她誕生自一封沒有退件地址的信,
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沒貼郵票,沒寫日期,也沒附有說明書。
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她是數條神經聚集、交集⸺卻尚未擁有意識⸺
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她吃驚地想了,此時、此刻。
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彷彿在樓梯間遺失的梯級上蹣跚、跌撞,
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墜落至一張用髮絲與骨骸編織而成的蛛網。
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僅深吸一口氣,而她的手心卻已
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成了劃痕累累的皮肉和荊棘般刺痛的血漿。
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她,並不是、也是、可能曾經能夠是⸺
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這麼拼湊而成的:肩膀接上胳膊、雙手繫著
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指尖、眼裡點綴著瞳孔、鼻子被鑽了兩個坑⸺
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痛楚被嫁接於她的肌膚。
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最後她終於哭泣,瞠大雙眸譴責地瞪視
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世間,蒸發了她的無知、無辜:
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從字典中找尋著她下個該探索的地址⸺
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已不置身於信封之內而被束縛。
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She was born in an envelope with no return address;
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No stamps, no date, sent without instruction.
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She was a congregation of nerves—yet without sentience—
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She thought, to her surprise, the moment.
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It was like tripping through the missing steps on a staircase,
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Falling into a woven net of hair and bones.
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Merely a breath taken before her palms
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Became shredded skin and stinging blood.
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She wasn't, she was, she maybe might have been—
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Spelt this way: arms attached to shoulders, fingers
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To hands, pupils to eyes, her nostrils drilled into her nose—
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Pain grafted onto her flesh.
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Finally she wailed, eyes widening to glare
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In accusation against the world, desiccating her oblivion:
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Discerning the alphabet of every language for the next address she ought to go—
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Not in an envelope.
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