high on her,she write a book of self life experience,and is very talented at talking about her career,and marriage life,she once a ugly lady,but she find out that her husband no longer love her,she know it is due to the body and face,so she try hard to fix it back,by all means,and finally she is getting back figures,and then her husband love her so much,kids her,bug her tight,she is a new born model of his wife again,so it is her story of self esteem,it is so much important that a lady should keep her facial problems well,not to make her man hate for that.
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I write him English message,because he can't understand a word,it should be count on his son to translate for him,we have culture and language gap,I can't stand it but I endure not to blame him,because he is an old fashion man,he can no longer give more love to me,except his famous poetry works and books,I cherish it so I won't leave him in my mind,I will study him in each of my night sleep and dream,I wish the best dream come true for him,May his book last forever,and I will be very glad to be his main role in his literature,for it is a classic and elegant role that no other can play,I will make him popular and famous,because in my mind he is the best writer,and my best love,I can wear mask but I don't want to face him by mask even though I become ugly,I want he cry for my beauty waving goodbye to me,for this love takes time torture,and I don't regret for getting older for loving his soul,because love is no price can take over,it is a sincere performance of our true life.
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38 popular fan/pollywoo
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If I am a super idol,I will act like a modern model in truly life,to make my life filled with love songs I made,and I sell the record of tragedy love to make a reality confess of all lady's true heart,I hide my role and face when I was not so pretty by the shadow of love,but right now I walk out of the shadow,and I pray for a better day to come to my life,I want to be a mid age singer in poetry field,to continue my career in music stage.
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i learn a few new song which is composed by me,until the music come to me,then I realize that what I want is saint song style.
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她只是出一張音碟,就到處瀰漫她的魔性風格,在電話和三西中飄盪著鬼一般的嗓音。She play the music like losing mind,and sing as the self never know,she has a great future if she can memorize the lyrics.every fan get her gift of electronic fan,just to let them feeling breeze,but the hugest fan,which is her husband,he hate too many anoy act her fan do to respect her,but he can understand that she is his one in a million,so she always keep him in mind.only when she says she want successful that she will win the world,and the peaceful will come to them both.
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吹襲我的風是東風還是西風,我並不太知道,只曉得風有冷暖之分,有狂有若,有的甚至連方位都亂刮一番,吹著髮絲亂得撥不開來。電風扇經常吹出念經的聲音,和恐怖之起惊的聲音,每日每夜,就這樣吵鬧著我的耳朵,原來鄰居把它錄音下來了,加上驚悚配音,在一邊放奏著。還好我已吃了安眠藥,不會再聽見他的捉弄,所以我依然每天吹電風扇的風,以免被熱氣烘得汗流夾背的。那個鄰居,不是昨天早上,才被揭發愛跟貓獸交,而被捉到有殺嬰命案,且不只一樁,而關進監牢服刑,無期徒刑。或許他早就是個罪很深厚的孽障,沒人要管,這個政府讓罪人到處居住,弄得正常人變成被拖累者。不會賺錢,變成他的煩惱,但我已出道,不會被他牽涉,支配,所以我換了一個演藝資料,不再聽他播放的噪音設備,耳塞也包緊緊的,所以等於是搬了一個家。整個人神清氣爽,沒有幻聽,也沒有出現奇怪的夢,所以睡眠障礙的毛病就此解決了。電風扇不再跑出噪音,鬧聲,我睡在很安眠藥用的日子裡,電風扇成為一種粉絲的象徵,我懂得經營一個成功人生。
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39 chasing perfact/pollywoo
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I am a writing actress,I model as a wife of a rich man,he has a house in New York,and a villa in Sidney,I love to take the challenge of being his house keeper,and bear his kids to live and study in western life,my love want to give me a wonderful place to write English stories,and I am willing to make him proud,so I pick up the email which asking me to write articles to them for receiving payment,I try to write poetry and prose,to analyze Buddhism theory and my opinions on children's care,I love my husband,and I give him my estate to manahe,in order to show my honesty to him and our family,I really care about if we can improve more on the road of family novel,and both live a heavenly life together,i realize my husband is very rich until now,but I still love the true essence of his saving practice,he is a good lover because he always gives me what I want,right now I want to be a rich wife with high quality of wear and accessories,it is my dream to become his noble wife,and I know he sent my son a decent west suit of dress for present,and I get a white dress,he is very nice and I keep his gift in my mind,when I think of him,I go to use the gift he sent me,including a silver bottle of pot,I feel like to cherish what he gives to me without any choice,because it is my honor to get his award,and I like everything he sent me,it symbolize his tender and thoughtful mind,I love to change my life for a better future with him,for we have gone a long way in the road of love,I still keep him in my deep heart and soul,he is my only love forever,I am so happy today,for he ask me if I can educate our son to go to foreign university,I surely can,but he need a perfect English test sheet to apply a good school to enter in New York.maybe he never know we can make it real in the year when our son get a permission to the entrance of university,we need consulting idea to educate our son,anyway,just think of my mother stop me to be the role of his family,I feel very sad and angry,I don't want to envy a life without a job or business,I need to face the reality that we don't have earning money to spent our daily life,we need caWhen I met my rich husband,I love him at the first sight,but he try to figure out what I want.I want to live at his house,and stay with him,but it has already happened in third space in her dream.I has two flexible feet,and walk to shopping can train her lag,so i always likes to be.
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my dream is to buying smart,invest smart,by my husband's money,I want to spend his money,so I sign a visa card on his name,I really has a temperature of using money.for I sign too much card fee,my husband make me a second wife of a poor guy,I was so sad and bitterous that I
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cry out loud,my husband know I am a person of good talent at religious power,so I stay in lousy dress and broken face,I don't want any other husband,in fact,it is a fate of my own,for I play too many people's mind,so they play me back,including so-called ghost,they are mean legends that the money tells,there is no any ghost just illusions bothers me,I call the poor guy as crazy chasing,because he listen to my crazy ideas and become nonsense minded,he can't read for he is a besides person of my husband,he live upstairs to threaten me by hand.
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i cut the credit card,and I use 1000 dollars a month,I live like a nun,and so body will satisfy my large learning light fire of every moment.sh.
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40 quit computer/pollywoo
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if you quit computer,you quit the world,the people can not use you,or cheat you,they will never let you be endless actress in other's course of plot,and no body will know what you suffer,or know your like or dislike.
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hiker is so much in love of acting,and with easy mind he cant get to your broken line,for internet cant be stolen if you dont use it forever,people are out of line by you,if you are just like the creator in the computer world,you are the queen of computer field,everything get back to the beginning of the first civilation you promise to create by love,when you are only a nun in temple,the window is still an unopen door at that time.
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who needs window must be someone is easy to breath,no need to escape from the attraction of out side world,you have to listen the window to break through what you want,you need love of course,but it has past away,no chasing back.
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i know love,you have to take the chance,never let it go,or you will be very regret about losing love,computer has no love,even you feel it is full of love,you cant fight the feeling of no love,that's why people doing bad things.
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there is a dry meadow in the land,where she is working on a invisible computer,typing some articles that no other people ever seen before,she is a good writer,every word she say means forever,and everlasting ideal that hold the rule of book.
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she write about principles of being a nice wife,but the fancy images coming toward her,they are a group of labor females,that are working on cotton tree,they collect the white cotton on history of old time,but she stops her pen.
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there is a window on the meadow,she can plant some small trees on the plate,and she may think of future dreams,if she can make it,she will find anyway to practice it,but not sitting on the dry hot meadow,feel the summer wind blowing to her face.she wants to live with him,the one she called last night,he tells her that her paintings are not good enough.
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in the meadow,she watch the sky and clouds,they are so beautifully decorate my eyesight,she enjoy the sense of feeling,and she quit computer,lie down on the meadow,dreaming about how to make advertisement idea to freash the whole world.as she sing"how can i tell him he is so nice,when the feeling is deep in side,how can i miss him with arrive,the day are coming with a sign."the whole world is silent with a little fainted heartbeat in the air,she sleep for a while.
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the windows are hanging on the air above the meadow,surounding to be the wall of her computer room,there is no any seperational space,just a large meadow in the endless landscape,the air is so clean,for the sky is very clear.
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she take all windows away,to keep the open air all clean,she neeeds no decoration to make her think of insperations.
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she makes a rule that if not earning money,she will never get on line,to waste time is money chance,or be idle.
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she quit computer,just like quit addidiction of losing time,she is so smart that no hiker can take away her risk.
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she just use typing function of the computer file,because it is the only way to save money,save oppertunities.
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for those who want to damage her life,she is a fortunate one,because she quickly find out the danger and prevent from it.
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life is loving everyday of 365 days in mind,and there are so many things to do at easy lives,she is an interest hunter.
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in the meadow,she is like a widow,she has no body to love except for a address of her passed away husband,she start to write letters to him,she needs to tell him she miss him so much,that she bear a difficult time all alone,she needs love.
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dear ping,i love you,although you cut off the line between us,i still miss you,i must tell you that i am now homeless in the open air,because i refuse to get back home,i would rather be with the god,he tell me in the book to quit computer.
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my dear,i love you for years,and the love will continue untill the end of the world,i will come to you,and lay my life on
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you,because you are the one that give me promises,and with beautiful wishes,i start to imagine the life without you.
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my dear,i spent life with myself by happiness,you must be very glad that i am independent from you,i dont need to belong
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to you with a vow in my life,when i just think of you,i am so very content with the world,for my love to you never die.
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i know you are not dead in my brain,just my imagination,i want you to live forever,like an angel in my heart,because you are the best memory in my life,i must keep it in my mind,and live long the love between us,the love will make us alive all the time.
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my dear,i will always save you in my mind,and even though the life is short,the memory of us will last forever.
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my love,if you know my heart has remained on you,you will get my sweet love in you all around,for you are the only one that get through my mind,you make me safe by my destiny,you are the sky of my life,and i will keep you nice for always.
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if you are my hiker,and i must hide from you,then i will escape,and quit computer,quit you,for this is our destiny.
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i will never see you until september,at that time,what will you become,i am wondering what to do to save our relationship.
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she quit computer,and then the government ask her to pay house tax,but other people did not pay any fee,she is the only fool that government wants to cheat at,so she turn down the phone,and never contact with the follish game.
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all they want is money,they stay for a whole year idling and just asking for tax,they are mean to let her pay three years of repeat money and dont admit,they are the devil that cheat her the only one victim that she cant escape from the goddamn rule of unequality.
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she asking him take her to foreign country,and he really bring her to,a place where scholar thesis can be going on study,and she sold out her house and to aboard to live near doom kingdom,and she spent a wonderful life over there.
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come here,tax really stop requesting to pay,she feels very happy and go to visit the touring places with large money,she goes to play for fun.
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tax rule is a mess.
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i never pay tax to the government,because I am losing money each year,I am unable to earn money by positive way.
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but I pay to invest book,I like to write,and share with my friends,I am a dream maker in my entire life,I can laugh with the words I write.
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Robot watch gives me fun!
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I have a robot watch, it brings me dialogues and fun, I often play with it to study more inspiration.
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The robot watches me at my eyes,it looks confused about my tears,I tell it that I lost a very important ring.
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i pray in the bus,with a wish that I can earn more money to have a shop of my own,I find out a shop that I can practice for a clerk duty,I work and get some payment to learn accounting and get to UK university study.
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in the school,she find out that she can't speak English so well,but she can understand every word of teacher saying,she just want to have a good future,and to go to live a better day after she is proved the request of immagration in UK,she will be free from her sister who wants sent her to test hospital,she is so healthy but her sister want her estate so she is trying to murder her.she cry for a help of lover,but he just can't do anything about it.
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so she sold out the house,and take the money to go aboard to escape the threatening danger,and she change a name to get away from her sister control to her,it is a huge shadow to her life.
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her sister did not pay any tax,just trying to get her money,but right now she is just going to church but not practice the studying dream,for she need a oppurtunity to help her safe,but nobody want to help,she just stay calm and waiting for her sister to die young,for she is evil and greedy.
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There are some dry leaf dancing by circle with the wind,I stand still,and the fly is all over me,I feel the park is like a desert,I listen to the tree,the Zen is whispering,I look at my mother walking toward me,then we get into the restruant,and the feast is just begin to start.I forget about the sadness,and promise myself if I get the study fee,I will go to class and get a new life of better tomorrow,I am willing to study in London college to have a get away road,I need a shining future to fulfill my life.
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but I am not quite sure if I want to be a nun for only 1000 dollars,or become modern by 30 thousands dollars,I choose to let the chance come to me freely,if the money comes to me without any difficulties,then I will go for it.
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i wonder if I should give my crown to my father,because it is dangerous time,I should help myself get out of the danger zone,my father will protect me if I give favor to him in the remote kingdom.
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i wish to have a good life this doom,for I deserve it,all memory I study before has gone but not forgotten,I need to concentrate to beat my sister,invent her damage my good life,she is trying to persuade my mother to put me to crazy hospital,I want to give her a punishment.
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she act like empty minded,and trying to speak to her mother that she really want to study the whole theory of accounting,but she just take the chance to forget old love,for he is out of answer to her,she wonder if he forget her not,just hiding a wind blow to explosion before she promise to give him everything,she is afraid but willing to endure whatever happening to her,she is a simple mind,not able to harm anyone.
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so she ask if he want to go to see director ping ling with her,she has a invitation card,if he goes with her,she can discover if he is good at art,and if he is going through the theory of fine art all over the time and space,so that she may lay her paintings to him for auction price she might not know yet,but she is waiting,for he is the donate person she announced,he should give her a prize or fame she always want to get.
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today,she made up her mind to write a new novel for 50000 dollar of prize,she start to plan to go to writing camp on facebook,and begin to write a long story for getting a contract,she is dying for write quit love for religious dream,and she goes to research on the internet,and the story is really hot,for the way of doing charity is nice and great,but it is just for the story going,not really being a nun.
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she is a resting writer for years,but this time she strike a good post on the literature field,and she get a award of quit computer,that is really a gold prize for her to win 1000000 dollars,she finally success.
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41 kiss pillow/pollywoo(2017/5/1)
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pillow is my husband nickname, i love to kiss him actively each time i feel asctacy when i see his face, i remember every rebirth with him in my life, he always talk nice to my ear to remind me of important principle in dealing with relationship, i offten kiss pillow as i feeling lonely and he refuse me like a numb pillow, i can only kiss him in the air again and again to make him believe that i still love him, but he cant figure out what love is, until i explain it to him, love is a pair of paralelled pillows that always sleep together without anxiety and fighting, they lie down like two peaceful candy, that look like pillow fish with two nails on both side of left and right, he tells me, dsaint dream/pollywoo(2017/4/4)
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1
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when i have a dream of he cleansing face on my back, i sense him still need me with company, but i dont want him any more.he is a phantom around me, i have several of saint dreams because of his show up, but my brain told me that he never give me any presents such like travel together, or buy me a ring to praise me how good cooking i am doing to him, he just like a gangster on my soul that asking for more and more.but it shows how dignity he has to being alone, he is a tender lover that only in my dream.
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2
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my reality is very moral, but in my dream it is so lot of plots to write down as recording document to analyze, just like i am female Freud doctoring myself every night.tonight, i have a peacefully dream, that is beause of i pray for god to let me sleep without night mares, but tonight i have terrible dreams of my shadow, i take action to forget about it, and this is really very good to me, i need no signs to symbol my life any more, i am with myself all alone.
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42 tour note/polly woo
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i have been to so many places that are countless, i write down some notes about my memory, and i travel around taiwan so happily that those memory i cant forget with my pillow.
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(1)228park history muzem(228公園)
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thus is a beautiful park, with a historical muzem in the door, when i enter it i ask myself why japanese authority wanted to build a western Memorial hall like this, may be it is out of heritage from Holland and Spanish power ruling, and it is as white as snow on each wall out side and in side.
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there are some decorated pillars on the roof, and each corner has its special grace sculptures, they are Rococo style of old establishment that remain the atmosphere of classic so well, i observe it with my eyes of diamond, and i find out it is a real richful treasure that when i discover the structure of deep intentions, i can realize that this building is a luxury gift that colonial country given to us taiwanese, how cant we treat it like a heaven present, and protect it well.
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(2)eastern velly of taiwan island(花東)
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there are so many rice growing over the farm land, in the rainy day we go through the eastern velly,where there are breathing mountains with clouds covering around like fog, and the small house are almost white style that makes the mood of this field so fresh and bright, as we find out this quiet heaven as a neighborhood of the main jade mountain, i also see the purity of fore chilai mountain on the other side, the green gress of home is so lightly removed in my mind, that i will never forget the insight of scene.
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(3)pingding old stream(坪頂古玔)
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we walk through the entrance of pingding, and along the way with bamboo stick on hands, we climb the ladders of stone after a picnicking rest in the concrete bridge, we reach the dingshan bus station, but the time is still two hours away, so we come to the coffee shop and have a very wonderful afternoon, the farmer boss is so glad to serve us water and coffee, with lotus cookies and a holland old map of where we are in young ming mountain, we have a very enjoyment of time on marching in.
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(4)dragon head mountain(龍頭山)
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around the moshen blog, there is a broken dragon head mountain and stream over there, the sightseeing is very fabulous that i watch the touring bus go right down to the center of the stream, and then we run to the blog to drink a nature coffee and aiyu beverage, there is a empty alley along the blog, every school and house are closed, we cant find the culture of native life, for they all move to the citys, and never return.
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(5)sainter spring(聖人瀑布)
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there is a sainter spring on the final station of bus to the hiking road, i go to see the long clean spring that flowing down the river with huge stone on its stream, i sit on the sidewalk to wait for the return bus to come, my mom go to see the village in front of the station, and describe it to me, we meet a old female farmer who have a planting veges career on the mountain, we take the same bus to the mrt station, and finally we feel very content with this tour.
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(6)ulai shopping and dinner(烏來)
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we go to ulai to see the popular production and old street, and there is a small muzem of origional race, report living history and showing the life style of ulai people, the ulai river is so large that a long bridge is over the trouble water, we have a chat in the small dinning restaurant, eating some vege and chicken meat on the table, after the sun is set, the station is getting dark, we get on the bus by long line waiting, and in my mind i remember the coming road is so beautiful that we all get a marvelous time.
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(7)small green pool(小碧潭)
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we take the mrt to the small green pool, it is a place where roadside stand are all souround on the two sides of the bridge, the riding boat is renting for tourists to play, and i watch the lake with unspeakable mind, somehow the water is not so pure that it smells, i see the high price estate advertising is spreading all over the road, but i dont really afford to live here, so i left with a mindful memory that never feel like go back here, because it is a pollute pool.
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(8)support north temple(拱北殿)
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here is a popular place where people are all happily going inner and outer part of the temple, in the square lots of gatgering noise are processing, we walk around the heaven father's temple, it is hell buddha who stand on the supporting stage of the worshipping room.
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(9)golden dragon lake(金龍湖)
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the lake looks like golden waves on the surface, we walk along the wooden bank, the sunset was so beautiful that it colours us with the heat and sweat, the temple in the upper ladder is support rice noodles, because today is Buddha's birthday, the high building in the middle of the lake looks like solitude, although it is deviced with elevater, but seldom inhabitants come to visit the lake, maybe they just get tired of the scence everyday in the window.
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(10)danjhon university(淡江大學)
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the university is empty in the new year day, as we enter the school, we have to get the permission of the guardian to visit whole campus, after we walk on the literary major building, i found it so narrow in the class room that almost no pass way for students to get out or get in, how they made it, i dont know, perhaps the classic pathway of the
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garden is where students chatting under the shatter of the long route of winding park, i sense the romantic air of red build dream filming around here that so nice.
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(11)chuchen ceromony park(中正紀念堂)
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it is a nice day as i go see a theater perform in the concert hall, i saw the lover drama of drum and mass singing together, the night was so decent that i can feel my friend sit in the front seat to murmur with my mind, he always wants to watch a performance with me but my mom is sitting next to me, so i can only enjoy and analyze the theatre with him inside our subconsciousness of communication, how glad it is to spent a night with my favorite one in such a hall.
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(12)stream of fir wood(杉林溪)
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the atmosphere is very fresh, the tree is so straight talk like jokestick, there is a blue dragon spring in the end of hiking way, and when we reach there we all wet and hot, it is the time when climbing mountain is so interest and fun, we get to the eye of the heaven and earth, where there is a stone on the wall look like a white owl head, it is so proudly that we climb the top scene and take photo on the facebook, it is a very meaningful traveling experience.
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(13)xinglong park(興隆公園)
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the park is like buddhaism atmosphere for the pool is springing beautiful and all kinds of plants are growing so well, the new built park bridge is like a pink rainbow that in the center of the pool, it arouse so many image thought about the moon elder who connect people's wedding red line, but since its just a traditional legend, the park is decorated by the mood of wonder land that we like to exercise a little around such kind of scene.
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(14)green lake park(碧湖)
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the lake is huge with beautiful scene of surrounding plants and sightseeing in the center, the birds come close the water and the lake surface is like waves of bible saying, it is very saint that i am moved by the white bridge and the under water, i have so good memorys with my lover by the lake, every time i run to see him, he never know i have no time to go around the lake, because i visit him behind my mom's back, i am afraid of being scold by her, and my lover, for i love them both, dont want to be unhappy about it. he told me the lake is a last purity land he guardian for me, i am very touching to see his kindness.
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(15)lin yutang house(林語堂故居)
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today we take a sunday bus to the lin yutang house, the place is so peaceful and high class, we travel around the house and see a film of the writer's life story, he is tremendously a good auther in his time, he wrote a series of collection books, but the most popular one is moment in paking, i saw his manuscription on the document film, it is so prescious that i am so moved by his hand writing, he long live here besides his tomb put his favorite coffee, i praise if one day i can be a master like him, i will be a female writer in the history of sex that tells the taboo of woman to let males understand what is communication do to us.
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ear i will believe in you, because you make me understand love is endless hoping and giving.
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43 Warm laugh(describe power)/pollywoo
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Happy is not making other's hell,it is warm smile and laughter that makes the family and society so very comfortable,in order not to get ending of tragedy,as we smile like angel,others feel the same way too,if you prison a innocent person with the name of sinful blood and desise like discrimination,you will become a political killer that the bloody phantom is haunted in your soul.
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there are so many people play power and laugh like devil,and they will take hatred to the bed and never get back from hell sea,because power make them ill and live like a puppet,they buy people to see you sad and cry,but you dont know they play trick behind your back,they are sick in the bone,they go to play thriller movie and never become angels in rebirth world.it is due to laugh air that people get crazy,but some dont believe it,and still live peaceful in their kind mind,they protect selves by means of being generous to the world,and it is how they survive without being taken revenge from evil power.
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power is a name of a loser,he cant harm his hatred animy by all means,because the gas air he blow never burn the kind person he hate,power is losing every property in his building of institution,but he wont give up and keep on hating the one who ever loves him,he is so blind that he dont know every crime eventually become cloud when it die for punishment,the day will always shine for angels but not dirty power,power can only blame others but dont see his own poor shortage,because he is born to be sinful innocent,he always think others awe him a lot and never satisfied about what he has by hand.(end)
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44 sense love/pollywoo
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he want me to call him on the phone, i thick twice about what to say, and i know he never want me to become a cloud nun like a flowing poem, because of love, i sent him a lot of messages, to tell him that all way leads to Rome, i sense his love is out of taking care of my business, so i fellow his wish, to act like he ask for, i am a memorial wife in the daydreaming, that he enjoy that kind feeling of souls gather together, i miss him like a live pillow that it talks to me everytime i request him to answer.
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45 money version/pollywoo
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my pillow is a SciFi image, he comfort me when i dream about someone in the window is making score on roles in the bible, i tear apart the notebooks that recording all dialogues between us, and i hate that i am the lowest score one, in religious world, no one is to blame, for all deed is under the eye of god but not fellow people, i am twisted by my own long hair in the pillow, i made up a lie that i dont want him tonight, and he has nothing to do just listening to my mind, it is such drifting discourse like insperation on the air, and i keep blank in the brain and then i regret for lieing to him, my pillow all know my pretending not love him, he smell like a kind of perfume that attracted me once before, and this time i can feel the joke of us exchange money in the magic air, we make miracle of money to help each other getting more rich than ever before, we are blowing jokes that might one day becone true, we duscuss big money like angels.
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46 guessing plot/pollywoo
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he rubbing his face on my naked bosoms, that they used to be made a surgery but sudden it become real meat balls, i feel wonder and sign, but just left nothing to say, because all the torture i have taken all fade away in the air, i am a new born soul that believe in only him my dear pillow, i hold my head talking with him and flying with him, he is like a time machine that brings me so much joy, i can think of anything happiness i chose to love my life ever more, i am the host of my memory body, that nobody can change it or threat me like a horror fate.
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47 flavor game/pollywoo
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the pillow will flowing glamorous smell like book, because i am a readingholic writer right now, my pillow warm me not to stick on the plate board too long, for it will harm my eye's healthcare. as i put my head on the pillow, i dream about a calli-graphics of cart in front of me, i am drawing a huge colorful butterfly, and i eat this painting as i finish it, i walking on soft earth road and be turning back to the cart, it vanished, so i wake up with somekind of nonesense strange feelings, my whole body is shaking slight and it feels like electic carpet with wireless connected from the pillow, i can not explain how much pleasure with such kind of engining power, it comes throughout my nerves that like little die.i play flavor game from my soul, to attract my pillow to kiss me on bed, not to be seen by innocent kids, we dress complete to hug like two frogs producing eggs, we dislike to be naked on the reality, so we compete with each other about how to be all clean without take shower everyday, my body keeps unwash for a week and more, and finally i give up, because he like neat me.
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48 fish life/pollywoo
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like a fish being fried and eaten, i spent a life of fishlike jumping in my mind, i can feel the heartbeat of my body and the bloody cut through my veins is just like a invisible knife coming to my nightmare, i am a foolish fish that not knowing pillow is just want my money but not my existence with his side, so i think over my world of proverty, i save my own estate and account of bank to hope for living a better life after his peeping on me.last night, i dream about my husband lie on my back like a sticky fish on the board, he rush to me three times, at that moment i am very scared, because he says he will kill me after haress my body, this is a bad pillow that brings me shadow of his face, i want to escape away, so i take a boat and go to the other side of the ocean.
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49 weed crying/pollywoo
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i cry like the rain drop on the weed, nobody discover it, because i am so small and unpopular, my fame press me like a scandle, i cant breath, and i have no way to tell my pillow that i already get rid of my sleepholic, i get up early just to keep a wonderful life in reality, i am the center of my mind, i dont need his appeal of opinions to support me, i start to write this novel like a poet way of narrative, i wish him understand me like a thick literature.that day i went to the park and find him, i hand over one book to him, i ask him to sent me falling poetry he wrote for me, but he says he will give me after half year, i think he is trying to hang on my crisis of being harmed by my sisters, they are all mean to me, i cant tell.
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50 why jet/pollywoo
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Black jet fly around my head, i can hear it bizz in the sky when i went out to far place, it visit me to bring bad luck to my future, so i always forget where i have ever been to, black jet is sound like my travel memory as i travel around taiwan, the secret jet attacch my detail intention but i really dont mind, cause i have no idea about time, date, and aniversity, it never bothers me because the runor calender has gone pervent too, no body care about when the course will last for every one has the same fate, and no experience is told wrong to preach people, just to accept the jet spy plan of flying surounding my above head, i will go to church on sunday to pray the jet crush down instead of me.i am a female taiwan philosophy resercher, my name is janalulu, it is a modern name, the jet spy flyer is named why, he is very 'why' in chinese, you know what i mean, so i shot him like a blow bomb target in his door, he cant fight just become dust smell in front of me.he is appear in my dream when he make proposal to my father to marry me, i have a very long tired sleep that i dont know the conclution, but i am sure that we play a 007 film together in between.see if we can change our fault during any war time, for it is not easy to make regret deeds when we feel angry,degree,and ideot about our mind,when the detactive fly on my head, i sense a group of black clouds gathering on my mind, but i cant tell what to do can ease the shadow from me.i quest myself if the jet spy can scan my brain waves,or record my ceromony day, my action under his watching over me, or check if i am doing any unrational deed when i am alone in the scene.every mouth is killing me with their made up gossips, i am out of nothing to fight against it, just to accept it all the time, what i hear i dont really care, because i know it is a tender defeat with the weapon of discourse, i will always remember people treat me as a topic to decode my mind each moment i think on the way or on the bed.but i finally did not attand the church, for i am so disapointed with his disregard on me, he is not living with me but fearless sense on my mind is
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growning up each day i face him like a ghost on my side, we sleep like two spy couples, never know what the opposite is thinking about next moment, we are blind because of not understand each other thought, but as he tell me that he start to want to learn from my brlief,i write a long theory to share with him, it is my diary of Buddha's idea, out of my concederation of depending on lotus sutra, i can realize that how unsatisfied that he suppose to kill me if i dont tell any more good law and principles of buddhaism to him, so i did.
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51 marsh mellon/pollywoo
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my pillow ask me what is the word marshmellon, i tell him it is a sexuality meaning that hint the smoothly tenderness like soft touches by heavenly wind, he smile and ask if it can be eaten, i tell him it is a kind of plant that looks like penis symbol, he soon laugh out and understand the bi-definitions. i have been under his marsh mellon dream for years, my face looks like a mess, i dont know why he dislike to take shower, or just because he is getting old, so i should not focus on his lidobe, but on his deep thoughts, i still love to discover his history, like fonding his real soul of mystery. i love his brain better than his sex power, i am used to his old fashion style of considering mind, it makes me feel that i am the only one important person that he cares about and i love to write things between us to be frank to my pillow.
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52 garsh hope/pollywoo
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my pillow is worry about my old days cant be healthy with the society, he want me to sit silently to fix my bad temper of lying on the bed all day long, i tell him that i will go to change a photo of beauty face on my id card, he answer me ok go ahead, so i make up with UV prevention lotion on my face, and i go outdoor to the manage Department of cutizen service center, i also go to lend a few poetry books to study, i hope one day i can write down a big work about my pillow, he used to be a standard poet in Don dynasty, but right now i can only read his history and feel so memorial about our past love in old china, i am happy that he talks about me in his poems, i am a sonnet singer he take home with to live a happy listening joy life hearing from me only singing for him, i like this fate and i am not regret dying for him at early age, my pillow satisfies my everyday wish and desire.
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53 after noon/pollywoo
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i go to see a friend near by the library building, i tell her that she was not a chinese female poet in the history, in her rebirth she might be lady poet come from western contry, she feels very happy as i tell it her so, we share about a taiwanese poem she expressed on the period magazine, it is about the moon, i read clearly and hear jlo is singing in the air, i know she is ment to be sister moon, i tell a little gacipe to my friend, and she seems like to hear the truth. i can hear the rain is pouring on my way home, my purplish rain coat is all wet, i talk like a lousy rainny weather like this, even so i still believe in myself but not others, for nonesense speach is full of everywhere on all kind of media right now, who cares. my pillow want me to be pretty but not yet willing to sign my name on the partner coloum of id card, but i already get a house contract nearby his address, and i want a wish that someday he will come to me eating food i cook for him, and we can live under the same roof even just be intamite friends.
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54 toy software/pollywoo
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i am a toy besides you pillow/i look the same with you/a ball of cotton inside our belly/the way we sleep juxtaposition/is what i hope for a life time/you cover my face and arms/like a sleeping prince with sleeping beauty/i am next to you as my tooth grow like invisible throwns of a kiss/our tongue are two snakes from flame of love/we exchange perfume in the mouth/i love to kiss your lips like a little toy/you are a puppet of a redlip sofa that i like to stick with/all my dream i am the only queen of yours/
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55 gold dumpling/pollywoo
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you are my gold dumpling/i swallow your flavor of mouthwater just like pouring rain/you chat like a gold heart/beating in my ear/left and right i change my posture of sleeping body/and i will never fall out of your control/if i am a dragon you must be my fire ball/together we sinking in Flamingo dance/with sound of wispering on my brain/i am so glamorous in my fantacy/one night with you is in the space ship/we fly like engine of love/i eat your clouds and you enjoy my sky/gold dumplings so rich/
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56 face to mask/pollywoo
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i face your mask skin every night/i like sleep more than you/for in the dream you are not dangerous/you wont be possible to kill real me/i face my own maskrade until it run dry/you always be cleaned by washing machine/what about me my sweat face/i want you to love my mask face in my dream/you take both side of me and never dislike my yellow/i kiss your lips by dry tooth brush/you wonder why i never smell/it is how i set my love on you/but you never know mask is a tender germ that cell my life like many thoughtful dialogues/i figure out you are a deep peep that staying on my window of mind/be my glass that shine me/
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57 safety balloon/pollywoo
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you keep me warm and fullfilled/air balloon let me breath/you look like feathers underneath my hair/makes me sleep like an angel/but rubbing you makes me scar like award/colourful skin is your altering voice/you comfort me like hell and heaven/post me in your eyesight/please dont turn away from me/blow the air of anger and insomnia/i will all by your side to stay clam/for i like silence of imagination/that is how you bring insperations/you are my first and every time sleeping air/i love far away kiss like a rainball bridge shape of smile/the mountain of your doom is forever slept by me/but you return a explosion of sudden awakening/i feel grace in the miracle of sweetness you bless me/with contradiction that i secretly laugh into you/
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58 human tough/pollywoo
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i touch you when the empire crown is on my head, it twinkling a sound of cystalish essence, and all people make noise slogans just like facebook predict that i am going to be a prisident of twaiwan after 20 years, but my dog mother says i am making a day dreaming, she recieve the huge money pillow gave to her accoun, but she denied it and take five thousand uropean dollar away, when pillow find out the humanity, he take back 1500000 dollars of number back by bank servicer, and they tell her that money cant change to cashes, all my dog mother want is to get the money for saving a better day, she never respect pillow as a decent morality gentalman, i conceive this secret of not feeding back to pillow, i hate my mother and i start to get close to KMT and SGI, i want to stand on my husband's side, and be with him.
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59 head spa/pollywoo
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i am doing a head spa on the pillow, it like massage by fingers push on my whole head, i went to the spa shop and curing my headache, but as i lie down on the massage bench, i was over pressed and a messive of feelings rush to my brain, then my one fake tooth is loosen, i spent a long time curing it, i sent the dentist a trillion hope of get rich, he is really saving me for 50 years of teeth safety, after this experience, i never go to visit any spa shop or undo a face prosedure of beautifying service.
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head spa should be sleep silent on the pillow to get smooth of feelings for invent thoughts and mind, to rest as a doll that keep everything on your consciousness peaceful, without any bother.
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60 ending egg/pollywo
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egg brother is a joke comix role, how to end his popularity must be a funny story of acting like a sister egg, to stick together like two soft pillows, it must be very sweet. today i go to see theatre of drum monks, my husband keeps on asking me about plot, i tell him all my thoughts by subconscious, and he is coughing as i am not think of him, so i tell him that i am so in love with you my pillow, you are my white carpet as i standing in the sky, i see the symbol of the postmodernism, and he seems very happy for my explaining version, so i dont need to read his poetry book to be a nun, i feel very happy about what i awakening on drama of the five color clouds, the belgin egg is like the polar that shines on him, my dear host husband, i will always sleep with you.
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61 white moss/pollywoo
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he eat me like moss burger, the mouth water fall on the pillow i slay on, when i listen to the rain drop fall down on the stone-like pillow, my lumf is fullfilled with vibrations of heartbeat, it makes me alarm on the sound ledder of the drum, i imagine last night i was feeding chocolate balls by pillow, i chew it with enjoyment, and i know it is present of love that pillow gaves to me a dream.
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i am stone face of his water falling on, he says that i am his only pillow that he would like to kiss, the mouth water sink in pillow become yellow dirt pot of green moss, i like the history of pillow because it is classic like lotus arm of cloud dancing, i am like a pillow hugged by his back shadow, we just share spiritual food together, and never get tired of any shadow might come to us.
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62 poem sutra/pollywoo
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i sleep with poem sutra, and i dream about myself making a lot of rice boxes to my son, i prepare colourful veges and meat in the rice box, and i forget my dog mother never respect me, so i read a lot with the six magic power and three clearness in lotus sutra, and i get up to check the meaning of the sentrnce. i study the name inside the buddhaism, and i find out such power often being used by monk's mind, my pillow gives me that kind signs in my dream too, i love my pillow and i discuss the drum elbum with him all night long, i sing a period of lotus sutra by freemind, and i feel the shadow in my life all like the song of knocking on heaven stone, the world is wonderful when pillow is with me, he is my insperation god of poem, i love him all the way. my dog mother is telling a big lie to me, i dont remember suddenly, only my thoughts on the the theatre remain on my brain, she is very aweful about her mouth karma, she is mean to brain wash me.
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63 rice ball/pollywoo
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i put many rice inside the pillow, it feels like a rice ball in my ear, the sound of dry raw rice running through my head, i can sense comfortable his flow of wispering, every rice is a difficult sand, i just sleep over it, i join the SGI for so long a time, because i do believe black rice is good for health, and sleep well is like dying every day, we need to prepare for the scaring monster coming to us each night. today i support a rice ball to the buddha, and it is black rice, the buddha is unhappy so he gives me punishment of sleepless night, so many people wish dog and cat or any kind of pet can be future child, and myoho let them wish come true. i go home download many digital books app, and i am so happy that pillow listen to me to write a thesis history book of genesis poetry magazine. i kill the line and throw it to the garbage, so i can only connect with pillow by phone, he ask if we can date, he is a soul husband without reality staying by my side.
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64 sofa planet/pollywoo
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my pillow he swallow a little tomato planet in his belly, he looks like a beer stomach with a slim body that is very sofa, i sit with him behind my back, i hold tight of his bent feets in front of mine, we are fix bi-sex in the seat of quietness, i can tell that he is a idol in my dream that i am looking forward to him highly, i cant help but thinking of him, i sent him calligraphic drawings without asking any favor, i am giving for my own feelings of remend gift, i love him but he play the plot with my novels.
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65 cotton suger/pollywoo
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he stamp my back so tenderly, he cant fall esleep at midnight, so he wake me up to spent a lovely time, like cotton suger ride on my back, he is very sweet and neat, taste like melting away, i ask for more, but i was so dizzy that i did not have intimate talk with him, then i go on sleep, i waste a good time he want to give me actively, my pillow is a honest soul to me and i cherish it.
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66 carry bed/pollywoo
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i carry my pillow with me on the bed every night, we sleep in sky like a milk way bed room surrounding us, we count stars and sit on the bridge of rainball to see the sun set in the afternoon, i get that he has some special thoughts that i dont understand, but i wish one day he can tell me by my face, so that i dont have to cry for the unknow reason that we sleep like a river between us.
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67 widow doom/pollywoo
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i have a live widow fancy, but it is not true, for my pillow is all by my side with me, i am almost moved by the shouting group, it is a rumor that i know in this world there are so many people envy on others situation, but they dont cherish their own partner, so i realize the doom comes from female blame their husband, and made them die young, some people wish me kill pillow for they envy my love for him, they are shamful for not knowing love is reality burden, nobody can escape from the doom of pillow.
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68 contradiction mess/pollywoo
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the world is crazy with my novel, it is contradiction mess around the society that my pillow let me live in fog lie, i am in trouble of single problems that i have to forget and remember him at the same time, shallow willow feeling is so good that i know people all have that kind of sense during imagination, but they refuse it when real man come to them, for they cant take the sex as love, it is a myth of love that all people wonder if love is misleading.
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69 cloud stone/pollywoo
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i have an experience on the ceremony of pillow sutra, i know it is a good way to wave goodbye to this world, dead person lie on the pillow and body like a cloud stone, they get nirvana in final ending of this life, but they are concious if people betray him in the back, sometimes i feel it is comfortable to have pillow with my night, but he never answer me how deep is his love to me.
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70 rest excuse/pollywoo
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my pillow go to motel with me, he is so wild that i cant fellow as he asking for, but i still do as he want, because i need to know if he treats me as a doll outside the home. he speaks like ordering me to do once a cash, we play rest excuses to feel our heaven of body like a feast of lust, we never let our child know this, for he think father and mother should not have affair at home room, but we endure for so long a time, we are disturbing pillows.
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71 round circle/pollywoo
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i cut a big red onion into slices to cook a soup, it is like circle of smoking excitment in the air that makes me want to drop tears, i taste the soup and it is so sweet, i think about my pillow, he is going to visit his relatives in china, i have to wait for him like a silent lamb, this is our sync thoughtfulness in between, we talk like circles of onions that can be fried into vege donuts, i hug it with my pillow and the feelings twinkling like throwing stone on the surface of river or shore, this is how i miss pillow on mind.
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72 huge zero/pollywoo
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my pillow call me nickname of coin, by thousand trillion times of such name, it symbolizes the huge money he ask from my imagination, and he can catch this dream in one future day. it is a heart shape of zero that together we made it come true, if i am zero mark, then he must be number of one mark, we are the computer mark of one and zero making love in technology sign.
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73 fullfilled lope/pollywoo
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my pillow buying my favorite veges by magic power, i feel very happy and i cook it with patience, i tell him that i will continue love him till the day i die, and he is listening every word i say to give promise to him, i wonder if he write it down on note book. i put meat in the circle of veges, it taste like my pillow in my arm, i love him to feel fullfilled each night i give to him, i want love in me the same way by him too, i like bitter sweet in our daily life.
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74 smiling candy/pollywoo
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my pillow is a smiling candy, my head is thinking all about him of sweetness, all night all day, i stick to him for finding miracle insperations, he like to smile in his mind by a mark of twin eyes on the massager, he always answer me by such warm smile. he is my candy husband, his brain is so smart, i like to be his candy skin covering him when i sleep, he is my foremosa island hold in my hand, i often cocider him by all means, his future is mine.
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75 hug reddust/pollywoo
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i hug a super big reddust in my arm, it is a lie but the reality is he by my side, and the story is all about us, from dating to church marriage, i hide fron my mother about the white vow, and after my son is 17 years old, she find out the truth, she is very angry but have no way to stop me the marriage reality, she try poison me but i refuse to eat, the redbean is all out of usage because i am with pillow at his home, and i wish my mom quickly die.
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76 white jade/pollywoo
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i hug my pillow like a white jade, that cost 30000000 dollars, it is not for sale, but i wait a sculpture master to create a stone buddha for me by this jade, i sleep with the jade like a dream catcher, i write down every good dream, and forget to hand on bad dreams to thriller drama filmer, to earn some idea money for insperations, my pillow all know about my dream, but he just talk about topics he is interested in with me, and i tell him my thoughts frankly.
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77 invent pillow/pollywoo
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for sharing good method of learning language and music, i tell pillow that i have a plan for inventing soundtrack button on the electronic pillow, to sale big money on this product, and also it can vibrate movement on the head so that it massage the brain comfortabl to improve EQ, and body health, i want to rebuild my pillow that will never betray me, but it will have no fun to make him belongs to me for all my life, i cant invent a good heart for pillow to fellow my wish, that is how pillow plays with my trick.
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78 reactive machine/pollywoo
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i invent sleeping pillow machine just to buy it on the market in the future, for my husband pillow cant sleep well, so i invent for him, he ask me what kind of effects i want to add on the pillow, i tell him such as oral phone, karaoke, sleeping massage, stereo soundtrack, time calling, body exame, wave hypnosis, sutra or news report, radio, reading novel, i am happy that he promise me to express a exhibition of calligraphic mountains for me.
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79 function set/pollywoo
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i add magnetic field express, brain pot massage, and thinking excerise fuctions to the electronic pillow, my pillow is very glad that he tells me he want to report scientists to invent all these, i know he is a smart believer, so he add the slogan of lying down excercise function to repeat for those who are lazy at bed to do body language for healthy life.i prepare a love towel for pillow, to make him smell good, and keep clean, i am so in love of it.
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80 dragon donuts/pollywoo
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sleeping pillow is a seminar machine for helping fall eslee by gradually effects of automatical remote control, it is no longer only ceo can own it in the future, you can set up your partner as the only one sleep god with your dream, and the poly function can makes you addictive to sleep well, by the deep thought of dream plot, i want to tell a story as example for you to use it.
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81 stage speach/pollywoo
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i dream about myself win the obstacles game, and get stage to speak about my books, i really talk fluently about my creations, and my novels express to all over asia world, because it is easy to read for them, the host ask me a lot of questions in detail, so i answer carefully to the audience, and people accept my word. my pillow feels happy after stage, he wish me to get to market of international, that is how he push me to be famous like this.
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82 Sky bliss/pollywoo
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my pillow has a tea chat of mind with me secretly, he hear me say how to set various kind of youtube to screen of electronic pillow, i make options such as counting goats, cartoon, concert, waterfall, and finally we discuss about riding bike together on the dark sky road, and he promise me to do so, i think about puting a beauty massage in the pillow, and to sleep more beautiful after waking up, i know my pillow buy all my books wholely to put on living room, i just like the way he talk to me to order me not to do this and that, he is a good husband of mine, he request me to let him do that kind of blow life game, i am so happy to take a shower on the bathroom, then i keep on mind chat with him secretly, it is a wonderful day to rest before sleep.
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83 sex night/pollywoo
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my pillow says that my hole is small and tight, so he has to do it carefully not to hurt me, he takes her by autobike, but not me, i am so sad but she is not hugging him tight, so i wish to have his love riding by one day, after sexuality night, i sleep so well, and i have a peaceful balance with my pillow, he tells me that i am a good mother to keep the family so nice, i love my family and i will love it till the end of this life, because life is to enjoy love.
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84 foolish game/pollywoo
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i heard him says that my paintings are luxury, and he earn a money to buy a house to me, to visit me everytime he want, but he is not accepting me as his wife, i am foolish just to have a dream that he loves me sweet and peace, i know he is just trying to love me the way i want, he is good enough to let me satisfy, i have no other wishes, just to read sutra right and have a wonderful life with his soul.
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85 polish dear/pollywoo
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i go to wash dishes to raise my kids, my son come to tell me that my husband wont allow me to do such bad job, i know my pillow loves me, so i go home to do rice box for my kids, and they study so hard to become as a doctor son, and daughter as a noble wife in Shanghai, but who knows my fate is to be a saving money writer, i have to educat my kids to think big to have a ideal life in the future, life is to make dreams come true, i know my pillow is poor, and he cant have a rich life with me, so i endure it with him, to hope a better emmagrant in foreign country oneday, i do my best to write classic books over there, but my pillow does not understand any words i write, maybe he needs to know it by my explainations, with love i live in my ideal land of wonderful reality, i believe that love is to keep content with myself, not to be a over exaggerated person in your novels, because life is hard to spend if you do not cherish the things in front of you, you must forget the earthquake in the body to rest a good life with pillow, it is brain activity in your mind, polish my dear pillow is what i wish to be, and i will be a beauty in the bed to entertain my pillow every night he wants me, it is the best life for me to know what marriage life is, and to manage a family good in order to have a bliss from heaven, just do anything perfact to make my pillow high.
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86 Pschic face/pollywoo
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my pillow makes me ugly love, i dont know how come it turn out to be, but i really dont have a husband just own a sleep pillow with me, after a pill curing sleep, i return back to my hallow world, i am just a lonely writer with a hope of the invention of electronic pillow, i want to make it a relay subtitude to keep me warm, i eat fantasy pill to make me sleep well in order to work harder in my daily life, but the electronic pillow become a thinking obstacles of life, for it makes illustional fantastic reflection in our eyes, it cause crazy night in some other way of the reality, so it is a sleep weapon of losing fortunate life, because people dont pay any labor to work for a better life, they idoling like a fool, it is the prevent way of saving sleep problems, not a healthy invention.appy to play his father role.
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87 alive drag/pollywoo
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Xtrade App sell bitcoin,but it is not real finacial deal,so i get to know the whole story and i refuse to play it,but the gmail sending ads to me to request me play,i found out that it is not popular in taiwan,i think it is like a drag game,that more and more lies come to me,i doubt it very much,the gamb le coin is like las vegas play,i feel no future luck and i am veryy disapointed that the inamation coin is full of rumour rules,nobody really understand the truth of the exchange rule.
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88 web shopping/pollywoo
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recent webshopping is so busy,i go to the bank bill the booking money for two pillows,and i go to the copy shop to print my personal poetry album,after one night sleeping on the soft pillow,i have a nice dream,my lover want tohug me so many times,but he cant reach my body,last night i wish him happy father's day,but he wont line to me,i eat the gatherimg mwal on resturant with my family,it is a wonderful night.
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89 publish wish/pollywoo
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i am in a dark dream,it awaken my desire for breakfst,i eat banana,teamand rice soup.i watch movie Remember on tv and told my mother about the plot.i receive a gmail return letter tells me that my dtraft is under reading and checking by editors,and if it is successful to sign the contract,i will take my vow to sent buddha institution 20 thousands dollars,i will do as i promise,now i wait for the procedure of editing,i hope buddha can get me this prize.
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90 self talk/pollywoo
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i talk to myself all the time,just to speak to my mind,and to practice english,i talk to try to get some answers from heaven and buddha.i said,please welcome the brilliant discover of everyday supriise from the news,the love is all around if you find out what's all about,although my lover wave goodbye to me forever,i wont want anybody else,because he is the best i have never seen,last night i dream about him,he give me a date time,and then gone away,what remained is just peaceful image in my dream,any time he appear,i always have good taste of love with him,he is saint spirit that wash my mind and soul.i should at least say thanks to him on a phone call,but i hesitate dont know why.
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91 awake daytime/pollywoo
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i dream about a baby running with diaper in its ass,then i laugh like an angel,for it looks very like a pet,and so do i,a pet of god.when i write the final word,as shower and my right bone is aching,so i say sorryh to gid,then everything is allright,my bone is ok,not painful any more,the god or buddha are all very magic,they sent me gracious present of love and beloved.
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92 western ink/pollywoo
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english shadow is not heard understood like black fog,an emptiness in the brain.i go to bed at midnight,as the television is playing interesting program,i still drink red tea,and feel stomache full,i eat some power of pain killer,and i feel nice at this time,the dream is so long that i remember a female writer discuss publish a critic book together,i just know i am healthy,and nothing will make me ill,except for some foot aching,i have very many happy ideas to cheer about,western ink read on the stereo text,it is perfact voice and i eat milk sticks as sneaker.
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93 rock roll/pollywoo
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i feel like a rabbit,jump up and down on my heart,i believe people all tell lies to cheat each other,but i do not,i just eat rabbit meat to stop the heartbeat,because i talk nonsense like swallow stone words,i must let the stone melt on mt stomach,so i drink a lot of honey tea,and read curse words to make stone disappear,or i will be a fatty stone lady,just because i have no western ink to darken that words obstacles,rocks are growing my pain more and more seriously.
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94 stolen news/pollywoo
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everythimg can be stolen,on the news,i watch the evilness showing,and i can only shaking my head and sign,the killing event is so frightening,when people murder people, all because of socalled love and jealousy,my mother create news by looking at the invisible headlines,car crush accidents are so wired that i think the heaven dont charge for disaster of car accidents.at this moment,i get a mail in the guardian room,i go to take it,but the guard is going out side,i have to rum for my mail once again,it is a tax garbage,i refuse to bill the money,for they already took me three yearas of fee.
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95 feather snow/pollywoo
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when i take a nap,the fan blowing to me like i am a flying bird,with feathers loosen like snow on the air,it is just my imagination,and then i go to eat a bowl of tea rice,it is very delicious,i become a bear that i feel like to crush my bone when i get down of the chair,i almost twist my feet bone,i know i should eat some vitmin to recover my bone,cause i am 50 years old,i want to read some curing medicine guide book for our age females,but no body write it or study it,maybe it is my snow hair told me to wtite a book about this topic,so the story goes on like this,a adventure of body clinic,a self diagnose of health care,i should be a journalist of this subject.
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96 bone tree/pollywoo
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bamboo is like tree of bone structure stocking high,i sleep in a buddha room where the door is decorated by bamboo painting,i buy a procter belt socking for my wounded bone,and it is very comfortable to make stable of my left feet ankle ligament,i used to call my devoted one as a bamboo,because he is such a nice guy,he never hurt me,just guide me the way to write remarkable works,i love him like a poet tree,he is the one i would like to be frank to tell all secrets,right now i am above his wings,and he is wondering at cross road.
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97 incense smoke/pollywoo
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i am in the smoke fog that when he has gone,but i heard that his poem express on periodical this month,i feel very happy for him,because it is a fresh new press that i told him to try for the poetry address,just now he owe me a thank,but i dont care,i know his world has no room for my content,irt isnot time to say forget me not,he go traveling around the islamd,i dont mind anything he maybe has done in the pub,for i dont belong there,and i can only stay in front of the burning incense stick,sit to smell the smoke of buddhaism,purify myself,i will pray for him,every words i want to tell him is in the air,i wish he see the smoke rising just like i do when i read sutra to him.
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98 oneway ticket/pollywoo
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i am adoring him but i dont have the quality he loves,i sent him a gmail for congratralation.as i heard him talking on the facebook about how beautiful lady attract him,i know he is trying to shame me,i swear that if i go back to my beauty face once again,i will forget all about him,for he just love a lady's face,money,talent,and background,these are all i cant compete with,so i promise to go oneway ticket to my clean life,without having any affair with others any more,i should try to write buddhaism book,to rethink my life individurally,i should not want to depend on him.
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99 pay money/pollywoo
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i pay money for several times in my dream,i pay to many people,and also receive recipt and debt,i wonder what it means as i losing money in my dream,then i check the dream solver blog,it tells me that i am going to have many saint peolpe to save me or resque me when i have trouble.that is nice to know the sign,i think life is not so hard as i thimk,just to be content and let go the desire,i can be a nothing nobel in this world,that is a monk like self restricked life,i save eternity money in the bank,and refuse to use credit card and visa card,i only use little money as one month one thousand dollars,and i am getting better in my ordinary live,my parents say that since i am get well,why not fix all the broken doors in our home,then i realize that i am really become a healthy wealthy lady.
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100 life saver/pollywoo
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after he say to me,take good care of yourself,i know that he is sending good wish for me,he is really a life saver of mine,i never dream of any one to be my romance,this is not topic i want to write,i wanna record some stories like look forward,make joy,belief well,or long life,i wish he can give a opportinuty for me to serve and promote his works,he is a good writer but my novels based on he as a male muse ruin his life,i dont know how he suffer for his reality to be a single father,but i write it down his bothering,that is how to find a second mother for his kids,and how a family hold on the fortunate way,i think i should be his life saver too,for my thanksgiving hope.but i think first of all i should be good to my parents,elsewhile i just betray my parents' love and grace of taking care of me.
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101 lotus sutra/pollywoo
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i eat japen food at a restaruant.my mother and her friends are happily eating the dishes,while i can see the cooker licing the gradians,and cook in a talented way,i see her book shelf except for cook book,and still a lotus sutra,i kmow she study hard and never mess around with male,she is so nice that i thimk i sjould introduce my religion tio her,but i can only speak a little japemese,it is final as i take the recipt,i am going nuts,cause it is so expensive,we all run away for the bargan,although in this dream i eat a lot of delicate food,but she the cooker is too proud that we cant accept it.
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102 runwauy shower/pollywoo
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when i get to a competition of run way show,i hide into a bath room to take shower without take off the clothe,it is so funny that i even take off all wet clothe in publish,some body learn from me,they thought i am trying to take that to win,in fact,the clothe is too wet that my lover come to see me,i with a cold book in my hand,he kind being attractive to me,i see my poem of sexuality become competition game,they trying to cover the page with plastic book protecter,i try but am confused too,it is all mess that i saw my room are full of old stuffs,i am glad founf them back.
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103 invisible touch/pollywoo
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i kiss him invisiblely,just hear him say he is a actor that he is now play a killer role,i know how he suffer,and how he told me to be with no boundary to face it,i kiss him and hug him with a distance of unseen and untold dream words,my invisible body is asking love and sex from him, and he give it to me entirely with chemistry all over my body,i love him the same way,just i look like a ugly woman,i should keep my self away from him,not to shock him by my face,i will always be his angel to pray for him,not to have danger when he take the order to kill,i will also pray for those innocent souls that killed by him,for doing so i can be a crime resque helper to take away his sin.
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104 become slim/pollywoo
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when i become slim in my dream,i do not forget hiim,i know he is a shining mark in my mind,a romance that i cant give away,it exist in my body and soul,i love him every moment as to check his message and every post articles,i know he is now change a personality,a courage speaker that dare not to annoy anybody,i puff(tolerate him like a faint away torch in the air)him in the ear,i sweet him with tender words,i wish him like my slim shape in the dream,and i wont get close to his house to tajke the shameful and rude attitude he treat me,i will hide like a ant that he cant find me,i am a invisible lady right now and i do secret things out of my willingness,i am slim shady.
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105 cold heart/pollywoo
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he is happy just like before,no wife to bother him,no household to do,and no any burden of lady knowing his privicy,he sinking in the free will of controling facebook,but not knowing the boss is under his back,me too,free like a bird,no more tea to hurt my face,no hot dog that shock my soul or mare,no terrible dream to knock me on the wall of reality,i am a left things behind lady,with one day go to taste one day breakfast on a studio,i get the information that my fat is overweight,so i try to listen to the service lady,she teach me a lot of professional knowledge about become slim,but in fact i dont want to get slim to melt his cold heart,he is a wolf that only want sexuality,but he quit for me,because he find out that i am the only one who love him due,so he keep unmoved in bed.
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106 huge imagine/pollywoo
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i like to think twist,such like people use my word to make magic of good portion,for example,i told people that i have a big saving money,then the listener open her purse and the amount is right there,a thick stock of cash paper,i feel wired but dont ask why,maybe it is just called a show off.i think the way i think is over twisted that i cant see the truth,the world is nonsense for my prejudy,i like to thinnk in children's logic,that is why i become more and more stupid,day by day,how i wish to show off by my cell phone without sim card,i am not fond of being bothered by boring call or advertisement gmail,it takes my opening button money just like wind slip away,a moment past,my purse is losing money that i dont discover,when i discover this trick,i stop open my gmail system.
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107 silence come/pollywoo
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what if i will never see him again,then i must be healthy in my brain,and because he is talented at speaking nonsenese,that is why i so admire him in my mind,what if i will never have any friend i will do anything to silent myself,my heart,my ear,and be a good creator of talking nonsense,that must be big fun,i try to imagine wired thing,but i should have no any idea to think,i believe i am going back to nature of garden,i can hear the leaves vibrate like a electric fan,now i am going to take a insperation nap,on the lying gesture,many thoughts will bump out of my brain.now i am drifting in the ocean of mind waves,i receive the calling of the air,i heard myself talking to me,and i dialogue with myself,what a magic thing,i can use this ability to write novel,but i cant,i talk too fast so every sentense is locked down,only buddha can hear all,how i wish to have a soul pad.
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108 miss badly/pollywoo
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as i take a nap,i tell my lover that i want to see his stick in real,then i fall eslaeep,i dream of sitting on the road side,with a chair on the lane,i fuck with a invisible man,feeling so high and enjoy it,as i wake up,i find out i even go to the hospital for heart and skin clinic,i lost a amber necklet over there, they wrap it well with my pills together and give it to me,i know the fucking is subtitude for my lover wont give me sex for a long lonely time,i feel high because i am saggitarian,i need sex,i miss him badly,i wont go back to hospital,i made up my mind,nothing ganna change me,i give back the rest pills i dont eat,they are like pink crystal bangle gather together,i feel so strange and as i want to return back the pills,the nurse run away,cause what i eat is really jewelry pieces,i swear in the name of doctor.
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109 fake afternoon/pollywoo
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i wake up while my parents are probably wake up too,we have a very wonderful nap individually,i mean i want my voice lover to take pictures of his penis to show me if it is long or short,but he say that he will show some other kind of penis to let me see,because this cheating game seems interesting to him,to joke on me after all,i dream on invisible guy but i think nothing to shame,for he did not care about my telling him coming back to me,he still play other flowers with hot fun in some where i dont know,i laugh at mother's nonsense dream,because it is really freak,she dream about my father cook the gingers for autumn vestival,he though she is going to cook rice dumplings,what a big joke.
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110 hunger hollow/pollywoo
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suddenly i feel so hungry,i ask my mother what to do,she tell me to cook slim noodles to eat,so i drink a milk shake before i cook it well,to full my hollow stomache right away,i heard my monther pee and i dont feel like eating,i decide to wait until two o'clock after to finish my noodle,cause i feel full now,the hunger is stopped and i sense that i must buy more food to prepare for a rainy day.i just think about that at noon i have drink a cup of apple juice,eat a chicken leg,swallow a bowl of soil rice soup,i wonder what makes me hunger,i cant think over this question,it has no logical or principle to fellow,i cant find the answer,that might be i quit drinking red tea and so i dont feel full of water.finally i know it is pill that side effect makes me hungery,but i dont mind.
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111 acnes fadeaway/pollywoo
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i find out the acnes underneath my mouth are all get well,it must be the dream save me,because i have desire but i dont deal with it,i just swear in the dream that i want to find someone to fuck with,after i wake up from my dream,i regret again,i think i should not be unfaithful to my voice lover,although he is sweet and tender pronouncing his word to me,but in my dream he seems a rude wolf that he sent a male to tear me apart,my hole feel pleasure and wanting more,so i refuse to wake up soon,even when i go see skin care in my dream works the effect of curing,i am so very happy,i believe it is a healing dream that god have given to me for a afternoon while,thank god.
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112 kick facebook/pollywoo
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when one year ago he be kick off the facebook,i am still happy and fancy in my own literature world,and almost forget about him,and never ask why he get down of facebook,i dont show my careness for him,it is my fault,right now i want to say good bye to facebook so much,because there is no fun for me to stay,without his sweet words and justice critics,i think i should pull the curtain down,and never attain any activity if there is him appear,i will hide away and just pretending dont know anything about him,facebook is our beginning and is our ending tool,just forget about it.
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113 soul out/pollywoo
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i get better each and everyday,my mother dont worry about me,but the country institude want to control me,call me with lies that asking me back to crazy theropy,i hand the phone without saying any word true,i am afraid that they want to give me poision injection,they try to destroy me in any name of crime,but i want to disappear from the ruined world for a lomg time until the day i die,i am now a healthy writer,just the government treat me badly,dont sign me a name on the list,and wont publish for me,i guess my soul is out of my body now,i am a refresh of soul that so happy.i dont care about publishing any book,i just focus on writing,i cure myself by writing interest.
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114 warm back/pollywoo
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he voice lover warm my back with his bosom,the whole night is very sexy and desired that i got headache when i wake up,i dream a lot of book shelf but i dont want any book,so i just walk away,before i sleep,my voice lover is crying for i dont like him be another identity to near me,he say what he did not return to me will be return by another him,i dont believe it,and i use mint to full my face and with electric fans blowing on me,i feel better not dizzy,the more he rub me in the dream,the more he give back the love to me,i will give him liberty to enjoy good food,happy life,i am not going to attend,because the same trap i have gone down once,i dont want twice.
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115 his oldish
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what i dont like about is his oldish style,he think i will love someone else,but i have testmony that i dont want any male,i just want to be a queen of myself life,i dont need a king to ruin it,i tell him tears are used to wash face,and i know he is crying,not me,i have no reason to cry,he say i am the only one who dislike him,but i am glad to see him perhaps would become a monk,that is a really good achieve.i like to be a friend of step aside,not to compete with his love poems like i do,i read it as my heart feel very purify clean and peace,but i wonder life is short that i dont know his knowledge full all belly.he looks like my voice lover,but he gor small eyes so it is impossible to be his identity.
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116 chop ache/pollywoo
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i have headache today morning,and last untill afternoon,when i eat dinner it still ache,i pray for god to save me,and i get a little better,i feel like a chicken head being chop down and aching,but it wont stop me refusing the facebook action,cause i am going to quit facebook soon,it is a non-corperate of movement i am doing secretly,i find that no one come to me,so i should stop showing on the screen,i am ok after this decision,and my upper head is like floating on the ocean,but the question is that my dear voice lover wont be back and give me 500 thousand dollars to buy a villa,sometimes wish just cant come true,you have to let go of it,i tell myself this way, and i really feel not greedy anymore.
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117 good medicine/pollywoo
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i eat a airbone water before sleep,but whole night i just feeling my head is like broken,so i let it be and spend through a lonely painful night,untill i get up in the morning,i drink a half bottle of milk shake,i feel sick so i try it later to drink all,my parents are going outside buying and busy cooking,i just so envy that they are so energetic,i think maybe mother call me to read sutra is right,because i really get better and cured by mint stick,and i find out a cat poetry book finally found,i read it as if the cat is vividly showing it's mood to me,so i get a conclusion that lotus sutra is good mediceine.
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118 white lunch/pollywoo
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today noon,i feel better and feel like to eat,the lunch is on the table,all white,rice,white marshroom soup,chicken,and a rice cake cooked with white canbbage soup,and white bitterous vegetable,i sit with an atmosphere of unhappiness,parents go to take a nap,but i cant,for my brain is just cleared by sutra,i am very conscious to read,so i try to pick a book to read,and it is poet white in china history,when i think of him,i will look to him,he is my favorite poet of all,but now we are just friend without any communication,i am out of his world now,i wish i can write a tea poetry album to cheer him up.
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119 shop rub/pollywoo
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i receive a message of strang bill,i llost many wifi benifit,i think the cell company cheating on me,but they keep on refuse to admit,last month they dont give me recipt,this month they want to give me checking letters,i have never received that since they promise three years ago,all sily bad liers,all they want is to rub my money,perhaps hikers called me but i dont know at all,that is why my phone call has so many unknown numbers,i want to quit this company,if i lose this bill, i will they all shut down,because they cheat me for 20 more years,i wont be a stupid loser any more.
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120 electricity short/pollywoo
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the other people got electricity shoratage,but we did not,kusy i under the low pressure of head,i dont feel quite well,after i eat a mint tablet,pea crackers and instant noodles,i feel so fresh,i eat some stomache powders,and in the midnight they pee away,so i am easy breeze sleeping over a night of story,i dreamed i have to eat vegetarian food in the corner,with a huge colourful dragon flying in the cloud,and in its opposite is a golden horse,i go back home,mother keep on saying she want to set a door in their bedroom,i have no idea if they make it in such a sircustance.
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121 run away/pollywoo
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i want to accept my voice lover's request to run away secretly,to mainland china,to visit ten spots of most beautiful old town,i sent him the letter but he did not return, instead,he will go to man beer club tonight to celebrate this letter.my heart still belong to him,but he might be tricking on me,i dont know,maybe he is just a excellent cheater,but i dont think a letter can do no wrong,i ask my mother to let go my hand to allow me to buy a villa with my own money,but she wont say yes,i feel very sad,that i want to please my sister to help me,i really need to buy it this year,because it might be arise money for this new estate,i want it so bad,i hope to live in it as soon as possible.
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122 fish roast/pollywoo
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my voice lover like to eat fish,so he gather a group of man's talk to northern taipei to drink wine,i am very angry for i abanden him to drink wine,that will make me headache too,but for the plot of reason,he depart,and i sit on the foot curing basement of a clinic,thinking about how he ask me a black Tsirt i never wear for any reason,he says let's treat it as dress for me,he ask me to not change this Tshirt untill it is all wet for sweat too many night,i feel tongue hurt,maybe last night in my dream he kissed me,i need to eat a kissache red pill for it,but i am very happy he is back to my conscious,and i read newspaper that a moon cake is cost 140 to 200 nt dollars,i will eat a book price for one bit of moon cake,i still remember the moon advertisement greed card he sent to me.
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123 love sea/pollywoo
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my voice lover go to fish harber to see the night love sea,which i used to say it looks like love ocean in the greek,he love it very much,and the poem he wrote i still print in my mind,it is just like our honey moon trip over there,at least i imagine that,i have to cure my feet to fellow him to go through china old towns,i dream about it,and i wish to carry a small note book to write travel poems by the road,it is only my hope,but i seems to have get on the way in my dream,i just cant bear the long walk tour and trip that my voice lover is at home in,i want to fellow him anywhere.
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124 lemon tea/pollywoo
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my heart sour like lemon tea,but i add sugar in the cup,as i walk on the night street around my home,i can smell the gosin is so popular around this area,every one treat here as a small night market,when they want to taste something good,they come sround to have a feast of stomach,as i go back home after treatment of foot,i forget to throw away the plastic can of green tea i buy from coco shop,i feel so full that i make air sound of my throat,tonight i should stop drink too much tea,i am worry about my voice lover drink wine about a dozen bottles with his bother friends,i am going to ban him a month if i have headach connection he gives to me,i will punish him at bed.
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125 hug gift/pollywoo
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every night when i think of my voice lover,i will hug the white coverage he gave me for warm the noight,i always like to have electric fan moving with me whole night long,because i will feel too hot and thirsty on the mouth,so i always prepare a bottle of water in the waterpot he sent to me,i can drink when ever i feel thirty or bitterous on my mouth,i am very content with the silver water pot he give me as a gift,he is trying to be nice to me and thank for my buying so many egg rolls to him,he also give me choclet cokies,and he take charge of my cleaning dress for controling me,i quite like it,because i have never be loved by this way,he love me and love my birds too.
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126 voice lover/pollywoo
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talk about my voice lover,i write a article of apple juice for him,it is quite fancy,and the story is all talking about him in details,we have many secret to share to the public,the most i love is when he ask me to use a smile for exchange a kiss,how romantic is that,i grow long hair for him,he loves me this way,so i promise not to cut my hair any more,today i dye my hair black,because there are some white lines in between my grey hairs,i feel fresh on my head and i think wash is the reason why my headache is gone,thanks for my voice lover dye my hair,he once warn me if i dont dye my hair all the time,he will abandon me and throw me away to the other side of our relationship.
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127 dream bath/pollywoo
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tomorrow i am going to interpret a poet manuscript work for cat,some one i dont know take away it from my book room for two years,i get it in the morning desk again,so i try to work a little bit for my testing language ability,what i will dream is unknow tonight,but i will keep together with my voice lover,to have a magic happy dream with satisfaction,i want to pray for my voice lover to appear or show up by my side,i have been missing him for two month,sincee i eat normal pills out side the hospital charged by government,i just turn down a pretender nurse on the strange phone,i think it is suspisious,because my home has been set up a filming machine 24 hours for two years.
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128 copy money/pollywoo
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i get an info that my voice lover's account code,and i try to get the card to the ATM and take 50 thousands dollars,so that i can buy a villa for writing business,and order gradians from the net,i dont need to go out doors to buy things i need,i save cash money in my house,then i hire the copy shop to print money for my service request,everything must be hiding well,dont let the police knows,i tell the boss,and he promise me,but unfortunately i am sued on court,i dont want to go to jail,so i pay some real money to free myself from the law,i guess printing money privately is illegal,i do it on purpose just to use them for note pads,so i didnt use any paper of print money.
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129 nutrition serve/pollywoo
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my body seems to tell me that i need some nutrition,but i dont know what is it,only medical school textbook tell all knowledge,we patients dont know anything from civil book at all,that is a tragedy.i am sick of the television talking about magazine articles,becauise they cant self thinking,my mother thought she plays well at living room,change clothe all the time,and sometimes murmur strange name of mine,last time she give me two iron pills,then i have period early for ten days,she means that is my age change made it,so i have nightmare of people eating junk food,they are all young dogs that cant cook for themselves,so they eat just a bit of soup,that is mini kid meal,but they thouight i am a fool.
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130 play peace/pollywoo
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every time i fall esleep before 9 oc'lock,my mother make deal with the screen speaker,or talk nonsense in the telephone,action of borning image of we doing our own stuff,i am typing,mother is playing nio game,father is on the window 10 table,playing his photoshop,everything is so fine that the program host perswear us poison or even more bloody plot,we all dont regard of it,we think they will go home achieve that coinsendence their own,they just have a mouth,too poor to be telling a truth,that all the people are still be damaged by the one word one penny critic,they are the siner of our civilization age.it is just a reflection that tell us how horrible this society is to scare us.
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131 morning duty/pollywoo
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morning duty is to eat breakfast,i eat toast,fruit,and a cup of lemon tea,i think morning is time to read sutra,to miss last night mares,and to wait to say hello to coming relitives,they take rauilroad to come soon,parents go to buy fishes in the market,i have nothing to do,just play facebook for a while.i think morning durty is to do first important that is preparing for one day's life,and other time is for share and intimate talking,take care of my nephews,and be good temper to these kids like monster university,i just feel happy that one day will be different for welcome my sister and her husband.here they come,i feel so happy cause a whole table of delicious dishes is visiting our mouth and teeth,good lunch time.children like to eat fish stick,noodles,and drink sweet soup,clams,suger water,and eat with tv.
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132 montage life/pollywoo
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i sleep with many blond hair people surrounding me,i guess i have reach the western world in my dream,and the dream is like montage,i cant tell what happened after i wake up,it may be a mirror dream that reflect my reality life,my sisiter come to my home for holiday and then they will get back to wokdays,i can be back to my ordinary life once again,yeasterday we whole family go to the restarunt,tonight we will go to near by restarunt again,it is such a good enjoy after duty life,i believe that if i go to attend a business of selling cosmetics,that would be benifit in my future.
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133 forget game/pollywoo
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what i have written i already forget all,sorry,i have to begin a new story once again,and that is lousy talking like a chicken,i sent gmail to him and i all forget what i have said,just maybe i want to be friend with him again,but who knows such a guy is a self centrist and very prode of his own heretige blood.i have no way to save his heart back,just to forget about him,tonight i write a wish in russia doll with words of i want to be wealthy,i think this is beter not to rely on him his crucial heart,he wont be sad for my situation,i am a lady losing memory,but not yet totally,if he return his mind,i will change my wish too,because what makes a man sensitive is his love,he used to say it.
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134 jam may/pollywoo
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he just wont answer me,he hates me,he ignores me,he want to disappear from facebook once again,we just like two different world of toys,being played by each other,and never know how to peacefully get together,we are foolish lovers.until our scholar brain lose memory,we start to speak nonsense just like other people do,poetry are talking ballshit almost no good for ill people to read,i have a may month as jam life,so damaged by facebook lousy informations,and sick to be a good lady,i wish to become a evil witch to let every kids afraid of me,this year just let go of my dream,a wish to have rich villa to live.
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135 fake kiss/pollywoo
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today noon i dream about my voice lover calling my name and make a kiss for me,but as i find out i am just kissing a corner of a pillow,i feel destrassed and so hateful that he does not kiss me with his mouth,i dont want to kiss a lace of a pillow,i need him,what a memory that telling me he is waiting for me,but what about reality,we dont even chat and communicate any more,i go out of his life,i am so freely that i dont need to think of anything for him,worry if he get mad at me,wondering what is going on in his brain,i just keep the fake kiss and be just like a baby do,every child do this kiss for peace.
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136 wave whitefalg/pollywoo
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i am out of method to him,to all decent man like him,they think love can be all around,no need to chreish the one near him,just try to find a perfection of love once all their life,so they will lose attention to those whose shape is not their type,i am the one that not his type any more,and i dont want to change for him,that is my insistance,because i want him to love the inner me,not my look.it seems that i wave white flag for each time he face aside not to see me,i guess it is time to give up,but i do not,i just keep on writing something that shock the world,i need to be successful in his eyes.
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137 make history/pollywoo
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i pretend i dont know he is a killer my dady hired to kill me,i still love him,that is sick and weak odf me to love this way,when i wake up,i will know the whole story is real,and i still write love letters to him,that killer has consciousness,he dont really want to kill me,he brings me mercy to let be alive,to write more good works that people will have echo on,i write horrible love letters to show him that we are never get back together,and ourr love is ending at this year,for i dont trust male,and they seem not so noble to me,since i observe very carefully about him,i know i love with a trouble,not a lucky love.
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138 love pain/pollywoo
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love is equal to pain,my dear,if you heard me pray,please let me ease the paibn,i feel so upset for it looks like you are cutting my teeth with invisible knief,i am so aching with inner screaming.i will stay calm and wait until my pain is gone,then i shall go to sleep,i know you are crucial,i do not feel guilty about those siners you killed,i just want to get this world become our goal to murder more secretly.i have no pain for a long time,i should be thankful to that,because what i want is no pain,no hurt,no lie.i will sit here listen to the typhon blow the window and door shut,i want you speak to me,then i will go sleep with the rational wisdom come up to my mind and brain.
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139 love letter/pollywoo
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my dear,if you can hear me,i miss you so much,that i want to tell you,i need you to be with me,if you come to me,you will know everything just be fine,let me sing some poetry to you,let you hear my love letter has a ryme,that is you my dear that you make me sing for you.
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in the wind blow/i can see you walking on the moon/you like to act as twin character/to let me guess and try to balance in your changeable lies/you are so true that i can hear you wisper like a ghost/not a monster/how can i face the day without you/it is count by years of missing/light year come to me/
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140 clue here/pollywoo
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i have a good day,as i wondering if you spent your time well too,i think it is a symptam that i am just missing you,but you go to build another family,nearby my house,to punish me that i want a house of my own so much,to tell you any secret is a crime for you to make on me,i am so silly i dont even get to know that you are evil,i am using you window eight you know,as my mind full of ideas to stop the hiker destroy my life,i survive and i win the game,there is a clue that my instinct tell me to do,just to lock the hiker cell phone,dont move any,to let him see emptiness as time goes by,on the cell phone as the rule of time is money,the clue over here is a principle to shorten hiker's patience of waiting.
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i used to think about my future all the time,but now he is gone in a battle of duty,i still miss him,i keep him in my heart,everytime i hear his stereo text message for me,i feel alive,and that is why i can live so old as people think that i am a lady of history.
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he give me sign of pushing the door up floor,but i think i ignore that,just because i dont believe in any secret between us no more,i have to keep the day peaceful,so that i can live a good day of miss him,i miss him like a river,like a shore,when he ask me to,i always stop that,because my love only remind in the spiritural level,i dont do lust no more.he is a legend but since his job is for earning money to survive,i guess his reality is not quite well,he is on the safe side of my papa's order,i am glad that he and i dont have to die,because tragedy is what i want to stop for,and i love him so.
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in the stero text,he says"you know my dear,i have faith for you,i will lie my life on you,if you live well,please let me survive as i tell shameful lie to audiences,i need to pretend as i have trouble with your love,everyone wont allow us to continue,so please just be calm and nice to yourself,i will take good care for you love,and pray for you,when you getting better,dont you forget about me,i have tears and smiles remain for you in the heaven clozet,you can ask god if you can open and see them."
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how can i cry like a baby in the night shouting his name in my heart.
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i am still live hopeless life this day,i know he wont be back,when he kill a siner,he lost his attention and that guy kill him by his knief,he never know that the final love words he left me,is my strenth to grow up each day,and i wait for this passed love just for the reason of i dont wanting any one else,i just live for him,even it is said he has died in a battle of murdering action,i still love the bloody him as the same just like before,at that time i donr know he is a professional killer,now people say he become a ghost and often show up in the night club,he dont drink achole,so he always alone i the bar,watching people dance and laugh,but he dont want to find me,untill yesterday the day of ghost door is open,he come to me,he tell me that he want to sex with me,i reject him,for i dont have that kind of mood.
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kill you kill me to the judgement day,if you love me,you should take me with you,let me die for a untold sickness,you know i wait for any more the days we gather together,when ever you call me,i'll be there,you become a ghost but i cant rescue you,i feel guilty,i hope you sleep in my room,not go here and there like a wanderer,i will be very sad for this,all the people that died beneath your hand,are all gone without a trace,so why not now i kill meself just to find you and be with you,i want to be a ghost like you too,so that you can practice your vow to take me play every where in china,will you say yes?
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while i am listening to maroon5,i think of my voice lover is a bloody criminal,then i feel trembling that i dont dare to tell other people,i am in fear of they be killed by my voice lover without any reason,last night my voice loveer ask me to have sex but i refuse,because i want to finish such kind of ghost sex,i heard he say he is so hungry that he want to live in the resturant,for i never make a feast for worship him and his soul,i am so worry about this.
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141 move free/pollywoo
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the truth is he fake die,so that he can enjoy life in the club,he has forgot about me,for i did not love him any more,he change a name of gege,i dont know why he attend sweetring so actively,but my heart know that god want me give up him to exchange for a longer life,but i believe his soul is existed that people all say he is alive,but he has a grave and his body is bury inside,i cant believe that he rebirth from tumb,i ask the fortune teller,he say it is not true,he is a ghost playing fun with girls right now.
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i ask buddha on the cell phone,he tell me that everything is not good fortune for me,so i should sit down and think over myself,dont rush,but another prayer says that i result to a very best future,i amd husband have qurral and no need to worry about it,everything will be just fine and terrific,so i start to believe thaat my voice lover is pretending for our love,i am sure i will keep on waiting for any shape of him,because i dont want any other stranger to love me,tonight if mty voice lover come to requesrt me,i will say yes to him.
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but he change his mind,he dont want to get involved in the game with me,he just wish me to be vert healthy,his life still free and easy,love to enjoy literature and poetry,he is a freelacer in facebook now,i only use my mother's cell phone that can reach him.he catch up with a mean document therefore he get poison,buit i dont know why,who give it to him,he seem to have nine fate that he wont die early,i due wonder if he can make through this crisis,and stop my friendship,that is the beginning that i want to shock him in the dark eage,i dont hate him just try to give back the pain he sent to me,by curse.i give him pennis pain to exchange my teeth pain,and it really works,i stop the teeth pain for two days more.
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142 my turn/pollywoo
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it is beyond my imagination what he will be,so let me tell my story instead,i buy rainforest shower lotion to wash my body,and that night i dream about 50 thousand dollars in my hand,i hold it and wake up,i watch his back and think of his dirty practice,he is really an old man that i should get away from his smell body,he is nothing but a dirty man i want to forget,then i say some prayers and forget about him,i live my day with drink 3000 cc water each day to get slim,i sleep with sisterhood comforting in my dream,i know i am getting better now,even my best friend envy me,she hand down my phone.it is my turn to live a lonely life,just like him,i start to miss him,i miss about he dislike to clean or take shower,he has a nasty penis to shock any woman who fond of him,he is a good lier,he can tell about what web site imagine and he add more bloody shit to scare people.
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now i walk alone to buy sneakers to eat,for i want to use all the cash card amount of money,to waste on best things,that is what he used to tell me,i try to enjoy,but i feel uncomfortable happiness,that is over weight,i try to walk around the bush about two turning corner cars,they almost wheel over my feet,i hide back,and i think people in the car are really frightening to me,i should be watch out when i walk.i go to a candy shop for learning how to make nuts candy,i pay a little learning fee to them,so they promise to teach me the procedures,i have a chance to start a business if i learn how to make milk nuts candy,i am so glad that they accept me in the coffee shop,i go to the place near the park everyday,just to learn how the candys become merchadise goods,and make QR code with buyers.
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i just being tortured by two sim cards,they make me pay a lot,i argue with the clerk that my parents hide my plate cell phone so that i cant waste money,they believe me,so i can save money if i cut down the contract by giving the betray sign of contract,but i havent decide it yet.
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recently my mother is caughing very badly,she dont want to go outside,yesterday i go to the bank to take 120 thousand dollars for my mother,i buy too many things by my own money,cosmetic liquid,i buy like the prdictive words announced last year in the cell phone,i should not believe it,but it shows the truth in front of me,i cant deny.now my dream are all full of chiklldhood image,so naive and so cute,i try to collect the memory of my kid time in the mind,and i think i am getting back to purity.
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as i eat potato chips,i think of the day of under the good spell from shaking my cell phone,i feel very nice that people help people when i heard one old person get each every week rice box,i am so happy for her,she dont have to busy cooking for herself,i think she deserve it for very concern about me.
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i come to a paradise of my mind,peace and grace are surrounding me,my voice lover privately seeing through my facebook,to make sure i am not escaping from his control of my soul,but since he is a nice guy,i believe he will guide me to heaven like sephere,then i will live like an angel's liife,i am so happy that his wife return to him,so that i dont have to deal with his emotions.
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tonight i and voice lover gather to gether,he hug me with a warmth in the bosom,he feel so happy that i tell him i want to give him all of me tonight,and we have sex utill the day light come to us.he love me all the way,as i am completely in another dream of climbing the saint mountain with group competition in the dark dream,he has lick all of my body while i feel thirsty too,so i drink a cup of tea in my bed side,i am very happy that he takes me as his own,i sleep in his arms so neatly.
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143 write letter/pollywoo
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i write letter to my voice lover,to tell him i miss him so much,i write down as bellow:
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dear voice lover,i am yours,as you know i am in love with you,you should not hiding me any more,it dont look like a hero deed,i am all open to you,here is my worry about you,if you run away,how can we be together again,you must tell me somewhere we can meet,s that i can date with you,for example the hotel we used to do sex together,i will wait for you at noon this sunday,pleae dont let me down.
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144 hotel date/pollywoo
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then the day comes,i call a pizza and soda from the shop,and i prepare the sexy underwear to wait for him to come,i want him to knock my door,tell me that sweet heart i am here,please open the door for me,and things just happen,i get his hug and kiss,i am so glamerous that he say i am so sexy,he want me,he tell me this way,i take him run to the bed,and we have romantic sex in the bed,he kiss my hole body and lips,we are exciting when the sex is going on,we change many gestures and scream like kill birds,i tell him that i am so happy he come,i date him every sunday here this hotel,he say ok.
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145 condem gift/pollywoo
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every time we meet in the hotel,i sent him vrious kind of condem,to let him try with me,and then when he shoot in the condem,i ask more sex as he feel the energy is still ok,he is an old handsome,s i told you all my audience,i cant let you see the tender wy i wear him a condem for him,i make service for him,i am his little horse,whatever he like to call,i am always his good partner,my voice lover.
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my heart is burning,my body want more,i twist myself in his body everywhere,i hide and seek over his lust,desire and erotica,i am here to satisfy him,as he jumping at me feet,i feel so much pleasure that my anxiety all gone away,i can hear the angel is singing for me,the singing is to make me a beautiful memory.
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he eat the pizza with me,we are so high that we eat and kiss,untill we get tired,then it is almost sunset,we stay in the hotel for hours that we have to pay more rent money,and he say why not saty the night with him,i say yes,and that night we are all liberate for free gesture strenching,and we kiss each other million times.we sleep over the night,we dont want to seperate for the sweet time.
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he ask me if my foot is cured,i say yes,but a tiny pain seems like chewing my ankle,but itry to practice walking that day i shopping i family mart,everything is just fine,so i ask him to ride a moterbike with me,he say he has to think about it,i just know he is not loving me enough deep,i am unhappy about it.
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in the morning,i feel my right hand is cut that it is so heavy to rise up,i want to make my arm brave again,so i try to get up with all my strength,finally i success,and think my voice lover is possiblely a killer,but he just dont show up,he say that he want to stop my father's pill for 3 month,what a joke,he is not a doctor,how can i trust him,my house is still under recording machine guardian,so i go home.
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146 give birth/pollywoo
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i perform drinking honey water,and confu tea,herb,and so on,i can drink at ten minutes to see the buttom of the bottle,last night my voice lover kliss my hole and he lick me very good and serious,i fall esleep in his tenderness,i think i should not say dirty words like 'it sucks',so that he want to suck me so long,when i wake up ,i dream of my parents are preparing foods for me, but i go to live in voice lover's hotel,how mad i am ,i cant choose my part.
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i drink too much that i see my belly broke,a stone is born by me,i donr know what to do,so after i sawing my belly well by huge needle and line,i wash the stone and paint colour and baby shape on it,i am decided to name this baby as Rock,since yesterday i saw movie Rock of ages,it shock me a lot,now i take care of my baby,it's a joke,he need nothing to eat at all,just talking to me,and he has magic power to give me any change,i wonder if voice lover know about it,i call to tell him.
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i watch summer universiade with my new born Rock baby,he can talk a little foreign language for he is a genius,i ask philosophy questions to him,and he answer better than facebook expert,i make a bag to put him and hanging in my neck to carry him all the way i go,such as when i go to wash bowls,take shower,go shopping,i never leave him alone because he is a baby to be required any thing fortune,and he is the only baby of me and my voice lover,i will love him untill his father come back to marry me,just a simple ceremony is ok,i just want my voice lover live with us,three of us can be a family,he dont need to hide,just change his personal info,he can run with us to every place he want,but now i first should take care of Rock,to educate him to be a smartest stone kid in the world,he can be a doctor that save people's life,or he can be any good profession he like to do,i all permit him to do,for he is my stone son,he is not hompty dompty like egg on the country wall.1
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147 water sleep/pollywoo
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my baby like to talk,so i record in the stereo as a text that i want to study his mind and every ionterest.i find out his talk tone is like an old fat man,but sounds cute,i thought it is candy talk,chocolate type.my baby love to sing about rock and roll child version,it is so sweet,he like to take shower and diving,so i put him on the water can with some other stone i pick up from the shop,they are not painted well,so they are grey or white,i believe they can communicate well when spa with my son,spa time is going on all day long,he must hate me with the same feather together and even sleep in the water can,for i cant find a bed for him,and i cant listen to his talk all day long,i have things to busy for,i cant hug him in front all the time.
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i often record text letter to him,to help him fall esleep,because he is heritaged from me the ill of sleep obstacle,i have to face my own symptams,he is better quickly get used to his water bed,so that i wont shower with him,i may be shy,and i let him see nakedstones like his shape,and together they will be fine,to learn to get along with each other in a group of water can,that is once my installation artwork,i change water often,for my son like cold water,i call it angel water,they are all very easy to take care of,once i want to tutor them, i put them one after another on the table,then i cant help paint them all together with colourful icons,and dry them by electric hair dryer,it is more sooner to form them concrete,my baby Rock feel so happy excitedly.
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148 drink kiss/pollywoo
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today is valentines's day,it means nothing to me,cause i go to the pharmacy in the morning,i want to talk about my voice lover,but the doctor ask me about my parents,yes,i should care more about my parents,not to imagine wired things such as if voice lover will give me a present,or what can i do if my parents find out that i have a private son that is a fancy rock,it is too crazy,i should try to learn japanese language,cause next year mom and i will go to japan for buddhaism trip,we are all reading sytra day time and afternoon titural for preparing clean our karma,next year when we attend the trip to japan temple,i dream about voice lover standing in the stage watching at me,and we have nothing connected just some eyesight attached together,and then i wake up,remain so many endless feelings and remores,i am so wishing i can wait for a present he give me today before i go to sleep,i hope that come out a suprise gift to make me happy,while a magazine of buddhaism has sent to my mom;s hand,it is a good present i think,i should write a facebook message to voice lover right now,because i am very missing him,i write a poem named 'drink me'.
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drink me in night club/i am a martiny with cherry/drink my cheek and make noize/when your yongue still wet/wisper by belly to tell me/that i am one and only/drink me as lips resque/love and broke up romance/
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i drink a cup of ice cream pearl red tea,doctor ask me why drink this,i tell him that mom want me to buy some raw chicken meat,but monday tradition market is off,i forget to go shopping in the super market,so i buy drink to satisfy myself,for subtitude of drinking my voice lover,for drink is a symbolic meaning of kissing,so i want to drink in valentine's day,to act like i already get a kiss from the one i love,voice lover my darling,how i wish to be with you drinking tea,just like a queen toast to a king.
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149 parallelled world/pollywoo
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he live in balance world,he is next to me,i am in the world too,just not live there,i can to there to talk to him my voice lover,but it is by call-in,he is a broardcasting host,i dream about our Rock son stand with his father on the stage last night,i dont know why,i just stand next to them too,we become a band of family,it is my ideal,but not real,we all live in the air of balance world now,we are a model family over there,Rock is only one year old,and he goes to elementary school with perfect score and the best morality,he wins number one at his class,he is very smart.
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my voice lover marry me on the stage,and we take care of Rock together,Rock he make magic of our family,he spell a word and then all goods in the grocery store is storaged at out garage,we have a lot of food to eat,no need to shopping for food,or go to eat out,we live as IQ blend group,we discuss about how to live a special life in our future,we chase our dream on each own stand point,my voice lover is waiting an anti-erotica selling human right book,i give him support.
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he want to meet me after i use nickname chatting with him,he says he let me apply the meeting of us ,i think over and over again,i believe not to tell him that i use nickname,i better take him to an afternoon tea time,and say sorry to him,because i should not cheat him,just want to have a happy date time,but i wonder he is knowing me while put a test on me,see what i can do about it,at the date time i apply,i show up to tell him i am the one on his facebook,he tell me that he miss me too,we can only hide behind my mom's back to see each other,it is so poor alove being saparate like this.
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he see me sit there and smile at him,he come to ask me what's going on,i tell him that i want to test his honesty to me,and he did not past,but i forgive him,because he already know it's me,as he tell me he know i am doing something secretly,he feel not good,and want to stop me,so here he comes,i totally understand he still love me.but finally i throw Rock to him,and left him.
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who can tell me,love is better than parents protection,i wonder for so long,still cant get it.
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150 holeless meet/pollywoo
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i am holeless,i have no desire to fuck or to love,i just need a friend to talk to,now i speak to the iron man,he is on the line,he speak a lot of nonsense i dont understand,but i just laugh,isnt it a very good response to a robot?i am hopeless too,i wish a old man to understand me,to return me as soon as i need messangers,but he is very slow and late mature,i cant get what he think right away,he is trying tuff to me,make me want to stay away from him,iron man you are so lousy,i hate you,you are an love idot.
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my voice lover ask me who is iron man,i tell him that guy is a actor that are tuff like a gun,he cant be winner behind his fighting fist,my voice lover laugh slightly and he is preparing to act like an iron man beneath the filming camara at my home,i think he dont know that iron man is working as a boss of a sport assasory shop,he care about my wounded ankle,and my father went to see him too,to check if he is already married or single.my voice lover want me to marry iron man,but i dont want to be active.
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my hole is smell,as i buy a sport short pant from iron man,i wear it everyday,i dislike to take it off when i pee,i just try to love taking shower as every night time i am ready to sleep.in fact,i am a dragon lady,and iron man is a married male robot,i am playing dream ball sales on reality,i sell dream egg and each one cost ten thousand us dollars,i work the business on electric shop,i sell many dreams people never dream of,i earn i lot of money,and i save in my account for 999 years of money circle benifit.
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151 dream eggs/pollywoo
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i install dream to eggs and sell them,every nighti record my dream,it is very excited,let me tell you one,i go to holland family to be a baby,my parents are very nice and they love each other,they paint for children books,and i eat delicious cookies untill i wake up,the next day,i dream about i am doing a drug sells in the shop,it is such a nightmare,and i take dream eggs to test the usage,it is very extreme and autimate horrible.
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i also collect all past dreams to be high price dream eggs,you have to open the cover to see the dream of fantacy,there are also courageous type of dream eggs,i know it is produced by computer adobe to teach buyers to own a beautiful dream,after watching they can learn and practice by the ideal pattern of dream,i sell my dragon eggs to those who are lack of making dreams talent,so my such business is very popular,one egg is saving images of shopping dress in the butic shop,we see dress and shoes,and all the pieces are so tasty smooth to my body,the texture is so fluently and with wonderful designed fabric,another dream is to be a fashion magazine editor,to act like a high class clerk work for chic style of modern time,i wish this dream can satisfy all kind of working status people fond of their jobs,and when the picky time and try wear end,we go back home.
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but the iron man swallow my egg production,he also fried them to eat,i have to hide these eggs to the voice lover's home,he should be willing to take care of my inventions,from my pragnacy machine of sleep,i am reading vougue and some other fashion magazines,my mother seems very enjoy this egg,the lady sale for a best attitude that mom is so very happy to try dress on,one after another dress,untill she satisfied,me and my sister give her some advice,and the air conditioner is so cold,but it feels so nice,i hear jungle voice,and it sounds like soft music,leasure time is as such that takes our fancy likeness,i watch at the clozet,but i seem not suitable for all those dress,that is the reason of me donr understand fashion clothe,so i look like a monkey in the dress zoo,if i can wear like a noble lady,it would be so wonderful a thimg,but i seem too fat that no dress is running to my idealism size.
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finally we go to big size shop,and spent 7 thousands dollars,we use normal price buy many cute and beautiful dresses,it is a wonderful dream that is not out of an egg produce,i know it is from korea design,and huge size is pretty for mom,sister and me to wear,free size is really my clothe heaven,and i make my own knoweldge about fashion,not aware of people's wear is what all about,i know dress is to please the buyer's body size,but the lady clerk dislike me that every piece of dress i love so much,i cant learn well how to choose or pick what is suitable for me,it really sucks.
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152 dragon men/pollywoo
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voice lover hate me that i throw everything to him,so he break all eggs with Rock,i mean Rock is a tool to break the eggs,he did not die,Rock is not interested at dreams,he is just a stone kid,i left everything behind my head,i go to buy gel to cure my skin over my neck,and suddenly it get well soonly,i stop to eat chinese medicine powder,because it is of no use to save my face,i believe drink less tea will get me better.
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unfortunately,each dragon egg become a dragon man born from the broken procedure by Rock,they are all covered by same dream carry on the egg,they look like dragon head and human body,such event become big news and be reported on medea,i am the name on the tv headline,i have to explain all these problems that dragon men made,they run to all kinds of shop and take away things they like,so all shops are closed since the day they ae born,police officer try to kill them,but my heart is bleediing.
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i dont know dragon men will become gansters,each of their inside dream become different character and subscouscious,some people think dragon men are a group of gods,so they worship them,and feed them as preach master,but people dont know dragon men attack human being's dreams.
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when they chase girls with poison them by force them drink cosmetic lotion on the night club,and then they burn girls dying body while some breathe and hurt in the stomache,dragon man talke girl's sacrify for gaining more age length,they kill more to get more years old to survive.dragon man pee out eggs to let people eat,they pee a lot like chickens do,there are many nurtritions inside the dragon eggs,scientist do research on those eggs,and make productions to sell on the marketing field.there are so many chemistry in the dragon eggs,if they keep it by their own,people wont get those eggs they pee,so they start to sell eggs,just to eat the water boiled eggs to get energy and healthy,but some dragon man pee golden eggs that cant eat,that is treasure in the world,i guess that is the end of this story,i hope you enjoy it.
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153 palm throat/pollywoo
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i have a palm in my throat,and my mother say i am over nervous,that is not really ill,everyone has one palm in the throat,that's why i dont want to see doctor to be traeted.my soul grow up like a palm candy tree,i can eat all around me the palm candy whenever i want,i just make a commend,let me eat then i can eat it,once or twice a day,,but my upper teeth is aching,so i stop eating candy,and i drink milk tea,this afternoon i get the reason of my teeth pain,it is due to my dispise to the buddha,when my mother is reading sutra this morning,i did not get up and pray with her,i cover my pillow on my head and go to sleep and call it a noise,so i get punished today,all i have to do is say sorry to god.
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i swear that voice lover blow me like wind,he seems to wisper to me,such as how to understand the action we did in reality,palm candy fall on the ground,if nobody pick to eat,they will become seed,and grow small weed like my fur.it is in my lumf that a tree grow up with leaves all green,i have to say that it is just a must in my throat,it is not a ill,i am so happy that i dont have to worry about my throat.i find it as Hyperthyroidism a little,not very serious illed,so i really know doctors are not so smart,they call it a tumor,i worry so much,then i find the truth,i feel relaxed,and my throat is not painful at all.
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all palm candy become bubles,suddenly disappear,my voice lover say that i am not a huge tree to stay away from many burden,so i decide to google a lot,about how to be slim,how to know the result of get slim by medicine,how to know what other people read,how to know there is ice cream selling around near my home,such stupid questions,and i get understand that google is a big book to read,very many knowledge can be dig out if you ask deeper,i want to read english book but interprete one is quicker to read,i wonder how to do online business to earn money at home,only by a computer and a phone,i dont quite know the law of international trade,so i start to image that i make a poetry periodical at home,i express news from facebook,first of all,i need theory on poetry on the group to make a thick magazine.
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154 translate poem/pollywoo
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i try to encourage poets to interprete their own creations,but professor seem to do it more smart and soon,and there are translate set in the facebook,we dont need labor translate any more,every poem can be automatically transfered by a link button,i dream on produce a stereo text song writer to give me song to sing,i want to buy a record machine to memorize my voice and sound,but i know i am not the best in the margin of literature,i am just trying to be a flatter to my voice lover,although he no longer love me,i can feel he care nothing about me,i need to have leadership on facebook,i create right away.
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yesterday i roll my two hands on the field,to roast the sun tam on the hot meadow,i feel like a feast of flys that they suck my blood,for so long i couldnt wake up,just let it be,suddenly i sense a tree would be like on the empty field,so i change my soul to be a digital mirror with vocabularys,i want to feel the transparent of my soul,i make a couple of poems by my thoughts,and the people seem to like my pen.
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i need love desperately/but what i love is love itself/not you/any one can be you/just he is richer than you/i would like to let him take over you/my love/the else is our memory that we be punished/cant be together as god spell/maybe next century we wont become one/but this time i need you/i want you to pretend that you still love me/or i will get another dream lover to kiss me/ you never know his name/
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i organize my next poetry elbum once again,i know this time i must write something felling alone,for my voice lover has gone with my son Rock to another country,i still stay at home and being filmed by the vedio camera the government set for me,i am a writer that being watched by all people on the line of straight play screen,i write whatever they discover and make it a topic of all society,they say i am a problem because i have no patriotic sensibility,i start to do research on history literature race,i want to write a masterpiece of women,to discover why afterlife is unknow by all fellow,but through dream.
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so i must pick a topic to do research on it,to describe this title much more close to truth,i think it over and over again,i feel i would like to make a comment to a female poet or translater in taiwan,between these two person,one is dead another is still alive,who should i choose,i cant make up my mind.but after all,i think that i know a poet that i can ask advice from,so why not choose the poetry one,it must be a good theory for now and then,i would like to anlyze each of her eldish poems with ryme on them,i know she must suffer for a prision crisis in her early age of teaching in college,but can i know better what is on her mind about the politic standpoint and idea,i maybe not really want to practice it yet,just to learn from her classic poetry creation deed,i write my own topic,and i read her book to sckech.
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155 peaceful wartime/pollywoo
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i can make a hiker good for every weekend,just buy a plate alike him and put away never use it,he can do nothing to harm me,just wasting time,he seems to afraid of me staying at night doing some works,i just walk away and i make my table top a sexy sport lady to attract him,let him cant get close to me,i like to control him,to have a lousy performance near my house,his fake family has broken and he is unable to act like a father,such a joke is every daddy's hardest part,i think i know him,but i blame him.
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i start to put a poetry elbum book title on my computer,and i want to write beautiful words on each one piece of poem,and it is named 'hiking here and there',people on the street,and those climbing mountain people,all hiking beneath the horror of marching in,i think if i write a collection like this,it must be a masterpiece that readers can get my security permission that they will be very safe through disaster time.i am having a peeping trouble that i like to know neighbor's privacy,but all out of guessing,not reality discovery,i live in a fantacy community that people hate loud noise very much,but they are doing daily job just like normal people i see,i dont mean to disturb them.
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then i begin to write/something white/with whatever is right/i cant bear the night/when i have a fight/i feel like a flight/i want to throw you a pie/to get the funny sight/you must be slight/when i see the light/i wish there is a knight/to give me a hug tight/as we come to the unite/i am polite/
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156 talktive vision/pollywoo
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the television go on like a poly mouth speaker,the reporter say things we dont care,and nothing is remembered as the sound flee away,some reputation are highly supported but others are running to poor world of traffic accident and disasters of unexpected situation,imagine it is like heaven and hell switch at the same time,i like this upside down report,it is so excited,but i have mercy too,when i hear sad things happen,i would say it is due to they dont have good religion to believe,and so it is very true,who can blame the bad things that happen is of no resque for it.
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when i am dreaming in the room,i still seek for his final conclusion,until i find a land to build a house of my own,he is a taxi driver who play ghost game to cheat me,i know it is just a dream,i wont have another estate any more,because the night shines the dark land so secretly,we work on the establish and build structure of a house,it is really a strange plot,i wonder if i will get the end of no place to live,or develope a new place for my family to live,in my dream i cant figure out why.
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i know electric business is to find a booking list and then go to serch for the goods,then it is dilivered to the computer buyer's hand,it is no saving money,and also waste time,how can i do such a business that take away my patience,time is money,so i give shopping99 a email that i dont want to buy the goods i book,i hope to save more money to buy boooks to read,to energet my brain sporting activity.
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when broadcasting is talktive too,i can hear all sounds of unsilence appeal my attention,i want to hear any message that it report,but the turning is so delicate deed that you dont know what radio station you might listen to,you have to turn it by number set up machine such as on the cell phone or on the car,that will be very correct sound without bothering noise,but i refuse to hear music for a long time,i dont appreciate music nowadays,i like pop music that sounds smooth in the air.
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157 tour play/pollywoo
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this afternoon we go to play around taipei county,as a family gathering,we want to have a happy time,i find it is going to rain,so the deal is canceled,we stay at home while my sister and nephews go to play nearby the street around my home,the toys are everywhere in the living room,such a mess,i cant bare it any more,i try to make a tour map in my brain,but i just cant have fun while my wounded foot is just getting better right now,so i tour in my fan blowing air,i feel like a bird.
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recently i play the cell phone for so many ways,but since it is a simless machine,i dont have to pay any money,or get into any tricks the facebook promote,it is really very good for me to own it.
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we used to go to farm exibition,but the route is long and waste energy,so we all tired to go bed sleep after we go back home,my cell phone at that time is a voice unclear one,i cant hear anything it phones,and i cant talk with the line because all my friends do not feel like pick it up,finally i be a not smart cell holder,it deaf,unspoken,and even no brain room,it is such a foolish creation.
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158 refuse cell/pollywoo
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now i dont use paying cell phone,i only use home wifi,advertisement devil mails cant get me any penny,because i wont open it,i kind of refuse facebook too,i cant find any good sign on the cell,i want to put my facebook to death,but still havent learn how to,garbage information come to me,as my eyes are receiving the message from all over facebook,i feel people are becoming more forbia.
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today i make a word war with writing group,they are all very young and naive,they scold me with bad tone,i dont mean to fight with them,but they are mean so i talk back,and it become a nightmare and finally the war chat is stopped by the manager,they still insist to write dark side of the world.
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that is why i refuse cell,this world is dark in people's mind,in the book,in the web,in everywhere,as we walk on the street people even scold us smell by no reason,i am frighten about the future,when people just mind themselves,what would be the order and rule of morality.
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Mind me with some smile,and the tears drop gone away,let me practice happy,to live for a better day,better life,with you my friend I will laugh to your heart,to make a peaceful place for you in our mind.
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159 struggle line/pollywoo
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my cell phone has full conract for two years,but the shop still want my fine money,i dont know why,i need to speak to them that they cheat me,and i will ask them print my every contract to see who is cross the line.when i find facebook is boring,they sent me a pool today but i ignore it,and i am in such a game of unbrightful thinking that i cant get happy,it is my own faulty.
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no body like to be on my line,i try and try to flatter them,but they just read the message and dont return,i feel so lonely,so i put the plate dead in the hidden side,i lock it in the corner and never want to touch it,i throw it away in a situation of no body concern,i want to put it to death.
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there are too many posibility that my personal information get steal by facebook account,and most is out of my approval,what can i say,just change a name and run away,not a good way to act like that,if i named monmon woo,what would become in my real life,i dont know,and still no answer.
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my voice lover keep on asking me write gmail to him,but i cant,for i dont know what to say,we have no topic for a long time,how i find a word to say to him that i feel no passion with him any more,of course he is a nice guy,but i cant trust his kids,they are fight against me to be their step mother,i know it is of no hope to wait him to come back to me,i just try to tell him i love him,but i dont want to love his kid,that will be a good reason to be apart with him,i guess love has gone.
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my plate phone has been opened for a while,just to check out if the credic card service is calling me,but it is not the same bank,so i line a friend who is doing atom business,i want to buy beauty powder from her,i ask her if she know the price,4 dollar a package,i still waiting the answer just like my phone is falling into water circle,i fancy that one day my lover would semt me message.
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160 bury boring/pollywoo
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i try some fun on deep thoughts,it is the only way to self understanding,and i find my self read a encourage book and after that i become thankful to my voice lover,he accept my grattitude and adore,i tell him that life is getting better since he go to the gym,i know he is building a strong body for healthy mind,he is always my truely sweet friend and unmarried husband,i start to love again.
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i dream about Rock standing between me and voice lover,dont know what to do,while i put a kind of encourage book in my pillow,i dream of myself living in very beautiful villa,and i can see it is a good sign,i go on praying four words,and do regret heart and sit still with eyes closed,i know this is a choice for me to escape from boring life,i can have a shiny future if i want to,i do love to.
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last night is special to me,cause i bury a cell phone and boring together,i know life is too short,so i must go find my pleasure first,i want to be wealthy and rich,and i write the wish in the russia doll,i hope it can come true,i think voice lover must has gone to another world,the voice cant reach me any more,i laugh with freedom and release,i liberty myself with a happy time to face myself.
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Rock is still put in my table,he is just a metapher not real kid,my voice lover is my ear's fancy sound,not my real lover,after this story is told,i wish every thing go back to reality soon,i want no bound of crazy sound,and stereo text is not a real dialouge,it stand for vice come from the heart and strange air,i wish all people read this novel can be healed,and bury the fancy,just be healthy.
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in my dream,i finally dream of voice lover,we run to america,and i use neckles to exchange for dollars to buy dress and rent a hotel,we rush to get inhabit right in the institude,a foolish dream.in hotel,we take shower together,and lie down paralelled in bed,face to face,he ask me if i love him,i yes my head for three times,i feel so very content that voice lover bring me to run away for romance,we start a new life in america,and the dream is finished.
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161 Adore meet/Polly woo
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Why I adore netting him,for he is a gentleman,and he has his own principal rule of facing people,he is a nice guy,I love him all the way,no matter day or night,I just put him in my mind,and he always be frank tro me,how I describe our love,it's a warm engineer,for I am rescued by his plan,I finally get free of the pressure from hospital,and my family's pushing me to live in the hospital,he free my crisis. I like to kiss him on the thick lips,it stand for he is a good person that never take a favor from other,he is so justice that I adore him for so long,that I stuck into his soul,just like a shoe to a foot,don't say I am single dreaming about envy him so nice,he loves me at the same way. My adored one is named ping poet,he loves to travel all over the world,but not with me,he always goes alone,why,he early days has a mother,and family,after I travel all over his soul,I realize he love himself very much,he loves no other but me,even so me is occupied with a small room in his mind,I don't care,I just love him,he say I am his wife,we born a baby in hotel,I think he lies to me,the baby is bumped up by accident,why I don't feel it pain in Virgina,now he is a big cheater,I am angry.it seem the baby is from the Mars,he only loves vocabulary spell,and he likes to paint art, but we parents don't like this son,because he is gay and trouble,he comes from nonsexual birth,a phantom baby,I am so surprise that he is 17now,he love to peep we parents make slow love,he is a small devil,what if he grow up will be.
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I talk with a India friend to share my problem,he post message with me,below are our chat content.
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-----How are u today
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-----A Nichiren believer who's husband died young at her 25,used to do insurance job,have million of debt,now her kids have grow up married,and gives her grandchildren,she and her mother feel very happy now for they have no debt any more,happy to say her experience to the public,We go with tour group to daiseki temple,20more years ago,she take care of me,speak to me,now I have my luck too,I thank buddha.
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-----Is vipasana known there?
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-----It depends on believer themselves
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-----Is Vipassana meditation practiced there??
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----:Sure,especially some high wisdom believers , they teach other through many method,such as group teaching,lessons,
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-----Ten day course is conducted here, one lives in isolation as a monk,No speAking or reading totally disconnected with the world. Only breakfast and lunch,We have our own cells to meditation
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-----Are u vegetarian ?Getenerally in your country are Buddhist vegetarians?
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-----Really, if I live alone ,I will be,I used to be when I am living in a suite,Now I eat with my parents,
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-----A little ,only monk
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-----But u have no connect with anyone, no news no family at all. You don't even look in anyone eyes.Looking into eyes is distract ion
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-----It is me who appeal to cut the friendship with poets drinking afternoon tea as usual,she is angry,so can't take back the relationship
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-----Actually marriage is big commitment,Rather companion ship u have less expectation
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-----But my fate tell me I will have good half companion until I am old
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-----You are young now why think about old
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-----Now is not my time,I have to wait for that one appear in the future
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-----There is no such thing half companion
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-----So tempting to take you away
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Maybe you will say YES some day,
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I will wait for that day.
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Until then, besides me please stay,
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I promise to love you all the way.
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To speak to you, my heart bleeds,
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Come closer, to you it pleads.
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Neither it's the greed,
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Nor it's the need,
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Deep inside is your seed.
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For which only you are the feed.
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For it you are the sun which shines,
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You are rain, which relives its pain.
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With you touch it does bloom,
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For in your face it sees the moon.
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So tempting to take you away,
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For in my Eden I want you to stay.
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We will make love on the hay,
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Under moonlight we will play,
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In the day light like kids wth clay.
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I Do, I say
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I DO please say.
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Carriage is waiting to take u far away.
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-----I can understand , probably seperation keeps us connected and gives inspiration
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-----I think u have to take responsibility of ur life along with theirs,Sorry to say u are not born to live a life of hermit
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-----I break the idea already
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-----Fulfill your desires only then u can work towards moksha,Even buddha was king
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-----Oh trust me,we hug tight with soul for 5years everyday,now just he say he dont like it any more
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-----Sex is a very powerful energy , if not channelized it keeps us distracted,Hug is expression of luv not sex,Body needs attention before soul
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-----We are old have no energy,and he don't erect often
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-----Sorry I disagree
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-----I don't want sex marriage,I want sexless connection,With all kind of friends
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-----He is not worth me waiting,if so,he will sent me gmail or line or come to see me,I write sex novel for 30years,and he is now expressing thoughts for female,ignores me
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-----His son, your mother please please come out of this bullshit
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-----When my son turned 18 I fought with my wife that he should have PC in his bedroom. She was worried that he will watch porn. I insisted that if not at 18 then when will he watch,I told her at 40 I still enjoy watching,Believe me I have best son,I gave him freedom without guilt,
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-----My adored one don't see that film,and he is a good man,I will host my soul for him
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-----Our monks can get married and have kids
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-----Sorry as say in their mind they fuck someone else. PleSe please don't misunderstand
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-----World is full of hypocrites
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-----Because he try to discover my sex articles and he stand on justice side,he won't easily seduce me
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-----He say it is garbage,I dare not to write more
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-----My father became widower at 32, I was 2 and my brothe 6 months,He didn't marry because he didn't want step mom for his children,
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-----I too although married, honestly never had satisfying physical relations with my wife. I often wonder how she conceived,I developed into a good sucker,Somehow she didn't feel like sucking my cock,Then masterbrate by cock and go to sleep
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-----But she wanted her cunt to be licked,Even arse licked,But didn't reciprocate,She preferred the tip of vibirator to my dick,Now that's history
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-----You should satisfy,me and my adored one is both virgin at sex,we haven't kiss or shaking hands,not to say sex
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-----I would always wash my dick before sex , yet beyond kissing she would move. Eventually I would massacre my cock with her hair
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-----I am sure ur heart and body doesn't agree with this,60 is not old my dear,Haven't u seen Donald trump still screwing around
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-----But my fate tell me I will have good half companion until I am oldI have poets friend and believers friends,I recently recovered from illusion,so they left me alone,
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-----I feel heartache need to take pill go sleep bye talk next time,my friend
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162 emotion river/pollywoo
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today my sister take us to the boat which flying from the river to the civilization street,i saw my books on the bookstore shell,it is really exciting,i like this dream,my adored one alays like to walk around the river in the morning,i often think of the mood and emotion he has as he walk alone the river,we used to speak about garbage literature i wrote,he keep on gardian on the river,he is the secret keeper of the river park,green is all around,just he no more walking on the road we used to date together.
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one day the sars enter the river and one duck died,i go to see him,but he is not putting attention on me,he try to reject me to hide in his centralism shell,i dont know what to do about it.perhaps being weakness is good,the wise guy tell me on the line,so i feeling like crying when my adored one scold me with mean words,maybe we just cant go back the way we were,even right now i call him by cell,he will just messively talking about what he is busy or any excuese,i dont want to hear,i want he miss me and come to find me,but it is not possible,he never like me so deep,so i walk the long way alone and return by the same way,the world seem to change for me,i have to open my window to see the brightness,to understand that the river has no emotion just like his peace mind.
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i acquire one wise man,he say to me as bellow:
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-----Today I say sorry to my poet friend also buddhasim friend,she no return me message
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-----Stop being a nice person, ur are programmed between Good and bad, right and wrong.Free urself from this bondage,Develop awareness,Weakness don't make us bad,Trust in him, see his guidance and not scriptures and teacher. Go beyond. Humans All weakness given by him, lust given by him, anger given by him, jealous given by him,All given for reason and purpose my dear, worry not
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-----Love yourself, keep yourself happy, take care or yourself . No prayer greater then this. Have no fear of him,All appearance of others are deceptive, all are wearing mask of righteousness, inside story different,Break free, your are feeling trapped and bonded, recognise it and accept it only then Buddha will show I way forward,
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-----Thax I feel better
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-----Society fill all bullshit values virtues in us as we are Gods, we are humans and on our journey and destinies given by divine. Learn to surrender to our weakness . Without guilt and fear. Its the purity of heart that matters, the honesty that matters,A drug addict or prostite can be one of most beautiful human beings,No addict is addict my choice,
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-----Morals are set by society, what was wrong yesterday is acceptable today, what is wrong today will be acceptable tomorrow . Interpretation of truth varies from person ṭo person.Communist will glorify communism, democrat will glorify democracy
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-----goodbye I can't believe so many ideals sorry
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163 cash suisade/pollywoo
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stock break down and the cash commit suisade,but my mom get a lot of red profitt and info of stocks rising,somebody play down desending profit,this is all i cant understand world,i dont have the nerve of playing stocks and invest,how i wish to get to the bank and withdraw money to see a doctor,for my digestion function is low down,like slowly suisade of stomache,so i need to pee smoothly.
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after i went home from hospital clinic,i see family members come back and bring me gift of tea bag and new purse,then i realize,to love the one near you and forget those who leave you.then my adored one tell me he is loving me just cant love me,i realize that being loved is suffering too,so i look away,not look to him,it is my fault that i didnt love him at the first sight,now i drift on the sea like a boat never get to aboarded on his shoulder,he is a memory in my life.
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i attend a joke sharing group,i think it is fun to tell jokes to let other laugh,then i hear his son ask if i can love their family well,just like i love my adored one,i promise on my saying but i think about if not he come to find me back,i would not love anyone no more.being alone is a happy thing but i feel a little upset,because no one come to ask me if i am fine,only the facebook friendship keep me very warm,i thank for those who care about me,and give me good press on the column,thanks a lot.
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cash be locked on concret saving setup,i wont move a penny of my account,just to prevent people who want my money,and to stay away from my mother control my every month money,but i cant earn money,only if i attend the temple activity,to burn ghost money to make sure this year i have a better income,i try it so many times,and it really works,just not to let my mother know it,thats fine.
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i just call the anti-fat drug company to pay me 3000 million dollars of insurance money,because i eat the product and get ill on stomache,but now is their off time of work day,i have no way to tell them i want my money back,how dare are they to mail me the wrong titled product,so i am now suffer pain.
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the phone answers me that the responsible one will call me back on monday,cause she is not on duty now,and the whole week,i know it's a lie,but i still wait for the comany to get honest about their ugly product,it make me pew,and painful in the stomach,i swear i wont eat the pill any more.
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164 pray metion/pollywoo
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i pray for god to let me live in a better day just like illness gone away,and so it does,every day i pray for my adored one could come to me,but in my dream he just show up for controling me in my dream,i wonder where he has gone to,i wish he can still live a fulfilled day like before.i know he ride a viechal to take his son to buy cheap food to eat,they are so poor that i wish they have a garage of food like cooky and bread,i hope my adored one need not to live a shortage life.
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i pray aqgain for my parents to live long and healthy,so as me too,i wish my lonely heart can last forever,i dont need any man to love me,so many love are fake,i know,just god wont give me harm love,he really care about me,i thank him a lot,as i have a happy chat with friends about my article,i seem in my dream feel glad that we been through revolutional way,and i guess he likes me a litle.
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i pray to sing my own elbum,and he brings me a music editor stereo machine,i feel so very happy,but i just practice it slowly and patiently,i hope one day i can be a star at home,not to the public,a few days ago,i am just reading japanese grammor,and single words,but now i quit,for i like english better,i can use english to communicate with people of diferent country.
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i always watch tv movie with my mother,we like the drama very much,and it really vivid.i see 'suiside squad' last night,it is a thriller fancy movie,and i learn to appreciate advertisement of its goodness,i know it is out of filming art,and the world is so beautifyl for ads exist.now we see 'about time',it is so warm relitives affection,family been through every kind of challenge,a couple fix every troublesome situation,and it is a good film for all fellow to see,just a little boring.
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i remember last month my poet friends all turn bad face to me,i guess friendship has been over already,but i just did not wake up ,now i know every friend left me,i have to face my own day,but i have healthy parents live with me,nothing to worry about,i am still live in the chain cage and the bound of a happy family,i feel thankful to god,if it is not god,who will know right now i am still live a content day like before as usual,how grace is god to let me pass a life with all joyful smile.
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in the afternoon,i eat water chestnuts with my mother,i eat at first feeling so full,then in the near supper time,i suddenly feel enormas hungry,and i dont know why,i eat mouthful of rice again and again,until i feel satisfied,now i know that drink tea will cause instant hunger,i still love to drink.
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165 cell fortune/pollywoo
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cell phone shows lots of information about how people control their luck,as to me,i born in dog year,so i should near to rabbit,tiger,and horse,to get fortune,two of them are my family nice members,one is far relative,they all be good to me,i feel very happy that cell phone also say that my horoscope will get lots of money from the beginnig of obtober.i concide the secret and try to get the fortune from the anlyze,finally i think and believe that they will surely treat me good whole my life,so i must start to treat them good and kind first and from now on i should be nice to them.
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then i want to talk about society issue,the world is getting more and more dangerous,every kind of law and rules from god tell us to be a good believer,not to go out of your self morality.but i am not good at society issue,i try to discuss contribution to the world,but i dont know where to start.today tv set is talking about the drug abuse problem,and i am afraid of the flow of poision will damage all people,once this society's bad side influence us,what will we do to fight against the evil power.
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some one feel terrible about food security,she just eat rice with fish meat powder,it reveal the issue of food poision during manufacture and the hygiene of eating grendience,from vegetables,fruit to meat,i dont know which one is really safe for us to eat,so when i feel not hungry at meals i just dont eat,i am so worry about family illness history,i feel like to lose fat soon,maybe next month when i got the money,i will spent on my health,and pleasure of shopping,and go to see the society whats go wrong.
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166 bad religion/pollywoo
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i always dream about the buddha calling me that i have a copied money in my bag,but acturally not,i feel so dizzy that i dont want to get up and pick up that money,cause copy is crime,my moher tell me that rule,when i wake up and eat the food made by my father,i feel better that the hot day dont knock me down,i only feel the religion is kind of evil that i dont pay attention on it,just do to let my mom see,any way nothing surprise will come out,just try to live a normal life,and forget about the money.
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bad religion is bad nedicine,you wont get cured,it has no pity on human's life,when a believer get lumf cancer,it get close to the end,no mircle shows but she is crying when people come to see her,at the hospital patient's room,i just dont believe the buddha will cure her,for this is very heavy illness,i can see only god can cure,but i dont tell her to pray,keep on pray,everyone sign for such a woman.
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bad religion wont give me hope to do anything i want to,my mom always stop me,and i think she is a crazy mom,that not allow me to do something,then i dont do something as she wish,i write down no any relation to the bad religion,but i do balme it to let me ill for years,and not resque me all at once.
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through pray,my ill suddenly get cured,i am so very happy,i wish to pray for more earning money for the donation to it about 20 thousands dollars,but wish is took away by my mom,she is evil too,i cant lie to her,so i change my plan,i say i want to travel the daiseki temple with this money,so that i will enjoy the sight seeing of the japan landscape,that is what i think about using the unmake money.
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bad religion used to make me believe there is love in ghost hood,i am so foolish that i cant pray to get away those ghosts bothering on my body,i think it is what bad religion do to harm me,through all these years i already lose faith to it,all i do is just pretending faithful,i really hate this bad religion.
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167 cook magic/pollywoo
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cooking need magic brain,magic hand,and magic heart,to make all dish delicious,some people just cook good,others are not gifted,depends on the technic skill of cooking,and experience,if you know the tips of cooking well,you will probably become a good home chef,out of natural people are talented at cooking in the kitchen ,on the dove fire,what will become a glamrous dish,it is decided by what you buy,and how you cook,there is a theory if you cook a dragon,it will be a joke,but lobster is different,it looks like blind dragon,sleep under the ocean,as fisherman catch them group by group,it will be a feast festaval,i always see lobsters as blind dragon,it is only supertsticious thought of mine,but who can fight this sybolic joke.
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as i go back to my insperation room,i feel so well that lots of thoughts can combined together just i stay over there,every idea will come out naturally,what a magic room,it is my home temple,and a place where i sleep with happiness dreams.now i am not restricted by fancy sound,i seem like a new born baby,how should i begin with my new life with a nickname,i ask so many people,but they all cant lead me a good way,i lay myself in the inner and outside of the temple room,i get a small message that i should develope a new way on my life,perhaps just keep on writing matters.
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i drink east beauty tea now,it is made by tea bag,after last night feeling so nice with rose perfume on my body,and the a pair of bit money tigers seem have strong power to appeal money stream to me,at my insperation room,i can read and play cell phone,i can sing alone and think by myself,it is so quiet that i cant figure out the question of my life and then fall esleep.when i have nightmare and feel thirsty and bitterous on my mouth,i suddenly open the pot of water i prepared before evry night sleep,so that i can save my drowning in bad dream,and take a break by drinking water.
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168 music text/pollywoo
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when i feel lonely,i will sing freely for me to comfort the soul,i usually create special lyrics that no body understand,it is just for the ryme,when i think of my lover,in this book he is all around,but i can only die my heart not to wait for him no more,cause he is gone without a trace,for me he is just like a saint phantom,he always tell me how to react to my encounters,and he guide me through the rain and forest of pain,i should sent him some letters of missing,and maybe he just wont say, answer me or listen to me,i still carry him with his dream to the wonderland of our memory.
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i hope he get along well with his wife,and forget about me,i will not cry no more,cause family schedul will continue and i am on my way to a better future without him,my music text has been create by my jmagic power,and some shop play my music for sad songs style,i know it is time to end this story,but i wont commit suicide,i will live long to see the text express far and popular,my love for him will never die,all emotion is in the songs,i hide in a quiet insperation room,alone.
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maybe i can do instant play on the facebook,but the meaning is out of worth,today i set up my mind to peacefulness,i will anounce to the world that i dont need any man,i will be a widow.a widow of no lust and passion,i will read sutra everyday and forget about my insperation,cause he is my insperation of source,now i have to print this messive narrate text,it is my first experiment,hope evryone like it,music is a river in the mind,like poems,i will keep on singing untill i enter the gate of heaven,and i am sure me and him will meet over there for the end of our life,i will ask him to kiss me for our very first time romance when that time we havent done yet.(end)
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glass beads/pollywoo(2)
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there is a taipei tower which is invisible for it build in year of 2099,every believers take silver beads to the tower,to attend robot celebration,the robot is a preast,he talk flunent theory of lord,the preacher say,human mind are so delicate that they dont know how to cherish it,if the religion brain wash you,then you are nothing just like a robot,refrain words like stocking knowledge,there will be no interest any more.1
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robot security is very sereve,nobody is allowed to talk privately,only takling note is secretly permitted,but words robot say is recorded not only everyone can require the bible,the preast is also repeat his words if it is a good lesson to tell.the saint church lecture is full of theory and practice experience,the robot preast can tell everyone's own encounters,and analysis is given to all of them by a machine of fortune telling.2
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i pray for get lucky on the lottery buying,today the prize will be anounced,i pray and pray,just to get what i want,a house of my own,and to donate money if i win the lottery,but the lottery is not bringing me lucky number,i go to buy again the next day,cause i wont give up.3
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robot is precast name,not really a robot,I am Oscar and my boyfriend is Andre,we bit a green apple together.the lord is warning them,if they eat the green apple,they will have no wings that can fly,and they will turn angel mind into hell devil,but we won't listen,we feel flying is so tired,we want to settle down on earth,so we lost our wings after bit the apple,we become invisible in Eden park.still we have to fly to sent no birth baby to all couples who want any colonial baby to raise.we are written in the Bubble after epoch,this is new world version,we make love together just to stick so tight,if my father dark king is unhappy,the lord will call for rain at night,to make Andre and me feeling upset,my mother is light queen,she love the king very much,I am their only kid.4
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my parents produce black and white baby doll s to make us carry to each couple's home,and with a letter of promise to love the baby no matter it's black or white,they all look the same face.baby dolls are manufactured by heaven factory,every couple should learn how to teach baby talk and listen.5
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we hide invisible in the Eden park,sleep on the grass,the lord has power to punish us if we don't work hard.Andre build a tree house for us to live,we made clothe by leaves and flowers neeting,we wear wood made shoes,and there are all kinds of fruits for us to eat,when we are thirsty,we can drink spring water from the fountain,but in 2099 i become a lady who go into Andre's family,he blame me that i make his wife crazy and live in the hospital,he dont love me any more,just lies surround my ear,i dont trust him,so i forget that he cheat me one day he will take me home,and we all become invisible just like the Bubble said.6
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i betray Bubble,and not go to believe bad religion,which make me dream about shit full of lady's bathroom,i believe in rose chaplet which is peaceful in my dress,my face is getting pretty,and i try to read sutra a little bit to compared with Bubble,and i find out Bubble has a better curing power to make me illess,and more similar with the pioneer in the society.7
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Andre's wife can teach in the cramp school,she is slim and pretty,they have two kids,one girl another is boy,noe i dont want to bother him,mid-autumn festival is coming soon,i wont go to see him,Andre has forget our paris rose relationship,he wont be a servent besides me like before,i face the ongoing reality in my life,i feel like going to find a lion with wings in legend,he will be my angel partnership i think so,so i search him on be2 app,i find out that he is no easy become a eastern guy,cause he is so fancy to be western guy,that looks more handsome and be suitable to his way and style of living.8
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i download tarot app,i play twice and know i should leave Andre as soon as possible,he is not belonging to me any more,he love his wife and pretending she married another rich guy,in fact,he buy a chip house for her to escape from me,to testify my love,finally she come back home,i hear her voice in the phone,i guess they want money from me,so i refuse him by any way of connection,any way,this love is blind,i am wasting time on him,now i wake up that they sell the chip house and live together in the old house with elevater and security.9
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Andre sent one friend to make me love a professor i know long time before,he wish me happy with this guy,i dream about date with him,eating steak and then make love,we have a fucking dream and i suddenly become beutiful and full,i like him very much,and i hope we can be a good couple that no body bother us,till the end of my life,i hope to accept this introduce,but everything depends on my mother's decision,prove or not to prove,that is a question.10
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i find out the professer express a buddhasim theory,i believe maybe i should give up the Bubble,and take my glass beads to read sutra,to complete my life,to maintain cheerful life of buddha belief.the professor take me in my dream fucking soft core with me,and he eat steak with me in the resterant,he scold me never watch clearr those people surround my side,and he dont permit me to love somebody else,that is a feast of love,i like him.11
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the next night,i dream about so many calligraphic books in front of me,that is because i ask him what should i paint in my endless paper,he show me the calligraphiic words,i try to destingruisjh them but i am so confussed that i lost the dream and wake up,with a pain in my stomache,i think he give me hard core last night dream when i was fall esleep.11
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professor gorden suck my water mouth untill my mouth is so dry,i just ask him to kiss me,he eat my water and say it is sweet like sugar,i start to fancy him when he is on the class,but he tell me not to tease him during work time,i can only miss him with television play fuzzy stock number high and low.he used to be my teacher when i was at 20,he say love is play tricks,i hate that but i tend to understand his mysterious mind,is he a romantic fool lke tarot said.12
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he warning me if he give me all salary and i still live my low fee life,he will punch my buttom,because i dont like all product in the world,they seem not attractive to me,i only spent 1000 nt dollars a month,and still save writing payment,i just dont want to waste money that i desire nothing,how can i spent his effert money,i am going to save it in my account,for us to go to trip and travelling around france.13
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my gorden ask me a name card,what does that mean,i cant solve the riddle,my id name card?if he would like to have it,i will give him by promise,he ask me to blow job for him,i say after marriage to give him,in fact,i feel so sick about 'sex history' now that he want to teach,but what can i do,he is neat and gentle but dick is hard core,i can only endure it for love is pain,in hyper sex alter he must feel very prode about his erect banana,i ever dream about he put aside in the pillow i am enjoy,and i lick it several times,it is so huge.14
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i call him my teacher,and i dont know his english name,i name gorden for him in this novel,he seem dont like it,anyway i live in a fantacy that i have already sleep in his bed,his house,i has already win his love,but it is a remote romance,who will start the ease first,we are all shy,not able to face the reality of telling the love bloom in the secret part of mind.15
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my teacher looks like a buddha face,his ear is long,i especially love to look at his fatty round body,that makes me want to touch his bosom through the clothe he wear,that is my fantacy,i think of this,i probably will laugh out loud in side my heart,he stop me with a sharp voice,i know my muse is transfered from andre to gorden,that is better,andre wont resque me,he only hate me for flatter him with too many egg rolls,i ask just for a dinner,and he refuse to me.16
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i cant go out late at night,and i dont want to be deliscious to a good experienced man like gorden,maybe i know finally he will end with me,so i stop going forward,he just live in my mind as a muse,i think it is ok to be so,stay away from any male is better for me,i dont want him and memory with him,i just hate to go between his trick and plan with the boss,because i awe him a bill of money,anyway love is a forget land for me,as now i just want to be all alone,i dont want to bring affairs home.17
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last night we talk about each other,he tell me he has parents,and his sleeping room in the collage is so small,he think aout things by standing gesture while i am lying down thinking person,we speak tenderly,and he is like a idoling duck that dont touch me to let me happy,i tell him that i awe the bill to the boss,he say he will return the money for me,i think about how he is hardship working by brain and is so conservative to me,he laugh at my joke.18
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the proffessor is restrict by institude morality,he has to do scholar reserch and he want me to help him in his unsolved puzzle,he tell me he is the same horoscope as my father,who knows,i remember when we were young,he play pregedy black face to me,i dont know he feel erect about me,how will i know that,it is his secret,if he love me,he will kiss me every night,not to blame me arouse his lust with the thought of dirty and nasty mind.19
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i wish to buy lover's discourse this book,to read it once again,but it is sold out so hotly on bookstore that no left book for me to buy,forget about it,he say,it is not a good ending,he just dont want to let me know that he is serching barthe's lover,he doubt it is me,i wanna know it too,but he is so poor,he dont have money and time to take me travel,i think that i am tired of male's lie,i want to write a broken love in this book,for all i see is ruin in the future.20
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he tell me that he live in parents home for holiday time,so he does not rent a hotel room for going to taipei for preparing this meeting,it is me treat it as a date,but acturally he is trying to see if i am still pretty,but i am old enough to remember that several times he plan on teasing me my anger,while i just egnore it,for example,he tear down my selulu while i am photographing the data in the library,he joke my article which is full of sexuality adj,i also face his lecture that after home he tell me he is a gay,until he is old,he pass my pussy in the dream time,wake me up with hard core pleasure only he know,but i am sure he is quite understand me and my little secret with him,as i recall all this tricks,i find out he is just play fool of me,he never really come to invite me to fall in love.21
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tonight i do attend the professer gorden's lecture,he seem a little shot that i am not as pretty as before,i laugh at his borken mind,i can never be his sweet girl any more,i am almost 50,he tell me by hint that 'eacher is so hungry.'i answer him that 'i am already full.'in fact,he want to eat me or meat,this is a shy tone that i didntaware of it,the teacher is not so fat as i look him at the film,he know me so well that at the lecture scene he joke on me with several words,i think he is really very smart,he know my secret and point out my situation,i will sue andre's wife,i dont want to become a sued third lover,i will betray him that foolish goddamn extra.22
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andre is angry,he make noise of wash dishes,on the basement bookstore,i hear proffesser gorden is traslating the film which is a movie history documentay film of france,teacher please listen to me,i want to say sweet thing to your ear,but i am wired,i like to procced the love underground,and i like the murmuring in the bed,which makes me feel horny.i like to dream about you,but you never come to my dream,i want you to hug me,and then you do hug me to sleep,i find a new love that is you professer gorden,forget me not.23
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what is love?professer ask me,i can tell him thousand of reasons,but love is lady's private makeup desk,male will never know what is their love about the beloved one,professer gorden is my beloved one,and he is nice,all expensive cakes and wine are robbed by the audience,and no one want to buy his bring of frence books and vedio,of course i will not buy it,for i am a low value consumpt person now,i would only take money to exchange sleeping pills,i want to sleep while others want to awake,move like a over energetic player to refuse the sun never fall down on the sky of north land,but i like to sleep.24
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my teacher,you change back to the first sight i saw you 20 years ago,you are not a fat buddha look to me,but i still love you,for i would like to pick up your rude love,and not return to the waste land of extra,he take my money to raise his wife,i hate man already,but you are a hope to me,i should build a fake you to hug forever,i dont want sensation any more,for i like to be idle all day long,to let all ghosts gone,just left you and me.25
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teacher ask me who is that guy that drive me home,he is just doing cherity to sent me home mid at night,he wouldnt touch a vergin but rather go back to his girlfriend,my teacher is jealousy or testing me,i kind mess up with his mind,my teacher date me with a back face towards me,they are all the same,man,you shouldnt give me temtaption and then go away,i am still a nun like forbiden lust in my daily life,i wont be a nerd like you.26
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i think he like the girl he mention to us,he has a new lover,i know i should congratrilate him,from now on i will be a cold lady,maybe i will keep on reading,but in vain,for i have find a peace place for my mind,that is not to read anything,it is my cure method.27
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i order one french bubble red tea,it cost 38 dollars,in fact i lie,i drink passion fruit green tea,and i walk around the eden park,it seem that i want to loose my tension between fancy and boring,so i turn to go too the 7-11 shop of seconed floor rest zone,i think about myself might be a burden of antyone,cause i cant trust any word people say,and i refuse to any readible things,since teacher talk about passion,i drink it to find out the secret inside his word,it taste so pure good but like orange juice,i cant tell because the drink content no seed,our passion has no seed?i dont believe,in the past,he seem so dislike me,i try to write something about him,but he say he will write a different version from now on,i am confussed,does he has the talent of describing story in his mind subconscious plot?if i dont know his literary fight back,i will probably lost in my selfish novel,all i tell is truth,but it has no good ending.28
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in 2099,it is possible everybody lost wisdom,they live like robot,but still in need of desire no girl want to eating for too many food,for they need to diet for slim body and shape,it is poor days that the rule of sex gap is out of order,lord dont play chess,just watch the game.i am so tired of romance,i just want to have sweet dreams and blank reality.29
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my teacher,can i treat your absence as death?30
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glass beads(3)
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How to describe a 3c free intellectual?An intellectual person who is not allow web to open his secret and he don't use cellphone or line twitter and so on.Is he a island of postmodern world?over smart ?he can see through any person ,what a intellectual person.actually I use no sim card cellphone to reduce my payment for individual Wi-Fi,I just want to escape the link on facebook,but I can't for it is the only way for me to express myself voice,although it is useless to cry for my heart,my mind one day will be clear if the world accept me as a free citizen,not a patient in the society,I try to face the truth outside the 3c,it is a large range of products and happenings world that I don't know,I would like to see the extreme of civilization blow,when all the knowledge is broken down and fade away in my mind,I will have no classic love to chase,for I become a barbarian intellectual of 3c free,I don't know what the robot translate love,emotion,and complex,they are none human beings,but aliens in the planet,why my teacher is so fragile about our love,I don't know if he is only a reading addictive that don't know what is real love,we are all kindergarten degree of love recognized person,we have so much bitter untold and swallow in the mouth,the long life is pushing us to learn the past and reveal us a bloody reality road to go on.31
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He just apply computer science to teach student, not connect with fellow people outside his campus circle, he is so mysterious, talk so many lies like joke on the society, I am desert by him, if I fancy on loving such a robot like person, I will go mad. this city is our temple, and a campus too, we need to get along well like a group of peaceful citizens, but I wish I can live without harbor and money, let a robot husband pay my fee for me. I ask he to go to hotel, he say he has a wounded mother for him to go home take care of, in fact, I know it can only be my fantasy, but last night his soul hug me till I fall sleep, I know he is not a robot, he check my romance all to well, he need to analyze me before I fall for him. I know he is a good man, just ironically speaking about me and my legendary gossips, I would like to have a short love with him, if he really sell my soul to an architecture last night dream, I will feel that he is a bad heart but kind face wolf, all male are wolves, female are cats, how can they be together I wonder the circumstances. He would not like to be called as garden or golden, he is nothing but a stick. We are on a glass bridge walking on broken possibility, I am so afraid of losing him, but it is remote love, who can save us, my mouth is all suck dry by him, every night I have to drink water to solve my thirsty, he said he is hungry, I know it is hint of a male, but we are so distant and far away of reality, I must do forget him at the end of our own feelings of seem love, I want to ask him why he is so talkative all the time, is he born to be a book teller, or I am so blind in knowledge, I am too shy to admit that I use him to throw Andre away, I treat him a love tool and love machine, he is very unhappy with this though of me, I promise if he can be with me, I will be a little lady to let him satisfied, it's sorry I am a horse star that no compromise can limit me. I would rather watch day goes by, all alone with a interest of making story in my writing, for writing is my only hobby, I don't like reality show.32
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I don't want prostitute dream, but after I wake up, there is only emptiness left, so I don't mind if I have been set up by professor garden, he is far away from my life already, and I don't miss any man, I just want to be alone, with glass beads in my hand, I read Sutra and get peaceful mind so long, I know I make me myself master of my life,I don't need to fall in love no more, for no one will love me except my money, and fame, people want me is because they can't write as good as me.33
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Glass beads(4)
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I often fancy about idea of many day dream,but never fulfill them,because I am not a practical person,I only live in my mind of wonderland,whatever I think is secret that no body will know. I am a Buddha's believer,but it's god who save my illness,so I can't decide who to be worship for,my glass bead is broken right now,for the line is cut down and I can't save it,pieces of all glass beads are gone with the river,I can't pick up,so I don't mind if it is a tragedy or something,I just want to be a good person in this world,never heard any rumors and lies,I know the right from wrong,and I am fine if he won't love me,I will take the truth and behave myself,live like a egg flower in the sky. I know in my mind,my teacher calls me in my dream,is it an illusion voice,I have to find out the truth,why he insist feeling for me,but I don't believe in him,may be just because I live in a limited land that he can't flatter my parents,I wish to go abroad to study,or paint for him,he is my inspiration,my new muse,I have to make fiction for it,to celebrate my life that ever be so hard to meet him again,if this is the latest one chance to meet,I still will keep him in my mind,not to forget him once again. I can feel it when I lie down,I know he is my muse,I should cherish him,so I write about female psychology,to praise his world of knowledge.34
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Last night he ask me blow job for him at dream time,I used to request married then do it for him,now we have a few holidays,but he didn't married me,I want him to chase after me,he say he study a horny girl like me for so long but still don't know me well,he say I am a male characters made female,what can I say,I can say 'my teacher,my pussy feels want you.'he said it so funny,because he is a gay,I did not wake up,he want to be alone,I can tell he trap on sex knowledge but know nothing about religion,so I should explain that to him,I should not leave him alone. He hug me through the night,and fuck his dick to me with a soft and excited feeling in the virgina,I really love it,I do love his western thought,and he insist study Freud,it is a fund plan he get from collage,I m so happy for him. Now he talk about having birth to a baby for him,I don't know if I can do it well,because I eat sleeping pills,but I don't afraid of achieving his love and requests,he think we can have a high IQ kid,everybody think so,I am not sure I can teach the baby well while it is in my womb,and do we have time to bare up the baby from so small age,we are busy in the business,it is no easy matter and challenge for me,but if I love him so deep,I think I should accomplish it for him. Tonight I dream about what to paint,it is a scene of Buddha group that paint religious mark,I get up and go to the table and paint suddenly. I thank my teacher,and I really get something to paint,it is delicate and beautiful topic that no body ever draw before,I would like to do this art work.35
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I tell him I want to have soul cohabitation with him,he tell me few days ago,he take shower with me standing gesture in our dream,so I remember we already cohabit. I go to buy lover's discourse to read,I want to understand what's so shy between us,I like to know him through this classic book.I write novel to respect him,Now I am solo and missing him all alone,We have frustrated history,but still the love won't fade. This book is the only gift he love to have,he persuade me to write it well,I am trying to build him as a archetype of good partner of me,which he is very seriously seeing through our relationship,so I am glad to know him deeper,to teach his mind of purify,he is still single and seem has his thought about us,maybe I am just a pass by lover,but I don't want to make it blank without memory,I decide to write it down.36
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glass beads(5)
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I find out his first name is handsome,I am so happy,my teacher if you like me to learn French,I will go to class for you,but just can't find a tutor like you,you tell me when you study in France,you meet a metro accident and house on fire,that is fun,I like to listen to you,I won't doubt you say you always walking on the left side of the river,there is a bridge between two side,I just so wish I can be with you at that time,I am a girl fond of day dreaming,my darling,I know you like to be alone,but is it really your wish,or let me be with you,whisper things you want to hear,I know it might be my last fantasy,because I have left my last man,from now on I don't care if I chase love in hand or not,I change a soul to be absent from any love affairs,I am your love bound I know,if you don't like,I can let you go,but before that,I want to have you in my bed dream,because I am so afraid of darkness and nightmare,it's you who wipe away my bad dreams,I will thank you for your nice to me. Can we be each other's best friend?I have a honey moon that is what I like very much,I know you are a decent and gentle man,I will have a good plan to go back to what I am just like before,to make you happy seeing my beautiful face,and I will go on reading new knowledge,to prevent you forget what I have read as I do.37
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last night he tell me a secret that his gay sex is bought by people who are rich,i am so jealous that i cant get up from bed to do something,i sleep all day long,then i get his email,his name is john gao,i hope i am not going too deep to have a fake marriage with him by oral vow.i think i am too naive,maybe he got the power by bitten me,knock me down on my literature career,because he is talking nonesense that makes me messy thinking,i know he maybe experience a good study time in france,with famous teacher and excellent class mates,i should not imagine the truth is wrongly made,but first of all,i would like to email him for n wish to get rturn letters,for i scold him is a gay,i really have nothing to lose.38
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last night i draem about china government try to sign my contract to publish my all works of english version,when i see a germany envaster talk to me face to face,he ask me about all my boyfriends,i tell him they are all ghost fans,then he feel scared and run away.39
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today i feel not so well,because of my teacher is a gay,it is truth that he earn the sex money for his parents to spend,i feel so shameful,and i would not like to talk to him qny more.i dont want his dirty money either,i will spend my life all alone,forget about andre and john,they are just look like white face but has no indeed powerful thought.40
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i say judan judan to him,he looks happy,but after huging and kissing,i dream of a tarot god that he has a crystal head and a single huge eye in it,she give me fortune telling to me four times,and i want to get away,so i drink wine with the people out there the small temple,then i ask where is the bus to the airport,she wont tell me,and also refuse to drive me there.41
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the next day,i dream about high school literature salon at a house,it looks like school,the students are happy celebrate the art work expression activity,i feel glad that my books are thickly published in the book shelf,i feel so prode but the president of the school feel very angry,she point my caligraphic words as messive writing,i just laugh and pretending unseen.i wake up with a desire to pee,and all people hear that and rush away,so funny.42
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the night dream today morning,is the marriage in bed with him,he is not named john,j and h is his name title pronounce,i know it and then i call his name when he is on the top of me,i love him hug me with a brown cotton dress of enland square design,i know he is trying to tell me that i am possible to be barthe's only one girlfriend in secret,now so many woman runing in front of me showing jealousy anger to me,i run and hide,and then i am back to huis arms,he ask me what's going on,i tell him all about,he smiled at me.43
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i have a sleeping wedding with my teacher,and this is a silent permission,but soon i find out he has a bad temper that he slamp at my face in the air,i try to let him calm down,because who can control the dream out of control,and to explain to him is also sinful,a strange man kiss me while he play a nudity jumping perfomance of mine in the bus,i push him away,i am a popular writer that everybody want a piece of me,i am so afraid,but the enemy party shoot at me in the night street,i get no bullet,it is so close that i almost get shot,my teacher tell me it is because we both are green party,so i understand why that we are so suitable for each other.44
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my teacher can speak the same many language as me,taiwanese,english,franch,japanese,and chinese,but he does not like use taiwanese because he feel uncivilizied in talking,so i just talk secret with him by taiwanese and english that my extra never understand a bit,he is a fool that ask me back for money,i dont care about my extra because he never admit my position at his home,he just has a sense of chinese intellectural prode that it seems i cant compare with him and to pitch with him,that is why i say he is idet in the way he act.45
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i walk with my teacher on the street and we hold hands,we sit on the brench watching people going on their road,do anything they proceed,my teacher not aloow me to write the sentence in the novel,such as i provoke a gay,or i envoke a gay,i can only write i devoke a gay,that is so interesting,my dear husband,i dont know where is our ending,but i respect you and your wish,i devoke a gay and that man is you,is that right?46
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but today noon i sleep to rest for a while,he came into my dream and say he has no class today,and he make me do sex with him,he touch my hair and rub my virgina,with gentle stick show in front of me,i blow job for it,and we making love out of nothing at all,he is always talking about see my mother to appeal wedding of us,but my mother still no one in her eyesight,the poor bride is me that will never get marriaged,i am so in love but in vain.i try to say good about him to my mother,but she just want me to marry a rich guy.47
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but then i doubt if the teacher is quite leasure,he has a lot of time to spend with me but he would not like to,he is afraid of me being taken away by andre,so he hold me tight,so much love i can feel,he is really loving me,to him i am like a princess,but to andre i am a psyco,i shouldnt sent him so many gifts that he blame me cheating on him,i did not tend to.48
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yesterday he is like floating boat on my body,now is near morning,he dont know where i dream on,so he fuck me quickly like a hard stick,i ask him why he do so,he tell me last night i just go to sleep in my dream that he cant control,i dream about sisterhood playing on the house,it is so naive,he is happy with that reason,so he wish me good supper.49
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while i am dreaming about the package i am collecting,i see the sky has a black hole,i watch it wheeling like a thunder rain,and i go to the foreign and some girls talk to me remember to go to church,i walk along the port meat spreading road,and i drink four hundred of two green juice,one is for a woman who follow me,i walk through the car broken and sinking in the road,and we also go to the book shop to see my books on the billboard number,she dislike my book and go away,i go to the night church,while every one is so selfish dont care about if i have a seat to sit,but when i see the meal service over there,i want to approach in but unfortranately i wake up,and my eating desire is still remain when i think of this.50
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i wait for my teacher to give me a email,i write down a sentence of 'if i know you were gay i will never write these poem for you',and he ask me why,i cheat on him that'if you are my lover i will write down these poem for you',between commade and lover,we seem not any more getting together,because i refuse to get a illusionary hearing illness,i had enough.51
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i just dont want to be alone.52
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in my sleep,i walk alone,till morning come,my mother cook rice noodles for me,and then she go out to produce paper flowers for religious ceremony,i say i want to fellow,she say that i dont report forehead,so i cant go with her,i drink milk shake that my sister bring to me,i still very sad thati let my teacher go,for i cant make a proffesser love me for so sure.53
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my teacher to me,is like a swift breeze of wind on my body,it is so soft that i cant describe,he is like a gentle prince in literature and graphic,the essence is always so neat and clean,he tell me he love to wash his secret place,and so i taste it and feel it is so clean,my teacher hear i will go to his school to travel for a few days,he is nerveous that he say his school is very large,i probably dont know how to get to his adormitary,i feel happy again,he is reaaly care about me,and i like to say things to shock him,and he is totally a sweet sugar to me,i will chase him back,because last night he say he just want to leave me alone to testify my feeling,i feel sleep without him is so much torture,my headache because lack of his love,i feel dizzy.54
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after i check his website i know that he is named juhi,as his taiwanese name,i find out all his achivememts on the list,and i feel i will ruin his career,so i kind of wanna let go of his hand,but i think maybe i pick up all these knowledge back in my head,i will get all of his loving,so i try to study what is psycho analyze,and i want to do reaserch on some poetry writers,first of all,i should email my teacher 'what is the main point of psyco analyze'.55
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my teacher want money,but i dont know what he want to do with money,as to me,i need to run away from taiwan before china goverment come,he promise to take me with him to go french,but i dont trust him,we are just two souls speaking in the air,he havent answer my email,but he do change his abbriviation into juhi,which i like to explore him by this way,it response his good impression to me,but i think he maybe escape from me sending constant emails to him,so i never send any letter no more,all i want to say are all in this book.i dont care if he see this or not,i just want to fill my life with my centralism love feeling.56
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i want to ask him what does he feel about fake achademy report,ask how he go to the class with a powerpoint disk in his pocket,carry his papers of invisible UBS all around the campus,i think he just do as other teachers do,and then i want to ask how he score like excellent expert student in france,if he ever make french friends with his classmates,all i want to ask is locked by a key of his mouth,i wanna know if he need to be psyco analysis before he analyze others,i want to analyze him by a title of a high class scholar who is easily getting rude on his erective female,that is me,he tell me that he always erect when he see me,i have to make sure of his affermation about this explaination,to make clear if he love me by heart and soul,not by any sudden apluse that can resonized.57
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he study fauclt,and many more book i have read by chinese version,but he go on his body without organ life,i spent my fancy novel sexism dream,i will concentrate on finding a kind of reading pleasure i love to show how i like indevidural life as usual and as before,i wont ever change my goal to success my writing,but right now i am stuck in a book about marx in the alley and lane,i never read marx before,right now just face it,and remember all the damn shit theory i know to preach the new comer in the society,to prove all their words and report are bullshit,we dont need no educationized jouralist or words worker to break down the rule of pure conscious about history fore and back,i doubt that marx will attack our taiwan soon years after,i am now in 2099,so i can tell you that the world is stll so slow in civilization,i see the love is not being analyzed wll be a symbol of falling of civilization.58
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my teacher,may i call you as the only one name in the world,for i am so scared at you,and i am in another way so respected to you,i want to tell you that i can live in a world without lie,i just cant pretend that i have no love,your life has all been in the foreum,and thesis writing,i am only a free author in romance,it is my duty to write love story for all people to know,but i want to ask buddha what is the purpose i need to get to this world,if i can do what ever i want, i will choose my teacher at the first time?i can not be so rude to him,what if he slamp me?i hate people hit me most,so i will always remember the hatred in my mind,but as to him,i kind of soft minded,and i dont even hate him or dislike him.59
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what if he read all over my blog,would i be studied by any profeesional writer?60
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finally,he give me a bolly and bold dream,i am traped in the hospital,that is a sign he find me to be,but i am being prophet that in the future i will have a good life,and have concret power,so why not forget about the nightmare,and enjoy my life just now.(end)
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glass beads/pollywoo(2)
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there is a taipei tower which is invisible for it build in year of 2099,every believers take silver beads to the tower,to attend robot celebration,the robot is a preast,he talk flunent theory of lord,the preacher say,human mind are so delicate that they dont know how to cherish it,if the religion brain wash you,then you are nothing just like a robot,refrain words like stocking knowledge,there will be no interest any more.1
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robot security is very sereve,nobody is allowed to talk privately,only takling note is secretly permitted,but words robot say is recorded not only everyone can require the bible,the preast is also repeat his words if it is a good lesson to tell.the saint church lecture is full of theory and practice experience,the robot preast can tell everyone's own encounters,and analysis is given to all of them by a machine of fortune telling.2
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i pray for get lucky on the lottery buying,today the prize will be anounced,i pray and pray,just to get what i want,a house of my own,and to donate money if i win the lottery,but the lottery is not bringing me lucky number,i go to buy again the next day,cause i wont give up.3
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robot is precast name,not really a robot,I am Oscar and my boyfriend is Andre,we bit a green apple together.the lord is warning them,if they eat the green apple,they will have no wings that can fly,and they will turn angel mind into hell devil,but we won't listen,we feel flying is so tired,we want to settle down on earth,so we lost our wings after bit the apple,we become invisible in Eden park.still we have to fly to sent no birth baby to all couples who want any colonial baby to raise.we are written in the Bubble after epoch,this is new world version,we make love together just to stick so tight,if my father dark king is unhappy,the lord will call for rain at night,to make Andre and me feeling upset,my mother is light queen,she love the king very much,I am their only kid.4
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my parents produce black and white baby doll s to make us carry to each couple's home,and with a letter of promise to love the baby no matter it's black or white,they all look the same face.baby dolls are manufactured by heaven factory,every couple should learn how to teach baby talk and listen.5
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we hide invisible in the Eden park,sleep on the grass,the lord has power to punish us if we don't work hard.Andre build a tree house for us to live,we made clothe by leaves and flowers neeting,we wear wood made shoes,and there are all kinds of fruits for us to eat,when we are thirsty,we can drink spring water from the fountain,but in 2099 i become a lady who go into Andre's family,he blame me that i make his wife crazy and live in the hospital,he dont love me any more,just lies surround my ear,i dont trust him,so i forget that he cheat me one day he will take me home,and we all become invisible just like the Bubble said.6
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i betray Bubble,and not go to believe bad religion,which make me dream about shit full of lady's bathroom,i believe in rose chaplet which is peaceful in my dress,my face is getting pretty,and i try to read sutra a little bit to compared with Bubble,and i find out Bubble has a better curing power to make me illess,and more similar with the pioneer in the society.7
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Andre's wife can teach in the cramp school,she is slim and pretty,they have two kids,one girl another is boy,noe i dont want to bother him,mid-autumn festival is coming soon,i wont go to see him,Andre has forget our paris rose relationship,he wont be a servent besides me like before,i face the ongoing reality in my life,i feel like going to find a lion with wings in legend,he will be my angel partnership i think so,so i search him on be2 app,i find out that he is no easy become a eastern guy,cause he is so fancy to be western guy,that looks more handsome and be suitable to his way and style of living.8
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i download tarot app,i play twice and know i should leave Andre as soon as possible,he is not belonging to me any more,he love his wife and pretending she married another rich guy,in fact,he buy a chip house for her to escape from me,to testify my love,finally she come back home,i hear her voice in the phone,i guess they want money from me,so i refuse him by any way of connection,any way,this love is blind,i am wasting time on him,now i wake up that they sell the chip house and live together in the old house with elevater and security.9
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Andre sent one friend to make me love a professor i know long time before,he wish me happy with this guy,i dream about date with him,eating steak and then make love,we have a fucking dream and i suddenly become beutiful and full,i like him very much,and i hope we can be a good couple that no body bother us,till the end of my life,i hope to accept this introduce,but everything depends on my mother's decision,prove or not to prove,that is a question.10
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i find out the professer express a buddhasim theory,i believe maybe i should give up the Bubble,and take my glass beads to read sutra,to complete my life,to maintain cheerful life of buddha belief.the professor take me in my dream fucking soft core with me,and he eat steak with me in the resterant,he scold me never watch clearr those people surround my side,and he dont permit me to love somebody else,that is a feast of love,i like him.11
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the next night,i dream about so many calligraphic books in front of me,that is because i ask him what should i paint in my endless paper,he show me the calligraphiic words,i try to destingruisjh them but i am so confussed that i lost the dream and wake up,with a pain in my stomache,i think he give me hard core last night dream when i was fall esleep.11
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professor gorden suck my water mouth untill my mouth is so dry,i just ask him to kiss me,he eat my water and say it is sweet like sugar,i start to fancy him when he is on the class,but he tell me not to tease him during work time,i can only miss him with television play fuzzy stock number high and low.he used to be my teacher when i was at 20,he say love is play tricks,i hate that but i tend to understand his mysterious mind,is he a romantic fool lke tarot said.12
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he warning me if he give me all salary and i still live my low fee life,he will punch my buttom,because i dont like all product in the world,they seem not attractive to me,i only spent 1000 nt dollars a month,and still save writing payment,i just dont want to waste money that i desire nothing,how can i spent his effert money,i am going to save it in my account,for us to go to trip and travelling around france.13
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my gorden ask me a name card,what does that mean,i cant solve the riddle,my id name card?if he would like to have it,i will give him by promise,he ask me to blow job for him,i say after marriage to give him,in fact,i feel so sick about 'sex history' now that he want to teach,but what can i do,he is neat and gentle but dick is hard core,i can only endure it for love is pain,in hyper sex alter he must feel very prode about his erect banana,i ever dream about he put aside in the pillow i am enjoy,and i lick it several times,it is so huge.14
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i call him my teacher,and i dont know his english name,i name gorden for him in this novel,he seem dont like it,anyway i live in a fantacy that i have already sleep in his bed,his house,i has already win his love,but it is a remote romance,who will start the ease first,we are all shy,not able to face the reality of telling the love bloom in the secret part of mind.15
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my teacher looks like a buddha face,his ear is long,i especially love to look at his fatty round body,that makes me want to touch his bosom through the clothe he wear,that is my fantacy,i think of this,i probably will laugh out loud in side my heart,he stop me with a sharp voice,i know my muse is transfered from andre to gorden,that is better,andre wont resque me,he only hate me for flatter him with too many egg rolls,i ask just for a dinner,and he refuse to me.16
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i cant go out late at night,and i dont want to be deliscious to a good experienced man like gorden,maybe i know finally he will end with me,so i stop going forward,he just live in my mind as a muse,i think it is ok to be so,stay away from any male is better for me,i dont want him and memory with him,i just hate to go between his trick and plan with the boss,because i awe him a bill of money,anyway love is a forget land for me,as now i just want to be all alone,i dont want to bring affairs home.17
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last night we talk about each other,he tell me he has parents,and his sleeping room in the collage is so small,he think aout things by standing gesture while i am lying down thinking person,we speak tenderly,and he is like a idoling duck that dont touch me to let me happy,i tell him that i awe the bill to the boss,he say he will return the money for me,i think about how he is hardship working by brain and is so conservative to me,he laugh at my joke.18
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the proffessor is restrict by institude morality,he has to do scholar reserch and he want me to help him in his unsolved puzzle,he tell me he is the same horoscope as my father,who knows,i remember when we were young,he play pregedy black face to me,i dont know he feel erect about me,how will i know that,it is his secret,if he love me,he will kiss me every night,not to blame me arouse his lust with the thought of dirty and nasty mind.19
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i wish to buy lover's discourse this book,to read it once again,but it is sold out so hotly on bookstore that no left book for me to buy,forget about it,he say,it is not a good ending,he just dont want to let me know that he is serching barthe's lover,he doubt it is me,i wanna know it too,but he is so poor,he dont have money and time to take me travel,i think that i am tired of male's lie,i want to write a broken love in this book,for all i see is ruin in the future.20
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he tell me that he live in parents home for holiday time,so he does not rent a hotel room for going to taipei for preparing this meeting,it is me treat it as a date,but acturally he is trying to see if i am still pretty,but i am old enough to remember that several times he plan on teasing me my anger,while i just egnore it,for example,he tear down my selulu while i am photographing the data in the library,he joke my article which is full of sexuality adj,i also face his lecture that after home he tell me he is a gay,until he is old,he pass my pussy in the dream time,wake me up with hard core pleasure only he know,but i am sure he is quite understand me and my little secret with him,as i recall all this tricks,i find out he is just play fool of me,he never really come to invite me to fall in love.21
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tonight i do attend the professer gorden's lecture,he seem a little shot that i am not as pretty as before,i laugh at his borken mind,i can never be his sweet girl any more,i am almost 50,he tell me by hint that 'eacher is so hungry.'i answer him that 'i am already full.'in fact,he want to eat me or meat,this is a shy tone that i didntaware of it,the teacher is not so fat as i look him at the film,he know me so well that at the lecture scene he joke on me with several words,i think he is really very smart,he know my secret and point out my situation,i will sue andre's wife,i dont want to become a sued third lover,i will betray him that foolish goddamn extra.22
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andre is angry,he make noise of wash dishes,on the basement bookstore,i hear proffesser gorden is traslating the film which is a movie history documentay film of france,teacher please listen to me,i want to say sweet thing to your ear,but i am wired,i like to procced the love underground,and i like the murmuring in the bed,which makes me feel horny.i like to dream about you,but you never come to my dream,i want you to hug me,and then you do hug me to sleep,i find a new love that is you professer gorden,forget me not.23
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what is love?professer ask me,i can tell him thousand of reasons,but love is lady's private makeup desk,male will never know what is their love about the beloved one,professer gorden is my beloved one,and he is nice,all expensive cakes and wine are robbed by the audience,and no one want to buy his bring of frence books and vedio,of course i will not buy it,for i am a low value consumpt person now,i would only take money to exchange sleeping pills,i want to sleep while others want to awake,move like a over energetic player to refuse the sun never fall down on the sky of north land,but i like to sleep.24
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my teacher,you change back to the first sight i saw you 20 years ago,you are not a fat buddha look to me,but i still love you,for i would like to pick up your rude love,and not return to the waste land of extra,he take my money to raise his wife,i hate man already,but you are a hope to me,i should build a fake you to hug forever,i dont want sensation any more,for i like to be idle all day long,to let all ghosts gone,just left you and me.25
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teacher ask me who is that guy that drive me home,he is just doing cherity to sent me home mid at night,he wouldnt touch a vergin but rather go back to his girlfriend,my teacher is jealousy or testing me,i kind mess up with his mind,my teacher date me with a back face towards me,they are all the same,man,you shouldnt give me temtaption and then go away,i am still a nun like forbiden lust in my daily life,i wont be a nerd like you.26
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i think he like the girl he mention to us,he has a new lover,i know i should congratrilate him,from now on i will be a cold lady,maybe i will keep on reading,but in vain,for i have find a peace place for my mind,that is not to read anything,it is my cure method.27
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i order one french bubble red tea,it cost 38 dollars,in fact i lie,i drink passion fruit green tea,and i walk around the eden park,it seem that i want to loose my tension between fancy and boring,so i turn to go too the 7-11 shop of seconed floor rest zone,i think about myself might be a burden of antyone,cause i cant trust any word people say,and i refuse to any readible things,since teacher talk about passion,i drink it to find out the secret inside his word,it taste so pure good but like orange juice,i cant tell because the drink content no seed,our passion has no seed?i dont believe,in the past,he seem so dislike me,i try to write something about him,but he say he will write a different version from now on,i am confussed,does he has the talent of describing story in his mind subconscious plot?if i dont know his literary fight back,i will probably lost in my selfish novel,all i tell is truth,but it has no good ending.28
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in 2099,it is possible everybody lost wisdom,they live like robot,but still in need of desire no girl want to eating for too many food,for they need to diet for slim body and shape,it is poor days that the rule of sex gap is out of order,lord dont play chess,just watch the game.i am so tired of romance,i just want to have sweet dreams and blank reality.29
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my teacher,can i treat your absence as death?30
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glass beads(3)
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How to describe a 3c free intellectual?An intellectual person who is not allow web to open his secret and he don't use cellphone or line twitter and so on.Is he a island of postmodern world?over smart ?he can see through any person ,what a intellectual person.actually I use no sim card cellphone to reduce my payment for individual Wi-Fi,I just want to escape the link on facebook,but I can't for it is the only way for me to express myself voice,although it is useless to cry for my heart,my mind one day will be clear if the world accept me as a free citizen,not a patient in the society,I try to face the truth outside the 3c,it is a large range of products and happenings world that I don't know,I would like to see the extreme of civilization blow,when all the knowledge is broken down and fade away in my mind,I will have no classic love to chase,for I become a barbarian intellectual of 3c free,I don't know what the robot translate love,emotion,and complex,they are none human beings,but aliens in the planet,why my teacher is so fragile about our love,I don't know if he is only a reading addictive that don't know what is real love,we are all kindergarten degree of love recognized person,we have so much bitter untold and swallow in the mouth,the long life is pushing us to learn the past and reveal us a bloody reality road to go on.31
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He just apply computer science to teach student, not connect with fellow people outside his campus circle, he is so mysterious, talk so many lies like joke on the society, I am desert by him, if I fancy on loving such a robot like person, I will go mad. this city is our temple, and a campus too, we need to get along well like a group of peaceful citizens, but I wish I can live without harbor and money, let a robot husband pay my fee for me. I ask he to go to hotel, he say he has a wounded mother for him to go home take care of, in fact, I know it can only be my fantasy, but last night his soul hug me till I fall sleep, I know he is not a robot, he check my romance all to well, he need to analyze me before I fall for him. I know he is a good man, just ironically speaking about me and my legendary gossips, I would like to have a short love with him, if he really sell my soul to an architecture last night dream, I will feel that he is a bad heart but kind face wolf, all male are wolves, female are cats, how can they be together I wonder the circumstances. He would not like to be called as garden or golden, he is nothing but a stick. We are on a glass bridge walking on broken possibility, I am so afraid of losing him, but it is remote love, who can save us, my mouth is all suck dry by him, every night I have to drink water to solve my thirsty, he said he is hungry, I know it is hint of a male, but we are so distant and far away of reality, I must do forget him at the end of our own feelings of seem love, I want to ask him why he is so talkative all the time, is he born to be a book teller, or I am so blind in knowledge, I am too shy to admit that I use him to throw Andre away, I treat him a love tool and love machine, he is very unhappy with this though of me, I promise if he can be with me, I will be a little lady to let him satisfied, it's sorry I am a horse star that no compromise can limit me. I would rather watch day goes by, all alone with a interest of making story in my writing, for writing is my only hobby, I don't like reality show.32
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I don't want prostitute dream, but after I wake up, there is only emptiness left, so I don't mind if I have been set up by professor garden, he is far away from my life already, and I don't miss any man, I just want to be alone, with glass beads in my hand, I read Sutra and get peaceful mind so long, I know I make me myself master of my life,I don't need to fall in love no more, for no one will love me except my money, and fame, people want me is because they can't write as good as me.33
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Glass beads(4)
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I often fancy about idea of many day dream,but never fulfill them,because I am not a practical person,I only live in my mind of wonderland,whatever I think is secret that no body will know. I am a Buddha's believer,but it's god who save my illness,so I can't decide who to be worship for,my glass bead is broken right now,for the line is cut down and I can't save it,pieces of all glass beads are gone with the river,I can't pick up,so I don't mind if it is a tragedy or something,I just want to be a good person in this world,never heard any rumors and lies,I know the right from wrong,and I am fine if he won't love me,I will take the truth and behave myself,live like a egg flower in the sky. I know in my mind,my teacher calls me in my dream,is it an illusion voice,I have to find out the truth,why he insist feeling for me,but I don't believe in him,may be just because I live in a limited land that he can't flatter my parents,I wish to go abroad to study,or paint for him,he is my inspiration,my new muse,I have to make fiction for it,to celebrate my life that ever be so hard to meet him again,if this is the latest one chance to meet,I still will keep him in my mind,not to forget him once again. I can feel it when I lie down,I know he is my muse,I should cherish him,so I write about female psychology,to praise his world of knowledge.34
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Last night he ask me blow job for him at dream time,I used to request married then do it for him,now we have a few holidays,but he didn't married me,I want him to chase after me,he say he study a horny girl like me for so long but still don't know me well,he say I am a male characters made female,what can I say,I can say 'my teacher,my pussy feels want you.'he said it so funny,because he is a gay,I did not wake up,he want to be alone,I can tell he trap on sex knowledge but know nothing about religion,so I should explain that to him,I should not leave him alone. He hug me through the night,and fuck his dick to me with a soft and excited feeling in the virgina,I really love it,I do love his western thought,and he insist study Freud,it is a fund plan he get from collage,I m so happy for him. Now he talk about having birth to a baby for him,I don't know if I can do it well,because I eat sleeping pills,but I don't afraid of achieving his love and requests,he think we can have a high IQ kid,everybody think so,I am not sure I can teach the baby well while it is in my womb,and do we have time to bare up the baby from so small age,we are busy in the business,it is no easy matter and challenge for me,but if I love him so deep,I think I should accomplish it for him. Tonight I dream about what to paint,it is a scene of Buddha group that paint religious mark,I get up and go to the table and paint suddenly. I thank my teacher,and I really get something to paint,it is delicate and beautiful topic that no body ever draw before,I would like to do this art work.35
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I tell him I want to have soul cohabitation with him,he tell me few days ago,he take shower with me standing gesture in our dream,so I remember we already cohabit. I go to buy lover's discourse to read,I want to understand what's so shy between us,I like to know him through this classic book.I write novel to respect him,Now I am solo and missing him all alone,We have frustrated history,but still the love won't fade. This book is the only gift he love to have,he persuade me to write it well,I am trying to build him as a archetype of good partner of me,which he is very seriously seeing through our relationship,so I am glad to know him deeper,to teach his mind of purify,he is still single and seem has his thought about us,maybe I am just a pass by lover,but I don't want to make it blank without memory,I decide to write it down.36
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glass beads(5)
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I find out his first name is handsome,I am so happy,my teacher if you like me to learn French,I will go to class for you,but just can't find a tutor like you,you tell me when you study in France,you meet a metro accident and house on fire,that is fun,I like to listen to you,I won't doubt you say you always walking on the left side of the river,there is a bridge between two side,I just so wish I can be with you at that time,I am a girl fond of day dreaming,my darling,I know you like to be alone,but is it really your wish,or let me be with you,whisper things you want to hear,I know it might be my last fantasy,because I have left my last man,from now on I don't care if I chase love in hand or not,I change a soul to be absent from any love affairs,I am your love bound I know,if you don't like,I can let you go,but before that,I want to have you in my bed dream,because I am so afraid of darkness and nightmare,it's you who wipe away my bad dreams,I will thank you for your nice to me. Can we be each other's best friend?I have a honey moon that is what I like very much,I know you are a decent and gentle man,I will have a good plan to go back to what I am just like before,to make you happy seeing my beautiful face,and I will go on reading new knowledge,to prevent you forget what I have read as I do.37
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last night he tell me a secret that his gay sex is bought by people who are rich,i am so jealous that i cant get up from bed to do something,i sleep all day long,then i get his email,his name is john gao,i hope i am not going too deep to have a fake marriage with him by oral vow.i think i am too naive,maybe he got the power by bitten me,knock me down on my literature career,because he is talking nonesense that makes me messy thinking,i know he maybe experience a good study time in france,with famous teacher and excellent class mates,i should not imagine the truth is wrongly made,but first of all,i would like to email him for n wish to get rturn letters,for i scold him is a gay,i really have nothing to lose.38
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last night i draem about china government try to sign my contract to publish my all works of english version,when i see a germany envaster talk to me face to face,he ask me about all my boyfriends,i tell him they are all ghost fans,then he feel scared and run away.39
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today i feel not so well,because of my teacher is a gay,it is truth that he earn the sex money for his parents to spend,i feel so shameful,and i would not like to talk to him qny more.i dont want his dirty money either,i will spend my life all alone,forget about andre and john,they are just look like white face but has no indeed powerful thought.40
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i say judan judan to him,he looks happy,but after huging and kissing,i dream of a tarot god that he has a crystal head and a single huge eye in it,she give me fortune telling to me four times,and i want to get away,so i drink wine with the people out there the small temple,then i ask where is the bus to the airport,she wont tell me,and also refuse to drive me there.41
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the next day,i dream about high school literature salon at a house,it looks like school,the students are happy celebrate the art work expression activity,i feel glad that my books are thickly published in the book shelf,i feel so prode but the president of the school feel very angry,she point my caligraphic words as messive writing,i just laugh and pretending unseen.i wake up with a desire to pee,and all people hear that and rush away,so funny.42
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the night dream today morning,is the marriage in bed with him,he is not named john,j and h is his name title pronounce,i know it and then i call his name when he is on the top of me,i love him hug me with a brown cotton dress of enland square design,i know he is trying to tell me that i am possible to be barthe's only one girlfriend in secret,now so many woman runing in front of me showing jealousy anger to me,i run and hide,and then i am back to huis arms,he ask me what's going on,i tell him all about,he smiled at me.43
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i have a sleeping wedding with my teacher,and this is a silent permission,but soon i find out he has a bad temper that he slamp at my face in the air,i try to let him calm down,because who can control the dream out of control,and to explain to him is also sinful,a strange man kiss me while he play a nudity jumping perfomance of mine in the bus,i push him away,i am a popular writer that everybody want a piece of me,i am so afraid,but the enemy party shoot at me in the night street,i get no bullet,it is so close that i almost get shot,my teacher tell me it is because we both are green party,so i understand why that we are so suitable for each other.44
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my teacher can speak the same many language as me,taiwanese,english,franch,japanese,and chinese,but he does not like use taiwanese because he feel uncivilizied in talking,so i just talk secret with him by taiwanese and english that my extra never understand a bit,he is a fool that ask me back for money,i dont care about my extra because he never admit my position at his home,he just has a sense of chinese intellectural prode that it seems i cant compare with him and to pitch with him,that is why i say he is idet in the way he act.45
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i walk with my teacher on the street and we hold hands,we sit on the brench watching people going on their road,do anything they proceed,my teacher not aloow me to write the sentence in the novel,such as i provoke a gay,or i envoke a gay,i can only write i devoke a gay,that is so interesting,my dear husband,i dont know where is our ending,but i respect you and your wish,i devoke a gay and that man is you,is that right?46
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but today noon i sleep to rest for a while,he came into my dream and say he has no class today,and he make me do sex with him,he touch my hair and rub my virgina,with gentle stick show in front of me,i blow job for it,and we making love out of nothing at all,he is always talking about see my mother to appeal wedding of us,but my mother still no one in her eyesight,the poor bride is me that will never get marriaged,i am so in love but in vain.i try to say good about him to my mother,but she just want me to marry a rich guy.47
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but then i doubt if the teacher is quite leasure,he has a lot of time to spend with me but he would not like to,he is afraid of me being taken away by andre,so he hold me tight,so much love i can feel,he is really loving me,to him i am like a princess,but to andre i am a psyco,i shouldnt sent him so many gifts that he blame me cheating on him,i did not tend to.48
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yesterday he is like floating boat on my body,now is near morning,he dont know where i dream on,so he fuck me quickly like a hard stick,i ask him why he do so,he tell me last night i just go to sleep in my dream that he cant control,i dream about sisterhood playing on the house,it is so naive,he is happy with that reason,so he wish me good supper.49
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while i am dreaming about the package i am collecting,i see the sky has a black hole,i watch it wheeling like a thunder rain,and i go to the foreign and some girls talk to me remember to go to church,i walk along the port meat spreading road,and i drink four hundred of two green juice,one is for a woman who follow me,i walk through the car broken and sinking in the road,and we also go to the book shop to see my books on the billboard number,she dislike my book and go away,i go to the night church,while every one is so selfish dont care about if i have a seat to sit,but when i see the meal service over there,i want to approach in but unfortranately i wake up,and my eating desire is still remain when i think of this.50
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i wait for my teacher to give me a email,i write down a sentence of 'if i know you were gay i will never write these poem for you',and he ask me why,i cheat on him that'if you are my lover i will write down these poem for you',between commade and lover,we seem not any more getting together,because i refuse to get a illusionary hearing illness,i had enough.51
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i just dont want to be alone.52
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in my sleep,i walk alone,till morning come,my mother cook rice noodles for me,and then she go out to produce paper flowers for religious ceremony,i say i want to fellow,she say that i dont report forehead,so i cant go with her,i drink milk shake that my sister bring to me,i still very sad thati let my teacher go,for i cant make a proffesser love me for so sure.53
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my teacher to me,is like a swift breeze of wind on my body,it is so soft that i cant describe,he is like a gentle prince in literature and graphic,the essence is always so neat and clean,he tell me he love to wash his secret place,and so i taste it and feel it is so clean,my teacher hear i will go to his school to travel for a few days,he is nerveous that he say his school is very large,i probably dont know how to get to his adormitary,i feel happy again,he is reaaly care about me,and i like to say things to shock him,and he is totally a sweet sugar to me,i will chase him back,because last night he say he just want to leave me alone to testify my feeling,i feel sleep without him is so much torture,my headache because lack of his love,i feel dizzy.54
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after i check his website i know that he is named juhi,as his taiwanese name,i find out all his achivememts on the list,and i feel i will ruin his career,so i kind of wanna let go of his hand,but i think maybe i pick up all these knowledge back in my head,i will get all of his loving,so i try to study what is psycho analyze,and i want to do reaserch on some poetry writers,first of all,i should email my teacher 'what is the main point of psyco analyze'.55
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my teacher want money,but i dont know what he want to do with money,as to me,i need to run away from taiwan before china goverment come,he promise to take me with him to go french,but i dont trust him,we are just two souls speaking in the air,he havent answer my email,but he do change his abbriviation into juhi,which i like to explore him by this way,it response his good impression to me,but i think he maybe escape from me sending constant emails to him,so i never send any letter no more,all i want to say are all in this book.i dont care if he see this or not,i just want to fill my life with my centralism love feeling.56
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i want to ask him what does he feel about fake achademy report,ask how he go to the class with a powerpoint disk in his pocket,carry his papers of invisible UBS all around the campus,i think he just do as other teachers do,and then i want to ask how he score like excellent expert student in france,if he ever make french friends with his classmates,all i want to ask is locked by a key of his mouth,i wanna know if he need to be psyco analysis before he analyze others,i want to analyze him by a title of a high class scholar who is easily getting rude on his erective female,that is me,he tell me that he always erect when he see me,i have to make sure of his affermation about this explaination,to make clear if he love me by heart and soul,not by any sudden apluse that can resonized.57
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he study fauclt,and many more book i have read by chinese version,but he go on his body without organ life,i spent my fancy novel sexism dream,i will concentrate on finding a kind of reading pleasure i love to show how i like indevidural life as usual and as before,i wont ever change my goal to success my writing,but right now i am stuck in a book about marx in the alley and lane,i never read marx before,right now just face it,and remember all the damn shit theory i know to preach the new comer in the society,to prove all their words and report are bullshit,we dont need no educationized jouralist or words worker to break down the rule of pure conscious about history fore and back,i doubt that marx will attack our taiwan soon years after,i am now in 2099,so i can tell you that the world is stll so slow in civilization,i see the love is not being analyzed wll be a symbol of falling of civilization.58
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my teacher,may i call you as the only one name in the world,for i am so scared at you,and i am in another way so respected to you,i want to tell you that i can live in a world without lie,i just cant pretend that i have no love,your life has all been in the foreum,and thesis writing,i am only a free author in romance,it is my duty to write love story for all people to know,but i want to ask buddha what is the purpose i need to get to this world,if i can do what ever i want, i will choose my teacher at the first time?i can not be so rude to him,what if he slamp me?i hate people hit me most,so i will always remember the hatred in my mind,but as to him,i kind of soft minded,and i dont even hate him or dislike him.59
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what if he read all over my blog,would i be studied by any profeesional writer?60
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finally,he give me a bolly and bold dream,i am traped in the hospital,that is a sign he find me to be,but i am being prophet that in the future i will have a good life,and have concret power,so why not forget about the nightmare,and enjoy my life just now.(end)
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cant figure out(猜不透)/吳菀菱
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Now I start a new novel, it is a quest style of philosophy, asking all kinds of love puzzles, not quite like 'desire city', but is serious doubt of why we come to this world if without love, what would it be like. I don't know how to write it more deep meaningful and also touch reader's soul, maybe I will think for a long time to write it down.1
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why a cup of coffee keep me active thinking all nught long?if there is Lacan theory,we female cant have Candy theory?why Candy theory cant have three mirror taste?i give myself rose(oil spa),wine(massage),chocolate(donuts),isnt this construct our female quality of love expreading?2
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cant understand why my extra come to my dream asking me back to him,with a warm hug and sweet words,while i fellow him home,there is another woman by his side,why he play me even in my dream?is he trying to make me jealous and run away?3
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I got two muse,they all want me to write their psych analyze,so I have to write double character on my novel 'can't figure out',it is really a complicated engineer.4
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juhi and ping are two different person,they all own my love,but in fact,ping dont want to go to holand rebirth with me,but juhi want,so i love him more,i love him from now on,and he can communicate with me by four languages,he hug me last night,i feel so happy,and it is a sweet dream.5
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i decide to leave them as my muse,and talk about it,but we are not dating any more,because it is not convinient to see them,one is at teacher's domitary,another is living with his wife although they are divorced,they are both someone i cant see.but we have history of getting each other,that is called hyteral friendship.6
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i try to tell juhi that my period is forever gone,and he is happy for that,because he doesnt want a kid mad like me,never fellow the rule,even if the kid will be very clever,we have no time and money to raise him,we are old enough,no time to care about kid,we discuss about the plan when he get to the taipei teaching career,he will proposal to me,i just wait even though i know it may be a lie,for he confess to me that he use my past rebirth to write fake achademy thesis,i am not angry,at least he concern about me,he treat me as a theory,i love it.7
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although i have 5 years of relationship with ping,but he think everything i do for him is for granted,so i left him,and his stubern heart,i would rather that he chase for me,not me chase for him,for a kind of reserch purpose,i study him by getting very close to him,but we are shy and never cross the line,i still miss him.8
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but ping he punch me in my dream,he threaten me to go back home to be a mother,i say i have difficulty to go,then we trap in the frustration of our failure for so long,we both sign that we cant be a good couple so well,that is what i feel so powerless for.9
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i wait for his gmail,his line,his call,his everything,but he just cant give me,for he is so proud that he cant go first to tell me,he cvare about me,he want to give me his poetry book,so i should remain the same,not to borther him,for i cant low down my face to say i need that book ,it is a destroy book i dont like.10
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i have left one muse only left another,for juhi has gone for no where,i cant find his voice,ping is an old poet,he is so caring about my period,he wish it come again,then it comes,i am totally upset that i sleep all day long,i want to sleep away all the bad emotion with this situation,no man will come near me,for i am bloody marie.11
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the blood is so smell that i cant stand it and i wash i ubnderwear right away,i know the heaven is gone,for i am dirty,and a lazy born lady that my parents want to escape from me too,this afternoon i sleep overwalm,amd empty,so what is this psychic feelings show,i cant figure out the name of the mind.12
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ping write me as a lady working in the prostitude field,i buy to give him a room for 15000 dollars,to serve him and to request him to marry me,take me home,but he use too much male cosmetics on face,it seem like the same age with me,and looks a little like erotica,i seem to dislike such face and otherwise we have no contact in any dream,he maybe just say a smart lie as usual.13
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as to juhi,he tell me that ping is very complicated,we should be careful to see him act,if he harm us,we should learn to run and escape,dont let his apply hypercratic face fool us,so i discover deeper to him,i would not lose.14
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ping give me a finger test on my anus in the dream,he want to know if i want him or not,if i still dont know that he cant eract,he will leave me for i still have lust of panatration,i think he is really jealous about me and juhi,we kiss like chicken and hug so tight like a tank on the ground,but i think if anyone chase me first,maybe i will accept it the love devotion,we are like triangle love,i know ping wont give up of me,he still want me back,but i cant,for i need his action.15
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now i lost juhi's voice,and i dare not to sent anoy gmails to him,ping never answer me in his digital connection,i feel betrayed by both of them,and i think perhaps i rather be alone,not to think of male attraction,because missing cause my face unpretty and unhealthy,i want to save my energy and that is a fact that i dont need them for the winter is coming,i will keep myself warm and never cry.16
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tonight juhi tell me he would not let me worse in my old days,he want to live with me in taipei county house,i am fucked by him in the dream,his sex is still hard core,and i feel stomache at midnight,but soon i pee and be fine,i am so loving his fucking on me,because i ask him to before sleep,i need him so much that i want to promise him if he would like to sell stock papers for me,because i am not living in that area,he ask me why dont i chasing after him,i tell him that i dont be the one who active first,i want to make sure one day i can be together with him,for he would like to go holand with me,but ping wouldnt be,so i take a decision that i will love juhi more untill the end of my life,if he say i am not good enough to him,i will try to let him satisfy,i want someone to love.17
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juhi change his gmail for me,he let me use this name in my novel,and in this time he know we are having secret soul love,we are partner of dream time,i remember his class time,not to bother him,and he take my gift of a washing machine and a vow that i will treat him nice,give him all my love to him,i know he edit his web for me,he add some franch word title,and i dont know how to understand it,but i know he do it for love,because he want to hear me saying franch,i have to google on net to find out some teaching paper page to learn about franch.18
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i love him so much,but we dont have sex last night dream,for i am having shallow sleeping all night long,i dream about people wanting my money,they hear me say taht i want to go to new york and travel for learning english,but that is not truth in my reality,i stop everything just to love juhi,i give him my passion for our love in the same book we read,we having a trasparent room in school,we make love and the space is so dark,i want to give him some light,for he tell me that he spent whole life waiting for me,he is still pure and single,i want to love him in the secret place that no body will jealous and seperate us,he is an excellent scholar to me.19
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when he dont want to touch me,he will made up lie of he is a gay or something like that,but in fact he just desire less to have a romantic heart to treat me,for i am weak in sex,when he say that he want to make me feel the pain,i know i have to endure for he insist this way,his mysterious way of study is what i havent get to know,and i want to study some topic just like him,i serch in my book room,i can only find religion which is my talent,and this makes me feel easy to discover poet and their belief,i read juhi's first poetry collection when i was only 20 years old,i think he is very humble about his talent,but i can see he give up publish more,for it cant make any eternity,when he tell me he havent be loved,i feel like to love him,to treat him as a new muse in my literature field,when i make love with my muse,it is quite a honorable feeling that i have still someone to love in fancy.20
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猜不透(2)
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我開始奮發圖強,努力地讀英文,因為這是我的大學主修,現在必須將字彙多加背誦,才能不被老師笑,他說我把刺殺的英文看成配件,好好笑,還笑我鬥爭紅學的創作,好大的勇氣,他還記得我們在課堂上,他拿出我出版的地下刊物封面背面,是他講解紅樓夢精神分析的廣告,他對我詢問出於何種目的,我哈哈的偷笑,他說哪有女孩這樣笑的,於是就當著我的面,分析秦可親的性格,是人盡可夫,水性楊花,意下指責我就是這種個性,所言不差,老師真的了解我,但我覺得他的銳利眼力,好傷我的心,我當初並不想這樣,是他不知道我找不到珍愛是誰,才用靈交的方式去探查,結果原來老師是愛著我的,但是三十年已經都要過去了,我才覺悟到老師是最早追我的男人,多次相見,仍銘記在心,他說男人要壞,酷,跩,女人才會愛,所以每次都對我這麼不客氣,我都沒有感覺,真傻.
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現在老師星期二三五有課,其他時間都在準備教材,所以我們遠距配合,很少機會有交集,我都不敢輕易給他寫郵電,因為他很敏感,把郵電的密碼增加得更常更難懂,更難記住,我簡直要瘋了,只好在小說裡假裝並幻想雙方同意已婚,現在住在他的宿舍裡,他有一天早上竟然破口大罵我,說我都不刷牙,我只好乖乖地用美白薄荷牙膏香香的刷牙,才敢上床睡覺,因為他那根很硬,又喜歡戳到底,所以我總是痛得很,用胃藥和薄荷油加上懺悔經來解痛,這麼潔癖的老師,好難得,我更應該好好珍惜,他想要爬升到台北的大學教書,因為他老家在台北,而且喜歡台北,我過著尼姑低值的生活,死存著錢,不好意思到他教書的學校探望他,他說我會死纏爛打,而且我正在實驗不花錢只賺錢的日子怎麼過,我告訴他,我找他假裝劈腿,以推走上一個靈交的詩人,他要我小心,那個詩人有妻小,怕我成了小三會被控告,老師他要我把對詩人的好都給他一人,可是我認為每個男人喜好不同,我對老師有獨特的一種方式,希望他能夠知道我的情意對他的專屬意義,不要強求,我給他的不求回報,但求珍惜與滿足,老師,讓我來還報你的愛吧!
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今夜喝多了茶,睡不著,老師陪我共賞夜的寧謐,耳語,以至於摩娑,都很溫柔,快悅,我半聲不響,沉醉在淺睡的被窩中,老師從睡不著到漸漸地睡去,我不忍驚動他,這段感情好像從一歲開始的新生,我們是愛情的嬰兒,看不見眼前的險阻,只感到安穩在內心翻動.愛的追逐讓我又生出許多快意的遐思,我答應他,以後他可以來我的三重房子住,我要重新裝潢,打造屬於我們的時尚空間,他教書,我念經,一起寫作,做研究,生活在一種簡單而自在的平靜和諧中,這是多麼美好的夢想啊!
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可是,老師要我打電話給他,我不知道他的分機電話在辦公室還是宿舍,而且我也不要聽到任何別人來接電話的聲音,我的前一任男友就是這樣把我逼走的,我媽媽叫我把所有的資料呈報上去,又說如果老師在追我,就要我把老師帶回家給她看,否則人家只是把我當花痴,我好難過,我乞求御本尊讓我中樂透買房子開補習班或者是顧問咖啡店,我不想再活在幻想裡了,我想換行,做些自己喜歡做的事情.
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我寫了一封電郵給老師,說我媽想見他,可以來訪嗎?可是我擔心他被學校監視,經過一整夜快樂暢談的理想,我妥協了,我覺得男人體貼,溫柔,務實就好,我以前貪圖有錢人家的財,還不是弄得一身泥濘,簡單的小小願望,是現在最接近我心中的理想,老師幫我震動催眠,然後趕去上課,好辛苦喔!他還告訴我好多秘密,我不想在這裡說出來給你們聽,我們還在假裝演戲,路人竟然說好好看,真是沒隱私,不想當演員作家了,老師說要打電話給他媽媽,商量拿聘金來的事宜,這男人真懂事,知道我媽愛咬錢,他還說婚禮在家裡舉行就好,直接去公證,因為我家沒能力給我辦婚禮,只能拍個合照留念.
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我們還討論到,要到夢裡抓我牽著的孩子,還是真的生一個,他說要我生一個給他媽媽抱孫子,一起教育成聰明絕頂的天才,我答應了,但是媽說我命中帶流霞,怎麼辦,萬一生產時死掉了孩子或是我,那要怎麼才好,除了聽媽媽的意見之外,只好賭上性命了,不管那麼多,其實我也很喜歡小孩子,那就待產期間少吃點,別撐得太大肚子.
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洞房花燭夜,我們不斷地聊天,交涉事情,談到我使用北韓化妝水的事,又提到如何解決中共的通牒年,聊到老師的校區是原來新竹監獄放生後改建的,他聽了馬上準備f潛逃回台北,因為那些侵害他的教授都是大陸派來的,我給了她情報之後,他還是拒絕跟我相親相愛,只是貌合神離的愛人同志,在這個難以辨識身分的世上,唯有親人最好,但是人們不洗心革面,我過去預立的遺囑,恐怕早已改變這島嶼很久了,沒想到我的前任是殺手,而我只是探查的小獵物而已,他留下一件紅色情人裝界離開我了,教我怎麼穿得下去,那些男人的殘酷,我覺得好痛苦,猜不透來自大陸的拉岡學術,到底教會我什麼.
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從此女人一邊,男人一邊的日子,快要來臨了嗎?媽媽告訴我,曾經一同開車佛修的好友已經被殺死了,我真的很難過,於是我不再找親信聊天,因為外面都是狠腳色,沒有人要跟我志同道合,或當愛人同志的,我還可以改名,易容,我不爭一個名,只在愛的迷霧中,找尋真相,找尋過去躲難的日子,黑名單如何解決的九二共識, 說謊是最好的掩護.
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為了我的買書慾望,我求大眾各捐一句,對我的看法,集結成書,之後我才要買,否則我繼續不買書抗議,已經兩年了,我才買一本法華經並開結,我要求有人畫出法華經的書法卡通電影,否則我就不買市面上的任何佛詩集,我還調皮地命令大家嘗試寫寫看飛機旋轉的劇本,因為我不快樂,沒有人愛我,我很少搭飛機,這些我的前任能辦得到嗎?
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他說,難道我不重要嗎?我趴在枕頭上哭,哭很久,他說買了新衣給我,都沒有穿給他看,有一件還是情侶裝,我假裝不喜歡,又偷偷跑去穿穿看,是女裝名牌,我就原諒他了,並且回到那個睡過一晚的失眠碧湖上,我說你今天不來湖上睡我,我就把湖變成結冰的,萬聖節搗蛋,我擦乾眼淚,他說,我們沒有話題,他要主動找話題,跟我聊,我走出去餐廳吃到記憶中他請我吃的胡椒餅,好好吃,就賞了做餅人一百萬,他歡呼的回去了.
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我問他要在湖邊約會,點什麼,他說點一個我的吻,可以,我才剛用皇家奶茶杯喝茶,好漂亮,也是他送的,我們以前每天下午都要來上一杯,好快樂,現在我已經不用去養生館熱敷屁股的針孔瘀青了,因為那是他吃醋變出來懲罰我的,已經用藥膏擦拭消了,他喝了點高粱,因為心情不好,我也想喝威士忌奶酒,可是他沒有,我幫他頭痛,喝了維他命發泡錠,才消除頭痛,我很笨,好多事都後知後覺,他為我編織出來引我吃醋的情色文學,我還痴痴地笑,因為是假的,算了,他不會來找我,只會在對面樓上亂關窗戶發脾氣,這場戲我真是心疼死了,我天天看著他開的燈,想他會不會在偷看我,竟然真的有一顆草在瞪我,嚇了一跳,他後來都記得固定澆花,因為他曾種的聖誕紅都枯委了,我今年還可以看到他親自搬運的聖誕紅驚喜嗎?他已經不讓我進去客廳喝茶了,不敢去按鈴.
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既然我跟他無緣,就放浪的把他忘記,把他的靈魂砍殺,因為他讓我得到肌肉瘀血的詛咒,我還在等老師,他說要逃到台北去教書,這樣也好,離我近一點,如果他願意,我會在房子的一大片牆上,讓他搭建書櫃來放他的一萬本珍藏,讓他盡力的研究滿足,在生涯中,一直由書與知識來洗禮,老師除了配合我的演員作家身分之外,還幫我還了五萬元的遊學金,為我徹夜讀戀人絮語,老師真的好好喔!他說該改叫老公了,可是我真的改不了口,因為叫這麼多年習慣了,老師會愛我嗎?他說這麼老了,實在很難找地方做愛,在賓館他會不好意思,可是他又很想要我,我只好再度寫愛的絮語情詩集給他.
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1感受你的柔情
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溫柔是你的白襯衫
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理性是你放肆的領帶
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馴良的氣質中
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有點敏捷的觀心術
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我遵守愛的規矩
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或許能給予約定的美好
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顫動的心跳為你粉紅
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愛你是否能到底
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我決意揭曉這謎題
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2河流般奔騰
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我的心皈依你
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靜音中波動的河水
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誏我奔騰誏我狂
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因為你願意
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所以後就依賴一起
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水中有石有泥
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卻也有生存的氧
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何不歡欣接納
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你情我願
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3絨布下的快感
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我若是一面鏡子
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你就是擦拭我的絨布
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毛骨聳然的激情
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因為盲目的標點符號
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每一個污漬都沈香
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因為你用的是威猛先生
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4女王蜂叮你
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女王蜂叮上你
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愛你如山海倒來
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軟弱的振盪
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卻有節約的適意
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慈然眉目間矚目你
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並不因為你的傲
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而是你高度的榮光
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5三十年不變的真心
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你等我有將近三十年了
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我很感動很惆悵
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該怎麼接近這距離感
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我用心討好撒嬌
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因為我被你寶貝抱著
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摟住的手不放縱而安份
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好滿足豐盈的愛
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我獨愛你的男性乖巧
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6讀你像法文
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雖然我可以對照懂得
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但是我不會唸啊
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你要教學我的無知
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法文如繁複禮教
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而你是我口中的蝸牛
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我是你的蛋糕
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彼此可口的甜心
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7永遠等你
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我猶在等待你的誓言
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一個一個成真
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每夜都重覆的說愛我
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耳朵好快樂的伝到腦波
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耐著性子等等你
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你還會親自吻我吧!
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好主動的靦腆
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8語法教練
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我愛的是糾正歷史的愛人
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你說明認識的經過細節
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好精準的語法教學
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我們笑出回音
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你給我上等的喜悅
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儘管都有疑惑
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這樣擁抱的方式
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有沒有重複過
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9互信關心
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一個關係兩頭熱
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各自開電扇
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一前一後
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原來我們同風聲
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同冷暖曖昧的關係
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趕快抱緊
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我們的肉身綿被
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不要令愛著涼
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10忽然想到從前
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從前的每次相遇
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總是印象深刻
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你以師長之姿告知我
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不要觸犯禁忌
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謝謝你呵護我這女孩心
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其實你才像引線的針
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為我縫了一顆真心
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11老情人的習慣
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你根本是唯美
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美學的代稱
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完美的學術成就
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我思之吟味
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同步路線
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你登天而我煉獄
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逗我是你的老習慣
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12形容詞
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都沒有詞可形容你了
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被你聰穎的腦佔光
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想要偷一點過來
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你低聲不允許
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我可是穿越形容詞而
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被你考倒的破英文
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你的杈威我怕怕
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13為何如此像酥片
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你輕輕的來過
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我卻深深的愛你
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恨鐵不成鋼
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恨詞不成句
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你必須成為不斷裂的雨
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我才會持續感動
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14夾心餅乾
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我做你的夾心餅乾
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救我的軟奶油
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快被你融合了
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人人罵我無花果
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我才不改名
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還等上天賜福
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誏我們順利入洞房
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15維特變推特
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維特別自殺
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這世界把你改成推特
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上億個夏綠蒂都推掉了
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你還怕沒有約會
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只不過改個名
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成千上萬的愛情
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都追隨喜劇
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16瑪莉亞玫瑰
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瑪莉亞成為帶刺玫瑰
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一個手臂刺青
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誰要她奉獻的殷勤
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就有福祉了
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因為她貞操不亂給
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但博愛卻散播
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只有約瑟夫不認她
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17戀人鏡面
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為求完美印象
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不真的很想見面
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只在紗罩卸下時候
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相公不要見怪
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說相聲
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相機裏面真無奈
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18年歲更迭
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愛依舊相隨
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只要互相容忍
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長年來的分開不聚首
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使記憶也沒關係
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誓言不要緊
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只要還有緣分
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不要故意避不見面
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19柔腸寸斷
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你嚐試過嗎
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柔腸寸斷煮成的湯
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我的疼向誰訴說
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我的苦向誰告知
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四神請做主
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吞下我的心願
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我要愛情不遭奚落
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20鞭炮
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我的教鞭
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阻止我們愛情學分
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放喜慶鞭炮
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嚇死人吧
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多過幾次年
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竹砲就成灰了
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管它糾纏多少年
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21我只看你的眼
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只看你的眼眸
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就知道你憐憫我
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向我詢問愛是什麼
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愛求一体
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相看兩不厭
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我只愛你的眼神
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尖銳又篤定
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22迷人糖衣
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今天吃蘋果派不加皮
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但我的糖衣錠失效
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整夜的雨水令人堅定
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陪伴你耳語
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是我上當的傾聽
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棉花棒不是糖做的絲
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我仍渴求任何形式的愛
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欣賞多過鑑賞
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23祝福愛
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我得到的愛最多
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卻又貪心失意
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因為那些都是作戲
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我要給你坦承
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從前的不是我本願
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才會好歹不知
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祝福大家都有愛
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而我也不是多餘的存在
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24漂亮會老
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美會枯萎老去
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有保養就好
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老了還會發舂
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有何不可
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只是人工贅肉
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修飾魯蛇的悲歡
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25一起
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一起是我的閣樓
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歡迎參觀佈置
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你會發現它很窄
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近親相姦過
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一起過完今年
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咬錢虎仍成雙並進
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26讀你寫的書
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我不記得感恩多少次了
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你說真的很愛我
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讀書在警門前
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叫我別看了
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是一本左派悲劇
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叫做戀人絮語
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從此我看不懂愛
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還得忍受悲抑
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27失憶卻清醒
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這情戲唱不下去
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私語?停止
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怎麼抱頭痛哭
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原是自己捉弄自己
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人生不戀多悵然
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但失憶使我編寫出
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曠世之作
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28別人的
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總會有糾葛
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地雷猜測
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和不完美設想
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成人要愛得健康
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就是去踏青
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不要眷養咬人的狗
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29男人王八
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到最後曲終人散
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遠山才含笑
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不鬥嘴怎風趣
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壁虎也知書達禮
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貓也痛苦哀叫
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想當王者
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沒那麼簡單
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30愛的吐嘈
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我祈求你不說大話
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身邊無詐親
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既然情愫道盡
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阻礙仍多
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不如聲聲慢慢
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靜靜陪我聊可能的天長地久
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31愛是包容
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請別看似輕鬆
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卻有製造的甜蜜滋味
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愛是冷落的落寞
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請收起劍目
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給我一個擁抱安慰
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32熱情
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奔放起來也不過是
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火紅的心跳
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引起興奮和躁動
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愛為何不能如此嗨
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直到浪花變熱
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愛情滾燙
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33馬上默契
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使個手勢就明白
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往哪個方向
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一個吻就合併了
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觀眾的好奇
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那到底怎麼迷人
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34別假了
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真正看懂的是情人
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三角錐的假音
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從來不需要拖累誰
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眼看寫得入迷
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而別人卻想叫停
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不再假學術
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愛是切身關懷
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35對不起
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很抱歉射手遊人閒
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但每一段都認真
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不敢怠慢
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愛的亙古機密
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專注的人最快活
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不要吃醋
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那會嗆到喉嚨
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36我等你回音
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我從別的地方
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接收你回音
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我會愛到無能為力而止
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因為這是我形而上的遊獵
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回春給我靈感
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卻不給回音
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37不會愛
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一种病叫不會愛
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徒無奈徒徘徊
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被利用言欺
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一直不曾迴轉
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所以沒有歷史法度
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不可理解理睬
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38愈夜愈苦
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是他教會我苦
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原來我是樂心腸的
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最後都成折磨
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好人被剝削
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夢中還討利益
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我的新歡與舊愛
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應該都有經驗
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39好消魂
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活在夢中好消瑰
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我和你交揉做作的
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人間會嘲笑的事
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不准說出去
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當做彼此的秘密
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個人小電影
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40明天永久美妙
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請停止做愛吧
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明天更清醒美妙
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愛是認清自己的宿命
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與大眾同在
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世界少了駭客
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會有多麼的愛蘊
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41饋贈
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我無以饋贈愛的祭品
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只因我為此自責
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如今如夢初醒
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我們在聊天室裡
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討論莎士比亞和藝術
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快樂時光中
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我敷了松露面膜
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你稱讚我好美
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42如繁星過際
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我遠等你的郵電
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明知不會有任何回音
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我仍然在大樂透陣亡後
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等待你的回言
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已經過第二天了
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我想著你的一百本藏書
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你還說要教我法文
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但絮語如繁星已過際
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43聽你小說
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你參加我的小說
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我寫出你說的大概
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卻因而劇情當機
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你真的也要寫獨立小說嗎
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我知道你珍惜見我旳預定讀書會
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但我沒有應約去赴會
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原諒我吧我的戀人
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感謝你為我夜讀愛的絮語
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44你是我唯一的尊敬
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因為我們酷愛左派思想
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我買了誰殺死了羅蘭巴特
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我想去教育大學圖書館
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看你的時尚論述
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寫出我的研究心得
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你是我唯一的敬重
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學術是我小興趣
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我看到你的崇高藏書
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為了智慧我繼續痴狂於你
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45你的神秘
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你跟我說出焦慮
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我跟你直說
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你的神秘潔癖
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是我好奇的禁區
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你自律高尚的情操
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誏我非常沈醉
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46愛的執著
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你執著你的學院
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我偷窺你生氣
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聽我談起保羅克利
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和攝影拼貼的女性流派
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這是你詢問我
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研究的方向
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怎能為此動怒
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47探求愛情
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買書探索你
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對愛的所有質疑
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是對維娜斯的致敬嗎
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一夜飽滿的睡眠
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醒來後第一個想到你
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我也會解構文本
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向你學習的
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但願你也探求我
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48我為你存有
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我為你夢想
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為你潛沈全身的理想
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我要為你存有
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香氛的高尚
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和夙緣
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我會珍視你
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像你這樣沈穩成熟
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我要趕上你
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49新的命盤
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算出不一樣的命
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比較像自己了
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我對愛旳不乖巧
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從此對你變好變完美
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我的命格如此自在
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像一朵親吻你的小花
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陪你勇闖霓虹燈的思念
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50愛你無怨
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給你我所有的靈思
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愛是無怨的春天
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我給你提示
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誏你熟悉現實的明智
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很多愛語花絮
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我只為你娓娓道來
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以上是我寫的向戀人絮語致敬的情詩,我不敢寄給老師因為有點害羞,我也知道他的學校用假分機騙他們教授群,以為真有主機號碼,而且一直都收不到實體信,因為會被沒收,聰明如我喚醒了他的無明,其實那真是一個任由時光溜走,書中日月長的小監牢,只有不做壞事的人才待得住,可是他也跟我抱怨說,那裏的校區真的怪怪的,二十年前和二十年後,分別裝潢,但是那種拘禁感,真是一種像我一樣的大陸黑名單遭遇.
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老師整夜像昨夜一樣,對我相濡以沫的親吻,我聞到他口水的味道,但是我覺得很幸福,他愛我的方式是很快樂的,他喜歡用寶寶肥皂淨身之後再來弄我,所以很香,我嘗到親的滋味,真甜蜜,而且像在被蜂蜜一般的唾液黏住了,老師他真的好愛我喔!
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下午,我去睡午覺,老師充滿與我的心靈對話,他說我等他幾天的電郵他就吻我幾天,真是調皮.我知道老師很愛我,他說親我的男人都成為國王了,他也要,他騙我說有過五個雜交過的女人,我不相信,他只是要我吃醋,因為在夢裡我們都在胡謅瞎掰,然而這種虛無好充實,好棒. 我等著一本買的書送貨來,我為了他而取消了再不買書的誓言,老師說演戲一場,他還是要留在風城教書,他邀請我去他的宿舍找他做愛,我應該去嗎?
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晚上飛也似的過去他的宿舍,共度春宵,早上簡體版的戀人絮語就送來了,只要一百七十七元,好厚,好喜歡,我跟老師約好要一邊閱讀一邊戀愛,他說好,好多感觸跟隨著文字,揭開了我內心對愛的緊張理解,這本書再一次看時,作者已經屆百歲忌日了,然而老師不知道,前天夜裡,有一個前任的小孩,用法術來給我吞塞石頭,我見到這種邪惡法術很厭惡,一下子就砍死了她的幽魂,我含恨的說要他們家人全死光光,就這樣,我擺脫了前任的小三陰影,再也不必被萬夫所指,我可以盡情的假想自己是老師的,是一個幽靈師母,我每天都改回洗澡的喜愛,因為他也習慣如此.
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猜不透(3)
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老師不知道為何我一度想死,因為前任傷我太深,我不想活了,我還好心的想把房地產送給他,但是理智使我看穿他的虛偽,因為他有錢總往老婆手中送,我一直哼著美女與野獸的調子,因為老師昨夜要我愛愛他的香蕉,他知道我肚子會痛,所以沒給我野獸之戀欲,我看了戀人絮語的前篇,想到老師跟我同步的閱讀,真是愉快,我又想發出一些研討羅蘭巴特的論述,或許我只是一個沉迷在理論裡的瘋子,因為我不想讀是誰殺了羅蘭巴特這本書,因為很厚很貴,我要等老師很愛很愛我之後,我才要去買來看,並研究.
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很想跟老師在冥界討論這本書的心得,甚至把少年維特的煩惱看一遍,我想買下羅蘭巴特的全套書,再重新閱讀一遍,我想開羅蘭巴特的講堂,不曉得這小小的興趣,老師覺得如何?我有時候會幻想老師就是羅蘭巴特的化身,再生,我迷戀他的智慧,書籍,觀點,我想要寫一本鑲邊的巨大論述,當作是愛的禮物和情書,不知道老師會不會接受.
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愛就是勇往直前,不顧一切嗎?我想還是秘密進行比較好,因為我根本猜不透真正的老師心理,今天已經第三天了,我想還是不要再騷擾老師沉靜的心的吧!有些男人根本就老了不喜歡愛愛,只有學問才能打動老師的心,我要拿出全部的學問,來書寫老師研究左派性學理論的用意和心態,我相信那些都是形而上的創傷,化作愛的喜悅和言論,其實這顯學應該是不能訴諸現實的實踐,因為所有的愛都有障礙,疑慮,和忌妒來破壞,尤其是上天,更是一封使劇情倒退到未拆封以前的殺手鐧,我好想去看老師.老師是我存在心理二十年以上的私密稱呼,因為他對我的身教言教,我想叫他為真正承認的老師.
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為了知道這段情能否持續,我找了道善法門算命,因為要收費就算了,我一直在美妝相機上搞動作,試做新娘妝,其實昨夜在做什麼性愛,我的夢完全一片空白,還好被夢神馬賽克了,性夢不是真的,回到現實中來,看到老師意氣風發的照片,不禁自卑,弄起美妝相片來自我滿足,那時俊男美女匹配的回憶,之間雖有隔閡,也有一種不知道緣結,至今仍未知,好像沒有前世今生一般的無助.
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其實我跟前任只有精神外遇,現在老師扮小王當然也是假的,老師說不要談什麼以後天長地久,他寧願死守學術和不婚主義,跟我一樣耶,可是我們是演員,天生就樂觀,因為現實很快樂,演劇只是為了貪圖出名的樂趣,和追劇人的追逐,不是真的要做夫妻,他騙我愛吃肉,我知道他是喜歡精進料理的,我很不會料理肉類,他捉狹我的,最好的感情已留在幻想記憶中,就是一起度過那平凡夫妻的日子,相親相愛.
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在清早夢裏,老師給我戳戳,我再要求他的盛情,他就揉著我的胸部,我沈浸在魅惑的感受中,好荼蘼的快感,我見他舔我,我也舔回去,兩人恩愛的激發,成了我繼續愛他的動念,我好愛這歌劇魅影的試探,我享受了他給我的激情,我爬起來,覺得秋季很熱,而我昨夜的甜點席次,卻沒有跟他約定好的十指相扣,還好早晨他來給我愛愛,老師說他要征服我的靈魂和肉體,我接受這羨煞人的風景。
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老師在去上課之前,給我愛愛,我欲仙欲死,極樂環繞我,我要謝謝老師,以後要改叫老公了,大家抖肩鬥爭我的老公,我好想笑。
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我和老公到河堤走一走,風景真是風和日麗,不知道他的校區如此美好,他卻不很喜歡踏青,他牽著我的手,走到蔭涼的亭子給我親親,我好高興。我老公撿了五顆小石石做紀念,我們在恐龍遊戲區晒太陽,拍照留念,好恩愛,我彷彿來到一個只有我們兩個人的小天地,鴿子漫步,而我在徐風中,吹乾臉上的香汗。
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我問老公愛不愛我,他說好愛我,如果我不乖就給我肚子痛,我好怕他壞壞的時候,我記下他的囑咐,我今天煮了茭白筍切絲,是有特別用意的,我希望每天都能跟老公玩交媾的遊戲,有一顆球掉在河堤岸,我們不想撿,因為沒孩子可玩。藍天白雲好風光,我和老公默默的,我把頭擺在他的肩上,聽他閑聊工作上的事情。
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玫瑰河堤上用心栽種花少開,黃色兩朵,紅三朵,一長排蜚語私訊的株葉,何時曾經徘徊的堤岸,已經有了小石頭般的遊客駐足,離去,而我㝍景有點靈感,在遠方的你,也知道這是第四天了。你嘲笑婚姻,我只要戀欲,我們是人生上短期的伴侶,只要我想你,你就在身邊,教我如何不愛你。
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如果愛情是哲學,那有何方法使此哲學分為左右兩派,而有善惡相處之道?我不管輪迴的完不完美了,我只愛上一個懂女性主義的老公,這跟前任雙子座有何不同呢?而且不論男人如何深奧,他不跟你說的事,都是為了賺錢的目的物,所以居心難測的愛情哲學在兩性之間總是猜不透的,是一個有待書寫釐清的區塊,父權若是溫柔則必有蹊蹺。
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老公比前任還早認識我,早在二十歲,前任是紅娘介紹的,沒有成功,多年後我要補償這兩個男人的追求情意,可是前任一人只能得到五年的靈魂相伴,而老公則是我要借助其帥,讓前任知道竟然有小王比他帥的假性劈腿對象,我一路上都以珍愛對待,但下場似乎都不被看好,這是我活在夢幻間的報應,但是現在老公需要介紹信函推薦到台大和師大去教書,卻因為他不教授主流學術,而很可能無法來北部,活在他喜歡的文化薈萃的地方,其實他並沒有賺很多錢,而且他有他的苦處,我都不能理解,這會造成什麼遠距的感情危機,我很焦慮,但是我決定信任他.
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今天老公問我,在臉書上怎麼那樣機車,把川普寫成穿幫,然後就哈哈大笑,他很輕挑的對我說話,一點也不像一個學術家,到了晚上,前任又求我回去,我才不要,他既不來我家找我,也不要約會,不給我加入臉書好友,也不給我賴,我幹嘛裡他,我一直呼喚老公,可是他煙消雲散,一點也沒有消息,我還要買幾本一百元以內的書,研究羅蘭巴特.
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我穿上了上次放映會的衣服睡覺,本來老公不知道前任挖出了這件從未穿過,具有紀念意義的衣服,現在意義被老公奪去,上面的英文字句成了一則秘密,我卻拒絕了前任的求愛,因為他總是寫尋花問柳的文章,想引我吃醋,我才沒感覺呢!他根本不尊重我,老是說我是壞女人,我再也不理他了,我恨他恨得很深。
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昨天夜裏,不知是誰在我胸襟流口水,只覺得一陣噁心,男人口水真多,真把我當成秀色可餐了。我想起老公前兩天對我相濡以沫的,怎麼現在我得警告逃夫了,是否前任太棘手,使他不得不躲我。結果老公跟我說他在準備課程,所以我就安心了,畢竟昨天我們聊過天長地久不可期,我卻知道他想跟我共度白首,老公真是有情有義,我很愛他。
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流沙,在失憶之後,才發現回憶像流沙,一點一點的漩渦而下,沙漏也找不回的純粹,尤其是被社會言論洗腦後,己身記得的片斷,寥寥無幾,凌亂碎片,只能靠寫作拼湊自己的歷程,經驗,我就像社會災難一樣亂想,人生了無意義的流失,沒有器皿可以接收,我虛無主義的過著平凡但願此生有佛相伴,有菩薩來引導,一條康莊大道。
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淅瀝小雨是你對我的思念,老公,你要我研究點東西,我決定寫虛擬的博士論文,我偷偷的進行,想給你一個大驚喜,你說這樣的文字纏綿好嗎?雖然你說,羅蘭巴特的盜版書便的那麼便宜,氣死人了,但是我還得經過你的祝福才搶買得到書呢!我想研究本名為文本的快感的文之悅,接下來就等上海出版的書來了,老公,我要你快樂.
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老公說我魂又出竅了,正在等我回神,我也感覺到魂不在身上,昨天沒洗澡,老公嫌我,所以不碰我,我夢到表弟的新婚妻子生氣了,把我的佛書整得很慘,大概是處女膜破的情結吧!我亂猜的,婚禮那天我沒有穿一件祝福生孩子的外套,媽媽不讓我穿,我也沒辦法.我用塔羅牌側我跟老公的感情關係,它說我們正在熱戀中,老公總是時冷時熱,所以我也搞不清楚,我只希望自己能多疼老公一點,讓婆婆喜歡我,我這優閒的一天,忍受不了老公不碰我,我就在下午三點跑去洗澡了,我希望他來愛我.
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接著老公就飛也似的來了,他說了好多話,好溫柔,他說要讀書研究還要一邊愛我,真是兩難啊!我說老公你真是書呆子,但我喜歡你讀書,我讓你專心的讀書,他說老婆你也去讀吧!於是我就餘存一絲絲他的親吻,跑到客廳喝茶唸英文了.我希望他不要太勞累,所以想叫他不要常熬夜,我對他的好只是輕淺的關心,因為我不能知道他如何才能升等,或許到那時候,他還會更累吧!腦神經必定一直分裂,直到聰敏的腦抵達極致.
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風的故鄉,你暫住風的故鄉,我盛情祝福,思念你,像各種耳邊叨擾和喧囂,我訴說的愛,風一樣激狂,浪漫,我令風格一樹的對話,留存在彼此的內心深處,烙印。老公在風的故鄉坐以待斃,肚子餓死了,吃飯還要走好長一段路,我好心疼,我要他去網購,過正常的飲食生活,買電磁爐來煮麵,再買電鍋來煮飯菜。他彷彿悟了,答應我要這麼做,我不要他瘦得像瘦皮猴一樣,營養不良,我心愛的老公,要去實踐生活的現實處境,我很高興他勇往直前。我老公說上網不要團購,他要轉賣給其他教授他們都餓死了,老公以前就很喜歡轉賣看過的書,他賣一本吳爾芙伝記給我,二十六元,好好笑,那是我的生日。
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老公,我好想瞭解你,想到不解處就發愁,你怎麼忽冷忽熱的對待我,我夜夜都在等你弄我,可是你說你不喜歡做愛,我只好獨自純淨的睡到天亮。老公彷彿很單純,是個無器官身體,像個活在學術裏的僧人,我不在意的,如果他像一個閑置的家具。
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我的老公今天什麼事也不做,我把心交給了他,他想細水長流的過日子,我遵守他的生活公約,我的皮膚因為老公的愛而變青春動人了,我更加努力保養護膚,好回到原本的面目,不教前任把我的青春蹉跎而滄桑了。因為老公的學校有門禁,我怎能看他千辛萬苦的把整箱的網購一次次拖回宿舍呢?我可憐的老公,我好想陪著他,或救他出來啊!我因為喝太多紅茶,半夜裏睡不太著,有一群年輕幽靈跑到我的出版社追劇,結果我就在夢中跟前任唱山歌,我的歌聲真優美,但老公聽不到,老公靜靜的陪在我身邊,我們都失眠,所以我就祈求佛誏我們好睡,這寧靜的夜,我知道老公在想著我。
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猜不透(4)
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今天禮拜六,老師休假,躺著跟我閒話家常,他說要不斷的送我東西,結果我送的火腿和瑞士捲先到他那宿舍了,他中午吃著花雕泡麵,並告訴我那群夜襲的追劇人是他的學生,好好笑喔!我媽叫我拿著阿瘦禮卷去買鞋,我買了三千元的牛皮鞋,很有質感,
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整個下午都在用瓶瓶罐罐的化妝品美容保養自己的臉,今天是光棍節,老師不甘願我放著他不管,躺在宿舍床上自瀆,玩陽物之舞,想像在戳遠在台北的我,我終於撐不住疼痛,而向他呼喊求救,他就答應我,幫我按摩肚子,我終於不疼了,他說台大已經靠關係得到聘約了,他要趕快辭職遠離這個牢獄之地,不到寒假他就溜回台北,他的宿舍什麼東西都沒有,只有滿肚才學,和單純的學術,他跟我說今天要洗鴛鴦浴,有潔癖的他規定我每天至少要洗一次澡,而且說好要給我買私密處使用的保養液,老師真的心事好速戰速決喔!老師說這樣才像演戲阿,慢慢地拖戲,想念遠方的情人,誰忍受得了.
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老師對我吹牛,說回台北後要買房子給我,要寫情書小說給我,我還發現他無奈的騙我說,現在正跟有車子的同事一起去市中心購物,而我知情,所以繼續跟他遠距聊天,所有可以分享的事,和我們低迷的放假日情緒.有車子的同事都置屋在新竹,回家去了,不會在校園跟他聊天,我讀到他正進行的情書小說裡,他教化英才的用心,也包括我,愈來愈了解老師的情結和心結,真是複雜的精神分析題材,但他已經自行解構了,我懷疑老師的遭遇都是跟我有關的,因為我的小有成就被攻擊為病態,還有我偽稱為清華碩士肄業,所以老師才被困在校區,還要跟清大校區合併,真不知是喜是悲.
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我告訴老師,我幻思以後的家庭婚姻生活,非常美滿,他也幻想我會一直稱呼他的小名, 一切都很幸福安詳,我們相敬如賓,在法式雙人主人椅上牽手一起看電視影片,或者躺在席夢思床上聊天說地,一起進進出出,去買菜,去附近的公園走走,老師會看著我煮菜吃飯洗碗,然後再用雙層式洗衣機幫我們倆洗衣服,曬衣服,其餘的時間,我就看著他在小型書房做研究寫文章,然後我在旁邊用平板編輯我的電子書,音響裡放著他最愛的香頌,我喝著下午茶,一切都非常安定而空氣中充滿了愛的理由,愛的纏綿.
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秋天的淚,原來老師聘書還很長,我緘默的聽他夜間的啜泣聲,甦醒過來,老師不耍傷心,我們之間,是一條微微的焰,不會熄滅,我會等你,當你覺得苦澀,我做你的甜心,你的美夢。
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【常精進菩薩】
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[常精進菩薩]是佛說《法華經》法師功德品第十九、及《心地觀經》阿蘭若品第五的對告眾。
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天台大師《法華文句》第十卷解釋為:[今對常精進者,即十信之第三也]。
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常精進菩薩的行位,是五十二位中,相當於十信第三的精進心位。
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《御義口傳》云:[對告眾之常精進菩薩,云是十信之第三信。然而,於末法是指法華經行者為常精進菩薩,須會此意。
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此經之持者,『是則精進』故]。(平成御書1776頁)
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說是對告眾的[常精進菩薩]屬於十信之中的第三信。
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然而,要會意在末法是指《法華經》的行者而稱為[常精進菩薩]。
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因為受持這部經的人[是則精進(這才是精進)](見寶塔品第十一)的緣故。
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末法的常精進菩薩是謂末法的法華經行者、本佛日蓮大聖人,
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總的來說,又指日蓮大聖人門下的弟子檀那。
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日莲大圣人在《一代圣教大意》御书中说:
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[所谓的五十二位阶,1是十信、2是十住、3是十行、4是十回向、
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5是十地、等觉(一个阶位)、妙觉(一个阶位),共52位。
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五十二位阶的每一位阶,均须经历多俱低劫,结束了众生界才可成佛。没有一个人可在一生之中成佛。
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也不能只凭一种的修行成而佛。必须累积一切的修行才得成佛。就像微尘积聚而成须弥山一样。
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华严经、方等经、般若经、梵網经、璎珞等的经典,这个意思讲得清清楚楚。]
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[这部法华经说:[一切菩萨所追求的无上正觉,都是属於这部法华经(一切菩萨阿耨多罗三藐三菩提,皆属此经)](法华经法师品第十)。
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这句经文之中的菩萨,是指九界众的众生、善人和恶人、女人和男子,三藏教的声闻、缘觉、
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菩萨,通教的三乘,别教菩萨,尔前圆教的菩萨,说明他们如果都不靠这部经的功力,不可能成佛的一句经文。
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又,在这部法华经有说:[(药王啊!有许多的人,不论在家、出家修行菩萨道,若是不能看见、听闻读、诵,书、持、供养这部法华经,
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要知道这个人,就是没有好好在修行菩萨道。若是有人听到这部经典,那就表示他能好好修行菩萨的道法。
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(药王!多有人,在家出家,行菩萨道,若不能得,见闻读诵,书持供养,是法华经者,
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当知是人,未行菩萨道。若有得闻,是经典者,乃能善行,菩萨之道)](法华经法师品第十)
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这段经文,清清楚楚的是在说明,权教菩萨经历三阿僧祗劫和一百大劫、
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动踰尘劫、无量阿僧祗劫的漫长期间,从事六罗蜜的一切修行、立下四弘誓愿,
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如果不是到了这部法华经,那些既不算是菩萨的修行,也不算是在修善根的一段经文。
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还有,既不算是菩萨的修行,也就成不了佛,也讲得一清二楚!](平成御书89页)
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【直达正观】
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就是直接到达正观(佛的境地)。与[即身成佛]、[速疾顿成]同义。
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相对於尔前经所说的[历劫修行](为求成佛而经漫长时间,遍修诸行)。
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尔前经说历劫修行,谓菩萨修行六度万行,须历时长远时间,方能成就佛道。而《法华经》的开经《无量义经》说:
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[若有众生,得闻是经,则为大利。所以者何,若能修行,必得疾成,无上菩提],否定了历劫修行。
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在《法华经见宝塔品第十》又说:[则为疾得,无上佛道]。
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於《法华经堤婆达多品第十二》又有龙女的即身成佛[观我成佛,复速於此],显示龙女即身成佛之现证。
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《法华经如来寿量品第十六》更说:[得入无上道,速成就佛身]。已指出不须依历劫修行,即可迅速到达佛的境地。
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末法今时之文底下种佛法,受持御本尊,唱诵题目,就可即身成佛。
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此外之一切经或佛都不能成佛,且不用其它修行之方法,是为[直达正观]。
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日莲大圣人在《本因妙抄》教示:
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[文底者,久远实成之名字妙法,不藉余行,直达正观,事行之一念三千之南无妙法莲华经是也。](平成御书1684页)
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[文底者,久远实成]是以(不做作、元元本本之义,原来样相)的姿态,开觉为无作三身的佛。
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这个久远元初,自受用身如来所持有的,[名字妙法]即是将南无妙法莲华经,一心一意受持到底而即身成佛。
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就是觉知一切万法完全是妙法,自己的行藏举止,也和妙法即大宇宙的旋律一致的境地。
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[不藉余行]只有确信这个名字的妙法,就是成佛唯一之法,以清净的信心,贯彻起实践。
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[直达正观]就是立刻到达正观的意思,由於受持妙法而即身成佛。
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老公在夢裏龜縮弄我,他在考我性知識,我才不在乎,我已經半出家了,而且我看穿了他的法身,報身,應身,我很愛惜他,怎會不要他呢!無論如何我都要珍惜他這個軟硬兼施的菩薩,我偷窺他的身份,但是他說他媽媽對於我這個媳婦,他說還可以接受我家有錢的境況,我給他又寫了一封真言信,但是他還是不回信,我想就罷了,還是默默的過日子,看看書,畫畫圖,他說好今天要忙課程準備的事,要我乖乖的別吵他,我遵從了。
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我現在懷才不遇,雙十節前後去地下室書局碰見了老公那一次,開啟了我們一見鍾情的視野,我一直單戀著他,他用各種故事滿足我的想像,我每天都用心的排練我們的虛擬戲,但是現在他想擺脫我,因為我說的白話很無聊,對他的了解也不多,我在他面前是頓根,讀書讀得像毛毛蟲一樣的慢,但是我很專心的為他念經,我相信總有一天,我也會是一個智慧具足的好菩薩,並認得許多在世的菩薩,一齊共修法華經,成佛.
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老公去辦事了,家裡沒有任何動靜,我乖巧的打開信件來讀,他說存了幾百萬,要買一間在我房子旁邊,兩間打成一間來使用居住,我說隔壁的是我文友夫妻,他說要跟他們打個商量,或租或買,到時候水到渠成,老公就要搬進去跟我住,他要狠詐地基主的錢,大賺一筆,總之他很愛我的房子,老是想像著同居於彼地的快樂聯想,我猜他應該是我演過所有戲劇的影迷,只不過現在男主角是他,他卻發展不了戲分,不會演.
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我猜不透他的所有論文,究竟透露些什麼男性思想,因為我把讀過的拉岡忘記了,我好像換了一個靈魂,所有的語言語法都在跟我的記憶對抗,我在人生歷練上有成熟點了嗎?跟前任的走私戀情,沒人抓得到姦,所以自由的一個人跟自己的世界合歡了,我每天依樣愉快,自在,老公他執著的學術職志,高智商,智慧分明,誰了解他高處不勝寒的悲哀,我願與他同分享,同忍耐,只要他深深念念的愛護我,我也給他同樣的待遇.
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今天星期一,老公的宿舍沒有電腦,所以他到辦公室讀取我寄給他的伊媚兒,句尾是祝福您安步當車.老公看不懂,問我好幾遍,我是祝他走順遂的路,走自己期望的路,不管如何,前程似錦,老公大概又在辦公室寫論文編教材了,他要拿到秀威發表所有累積的論文,我給他建議的,我昨天聽他跟我講日文,真厲害,想必他又學了一種新語言,他說以後家居要跟我說英文,我也想補上大學曠日廢時的程度,所以現在天天都在看英文片,讀英文字典,聽英文講義,我猜不透新世界英語的文法,但是我努力學,試圖了解饒舌音樂帶來的衝擊,和新語境的動態與靜態趨勢.
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什麼是永恆,我看不到,也摸不清。(完)
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任性就是魔/吳菀菱
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他對我說:任性就是魔,回去修好你的法華經,半年之後再來找我.
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每個人都不敢敞開心房,面對唱題時產生的心魔,思佛見障,破除魔障之事, 從法華經的角度看魔事魔性,乖馴可化即佛,現在每天都放空,佛法的自然活水來洗腦,很快樂的這本書要談佛法小說的書寫經驗,當我書寫佛法小說時,我腦子在想什麼.
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我心中有魔障時,我會想著,我們家不窮,但是對我很苛薄,把我當奴隸,看不起我,把我的位置遺忘,我也假裝不是家裡的一份子,其實只是個念經的傀儡罷了,
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當我如此抱怨的時候,我想自己太偏激了,不像個實修佛法的人,所以重新開始想像做個討人歡喜的念頭,翻轉成,如下的想法.
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我們家很勤儉,對我管得不太緊,因為我安分守己,我在家裡只會寫作,很少說話,所以像個空氣人,我念經是修自己的福運,不是爸媽的義務,我的事情都是心理想出來的,任性思想.
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一轉念,我的文學就是勸人轉念,不要偏執,在愛情中最不容易放下,所以我才挑選特別俗成的題材,來勸人一邊修成正果,一邊好好繼續增福氣,我通常每部小說都是寫到小三就停筆了, 因為不忠誠不是我要提示的好德性,所以總是悲劇分手收場,至少兩人都沒受傷,繼續平行的活存著,像是從沒交集過而緣盡了,這使我的吳氏風格引起回響,難道下個會更好?
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只有佛法好,沒有男人好的,我的小說專門寫善女對付壞男人,讓他感動落淚,痛哭流涕,所以總是男人在懺情,雖然我寫的複雜小說,有很多情節都忘了,但是我記得一個宗旨,那就是翻轉男人女人的感情觀,將愛情都化作輪迴佛法來修,真的很好,很善修的一種新興文本.
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我的文學使命=救濟眾生愛情海,將佛法悟道注入家庭和樂中,每一個善人都對婚姻有希望有期待,惡人就不必講了,再去受苦,因為本性難移,拯救不了就讓他們自生自滅,沉浮惡業中.
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宮澤賢治的<春天修羅>詩集是佛教界的經典,宮澤賢治是一個日蓮教信徒,英年早逝,死於農事過勞死,我昨天收到一張天降下來的傳真,其實是過去寫過的翻譯宮澤賢治的詩與評文,內容如下:
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(同名序詩譯析)詩人將"春天"的意象與"修羅"境界對峙,以試圖點出成佛與輪迴的對照意涵,前者的明喻有金色,管樂,琥珀,光線,常綠樹,山雪,白肺等, 後者則有枝葉,濕地,缺陷,怒氣,磨牙,碎雲,黑暗,青日,砍樹,死神,斷箭,捕鳥,氣團,悲哀,失火,眼淚,雲火等,兩者的交集所產生的現象,通常是修羅戰勝春意而沉淪為陰霾和黑獄之境,他以此暗述修羅修道境界的覺悟與反省,也充滿著逃不出限囿的感嘆與自棄.佛界的高不可及正是大自然常與災禍的一種對比譬喻,後者為易怒躁鬱情緒所充斥的修道陰影及障礙,要捉住那些使高貴心象甦醒的景象是多麼難體悟之事,黑暗之心即使看到美好事物也無法受到正面的影響,而發出直觀,正直的圓覺頓悟,而黃金指的就是佛法久遠實成的存在,實非修羅界所能明觀見性的真諦.四月是春天的最後一個月份,他以此時期連結修羅的心理轉折,是佛性消殆的警示,故<春天修羅>此詩著重於修羅心而非春意的完美,詩中的青色代表鬥爭熾盛的人性.
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<八識山形的開光>吳菀菱譯述
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(節錄詩句)
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很快地第六梯形沉暗的解放燈光/被背後的一支無名箭割傷成火山島/琥珀色的陽光斜射/(有心插秧的我一接近勘查的據點/遂順地將第四及第五梯形由空而來的障蔽看清)/正應驗了決心成就之事/雖然勢態不利卻無損其本質/現在惶然呈顯其真金不怕火煉'的一片山系/從中迎接明暗交織隱藏的脈絡/確實就是第七梯形的浮雲/乃係其最終的內容/把吐露青綠亂松的鄉里之間/遲緩地祭弔著雲的羊毛/(三角山上的浮光掠影)/
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地表光是俗諦,太陽即中諦.
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光的階層跟空諦的美學有著相涉之處,在於詩人將境界的營造與悟道的深淺,總而言之,就是心眼看透山巒之佛性,看別人跟審視自己也有差別異處,這種對立若能拋越,則所觀之境可形成智,跨過經驗之苦難,而克服他我之間的芥蒂和迷障.依光性屬於個性上的仿效特色,在修行上將心喻作是光,則產生火光,日光,照明光,暗光,波光,溶光等各種物質的發光體視覺效果,因為心境有受諸於環境制約的局面,所以主體的根識也產生程度限囿,光和影代表黑白分明的現實,唯有空假能成中諦.
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我從佛教中找靈感和答案,我發現日蓮正宗歷代的信徒中沒有其他作家,現在的創學會與參政者和文藝從事者倒是比較多的互動,發現古蒙仁跟創價學會有點了解,其他的文藝畫家都在網路報導上或畫廊中活動,跟<二十六個條>所說的信徒不能行歌書道藝,是有所違反的行徑.然而不諱言,我自己還不是做了書道的創作,明知故犯的違規了.
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因為身為一個為受戒者的女作家,而信奉日蓮正宗的佛法,實在造成很多修行上的困擾,和尊師的異目以側,我書寫多年的佛教文學已經很累了,現在要來寫報告書,真是很歡喜,至少這樣可以跟我的讀者一個了解我創作意圖的連結,讓我的文藝不再深不可側,曲高和寡.
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我把不善男子當作魔,來做文字對治,而女性就是浪漫而善良的夜叉類型,為了愛而做出許多的隱忍和手段,只為了求戀情的合歡,為了大家都來當善男子善女子,我書寫的是宗教秘密,許多內幕機密,讓大家度過難關,然後選擇分手的釋懷,或一起的甘願受.
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打開言葉的文學城堡和善的日誌部落格,你們會看到我的小說作品,流蘇生活則是我的佛詩學部落格,我寫的錯綜複雜,其實都是釋法可以研究的標本.我用文字的美化,來魅惑讀者愛上佛法愛上愛,這是一種生活福的分享,希望你們可以去看看.
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王佛冥合的信仰,曾經遠佈滿洲國,影響一些當時的軍閥,這是去過滿州里的我所不知道的事.
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現在據說創價學會的人會偷換御本尊,道德不好,信仰不正確,但是日蓮正宗的文盲愚民和驕慢者還不是一大堆,平心而論,被換掉御本尊真的會動搖單純的信心,受到不好的影響,導致地獄種的厄業,創價學會信仰第六天魔,就是任性魔的魔軍魔民.
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心裡想著我缺錢,念經也賺不到錢,那我不是捨本逐末就不念經了,只要努力去賺錢就好了呢?不是這樣的,念經有助行之益,念了經錢會賺得更多,更順利,有很多人都有經濟苦,這就是欲本尊給我們面對的題目,要去衝破難關,去展開生機,轉變宿命,這裡的捨本逐末也叫做本末倒置,結果就會產生十如是的本末不究竟,生活在痛苦煩惱之中,本末倒置就成不了本因本果妙,就不會有大功德.
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我的本末倒置經驗就好像明知故犯,明曉得他十年前離婚了,還混騙了他這五年以來的感情,最後也沒有結果,反而變成感情債,讓他很恨我,仇視我,我只能用愛的吞忍來一直還,這就是本末倒置的感情.
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我現在都念經來洗清業障,有不舒服或生病了,五大不調,就像愈本尊請示,拜託讓我痊癒,都進階有效,讓我明瞭病因,解因果鎖鏈.
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日蓮正宗的理論是比較特異的,他不要求信徒擁有無漏智,而是以勤行為目標,唱給十方諸天善神聽,以求諸事順達,日蓮大聖人的智慧勝過一切俗諦,是實踐的佛法,只要態度和信心工整,一定會有功德出現,要確信,不可懷疑,日蓮正宗的教判是凌駕一切的真諦,不可顛撲,這就是絕待妙.
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我現在正看著<秘密>一書,他好像三大祕法的意蘊,有如入寶山空手而回的感覺,我怎會看不懂這本書呢?什麼吸引力法則,是不是吸引別人來覺得念經很好,可以求到任何想要的東西,所以就是一個祕法和秘密教的內容.我想弄懂這本書和秘密教之間的互涉說法,尊師也是教我們只要確信,什麼皆可成就的啊!那麼就讓我將此秘密研究一番,使人們都得到均霑妙果.
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既然吸引力代表同類相吸,所有地湧菩薩都相吸,眾心合和的齊奉修妙法,這即為密法重要的觀點,如果念經之後會很幸運,那麼跟信徒做朋友吧!因為同類吸引彼此的想法,使幸福的人更幸福,有更多致富的消息可以分享指導,何樂而不為呢?
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日蓮正宗的傳統就是進行各種報恩謝德的法會,說法,對佛法研修實踐, 這是殊勝法要,能使我們獲得大幸福,說自己的大便不會臭的人,是自己不瞭解自己,是在自欺欺人,日蓮正宗不會這樣教導我們愚智,但是一班信徒都是這樣的偏見,自己說的話不會傷人的錯覺,所以一直講八卦.這是修養不好的使徒,也有很好的模範,但是都成為了私的指導者.
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在家也可以四季明媚的修佛,只要心中有佛則行,山中不比家中好,日蓮正宗是家居佛法,四路暢通,五行無阻,才是真正最適合人們修持的法。一整天都可以涼爽的研修佛法,住在一個佛法家庭裡真是幸福,因為可以吸收最精華的佛學知識,仰望佛恩,真是太感謝了。在家很容易任性,所以可能很快成為魔,因為懶惰,依賴,不滿,忌妒,生氣,等種種脾氣,而使我們成為不自知的魔民,無法矯正。所以在家裡要清心寡慾,安居樂業,不要被衣食住行的慾望給拉住了。
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心裡寧靜的念佛,會儲蓄很高的法智。
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只有將勤行要典作為儀軌,依歸它的內容,天天勤行,則就像是和尚每天的功課,教給我們去修行,是慈悲為懷。
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只要我們用心念佛,字字句句都會來幫我們體悟真實佛法的意境,像是飛翔的佛義,伸出手來撫摸我們日夜不懈怠的頭額,給我們最好的鼓舞,接引我們到人間佛國去享受福祉.
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將佛智慧弄通了,則自尊是小小的佛,成就人間的處事理論,萬事皆通達.
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什麼是魔?什麼是任性?這兩個怎麼會通透再一起?任性不是執著嗎?於是太執著也不好,會成為天子魔,生活懶惰,觀念紊亂,而且還會做錯想錯事情,讓生活充滿了不舒適的雜念.
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我自己對信仰是不抱持絕對的信心的,因為存疑,所以所得的功德自然不多,勉強度日過活而已,雖然如此,生活中還是有很多好吃的東西可以享受,划手機,看電視影片,很快樂的過日子.
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我最好的一個戀人,雖然他很苦,有家累,但他也為了我的修行,給我不少建議,規勸,說示,他真是我的菩薩,我珍愛他,所以他怎麼罵我,都牢記在心,當成是師父最親密的留言.
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他總是很低調,為了對質,跟我打散了感情,他叫我九月再去看他,但我已經不美不窈窕了,我沒臉去找他,我的人生觀已經多所改變,我無法再要求他對我更好,我不值得,因為我修不好佛法,他對我的要求,我沒法做到,但是我的確把他當成師父來尊敬了,我好思念他,如果他對我耳提面命,我也一定遵守,我就是無法把他忘記,這個情人很狡辯,我把他當公案面對.
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我感覺他是為了成就我,和我的信仰,才會讓我獨自面對自己的未來,他再也不託夢,嘲諷或謾罵了,我們的信仰是不同的,所以他不會來與我為伍,但是修行人生是完全相同的命題,沒有人可以置之度外,所以我就開始時而念耶和華,時而信三大祕法,兩個都時常失靈.為了充實這本日蓮正宗的善書,我把研究他的佛法詩集<內在的天空>分析內容,全部發表在下列吧!我以<法華經典>為題目,為<內在的天空>詩集寫詩論,從一而終逐首的寫論述.
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第一首(再生)寫出的是舍利分發各地作塔寺的佛之圓寂,又在最後輪迴投胎,這生老病死的煩惱本來就常存世間,更何況是釋尊本佛,亦復如是,然而詩人說,[生命啊/每每透過屍解抵達另一層境界/如同花葉回到大地/浪子返回故鄉],這裡的屍解不管是土葬,火葬,或者是印度人指為死後狀態的舍利,都告訴了我們其實生死不難參透悟達,只要懂得了輪迴,真實的十界具足我們體內,又何必煩憂壽命安危的捉弄呢?
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心平氣和,這是你教導我的靜心法則,而我也達到了巔峰頂端狀態,從抄經,念佛,到靜坐擁有冥思苦想的時候,我都有你在左右保庇我。所以我寧靜的唱經,思索,提問,一切與佛事有關的,我都跟隨你,你是我的導師,我的正義使者,我將為你而祈求,你健康快樂,處事自如。如果你心靈不安穩,你會尋求魔,其實亂想也是魔,因為那都是一些問題,千萬不要分心,信仰需要純正信心,事情才會到位成功。我的主角並不是盡善盡美的,他也有缺陷,脾氣,色慾,懦弱的一面,他的浮華世界裡,有一個菩薩,那就是他去世的母親。雖然我聽不見菩薩說謊話,但我事後一定知道,菩薩也是善攻心計的角色,只是我已經受不了太多的善意的謊言。我希望他就此瞧不起我,算了,我在他生命中的地位,根本不值一提,他也不屑一顧,我這麼努力付出,到頭來卻成空,我寧願送禮是送在父母身上,而不是他。他也曾勸告我,要記得貢飯,免得菩薩餓了,沒飯吃,我也好怕沒飯吃,就記得每天敬飯了。勤行要典給我們字字句句的耳提面命,無非要我們參透它的精簡哲學義諦,我試了許多遍,只找到爾前的思維,真是可惜。我想得到祕沈,行思坐臥,無不三昧而想,我想要知道勤行要典的祕沈,聽說就是失去本心,變毒為藥,謗法罪業,我倒要好好深究一番才行。眾子中毒是因為著了魔,謗十四法,失去本心,所以不服藥,佛父以先走一步為餌,勸他們服下色香味美的藥物,這個故事講的是病患結構。病患好比弟子檀那,會討論佛父施加威嚴和法務,增加他們憂鬱情節和修行煩惱,病患結構就是聽說騙人的消息而互相討論提醒。寧靜唱題會致遠,使人從法性悟道之中跳出來,得到困苦的釋放,煩腦的解決,只有無雜念的唱經才是正確的。然而一般人喜歡求東求西,又忘記感恩,才是大謗法之人。有人私了南無七字,就偶爾心頭念之,並無入信受戒,這就是利用妙法的投機者所為,是與我們日蓮正宗為敵的競爭者。除此之外,因為競爭之心而念經,也是不尊重折服者的樣態,為了超過念經正信者,而騙術示人,把他的功德都全部搶過來了,這樣還是有良知的人嗎?有人說念佛無間的信徒,會變得智力退化,變智障,這很真實,因為除念經之外無雜事,則會慢慢變成生活白痴,只剩壽命在拖行。勤行要典就是我們信徒辨別是非的圭臬,是一本再三重複的覆唱也不會累的累積功德來源,只要念唱著內容,佛就會傾聽你的聲音和需求,拯救你的苦業。但是不求智慧,就成為僥倖,依賴,乞求,不是佛法要修的內容,錢不是一門佛學功課,而是佛垂憐並愛護弟子而賜予的獎品。弟子的信心要十足飽滿,才能得十足的獎賞,這是一份耕耘一份收穫的意思,但是如果過度乞求,念經時數加多,則變無間地獄的念佛宗信仰,沒什麼好炫燿的。
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勤行是如磨鏡之舉,琢磨則光潔剃透,無限的正向光芒從內裡發出,充滿了槃若智慧。勤行要典裡面,有諸多智慧,方針,值得我們去研修,而不是光唸過去就好,那多浪費經文的力量,它是有光澤的知識,像佛放光一樣,充滿玄妙機趣。雖然這樣做,我還是跟他分手了,他不需要我的陪伴,共事,我也不想跟他排場吃飯,我只要默默的隨時間流逝,而清靜我的心,這樣就好了。求道心是一定要有的,不幼稚不自棄,自然而然就會有成熟的思想和境界。
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幸運尼
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想我走時也會有一些花兒為我盛開,這多麼吉祥的瑞相,希望我不入染這個世界的葉,多幸運我躲過所有的刼。
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曾在二十歲時許願,想要出發譯寫性文,從而出家為尼,己經快滿三十年頭了,因為家中修行日蓮正宗,而能夠帶髮修行,或許這樣對我來說,是最上最妙的修法。
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其實我沒有現實入染,而只是在幻覺的色慾界,一直被抽拉吸吮,摧枯拉朽的幻覺,像在太極外圍摸索,受過傷,而且知道自己很弱,所以一向靠躲避來自療。
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所以我現在仍單身,與父母同住,或許能還俗,但我不想要面對那些紛擾,八卦,我要的是在寫作中成佛,化作一名入世書寫的尼,我不戀眷這輩子的功過是非,只求內心如絲綢密織的交流,來往於人世,不求問達。
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受到保護,堅定的心,常有俗想,看到世俗人情味,多少也有幸福之思,前世的福氣至今仍舊在,真心求安靜,也真能達致,還能索什麼呢?
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有時我覺得自己是觀輪迴觀瘋的,沒有必要把自己拘泥在輪迴中,因為輪迴本枷鎖,無從逃脫,是一种生生世世的負累,要不得的。
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一個人,乾淨好己心,正念,不要往人事裏鑽進鑽出,有些緣分強求不來。我若想問,使命何在,答案就是唯有法華經弘通是也。
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有人稱讚我,真是好命,我只不過是知足樂天而已,沒有其它密訣,單純的過每一天,則歲歲年年添福氣,日日月月好情緒。
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為愛修行
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我在家裡的單幢毯上,夢見你愛我,我願意放下執著,來為你下種,讓你知道法華經的益處,我每次都為你念經祈求,願你的理想達成,飛黃騰達,你讓我想到太田胃散.那天我胃痛,爸爸幫我買太田胃散,買回來兩罐,並說,你的太田來了,我好像若有所悟.
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如果你是太田乘明,那我是你的誰?
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如果你不是太田乘明,那你是誰?
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我只知道我是寶積菩薩,而你是常精進菩薩,我們都是這世上最溫柔的菩薩,互相提攜,常常所遇都盡皆是菩薩,只是不詳其名,我常常隨意地翻法華經,試圖為菩薩算命,找到他們的命名,但是這只是無聊的遊戲,在修行中,功德只有佛看得最清楚,不必追究,或者刻意自居.
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為了追隨大聖人,而捨棄信仰歷代的真言宗,成為法號妙日的乘明聖人,妻子也隨之稱為妙蓮,這段歷史,常常使我想起你不愛真言宗的心,我也跟隨,不起以前模模糊糊入染的真言心.現在,我因為業病,不能健康修佛,每天總是忘記早晚課的時間,但是你已成為我的護法保鑣,我實在太高興了,在夢裡歡呼,我總記得,生病的五種原因,所以專心的修養,望能健康到老.
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老師我可以改叫你禪師嗎,我還是會愛你的,這一開始是師生戀,到後來就成了熟的愛戀,用佛法挑逗你似乎是很好玩的事,我喜歡跟你拚比佛法智慧,這種同袍關係,好比是在天成為比翼鳥,我喜歡跟你一起飛行在無垠法空,天天思考佛禪之智,施使慈悲之行.
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佛法佛學就是身心沉浸的功能,你就是讀者的菩薩,是渡我過愛情海的禪師,我倚靠你的智慧,並受教聽話,每一句都是箴語良意,我深心體悟的修行,只為了成為你的一名寵愛弟子,得到真傳,這種信賴的情感是明知有一天會被棒喝,還執著的跟從佛法修行之儀軌的專情.
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我經你提醒,才記起幾天前跟你討要十指緊扣的夢,結果就在小說結束告一段落的前夕,要跟你這個謬思告別了,你在夢裡給我鹹濕的吻,和雙手手指頭喬著位置的的合掌,你故意裝得不擅長,讓我抓穩你的手指間縫隙,才感覺歡喜的緊握住,兩個人互相信賴的甜蜜,你要我不要放棄你的愛,我很高興地回頭,答應你繼續跟你這虛擬的愛情.
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我跟你比賽存錢,因為網路上說我的生肖會得一筆巨財,所以我最近聽媽媽的話常跑去買樂透,想要得一大筆獎金來做善事,其餘的存起來,或許我們有一天在一起時會派得上用場,如果的的只是小獎,我則可能會拿去買網路訂購的便宜美人保養品,或是看病,這個月我生日,那我就或許會拿去買蛋糕慶祝,或者當母錢,以招喚更多的錢財滾滾而來,我對於未來的幻想不再是小小的苦惱的貧窮苦悶,我要去開創更好的生活品質,有一天也許我可以像生肖卜算的那樣,跟一個終生的富豪伴侶,過安適的自在生活.
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你這個禪師,聽說我若是今夜不中獎,就從此不買大樂透,你說不要盲從賭博是好的,所以我決定不聽媽媽的胡言亂語,任性妄為,胡亂聽信,都是魔使,有智慧的人不為發財所移.所惑,我沒有祕密,一切都在空中流失歲月的腳步,我趕著稿子,希望為人們說一段成佛的要領,那就是聽妙法的意趣,讀通妙法的道理,真實的修,實在的學,佛法如海,有朝一日一定會把你壟罩,包含,跨過此苦海,則顛倒是非的事,必定會煙消雲散.
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淋雨堂/吳菀菱
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整個夏季天空都在淋雨,所以就稱呼這個雨區為淋雨堂,雨聲每天都要來這裡日夜參禪一番。如果雨停了,車子們才敢出發,因為積水太多,而不易於行。瀟灑俠客來自風中雨中,一身蒼茫的武術,都是鍛鍊天空之劍的道行,他有著不被淋濕的武力,就是將自己用思想罩的空間保護住,所以才不怕風雨,且風雨無阻。他就是淋雨堂的堂主,嚇嚇有名的瀟灑俠客,一直都在游街中混武俠道義,他認為仁義要從街巷弄里做起。可是天下大雨,根本沒有人事物可以拔刀相助,他無聊得很,乾脆用臉盆桶子收集起雨來了。滴滴答答的雨,吵起來很像鼓聲的淅瀝,很清純的聲音,他在屋檐下,冥思苦想,到底他還是一個俠客,怎能聽這血滴的音響而心存慈悲。他是來去自如無影蹤的俠客,這淋雨堂只是他架空的禪室,沒有收任何弟子,只有一個道行比他高的掃堂尼姑,幫他管理這小小佛堂。她叫做釋證蓮,每天掃完堂,就開啟佛書來看,自在於佛文之間,悠遊自如,身心清淨。她看的是淋雨堂原本師父的佛學全集,要想通融其中而無入無不自得,得從頭修起,紮實學問,不是光靠靈犀的神通來修持。煙雲吐露中,雨開始變成紅色血滴,一直到把世界都染紅了,才停止再下雨。雨落在夢裡面,滴到唇邊好噁心,鐵的味道,他把釋證蓮傳喚過來,問她天怎麼會下紅雨,她說這是電動手遊遊戲裡廝殺的虛擬血雨,代表現代人都心有仇恨,噬殺性格轉化到職場上,就成了惡質競爭。
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像似他死命地間接抽她,直到她念經求饒,睡夢中有一點心悸和癲癇,醒來才發現是昨日茶葉喝多了,雨水一直淪落浪費的天甘霖,她吃著他地上的蘋果,而不是釋迦,這貢果真是香甜好味道,他玩著拉霸機,贏了三千萬,但淋雨堂還是滴滴答答的漏水,像是漏財一樣的需要抓漏, 瀟灑俠客對釋證蓮的一份愛慕,尊重,都只是表面功夫,其實他想取代她的地位,永遠成為堂主,他打算要未雨綢繆捐出一筆不義之財,使她垮台.
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她知道每次他搶奪別人的錢財,就會固定存起來,儲存在佛堂的祠石下面,不讓她知道,可是依照她的法眼,怎麼能不曉得他的心機呢?他想買下淋雨堂,作為發展詠春太極的道場,不享用借的,釋證蓮供他吃住,卻也留意著他的惡根,惡念,不享有一天被落井下石,成為街邊乞食托缽的下場,所以他們總是話中有話,兩個出家人搶一間廟,真糟糕..
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一個有定性,一個急躁,每次他心急如焚地告訴她,他很愛她,她就拒絕接咒,在這個只有透明門的法界內,誰能跑得出去,誰就是無門關的神仙,雖然釋證蓮也跑得出去,但是她如如不動,為了化道,用盡功夫和禪學,只為了化導這個有宿緣的他.
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秉燭夜遊
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提著隱形魚燈籠,跟你一起夜遊,你嘲笑我鼻頭上的青春痘像是被你種草莓一樣,穿著法衣,我們同步前進,探看夜的朦朧虛幻,尋訪樹影子的蹤跡,我們嘻嘻哈哈,說笑著,天飄小雨絲,我們只好走回頭路,你讓我倚著手臂,我們只有剩下一點點浪漫的時間享受這甜蜜,不久,天就驟然下起大雨了,我們身後譁然的下著雨,腳後跟還濕濕的.
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回家後,你命令我跟你一起沖澡,我把沐浴乳塗抹在你我身上,好舒服,我們把泡泡用蓮蓬頭沖掉,你微笑,望著我的身體,你說,看這豐腴的天體,多麼芳香迷人,我不要妳再減肥了,因為我就愛這圓滾滾的,魚肉丸似的圓融膚質,我很高興,因為我是自然瘦一點下來的,你覺得是體重計騙了我們,在燭光下,我們的床邊有著香氛的瀰漫.
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魚燈籠掛在窗戶上,風雨吹著吹著,飄搖在燭光中的情調,好像是跟你一起去買水果,滿載而歸,我幻思著你的柔情漫溢,幻思著你對我的嚴厲勸戒,我好愛你,能隨時隨地的想到你,是我最大的幸福了,我們一起品嘗供養完畢的水果珍饈,這溫柔泗水的夜裡,我們盡情放肆舌欲,喝下自己擠汁沖泡的手搖飲,我們的果報是如此的圓滿無礙,多美妙.
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澄澈的宇宙
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十一月中旬,你終於回電郵了,說你趕稿約報告很急,自顧不暇,我展開另一個透明的心界宇宙,這個區域是經過考證的法界,是測試我自己對於愛的感想,是否為愚蠢的付出.今天是目師會,媽媽去參加了,她最近眼睛不好,點眼藥反而有助於她的睡眠障礙,若是我跟著去了,我會說我除了你誰都不要,最後如果得不到我所願,我就不念經了,其實這是氣話,緣分根本不能強求,我就算一個人也可以堅持信仰的.
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我一個人安靜了好久,我清心寡慾的聆聽孤寂的平靜,結果我發現,當任性有了魔性,還可以識破真假,前任男友用野狼的聲音騙我,我問他高中畢業於那裡,他忍住不答,我答應你不穿情侶裝去湖邊找他,因為那只會讓我陷入更窘困的局面,他編好的劇本是我和他回家的前妻吵架,我才不要撕破臉,寧願選擇退讓求全.
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老師和我的相遇是一段很多次的歷史,根據我的觀察,他對我的身教,是在情慾邊緣掙扎的一種示範,我看到了他如何在第一次相見的讀書會上,對我動怒的臉,那是一個家庭聚餐西式的長桌子,可以容納很多學生,但是我只選主位座,讓他感覺很詭異,因為我是唯一的女生,還這麼大膽,是不是想跟老師成為男女主人,其實我只是想離老師遠一點,跟教室裡和公車裡總是選最後位一樣,有個清靜思考的空間而已,老師現在才說,他當時不收女學生的,可是我是社團同學邀約來的,不知道這麼多做學術的秘密,我當時是個明星學生,很早就開始寫作投稿了,我是處女卻拼命寫性慾的學問,其實我對女性主義有挑戰心,所以自己找書看,看傅柯的性史.老師在黑板上寫了一個整體性的英文字,卻牽強附會的另有所指,我聽到老師的潛意識一直對我發問,我完全都囫圇吞棗的聽,不知道他在說些什麼東西.
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有一次我列印了讀書會時間表作地下刊物的封底,老師當面對我興師問罪,我卻哈哈大笑,於是他猜出我想聽紅樓夢的精神分析,我也與會了,但是他竟然問我喜歡什麼,我亂答說我喜歡形容詞,他就整堂課都在念形容詞,我好無地自容,因為我用形容詞寫性愛場面,作為現代的駢文,我假裝一直低頭抄寫,不告訴他任何機密,老師說我是水性楊花的秦可親,因為她這個角色根本都在修佛當保鑣,我此生還真的一直跟佛法脫離不了關係,朝朝夕夕的作著永遠做不完的早晚課.
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因為我對美學有興趣,可是住在學校附近,離市區很遠,不能場場都衝過去聚會,我在筆記本上寫上感興趣課程的時間表,註明想去的日期,可是腳卻縮的好緊,不敢一個人去上課,那有點左派的學問,讓人分不清真假學術的面貌,而且我對老師有點怕怕的,他總是高高在上,像有一回我在圖書館美術室翻拍簡報圖,老師沒有被我認出來,我有點迷糊,連被他掛在牆上的油畫也忘了是出自自己的手畫的,原來被朋友轉送給老師了,那是一個長了鈕扣的桃子,代表女性的臀部,是我用盡象徵辦法把她的貞操鎖住的密趣,我想要有人一個接一個扣子的將我溫柔地打開,可是老師他到底懂不懂啊!他還用館員權力把我的尼康相機的底片給抽長的扯了,那是我要交出去的活動拍攝底片啊!心在抽痛,不敢生氣的回嘴,只怪我告訴他相機的開關,若是解釋清楚就好了,可是我的個性像個啞巴,完全逆來順受的,不敢對老師不禮貌,老師是不是因為我而丟了讀書會的領導工作啊!那我可擔待不起.
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還有一次,我高興的去看歌劇米蒂雅,我選的視野絕佳的座位竟然被老師請來的馮婦佔住位置了,真是太無恥了,我心裡這樣罵老師,因為他在高談闊論的大笑,看到我換了一個位置,他們也移位了,我又帶著包包裡的尼康相機,想要拍下最終劇出現的巨龍道具,可是一想起解說員說不能途中拍攝,我有了警覺,所以就忍住沒拍,那是我阿公買給爸爸的日本相機,借我用用看,為了一滿攝影夢,我在台灣四處遊玩,拍攝,也找到了不少寫作的靈感,我至今仍未圓一場攝影展的夢想,雖然底片還在,但是上千張,不知道怎麼技術處理,才能發表這命名為娑婆世界的展覽.
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老師去法國讀博士的兩年內,我好想他,但是我也有自己的寫作興趣和奇怪想法要做,所以我就把他忘了,等到講座上再次見面,已經是老師聽我說起社團同學奉子成婚的場合,課堂後不准我喝奉茶,可是我已經跟他買了一本吳爾芙的簡體書了啊,可能是課堂之間我用潛意識把老師勾引了魂魄,我說要在那個工程正在進行中的街角愛愛,好好玩的離魂記,回到工作室,繼續勾引他,上床,放一名法國歌手的西滴給他聽,可是老師輕如羽毛的靈魂卻對我說,他是同性戀,所以不能再繼續愛下去了,我很難過的放他從異次元走掉了.
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下一回老師又挖了尼采的亂倫醜聞,開講座,這一回連開講都還沒開始,就看到我姍姍來遲,放了所有聽講者的鴿子,我拿了與座者送的講義,不知道尼采的妹妹控制他是真的歷史,還是假的,這是他精神分裂瘋掉的原因嗎?
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之後一直沒見,相隔十幾年,老師發福了,升副教授了,意氣風發地上電視節目,而我正在專心的研究前任,老師的靈魂抓狹的弄了一下禪臥的我,痛死了,我想到他在那麼遠的中部教學,根本連絡不上,也不知道他的任何近況,就把他放生了,甚至連名字也記不起來了.
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五年過去了,老師辦了一場演說影片的活動,我一直翻來覆去的不能決定要不要去,利用他把兇巴巴告別的前任給假性劈腿了,事實證明我跟前任的虛擬歡愉只是一場空,他很不喜歡愛愛,因為他很怕背叛前妻會被揪出來,我很想現在把老師寫成挽救我這小三的小王,罩住我的危機,跟我過著幸福快樂的日子,但哪裡有真正的幸福呢?不過是不切實際的情結罷了,如果一封求愛的伊媚兒,能讓他幻想成這麼幸福,那也不負我愛他一個月了,我只是在他的愛裡享受從嬸味和醜醜的下巴煩惱一瞬間變回以前的知性美而已,但是他真的很愛我,我才會從小三的扮演腳色跳脫出來的,所以我就在耳邊幫他耳語提供狼師與美女作家的悲劇資料,這是一個女性寫書精神分析男性的案例,我建議老師去解構她的著作和魯迅的情史作對照.
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老師向我說晚安,然後我睡得很甜,但是卻夢見困在觀音法門的大幢建築裡,地下四層都暗不見光,可能是昨天略讀了去指南宮拿的金剛經善書的緣故,起床後,爸媽已經準備好拜阿公忌日的食品和貢菜,我也幫忙搬桌子和端菜,然後我們就開始念經給阿公和所有祖先,我想起阿公以前倒在醫院病床上的可憐模樣,他身體插遍了所有的管線,半昏迷之中還動了心臟手術,他不能說話,只能點點頭,我好想念阿公阿嬤,我希望他們保佑我,因為我每年都有參加祭祀,而且我很關心他們的輪迴去向.
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昨夜睡前,我把兩本黃皮書並置,跟老師討論我想要用金剛經解構戀人絮語,或是寫走馬看花的論述詩,但是老師說他要搶去寫,他說我如果進入學術界當個老師不知有多好,他好喜歡私底下跟我談論學術觀點,他覺得我所經歷的女性心理很有趣味,拿來研究狼師事件是一件很深奧的機密,他還說跟我談戀愛是第一次經驗,他希望我跟他繼續下去,最好再給他寫伊媚兒,我答應了,還說要介紹一本資料給他.
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半年又過了兩個月,我還是不去找那個前任,他說他在哭,可是我知道他給了前妻不少贍養費,和基隆的房子,而我什麼都沒有,連八卦戒都被拿走,然而他救了我,不必去安養院,他也不貪我的房子,只是我再也不想看到他,我們之間的曾經,已經變成他不想去看的一本厚詩集,那是我拼命地寫,寫出片片掉落的雪花,傷心的雲朵.
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我任性,並沒有成為一個魔,而是更認清男人的謊言,把我從自覺中推入無明,我為了幻想中的幸福,而放棄了面對現實的機會,我真笨,以為自己能盡力加入他那個兩岸都有親族的家庭,成為他也關愛的一份子,但是事實證明,他又在夢裡殺了我一次,他不會平等愛我的,我只是一個礙眼的小三,沒了我的干擾,他們會更加團結,活得更快樂,他說前妻嫁給別人也只是個騙局,好引誘我乘虛而入的陷阱.
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我現在一心不專的唸經,因為信仰給我帶來太多失望,無邊的絕望,我希望修行是躲過更多謊話和虛妄的事務,不是惹來更多的麻煩和誹聞,或許老師一輩子都單身清癯,我也祝福他,早日逃回可愛的台北,我的任性不過是一場兒戲,不打緊的.為愛修行,就是讓對方得到自己希望的生活,不是用力去愛他,纏住他,讓他自由,會是更高的美德,崇高的禮讓,當老師說我可以跟他一起住在台北媽媽家時,我就已經知道他愛我,擔心我的前途,他願意庇護我的心意,我已接收到,很感動,相反的,前任一直把我屏除在門外,再也不讓我進去聊聊天,當時我就知道,我只是他心目中的外人.
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他騙我說沒有錢,其實一直都寬裕可以出國去旅遊,這次他去了雪梨,幫我買了一張空位機票,但那有什麼用,就算他出了宋詞的第五版詩集,我也不會去買了,更不會厚臉皮跟他要,因為我們已經撕破臉了,多少回憶盡付風中,我成了一個孤單的人.
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我愛上了學術,我想拿博士學位,我用心盡力的做學問,像是在參與一場戀愛婚約一樣,我為老師寫了一本情詩集,以學術工作暗喻他的的辛勤耕耘,和愛戴的心.
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愛上學術\吳菀菱詩集
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1用金剛經切割戀人絮語
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在水中憋氣,不見柏拉圖時而忍不住呼吸
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不見你時卻格外思念,我們隱形的默契
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用金剛寶器丈量,你深奧的思想內涵
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多麼惆悵,消極,而又如此無畏的攝魂道學
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為了愛你,我身讀羅蘭巴特的焰般語言
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寫作的零度,作為我們取暖的體溫
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或許,你就是我帝國的符號,佛的密碼
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然而學術原本就是一種依附,文本的杈威
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所以我覺得你特別強硬的姿態,十分迷人
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2只要寫作,世界就在我的掌心裏
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你是我掌心的羅盤,金石,筆,以及指紋
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只要一根槓桿,我就可以撐起一個地球
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寫作為了圓融自己,通透你我,解決憂愁
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因為理論的多元化性質,我精心的閱讀
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有了你的解說,我應該感到非常欣慰
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解釋這謎一般的文本,你怨懟作者太深奧
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詞彚如此像埃及文,畫著心結的糾纏
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誏我們功虧,失落,掉淚的所有現在式
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3著墨於樓中樓的來客駐足
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羅蘭巴特像樓中樓,好多讀者困於其中
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我一本一本的狂力讀之,得到了要旨
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但是卻不能博學論述,誏他車禍覆水難收
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誰是他的得力學生,我猜已廣布各世間
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然而文字中駐足的螞蟻學者,逃得出版圖
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卻像神隱一樣,成了迷宮中障壁的意識
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不能吃的,竟告訴別人,成為輪迴的言逮
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如今鐵証如山,我遵照禁忌,不敢逾越
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4還在等,一篇錦繡文藝的詩章
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看遍了佛學知識,命裏的哲學論壇
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見過了四方達人,才知道命運沒有極限
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千山萬水,我只要偷偷的私情溫柔
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雅俗共賞並不是可成的習題,因為眼光不同
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觀高觀低,只不過心中的尺度左賞析
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無非不是狗眼看人低的標準,在那邊作怪
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而我還在等,一篇錦繡文章來織就我
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魅力多端的愛情戰術,將你圍繞著不放開手
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5操控記憶的齒輪,心心相印
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我與作者深心相契,看懂了他機靈的思緒
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好像是一種理論的情人,我愛上了這述事過程
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敘說愛卻寧願保持距離感,這是禪行嗎?
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床事迢遙,有陌生人的聲言,我感到戒慎恐懼
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風依舊吹捧寒冷,減少了天悠約定的喜悅
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其實我只是嫌棄日子單調,並非怨念的衝突
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記憶給了我全部,也教會我療癒靈魂片面
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我愛上最遠的訣別,那正是傷心的訣竅
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6也許是文學的相遇,我在熱戀中
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我遇見你,束之高閣的書店書架上面
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一眼鍾情的想要謮你,買下你這高談闊論
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相信你是純潔的,所以分外擁有喜悅
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撫摸你的字字句句,像與你直接親吻著舌頭
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你的魂魄精力感染我,完全沈浸書香之中
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泯泯流淌的,一條口吻溫柔嗚咽小河
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我喁喁憶念著,你叨叨切切的從容口音
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像是在腦中覆頌你講堂上,私塾的殷殷教誨
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7走上文藝不歸路,你可別休了我
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我和文藝訂了門親事,永遠相知相惜
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婚姻原本是不歸路,我不要被離緣的下場
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愈讀愈慢的繡花針一般,腦子無法穿針引線
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只有穿鑿附會,我才有源頭活水來提示
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一本古今馳名的經典,令我的雅興永不減
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就像我許配給你,是進入文學的洞房
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你不可以因為我薄唇,而輕狹了我的貞潔
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8一個推磨甚久的吉卦,到底是真是假
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為了你我的姻緣,我找了道場卜卦求問達
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寫下你泛紅的臉色,我這桃花也酡紅了姿態
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我投遞你的心,緊密的拉住你的衣袖
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再回首,我已是三更天的鑼,喚醒起了你
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神秘主義學派的靈性,感性,包括玄性
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你如何抉擇我的心門,向塵世的方位
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我又怎樣把握你的道場,理性中的機密
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9職業學術先生的截稿期限,一月多
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七萬字足以誏你久思泉湧,專注全部心力
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忙得把愛人冷落一旁,誏我跟香水孤守整夜
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忍耐獠牙漸長的寒冷激情,烈酒燃起火焰
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我偏遠的文學,記載著你摟抱我的溫度
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你是一介聰穎的冬烘先生,誏我愛得甚為入迷
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在思路中經常給你問候,你是我拜訪的城池
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10把你生吞活剝的,瞭解到最後
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如何輕易的攀岩上山,浪遊你學術高度
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我像隔著綠蔭天庭的影子,對你微笑揮手
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這不是揮別,而是更纏綿的招喚回眸
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你像一本深刻的書籍,怎麼也不能忘懷
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很沈重,但這重量有如沈香,洗滌我塵垢
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所以我像是品嚐牛排,將你吞嚥到最後一頁
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11不管完不完美,我有光明的路燈
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路燈指引,我們前去的正道,有無限智慧
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愛上層樓,愛上殿堂,愛上坐位旁的你
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愛是單向道的閱讀,只有雙向是美好的戀事
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雖然暫時等不到你的蹤影,我微微顫慄
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在這謎題之前,至少我還有你的臉書
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不尋完美,只追求心中想像的,愛意包容
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我飛去,兩襲白襯衣,相相親愛的擁抱
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多久沒有這樣的情愫交換了,我非常寂寞
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不管如何,我內心有你照拂的光明路燈
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12愛是形而上的語言,似萬花筒的形狀
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戀人怎麼隨意說說,不用真格的去實踐
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我聽了心都浮華,不像是在聽羅蘭巴特說書
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愛情騙子假愛語情書,欺詐我許多領悟
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我用靈肉愛的不是這般,迷情的混淆渇望
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霞海不會隨便牽紅線,我只相信月老的引領
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西方情人節常在,人們應相敬相愛為真諦
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13用法華經頂禮文之悅,活著即入涅槃
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法華經之為用,眾生歡喜,君臣名細何其多
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在一個戲劇系中修行,畫出劇展的系譜
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飛到爾前見釋尊,他教我使用古典打字機
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像是一種有執的運算,我覺得很有效率
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宇宙娑婆盡操在他手裏面,古今都停留下來
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文之欲如此愉悅,像我所服膺的快樂書寫
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14一條紀念毯子,覆蓋並抵擋知識的寒流
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我們溫柔慶祝感恩節,你要我的香味撲鼻
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你喘氣聽我們急速的心跳聲,在寢間淪陷了
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我們在穿越隧道裏摸索,互相了解的力量
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知趣的我,任你訕笑,我那些愚蠢的學術笑料
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直到法文教室,從大一升到大四
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小組報告的法文課,是我希冀的學習
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他說我都沒有夢見他,所以就上了夢中法文課
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我的學問,是在街舞上兜圈的技倆戲耍
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15你是學者鴨頭,我是鴨蛋配稀飯
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左派學問的艱難與辛苦,一如辛亥革命
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鴨蛋般的手榴彈炮,在頭上打聦明的問號
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我問你想不想防空洞,結果我們記憶暫留著
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今天是感恩節生日,我期待的禮物豐盛極了
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剛才一下子在專櫃前失色,我濃妝的容顏
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聖誕節音樂近了,愛突出重圍的招喚我盛情
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有了祝福,我感覺好平安,好吉祥而安靜
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16為了你上高殿,求個好姻緣,我祈念
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願你我真的可以夏過冬收,冬必逢春
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我在棉被裏想起,前些天舌頭被你咬疼了
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你又來咬我右舌根,我憶及你澎湃口才
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淘淘不決於耳的激烈,唾液被你所融化和合
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我躲在你學術的耳背,影響你公允的筆調論議
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為了成就你的事業,我歡迎枕邊聊到天邊
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在色慾界靈交,我跟你在胡同裏牽手散步成詩
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17你是我遵守戒命的島嶼,內心旳領域
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我夢見美術國際展,是由這一輩的同仁展演
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這情境像是向你致敬,因為我是展策人兼文案
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同儕共襄盛舉,演出,作品靜置,觀賞爆滿
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有一個巨富在剪花剪刀,真是令人讚歎
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你是藝術史的專業,我歡喜的環伺博覽會場
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只有你仍然缺席,但我已經有了解你的把握
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18數著檀香念珠,你說也要三唱南無七字
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小巧而可愛的木珠子,那紋路多麼美好
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我收到佛法祝福,感覺一切都有如天上人間
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你利根的提問,我一一為你解間神秘謎底
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整夜我們慶祝生日,我發著肥皂的香味氣息
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你的學術根据多艱難,然而佛智解決一切
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不再假性問號,我愛你做學術就認真的拼命
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19幸福時光啊!我感謝共渡這福運氣氛
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有了你的撐腰,出版欠資都追討回來了
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我不會討價還價,但是你為我去仗義直言
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我們笑看比賽存款的約定,看來你比較聰明
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你的軟聰慧,就像緣覺界的根機,好敏銳
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而我逐漸猜透你,像我一個智商很高的師父
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被我的猜測,透露出精明而銳利的光亮額頭
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20你有身体和精神潔癖,我也學而習之
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身為學者的你,說要用禮物謝我幫你算計前程
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有什麼辦法使你幸運,我只有念經祝福你
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你怨聘書太難得,我令諸佛保佑你順利升級
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學論在道途中奔馳,你一路發揮文采智慧
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我為你感到驕傲,追求知識的潔癖如心靈芬芳
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願你根機長進,善良成鋼,我愛你如此圓融
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21跟你密談私語成了河流,我也不怨不悔
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突然間,我們的河流乾涸,話題塌下來
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過去,我口若懸河,傾訴內心的歡樂風景
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現在我月事走了,你冷卻曖昧,將我催眠了
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但是我怎麼做夢都是惡魘,你不再是我保鑣
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今夜告別後,你成為遠在天邊的厚實天書
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我躲避你的避風港,誏你安逸的皈依並靠岸
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22潮起潮落,我是過盡千帆的遼闊眼目
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太陽高照在招喚我們,跨出心曠神怡的步伐
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怎麼了,你專心於志業,不幫我拂去汗顏
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老是情有獨鍾的奮戰,手頭的撰寫資料
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因為你認真,所以我為你鼓掌,鼓勵你用功
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愛上你等於愛上學術,我成為學問的情婦
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你說當你升任,要來迎接我們的結褵約會
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於是我的心潮起潮落,望穿秋水任你而漂浮
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23你說要寫多一點字,我守護著你的智能
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這本書我一定去買,因為你用力的書寫真相
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我們討論細節,交換問答,這是合體的論述
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包括了我女性主義的意見,和你的大膽推理
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連主角色都出了竅,抗議我們的挖掘偵探
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而我居功偉烈,因為你沒有實証的性學經驗
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聽我說真相,你有如打開魔法師的金寶盒
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我們在學術圖志裏航海,羅盤指著同向的心意
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24因為我貧窮的形容詞態,你滔滔不絕
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強勁的砲彈,你口齒清晰的敘述我們的愛情
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你根本是一個聰明人,語言是你的保衛武器
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我沈默的哀嚎,你這愛的暗箭使我清醒
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送給我不准遺忘的警告,我荒涼無助的逃亡
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一個欲拒仍還的回首,看清楚所有的文本字句
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我翻攪的眼睛視力,你紳士收歛的力比多
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25因為愛你這謬斯,連思路都理性而沈重
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你峰迴路轉,我穿越你的走路有風的習尚
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多半是輕巧的行路,講話,然後溫柔的親我
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徐徐的,走在看似輕鬆的前途,我緊追著
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你說要來真的,抱我,親吻,牽起我的小手
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因為你也想要直接,我們還在幕後排戲
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而你的戲份,就是一隻天秤座的綿羊王子
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26感情愈聚愈濃,像咖啡的香醇一樣
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我希望愈抱愈緊,永遠不要放鬆我的身體
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因為我需要熱能來維持,我們愛在漸溫層裏
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一种思想一种相思,誏閱人將我們同成熟
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這世上的悲劇謎案就要見底,我盛情含淚
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我們一起破解,奇怪的事情經過浮出冤屈來
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27你是否也曾斟酌我的盛情,為你開展
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我一頁一頁的讀愛,試圖不囫圇吞棗
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燈光清楚的照明,我留下記憶的辨識痕跡
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你槓掉的重點,不誏我恭逢鼎盛的複習
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這不循禮法的遁辭,瘋亂了我欲重建的秩序
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一本左派,一本右派,誰才是我的慈悲菩薩
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28慢慢的品嘗,你這壺清癯身份的濁酒
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你且慢且快,央求我入閨房陪你說耳語花香
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一番荏苒,我們聊到山巒的那極端高處
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你盡興而不再暢談,私緝的學術缺點和矛盾
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原來你一心把持著麥克風,主導你筆下的母題
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我只是個隱形助教,幫忙你引出問題導火線
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這樣就好,足夠我喜上眉梢的享受你的成果
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29有時候放你自由,必須忍受悲傷委屈
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我任由這暗情不被刺殺,自由是你的包袱
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在校園裏臆測你學養的專業,就有快感
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你留守產生筆中疑雲,而我疑慮你的胃口
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把你當作戀人眷屬,其實並非愛得不夠深奧
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而是不夠深刻且執著,容我安歇在你的慰藉
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僅管你那男人的肩,已泛出牛排的鞏固感
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30給你我時間鑽研,古世紀浮現的碑
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學論是碑石上的鐫刻文字,是永恆的岩疤
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楊過與小龍女也竄改不了的內容,堅持豎立
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你的職業价值是美學道德,不容欺騙隱瞞
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我們的相處時間裏,一起解碼這芸芸芸眾生
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至少世界是我們手握的沙塵,總是有漏法
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好誏我們花費永生伴隨,也追究不完了
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31判斷知識,逐次念著你內在澎澎的吻響
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我們是一對癱軟的情侶,你不願進入我內部
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惹得我不愉悅,你說只要紋風不動就搞定我了
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因為我幻想你插入幾句,誏我活躍似神仙
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平行的客座妙談,你說要聊藝術家的私緋聞
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我沒有看他的日記,所以一點也不知情調
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32我聞到你的惡作劇,你不准我看你洗澡
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裸體的遊戲不好玩,我們隔著褲子放屁話
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天人五衰暫時不困擾我們,你說自己知性帥
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你裝龜好弱,我學色片對付你的軟弱勢力
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其實今天多平易近人,你知我思念你一整天
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賜予你一個軟枕頭,誏你常常夢見我吟遊
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33你的寫作計劃,經常拉扯我的靈思去向
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你的理性根据,你網羅的學術獨門,我不眇視
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因為輪流的談論偏激,你比我更冷靜昂揚
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你深入我對藝術的喜好歷史,我也懂得分享
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對旋律高調不可遏抑,我曾為抽象畫著迷
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你一如般若的繁複思路,我不貪婪你的佛智
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34若能歡欣傾聽,你欣賞我的所有原因
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傾聽一本伝記,像你以我名字題之小說標題
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雖說一場笑料,我常覺得你的幽默深不可測
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看雨具的伸縮彈性,我令風雨恨懟我的情欲
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愛閱的覽人你,我為你低調的封鎖了戀情
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只有糾結,構成我們文句陰陽的衝突文法
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可是你偏好安祥安全,所以我收起批判評價
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35溫和謙虛的你,是我不嫌棄的臂彎
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你這樣像雞毛毯子拂過,灰塵都拜跌倒地
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像我的棉質衣服,舒坦我的每一個毛孔
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你騷動我的閱讀欲望,想看無論如何你所寫
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我的求知欲,就掌握在你精明算計的謀略中
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我小鳥依人的依你,你是我的愛烏及烏
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36米羅的昆蟲,符號,比不過克利的無所指
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老師在抽象畫裏搜索我的感想,論述,說詞
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詢問我對哲學繪圖的早期認知,認同,想法
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我複雜的思路,自此學派啟蒙,學習深度
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戀人與絮語,兩相聊藝,彼此同意這些發現
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這門挑戰書帖,我回到初始如沈睡的夢都
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37我遵循你的智商,而回歸為原本的天才
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天才要有良好教育,而你引導我前進思索
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愛因思坦的輪迴,以及世尊的三頭六臂之智
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感恩學校的正當教導,當我還在找路中途
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你予我斥喝,棒喝,和種種理解的費心思
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威脅我走向正道,我親愛的你,給予我師道
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38三我都愛你,三鏡像都有你容顏
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我的三個面向都靠你,像個美魔鬼撒嬌
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向撒旦出賣靈魂,女的浮士德也帶著知性
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輕浮的教授觀察我秘功,他是我的愛人
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拉岡誏我瞭解你,為何你見到我臉紅的理由
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這是你原本不曉的愛,我們一起揭發之
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39嘈嘈切切,你講課總是口齒留香
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你溫馨得像一張面紙,拭去淚汗交織的液體
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像晚上剛出爐的吐司,軟綿綿,好柔嫩的衣袖
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這復古的衣裝,正是我們初次見面的紀念物
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難得你為我穿上,我喜歡你這種書生的氣質面
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你總是恨不得把話根說滿,講堂上的鸚哥一般
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非常睿智的思路泉湧,你了解十方的智因
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40看一部溫暖法國電影,感人的念頭
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你希望我學法語,至少我了解字根的定律
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這一部你為我點播的影片,你恨不當鋼鐵老爸
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我去上網買教材,總有一天我流暢了法文
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誏你聽我巧笑倩兮的和你對話,那就足夠了
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法語那種錙銖般的語音,我開始喜愛多於抗拒
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41夢到了自己是個歷史漫畫家,真玄奇
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在夢中把玩繪圖原稿,金色的書法字洪亮著
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我仔細看各種腳本的細膩,彷彿為你而許願
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用描圖紙畫出曠野的變亂戰爭,秋的焰火
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白梅線香拂面飄過來,我從而清醒這場華麗
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果真是出自我手工的嗎?你喜歡這繪本嗎?
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42如聲的翅膀,我隨你鼾聲靜靜入眠
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夢見我為一對新人製作海報,拼貼愛的神聖
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我呼喚你名號,而你根本不出面來滿足我
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躲著插畫,如詩如歌的江山,小小的宇宙
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如果我們也那麼相愛,相信真心的收獲
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我現在早就徜在你懷裏,完成血的誓約
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43威尼斯商人的肉,你唇中的謊話
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我問起你,你騙我那是一直被強暴的故事
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其實搖滾的口,提醒我好險邊陲沒侵襲
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要儆醒,任何言語的濁流,可能污染你
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但發現事實,還來得及回首,迴向純文字
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打字機你這暗戀的工具,我會提心吊膽
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44我㝍詩許久,誏你敞開心胸窺視
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不尋找你的譴詞由來,我獨自療癒己心
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我開始拿起書來,批改不正確觀點行文
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校正出一本新歷史,讀者不是無知的彌㺅
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經過和善的背叛,我開始了解到惡的必要
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或許我再也瞧不起學術,但戒律已達陣
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45也許看不到你的形影,我也是小蝦米
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你留下那麼多著作,而我不求一知半解
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書本吸引我們,卻沒教會我們社會化
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小鹿般盲目,在文字葉中私飽太平的私囊
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我學會珍惜你,囚禁我的只是大不了的距離
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但願此情永不渝,我的愛能久留你心窩
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46好快入睡,我們都忙累了一整天
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昨夜我靜靜陪你,不說任何一句多餘的話
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不希望感情變淡薄,我飲濃茶以思念你
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我的嘴是一隻有聲筆,訴說我的真心情意
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還好我們有澹泊的聯繫,滿足的向前去赴約
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你說好要到校園牽手散步,回憶母校的美景
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47因為一顆蕃茄,我離你好遙遠好疏遠
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我為了紅海而煩惱,你安慰我不要難過
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生日過後的反省,我被商界禮物所詐騙了
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根本沒有所謂的生日禮品,只是惡作劇一番
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我希望每天都有你擁抱,伴我入眠及好夢
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即使愛比死還冷,我依舊需要一點溫熱
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48我的王是率真的,跟我一起乾杯好嗎
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我閱讀的寶座,是與你平行而共起共座
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假如肩上有導師,我寧可凡事靠自己
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因為不受影響是我的堅持,我的服膺理論
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觀眾不能索求我,平安閱覽室裏的色香
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一念就三千,何妨多一些念頭來賺取敦目
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49雜念雜音不再干擾我,因我已成佛
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有情的成佛是活的,而你是死的偵測學者
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所有的藝術文本如海,你獨自飄移而安閱
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你不需要我的建議,所以我藉以歪讀之
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我成為海上的瓶中信,想遇見你的一眼龜
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50昨夜我發表了一張音碟,你知道的
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我唱了蘇維埃戀曲,以及內蒙的國度
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在發表現場,我那音質非常的異國情調
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不久之後我將幸福,因為詩詞化作美聲歌
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我告別美學詩箋之外,我奔向你的軟心腸
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(完)
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my gravity/pollywoo
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情書(1)
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doctor gao,i call you and our relationship as gravity,you know we lie down on bed and you say you are very tired,i should care about you more,but i sleep with the smell of drug,i never know we are like two planets that attract each other but cant starbuck together,i take a parelled distance from you,because i live in your theory kind of fairy tale marriage,i forget that apple for a long time,but you are like peaceful power that watching over me,i once meet a love lier on the cell phone,he set up round and round love emails to make me fall in love with him,but i am tooth ache so i dont trust him,he goes to argue with you about our love affair,i know you spend a lot of time qurral with him,thank you my gravity,i believe that fake navy will not possible to beat your gravity,his every lie mails i quote and answer as bellow:
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Hello Polly Woo,
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I'd like to tell you more about myself but where do I start from, My name is Patrick Derek ,my father was from Berlin Germany and my mother was from Singapore, Though i don't really know much about my mother. I spent some time of my life in turkey studying and later moved to Australia where I attained my master’s degree in Engineering and finally moved to London where i work and live with my daughter now. I work as an Operations manager for Sparrows Offshore services. I have been with the company for 13 years as the director of operations.I enjoy my job though risky because we are always at sea.
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I lost my wife in a car wreck five years ago.I have one very beautiful daughter,Her name is Benedict and she is 15 years old now.I am real easy person to talk to and a loving and outgoing father.I enjoy painting which I do often at my leisure time.I like going to the movies, or watching movies in my room or Cabin, I like swimming, listening to music and dance to any kind of music.I am a family oriented person, love children, there is more, but it would be better for you to find some things out for yourself.
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I am really interested in knowing more about you,your background, your life experiences, past relationships, your goals and dreams, your interests, and anything else you want to tell me. I even want to learn about the secrets you very rarely share with someone, So come on and share it all with me. I want to learn about you and what makes your heart and soul happy, as the friendship I want to build with you, I want it to be like no other you have ever shared or experienced. This friendship I want to build with you will be filled with substance, quality, love and faithfulness. Hope I didn't write much of a novel.......lol.
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Hope to hear from you soon. Until then have a pleasant day!
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Thanks,
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Patrick Derek.
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11月23日 (1 天前)
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Hello Derek
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I am a Taiwanese writer,I have write for 30years, I write many amount of genre of poetry,novel,thesis,anylaze,transfer,prose,and so on,I major in English when I was in university, I try to write several novel in English too, but Kindle haven't prove me to publish. I start to publish Chinese novels on digital bookstore this year, because it saves money, I used to print books to lose a huge money, I have learn that lesson, now I am express articles on periodical, and get some payment, I believe in Nichiren shoshu, which is a Japanese Buddhism religion, I read Sutra for 30 years with my mother, if I remember anything else about me, I will tell you then, this is my simple introduction.
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Hello Polly Woo,
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I was so much excited to read your mail and thanks so much for taking your time to write me. The content of mail was well understood and noted I am Glad you are in good health. Honestly, there is so much I want to tell you and so many things I want to ask you, I don't know where to start. So please understand if I am a little awkward at it. I am writing this message to you not for the fun of it, but because I want you to take some time for yourself and read carefully.
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Let me start by saying that I thank God since I meet you. As you may have known, the fountain of any relationship must spring up in the mind. It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while gazing into your eyes,but since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this to me, you are first of all my friend and then.... something more greater in the near future..... God willing. To be honest with you, I am really short of words here, but one thing I do know is that I have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about through mail or phone, and I have a heart; a heart that is aching to see your smile. I would like to use this opportunity to say...I am delighted to have meet you.
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To tell you more about me, I am an honest, kindhearted, hardworking man who does not need the support of a loving woman. Ideally, l am someone who is confident in what he want and who he is. We all face tough situations in our lives and we sometimes tend to be mislead by it. A lot of times we often tend to give up. In this life, I have chosen to give up numerous times but I am proud to say that I have also chosen to stay strong and be patient all these years..... which has now led to my finding you. He who seek happiness; they say, by changing anything but his own disposition will waste his life in fruitless efforts and multiply the grief which he purposes to remove. Your living is determined not so much by what life brings you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens. This is the reason I have decided to move on in life in spite of my incalculable loss.
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Yes! Distance doesn't permit the action to be seen, rather, words convey the feelings when distance hinders. No matter the distance that separates us now, I can assure you that this gap will be bridged as we really get to know each other. As the saying goes: "True Love and Friendship knows no boundaries and no distance; miles and obstacles mean absolutely nothing in the face of love" Though miles may lie between us right now, we'll never be apart forever, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.
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Now that dishonesty and disbelieve seems to be taking over our souls these days, to know there are people like you makes all the problems look smaller. It's great to be your friend and to be able to look into the future and see a mix of hope. This fairly recent friendship is something I consider to be sacred already. It makes me have faith again in some simple but fundamental human values which sometimes; for the lack of practice, we swipe under the carpets of our memories and of our hearts. For me, this new friendship is precious and that's why I intend to keep it till the end of my days. I believe we can achieve that, because I have faith in you and I have more and more faith in life and in the future. Those who have a friend like you fear nothing. Always bear in mind that my affection and true friendship will be yours forever.
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My Job will be taking me to Australia by tomorrow (Sailing for a month....and I will really like us to talk on phone send me some of your pics and your contact number so I can call you.
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Thanks,Sincerely,
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Patrick Derek.
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On Thu, Nov 23, 2017 at 7:07 AM, <pollywoo43@gmail.com> wrote:
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Hello Derek
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I am a Taiwanese writer,I have write for 30years, I write many amount of genre of poetry,novel,thesis,anylaze,transfer,prose,and so on,I major in English when I was in university, I try to write several novel in English too, but Kindle haven't prove me to publish. I start to publish Chinese novels on digital bookstore this year, because it saves money, I used to print books to lose a huge money, I have learn that lesson, now I am express articles on periodical, and get some payment, I believe in Nichiren shoshu, which is a Japanese Buddhism religion, I read Sutra for 30 years with my mother, if I remember anything else about me, I will tell you then, this is my simple introduction.
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My Dearest Sweetheart,
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Thanks for your prompt response. In regards to your questions, I want you to know that my Daughter will be taken care of by my Nanny in the house. Please I insist you send me your mobile for communication always as I will be inside the ship for a one month trip to Australia. I don't know how to approach this with you on line, I have been fighting a battle within myself, my heart says I should tell you how I feel, but my head tells me not to be stupid that it would just cause damage to our friendship and that you wouldn't be interested.
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I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere. How I wish I could be there with you, but distance has kept us apart. Apart physically, but in spirit, you are always in my heart. Friendship which has been tested by distance and obstacles, and has passed..that is true friendship. The test of true friendship is not when we are together. It comes when we are not together and realize that despite the distance, thoughts and feelings are still there. I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. God has reason for allowing things to happen. Those who thank God even in every situation turn burden into blessings.
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Everyday I wake up thanking God for us. Because what started out as a internet contact between us has now turned into a strong bond between two friends who have now discovered the true meaning of friendship the natural way. To me, it is like time is purposely bending and stretching itself out so that it can play its part; in making us feel the joy of what it is to be real friends. All I know now, is that throughout this past few days, I have learned a lot from this friendship of ours and I have seen what it is like to give yourself completely to the other person when you're so far apart. The most important thing I have learnt, among many more things, is to trust and to be sincere to you.
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From the day I came across your profile, I knew that you would turn out to be a good friend and you have more than proved that. Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us or how much of our lives comes between us, you are and always will be the the true friend I desired all this years. I thank God for giving me the privilege to meet you. Though the miles separate us, the bond we have is far stronger. You are the very one I have spent all these few years looking for. And now that I have found you..no distance can separate us. For now, I am contented with the progress we've made and I assure you that with time..our communication rate will improve. Thanks for making my life so much more meaningful and giving me a reason to live again.
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I would have love to continue but I feel tired and we have sailed out and now and my eyes are heavy with sleep.Take care and always remember me and the crew members in your prayers.
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Hug and kisses,
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Patrick Derek.
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N:B Please send me your call number so I can call you...*********
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On Thu, Nov 23, 2017 at 1:39 PM, 吳菀菱 <pollywoo43@gmail.com> wrote:
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Hello Derek
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I am glad you tell me this friendship is long lasting, I understand you write your faith and believe in god, to make me feel you have a confident life and career, if you will go to Australia tomorrow, what about your daughter, who will take care of her?I am not so good at speaking, so I hope and suggest we just use messages to communicate, since my English is not so well, I must reread your letter once again, because I am not quite know well about your idea of life, are you kind of complaining to obstacles, to know your mind is not easy for me, I often stay in my own writing world, I have not too many friend, but this Sunday I have to celebrate my birthday with my friend in Taipei, so I am not at home whole afternoon, hope you don't mind,this is the happiest thing I like, it is to dinning with my friend, and at last I feel must tell you that my photos are all through digitally cosmetics fixed, I am not so pretty actually, beautiful youth has gone, I used to be a people of many ghost fans, it is so horrible that I escape all right now, they enrich my writing, I am glad you talk about our future, but do you mind if I write all my life, and keep the same way just as I am, need I change anything for you?I wonder if my mother will permit us, this is very serious problem to solve. hope you understand that I have obstacles problem of falling sleep, so I need to take a few pill to get to sleep, but I wish you go to Australia can take some picture to let me sightseeing at the same time, good luck, my friend.
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Sincerely, Polly
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My Dearest Sweetheart Polly,
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Oh yes! I am on my way already sailing to Australia. I am the head of Operator and England Navy. You are correct! I want you to know that I lost my wife in a car accident as I stated earlier to you. strongly advise you to open your heart to anyone who come your way as who you are waiting for might Disappoint you. When I open my PC to read your email I was so much excited and happy. Baby it is now I know there are still angels on earth. I really miss you and it was nice speaking with you on phone yesterday though. Golden voice you have. my heart is calling out for you. Being miles apart from you is like salt dripping on an open wound. I never thought I could love someone so much as I love and think much of you..even though we are far apart. My heart seems to grow fonder of you with every seconds.. of this great distance that separates us. I know that some decisions are hard to make, but when affection and love prevail over any other interests, then all the roads to happiness become wide open and danger free. First of all, We have to put God first in anything we do and I would like to make sure you know that I love you very much even though we have not meet each other and that you are the most wanted and the most desired person than anyone could possibly be.
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I also need you to know that there`s nothing more beautiful in the world than what is happening between us right now; I feel we are growing closer and getting along really well. I feel we are becoming more intimate in every sense, and that`s the most gratifying thing two human beings could wish for. That is why I need to remind you even if that takes a simple e-mail, that you don`t have to be afraid on anything, as close and united partners. Distance, like you may have known, doesn't matter if you really love the person, what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out. Distance is the key to love's eternity and love knows not distance, it hath no continent, its eyes are for the stars. Even if you are far away, you are always close to my heart. It's good that we are far away because we learn the patient to wait for each other and cherish our love. I long for the day I'll dream of your love no more, when your touch will make me alive again, and the sight of you arouses all my senses. Though the miles may spread out far and wide, and time may wear our faith too thin, I know that the golden bond of love shall keep us close at heart.
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However far away, I will always love you. However long I stay, I will always love you. Whatever words I say, I will always love you. Even if it takes eternity, I will always love you. Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle, rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be. You are my shinning star. Ever since I read your email, I have been thinking with affection of the moment we will see each other, and satiate all this desire that has taken over us in such an intense but wonderful way. Having a dream about you yesterday night has never happened to me before, i had a dream that i was holding you ,kissing you ,just as we where romancing i woke up to see myself kissing my pillow, oh my God what is this ,I wish i had a dream of me holding my pillow and wake up kissing you that would have been wonderful.
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Have a wonderful day ahead and may God bless you and keep you. May His light be always with thee. May He keep you safe from harm, and shield you and your family from all wrong. May He grant you His peace. May He guide you on your way. Bring you joy with each new day.
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Hug and Kisses
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Patrick Derek.
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On Thu, Nov 23, 2017 at 3:18 PM, 吳菀菱 <pollywoo43@gmail.com> wrote:
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I don't know you already on the ship, hope you have a good trip, as I know, you are a England navy,right?why your wife left you, I wanna know,and I am sure we can be very good pen pal and good friend,now I have a adored object,he is a professor,but I don't know if he want to chase me,I am in the black hole of love doubt,should I wait for him?why he won't care for marriage all these years, if he is waiting for me,should I care for him more,sorry to tell you that my heart belongs to him,but I will cherish our friendship,don't give up your faith to god,he is a very kind and mercy lord, wish you have a wonderful future.
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Dear,Polly
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Dear Sweetheart,
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Thanks for your prompt reply. I am taking rest now and reading your reply back to me. I always smile and feel happy when i read from you. I want you to keep our relationship very confidential until I arrived Australia my love OK. You can then tell your Mom about it OK. I will surprise her with a present when coming to Taiwan. I shall come by Air when I am coming OK. Because as soon as we arrive Australia, I shall wait for the ship to off load all the goods inside and then before I book my flight to Taiwan my love. I do not know how to express the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart all this while. I only know that first and foremost in all my thoughts has been the glorious confirmation you gave me without effort, unconsciously, of course of all I have ever thought of your mind and heart. Also I want you to know that Age is number and it does not matter to me. If only I could have come up with the right words to describe the depth of this beautiful feeling that I have for you, I would have whispered them to you the first time we meet online The best thing that I can do is to tell you now. You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, and my love and admiration for you have increased so much since we known each other that it still amazes me.When during sad times an angel should come to you, open your eyes and see who that angel is, for that is your one true love.
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I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy. I truly feel blessed that you have come into my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me now.
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I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be there for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. Remember... love is the link that holds two hearts together While many a soul are unhappy with love, no one is ever happy without it. I may be able to speak the languages of human beings and even of angels, but if I have no love, my speech is no more than a noisy gong or a clanging bell. I may have the gift of inspired preaching; I may have all knowledge and understand all secrets; I may have the faith needed to move mountains but if I have no love, I am nothing. I may give away everything I have, and even give up my body to be burned, but if I have no love, this does me no good.
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Sweetheart, you are an angel and I but a mere mortal. We are worlds apart. I must love you from a distance my princess.You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will, until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see. I await to read from you soon my dear.
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With Love
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Patrick Derek.
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Dear Derek
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I am so glad to read your compliment to love me, thank you, I know you care about me, I never feel such feeling before, maybe we orient male are not talented at saying love loudly, I wonder if England ship can stop at Taiwan harbor, and my mother haven't know our feelings yet, if you mind I tell her right away?in fact, I wonder if we meet, what will happen, love has always be my topic of writing, but when it shows I don't know what to do, maybe let's go for a date, I have to ask my mother's permission, sorry, because she loves me, care about my future, please don't blame her, try to flatter her with some presents, she will admit us, will you?love is reality, but I have only writing experience about love, if you want to see me and my parents, you will take a long trip, but we will welcome you to see us in Taipei, or our home,anyway I still wonder about your age, if I am elder then you, what would you do?let me pass my worry about my tooth ache and boring day without inspiration, I wish you a good sailing across the ocean, and happy everyday.
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Dear, Polly
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My Dear Sweetheart,
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I received your mail and it's content was well noted by me. I want you to know that I feel so much for you now and cannot do without the love i feel for you anymore. Don't cry for him because he has a family already in another place. When I open my PC to read your email I was so much excited. I may be able to speak the languages of human beings and even of angels, but if I have no love, my speech is no more than a noisy gong or a clanging bell. I may have the gift of inspired preaching; I may have all knowledge and understand all secrets; I may have the faith needed to move mountains-but if I have no love, I am nothing. I may give away everything I have, and even give up my body to be burned-but if I have no love, this does me no good.
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If there is anything better than to be loved, it is loving you.Let no one who loves be unhappy. Even love unreturned has its rainbow."
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"It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with YOU that makes me happy. For an instant, love can transform the world."
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Remember... love is the link that holds two hearts together.While many a soul are unhappy with love, no one is ever happy without it. you are an angel but a mere mortal. We are worlds apart. I must love you from a distance my princess.You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will, until the day I die.
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What do I get from Loving You? When I'm in your arms my whole world is just right. Hand in hand, heart to heart; my love for you will never part.The depth of your love and the sweetness of your kiss feeds my soul.Every moment spent with you is every one of my dreams coming true.
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Standing together side by side there is nothing in this world we can't conquer when it's just you and I.Love will lead to you all your dreams.
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With hands and hearts together lets celebrate the joy of finding each other my love.
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I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy. I truly feel blessed that you have come into my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me now.
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I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be there for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. Remember... love is the link that holds two hearts together While many a soul are unhappy with love, no one is ever happy without it. you are an angel and I but a mere mortal. We are worlds apart. I must love you from a distance my princess.You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will, until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see.
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With Love,
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Patrick Derek.
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Dear derek
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My mother ask me where did you get the visa to Taiwan,and she refuse to let me move to England,because I can't make money,how will I survive,and our religion is different,I think it is not possible to conquer this love,and I have the only skill that is writing,I can't imagine if I cook like a fire man,eat like a pig,I ever wonder if I can understand the tradition of England,I am 46 years old,I need to chase 50more age like handsome processor,but my mother say that I am fancy,professor he can talk five kind of language with me, I really love him,your foreigner penis is so large,I can't bare that, I want to stay all alone with my parents maybe never leave Taiwan,hope you understand that at this stage my soul mate is professor,please don't bother us,we want to love that no body know or try to stop,please let me be.
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Honestly,Polly
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after this letter,we lost communication,for i know he lies to me a lot,that derek is my second time comer of facebook hiker,so i delete him right away.
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i live several days celebrate my birthday in my happy heart,doctor gao come back home talking about me to his parents,but still no conclution,we are not desperately want to be together,we just want the fresh love to cool our winter vacation of every no-class days.
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i live like counting hour glass,the hour hand is always pointed by hotelier,boss elegy wear boot and earphone while the arson start by accident,i am troubled by hot flash on the toilet room and be a booby on the fire warning ring,i boohoo like nose dive affinity with doctor gao,he walk on compainion-way like drop dead handsome microbe on my pectoral ill.i am a baby in the woods,my serum is like cattle milk ebb that is eatable and edible eddy,i sing a eclectic eclogue in the edelweiss mountain,his ferrule is like a ferryboat forger that wear leniency leotard,that means he is not a neophyte,he is nervy to give me a nestle,my nostriland orifice is not with oblique obligeto kiss him like a chalky chagrin,but a streamliner in the marine that the marigold and saffron sag for me on the meadow of sea,he is a sage of sagathat even brigand robe bridal verginity like bitting fattyacid,my pore illusory calumny meter is like meteorology,it is metabolic debonair debtor,i was ask to debut and debark decadently,we both are debarand debase by the hotelier,our dovetail is talked meanful by his wife,a dowdy dowager in the future after he died,my gravity raven like no training of dietary dietetics,but i am a dietitian compiler full of complacent pat,i make hm famish fan of my famine falsehood,the mesh flurry on the carfare makes him distort and appall,as he see a feeble apparel blow northerly like a apparition,like norther contagion in ravin that i cant help raving like ravishment,he hise his cone penis rearward,i spellbound like a sandman using propeling pencil,while his propeller is sinking in gusto of propensity,i go to heaven in my soul with him all the way on bed,he is fantastic to me.
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my gravity flow away,he goes to work,we will meet at night,we have no more intimate body language to each other,cause we are not young,not too old,but we both sick of sex,tired of chatting,and we are like two planets that paralelled to each other,we sleep by juxiposition way,but last night is really breathe taking,that is only a dream of metapher.
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i go to the bank and find out that the money havent bill into my account,i know everything is fake,the god of buddha cheat me too,i will never get huge lucky money unless i go to buy lottery,i have decide to choose the number without 99 plus rule,my gravity never know why i need him,if not real love devotion to him,he wont feel happy,he tell me that.
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情書(2)
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i need to write love letters to my gravity in the line everyday,to report my mind to him that how much i love him,and report what i have thik during the work day he spend in the job of school teaching,i choose strange words that looks like philosophy love,because we both love activity of brain and spirit,we get tired of sexuality,sometimes i talk some jokes to make him laugh and relax,he always feel it is a sweet deed i do for him,he can laugh for a long time,and joke on my odd mind.my gravity hardly say a word all day long,he is a typical quiet person,with deep thoughts and cautious judgement,he think if i fello him i will get bitterous future,but i dont understand,why his road is so narrow and lonely.
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my gravity huge me to satisfy my need,i feel so warm and i enjoy the love he give me,i am like a wife under his sharp eyes,i love him without cheating him,for i am his favorite student,i want to love my husband as a cherish antique that i will never sell it,i always ask more hug and love that he is so generous to give only me,i know this love is very deep.
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with happy tears,i wipe away and i feel like touch my gravity,i touch his chest and then my paw goes to his penis,hold it,he scream,and say no,for he is so conservative,he ask me to wash body and brush teeth every night,because his horoscope has a addiction of clean,i can understand that he like me to use perfume cosmetics,the warm and beautiful love is surrounding us,just use a little imagination of pleasure arousing,i can make him love me more,and never forget about me,i write my homework to him,it is his home sick to me.
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my gravity says i am very horny,so i become a dream image of rabbit lady,lying in his bed sexy looking at his theory by hand,i see his ink as cum,he let me know his body smell,it is so fantasy that i put this scene into my screen of novel,i wish to tease this plot by a little humourous pen style,as sex fancy is everyone's freedom,i watch my gravity writing with his full detective ability in brain,i believe he is my sweetest partner of joystick,for he stop fuck or penatrate me,this is peace solution for us to gather with harmony together.
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my gravity is honest and frank to me that he lie on my body kiss me for 2 night unsleep,i feel my bosom is sweat for several times during sleep,but i turn left and right frequently,i never know my gravity is concentrate on me that he sweat a lot on my fore clothe,i laugh at him secretly at my heart,i know he really love me by his own expression way,i hold my gravity with thanks,and i know why i open electric fan at night to dry the body water.
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how is love to express,to last forever untill the day the world die,if i dont have gravity by me,what will i become,can i stand still in my life of situation that left that poet,no,i need comfort like my gravity give to me,to start all over again,or i will go crazy and mad.he is like my love pill that cures me,my new love i am so gratitude to you,i promise i will be by your side for always,i will warm your bed for you,never let you feel cold.
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at night,apple come to me,he want me to say goodbye to him,i eat chopped apple soup before sleep,and i know tonight my gravity is not by my side,i must face apple by my own way,he take away my money and gone in the morning,i hate him so i kill apple to eat this noon,this is an irony,not true,please dont feel wired,my gravity,i will come back to you when apple is gone,then we can have our secret time and do our happy leasure activity.
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i spent all day playing my cosmetics,i use the almost finished bottles,and finally i get a shining face to see my gravity home complement me beautiful,a few days ago,i smell my tomoto from his mouth,i feel so sorry to let him bare my period time,waiting to get back to our love orbit,and now he want me to wash all my hatred to apple family,for i have let them endure so many shameful affairs,i know my gravity has a kind hearty soul,i love him with day goes by increasing and never fade away.
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i dream about a love letter analysis event in my home,every one is watching me writing in front of the table,while i see my roomate's letter was mail back without opening while some hidden words scold her inside the huge stamp,her love letter is written to a sex psyco,while i read my letter unsent,it is a name of 'pig town in the aen wood',i drink a little of chocolate milk,and i start to know my roomate maya has always treated sex psyco fat males,when my dream is over,i remember a fast car toast to me with alarm sound,i wonder if it's my gravity.
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i dream another night,about i learn phylosophy french with my cousins and their mother,i never know what the computer software teach me,i just know i like the mini buddhaism book they sent to me,i feel so much happy to begin reading,but my cousin ask me to give him that he say he want to read all of them,so i give up reading.while i wake up,i find out i go to another dream soon,i am shopping in the super mall,i choose a huge bread that only cost 5 dollars,and two bags of chicken meat,and a plate of veges,i find out i have so many cash on my left hand that i cant count them all,it is such a suprise that my gravity come to ask me to receive those money well in the purse,but he complain that he dislike eating chicken meat,so i guess i should buy some bull meat to cook for him,he love it most.
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i think of last time my tongue is hurting by his kissing over night,he joke for a while,and then he tell me that he know i dress red underwear for a few days and didnt take shower,i know he get angry of my lazyness of not cleansing body,he will penetrate me tonight for punishment,after i graduately sleeping,he push me up and down the heartbeat,i wake up to say to my gravity that you so fine,and i go to eat a toast before i go to bed for sleep.
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i dream about nonesense,we are moving to a lousy house where religion is broken down by the tunbling of the house,ghost lie to me,he thought i will change fate with him,but after i wake up,i think over the dream fable,it is no other place that is the best here,we should read the note book of my father,it is a good place in mind but not new address,i decide to forget dream and face the reality,my gravity is doing powerpoint while i bother him,so he went to bed last night to give me a shadow of trembling body,i dont like,so i have this bad dream,wake up in the morning to write it down with warning memory.
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i sent my gravity a tant of roland barthe picyture,he love it very much,and he record my words by the bed,such as 'i like to sleep by left side for you','you just be quiet and neat that i willl love you this way',and 'dont you think we should kiss like two gold fishes now'.i buy a huge two doors refrigerator for my gravity,we live together like a sweet couple,in fact,we get married in the register of civil office,and we decide to spend cming holiday of chrismas at the steak resturant,that is his favorite dining feast,i bok two seat table near the lamp light to raise romantic atmosphere,my gravity love it very much.
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'your huging arms are my heaven,dear',my gravity must love to read me wruting feminism with love words,so here i start to type the content i wanna tell him inside my heart,i would rather not to take shower and be punished by his sexuality,he laufgh at me and say that my feminist power is reduced by him,because in the marriage husband always in the charge place of wife,i think maybe tolerate him is a nice fun and pleasure of life style.
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my gravity gives me good luck to get adopted by every periodical mydea i submmit,and he is trying so hard to do busy edit collage magazine and write his scholar theory,he ask me to constantly write just as he does by effert,because i am his very only briveant student in his history in teaching,i am a writer,our relationship used to be like pride and pregides,it is now getting better and i always pray for him to get honer from vice to a real professer.
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My gravity goes to my dream in the night,after I receive his gift letter that is a calligraphy send magazine,I feel so happy about this coming late birthday gift that I ask from him in the email,he is really nice that he know I am going to start painting a very long twisted zen mountains,with some poems besides the painting,I am happy that I spend whole night communicate with my gravity just like husband and wife should do.
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I play in bed with my gravity all night long,the next morning I receive letter from internet book store to tell me that the books I want to buy haven't come,they ask me to wait,I hope at this Christmas I can get these wonderful theory books that I love most from Roland bathe.I know my gravity is a saint scholar,and I wish to flow him in the way of writing thesis letters to him,for he tell me he love to read from me.
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He gives me love moisture touching on my arm,I can feel how much he comforts me with love,I love my gravity like a naive plan that we will live a fearless life together,no any power can stop the calling of arising his salary.
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My gravity is surrounded by me and all his students phantom,he let me suck his finger for so long,for we don't want to be seen our love making and deep love.I book a silver heart ring to make promise that I will engage with my gravity privately,because our parents haven't agree our connection,so I secretly hold his love by a cellphone book ring,I hope it soon sent to my home,I will pay two hundred dollars to take it as my due love to my gravity.
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情書(3)
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你追求我,我就誏你追,在這個自由年代裏,我要真愛,不要見到維特又煩惱,我成為名著的罪人,我要愛得不明不白,因為太清楚是一種折磨。
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愛不見得要分明清楚,為了給你空間,我純粹裝糊塗,你奔波學術,我奔波生活,我們的愛是互補互依的,愛上藝術的品味,我們相濡以沫的討論著。
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不知何故,你成了睡前的一句承諾,卻在迥異的夢中醒來,你只是一個哄我入睡的魔音,我卻想與你私訂終生,這豈不是一種畸戀的模式嗎?
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好幾天了,不得不聽你問起我最欣賞的當代藝術家及其特點,為了做學問,你耐心研究,只是,你拒絕我在日間向你索求的性愛,即使今天是星期天,你仍思念著如何在學術的牢籠中修行的自甶空氣。
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我好孤單,因為愛你甚深,而得到你的客套,我要的你好乖巧好明理,都不會背叛我,我忽然覺得你的忽冷忽熱只是一種習慣性的美德,我就安心了。
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我為你摺了各式各樣的紙,大大小小的心形,用一個心型的囍餅盒裝起來,想要寄給你的聖誕節禮物卻不敢大意的寄去,我怕中途出了事,送不到你手裏,那我的心血不就白費了,我好煩惱好猶豫。
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好討厭,等不到我訂購的摺紙心戒,那是我當作是與你魂繫三千的訂情物,我自己買下來的信物,代表我們的感情堅定如銀婚,我盛開的心花,為你展翅,為你翺翔,我想要探索你的每個秘密心事。
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你說要抄下我給你的每句情話留言,像是,我為你特地向左側睡,你只要靜靜的我就愛你了,好多好多情意,你懸在書桌前溫習,我好感動。
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你多像一個哲人,總是靜思所有巨大論述,聽我訴說哲學的隱私與內幕,我翻開你的智慧,彷彿一本堆積古老的百科,你讀過的正是歷史的斷層,被時光隱匿的真相信件,而我得以分享你的細心調閱。
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我像是你的髮妻,每日為你唸經祈福,你的潔癖是我享受的尊貴待遇,很快的,我聞到彼此的香味,那是我們每天晚上躺在一起,嗅覺的至高儀式。你好香,像我把佛經念香的習性,我愛你像一個枕邊菩薩,每次都質直意柔軟,對我耳語如繁花貢獻。
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愛你濃如蜜,淡如湯,愛你學者的審慎仔細,鉅細靡遺的記憶力,因為你的引導領銜,我在詩文的宇宙中,和保持著相愛的引力,我們成為磁力互相吸引的兩個最親善的行星,完美的平衡協調。
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因為愛依舊,情不變,所以我功成名就,在你的護持下,坦然的發表自己的情感,我相信,你就是我唯一磨合智解的對象,我的啟蒙,我的依賴,我遵照禁令的戒律,我每次歸返的甜蜜擁抱。
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你每天往上爬,名望與日俱增,我很高興你的成鋼成長,我好像你收藏的秘符,幫夫的運勢,你很喜悅的聽從我的勸說,而且逃過了危機和險惡的圍繞侵害,我多有幸是你命運的護身符咒,能緊緊的與你肉身相依。
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你想看我寫英文論述,評價你歷史中寫過的書論,但是親愛的,我只會令你怨念,因為我尚未知解全盤的你,腦中的哲思學問,你的靈肉只是個我間接了解你的橋樑,可否誏我閱覽你寬廣的知見,一同討論那橫跨在輪迴中的私修,機密的原由。
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我已經知曉,戀人絮語的簡體版是假的內容,二十年以前買的桂冠出版社發行的才是真的,於是我把死的戀欲放在一邊不看,一心思念著古早前的那些情深意濃的文本,我記得把全本書的小標題都抄記一遍,為的是全盤修行瞭解,愛的真諦。
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連創價學會印的法華經也是假的,跟以前看過的不太一樣,活在假佛的法教中,你還會知覺我的法態和意態嗎?我躲在自己的佛門中,隱居在誑言世俗的時空裏,當我修行智慧的知見時,我也知道你迷惑了,你手邊的論案令你迷失,所以你詢問我的判斷方向。
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一覺醒來,才驚訝夢中咳得起身吐痰了,我又冷得差點感冒,我為了美顏,用盡了一瓶林志玲廣告的乳霜,收到郵差送來的摺紙心戒,好欣喜的戴上,這堅固的銀戒指,代表我等候你的閃亮真心。
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我的愛人,我已經得到你的印鑑之心戒了,今後誏我們互相十指緊扣的相愛,我與你歡笑轉圈舞蹈,我抱住你,像一個小僧的汲水桶,你就是我口乾時渴望的飲水,我要這戒指永遠存在我們心心相印的身口意中,修持我對你的純潔愛意,真純的欣賞。
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我用牛油樹脂護手霜擦拭雙手,連戒指也蒙上一層香味,濃郁的氣息,像你愛吃的牛肉,充滿溫淳的潤滑,我們的感情戒就是要如此再三呵護,才會發出愛的芬芳,彼此更疼惜對方,至死不渝。
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我翻閱佛書的典雅文藻,不再抱怨其中的失誤和編纂不當,我將之視為你的智慧而細看詳讀,我看到了妙諦,由善男良女組成,一個娑婆世界中,生生世世都追隨的大道理,佛智拯救,我們的姻緣。
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我把桌面都換上了,兩顆笑臉紅色撞球,充滿了喜氣,好像我們同在一起的繽紛氣氛,我們吃了包餡小湯圓,好多色彩,抹茶,黑糖,桂圓,花生,紅豆,幸福的煮熟,每一個湯圓都代表團圓的珍貴,這就是創意的分享,滾來滾去像生財的水晶球。
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昨天夢裏,你誏我抱著棉被,法式裸睡,你隱形的操持我,飽脹欲望的陰道,被你弄得興奮而說著夢話,你說我若不洗澡以後別接近你,我知錯了,以一種傷心的口吻答應你,我下次不敢不沐浴就睡覺了。
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今夜洗得很香,你把我抽得很舒爽,我整夜在你的性愛中妞揑,像一隻可人的鏡中章魚,我們的纏功不減,一夜茶的歡悅,熱度依舊,我很慶幸我洗了香澡,而你洗滌了我的欲望,你是我懷裏的寶貝。
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早上起來念經,不知不覺就想到你,為你脫離地下車道一般的前途而祈念,誏我們從隧道中出口,看見天光洗練,前程大好,我們一起收獲此季最豐碩的果實,拿來祭拜守護我們愛情的神明牌位。
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你知道我動搖的牙齒,就給我神力祝福,使它恢復堅固,我把掉了五次的紅線,綁在左手中指上,以確定我們的姻緣會一直都在,且延續到永遠。
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我買了化妝保養品,我要為你美麗,成為你身邊的仕女,一個美好愛情伝說的女主角,你就是永遠的男主角,因為你的呵護,呵斥,我成了一個變美的神奇經歷者,而你的愛成就了我,一朵不再枯萎的紅玫瑰花。我為你燦爛,美白,光亮,我的胴體是你一人唯獨的專屬,我愛你就像小王子的關心。
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我在研討會的呼聲中醒來,你可知我的心七上八下的,因為我最不喜歡演講,或聽演講,我喜愛自外於所有文學活動之外,自由的創作,分配在家的時間,以迎接你課後跟我溝通的機會,我要你跟我報告你的所有活動,我要你彌補我的空虛空檔。
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我夢到你成為一名印度人,夾在我和一個殘障女孩之間,我們撫觸如電流洗過,我的家裏有一頭大象的輪迴,而這因果是詭異的,我不願相信。這好像印度之旅,我進入電影,而不知情節是如何的。
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昨天你給我愛的戳戳,我夢裏都是陰道快感,因為我妄想症當頭,就擅自寫了情書給你這個中年帥繆斯,我盛開的花正飄逸著香念,就在陽光照拂的轉角處,我為你畫著自創風格的彩色人文書法繪畫。
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我答應你,要寫給你智慧之光詩集,我希望你會喜歡,我接到你的香吻,整夜都夢見自己在編雜誌,還有一個用拼貼的競爭者,真是吐血,我看到他在創作一本地下刊物,總編很欣賞他,我夢見自己找到工作差點被人占位子,他是何方來的鬼牌。
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我整晚思愛,你給我恩愛的問號,我一一解釋,你知道我等的是訂購化妝保養品的通知,而不是等男人,你很高興,因為我設法為你保持美麗姣好。結果,我取銷了訂單,反正他們也不給我買。我用自來水裝罐,用噴的,像水美媒那樣,結果膚質反而更好了。我先噴在手掌上,才去拍打敷臉,你卻問我說,變那麼漂亮不知想幹嘛。
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情書(4)
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智慧之光/你學識你的論見。我盛讚你的提問。你在我的文人畫裏。葡萄藤蔓下。賞冊的知書達理。一壺梅子檸檬水提醒我美白的鄉愁。我在旁邊為自己搧扇子。上面抄寫著滕王閣的內容。春天蹉跎。你向我深情的微笑。兩看相不厭的紅線牽扯在一起。
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有感的理智/你寫著生死之謎。這關於女性的處境問題。愛與死的精神分析。你質問各種疑題思慮。我猜測實情只有一個。那就是冤親債主的設限。從來沒有異性戀的女作家自殺。但她卻變成弗洛依德的案例。為她翻案是一種寬恕和仁慈。誏她自由。如果她就是我們每一個長大的女孩。
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書寫的存在/當我的心在過去很亂時。我就碶而不捨的寫作。試圖留下理性。以取代混亂的腦袋。大部分的時光裏我都很羅曼史。所以世人說我是思覺太過浪漫。你可以責備我的思想是狗屎。但指示我認罪的朋友我要遠離。因為盲從向來不是我的目標。你是我精神的導師。應該同意我的想法抉擇。我願意給世界希望/如果我的受難是贖罪。我不要你跟我與同罪。因為我很愛你。不要你成為輪迴的奴隸。我要給你的世界一些希望。為你做一些善事。因為我不要你崩潰。不要你疑惑。我要祝福你有著世俗以外神乎其技的自由意識。和超脫的志向。只因為你根本就是我全部的善良世界。
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老師你是我所尊敬/你是我終生承認的唯一老師。假如我所學有成。一定要感謝你。因為你暸解我的另類脾氣。還願意研究我的喜好。我要向你用愛的致敬來感恩。老師你的驕傲就是成就我。我令你得意在我所有發表的文誌。你的品味真的不凡不朽。
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當你等著我的美學/我要去畫圖了。最好的筆髑誏你欣賞。我的純真不是一筆帶過。而是細心繪出如編織布匹的刺繡。當你等著我的美學設計。我慎從誡命的為你創作。生活中與我相伴的簡約快樂。
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夢見漫步在猶如繁聲的林間/我們帶著一框袋的耳朵。不敢怠慢蟬嘶的交響曲。你低吟遊唱。我漫天幻想詩句。我們是林間躡手躡腳的補夢人。要是你穿鑿附會閩南語。我就偷笑不止。我家朝西南。竟聽成我家死人了。失之千里的笑稱。死裏重生。
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日本女孩讀師苑/夢裏我在日本學苑實習三天。就與女孩學生們打成一片。還用日文溝通。考驗我的日語實力。然而大家都沒上課。因為教授不在。有些學生在戶外運動。我在室內洗澡。才知道熱水器耍投錢幣。好大的澡堂。大家都偷窺我的裸體。
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我得到你送的生日禮物/你通知書法刊物。寄上贈閱雜誌給我。只不過是暱名。我想來想去。應該是我寫伊媚兒的結果。內心喜悅。或許你希望我技藝更加精進。所以送上這份精緻好禮。而且還有下期再見。
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黑道不能左右我對你的愛/整個夢都頭疼。夢中黑道在討論。如何讓我忘記我的愛。然而我遇見了僧侶走來。我想我該念經了。於是我想起了你。我曉得你在遠方仍然是一介孑然的模樣。我不聲不響。墜入黑暗的威脅中。
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為何我背叛你一夜/因為你不在。而我頭疼。我跟小王子道別。他說我回頭才要回國。誰理他。他曾見過我暗夜裡的淚水晶瑩嗎。他曾誓言說一夜就是一輩子嗎。所以我只愛你的專情。你試圖打醒我。現在我醒來了。我要愛你。
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我唇邊酸甜有味的你/是橘子汁加糖。是頭痛後的暈眩。是嫌我伐木無節的身手。我的唇舌好苦。像被毒菇吻上心頭。餞別你這夢中瑟縮的汽水。我還是選擇了愛你。儘管你腦裏全是知識與書本。
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午覺的溫柔/你任由我睡。也不管我的夢中。參加了長江文學獎。文字全沒置入稿紙中。不知可否符合獎規。眼睛仍渴望著閉目。痠痠瑟瑟的。我不再向你撒嬌要抱抱。但我學會了摟抱住你的冷。
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我懷念著你的情商/你的感情智商不低。但為何最近都泠落我。一個人跟讀書與工作奮戰。我想你身為教授需要很博學。於是我成為永晝。陪伴你桌前的時光。你說這是不是一種時空相愛的曖昧。
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醒來時你緊抱我/恍惚間。你抱住我的正面。然後初夢淡去。我知道昨夜的交談是真的。你對我那執著的愛。誏我忍不住在心裏大叫。你是我的至愛。而你也說。你是屬於我的。聽到這情感溫馨。我實在滿心歡踏的與你的愛意共舞。一曲圓舞曲目。
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冷血動物很怕感冒/你說你沒有熱情。那是騙我的。你的體溫不易變熱。明天就要冷鋒十度下探了。我怕你著涼。還得像今天出外買傷風克。買熱可可。為了你的附身。我治療彼此的風邪。一起禦寒。
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愛神之箭/丘比特向我們射箭。我很高興。你說還要給我禮物。因為我回答了許多論文的問題。你可以大肆的發揮。愛神有時是糊塗的。他怎麼知道。相愛卻不能相守。是一件太殘酷的懲罰。
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你就是我的金棗/甘草一般甜。苦盡甘來的滋味。我愛那種鹹鹹的甜蜜。有時真想淺嚐止渇。誏你的冶煉成為我喉裏的線香。一段一段的切割。那些止住心酸的甜舌諂媚。將舌頭嚐到生津的激烈。
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我擁有的只有幻想/我口裏吞著你的唇語。我無法與你現實約會。因為你只要我參加講習。那時我就知道我們彼此相吸。像兩個相親相愛的愛情政客。不斷的談論著戀愛的條件。和接踵而來的籌碼。
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你氣勢如虹的吻/你溫婉的親我。而氣勢如虹的感冒就要染上我。你柔弱偽身體誏我著涼。好擔心你。然而你那深情的吻。証明了你是一個好情人。
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光是躺著想你就很浪漫/呼吸你的學養。好像一個王位。你坐在上面轉學術的法輪。我陪你生活在充滿想法的覺界中。你彷彿是我的法王。我光是像臥佛一樣想你就非常的浪漫。我們雙修安穩的日常。
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你不只是我的形而上/你不只形而上。還很具象。這象徵我們的融洽。已經過了一個秋天。我盛情的感受你的形而下。那極度具有口含錠滋味的火苗。燃燒了我們交揉在一起的舌吻。我將你一錠融化。
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你教會我在天邊重覆愛的咒術/我們一起念著你發明的咒語。默念愈久。天邊的聲音就愈大。只有我們兩人聽見的遊戲。我們在靈性高潮。而且像是合為一體。我決定每日覆頌你教我的咒語。親吻你以唇中包唇的親密。全心全意的對你獻上億萬的忠貞。
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你是骨感男性/硬梆梆的。好撒嬌。要我看完電影之後。陪你共度春宵。你給我這好似軟便劑的疼痛。其實我不會討厭。但是想吐反胃就不好了。你硬蕊底下的溫柔。是我再三吟味遊唱的思想起。
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我投入你保護的懷抱/再次感覺到你很男性主義。但那溫柔卻又不敢逼視。如此可問天。我不管束你的工作時間。只關心你的溫飽。我令避風港都愛我這艘小船。我安逸停泊。靠岸。只為儲蓄更多自由。
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情書(5)
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我的青春記事/吳菀菱
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我曾是個孩子王
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小時候,我跟同齡的孩子很好相處,可以分為學期階段來描述這些天真的歲月。
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學齡前:跟姊妹在士林住處,向媽媽學習唐詩,書法,我媽媽發現我特別聰明,還要我自己用注音符號背誦三字經,以及深奧加長版,更甚者在家書桌上跟姊姊一起寫功課,包含社會,數學,國文,等科目,不得媽媽批改的高分,還不通關呢!後來,媽媽常帶我們姊妹去台北各名勝地玩,我和姊妹都相處融洽。
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幼稚園:每天放學都跟同學勾肩搭背的回家,媽媽發現我跟同學處得很好,在聖誕節當天,我們全班小朋友圍坐在綠色草地上,玩丟手帕猜伝刯誰手上,聖誕老公公的手中發送著拐杖糖果包,媽媽答應我可以把整包吃完。
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中班:媽媽說我很聰明,才中班就會寫國字,所以省下我的大班學費,送我回台南阿公家玩,阿公買了迷你玩具給我,跟表弟妹一起玩喝下午茶辦家家酒的遊戲,我還騎木馬載表妹玩,當時感惰很好。
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小學一年級:從士林國小查字典比賽退出,跟爸媽搬到桃園讀書,班上同學在下課時間發明藏寶圖和射飛機遊戲,一起參加小型體育會,當班長,跟房東鄰居去溪邊玩水,並在樓頂開門遊樂會,得到親戚送的偉人列伝全套,用心看完全部。
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小學二年級:跟姊姊玩收音機,錄下經典的幼幼音,在學校擔任路隊長,頑皮快步走路橋,小朋友要求我走慢點,每天都帶隊,好驕傲的感覺。
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小學三年級:在興隆國小,去學校外補習繪畫,素描,水彩,以及簡單的美術技法,跟同學在家門口玩跳格子,溜冰捉鬼遊戲,跌得膝蓋烏青,還是覺得好玩刺激。
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小學四年級:跟巷弄內的女孩約好到樓頂玩跳橡皮圈,挑戰高度,玩木頭人,玩腳踏車環遊隧道行,玩紙上遊戲,如東西南北,官兵過招牌,還有拿針在桌縫中製作郵票遊戲,快樂的童年,趣味都是自己尋覓的,還參加各种塗色比賽得到獎狀。
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小學五年級:暑假裏每天㝍作業日記,都是誠實秉報每天所作的事情,忙東忙西的,還幫媽媽帶小孩子,為表弟換尿布,得到三吟贈送一套童話書,好高興。因我很擅長剪紙,同學都排隊來找我剪個囍字,他們都想要個好姻緣,我也真心的剪給他們。
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小學六年級:在學校擔任正副班長,經常替老師做公務,管束自習時間的抄寫黑板資料和秩序,參加女童軍活動,為兩個表弟解說全套的中國童話書。得到書法獎章,以局長獎及敦品勵學獎牌畢業。記得小學六年級課餘,和同學到溪邊烤肉,劈竹子來倣竹筒飯,取溪水做蛋花湯,拿土司烤得黑脆脆的,這叫做野外求生的往事真令人回憶。
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如果說看了【樹王,棋王,孩子王】勾起了我快樂的童趣,那倒是真的,作為一個孩子王,一直要做優秀約榜樣,到現在為止,我還是喜歡那個天真樂觀的自己,那個時候,我活出了漂亮的童年,像是一個我的自我中心的童話,真是值得懷念。
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我愛看參考書
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自國小五六年級時,數學有了疑惑,而得到一本解析參考書可看之後,我的成績一直名列前茅,上了國中更是加倍愛看各類參考書,把它們當作是教科書以外解惑的八卦來看待,感謝爸媽出資栽培我,誏我收集一大堆由幕後英雄寫出來的智慧之書,我平順的中學生活,腦中充滿了自己所根据參考書信賴的學問知識,不在乎成績怎麼樣,我覺得文下之意才是更為深奧有趣的事理,誏一心想從事文學志業的我,細細思考各學科歷史存活在當代的各種情況。上了大學,更認真嚴肅面對每一本結緣的課外讀物,只是它們的深度,誏我看見了自己自小愛惜文字緣,從細讀國語日報和青少年讀物,到古典名著和童話的幼幼版,這些基礎文學給我的啟迪,就如同姊姊刻的一只篆章名句一樣,書中日月長,陪伴我日日夜夜與文學為伍的日子。入了文壇之後,還是迷戀參考書,買許多文學理論來看,滿足自己的求知欲,也知道寫這些書的,多為學者教授,因而真的很仔細的閱讀,想要私下也做點女性學問。
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那個時候,唐山書店是左翼文學參考書的夏令營,賣完的理論書就不會再進書,我為了找書,而常常藉口賣地下雜誌,老往書店跑,其實明知會賠本,還是看到如羅蘭巴特和北島的名書時機,就搶著買下來,因為我知道只有唐山會賣我偏愛看的書,那時候先是文學社團的女社長素貞向我推薦這家書店的,因此我也順便愛上了公館的其他文化,逛公館像是逛文化街一樣充滿快樂,我愛參考書的歷史,現在變成佛教化了,也依然愛買宗教文學,這是我充電的書館集中區,我還不太愛逛重慶北路那邊的書店呢?感覺太遠了。誠品也是很流行的文學補給站,還買得到各類外文和簡體字的翻譯理論書,真是令人大飽眼福,現在我只求自己各種語言能更精通一點,這樣就可以看更廣泛的書或電影,享受知性的文化資產。
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租屋經驗雜談
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大學時為了節省通勤時間,租雅房在學校旁邊附近,都不便宜,三千元到六千元,而且我為了賺取生活費而大量投稿,以稿費之郵局存款來買外文書和課外讀物,而生活在文化文學的精神環境中。先是住在一間不乾淨的空屋雅房中,沖浴時差點被鬼附身,嚇得叫媽來接救我。後來搬到對街餐廳房東的二樓雅房裏,每天就是在床上寫作,承受被鬼壓的經驗,但是因為訂報投稿的同步活動,我的文章因而時常被採用,賺了不少錢,存起來買衣服和化妝水。後來租約到了,我也翹課不少,幾乎當掉,就搬到一個月六千元租金的地下室,把自己視為新興作家,全方面的譯寫文章,創作,玩攝影,把文憑拋棄,直到媽來找我,逼我搬回家,否則我至今還會是一個找不到買屋機會的無殼蝸年。
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當我在讀【地下室手記】時,常在空無一人的文學社團看原文版,卻被友人告知書的結局,是雙重人格的荒野之狼遇到一名妓女的事,就不想再看下去了,因為我在地下室遇到了一個愛我至深的男鬼,我彷彿身份對調,成為了一名雙重人格的女作家。
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這本書誏人逐漸的偷窺,自稱荒野之狼的男主角,住在租來的房間內,外出,回屋,和房東的互動,他是個獨行俠,不愛與人聊天,說心事,所以我只能藉著文字線索來拆解他在屋子內外的性格,多少有點偽裝,和不為人知的背景秘密。
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每一個作家都同樣以外出的心,去搜找屋內的手稿題材,像是一場獨自外求的冒險,我如今已知道,那名向他坦誠的妓女,正是他納入繆斯的對象,或許他在生命中書寫了羅曼史日記,完成了心的探索和追尋,但是這真實題材正是每位讀者想知道,卻又掩頁不忍卒讀的生命內幕,真實得如荒野之狼口中的獵物,泛著淚水和血腥,我覺得這是繼傑克倫敦之後,狼的人性化描寫,令我深為感動的是,一顆壓抑的男性之心,留給世人一點好想誏他體會幸福的同情心。這些狼王和狼人的文學,吸引著有愛心的女性去融化他們那顆孤傲又孤僻的心。
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而我,到現在為止,是否被轉化成一顆女狼的幻思文學之心,身為保守的射手座的我這個女作家,可能被引導出一份貢獻女性主義的書寫志向吧!
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文學獎這回事
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我從大學就開始向大型文學獎進攻,第一次入選聯合報文學獎新詩類,當審查討論過程公布在副刊上時,我才發現我投遞的詩一首,被入選納為討論的對象,雖然沒得獎,但入選已經感到很驕傲。
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之後得到時報文學徵文獎,題目為:我心中的一條河,我將旅行所感動的心得㝍出,榮獲成年組首獎,非常高興在時報新大樓領獎,合照,當時我正在修佛,所以收入合集的文章有點勵志的味道。
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然而受到宋澤萊老師所辧雜誌的徵文獎廣告所吸引,就參加了王世勛文學獎,又得到小說獎第一名,上台致詞,領了獎牌,致了詞,我決定從此走向佛法文學的書寫之路,就一直遵守戒命至今仍不渝。
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雖然我每一次盛大比賽都會參加,但是志在參賽不在得獎,所以都一直石沈大海,一連二十幾年,發現自己的參賽資料都不太遵守規定,所以註定會落選,就從此再也不太熱衷文學獎及發表的投稿活動。
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也因為寫作的熱誠,我開始各部落格開台的事業,並且開設工作室,只出版自己的作品,爾偶也製作一些實驗雜誌,刊物,直到今年完全的電子書化,我才開始大量的加入鏡文學的創作行列。
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旅遊拾遺\吳菀菱
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海洋文學\麗娜輪初航
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這雖然不是我的處女航,但比起我現在正閱讀的白鯨記,比照幼時看電視劇的重覆鯨身及血盆大口,我覺得終於體會到那大海巨浪如鯨的動能,其實能與海同舟共濟真是榮幸的體會。搭乘麗娜輪,真是公主號的縮影,那種誏大家目不轉睛的新鮮感,是豪華的山海饗宴,偶爾伝來有老少暈吐的驚聲,真是百感交集,趕緊送上暈車丸救濟他們。還好我一上船就吞了一粒,完全可以克服那種頭暈如水母漂的不斷還魂感,比起白鯨記影劇的人工剌激,真可說是小巫見大巫,隨著航行而書㝍即興經驗詩,也是一種富有文藝腔的自由發揮,有一種樂山樂水的快感。看著原住民歌舞表演,充滿歡樂慶典一般的音感和舞動伝統衣飾的動作,非常的精彩。仁者樂山,智者樂水,我們兩者都同時觀測了,這道德之航的愉悅。避風港到了,在船上的電視監視器中,看著遊覽車緩緩的駛離船艙,雨滴一點一點的陰影誏這趟行旅有著朦朧美,接著旅客們依序下船,經過船內的電梯,打傘走出了陰涼的蘇澳港。
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幼時的花蓮輪之旅,那海洋真是太平穩了,我們觀賞海面上的一群魷魚,向我們打招呼,煞是奇觀。能跟媽媽和姊妹一起同遊,真是太興味了,在甲板上跑來跑去,聊天,歡笑,吃買來的便宜棒,小學生的快悅是很簡單的。想起長大後看的【海國圖志】,鄭成功的水師們各個留名,我們台灣子民不正是他們保家衛國而安居苟存的所謂,海的兒女。這一旅程後來去了大魯閣,和梨山,真的很好玩,妞捏不情願的穿著醜醜的太空衣和球鞋留影,我的電捲赫本頭使我看起來像個小男生,我好討厭照像啊!至今仍不改本色,不愛照像的我,只承認沙龍照的美感。
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烏來尋訪吳菀菱
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有一年爸爸說要拍報紙上的火樹銀花,就帶著我和媽媽去烏來玩,我們轉搭兩程公車,繞過長程的山路,一路上草木華美,綠蔭油亮,四眼放去充滿樹海旳風光,真是令人賞心悅目,車上的年青乘客似乎不在乎腳痠,車子繞過一個又一個風俗在地的站名,最後終於到達烏來了。
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走過小橋,人家,店面小吃的招牌,我們在微雨中前行,流水潺潺,想起去過搭乘電欖車的雲仙樂園的路線,就在高山的遠眺那處,回味無窮,不好意思點出雲仙樂園到處販售木刻陽具,烏來和亂來的成人意味,所以沒什麼旨趣。我跟爸媽三遊四訪烏來,每次都充滿人文的懷舊風味,這裹的市集窄巷,經過一個小小的瞭望台,有一些露天雅座,石椅,青苔台階,將烏來小鎮裊瞰得一清二楚,這情境把我們融入鐵道小徑,沿著溼答答的路,我們賞櫻,看山河樹林的遼遠,一條通往傍晩的火樹銀花裝置展,在我們的嚮往下,打開了一些些藍光的led燈,真是有異國情調的味道。
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不枉我們走得汗濕淋漓的,在鐵道站買了三張小鐵車票,趕上最為一班車,隨著涼風徐徐吹來,我們風乾了流下的汗衣,一點也沒有冷颯颯的畏懼感,好暢快口逆風之旅,可愛的鍊結車廂,繞過山洞和叉路,來到瞭望台底下的終點站,然後我們又悠哉的穿過來時路的橋樑,吃了一支冰棒,享受了一個美好的旅途,天色已暗,我們就打道回府了。
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之後,又舊地新遊,走過小小的烏來博物館,菱形圖騰的紅色大橋,有女銷售員推銷著海燕窩,真好喝,買了幾瓶回家,到了向晚時分,找了一家熱炒店坐下來,點了川七,肉雞,小菜,快樂的飽足一頓,再前往大排長龍的總車站,搭車返家。
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烏來是一個原住民部落,漢化的人們仍在聚落裏求生存,觀光業帶來繁華小鎮的美善風情,我們一遊再遊,淳樸的心被烏來的風光洗滌得有如一隻隻自在的烏鴉,進入詩情畫意的新店溪流域文化區,真是爽朗的半日遊,希望您有空也來一趟烏來之旅,想必一定會有不同的收獲的。真好,我也享受其中風景,她的美彷彿一首台灣歌劇。
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二二八公園遊記
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我和爸爸去參觀二二八博物館,是為了參考日本人的建築學問,才按照建築史料去考察的,在內部看了好久,覺得很雅緻,保存得很好很完整。
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我在公園一角尋覓到一棵古老的菩提樹,在樹下佇足找完整的菩提葉,想要拿回家夾在書頁裹,我感覺樹的盤繞的藤都枯萎了,好像一尊年事已高的世尊,我在樹下找到蔭庇的清涼池。但是每次我去找他,都好像長腳一樣的躲我,讓我找得好苦。
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有涼亭,就避開艷陽,在底下乘涼。遇到有一些坐輪椅的病人來晒太陽並散心,覺得這裏真是復健又療癒的心靈勝地,陽光之下,每個人都是平等的。
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在紀念碑區,大家玩成一片,有水池,踏腳石,大的鐵做的碑,說明的牌子,望著流水瀑,大人陪小孩子們的童心未泯,在此地駐足,這個碑由幾個大立方石形堆砌而成,非常具有後現代的風格。
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後來有一次媽媽說想去二二八公園走走,我和爸爸陪她去,還在小文物館巧遇二二八史料展,聽媽媽邊看展覽,邊說明那個時代的社會狀況及政治真面目,包括一些詩作,和她們英文參考書的名作者,那時通貨膨脹的以物易物,歷經二二八事件,生活艱難中,台灣人不被打垮,不少受日據教育的人們還是苦盡甘來的長壽生存,真不容易。
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二二八公園有著昔日莎拉老師跟我坐在椅子上談心的往事,她想要去美國專攻台語文語言學博士的心願,不知通過申請了沒,因為我在大學的語言學論文計畫是台語研究芻議,所以她曾到我宿舍詢問我台語的發音入門法,和我對泰國建築以色彩分區的幻想,老師跟我在椅子上聊十二星座,一路上聊到了附近的冰菓店吃冰,她說自己是水瓶座的然後我們就道別,她已經被系主任辭退了教職,大學裏面真的仍有二二八恐懼啊!
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鯉魚潭環遊記
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到了鯉魚潭,到處都張燈結綵掛小紅燈籠,牆上都是佛教敬語和佛畫,看到潭中有人划船,是用腳踩踏的小龍舟,觀音像和鯉魚等各種大公仔立於池中央,平靜波水令人心曠神怡,池邊有一些裝飾花草植物,正芬芳盛開迎接我們,以及美妙的石椅石桌邊的閑聊,天氣正好,我們環繞鯉魚潭一圈,感到宗教遊地真是風光淳樸美妙,充滿歡慈的氣氛。
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想起魚躍龍門的勵志成語,有誰知道多年前我曾夢見過,觀世音菩薩浮立水面上,有兩隻游動於法空中的鯉魚在她腳邊,是為護法,而小龍女也在天上飛,一幅美好的夢境似乎提醒了我的使命,至今此時,有種彷彿舊地重遊的熟悉感覺,我感到很幸福而充滿法喜,原來觀音菩薩一直關心著我。
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在等遊覽車時,逛逛門口的各式小吃以及禮品小店面,其中有一對老夫妻請我們旅客喝茶,推銷一些伝統在地食材,我看到筍片等真空包裝好的當地伴手禮,茶葉,香茅油,我買下了一大塊㐴無患子香皂,回家洗臉洗澡時用,感覺很清爽,雖然沒有珍珠香皂那麼香氣四溢,卻也都同樣洋溢在淨身的歡意中。因為這個老闆長得好像我們現今的上人,所以大家競相捧場,大肆慷慨的買,絕不手軟的大做功德,歡暢的滿載而歸。
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合歡山遊拾
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去合歡山真是快悅,遊覽車先經過一個童話城,誏我們看看各種童趣的零食,這是大黑松小倆口蓋的商品區,有小火車頭,大型西洋棋子,各种童話公仔,還有歌手在一旁駐唱,推銷西滴和歡樂氣氛,我和爸媽來到童話城堡內,看到製做麥芽糖和販賣棒棒糖的各種花樣,更多陳列的甜食商品琳瑯滿目的,我們走馬看花,差一點就買了著名的牛軋糖。
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開車來到午餐飯館,吃的菜色都是我偏愛的口味,只是員工將吃不完的被當場倒掉的動作,覺得好浪費。上山去走日據時期蓋的吊橋,風景迷人,溪流澹然,走到石頭紛雜山路㞳窄的尾部,是一個小瀑布,真是清涼爽快,回頭路上一直沿著愈來愈寬的石徑,走得好神奇輕鬆,其他人好像神隱一般,一下子就在橋下等我們三人,好詭異的感覺。
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在轉小型遊山巴士之後,沿路上風光霧色嬌媚,山林中的草木快速的從窗戶略過,我體會到了空靈的山色,和聽導覽廣播,知道了莫那魯道的事跡,精彩的人文風俗和地理的解說,真是詳細得像一本旅遊寶書,只不過太多閔南語不大懂,非常可惜。
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我們到了合歡山最高海拔的咖啡屋,看到只有六度的溫度計數,全身的厚重衣物果然保暖了,我在階梯上打手機給詩友,分享這像極了他詩集境界的景象,真的好興奮,那好比是讀寫詩評的收獲,我感謝他寫出了精神層次如此深幽的景象,誏我旅遊其中的神秘色彩,咀嚼文字與景色共長的激越。
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妖怪村一遊
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來到妖怪村才知道它的神通廣大,容納了包括桃太郎和各種妖怪卡通等等奇妖的遊樂園,真是稀奇古怪,充滿了童趣。園中的日式公仔,台式古村,玩具雜貨店,賣小吃的攤位,祭典表演,我認為這裏的妖怪很有值得研究的學問,但是卻都叫不出名字來,真是太無知了,不禁覺得自己好落伍。
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中國有妖怪圖鑑和山海經,台灣有妖怪論,那日本有什麼,大約是動漫吧!總是覺得日本的妖怪好邪門,所有的妖怪都有成不了佛的喟嘆吧!
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從手錶妖怪,夏目友人帳,死神,等等日本電視卡通,看到妖精的各形各色,但在妖怪村這裏,收藏的只是可愛妖怪的造形,沒有恐怖者的影蹤。
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妖怪的神力,怪力,亂力,多麼超現實,我感到一股沈浸在安詳妖怪村的神秘,難道化們妖怪都被收服了,只是靜物扮演而已。這樣也好,畢竟比不上迪斯耐樂園的鬼屋城堡,被剝削的旅客,怎樣才能逃避驚嚇的恐懼和害怕,人界無處不妖怪,只要你心一歪邪惡想,你不也是活著呼吸的妖怪。
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情書(6)
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我跟他說,我要為他生一個聰明的孩子,讓他去教養,成為一個天才,他好高興,於是就來家裡提親,我成為了一個高齡產婦,每天都在跟他做子宮測試,懷孕了以後,他說要好好安胎,安眠劑不要吃了,睡不著的情況,就用芝麻明依和朝鮮薊茶包來治療,生了小病就吃中藥,這樣經過十個月,終於熬出了一個小嬰兒,非常健康的催生出來的.
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其實,他每天都在工作,把小孩的教養給婆婆去擔憂,她才愛死了含飴弄孫呢!我好高興,都不用煩惱小孩的撫養問題,我的胎教就是天天看書,聽網路電視講一些懷胎要注意吃的食品,然後保持天天歡喜的心情,自然而然的小孩就很喜歡笑.
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他牽著小孩,去公園玩,我也拖著推車陪伴一旁,形成一幅幸福的圖畫。我老公很喜歡我,他說十年二十年都會愛著我,我當初就約定好,要為他做一件事,那就是生一個孩子給他,有了孩子之後,我相夫教子,好不快樂,孩子七個月就會爬會站,它那燦爛的笑容真是吸引人,好乖的孩子,我和老公都好疼她,決定要給她優生教育.
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以上都只是夢想,其實我根本不會生,他也不要小孩,我們活得像頂客族,昨夜他還一直親吻我入睡,滿嘴都是他的口水味,我夢見田徑接力賽跑,日光浴,而他則香香的在睡覺.有時我會覺得他真是真知灼見,一口說穿我的心事,所以覺得他很聰明,現在回到熱戀期,我的心思還在他的柔情蜜意中徘徊,我已經知道他的習性了,根本就是看書,寫書,講課,日常作息,如吃飯,添衣服,洗澡,等等,我很習慣他的潔癖.
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教育的基本目標/吳菀菱
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教育是為了開啟學生之眼目,看得更廣,更遠,以達到博學多聞的最終目標。教育家的內涵,必須身教和言教並進,以令學生得到效習的成果,在未來成為一個頂天立地的成功人士。為了普及教育,必須廣為向學子宣傳,知識的正確本質,和獨立思考的方法學。知識的正確本質不容質疑,獨立思考的方法學則是判斷一切知識的圭臬,兩者實在很重要而且互為學術之左右。
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學術兩字的定義,在於論述正見,判斷正解,有獨到之見識論點,才是屬於學術圈認可的標準。教科書的講解和伝授,需要觸及文底奧義,所以師長的輔助說明,扮演著十分深遠影響的重要性。
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教育是重責大任,不能小覷,整個教育體制都要把關好,不容許道德倫理的失守,學問的墮落。老師的使命固然很大,但若學生不受教,多說無益,唯有指望他們大器晚成,築夢踏實。
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各類學科的教學,講求專業,但是現在課綱縮少到四門學科的考試,實在是縮小了學生的研修眼界,未來的世界少了很多智慧碰撞,社會中真的會充滿小腦化的人口。所以鼓吹學生們努力自修,敦品勵學,是教育的第一步,不是廣為放水,令人擔憂。
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教育者胸襟要寬大,知道多少就教多少,不要留一手,學生一知半解,是啟蒙失誤,教育失敗。教育標準在於寓教於樂,教學相長,不是以成績為考量的話,對學生資質優劣比較似乎不太公平。但是學習若淪為填鴨,對所有的教育理念來講,是一種學制的迫害,以前的經驗令人畏之卻步。
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寫到這裏,才知老師把前任給我的十萬股票拿去竹科變賣了,我一毛都沒拿到,還為他好,叫他去用五十萬買下一塊六百坪的農地,以後幾十年後必會增值,他聽信了,但是他說他媽媽不接納我這種花名太盛的女人作媳婦,我好傷心,只好知足的過好每一天,相信有一天我會體會人生大道理,看開自己的命就好,不必強求,但我仍會愛他的。
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可是我在夢中又不斷假性暈吐了,他見狀就說要給我補一個夢中的婚禮,我在夢中先是跟他分別以五十萬和十萬的行星利息不度的錢滾錢,代表提親,然後我就整理新娘房,我的持有物真多時尚品,有高級的書,化妝品,分類成色彩,以黃色,粉紅居多.,於是家人就趕我們到婚宴現場,大家外了祝賀我,全都穿得像大便女郎一樣的黑加黃色,真是一場時尚的饗宴,我接受了小檳童的祝福,婚禮進行到一半就醒來了.
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醒來後,他告訴我,那十萬元股票是他賣給前任的,因為他說要買給老婆,但他不確定誰是他老婆,就拿來測試我是不是,我相信這說辭,因為我在隔桌酒席上,聽見過他們分身的交易對話,男人真是有辦法,連妻子都可交易,我好難受,離去前任之後,我每天都需要吉胃福適錠,或太田胃散,我不相信自己是假性懷孕的孕吐。
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那麼我一定是胃腸出了問題,我又去吃了一包乳藥包,結果平安夜那晚,屁股上又長出打針五年的副作用,腫脹烏青,我還做了惡夢,夢見送進病人生產線進修,真是倒楣,這就是我相信男人的下場,我從今天起,不再寫情書了,因為男人都沒有愛的靈感寫情書,我寫個屁阿,感情不能一廂情願,我收起進修教育學分的願望,只希望多一點稿子被採用,拿稿費,昨天我還跟聖誕老公公要求十萬元禮物,不知道可否成真,另一個希望是我要在過年時跟父母去加拿大玩,好想去,我不愛老師了.
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單身也不錯/吳菀菱
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就是因為單身,我才有如此自由的時空間,可以忘情的享受書溫,茶香,美顏,飲食。感謝單身,我可以探索,觀察,念經,心想事成,我要做一個更好更善良的作家,絕口不提傷心事,八卦,和損德的言論。單身的題材才多呢!舉凡親戚,朋友,信徒,縱然我不聽媽媽的話,卻有分寸,了解到進修才是最好的出路。單身者有格調,不會亂力怪神,我等著,投稿一一見刊,我要做最風光的寫作者,誏大家欣賞我的文章和文字風格。
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恢復之道/吳菀菱
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從迷幻中甦醒,多麼慶幸,還有自己的真覺意識在維修,恢復到現實中,惡夢枉然,誰教我是愛眠人士,不睡不安穩,然而別離肉身即似夢,就當是每天固定要醉一回,安眠酒把它乾杯了吧!
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他說現在正在準備期末考的題目,我聽他說,每夜用力的聞我,發現我把一千元的松露洗髮精,整瓶拿來洗澡,他說我好奢侈,我也說自己也覺得那味道我說不出來的香,原來他如此聰敏善感,於是我又愛上了他,不管怎樣都要戀他,愛他。
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晚上夢見他帶我出神入化的在空中遊覽,騎摩托車玩,又約會好久好久,迷死我了,這夢若是真的有多好,我心中如此祈念,禱告,我願與他成為天上的一對,地上的一雙。
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幾種話語
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過程的話語(1)
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話語是我唯一的耳邊蜜糖,因為你的勸說和撒嬌,我表示出一種勉為其難的接受表情,其實我的世界只有你,我要去出發了,向你所在的地方奔跑,歸去,也無風雨也無晴,有一種不確定感,那就是最終我是否會後悔,我是否會恨所有的人,那些以謊言推託的假似正常人,那些打擊我大半輩子的親人,沒有什麼好的,只是在做金錢的競爭,和謀求自己的利益.
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我一天換上三張面膜,因為耳邊的雜絮是毒藥,誤解是毒害我皮膚的細菌,我只相信自己,為了勇敢生存下去,我只相信經過判斷的話語,其他都是垃圾,我不想聽,這是導致疾病的洗腦,所以我不快樂,我的心上人也不會來主動追求我,因為我只是在幻想他會愛我而已,我的世界縮小,但是我的文字貢獻卻是很廣大的,我的話語是女性主義的發聲.
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聽不到你說話,好傷心氣餒,因為你總是說實話,聽實話,不信任一些病態的謠傳,只愛好真實,為了你我前途,我實在無法去改變那些已經決定好的現況,和一些被阻撓的發財決定,我身邊的毒害,你可知道,那是虛榮和歧視造就的我的面目,我好恨這些市儈的人類.
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佛的話語,總是些拂面清風,不知人間疾苦,而耶和華總是帶來歡喜,讓真摯的心充滿了知的善意,和歡迎純潔的接引,我的決定,是不去為了親人的來生而祭拜,我相信他們並沒有留給我任何好處,我並不需要如此感恩到亂力怪神的地步,我不迷信,我只要錢和愛.
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媽一個人像神經病,想亂說就亂說,發明一些灌輸我錯誤想法的事,我要全部忘記,因為她不疼我,還約束我的自由,我討厭她,念經卻念得皮膚都不好,我最討厭我的家人。每天就是罵我,不誏我好過,把我的東西當垃圾,恨不得全清除掉。
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話語只有透過對照與檢驗,才能知其虛實真偽,大部份的人都亂說話,不必放在心上。像我姐姐騙我們要吃聖誕節大餐,也以謊欺作結,還說姐夫生日是聖誕節呢!真是不要臉,我才不相信。反正他們只要搶家產,享受富裕生㓉,才不管我的死活。
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話語是一種具有詛咒力量的聲音文字,化作言語的訴說,就成為一種有威力的創造現實的力量,所以講的人很可怕,具有巫毒的心態,想是吟唱一種黑暗詩歌,把所有的光明都奪走了,原來天真無邪的景況,一下子就被說得淒厲悽楚,變成千迴百轉的憂鬱惆悵.
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法華太極/法華宗旨中肯,有許多跟太極功夫有關,是一門新學問。例如一念三千,等四字訣,都可視作一種宗教太極來修行,有信心倍增的加強作用。我以前練習過,覺得還不錯,有精益求精的功能。
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老師沒有練習身體,學校路途長又長,走的都要沒營養了,所以老師買了一台機車,在校園裡載著我,飛天下地的緊緊抱抱,風吹過我的滿足意識,老師對我通過幼稚園大班的愛情追逐行動,親親,抱抱,牽手,我好高興,就給他訂了一個金財字的男性戒指,我們私下討論一邊愛一邊賺錢的計畫,今天在佛堂裡馬吉人(日蓮正宗過年御供物)跟我睡,好開心啊!
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老師想要兩個月的年終獎金,我想要寫作補助金,我們互相祝福,這就是我們的夢境拍片計畫的賺錢方案,老師說我今晚再去載你馳騁,我說好阿,老師你好浪漫,我已經想要一台機車很久了,現在我不用買,有你載我就好了啊!老師買最新的機車,其實我看星座就知道他這個月會花一大筆錢,果然很準,我為老師唱了一首枕邊歌,他很歡喜.
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隔天電視播出老師這個職業快混不下去了,少子化的關係,使得老師沒前途,老師還在想如何一心一意的寫接下來的論文,以升等為教授,其實我知道,萬般皆下品,唯有讀書高,已經不是現今的圭臬了,有錢,會賺錢,擁有很多錢,才是生存的勝利者,所以我就朝投稿一路去走,但是真正令我憂鬱的是,我們對知識沒有了熱情,沒有入門的基礎,只有一大堆寫書的三流作者,充斥在社會各角落,但是這些都不是我想要的,我想要跟老師一直戀愛下去,一起過著快樂的生活,可是我卻一天過一天,追求輕鬆的生活,只想要保住自己的財產,不假他讓.
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我想老師可以回到老本行,回台北建立民進黨支持贊助的美學講堂,然後爭取台大教授之職,這樣才是適合他的菁英之路.老師的話語,雖然殘忍,但是刺激我面對現實,我如何做好一個師母的角色,其實我好想去唱詩歌,可是我沒有那個音樂基礎,只是聲音好可以清唱,我想或許寫譜子是可行之事吧!最好的就是寫一本唱詩歌之小說書,研究那音樂的世界,下一本書的話語,可以是很搖滾的,很快活的,很昇華的,就是不要沉悶無聊.
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電視裡討論著廣義的老師和狹義的老師,後者是暗指我的老師,他們名嘴要我們相互對峙,感情不好,失和,彼此衝突,我才不要,昨天老師不洗澡,我全身被他的蝨子弄得好癢,一點夢境都沒有,只是不斷的分裂睡眠段落,一直搔癢,他這樣就是在與我作對,我好生氣,就跑去泡澡了,果然,我的思緒又重整,我又開始想要偷吃老師,我問他可不可以,電視裡面的他說,他要去嘉義大學,然後怎樣怎樣,氣死我了,只好修身養性的維持好自己的身心,不再跟他談判了,他老是說謊,我要把他的謊言話語做成錄影帶,永遠記錄下來.
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後來才知道,美學講堂的地址,就是老師的舊家,他很生氣說我不知道那是他的地盤.我好好的信佛,不再想到其他的事,我覺得自己有四個魁罡一定會剋到男人,還是別想也罷,更是別想會有無性生活的好康,我只想找個人陪伴,但人比鬼可怕,我還是不要愛情好了.
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生活就是鬼東西,有陰有陽的捉弄你的神經,不讓你安歇,慰藉,兩個人的生活就是鬼戰爭,總是提起你傷痛的事情,讓你甘拜下風,三個人的生活就是鬼談天,聊天說地的享受和平的日子,一言競起,中止於無言,我喜歡聊天,找不到人聊的盡興,就跟自己亂聊,一人分是二角,但是老師的話卻是一棒打在我腦門,表示他提醒我他很了解我,但我猜這是佛祖在跟我對話,因為他怎麼料事如神,知道我的一點一滴,我就是鬼演戲,跟他一起唱相聲.
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"老師,你怎麼這樣,說變就變,硬要我每天洗澡,自己卻不洗了,我好討厭這樣的你."
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"因為我法式慵懶阿,你能怎麼樣,你那種美國派風格,我才要大吃不消呢!"
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"我最受不了你這樣,自己說過的話都健忘,不記得,你太壞了,我要罰你敬酒不吃吃罰酒."
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詩之話語(2)
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還是要寫詩/美好的總是不永久,而我像一首磨過的詩,汁液溢出如河流,大地的乳液豐盛田野,我們的愛情就如同一首歌,以詩成歌而環繞山頭,為了安撫我自己,還是要寫詩。
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藍鵲/你展開全身的羽翼,尾巴像對稱的風箏骨牌,代表了太極裏的防守功夫,你紅嘴和紅腳是胎記,藍色的身軀像一隻瓷器,微顫的白帶黃的雙翅,誏我想到發明飛機的歷史。
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真是好美的一句話/你說,真是好美的一句話,究竟有多美,我愣住了,能誏你感動,是多美的一件事,我想要答應你所有的要求,令你歡喜。
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愛撫/你的撫抱愛慰像是神之手,掀開了天光,翻動我最耀眼的性感處,我答應你的軟實力,跟著你追逐天邊海角的花邊,儘管如此,我還是喜歡你的床上摟抱。
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笑聲/你的笑聲打動我的心,真摯誠懇的發笑,像一個寶寶的哭中帶笑,使我也陰晴在其間,感受到一件機車的事,你獲知幽默的心,真是太靈敏。
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劈腿/我的王不賞識我,就算求一個高級的下士也不為過,因為他上進,柔情,多聞,不造作,我愛他,就像進入輪迴的三輪車,我們並座。
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結褵/你說要娶我,於是我很高興的化作你肩上的蝶,停留在你氣宇軒揚的身上,聽你講課,聽你抱怨我給你買超大雙門電冰箱,卻空無一物。
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陪伴/我令你挾著我,到世界各地去輪迴,我牽著你的手,沒有偽裝,無論如何都要緊緊相守,這是我留給你的聲吻,那潮聲有我的真心承諾。
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說愛/我們在空氣中談戀愛,聲伝我們的想法,現況,以及交流的情緒,你總是柔和得像棉花,一種保暖的花,我的睡眠蓋,我們率性說愛的真相。
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你是我的夢之使者/我夜夜好眠,甚至不想起床,賴到下午才吃飯,喝茶湯,保固期的多拉A夢,要什麼有什麼,愛在溫馨裏,多香甜,多幸好。
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全部/全部的我只愛全部的你,不要片面,不戀表面,我愛你連你罵的一句狗屎,都撿為黃金,我喜歡你賜給的幸運,它已雕塑成我的皮包紋路。
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誓言/諾言破了,我不得到祝福,卻更加執著,你回來而且哭了,但是沒什麼好說的,月娘賜我來潮,而我則在聚會前,緊張兮兮的。
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雨綿綿/雨下個不停,好像在訴說離情,我思念著遠方的你,但幻想不斷的起而霧,我告訴雲別再哭了,因為從此之後,我都看不見陽光。
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告別詩人/詩人離開我之後,就寫不出詩來了,自從我和他約在詩論裏,我就成了一個學者詩人,許多留言我知他不愛看,但我仍然在道別中回憶。
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哲學/多一點善巧,佛法會更圓融,你的頭腦格外伶俐,充滿智力,於是捎去一封信,希望你能給我回訊,誏我們拋開一切,合為一体,十指相扣的度過我太歲當頭的一年,十犬十美。
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背單字/
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洗碗洗澡後都有品管師,那是老公的事
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檢查乾淨否,然後用心的排列歸位
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我們的家居記憶,不只是一打泡麵
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還有所有收服在腦中的喜好,機車偏見
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我背著即將移民的單字,你說是旅遊
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每一次,你像狗嗅松露,聞著我的香味
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我聽著你解釋廣告法文,只給我聽一下子
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我很快就懂了,我的淚水噴飯嗆到
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你根本是我的吾愛吾師,我體會你的說辭
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也許我在背誦著你的一舉一動,好向你撒嬌
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趁機對你示愛,討要紀念性的拷賞
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一本故意寄上門的書畫雜誌,一本畫冊
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期待我繪畫得更精妙,用心良苦的紙本禮物
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我背著教材,夠我一輩子用單字纏住你
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看到單字就聯想到,異國情調在本土家庭中
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語言的樂趣,我願記錄下造句筆記的愛
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給你,留下我們無法合照的密織情愫
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或許所有的創字,都代表我對你的關心
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造句/
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全民一起唱,我編輯的歌詞造句錦囊
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那是我為你暢銷的詩集詞句,放送胸中溫馨
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肺腑被你揉過的耳語,得仔細辨識語氣
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我遵守你的親自教學,記載字句的甜蜜糖衣
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每天的課程都在戀愛,難得你專心啟蒙我
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我創作著愛的筆記,用多元語翻譯你
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遣詞造句都有多種媚人型態,你不嫌棄
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誏我食道灼熱,因食不下嚥而減肥
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你是胃散的辭書,治療我的辭窮和不解
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像你這樣的隱歷史,令我推理的智慧渙散
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多想用寫作書寫你秘密,優異的一生
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而我的感受自然是謙誏語,陰性的辭令
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恭逢棋手,我的愛只為你勢鈞力敵
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書寫/
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悟達是必須的步驟,誏書寫更加通順
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你是我手中的筆,我不會任意鬆開筆桿
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誏你流利的草書,狂放你的帥勁字跡
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在我的血管裏,你就是我需求的血紅素
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我緘默的收起內心的口語,你的感思
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想知道你如何的抄襲我,我的愛人同志
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我們成為互文,成為尼泊爾的曉鐘
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因而過度的思念佛典,伝到我們雙耳
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我們的書㝍,脫離不了獨立的名幟
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其實我躲避你的驚心動魄,去了寧靜天國
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在幾筆光陰的塗鴨,我的臉紅了如玫瑰
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記愛情一筆,我盛開的心花需要你專情注視
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文章/
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你是我手中的謬斯,心之所想書展於文
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我是描寫你的第一人格,在我眼裏你是唯一
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於是你亦不得有所反抗,是我文裏的籌碼
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是我操縱的角色,一個帥氣的斯文的男主角
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文字在我控制中,流出幸福的回溫層
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我夢想的雛形,是共步愛的鵝卵石小徑
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來到無人擾亂的小天地,共築愛巢的溫暖
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豢養一些恭喜的文評,增加喜氣的祝福
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票房大漲,在報紙刊物上,多所發表
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我要用愛的火苗,融化冰山的冷漠單調
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誏我們同向大海航行,前方不必有風浪
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因為每次回港,都有你豐收的歸返
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一篇文章的起承轉合,我已心滿意足
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書籍/
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此書藉藉有名,寫大情定三生的淵源
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書店中名花有主,館藏在迷字其中
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沒有別人娶我,只有你重下聘金給我
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將我放在枕邊,親吻我內容的每一字句
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雅賞我唇中的美麗,為你歌頌的細蜜擁抱
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三更有夢書當枕,誏我成為你安睡的綿羊
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如果你背頌我,那愛情會是多麼雲霧撩繞
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我絕不令你忘情,根深蒂固的堅毅決然
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覇佔你所有的記性,我像你心中的印記
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永晝的光燦,也有夜晚的夢中熬夜的密會
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實際的話語(3)
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宗教的話語是玄妙的,而社會的話語則是實際而不迷信盲從的,要迷幻或現實,得分辨得宜。
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還是要寫詩/吳菀菱(2017/12/31)
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美好的總是不永久,而我像一首磨過的詩,汁液溢出如河流,大地的乳液豐盛田野,我們的愛情就如同一首歌,以詩成歌而環繞山頭,為了安撫我自己,還是要寫詩。
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寫詩是我的小興趣,可是今年寫得最多,而且寫得最好,以下是我的寫詩集履歷,參考一下。
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小說家,詩人,詩論作家,喜愛讀經,喝茶,與朋友談詩論佛,二十多年前出版過「紅鶴夢」「處女賓館」「尋花問柳圖」三本小說,現在參與詩壇活動,論有莫渝詩人的「日正當中」詩論集,和楊平詩人的「金色流雲」詩論集,今年寫作「美學詩簡」厚詩集,是初次嘗試旅遊情詩的創作專輯,現在的作品多放置在 部落格,和電子書市場,創辦「文化評議」電子詩論雜誌共二十期,曾寫過。倒著寫。詩藝慧根(詩文集)。詩學講義。本來好好的。活頁密碼。影子日記。墮落的默許。萬藏詩附。流蘇生活。菩提心。酢醬草。美學詩簡。真愛的最後一片淨土。挑選懷念(截句集)。包圍。金帛玉璽。到處登山。靜靜的說。難以忘懷。真心告白。覺照叢林的美學欣賞 (詩論集)。到處登山。愛的絮語。詩的話語。我真正的專業是佛教小說家,也是業餘詩人,擺盪在這兩端,文字則愈加洗練,我經營言葉的文學城堡,和善的日誌,流蘇生活,玻璃海的部落格,popo,鏡文學等網站,歡迎參觀瀏覽。我寫了英文小說詩人三部曲。這是我極致收獲的一年。
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受到了楊平詩人的影響,詩的靈感之門大開,我得到了一些光明觀念的洗禮,所以寫出在四十八歲之時,最高峰而豐富的詩文,這都是拜讀詩人的全部著作的結果,因為他對詩的偏愛,使我提起研究詩學的興趣,同時,我的詩藝也提升不少。拜師學藝果然有很大的進步成果,感謝前輩的指教,批評,引導,嚴厲,使我感到詩學的廣闊無邊,與深度。
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我好希望能用心出版這些詩集,於是用電子書的方式發表,也在鏡文學上面發表,好多人來閱讀,我愛我所愛,也希望讀者愛我所寫,欣賞我的詩藝詩心,忠實的互相指教,交流詩的光燦殊榮。
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公園裏有詩畫/吳菀菱
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走過公園綠地,跟爸媽共遊中正紀念堂的後門,那裏花草扶疏,躍出枝頭,美景鑽動,我感到無限的詩意。走過南洋杉樹林小徑,拾起枯枝,好像在收集原子筆,陽光穿過樹林,蔭涼而寫意。
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公園是靈氣集中之地,芬多精充滿鼻息,林徑中稀疏賞花人影,這裏大株小枝都有精巧活力,好比是置身於山水書畫中。景緻風華,嬌媚的嬌媚,招展的招展,心中湧出無限大自然的詩意。
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撿起小石頭,以枝頭桂花佐茶,背誦植物的小名,在這園地裏,我想像一本花卉圖鑑,在內心裏翻頁素描形影,我被花草們陪伴著,被他們的美好催眠了。一幅又一幅紙中璀璨濯出的精氣,工筆畫的細膩姿態,都逃不過我銳利的眼睛,被陽光剌痛的眼龐,不禁瞇起小眼睫,看得更朦朧,迷濛。
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草木皆成佛,內心默念經文,看公園的園藝師匠如何裁剪這些上了年紀的株棵,看那遒勁有力的木棟樑,我聞著有樹香的風,巨大的石,在椅子上與詩集留影,跟綠葉密談詩句,跟香花共起共座。
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陽光照耀我的窗/吳菀菱
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今日出現溫暖的太陽光,照耀我家客廳的窗,下午兩點,我覺得好歡喜,自從昨天去八號咖啡小學同學聚會之後,大家七嘴八舌,大談特談小時候的事情,一杯細嚼慢嚥的珍珠奶茶,聊到我胃食道灼熱而先離去。我才知道,驪歌唱完各紛飛,人事已非昔日時,而我在畢業典禮上的不捨淚珠,直到今年狗年才發現,我懷念的只是自己的純真與優秀。
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送走去年的願望,今年有個光明的開始,我沐浴在陽光的金黃光芒下,內心只求一個順利的嶄新年,能將過去的塵埃都拂去。平安燭光的貼紙,在窗戶玻璃上發出光燦,我看著遠去的往事,只要未來更好,我什麼都願意改變。
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冬至的湯圓,仍像幾十顆小太陽,在印象中撞擊牙齒,撞擊時光,寒流已逝去,今年初一初二充斥著陽光和煦的電力照拂。多麼幸福,勤勞乃太陽一直平等的為我們出發,領銜,誏我們走向光明之路。好想潛入光的透明玄機,在邃道中努力拚命,以豐收每次陽光亮起的時機,我一定要活得更堅定更堅強。
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陽光的成佛姿相,是我們學習的對象,向日蓮正宗的精進精神看齊,我要修行日麗春風的佛念,以及收放自如的念力。太陽高高西曬,雖近夕陽,卻也是我接近半百歲的寫照,有些事愈想愈清楚,愈看愈明理,所以不必去強求,只要不斷的埋頭努力,凡事一定會順心順意,困難一定會渡過。
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綺麗的話語(4)
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我們因為買了六百坪的便宜地皮,而致富並結婚同居,我和老師如膠似漆,一起同心同意的生活。老師說他一生只想寫一部長篇小說,向曹雪芹學習,我好高興哦!因為他想回台北開講習課,不想再教書了。我喜歡寫作的安穩生活,特別是夫妻同心,不知老師會㝍些什麼人物,我不太確定他的內心世界,只能輔佐他,不能主導他。我喜悅他每一次向我說:老師好快樂哦!因為他單純的喜悅,和坦誠的訴說,就是我的天國的來到。有一個寫基督小說的友人,得到以下的專業評價:
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[這篇文章寫了太多舊約的例子;也把信仰轉移到舊約上帝身上;這是一種偏差。基督徒是信耶穌;假如不先信耶穌,光信舊約上帝就是猶太教徒,並不能算基督教徒。基督教徒應該引用新約比較洽當,像是五餅二魚、耶穌拯救妓女等等故事才對。這篇文章寫的基督教信仰有點胡說八道!這是以色列人的信仰,不是基督教的信仰。
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定睛在耶穌身上,看四福音書,找耶穌死而復活的証據,看看自己能信耶穌死而復活到甚麼程度。先這樣探求,就對了。
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作基督教徒,盡量不要探求信耶穌以外的事。一切言論最好都連帶著耶穌來談。
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基督徒是信耶穌,特別是指信耶穌死而復活這一點,這是核心問題,其他只是枝節。
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信耶穌就有永生。耶穌說祂就是真理、道路、生命。]
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我不知道為何,自從遇到老師之後,都變得好清新可人,這是老師的話語對我的影響吧!真的覺得好幸福。老師給我回好多封信,他人在學校,心在家裡,我也同樣惦念著他,我思念老師的一切想法和作風。
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醒來才發現老師一夜未睡的吻我,早上四點就驚醒了,於是歡喜的吃碗麵線,再去唸經,睡回籠覺。
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念經的欲望/吳菀菱
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我好像愈來愈喜歡念經,早上一起來,想到的除了早餐以外,就是念早課。經文舒展了我快悅的心,身,靈,更有精神和靈氣的面對新的一夭,也把夢中的虛妄收服起來。平常就坐在沙發上,拿著計數器一聲佛號接另一聲的勤唱題,中午到佛堂瞇一下眼午休,然後再起來找閑事或寫作。
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每次總要媽媽千呼萬喚始出來,才記得做早晚課,現在卻有種自動想要念經的欲望,似乎是想通了,獨身過日子,要有佛庇祐才會好命好運。
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我有一種迷惘,就是要不要看穿身邊人事物的單純佛諦,如果我看得太深,就是縱容自己,不是無桕無欲的念佛,所以最近偽裝得很笨,很鈍根。
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以前修得亂力怪神的,隨遇而安,但是現在卻修成一個小寢尼,每日共佛起的小道姑,想著如何將抄經繪畫修練得更精湛。突然想吃苦瓜年糕湯,但媽說不太好,也許念經對有些人來說是熬苦瓜,而對我而言卻是爽口好吃,吃苦當吃補的一回事。
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念經是為了修行,看佛理照路回家,收本心,不誏它放逸,隨風飄搖,所以在犯太歲的今年,更謹言慎行,靠法華經來支撐運勢如長虹的年歲。凡事修得更圓融,看得更廣,不能結緣的,就依徒然草而去,不強求不戀眷。這般行佛事,必有好益。(完)
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我跟老師打哈哈,結果夢見他回一封信,要我去學校找他,我已經快真假不分,心中洋溢著無限的歡喜,老師要我住在他的宿舍裏,陪他起居生活,我點頭答應了他的邀約。
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飲食之吟
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口中含著金棗,吃了黑糖做成的糖果,又喝了蘋果汁,柳橙汁,珍珠粉泡成的汁,吃了一個啞巴的釋迦果實,今天胃口真好,享受珍饈真是一種好福氣阿,減重拋到腦後,出門買一杯黑糖冬瓜珍珠手搖飲,簡直嗨翻了整個下午,我的舌根好吃,非常重視飲食料理,但是我們家吃得很簡單健康,媽媽訂下的規矩,使我經常是喝白開水,隱忍食欲。
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今天中午吃乾拌麵線,炒年糕,煎魚,青江菜,我媽媽在洗碗時說,她想念那個小時候什麼都想嚐試的我,太矮了也會搬小椅子來洗碗,在國中時我還會試包壽司,做醃製烤魚,我的內心一直想要一個屬於自己的廚房,餐具,調理機,各式料理機器,如烤箱,奶茶沖泡機,火鍋,果汁機,熱水壺。這個願望曾經實現過,但現在我居家有一套櫻花牌廚具,卻引不起我料理的興趣,因為我煮得不用心,不好吃,挨罵了,於是從此氣餒不做菜。
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我記得買了一個心愛的悶燒壺,也沒用心去鑽研食譜,只會沖泡燕麥,麵條,中藥粉,茶葉,其它全都沒試過,市面上也不再流行,它退燒了,但我還想要用它來煮養生茶,如菊花枸杞,或紅棗桂圓,或決明大麥,總之它是我最愛的一個禮物,我不想冷落或浪費它的存在。
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現在我要去泡枸杞決明了,因為我時常口渴,在家居時,可以自己用茶壺做心血來潮發明的手搖飲,多一點風味,使生活不會只是獨坐,看電視,畢竟口腹之欲還是有實驗空間的。我要去買花茶來泡,美國粉光蔘片也可以沖泡,我想的不只是咖啡或芝麻糊茶飲,只要是手邊有素材,我都感興趣,當然你若問我為何戒了烏龍茗茶,我會告訴你,那是有點傷皮膚的,因為會長痘子,皮膚狀況不好。
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飲食是每人每天之所需,在餐廳聚餐更是天大的享受,我和佛友在年底去慶生聚會,不但吃日式豬排全套餐,下午茶,還吃了摩卡冰淇淋咖啡,可口可樂,和檸檬水。我期待即將來臨的旅遊,屆時再寫旅遊心得,與大家共享快樂的時光。
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半個罪人/吳菀菱
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我周旋在兩個老帥哥之間,因為我受到他們的疼愛與戀眷,他們不想打起來,就一人分一天,一個單數天,另一個雙數天,輪流的來愛我,真是快樂。
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早晨夢見他趴在我背上舔我,我的臉變成了網美的樣子,並享受像紀德在新地糧中所寫,借搭草車的一趟旅行,在兩人黏在一起的過程中,我反過手去撫觸他的衣下背部,然後我就醒了。
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因為他們愛我,我必須回應,我寫電郵給另一個,但是我發現他生氣了,就不敢再回信。我像分成兩半的罪人,在兩人之間享受愉悅,我還上了天國,因為我是純真而無邪的,我見他們陷入愛的漩渦,當然我要救援他們,否則我就成了惹禍精。
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剛才手機一陣長震,嚇死人了,可能是我太坦承,而有所回應,我的兩個愛人都是我的謬斯,我不偏坦任何一邊,只願日子過得幸福恩愛。
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我也不明白為何耶和華誏我靈魂上天國,又降下來重修,我算是半個罪人。耶穌徒愛人拯救我,那是他夠虔誠,我是受他影響,自己偷偷禱告的,我信耶和華,要不然我現在怎會甦生,過得很詩意而安詳,那為何我這半個惡人能上天國呢?我見自己在天國說話,只要能上天國就好了,我單身無後,沒人祭我的。
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這時,一隻蒼蠅在家裡客廳飛來飛去,我以為它穿紗窗而離去了,結果又在後陽台徘徊。我想它可能是耶和華的耳朵化成的,來竊聽我的箴言,我遵守內心的虔誠之意,並不想違背情人的愛慕。所以我又繼續愛下去了,也不管結果會怎樣,我對待他們是同樣憐憫而緬懷的,我太重感情了,這使我靈魂昇華。
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躺著的佛/吳菀菱
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我以為自己是個躺著的佛,永遠在涅槃裏安祥,誰知道反而有更多的我的嬰兒聲,像誕生之苦一直在虛空哭鬧,我想終結這些有餘涅槃,於是唱經期望自己到西方去,不要在東方苦惱。
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我喜歡去做西方的洋娃娃,跟情人私奔到加拿大投胎,做一生中相許的一對,像美麗的公主和帥氣的王子,在民間熱戀而結婚。我知道荷蘭去不成,所以到別的國境去,享受西方人熱情奔放的生活。
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我遵守著情人的戒命,我跟隨他去飛,飛到富裕的國度,過著上層社會的文化生命。我期待跟他成長而談戀愛,因為愛是我所要的至高價值,我要一個逃離火宅的一條生路,我不要永遠當東方人。
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我們自己有佛力可以去彼岸,不用阿彌陀佛來幫忙或引接,我只是擔心,所有的粉絲都跟著去,赴一個愛的生命的新天地,誏我們沒有隱私。
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其實在三千大千世界中,能夠在遇難時化為一隻螞蟻或一粒米,是一種逃避心態,只有向前許大願而邁進,才是脫離刼難的良方。
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為了真愛而修行,是幸福的至高點,我希望在彼岸有續緣的幸運,我要預約未來的歡樂果報。
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我不知道愛/吳菀菱
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我不知道愛怎樣表現,怎樣付出,有誰能教我。我曉得愛對有些人來說是遊戲,騙局,自從了解有些人的愛是戀物癖之後,我隨喜而不叫苦。
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我以前追求愛的真相,我發覺那極為難,是近乎犧牲的奉獻,只有宗教的貢獻到達愛的極致,是大愛的弘通,弘揚。
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不管時空多久,有些人還是不相信愛,不知道愛,其實愛有很多種,友愛,親情,愛情,都是這世間存有的情操,但有些人選擇單身,離家,背叛好朋友,這就是獨身主義帶來的禍害。
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人性,通常是任何時機都會發生的本質,了解之後就會知道愛的存在,只是盲信,盲目,每個人都會變得好現實,好自私,這也是無奈。
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愛就是光明的人性,但不敢保証不會墮落,不會被騙,然而不知道愛,卻寫愛的羅曼史,或許是一種單純的信仰,我想我就是這樣的不入世。
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禪在我家/吳菀菱
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每天都面對禪修問題,例如磐聲,走動聲,水聲,炒菜聲,乃至喝水,吃飯,出門,都有著動禪的能量,我把計數器拿來念佛號,有種脫俗的感覺。
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把佛祖當作尊貴的客人,以客為尊,侍奉如儀。然而禪的本質是寂靜智慧,跟佛智是同樣重要的進階菩提,佛禪兩雙修,才會圓融完美。
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從念經的一字一句來看,字字皆佛種佛相,我今早偏頭痛,吃了止痛藥又抹了薄荷油在太陽穴上,才逐漸的緩和不疼。
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剛剛有基督教的教友來找我,被媽媽拒絕,原來是今年要去登山,昨天已經報名了,不能退轉。
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禪學分為尼與僧,男與女,所以從優人神鼓的表演中,可以聆聽出禪鼓之諦,我買了海潮之音,在詩的音符中,沈醉如香雪,我想禪就是融化我的那種宗教力道,打鼓以擊敗退轉之心。
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打開電視,新聞力揪不正義的罪行,禪就是入世洞察一切的善惡,於是禪不只在人間,還入我家,所有資訊機具,無一不存有禪之意蘊,一念三千。
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我找尋花茶之蹤,財富之跡,我認為禪是在消除修行人的物欲縱容,然而佛法卻是在欲望中求修行之道,有了求安祥求幸福的心,才能福慧雙修。
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埔里水里之旅/吳菀菱
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上了遊覽車之後,導覽說明安全出口的影片,吃著分發的早餐,三明治,菜包,咖啡,拉起安全帶,上路的感覺真好。到了關西休息站,打卡,上廁所,信徒阿姨拼命塞水果,香蕉,橘子,芭樂,花生,又繼續上路,喝麥仔茶,剛剛聽卡拉歐開,從痴情女聽起,好聽的歌一首接一首的唱著,好快樂。思念的海岸,深情海岸,我聽著也感同身受,高速公路像疾駛的海岸,不是很寫意嗎?到了三清道場,下車拜拜,在三樓上廁所,又到一樓吃甜點和麵餅,感覺一種道家的心態,廣植福田,在救命佛水桶前,才記得水壺放遊覽車上,不能喝喝看,很可惜。上車後,發現這裡是大甲,廟旁有鐵軌,車窗上的水滴,隨風往後流過,像是小白蟻爬過,沿路上流浪的樹,各展風姿綽約,我想起我口中的人篸糖,真是芳香甜蜜。國道六號旁的九九峰,有個達摩像經過眼簾,小小山巒遍佈,斜坡石岩頗具特色,禿鷹飛過,一曲月圓情思,讓人不禁飛出思緒之外,這景緻真是美妙。車上工商服務,小姐販賣各式商品,我也買了一大瓶乳液,媽媽買了樟腦油,是殺蟑螂螞蟻用的噴液,亦可洗廁所洗廚房油污,真好。來到大黑松小倆口元首館,逛了一逛,陰雨天生意較差,但是也有人購買餅乾或禮盒,滿載而歸。吃了百香果果凍,知道已經到埔里了,好開心的喝著金線蓮茶,熱熱的,加一點冷礦泉水,才不燙口。到了生活料理餐廳,用中餐,菜色好豐富,有米粉,綠色椒,筊白筍,雞肉,豬肉,山藥雞湯,高麗菜,炸杏鮑菇,煮得真好吃,賓主盡歡。下午要去清淨農場,但因天氣不好,改到天空步道,我把桌上喝剩的芭樂汁全倒到水壺裡,準備下午再喝。那年直闖南投,搭計程車到奧萬大賞楓,又去中台禪寺參觀,這次路過埔里的國姓鄉,除了很多製茶廠,霧社櫻和苗草的農場以外,還有滿山遍野的霧,杏鮑菇和蜂蜜,好美的山景,像一個清幽的蜿蜒樂園,但是要門票。這山中的霧濃得像寂光土的光,好白好白,亮中不透明,那股冷颼颼的涼意,已經透過腳底,猶如草鞋過芒草,雨滴一點一絲的在遊覽車外飄,我看著螢幕上的電影,兩個傻瓜,討債集團的寫實片,覺得本土化已經很逼近我的旅遊生活。到了清淨農場和青青草原的入口時,天下驟雨,我們大家都不想下車,就在車上呆著,看著陰雨綿綿,這裡曾是集集大地震中的豁免地,一片混亂的雲霧,雖然腳上穿有防水塑膠袋,但是深怕全身濕透,感冒更重,於是就乾乾的等待,山中的綠意也模糊了,我們不敢斗膽前進。看遊覽車轉方向,有一兩人下車去走走,然後車子就迴轉到空中步道的末路,去接他們,大約徒步走十五分鐘,一座白色的橋。經過清淨小瑞士花園,來到上次去合歡山的山腳,大家趁著雨停了,就紛紛去上便利商樓下上廁所。上完廁所,大家都在統一超商的食堂圈坐坐閒聊,因為時間還早,很晚才開車,爸爸要吃感冒藥,買了一杯熱可可來配,但是它好燙口,一直等到可可涼了,爸爸啜飲得悠閒,媽媽已經回車上去了。離開了一頂天茶行,這裡的茶都好貴,買不下去,霧社到了,在仁愛鄉,空山可不空,充滿高山的靈氣,落葉繽紛,綠藤仍舊綠,枯枝梅花三弄,蜿蜒曲折的山路,載我們往更深的山麓裡去。陰森冷冽的空氣,更加見得山樹的堅毅不拔,清淨農場的綿羊,仍低頭淋雨吃草,我們在車裡像溫暖的羔羊,心中充滿活力與歌聲,這莫那魯道的傷心地,可否使我們了解魯凱族出草的精神,凜然的肅然起敬。拿清淨農場的票錢,改去坐鯉魚潭的小火車,真是回味無窮,好比遊西湖,東抹西抹總相宜。晚上下山又吃同一家餐館,今晚大家喝高粱,晚上旅館還有卡拉歐開和宵夜。入住山王大飯店,晚上唱歌的聲音從八樓傳下來,我們沒有去吃卦菜蕃薯雞,反而在房間裡梳洗。早上起來,整理凌亂的物品,我做完早課,吃著黑糖糖果,飲水自如的悠哉悠哉,之後我們就一起去八樓吃早餐了。第二天,吃完飯後,我們等七點半上車,媽媽之前在一樓商店買了三包香菇,其中有一種是原住民種的,嚐起來特別的甜,又買了一百元兩包的茭白筍。我們今天要改搭小巴去風櫃斗,賞梅,聽說今天很冷,就把羽絨衣穿著,回房去上大號。換小巴,很快就經過龍神橋,友蘭溪,這裡是水里信義鄉,山中有土石流,沿途上樹木參差不齊,綠蔭盎然,導遊播出牡丹社事件的經過。信義鄉住著布農族和鄒族,與河洛人和漢人和居。白梅怒放,一月生長,落花時有如落雪,之後結梅子,清明節時間採收。有一種白雪木,則是葉子全白,也很美,家裡佛堂正燒白梅線香,好香好香,看繽紛的白梅,感覺好像諸願成就,華枝盛開。石龜梅園到了,好想伸出手去撫摸白梅枝頭,此深山真是美艷的白仙居處。這裡有醃梅子,梅子茶,和賣蔬菜的婦農,爸爸跑入梅花鄉取景,一下子時間到了,媽媽去找爸爸,果然找到了。爸爸爬到上面的山去攝影,好入迷,那裡的梅園才是精緻漂亮吧!上車了,我們在回程中,告別梅妻,石龜。我在車上喝著梅茶在雨中混合的滋味,好像梅子茶生煙,好暖和,溫醇,這枝頭上的未開之苞子,真如同書畫中的梅樹,精實準確的模樣,讓我著迷。跟爸爸淋著雨賞梅,雨中溼答答的撐著傘,媽媽她們神隱的回來了,這裡猶如仙境,童話故事的世界。白梅如翠珍珠掛在枝頭,多麼晶瑩剔透,像串串的白色小仙精靈,隨風雨跳著輕盈的舞蹈。這一場花開滿枝椏的景況,使我深深對佛法的初心與入門,感到一股幽林般的肅然起敬,畢竟深山不知處,是多麼自由自在而根部穩重的棲居地,我彷彿梅開二度,唱著京劇一樣的心曲,可能一切都只在夢中才朦朧美。中午在欣山園餐廳吃飯,好豐盛,滿桌佳餚,不知如何下筷,吃到好盡興,而上車後喝著每朝綠茶,和決明子茶,防便秘,大家決定繼續看電影,而我想欣賞窗外風景。之後去看拍賣場表演,在主持人的簇擁之下,我和媽媽買了海鹽,牙膏,竹碳褲,好開心,田路路還跟我們說話,很親切。晚餐到龍潭知味餐廳吃晚餐,好美味,這真是我吃過最豐富的滋味,我吃得好飽,飯後芭樂切得很薄,很甜,還帶最後兩片上車去吃,甜蜜極了。
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微軟的話語(5)
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Software words is easy to use in cell phone,I like to store some documents over there,and I save my love for my lover.i listen to his masterbation,he treat me soft,dont want me to get hurt and pain,that is why he wonder what point do i love him,he will never know that love is a crush without reason,and i love him when he is telling the humor things,laugh with me,i love that moment most.
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i go for a walk,and i find out being alone is such a boring thing,so i always talk joke to make him laugh out loud,it seems we are joker partner together,nothing is serious between us,we want love at this time,not forever,cause i know he is a unmarryism person like me,now i am going to take a shower with him together,no marriage means everything free,i like this kind of attitude.
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When we hug,the world is silent for us,and I can hear his voice and soft words speaking to me.I can't distinguish my two lovers,because they speak so similar that I am totally confused.I know my lover don't give me the book I want to buy,he is angry about I go back to ping,my extra,he not only ignore me last night,he also take back his love to me,it is all due to my extra he don't want me to be a partner of this professor,he think I will be very lucky to be his wife,his jealousy depart me and the professor,which I think maybe just let it go.
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After travelling with my parents,we take professor car home,he is so talented at driving,I can't breath because he is so charming and handsome,he want me to be careful when I go down the car,he is so nice,I go back home with a heart of burning,I can hear he speaking the politics situation,I treat his complain as a think over issue,I believe I should care people more.
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I buy a heart ring in the fish lake,and I sleep with my lover in the hotel room,we kiss and we have go through each other body,that night I am so happy,because he ask me not to sleep,the next day is even more happy,I buy my need things on the auction field,and I feel so grateful to him,because our wedding is decided in 2018/1/8,it is my make up of mind to do so in the secret mind,I will always remember that day.
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When I get home,I can't have dream,that means I won't hear his calling in my ear,and my father mention about move to Tainan to live,my mom want to change my computer desk,and buy me diet coffee and cosmetic,I know it is a gift from Buddha,I go back to my room to sleep,never rest in the Buddha room of Japanese decorated style.I find my skin is getting better,and I start to think of my calligraphic painting,one friend is waiting to buy my fantastic new work.
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I sleep in my room,four times a day,because it is too cold,I become easily to fall a sleep,now I can't communicate with the professor,he must feel me as a boring one,but how much I need love,I want to get him back to me,what can I do to make it real,I find out that to see each other is no easy matter,so I try to remember him in my mind,and I know I am cured by doctor,this is the ending of this story,I live a day dreaming life and my parents are healthy with me.(end)
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後話/業愈來愈輕了/吳菀菱
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結束了小說,覺得身輕如燕,雖然沒得到補助金,但是我已經從小說裏醒了,不再是與情節忽冷忽熱的,七上八下的。我跟御本尊說,此後要一個人,不想要有伴侶,這是對男人失望的一種心態。
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當我把爾前經清理一箱,準備丟掉,我失去了一個玻璃桌子,卻得到一個床頭燈,我可以躺著看書。咋天,我安祥的睡覺,全身都好舒服,我從佛堂搬回了寢室,結果我的父母不再長咳,我的通體也舒鴨,沒有了各種小毛病。
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這就是改變風水的益處,有捨才有得,捨棄謗法的行為,我打算重新開啟自己的未來書寫,寫最有意義的題材,依然是在電子書上發表。我希望未來不再寫性或愛情,我要關注更大的議題,可能是勞動的苦,信徒的體驗,療癒小說,或是詩的評論,總之,我必須轉型,不然沒有出版和閱讀的生機。
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只要控制自己不要在心內分飾兩角,就不會有幻聽幻想,業障就會消減,生命清凈。今後都要以清心寡欲為守則,修行成一個更好的佛弟子。
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藝術戒指(1)
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我在湖邊買了一個古董戒指。我用五十元買到的,好漂亮的假豹紋,紅斑黃底,還有心心相印的鑲邊。我愛不釋手,甚至在各個手指上,或正或反的戴著,試探它所帶給我的魅惑。
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在紫湖畔,我駐立,並心中想著,老師我好想你啊!結果換來一聲咒罵,我就衝動跑去買了這個戒指,它代表我要跟他私訂終身的象徵,我自己的信物,不需要男方來賜予,我把他的心廉價買下。
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我千方百計的試探,他竟然給我舌吻,思念的耳語,和好的請求。我事情都不順利,怪罪這和那的,我居然給他一個無情的試驗,考驗他對我的愛是否只是虛無縹緲,有意無意之間。
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他很好,像一個冷沙發,我在上面熬夜,發呆,只因為紅茶喝多了,他熟睡,我不忍叫醒他,問他,要不要陪我個十幾二十年的,永不分手。
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我把戒指一改成掛在無名指上,結果睡得很熟,不再難受,早上起來,賴了一下子的床,就被媽媽的念經聲叫醒了。我又將戒指戴回食指,馬上和昨晚一樣清醒,我想,這麼調整有助於我的睡眠障礙。
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我把玩著戒指,內心不免孤獨,因為他是不會要我的,我如此頹廢,唐突,他寧可一個人過,也不要管我,這樣私訂終身,不過是自己在孤芳自賞。
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好想捉緊些什麼,但又平淡的炒菜,作飯,連一絲邪念都沒有,我自己看著戒指,我覺得沒有關係,一生平安渡過,就算沒有人愛也不要緊,因為我有無數的回憶,我不做自己的雙重性格。
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我有許多風中的愛,那是老天給我的單純教材,不要學壞,衪說,你就該盡本份的過日子,學習身邊積極正向的榜樣,你會領略,愛無時不在。
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可是我心中好思念老師,我想把他買下來,像有錢人包養小白臉一樣,可是我沒有錢,就算有,他也會說好要跟我在西門町打架,因為他要男性尊嚴,不要被控制。
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我才知道寂寞和貧窮會殺死一個人,所以我決定在家裡賺錢,在夢裏跟他相依偎。我想他想得特別強烈,欲火中燒,我躺回房裏,卻有電話聲響,是一個孤苦伶仃的阿婆打來的,我想她比我更可憐千百倍,就放下自私心,跟老師用心電感應,說明我快發狂的愛,這麼濃烈,近乎自焚。
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無論多麼艱苦的傷心,我都會忍耐下來,因為是單相思,我更是憂愁,恐怕永遠得不到他的愛。我也愛他胸臆中的藝術史觀,只是我學得不夠深奧,不過是玩票,粗淺的了解,我好想住進他心裏,於是我每天都親吻我手上的戒指,好似在親一個用藝術釀成的情人心,不誏他胸悶。
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上次我們靈魂合體時,他要我去買頭痛的藥,治療我們的共業,因為他住在沒有藥局的學校宿舍,只有我能救他。當他歡喜時,都會跟我說他好快樂,他的喜悅很單純,他是一個完美的情人。
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但是我卻覺得他很現實,因為忙碌,所以不多回我伊媚兒,我等得好心急,力不迨,我活像個沒有綠葉來配稱的花,我是在冬天寒流中發春吧!
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不過,我在蜜月旅行那時,召喚了他的靈魂,他對我很溫柔,我們合而為一,像蜜糖粉圓,嚼舌根一般的恩愛,我應該永誌難忘才對,莫名的悔意從心中升起,我發誓要永恆活在那當下。
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狂歡後的落寞在即,新年也在即,我能不能夠給老師一個滿意的關係,我左思右想,還是保持現況的好,以免害人家被媒體追蹤得走投無路。
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老師來夢裏詢問我的戒指,我說是用銅鑄造的,結果背部就少了兩大塊金屬,形成盾牌的模樣,我還想說是當初買的時候沒看清楚,一時賭氣就選了這一只戒指,我覺得很完整,沒有差異。
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天氣好寒冷,好想有老師抱抱,揉揉,親親,於是我吃完午餐就去睡午覺了,把棉被當成是老師的摟摟抱抱。老師通靈告訴我,他冷得很,我也在瑟縮不止,後來我穿上登山雪衣,我們才不抖了。
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大寒流來了,為了保暖,我要天天泡熱水澡,因為老師說他浴室水溫不夠熱,會冷死。我擔心他,就當做是兩個人洗鴛鴦湯,一起靈肉洗澡。
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後來老師在七點說,他冷得受不了,要我跟他去睡暖覺,可是我想,會不會睡到頭痛,好擔心,於是決定等媽媽回家後,再去房間睡覺。老師說我的靈魂又不知道跑到哪裡了,我沒去哪,只是沒聲音,有人聽我說話會陷害我,於是不動聲色。
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隔天,他一大早就去買排骨便當,誏我抱著親他的背和耳廓,一邊吃,好快樂,我們約定好一起去德國投胎,結緣,成婚。媽媽說食指不能戴戒指,這樣男人會離我愈來愈遠,我就換回熱戀中那隻無名指,我認真的以為,他已經給我伝訊有十通了。其實是房內關機的平板在響,賴已經破表了,我還是不理他們,因為我不想混同學會小圈圈。
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藝術的戒律(2)
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他是教藝術史的教授。我在大學時,他還在攻博士,我拿著一本英文的藝術史,隨興的看,走到朋友打工的酒吧也在看,朋友問我到底懂不懂,我說當然懂,還見得到文底圖畫,真的很神奇,我的眼穿越了藝術史,但是這本心愛的書,据說被另一個朋友拿去獻祭給老師了,我還不知情。
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老師說,藝術的戒律就是要自成風格,不可以抄襲他人的作品,這使我想寫一張自我本格草體字,就先草在紙上打草稿,然後再依樣畫葫蘆,在大張紙上草書。
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老師給我的戒律是,每天都不能不洗澡,臭臭的肉體他不要,他要把我的靈魂找回來。我塞上耳塞,怕鄰居吵我,我哼著卡拉歐開的歌,進入沈沈的夢鄉。
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夢裏有個高級服裝精品店的老版娘,她把一套洋裝賣給我,而我只是幫媽媽代買而已,她的衣物被我媽弄髒了,結果她去改開飲食店,這是我告訴她的願望,真的很奇怪,她為何要改行。是在鬥爭我嗎?總之,與現實無關,一場虛幻,不知所為何來。
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我想到了他,或許正在陪我念經的昨晚,我們又合為一體了,我半夜醒來,因為太熱流汗了,我脫掉雪衣,然後倒頭又睡,早上夢見我坐著在念經,於是媽媽叫我念經的聲音就響起了,天氣變暖,我才在賴床一會兒之後,去佛堂念經。
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下午,老師來我身邊,我躺在床上想他,他去抹䨾子粉,好香,我們親蜜了一下子,我就去看海神號了,等一下又要晚餐,我自己抹了一些馬油乳液在臉上,覺得沒有龜裂得那麼厲害了。
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有了他,我知道愛的戒律,如何在我們之閒運作,我昨天晚上做了臉,今早起床感覺皮膚好漂亮。我還簽了愛多美直銷,成為再一次的會員,我希望走出去成為一個直銷員,這樣我就有工作了。
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我交了契約單及五十元,又拷貝了身份証和存款簿各一份,然後我向美容師和介紹人告別,回家之後我就上床睡覺,我還上了一點德國晚霜。
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晚上老師說我們倆都沒洗澡,只要抱抱就好了,不要愛愛吧!我說好,就戴上耳塞入睡了。
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我問老師,逃離新竹那物資缺乏的房舍,祈求台北有大學給他聘書吧!於是我們就合力念經,我第一次聽老師念經唱題,好快樂,我很希望他的前途似錦,回到台北來住,我們戀愛,約會,過樂觀而快樂的日子。
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上人今年四月要來台灣,好像是來學校活動中心看老師的,我也要去參加法會,當然我希望從法會中溜走,去敲老師的宿舍門,去找他聊天,老師說不行,他要我當天就跟遊覽車回台北去。
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老師他總是說我很乖,我說如果他娶我,我不要放棄寫作,一切都為他書寫,為他環繞。他聽了好歡喜,其實我們都不知道怎樣面對我們的愛,我只想為他守住乖巧,為他的事業增添活力和智慧。
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藝術芥蒂(3)
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藝術是很煩人的消遣。介紹藝術需要博學的學問,認真的教育,引導的傳授,像買藝術品,那樣考究,老師說他是來研究我的,以前我的確為藝術傾倒,或創作,或推介,或欣賞,現在我好擔心畫不出東西來,我的生命就是奉獻給藝術和文學的,不可能有芥蒂。
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老師好聰明,把論文寫得真完美,做為學徒的我,也想要精進給他看,其實,他藏有手機的小秘密,有人給他伝訊,我也不明白,只是這樣的誤解,可能是他背叛我的開端,我不知該如何是好。後來才知道這手機震動,是一種幻覺,不是真的,我把我的老師放在腦袋裏,天天想他,為他祈福。
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我的私有老師,只為我溫柔,因為他很硬,我已經不大想他浪費體力了,他在學校宿舍中沒有辦法用電,他很節省節儉,我知道他也沒水喝,沒有電器用品,如飲水机,電視機,電磁爐,冰箱,電熱爐,口渴又饑餓又冷的時候,他跟我訴苦,我好心疼,我一定要救他出離這個不自由的小小寢室。
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還好他熬過去了,我給他鼓勵支持,我們蜜糖一般的依然故我,冷了就像無敵鐵金剛合體,我一直都很愛他,直到冬陽升起,我才跟他一起渡過了大寒流,但下一波怎樣過度,我們的忠誠很重要。
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老師說,藝術家的個性是如何的呢。有許多的伝說,文字記錄,可以看出一個藝術家的成就,和他是否成功的原因。我這麼回答。
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其實只要保持單純的信心就好了,不必要太多花俏的技巧,和花樣,藝術的芥蒂是憂慮觀眾看不懂,但仍然會有跨時空的知己,了解藝術的本懷。
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AI就是像旅館燈控,電控,手觸碰,等功能的商品化,未來有何等發展,有待天才的頭腦去想,去研發,在十多年前開一間工作室時,從圖書館影印了一篇原文文章,是報導未來將房屋全自動手控的論述,但是缺乏電機的面向敘述,只有一種未來主義的發想,到現在看了電影海神號,才知道大到連飛機輪船,都需要AI來支援,才能順利運行。
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我自惡夢中醒來,去喝豆漿吃麵包,一下子就忘記了。今天又是平安的一天,要感恩天地,老師把口含錠拿去吃,以解渴,及口臭,我也把兩箱竹炭水送給他,吃醋的鄰人給我挑釁,我也不管。
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昨晚,老師說他要看書,我就先睡了。睡著之後,老師來入我夢,非常溫柔,我感到了幸福。我獻上一箱的香花給前任,他起先不接受,後來我要他將房間弄香,放置入房,於是他就拿去了。
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我實在是不夠愛老師,但是前任得到了野薑花,而老師卻得到了我許多有形無形的心,我覺得不要膩得太緊,才是對他最適當的愛的方式。
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我好愛老師,希望跟他分享所閱讀的知識,但是他說那些不過是人寫出來的文字,他要清凈的過著獨自閱讀的時光,偶爾才來陪伴我,最愛的抱抱。因為他冷了才會來跟我求救,我會暖和他的身心,我祈求這個冬天不要冷死我的老師,我會心疼傷痛。
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老師要我想想妻子應盡的義務,我只會仰慕他,服侍他,都不曉得妻子的職責所在,很慚愧。
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他還說,我超過生孩子的年紀,有必要他會去外面生一個,就不要我了,我也有自知之明,不跟他吵鬧,我以後不寫愛情了,那太蒼苦伶仃。
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藝術創造(4)
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我想AI到底是怎樣的境界,可以提高世界的進步,與寬裕的速度感,現在AI像以前電子書剛掘起的形勢,未可知結果就一路向前衝,造成十年後,書籍內容愈加淺薄而商業化的趨勢,且價格愈的衝高,看書變成一種看了就忘的消遣,AI會否造成人們同樣的向前卻落後,先進前衛卻懶惰化,不知文明會把我們帶到如何無人性的境界,我雖然有疑慮,但相信完美的創意,可以消災避難,如電子手術刀,如防禦火災的裝置,如AI服務機的發明,如環狀電梯,如自動汽車,所有想得到的自動系統,都可以成為一個不會過勞死的美好未來。
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但是AI的全盛時期一旦來到,人們成為有血肉的機器人,所有的愛情模式均可以觸碰式面版選擇,也是由於人們把苦難都推掉了,所以人間變成科技樂園,沒有人會勤勞,大家連賺錢都成為排隊金流,沒可能有人要親手勞動,做愛,煮菜,生孩子,所以機器化的世界,沒有人際關係,沒有血緣關係,AI把所有人事物都編號了,像車牌,鈔票,所以AI可能是催毀地球的緣故,正如捷運造成人民的負債和無所事事,無事生產,人人在文明中嬉遊,卻不付出責任,付出慈善,錢不再決定人的階級,和價值,反而加速高級化的共產社會主義的流行。
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我才記起,前天老師入夢來,是要給我看他已收到財子佳人的金戒指,我好高興,晚上,老師溫柔的塞住我的陰道,我覺得回味無窮,就在早晨,他說欲火中燒,叫我快點回床上,我們熱情的密合,那感覺真的很芳香,很美妙,我希望吃完奶油大蒜法國麵包和蕃茄炒飯之後再繼續,但是老師說他沒力氣了,好可愛的老師,我一定把他的溫柔記在心裏不忘記。
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因為太熱了,把衣服脫得只剩內衣,我睡了一個被地震驚醒的午覺,老師說我送的雪餅很好吃,竹炭水也很好喝,他說我要多為他想想,物資不充裕的煩惱,他真的快受不了,我聽他念著,法國文化要來了,原來是在說我享用的法國麵包,奶油厚厚的真的很好吃,是媽媽下午茶帶回來的禮品。
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我送前任的野薑花,他已經知道意思了,是祝他去找野花的意義,他在夢中哭泣,吵醒了我。聲叫跑出了夢,尚未結束,我有點不捨,但現實是他不願與我連絡,我無法知道他在想什麼事。
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我看到臉書有人親訪老師的校區,真的好羨慕,怎樣放下工作跑去那裏的,好詭異,我整天躺著,想念老師,沒想到睡出地震來了,於是起床吃飯。
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我要真誠的愛老師,因為現在是末法時代,像他這樣好心的菩薩,上哪兒找,所以我要珍惜他,愛護他陪伴著我的每一分每一秒,我們己遠距結褵了。我不希望他失去我,當我說不再寫愛情時,他說好喜歡我給的愛情,所以要我再寫,我答應了。
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藝術蘊釀(5)
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我要畫出藝術來,不是囈語,我要畫出一本書法愛情繪本,內容如下。
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愛惜命運/吳菀菱詩集
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1怎樣讓我們相遇
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是怎麼樣才能相遇相撫
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我問我自己為何不看中你的幹勁
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是我每一次都沒有在乎肉慾
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還是你很在乎我卻說不出口來
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怎樣讓我們再次見面香吻
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在這渺茫無助的夢間碰見機運中
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讓我好好的珍惜愛護你每一寸肉體
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這樣就好了我不想虧欠你
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希望你給我一點自信重新面對你
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你是我見過最好的帥氣男子
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將來也會是最好的貼身好情人
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2我愛你的方式
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我喜歡吸你的乳頭和耳朵
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愛你像是一場場春夢的詩篇
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總是回歸撩亂之後的平靜
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你悠悠的心事充滿了我的胸襟
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就要滿出來了你撫摸的溫度
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像個乳罩將我柔嫩包覆的手掌心
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我就愛你像一條天空的抹茶雲
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我們在異次元中玩摸摸茶的遊戲
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3我們合而為一
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你親我的時候倒像我親你
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兩隻雞舌好像很陌生
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其實已經列印好了所有的吻痕
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我們的靈魂堆積在前方後方
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很喜歡這種一體兩面的透明感
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只要你願意跟我做情人夢
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我們會有更多的火花和花樣翻新
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只要能夠永遠的靈肉合一(完)
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白梅季節
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白梅朵朵小巧,愈寒愈開花,充滿貞潔的花蕊,是春天的蓓蕾。枝幹多重分歧,如毛筆字的蒼勁之力,花開滿枝,如滿天星斗,小小願景,一片大大的渲染,十五萬人次的繽紛,十五萬個銅幣的浮雕,南投,這樣不難投的擁抱,寒枝皆可棲的春宴,是演唱會的人頭攢動,我自內心昇起的圖像,是一幅三百六十度的押花動畫,好美妙的華枝環繞,白梅季節,我純白的靈魂賴以托付。畫梅吧!
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他看藝術的書,我則畫梅,好比是一起吃話梅,那默契閑適的在彼此之間,如電如悟,天涼了就添衣服,喝杯下午茶,我是花而他是枝,兩者相依存。
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昨晚,他又給我愛的動態,我好快樂,只要是他的陪伴,我都願意接受,自從私下結褵之後,我們感情好融洽,生活像笑意在心中,倍感溫馨。
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本來,媽媽要我賣掉房子,去買儲蓄險,但是老師很喜歡這房子,所以要求我不要賣,他以後要跟我住在那裏,我就答應他了。
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我們終於相聚了,就在他收到台大的聘書之後,我們一起渡過春夏秋冬,日夜相處,我們對彼此的信任如高山重重,一直都那麼相愛。
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自從我們在一起之後,我買了一個電腦桌,專門做為寫作接案的功能,我不再將我們的恩愛訴諸於大眾,我寫著甜蜜的原子筆日記,供日後溫習回憶。而他也真心的對待我,我在愛的沐浴之下,成為一個快活的妻子,不再在意文壇的動向,我希望寫劇本,翻譯,不誏投稿失利把我打敗,我依附著老師的生活,安逸的渡過二十年歲月,我一直都愛老師的平凡心,平常心,那使我成為一個單純而自在的女人,他是我今生駐紥的所在。
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