I have been thinking of telling others something that I had planned to tell them, yet I couldn't find a right timing to tell them. I always think that I should tell them at that moment, but I will hastate then, result in I don't tell them.
It surely make my life full of miserable regrets, which always ends up the sense of guilty. Then I have to find another right timing to try to tell people again, if I miss that moment, then I have to try again.
Again and again, every time I feel disappointed for myself, which is easy to tell at the beginning comes to hard to tell in the end. I hate myself that I can't do the best initially, and think of the second or the third solutions to resolve the problems that I haven't coped with in the way. For the time I did badly, I will act another behavior in my mind, just like I could save what I did before, that's the reason why I hate myself.
Hope I can deal with this problem well in the future, or I will live in regret in the rest of my life.